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I got another thorn in my leg... Again... Sad...
I got casted as Towa, chiharu, pepe, mika and Ami...
The funny thing is... towa is bubbly... pepe sounds like a 1 year old and she's childish... Ami is a 3 year old and she's a kid and a crybaby... And chiharu is happish.... And mika is high pitched sweet girl... I said I was gonna audition for hell girl nect but decided not too.. Isn't it weird..? :hmpf: I auditioned for Yuri... She's sorrowful.... But somehow I just didn't get her... What is wrong with me...? Why do I only get characters with kid's voice? ....Ugh.... The horror...

merged: 01-24-2008 ~ 10:56pm

Quote by vatican92Elizabeth......... I came to say hi
Sorry I wasnt online for quite some time.........
I'm so stressed out...... I wanna cry TT^TT
Sorry Elizabeth... I'll try to catch up and reply as soon as possible........
Take care Elizabeth...... and stop getting hurt >.<
Love you Elizabeth

Boys shouldn't cry X-P
Glad you bothered to come and say hi! ^_^ You've just made my day! XD
Hope you feel better soon... Sorry I can't help...
Stop getting hurt? uh... yeah... I tripped today... I'm so unlucky TT^TT
You say love you so freely.. ~_~
^_^ Ju-chan's the best kuu! ^_^

merged: 01-24-2008 ~ 11:17pm

Quote by vatican92
Boys arent robots you know >.<
Boys should cry all they want ~_~
That's one of the reasons why boys are always dense and insensitive
Because they're taught they shouldnt cry
So boys dont understand when other people cry or act all hysterical
It's okay Elizabeth
I'm still happy to know that you're there
But please pray for me if you can

Clumsy Eli-chama :nya:
I say it freely because I feel it in my heart that I should say it
And I only say it freely to you
But I sincerely mean it you know

Thank yu ^^
Elizabeth best too


Yeah... You're really insensitive... Ooo... How long should I keep my hair? Waist length? shoulder? Hip? Or should I cut it short? Should I have my hair wavy or straight? Do you think I should cut my fringe cause right now my fringe is as long as the rest of my hair!
I don't know how to pray... ~_~
Kuu... I'm not clumsy! >.<
Somehow I just don't trust you... I WANT A TEDDY BEAR! I've never ever had a teddy bear before! >.< Except for the one my father bought... The teddy with army clothes and feels rock hard... :hmpf:

merged: 01-25-2008 ~ 08:59am

Quote by vatican92
Well... yes I am I suppose........
I guess guys arent meant to be understanding and compassionate ^_^'
Your hair? I dont really mind whatever length it is
I would like your hair no matter how it is
Well..... praying is..... just like how you talk to your friends or family but to God....
Clumsy clumsy Elichan :nya: :nya: :nya:
You must really like teddy bears Elizabeth
I never had one either
I had this giant doggie doll when I was young.....
The eyes were so cuutttee
Your father has a weird taste in teddy bears :sweat:


Yeah... Guys are meant to be perverted and they get shocked easily.... :hmpf: Like that perverted leprecon! That idiot! And that stupid Shanice! My mother and ray's mother were best friends so I stayed over at his house with shanice and when we were changing, shanice walked out and forgot to close the door and ray just opened it(Okay fine.... He thought it was empty but he's perverted anyway!) when I was changing! And he was so shocked he just stared for like forever and closed the door softly! >.< STUPID! This kinda reminds me of Mikuru and Kyon.... O_O Ugh.... :hmpf: Never mind.....
You always say you'd like me no matter how I looked.... I have 9 eyes, I have crab hands, one eye brow, a beard and white hair! X-P Okay.... I'd kill myself if I looked like that.... :hmpf:
When I'm older I'm gonna dye a streak of my hair into blood red and the rest of my hair jet black :P
My parents say I can get lazer on my 20th birthday... or 18th... So I won't need glasses anymore...
I still can't pray.... :hmpf:
Kuu! >.< Me not clumsy! >.< KUUU!
I want my first proper teddy bear to be bought by someone I like... :hmpf: And I'm not buying it myself cause I hate myself.... :hmpf:
I'm scared of real dogs.... TT^TT Real cats... Real horses... Real turkeys.... real goat.... Real birds.... Real rabbits... All real animals! >.< Kuu... TT^TT Scary.... nya! TT^TT If ju-chan's with me ju-chan won't let animalies bite my right? >.< THAT'S NOT AN OPTION!
Yeah I know... My father thought that teddy bear was cute! o_O

merged: 01-25-2008 ~ 11:47pm
Ju chan... Ne.... I cut leg by accident today... Kuu... TT^TT You know... grass is extremely sharp.... Why am I so unlucky...? I was playing with two kids and they wanted to clim up a hill and I was wearing high heels! >.< And a short skirt that always gets blown up! And it was windy! So I took of my shoes :hmpf: Kuu.... Singing is a common talent isn't it? Oh well... Ne... Ju-chan... Am I common to you?

merged: 01-26-2008 ~ 10:40am
Please listen to my one of my favourite songs! >.< These are the type of songs I usually like! ^_^ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yb3vX0cZjRc Is it my fault they're love songs..? ~_~

merged: 01-27-2008 ~ 10:54am

Quote by vatican92
Yeah parents do expect a bit much from their children
No Elizabeth..... if you do that, I'll be angry at you for 1 whole year!
You cant just marry anybody ~_~
Dont do it just because your parents did it
What if your children do the same?
Are you going to be mean to your children if your mother is mean to you?
It's sad but that's what happens if you marry the wrong person
Anything between 2 or more people is quite complex
Eli-chan you're sweet ^_^'
You do care about your brother
No I'm not silly Eli-chan
I've liked you the most all this time and I dont think this will change

Thorn? How?
Are you okay?
Be careful Eli-chan!
No wonder I always say "What am I going to do with you?"
Really? I dont?
Well I said you could so it doesnt make you bad person Elizabeth :)

I am? I thought I wasnt so hard to please....
Then again.... I think you're right
I love you yesterday today and tomorrow..... and the day after that and the day after and after and after and forever

Hahahaha
We should make a group called Angelz or Angels and Z
Of course not
I bet your voice will be pretty even when you are a teenager
I heard all your voice acting
Sorry Elizabeth but I just couldnt resist
It was really cute :)
I was surprised when I heard it though

Well I'm not sure what kind of characters they are but I think you would do them very well
I want you to do Misuzu XD
I think that'd be really nice

No! I wanna listen to your songs and voices
I'll secretly listen to them XD
I'm just joking Elizabeth
I wont if you dont want me to
but I really want to TT^TT

Jigoku Shoujo?
THat'd be nice too
But I think your voice might be for a happier character :)

I know Elizabeth
I've seen few of them
They were all.... grey and they didnt have eyes or ears
And their teeth were very.... dirty
I just hate school........ Hate school
I never really listen to any of the lectures anyway
I fall asleep in almost all classes besides PE and Spanish

1 whole year..? ~_~ Meanie....
If I follow my parents I won't marry... ~_~ I'm not following my parents because I SAID I was going to marry.... My parents didn't "marry".... My father was already married... ~_~ Geez....
Of course I won't be mean to children... I LOVE THEM! SOOOOO CCCUUUTTTEEE! My little cousin came to my house when I was in australia and when she found out I wasn't there, my aunt said she got all grumpy and scolded her father and even ignored my grandma! XD And this little boy fell asleep on my lap! Nya! XD And this little girl fell asleep on my shoulder! XD KAWAAIII! KYUUU!
I don't care about my brother... :hmpf: I just care about myself and you and a bit of hajime oniichan and.... Yeah.... that's all... OOoo! AND ALL THE ADORABLE LITTLE HUMANS! NYA!
Okay? Yeah... I'm okay... I don't know how I got the thorn in my leg.... o_O Don't remember... I just woke up and my leg hurt and I saw the thorn and I pulled it out... UGUU! >.< PPPPAAAIIINNN! Not anymore.... Since the pain of my bleeding finger is even more painful... :hmpf: Don't remember how I got it though...
JUuuuuu---cchhhaannnn! TT^TT Kuuu.... I fell on my face today! Kuu! ((I decided to talk like how I usually talk in real life... Yes yes! I always talk with kuu, ugguu, paku, nya, kyuu, guu, na no, tiki tiki, byuun and nii! I didn't type it since I thought you'd find me weird but who cares! I AM WEIRD! ))
I don't like fairytales that much... Cause I find it too pure but why do I still read it? Kyuu.... TT^TT If I was talking to you in real life now I would be hugging you for 48 hours! :P Huggy huggy huggy!

Quote: That perverted Ray >.<
Yes it does remind me of Mikuru and Kyon
Hmm thats quite hard to imagine Elizabeth
But I really wouldnt mind whatever you looked like

By lazer, do you mean the optical surgery?
That's really dangerous Elizabeth
I mean..... if it doesnt work out properly.....
So i would prefer that you dont get it but........
And I like glasses
I've always wanted to get one but my eyesight wasnt bad enough

Hmm.... you can say something like
"God I hate you if you dont give me this and that"
or "God! Why is vatican so stupid? Make him more smart!"
Or something like that

Ok.
Elizabeth not clumsy :nya:
Dont hate yourself Elizabeth
I would buy you all the teddy bear you want
I mean..... if I have enough money that is
I'll just have to work for it......
And I dont even know what I should be or what I will do in the future....
Or even where I will be.....

But you're not scared of real chickens right?
Umm well........ since you're afraid of them... I would advise you to not go near them
I love animals :nya:
Sometimes more than people (But I dont like horses..... or gorillas, platypuses, koalas or slothes)
They...... are scary TT^TT
Of course not Elizabeth
I would get bitten for you if that happens
Hmm.... well..... I guess he must have enjoyed his time in the army or something

WHat?! Hurt again?! Curses!
Elizabeth........ I really cant do anything........ so please
Be careful at least for my sake
I know that you dont mean it but always be aware of dangers around you
Do you play with kids everyday?
You wear high heels?! 0_0
Well not really Elizabeth
You also have to be born with the voice
Even if I know everything about singing and even if I learned every technique, my voice might be a very low tone or something or it might sound all coarse and that wont sound nice
And I think you were born with a very pretty voice Elizabeth :)
And I'm sure that you will be an awesome singer one day
Of course not Elizabeth
I'm so happy that I found you
Somebody that changed my life and who will change my life
You're soooooo special that I dont know how to express it

The song was nice
But I still like your voice better
They're love songs?
Aww those kids look cute :)


What if I had 100 eyes, green skin, hair the size of the world, 100 hands, 100 legs, 100 heads, 200 necks! :P And a long beard that reached Mars!
You said glasses were scary... ~_~ And glasses are not fun! It keeps on falling off my head, it gets tangled with my hair, I have to take my glasses off when I'm laying down, once the glass cracked because I didn't see my glasses(BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE GLASSES! >.< ) and it broke and my leg was bleeding and it hurts! TT^TT And the list goes on! >.<
I feel stupid talking to "god" when obviously there's no one... ~_~
The first teddy bear you buy me has to be anything but black and has to have a ribbon around it! :P
I'm scared of real chickens... I got chased and bitten by a chicken when I was little (littler) Kuu! Uguu uguu! PPAAIIINNN! >.<
My father was never in the army.... :hmpf:
I don't know how to be as you humans call it "careful"
I wore high heels since I was 4... Something wrong? ~_~ I wore high heel knee high boots when I was 7... ~_~
Pretty voice... ~_~ Yeah sure.... I believe you... ~_~
My voice will never be better than the singer I showed you... ~_~ Tell me that in a million years.... I'm recording the english version for that sometime....
I wrote the english version for Lost Butterfly and Konoyo no Uta when I had nothing else to do.... ~_~
The kids look cute? yeah... sad... I'm going to sing the english for Beautiful Wish and Return to the sea when I'm bored... :P
I'm singing a three people singing thing.... Luchia's gonna do the mixing... I'm writing the lyric, script whatever you call it... And noelle she's... I don't know...

merged: 01-27-2008 ~ 07:23pm
I'm a year six person tomorrow! XD NYA! SCHOOL'S TOMORROW! >.< Is year six scary? TT^TT

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Quote by vatican92Well I'm not too sure what you mean when you say great but Raito did outsmart L

Correction: Light didn't outsmart L. And let's be frank in the end the winner was L since because of L's actions and of his successors (Near, Mello) Light was defeated and died lonely like a dog. His dead was more tragic than L's. I actually feel sorry for the poor psychopath. If he wouldn't have had the aspiration of becoming god and passing judgements to his fellow man I would have actually liked Raito.
I consider L to be the greatest. Neck in neck with Light. They are both sort off similar yet totally opposite. To best things about L are his mysterious past and charm, his wisdom and physical abilities, his sweet tooth and strange behaviour, his awkward and wise forwardness (I thought it was very cool the way he told Light the truth and played with him so he could be on top of things), his stubbornest and determination, and of course his great pursuit of justice.
P.S. I think Misa could have been much more interesting than how she was (I only sow the anime). Most people think she is not that smart. It is true that she behaves in such a manner but she does show a great deal of intelligence and bravery several times in the anime.

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.....Sorry... My brain's been really blank.... I get angry then all bubbly later... Sorry...
You're really great.... You're not useless or stupid.... I'm just taking my anger out on you... Sorry... I managed to hurt myself a lot these few weeks... :hmpf: But this time REALLY! on accident... Well... A few of them just subconsciously.... I'm so sleepy.... I hit my head on the wall when I woke up today... And I have a fever... TT^TT Sorry.... I'll be nicer to you when I feel better.... If I talk too much to you know I'll be really cruel to you...


merged: 01-21-2008 ~ 07:47pm
Okay... I feel better now...
Is feeling bad your excuse for not coming online...? If I used that excuse I wouldn't be here everyday since I'm always depressed... :hmpf: I have mental problems... Well.... Not like I'm mad or suddenly seem drunk or something... :hmpf: Like I just try to die a lot when I'm depressed.... Ysaac promised not to the the doctor I tried killing myself yesterday if I told you that I had mental problems and I nearly killed myself a few times because of you... ~_~
Never mind... I hope you're feeling better today ^_^ Sorry I can't help... TT^TT But you don't need to blame yourself for any depressing things I do... because no matter how cruel you are I'll always be glad I met you ^_^

merged: 01-21-2008 ~ 09:46pm
Ju-chan, you know I said I recorded God Knows on youtube? Don't listen to it yet okay? I'm going to sing it another time.... A better one.... Cause that one really wasn't good... But if you REALLLYYY want to.... My voice was okay... But I just didn't follow the music and I was glaring at Ysaac so much that I sang so loud at some places and a part "And if it would help you to go farther" where Ysaac was tugging my skirt so I was singing it really loud and it sounded weird.... And I was screaming at some of the parts cause Ysaac was bothering me and Aiko and playing with my hair which was annoying... ~_~ And a part where I was supposed to say know but I said something more like between no and na... :hmpf: It was just weird... I sounded like I didn't speak english or something... Well at least I managed to keep my voice sound like a love song... :hmpf: But that was probably cause Aiko was cutting love shaped paper over my head... Blocking my view so I couldn't see the lyrics and I was just blabring... ~_~

merged: 01-21-2008 ~ 11:03pm
Ju-chan I'm scared... TT^TT I'm watching some mummy thing.... *screams and cries*

merged: 01-22-2008 ~ 08:15pm
I don't really mind... My parents just expect a little more than a lot from me... My father said I was going to be a singer, actress, voice actress or a person in business or something even before I was born.. :hmpf: He said he wanted me to record in the recording studio on my twelfth or thirteenth birthday...
I never said marriage was a picnic but seriously... I really don't care who I marry... :hmpf: I mean... My mother didn't even marry... My family has really weird marriages... My half eldest brother wants to marry a girl older than him and that girl's pretty... Well... ~_~ Seductive... ~_~ Whatever.. The girl was like saying how adorable I was and when I walked away I heard her mumbling something like "Sadly you're too little and useless to take any of your father's money" If my brother wasn't there I would have killed her... ~_~ Not that I need any of my father's money...
You're going to like someone more than me sooner or later...

No it's not your fault... I'm just a grumpy person..
Careful? Uh yeah... Sure...I got a thorn in my leg today... Dunno how I got it... Guess I must have got a thron stuck without noticing... I mean, I can't even notice when I faint well... Maybe that's cause I fainted... :hmpf:
It doesn't relieve me from my pain when I hurt you... :hmpf: You make me sound like a bad person...

You're so hard to please ~_~ Never mind... I'm used to it...
You love me now and you'll hate me tomorrow... That's what I tell everyone that tries to be nice to me... I get depressed over everything... At the same time I'm really bubbly... In real life... Sometimes... Depends...

Darkness and light? That reminds me... You know, my friend Natalie... She's really good at lyric writing and she always says we should make a group called Angelz but I just ignore her.... ~_~ One cause I'm a demon... Two cause I hate Angels but she added a z instead of an s because my name sounds like a z and everyone calls me that... Three because I just feel like it :P
So are you gonna hate my voice when I become a teenager? :hmpf:
Oh... When I said Daisuke... Yeah... And did you hear when I imitated Risa? That would be the first and last time I ever talk like that...
Don't even mention my stupid voiceacting.... ~_~ I hated it... And I was just blabbring because I really didn't want to... My friend asked me to... ~_~ Anyway.. After I got the role of Chiharu ali wanted me to do all the extras for her English dubbed animes... ~_~ And now she wants me to be towa(Don't even listen to that audition) and she asked me to do Risaâ?¦. And Christy wanted me to do Riku(I so did not want you to hear that... ~_~ If I ever sounded like that without trying I would kill myself) and Adam wanted me to try mio hio(Ugh... The horror...) And Ysaac wanted me to audition for the chobit's song, Let me be with you :hmpf: (The suffering of singing that stupid song!) And I just tried yume no tsubasa cause I was bored(Don't you dare listen to any of my songs without me telling you to! Or I will cook you to death!) And I tried my best to sound happy.... The next time I audition is when there's the role of hell girl! >.<

You know... there ARE mummies... They're just dead....
Good night kuu... TT^TT You hate school? I looovveee school! Cause I always do well in school! ^_^ SCCCHHOOLLLLYYY! But sadly I'm on holiday TT^T

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thanks for your fav~~~

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It's okay if you like satsuki better than me! X-P She's so great that she managed to make you happier than I ever could! XD She must be really good then! I admire her! I'm glad you're happy!
I don't feel like wasting your time bothering you anymore... It's okay now... Marry, date, do whatever you want... You can stick with satsuki or whatever.... I was just pulling you back... Anyway... I shouldn't live in my fantasy that you actually find me important! ^_^' So bye! ^_^

merged: 01-20-2008 ~ 10:43pm
I didn't finish reading what you wrote but seriously... Whatever.... It's okay... I'm really not in a good mood.... I didn't even read Hajime's post.... I really don't feel like it right now..... Sorry... I'll talk to you when stupid Ysaac finished bandaging my hand... He's so useless...


merged: 01-20-2008 ~ 10:51pm
Okay... I'll answer everything one by one...
My parents want me to go to college too... They wanted me to go since like I was 5...
When I get less than As my mother hits me with anything she has.... But luckily I'm not so stupid...
My father wants me to be into business and my mother does her best to shed my life with tragedy...
My mother does her best and she's doing a very good job in telling me all the tragedy in the world... I hear them so much I even know how to kill someone without being noticed.... My mother slaps me when I don't smile... And she hits me when I'm sad.... So am I supposed to be emotionless?
Never mind... Seriously... I wouldn't even care if I married 600 times anymore....
Whatever.... I know I should be nicer to you since you're sad but I really don't think you need me anymore... Go to satsuki or whatever....

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Quote by Kohana-AmiDarn. ]: When do you turn 16? o: Sorry for forgetting. ^-^;;;;;

Mediocre? Whats wrong bro? *huggles tight*

Your siggy makes me sad. T____T


I turn 16 this July 18th
I know your birthday
It's...... August 23rd right?
And Sara's is a day before that if I'm not terribly confused in my own dimension....

Sorry Ami-cha......
I'm not myself these days
Just..... I dont know really
I guess I just realized the weight of reality on my shoulders were too heavy for me to handle ^_^'
Thank you for the concern :)

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Hey bro. I'm not sure wether this is important to you or not....but I thought I'd let you know.
I'm leaving MT at the end of the month. I've got some....problems that need to be handled. Afterwards I may or may not come back.

I hope I'll still be able to talk to you on msn. I'll still be there.

Well yeah....love ya bro. <3333

Leaving? So suddenly?
I wont ask why..... I know you have your reasons...... and it's not goodbye forever
We can meet on MSN right?
Although I'm finding it hard to log on MSN these days......
But still.... I hope you'll come back cuz...... I dont know..... MT is still like my home..... in the cyberworld that is :p

Love ya too Kayla :)
Hopefully you'll solve your problems and come back


I'm sooooo sorry I forgot bro. I'm not good at remembering dates....

If Sara's is a day before mine then it's the same time as my cousins. ^-^ Although she's younger than me so (mycousin not Sara...obcviously)......

Why are you sorry? You didn't do anything wrong. No reason to apologize.
I understand what you mean I think. This might not be advice but...You can handle it bro. Maybe not right away but I know you can. ^-^ You're strong bro.
Don't let it get you down okay? *huggles*


Yeah I'm leaving. And......thank you for not asking. Alhtough I'd probably tell you if you did. But not on here. /:
Yes I'll still be on msn. ^-^ *huggles*
I understand. MT used to be my home but too much has happened and I guess I've changed my mind. I guess thats why it's so easy for me to leave.

I love ya bro. ^-^ I hope you begin to feel better. ^-^ *huggles*

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Because I want to do my best not to kill myself and make you happy.... Guess what.... You made me fall down the stairs yesterday.... And I got 27 stitches because I stabbed my hand... ~_~ And I tripped more than usual today.... And I tried dying a few times but only managed to get hurt... :hmpf: Aren't you glad that you managed to depress me so much? Okay.... The places I put Os are the places I would kill myself hearing you say that... The more Os the more angry I am but you're lucky I don't blame others much....

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I'm sorry Elizabeth........
Really....... sorry........
I'm just not myself these days...... O
I'm confused and tired...... O
A sheep gone astray...... O
My little head full of useless thoughts and anger..... O
Blinded by the hollowness that my eyes show me O
Overwhelmed by the void that fills my soul with thirst...... O
Eh..... it's not time to be poetic.......
But that's what I feel now
My absence ahd nothing to do with the girl
I say 2 words to her everyday
I say hi when she says hi and..... I say yes or no to the questions she ask
Sometimes I answer her English problem and all that but that's just because I feel obligated to


Just because you're angry, obligated and all that you're not coming online?!?! Oh my gosh! I STABBED MY HAND! And I nearly killed myself a few times because of you and I'm online! I go out of my way for you and you can't even come online and say at least hi or something! I came online even when I was in hospital because of Dengue Fever! AND YOU CAN'T EVEN COME ONLINE TO SAY TWO WORDS?!?!
But why can't I ever make you happy? You make me happy all the time and I would even take a taxi from Perth to some cafe that has wireless to get online O_O Wait... I DID do that! Why am I always so useless to you? Why can't I do anything right? Is coming online and saying two words "hi" that painful for you to do? I came online even when I had a twisted leg and had an X-Ray! X-Ray! So why is it so hard just to say hi? Am I really that annoying? I know I'm useless, bad tempered, sensitive, annoying and the list goes on but why?!

merged: 01-17-2008 ~ 09:55am
Read over this post... I added *blabla* which is what I said and circles to show you my anger....

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Elizabeth....... you shouldnt spread your full name on the internet........
Mine doesnt matter since most Korean names are similar and nobody can distinguish it unless it's written in Chinese
Kiuh? What kind of food is that?

I'm not that childish am I?.........
And I dont act immature around her

I go to church with her every few weeks....... *half circle... I guess that's your religion...*
And the meeting thing is at night *I will never know why... ~_~ *
I dont let her....... *Yeah sure... Then kick her... Stab her... Whatever... * OOOOOOOO
I push her away right after she does....... *As if... Lightly probably... * OOOOOO
She doesnt ask permission or give me any warnings......... *Yeah... I'm really starting to hate her... * OOOO
I dont like being hugged by anybody...... *.....Even me...? ~_~* OOO

Sorry Elizabeth........
And I dont like any girl that way ~_~ OOO
And she's like my only friend... I dont have any girls around me OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO(...) MAKES ME VERY VERY VERY VERY ANGRY! NOW SHE'S YOUR ONLY FRIEND?!
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO(...)
Well actually there's about 2 guys that I hang around with but they dont really care much about me

Elizabeth........
I'm sorry......... I'm really sorry........
That's all I can say......
That's all I can ever say........
I will never forgive myself if something happens to you........ *As if... ~_~ You seem to be fine right now.... I feel like stabbing myself again... Wonder how many stitches I'll get this time... ~_~ * O
So please........ dont be so careless about yourself Elizabeth *Then don't make me!* OOO

Maybe I'm not as good as you expect me to be but I care for you more than anybody.......... *I wasn't the one that expected you to be someone else... All I wanted was for you to for once like me the way I am and stop forgetting I ever existed... I just wanted you to be happy with how I was for once...*
You might not believe me but it doesnt matter because even if you dont care about me, I still will *As if...*

I dont know why I'm being depressed again *You're depressed? When I'm depressed I come online because you make me feel better but the more I read the more I want to die now*
I dont remember anything sad or tragic happening to me...... *Yep... The saddest thing that happened in your life was the day we met*
But I just feel down and it feels like gravity is too heavy....... *And I can't do anything about it right?*
I cant really pretend to be happy anymore to others...... *.....I smile every single day..... I didn't even cry when I got stitches and a knife through my hand...*
I'm sorry Elizabeth......... that I cant make you truely happy *You do make me happy... You just have to remember I exists... And stop saying you expected me to be something else... And insulting me by telling me what things you hate! Because the things you hate is exactly how I am!*
I dont really make anybody else happy either *Yeah... You don't make me happy when you say that girl was your only friend!*
Everybody else around me always seem so disappointed in me....... *I'm never disappointed in you okay..? That's what I mean... You always leave me out of the picture... Because I feel like I'm less than nothing to you... Way less than nothing... But I'm never disappointed in you... I've only been disappointed in myself...*

If you say that..... you dont really need me either *I do need you... I need the part of you that remembers me and the part of you that doesn't insult me all the time without knowing it! But I never hated you for insulting me without knowing... I just hated myself for not being your friend... You said that gay girl's sister was your only friend... Okay fine.... I understand that I'm less than nothing.... Someone you can't even remember...*
But I want you to be there....... even if you dont care about me and even if you love somebody else...... I'll get jealous but...... at least you'll be happy and I'll be happy with *You get jealous? I do my best to hate everyone so I only see you in my world! But I'm less than nothing in your world...*

that
No Elizabeth..... if everybody else was grass, you'd be a rose or a lily..... since I like lilies ^_^' *I'm not the rose or lily... Not anymore...*

Sorry..... Elizabeth
I guess I dont talk about you since....... I dont want to share you with other people.......
Sorry........... I'm really sorry........
But I sometimes talk about you with other people
Like with Maria recently......
But I wont tell you what I talk to her about since it was about you

God does have many people who love him......
But there are so many more people who make him sad......
His heart cries every time he sees us killing, stealing, hurting others and..... everything like that

I think the teacher doesnt talk about you because you're obviously smart *As if...*
So he doesnt need to say it because everybody knows it already ^_^ *As if...*
And he might be saying that other kids are smart because he wants to encourage them... *As if...*

You are the greenest of all grasses Elizabeth *I never will be...*
And the gemstone in the desert *Haha... very funny...*

I'm sorry Elizabeth.....
I'm sorry.......
But Elizabeth..... I cant ignore everybody else Elizabeth.... *........Do as you wish......*
I..... just cant.......
It's not in me..... I just cant be cold towards people who I dont even know or to the people who are kind to me...... *Ian was nice to me but I tried to hate him so I only liked you... I ignored everyone that was kind to me except for Hajime but he's like an older brother.. I treated everyone like dolls just so I could see you as the only real one... But I'll always love you more than you will ever love me.... *
I'm sorry........ I dont want to leave you...... but I will if you want me to........ *I don't want you to leave.... But the more I talk to you... The more you treat me like nothing....
Sorry for being so selfish Elizabeth...... I hope that you'll forgive me *You weren't selfish... You're just forgetful... I don't mind if you want me to not make friends.... Since I don't want myself to make friends because I'm really scared I would forget you.... Because I forget when I'm stressed and I know I forgot many many people because I'm so used to the sentences "What...? You... Can't.... remember me...?" And all those people that cried because I couldn't remember them.... That's why I want to remember you! But I seem to be the one you forget about most*
But I'm willing to let you do anything with me unlike my other friends....... *You just said that the gay girl was your only friend... And you could have just added in real life or something..... And you didn't... So if she is your only friend.... Then she is... You can't take what you said back...*

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Hayate no Gotoku is an anime about some weird butler who works for this little girl because she thought he was in love with her or something.....
I do watch animes often but nowadays I dont find the time to do so.......
Me? A girl? I dont act like a girl or think like one
People just mistake me for one sometimes
Of course you are Elizabeth :)
I want to believe that you are Elizabeth......
And you are kind, gentle and caring to me even if you dont think so
Sorry Elizabeth.......
Sorry for making you hate somebody
...... even if it's just me

But... ler...?
Why don't you have the time? Spending too much time with satsuki(I shall name that gay guy's sister satsuki because from now on I hate hate hate hate hate till I want to kill anyone with the name satsuki! I hate satsuki so much I would torture her to death! And I would die just to make her die with me!)
Of course... Now I see you're a girl... You're more like a heartbreaker... ~_~
I was joking about hating you... I really don't hate anyone more than I hate myself...

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I'm sorry Elizabeth.....
An older brother you never had?........
Umm....... I dont really understand ^_^'
Elizabeth...... I never wanted to change either really
But I just changed with realizing
Sorry Elizabeth........ I am slow....... But I can't really do things fast
I guess people are influenced by the hostile culture and mean people
I almost got robbed while I was in Korea too
I was taking a walk and this weird guy came up to me and asked for money
But I got out of trouble soon by talking to him
I was thinking of hitting him and running since he didnt' look that big...... although he seemed a lot stronger than me
But I just talked to him and he just left me alone


You're so stupid... :hmpf: I have two half older brothers because they were the sons of my father's wife... My mother isn't his wife... Well... Not exactly anyway... They didn't marry or anything.... And you remind me of an older brother... Not mine.... Just an older brother that actually shares the same DNA as me that I will never have since I'm the first child of my mother... Though she tries to act like I wasn't her daughter ~_~
I'm slow too... But if you give me time I do things easily... I'm just not fast in maths and sports.... But I'm fast in everything else.... I understand things in a short time and all that...
You were almost robbed...? :hmpf: You should have just killed him..... I would have stabbed or burnt him... And yes I always carry a knife around with me and I always keep candles or lighters.... Just to hurt myself when I need to... Cause if I don't hurt myself I'll hurt someone else so yeah....

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Umm I weigh around 54~58kg
Somewhere between that.... I'm not sure
Am I?..... Well at my height..... if I go over 68kg, I am overweight
I am not like a girl >.<
You still have lots of time to grow
I think I already stopped growing.......
I dont really care about my height anymore.......
who knows? You might turn out to be taller than me when we meet...


.......Really....?
If I become taller than you I could become a model... :hmpf: I don't want to be taller than you... ~_~ It's weird if I am...

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I think it's holiday or something.......
She was in China before she came here so she must be having a long holiday or something
I dont like staying at someplace other than m house either
I cant kill anybody Elizabeth....... and she's done nothing to me anyway and I havent done anything to her either
Which Satsuki are you talking about?
I dont hate you Elizabeth.......
I said like 15 words to her in the past few days......
When I was learning math, she was "Do you know how to do this?" and I was nodding or shaking my head and she explained blabla and she asks "do you understand?" and I nod my head and it was really quiet.......

I dont like to see people bleeding Elizabeth
They must have done something really bad to annoy you...... or something ^_^'
You have a variety of friends there Elizabeth
People around me are quite....... dull and similar

I think I'm stronger than a girl who's younger than me Elizabeth :sweat:
She sounds like an anime character
You eat once a day?
That's not good Elizabeth...... you wont get enough nutrition that you need when you grow
Are girls sensitive about how thin or fat they are?
43kg at 10 years and thinner than you? That doesnt make much sense.......
It would if she was as tall as me.....

Thank you Elizabeth........
I'm so glad to have somebody like you Elizabeth
You're so understanding and caring person


Satsuki.... Okay okay! The gay guy's sister is satsuki! And the girl at your house is satsuky! And the rest of the girls are satsuke! Satsuki I hate her ultra hate! Satsuky I hate! And Satsuke I dislike! >.< AND YOU CAN'T STOP ME FROM HATING YOUR GIRLFRIEND SATSUKI! >.<
Maths is so boring nya! >.<
They didn't annoy me much... They were just saying my friend was fat..... So carrie and I played a little game of... "Hahaha.... You're so dead cause you're gonna get a broken neck!" yep...
They're my friends... But you'll always be more important than all of them together... Because Ju-chan is the best! Even though he gets me depressed all the time :hmpf:
Yeah that's what my mother tells me... "You need to eat more bla bla bla" And when she eats one meal a day! >.< Isn't she supposed to be a good example? :hmpf:
I don't want to be fat! >.< You'll hate me if I am TT^TT
Okay fine... ~_~ SHe wasn't 43kg... I was being dramatic... She was 35kg
Why is it so hard to be angry at you?!?! >.< I'm supposed to be angry and depressed! But you're just way too cute and adorable! >.< YOU'RE SO CUTE!

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Her voice is nice too..... but I like your voice a lot more
And I'm not lying
I dont know if it's because your voice but I still think your voice is just as good as Noto Mamiko's voice
But love songs...... I dont really fancy romance lyrics......


I sang a lot of songs on Youtube without showing you X-P I sang God Knows... Well... The english one with ateotu's lyrics but only because it was a a friend of mine's favourite song.... But it was like romance... And like.... It's hard.. To put emotions.... Because love is... Annoyingly disgustingly charming... Well... I didn't show you cause it wasn't very good since I was rushing so I could give it to her on her birthday and I didn't follow the music X-P

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I'm sorry... I was scolding you and getting angry for nothing...
I was... Jealous.... Sorry... I'm really unreasonable aren't I?
But I just got really mad when you said that gay guy's sister was your only friend... I guess I felt a little left out...
You said you were confused and tired and angry and all that and I didn't care... I'm sorry... I'm so sorry....
I can't do anything for you so it's okay if Satsuki(But I'll name the gay guy's sister satsuki)
since I can't do anything for you, it's okay if she hugs you or clings on to you or whatever.... I really can't do anything right can I? ^_^'
You know... You really seem flawless to me ^_^ So please don't think you're selfish or not good enough for me!
cause I really think I'm not good enough for you.... Because I see flaws way too clearly.... I really hate myself for being who I am.... So whenever you tell me you expected me to be someone else or criticize me without knowing I guess I just become bad tempered.... When I really don't have any reason to get angry ^_^'
Satsuki is really much better for you than I am.... At least she knows how to make you happy and make you remember her ^_^'
I can never forget mistakes..... So when someone criticizes me I just really want to die even more since my faults are already an open book to me :hmpf:
It's okay now.... I won't be so sensitive and unreasonable anymore! X-P I'm glad you have satsuki instead of stupid me that can't do anything right :sweat:
Well, have a nice day ^_^ See you tomorrow or the day after or next week or next month or next year or the next decade or today when I die! haha! Joking joking ^_^'

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Are you testing my patience miss Sara?....... ~_~
I have a lot of it but I'm kinda running low these days because break's almost over and school is right infront of my nose
It's okay dont worry about it :D
I forget things quickly and I forgive people quickly........

.............
I see absolutely no pattern in your family's names
Maybe it's a Korean thing but they usually name their brothers and sister with a similar name
So usually one letter of the name is the same
And my one letter in Korean, it's a one syllable
So if I had a bro or sis, it my start with Ju or ending with Hyung
I'm turning 16......... in July..... I think.......
I dont feel like I'm this old either
Maybe I'm too immature for my own conscience

Muhehehehehex
I'm the tallest in my family thank you very much :p

Hm well I wish that would apply to all the teachers but some of the teachers doesnt like me no matter what and I dont remember doing anything rude or stuff.....
Maybe racism? But whatever..... as long as they dont interfere with me........

Enthusiastic?........ about physics?.......
I do not comprehend....... did you write it wrong?......
I just dont understand why people like science or math..... or any combination of the two
Our school isnt really like that.... wish we did have that though
Our school just does it all in 3 days ~_~

Who cares about the wellbeings about the students right?

Oh that sounds familiar
Although the guards stopped me at the gate and told me "no school"
I bet your teachers thought you were overly enthusiastic :p
Not allowed to hitch rides? That's like..... insane!
Well I guess it's not since it's a dangerous world and what not

Telephone?....... I have no idea
But they probably took out the "Chinese" since Koreans hate everybody except Koreans and whatnot
Especially the Chinese and the Japanese.... being so close and having historical issues throught the centuries
But it's just natural ~_~
Koreans are just wayyy too sensitive
They even changed Card Captor Sakura to Card Captor Cherry
Of course the triple C is nice and all but they're just being too...... overly dramatic

You sounded a bit....... hmm... I dont know how to say it but it felt like you didnt sound that happy
When I heard my voice I thought........ wow...... I sound really...... teenagish

Every language is hard :sweat:
I heard Finnish was the hardest...... but I dont know anything about the Finnish language so..... yeah
Well actually my name means "shining pillar or something"
But doesnt make much sense.......

Oh I see..... I wish my name had a special indicator ~_~
My name sounds too...... ordinary
Oh.... so not like "Sera" like the Americans say it......
It's Sara in Korean too

There iz a difference?......
I find it relatively...... simliar
Maybe it's just me but I dont really see the differece

Well yeah I would
It's guaranteed that it works on yourself but I wouldnt say it's guaranteed to everybody
Yup we talk as if we're all that but it's just words without action
Hey! No signing in my presence *pokes your forehead*
I'm the depressed guy around here
You already have a role

Who said lions aren't sensitive?
After all we dont know how animals feel
I cry for variety of reasons...... usually because I was so disappointed at myself
I dont remember crying because somebody I love was involved......
Well actually I did few times........ but not a whole lot
Everything is more powerful if it's from the person you love.....
I guess that makes it so difficult to love everybody the same........
Sara you say as if it's nothing but it doesn't sound fine and dandy....
You know..... For a long time... I lost my...... emotions I think....
Well not exactly but I wasn't sure when I should cry
I felt so.... hmm..... I felt so heavy inside that I wanted to cry so I could let it out but I just couldnt cry from my heart
I'm quite dramatic unlike how I look so I can fake tears all the time but I cant really "cry" cry like that
I think I got all my senses back but sometimes I lose it if I dont cry for a while and all that

Well actually it doesnt really have much to do with blaming but I guess I kinda linked it together somehow @_@
Oh I know that too
When people smile too much it's just to cover up something bad....... usually
I dont really get how you do it..... or how you think that way........
Guess I'm just a bitter bitter person.......

My memories are gone because of my bad memory :p
You must have had a very...... heavy past
I usually remember the past but it doesnt really affect me
Sara....... I would say that you are a strong person...... and a weak person at the same time
I dont know how to explain it........
But nobody is strong if you think of it anyway........ ^_^'
Well how about you keep the memories but not let it affect you?
I know it's easier said...... but.... you've come this far so I dont see why the past has to keep haunting you

Yeah I felt that way too
People never cease to disappoint you...... sometimes even ourselves......
Hmm what you say makes sense but personally I think love and respect falls into different catagories

Hmm I see......
I was bitter towards my parents for giving me life and treating me like I wasnt much worth to them......
I bet a lot of people feel the same way
Right now I dont really care since I can't go back and tell them to abort me or something.....
But sometimes I wish my older sibling was born so I wouldnt have been borne.......
I do not neglect the duties of children taking care of children since it's also a cultural thing as well as... the reasonable thing to do
I guess we dont feel satisfied with the amount they give us......
Like..... I can be thankful that I dont live in the dumpster and get abused everyday by my parents but I'm just angry that they just dont really care about me

Hmm I've seen that a lot
I mean people do live sometimes as if everyday is the last day on Earth
I would say that's rather carefree.... or just....... overly worried.....

So many retarded game characters these days...
But you'd be more like...... hmm..... like my favorite character Shiki from Kara no Kyoukai
She's like the coolest character evur
Cooler than any other cool guy character and she isn't exactly invincible but she is just totally awesome
But she's nowhere enthusiastic or happy as you
She's like the most lethargic person ever

Thank you but I handle my father pretty well
Aww..... you sound so sweet XD
I never cared about my parent's expectations
I always wanted them to leave me alone and let me be.......
They're never satisfied with me
Oh you got all A on your report card
Good job...... I'm proud of you.......... and they're back to watching news and doing whatever they do
Very appreciative mom and dad
I bet you'd be proud of me even if Im the smartest person in the world...........

Wow... you just found out?
I would never agree to my parents doing that
It's okie I can wait *pats your head*
Of course I reply ~_~ You worry too much little miss impatient XD
We are all busy with our lives and you are busy with yours
But we just have to contribute little of our time for the people who we care about
Dont worry about me
I'm always around :)

Stop saying sorry Sara
I hope you'll be safe in your trips and I hope you work things out
Everybody seems tired and anxious these days....
I'm doing relatively okay

No but you get an Oscar XD

*waves* hello Ju ^^
Hope you are well and everything's goodie good.

yep there is no pattern whatsoever in my family's choice of names. though the respectful thing would be that you call your first son, the name of your father and so on, that's for guys. like my dad should have named his first son my grandpa's name, but dad didn't care for that :P he wasn't even the one who named the older one. mother named me, dad named my other sis, then mother named my bro, and dad named my youngest brother XD it was coincidental but looks like a pattern ne XD

and sounds so interesting! the common thing you would share with your siblings. rather cute ^^

loools...well i hope i have nice teachers all my life. i enjoy sharing a bond with my teachers. there was this time in literature class, i was staring at the teacher. not really staring, but well i was being attentive and listening to what she says. then she goes 'sara, did you understand?" and i was like 'of course, it's easy." so she says "but why are you looking at me like that?" and me *giggles* "like what?" she was like "well like you want something more from me." and me "oh not at all, the explanation is very interesting. but i think you're very experienced and wise so i like being attentive so i would learn a thing or two. it's why i took up your class" and then we share a smile. and it was true, she was so smart and wise and i liked her very much. she taught with all she had. we were like only six girls in her class, most of the time i didn't pay that much attention. her class was the last in the day and during some seasons i have migraines during her lesson. not that i even needed to pay attention, her lessons were simple. literature class...never studied for her exams XD when they asked to talk about the character and so on, i came up with things and described the chara from my eyes, the way i thought he was. the teacher was rather nice, she respected our opinions and if you give proof over why you thought so, she would mark it correct XD

ahh we had like three weeks of exams! and thing is by the time it's the last exam i'm so bored of studying and so on, i never study well XD XD XD

actually even if i was allowed to hitch rides, i wouldn't... sooo scary ^^" could end up getting kidnapped! XD

hahaha Card Captor Cherry sounds hilarious XD XD and i see i see...
...racism is so complicated that it makes no sense whatsoever.

hehehe ^^ i see i see. it's also Sara the way the Japanese say it. glad not every Sara and Sarah is a Sera XD XD all my english teachers usually called me 'Sera' XD

hahaha thanks for the funny way of cheering me up. i won't sigh anymore XD right right, my role is to...umm...smile? ^^ XD

it is sooo cold dammit! my fingers are freezing!...thank god i'm traveling tomorrow to Malaysia, finally can wear my summer things. i'm a summer baby, winter is just not my thing......it so cold!1!1!1!1!1!

i don't think i love anybody the same XD i have this thing where in my mind people are almost ranked by how emotionally attached to them i am, like how strong my feelings are towards them and so on. well i'd say the closest any two came to be loved the same would be my bf and sister. i think the two of them are on the same level, of course a bf is a lil different, but i mean both are the most cherished, then comes my parents and siblings, then friends and so on who also happen to come in ranks.
...and yes Ju you come last!
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA jk jk ^^
...you do know i'm kidding right?
i mean you come before the last
... -_- i'm really kidding i swear XD XD XD just in a good mood even though i'm still so cold!

haha i donno, i find smiling when i'm not really feeling cheery quite easy. i can seriously swear, the more hurt or sad i am, the more i smile XD so weird XD my english teacher used to worry that she'd hurt my feelings and i'd smile and she'd never know and make it up to me since she wouldn't have meant it. but i always reassured her that she could never hurt my feelings even though she has a sharp tongue. i actually always enjoyed her sarcastic sense of humor and biting comments. were so witty and cool XD

well to me it's like 'if the memory is painful and only brings forth bitter feelings, why keep the memory?' i guess it's why most of my past is something so hazy i don't remember the significant parts of it. but the past doesn't haunt me, the good memories do. say if me and sis have good times, then suddenly we're having so many bad times, then the good times haunt me, and i get a longing for what at times start existing just in my memories. it's what i mean by haunted..hehe but it's ok, since the memories are bittersweet. you know..laugh and cry at the same time XD

hahaha nice to know i'm like your fav character ^^ XD sounds cool but i never heard of or played the game, sorry :P

sometimes when i feel unblessed or so, i look at those who are less fortunate than i am and think 'thank you god, i truly am blessed' it makes me feel better, both about myself and well....the situation i am in

i do care about my parents expectations... ALOOOT! in fact they seem to believe in me, it makes me want to never disappoint them. and they are not the only ones, truth is when i visited with my teachers today, they were all talking about how they believe in me and all that stuff...it really makes me want to work hard so that they have a reason to believe in me forever. i don't want to let anyone down, and i like making those who love and care about me really proud. i love making myself proud. if i get a bad grade i sulk! even if no one would scold me for it, i scold me for it. i know i'm smarter than that, so why let myself rot like that? this is how i think, i guess so many times i work for myself. i like feeling successful.

hmmm my parents are rarely satisfied. like if i get a 98% dad goes 'why didn't you get a 100%?!" XD but it has an interesting point to it. the fact that father believes i'm capable of getting a 100% if i wanted to. it's flattering if you want to make it so don't you think? XD

and.....
sooo sorry for the late reply, i am traveling tomorrow, it's been a really busy, rather rough week....but it's really sweet...having a nice time with my beloved, though it's so sad, always feel heartbroken when i have to leave and worse thing is i won't be able to chat with him for no less than a week! A WEEK I TELL YOU! oh well... T.T miss everyone like crazy. and my sis! omg my sis T_T gonna miss her so much it hurts to think about it....

*ahem* ^///^

oh well....this is the last reply in a while, i'm glad i was able to find time to reply...
and my fingers are getting numb from the cold...then again so is my nose!
*sigh* oh no wait i can't do that! XD ^^

take care Ju!
i hope everything is going great in your life, or is at least good ^^
take care! hope school is ok with you!

don't forget me! (not like you can, too adorable to forget i know XD XD XD jk jk )
hehe take care...mm said that before...
hehe oh well ^^
*wavies*
till next time, know i'll be missing you Ju ^^

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Here, vati! This was specially made! JUST-FOR-YOU!
I hope you like it! -^^-

http://img88.imageshack.us/img88/3858/forvati2copybe8.jpg

I made it just for you!
Meaning you're the only one who has this!
I worked REALLY hard on it!
Sorry it took me so long to make it, vati! O-O

*xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo* hugs and kisses! X3

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I really miss you.... Please come online... I'm in Australia.... So I payed for the internet so I could talk to you..... >.< But you seem to be busy with your real life...... Are you busy with that girl at your house...? Please come online for just 2 seconds and type "hi" or something >.< Hajime's really nice and he's keeping me company but he's not the same... Well... Not as stupid and naive anyway ~_~

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Okay now you've just overdone it... You insult me so much without noticing it.. You expect more from me than I can give.... And now you've seriously overdone it.... I didn't read all your post but after than sentence I'm NEVER reading any of your post! Why do I always come last in the things you care about?! Why can't I come first for once! Just leave me alone if your forget about me so much! I was so excited when you were online! But now... Ian's even more pleasing to meet then you.... At least I'm his number 1 rival! At least I'm number 1 to him! And even hajime's better! Why am I so terrible?! Why do I even exists! You just ruined my day even more! Congrats! My mother said she hated me! And I was okay with that! Why do you hate me so much?! You don't say it.... But reading that sentence from you is worse than dying a zillion times... You're probably so stupid you don't even know what it is... But I'm sorry okay...? I'm sorry for existing!

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Oh, haha ^^
That's okay, i dont mind about it XD
It's not your fault anyway ~ Accidents happen :)

Sorry Mistuki >.<
Thank you for your generousity :)
I would never forget about you anyway
Even if the PMs are deleted...
Anyways see you around okay?

It's ok ^^
and thanks, i never forget about you too :)
and yeah, see you around vatican :)

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Hey bro. I'm not sure wether this is important to you or not....but I thought I'd let you know.
I'm leaving MT at the end of the month. I've got some....problems that need to be handled. Afterwards I may or may not come back.

I hope I'll still be able to talk to you on msn. I'll still be there.

Well yeah....love ya bro. <3333

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Ju-chan! I seriously have issues with love songs you know.. :hmpf: But I just ADORE the music! She's not professional but I think she sings really well! Could you hear please? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1VSr3DN9oR0 I LOVE THIS SONG! Well... the music... not the lyrics... Well... The lyrics is... okay... maybe a little bit more than okay but it's not to die over...

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How are ya? Sorry... didnt keep in touch often....

But hope you have a Merry Christmas :)
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How are ya? Sorry... didnt keep in touch often....

But hope you have a Merry Christmas :)
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Thankies for the card. ^-^ hehe. Lil sis? Oh thats right you are older aren't you? Not by much. :P

It's okay. I'm good. And you?

Yup you still lil sis :)
By..... a bit over a month

I'm okay I suppose
Guess..... I should put it mediocre
Good to know that you are well though ^_^


Darn. ]: When do you turn 16? o: Sorry for forgetting. ^-^;;;;;

Mediocre? Whats wrong bro? *huggles tight*

Your siggy makes me sad. T____T

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You're less than 60kg? o_O Wow.. You're pretty light for a guy... No wonder you're like a girl...
Taller...? I think you're really tall already... :hmpf: I have to look up to talk to you...

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Eh?! Abel important? I guess he was.....
How do you know she forgot about him?
Hey! stop teasing
Well still...... her voice is my favorite and her personality is kinda...... attractive i guess?.....
The birthmark didnt recieve any score since I didnt bother caring about it

That makes perfect sense
But what about those pirates then?

Yes we should all get our own remote island and live in a bamboo hut hunting weird looking fishes and octopus and talk to a volleyball with a human face.....
I want to be a writer too
But my writing is always overwhelmed by my mood so.... whenever I'm not feeling up to it, I never write so..... that's not good
Yeah I think the world will end soon as well
I believe it's drawing very close....
Soon after North Korea opens up........

I'll show you respect
*throws you burnt toast with marmalade all over it*
There! happy now?
Oh I see
Jiji in Korean is something dirty
It's like one of those baby words that the lil kids use before they get to more sophisticated vocabs

Gracias pero I need to wash the dishes before mom grounds me :p
My mafia persona is available only until my curfew kicks in

Well... they never come to me whenever I call them
And they always scratch me and hiss at me......
Demonic creatures they are.....

Steven Seagal's fit?.........

He does? Didnt finish the novel unfortunately......
No I'm just too smart to understand

Yeah anime related games are the most interesting usually

Rosario Vamp?
The new anime that's coming out?
Nope
I usually dont start watching a series until it's finished.....
I hate waiting week after week for the next episode

Do as you wish but your words are feathers against Zeus's shield
Pathetic...... who is this VATI anyway?
And werent you the one who killed him in the first place?

I just used fancy sounding sciency words
I hate science
Yeah I dont even know how to turn that thing on

You can?.......
Then I must go to Japan one day
Wasabi icecream...... it really exists
It's like a dream come true (or rather realized a bit late)
Kimchi icecream?
*laughs like crazy monkey*
Ive heard of kimchi burger which wasnt popular from what I heard but kimchi icecream is just absurd
Nobody likes kimchi anymore anyway

Oh cool
Is that song from the Roman Holiday album?

Dude he's the main char afterall ~_~.Of course he's important.
Watch the last epi closely.Abel's not there when she went up to the Pope,got the crown and blah blah happy blah blah smile and she didn't bother about missing Abel when all the char was there.
Okay I'll stop.
Whatever you like about her is uuhh...acceptable.
You don't care because you don't want to take a peek ;)

Pirates?You mean the eyepatch.Its just a fashion statement.

haha..that remind me of a movie which have that almost similiar scene.
To be a writer,your mood is the key.Don't write when you don't want to cuz it'll turn crappy.
X-P X-P X-P
Don't just say N.Korea man.Its the whole world.If I worked as a arms dealer..I would be filthy rich.

Oi!You wanna die?
Who would eat that?*throws away*Never mind,I'll buy something for dinner.
The more fab the vocab the more nastier they get.

What?Wash the dishes?You are a mommy's boy eh..
You even got a curfew.You can't be joking....

Really to bad,cats like me.
Maybe you're just mean too them or something.
Did you insult their family? o_0

He may not look like it but he is fit.

I didn't finished it either but my friend told me that.
Don't know if its true or not but what a lucky guy...a baddie...survives.
You're not being pervy now are you?

Most interesting?Yeah maybe...but some are crap though. ~_~

Yup that anime.Aww...you gonna miss the fun.
A Rosario Vampire group has been made recently and I'm a member.
The first on at that :D

Namenja ne zo temae.
I'll kill you...KAINNNNN!
uhh your Kain right? ^_^'
VATI..uhh I don't remember..heh..I killed him?
Its a long time ago so I can't recall.

I hate science too.
The switch is right HERE!*smacks head with fist then runs*
Haha...sayonara monk boy...

Yes you must go there cuz I'll wait for you and we go have ice cream after that I'll murder you. XD XD
Kimchi ice cream sounds stupid doesn't it?Who would eat that anyway.
I got a Korean friend,I told her kimchi is soooo out of date and she said:"Yeah,kimchi is too popular now that's its lost its taste"

I not sure man.I got it from Immem.There's alot of Trinity Blood bgms in there some are Osts too.

btw cool avy and sig.
what?Your a doll now? o_0

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Ummm Yukiji is Hinagiku's sister in Hayate no Gotoku......
Emos are more perverted?........ I guess I dont know since I'm not an official emo
Isaac Fernand von Kampfer
He's a character in Trinity Blood
Some kind of mechanic magician
I'm not the kind of person you might think Elizabeth......
I still do a lot of bad things..... and I'm selfish and just...... cruel sometimes........
Even though I do believe in God...... even I dont seem to change at times......
I guess people usually expect the guy to save the girl......
I hope you're not scared of me though ^^''

Elizabeth....... you're not worse than anybody else........
Even if you believe so..... I know that you arent
Ive known you for quite some time now.....
And I dont believe that you are a bad person.......
You are kind and gentle..... and a caring person Elizabeth
Even though you try to be cold....... I still see your kindness leaking from deep inside you

Hitting isnt my way of showing love either ^_^'
I just........ I dont know really
I guess I just like them if I like them
And if I dont like a person..... I either treat them really cold or just ignore that person........
But to the people I love.... I guess I'm basically open to give them everything


What's Hayate no Gotoku...? o_O
Trinity blood...? You watch so much anime... :hmpf:
Selfish...? Cruel....? Scared of you...? :hmpf: You're like a girl to me... Why would I be scared...?
Kind and gentle..? Caring...? I'm not! I hate you kuu! Hate hate Ju-chan!

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Does it stil hurt Elizabeth?
Well I'm glad that you have an older brother who does that for you instead of me :)
Singing.... I guess I sing songs when I'm in a good mood or when it's my favorite song

I'd be like that too ^_^'
I guess if we meet someday..... it'll be really quiet
Maybe you and I will change by then.... who knows?

I didnt finish any of my stories either
Thank you again Elizabeth...... for caring about me :)

Well...... I dont really like teenagers......
Actually I like little babies or kingdergarteners since they're not mean or rude......
Although they are tiring..... I just dont like adults and teenagers.....
I never wanted to be like them..... but I've become one of them sadly

I dont like seeds?.......
Umm no Elizabeth
It wasnt her looks
She didnt look that pretty
I mean she was good looking but I didnt really consider her pretty
She was a kind person when I met her
But I guess since she stayed in Korea, she become meaner and more aggressive and all that


Of course it still hurts! >.<
I didn't say I had an older brother... :hmpf: I meant you remind me of an older brother that I never had... Well.. That is not counting my half siblings...
Change...? If I've never changed in 11 years I'm not changing... EVER!
you're so slow... ~_~
Why do people get meaner if they stay in Korea...? o_O I'm not even sure they do....

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I started school again so I wont be seeing him as often as I used to
And the girl came.....
She's staying for....... 6 months...... or maybe it was 4...... I dont know
But she wont be bothering me........
But she'll be teaching me math and I'll be teaching her English
But she's much more comfortable than the guy since I dont have to play with her..... much

Well...... He only bothers few guys he likes
But he's really aggressive towards me..... bleh........
Sometimes I just kick him and tell him to die or something........
He's like a truck so he doesnt move at all whether I punch, kick or push him
I've heard that I look like a girl few times.... but I heard that I act like a girl more......
Because I'm not really physical and I act quiet and all that
Korean adults think that girls are quiet and all that..... or at least they think that they're suppose to be

Umm no Elizabeth
Some fruits are harvested only in the lower temperate regions

You are sweeeet Elizabeth :)
Very very sweet

I mean that...... you might go away if everybody else loved you
I want other people to like you..... but I guess I get jealous when you dont like me the most
And sometimes I dont want you to like me the most..... because I know there might be somebody better for you and since I'm not really good enough for you to like me.......
But I get jealous...... even when I think that I want you to have more friends...... I also think that I want to be your only friend so that you wont like somebody else more than me
I guess now I understand why you dont want me to have other friends......
Sorry Elizabeth....... I'm being selfish again...... ^_^'

Wow that's heavier than me.......
And you'll grow taller and taller :)
Wish I could grow a bit more taller
But I guess my hormones are slowing down and my bone structure is settling down
I dont really care if I'm not as tall as my parents want me to be
My parents tell me to grow taller
I cant control it..... but I hate it when they say that
It's like..... they're saying that I'm useless if I dont grow as tall as they want me to be........


6 4 months...? o_O Is she on a long holiday or something?!?! I never stay at somewhere else for more than 2 weeks! And that includes the hospital! >.< They can't make me!
You should just kill her... Seriously... If I were your little sister I would've killed her for you... Well.. For me but lets say for you... Seriously.... Worthless little low life like her should just vanish... I know I know... You'd probably hate me for saying such cruel things about your precious satsuki(I decided to name all the girls you have a relationship(Even if you're just friends) Satsuki... Because in Nana(I only watched a few episodes and I hated it) Nana(Two nanaS, the Nana with brownish hair) thought that her boyfriend(whatever his name is) had another girlfriend called satsuki(or something else) and he really did! So satsuki for all the girls in this world! Except for me... ~_~
Kick him? You should stab him.... Much easier... I always get what I want because I'm younger... tehehhehe.... :nya: But it's much more fun seeing them bleedd! :nya: You know, my friend carrie and I always hit boys! carrie even stabbed a boy's shoulder with needles once! And I scratched a boy's eye and he had his eye covered for a year... My nails are 2.5 cetimeters long :nya: And incredibly sharp thanks to manicure! MAUAHHAA! But of course if they wanted to live they didn't tell anyone about it... Like Ian says! What's worse than me is me AND carrie! carrie hates him too :nya: Carrie's not good at studies like I am but she's incredibly good at orgami! And I'm good at painting landscapes! She can't act or sing as good as me but she's extremely good at sports! :nya: I'm so proud to have her as a friend!
You ARE girly... ~_~ Carrie's tougher than you and she's a girl... :hmpf: She's better at sports(she's even better than me!) she's better at fighting(She's even better than me! AGAIN) She wears boy's clothes(WAAYYY MORE THAN ME) She has short hair(So much shorter than mine!) Her face is quite pretty as a girl when you look closely though! And once I forced her to wear a dress to school and let down her hair and just wear a hairband she looked so pretty that the boys drooled over her and I just couldn't stand beside her... :hmpf: She eats a lot, more than me... When has anyone ate less than me? I eat like, once a day but still Carrie who eats 5 meals a day is skinnier than me... ~_~ Oh well... Kane eats 4 meals a day, she eats like a bundle of rice and she's thinner... And I practice netball 5 hours everyday and she doesn't even practice and she's better... No use.. I'll just stick to depression... I don't eat cotton candy, sweets nothing! I eat one cotton candy in every 4 or 5 years and everyone's still thinner than me >.< Emma eats sweet everyday and she looks perfectly fine! But I guess I'm not overweight so it's okay.. You know! Emma's 10 years old, she's short, she weights 43 kilograms and she's thinner than me when I weight 29 kilograms! o_O Stupid god... Another reason for me to hate him... ~_~
You're not selfish...? I do my best not to make friends so you'll always be number one so you didn't have to say so...

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Quote: It really has been a really long time
Oh I see
Yeah I was thinking of leaving MT few times but I just couldnt really ^_^'
With all my friends and all that.....
Eh..... yeah my guestbook does seem a bit long
Happy New Year to you too :)
I'm doing so so......
Wow in Japan XD
I'm sooo jealous TT^TT
I hope you are well
It's very nice to hear from you again :)
See you again


I doubt u could leave MT easily lol..so many ppl msg u XD I used to go on just to read pms lol..but now they dont come so i dont bother checking as much =/ . . but it is ratehr addictive.
Gee and since now u said something...ill come and check again O.o!
Ud still be in school yeh? And well its prob ur holidays...ur the same age as my lil bro! Hmm well im back in australia now...its hot..anyways nice day to u

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Well.... Elizabeth is long too I suppose.......
I dont really care what people call me anymore
Names dont really carry that much sentimental value for me.....
You mean Selemental?
No........ She's a member on MT who keeps treating me like her baby brother ~_~
I guess I dont really mind that much..... but there's already somebody else who does that in real life......

You know the gay guy's sister?
She keeps pinching my cheeks and tells me I look like some weird anime character
And she keeps hugging me..... ~_~
And grabbing my arm at night because she cant see well with her glasses and all

My baby will be adopted......
I dont want a child of my own
You know Elizabeth..... I dont really know why but I'm a bit...... depressed today......
Sorry ^_^' ......

Of course I need you Elizabeth.......
You're the one who I need the most whatever the situation is......
Thank you for caring about me ^_^
And I'm sorry that I'm never much of a help........
I dont really seem to be changing much.......
I wanted to change myself...... and become somebody stronger.........
Maybe it's because I cant do that......
And maybe I'm just tired of every single day being so same.......
Nothing ever changes...... well........ barely........
Sorry...... I always complain too much dont I? ^_^'


Names....? I hate my real name.... My sur name sounds like the name of a malaysian food... :hmpf: It's Koay.... And Kuih is the name for a malaysian food... ~_~
Baby brother...? That's cause you're immature... ~_~
At night...? ~_~ What's she doing with you at night...? Hugging you...? And why do you let her....? Actually... I don't really care anymore... I give up on you... You're impossible to please... Never mind.... I'll just go for Ian or something... he's not that bad... At least he doesn't have a bunch of girls around him... No... Actually he does... Never mind... I'll just go for the devil... No use thinking you're most important since you seem to have so many friends of yours... I shouldn't have met you.... You make life harder for me.... ~_~ I don't care about you talking to me about how others treat you... It just shows how common I am....
I'm starting to dislike the gay guy's sister.... Why can't she see at night anyway...? We went for a night walk at camp... And I sneaked away and wandered around the ally without my teacher... Who cares if I get kidnapped or anything...? I could die for all I care.. I really don't care about anything anymore....
Depressed....? Depression is extremely common for me... I don't see the point in being happy... I really don't mind suffering at all... I've gotten used to it.... I had lots of practice with not crying when I feel like dying thanks to you... Thanks a lot for the training... But I don't care so yeah whatever..
You don't need me... Stop telling me how much you care about me.... You don't seem like you do... I did my best not to make friends so you were all I ever thought about but I just noticed that I was stupid to care about you so much when I'm just like grass... So common....
You don't complain a lot.... You actually talk about the people who've been there for you a lot..... If only you WOULD complain... But you don't.... You talk about the friends and important people to you a lot... And I wish you would just shut up... I hate being grass all the time... My father always talks about his children... And I seem to be only one of his children.... My teacher talks about all the great singers she's heard and that just makes me sick to be one of the good voices... God has a million people and that irritates me like hell to know that I'm just one of his several children.... My teacher talks about all his smart students all the time and it just makes me angry to know I'm one of the smart ones.... I don't want to be grass... I don't want to be stone where you can just pick one up anywhere... I don't want to be gold either where there's more than one... I don't want to be one of them... I don't want to be one of your best friends.... Even if you treated me like your sister, I know you treat more than me as a sister... So if you're not going to see only me in this world please just leave me alone.....

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That scene was so sad TT^TT
You know, Esther's one of the few characters that I fell in love with
Not love love but just love
Maybe it's her strong personality.......
Or just the straight forward kindness......
Or maybe it's just her funky crimson hair

Come to think of it..... wats up with the philosophers and the weirdo facial hair?

Singapore not peaceful enough for you?
Cuz it seems that there is nowhere in the world peaceful anymore.......
Everything is just screwd up and blablabla......
No wonder every religion has it's own tale of the world's impending doom

O_O
Give me some respect why doncha?!
Cant you at least be more grateful? *sobs*
And how dare you mock my cooking?
BTW, what's jiji?

Yup got it tough playin two characters *chews on cigar*
2.50$? You rip off artist!
You dare try to cheat on me?
But that looks soooo good *.,*
*looks inside wallet*
*Takes out 2.45$ That I stole from you*
Hmm not enough cash
*beats up a stranger walking down the road and takes out 5 cents*
Gracias senor
Now gimme that lolly!

Yes..... those psychopaths of the animal kingdom......

Meh...... I dont really care them about much anymore
I dont need their respect anyway........

Then the Aikido people must be overweight unlike the other martial artists who fly around and walk on walls and stuff

Poor sky...... and he never saw it coming :p
Astha I see
Yeah she's one cool lady
With that Gae Bolg spear and all that

Im not interested in any games anymore really......
But sometimes the PS console games interest me with their anime characters @_@

Ash? Isnt your avii the Gintama guy at the moment?

Of course I'm not him........
I'm Contra Mundi!
I shall slaughter you all
You shall never revive VATI!

Strawberry milk?
Hmmm I suppose they're acceptable

I'll just have to compromise and just use my neutron charged particle ion gamma emission metapolymer impulse positron deflector quantum transphase stampeder canon instead

Wasabi icecream?!?! *_*
Is there such thing?
Then I would totally love it


Yup,its too sad*sobs*....but at the same time a precious moment because Esther realised that Abel was important.
But she forgot about hm when she became queen.
Ohh..vati's in love...love love lovely Esther..okay that's sounds childish. ^_^'
She got an overpowering personality but she's pale in comparison to the other female char.
Maybe you like her because of the star birthmark ;)

How would I know?!Ask them*calls Einstein*
Oh he said because of the pressure of being geniuses and the fact no girls like them then they became depressed and had those hairs XD XD

Its peaceful but I need to live somewhere like Hokkaido.I'm a writer yeah I need peace.The world is doom.
Look at my BG.Its the tell tale sign that its gonna happen soon.Muahahahaha.

Respect!*spits at the floor*
This rice is burnt too.You trying to make baked rice or something.
Fine fine don't cry like a sissy lassy..oops I mean lad.
jiji is short for OJISAN.

Hey..I'm trying to make a living here.*italian accent*
*takes money*
Haha..pleasure doing business with you.Here's the lolly.*gives lolly*
You have to light it up to have a better taste in your mouth.*helps to light up*
What do you say eh how bout we go have a drink or two?
Have a lil fun.Its getting dark eh....mom will be mad.

Dude.What did they do to ya?

oh okay.Do as you like.

No they not overweight.They do have routines to keep in shape too just look at Steven Seagal,he's fit.

Yup,skie's dead in the anime but in the novel he survives.
Astha...I love women like her..oh you're too young to understand.

Games with anime chars*drools*

Yeah,its Gintoki now since I'll use Ash for later.Kinda like Gin-chan so yeah.
Oh..watched Rosario Vampire yet?

*Tres starts shooting*
Very well then.
Nanomachines'Crusnik 05' initiating operation at 80%capacity.
You'll die.
I'll revive VATI no matter what!

Use what?Don't go sciency on me.That's sounds ridiculous and will never work because its not loading up..hahahaha.

Yes wasabi icecream.You can find it in Japan..now do theyy have kimchi icecream?

merged: 01-07-2008 ~ 11:39pm
oh btw I've some a special song about the RosenKreuz and Contra mundi on me page.