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Kitty-kun
dropping by to leave you a card Hope you have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New
Year!
see you around!
hey there! sorry if I haven't replied on time... I really did appreciate that.
thanks sara-chan!
anyways, I sent you a comment since I got a really shocking thing that happened
to me at the start of this year... I dunno if this is gonna shock you like it
did to me but well, at least it shocked me... I wanna clarify something before I
continue...
you're still in saudi as we speak, right?
do you have a younger/older sister?
I asked you that because there's someone here in our school, here in the
philippines, that looked really really REALLY a LOT like you... AND I DO REALLY
MEAN A LOT!
the glasses, that quite wavy long brown hair, that...umm... healthy figure(?) (I
hope I did the right description about your body... please have mercy on me,
don't whack me ), ESPECIALLY THE EYES! yeah, you're eyes and her's really do
resemble a LOT!
I really thought it was you, I was gonna ask her if she was you but I kinda
hestitated... what if it wasn't you?
however, you do look like a kind person but she's seems to be a snob..
If i'm not mistaken, she's a newcomer since it's the start of our classes
here... I'm in college if you might not ask..
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Kitty-kun
dropping by to leave you a card Hope you have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New
Year!
see you around!
hey there! sorry if I haven't replied on time... I really did appreciate that.
thanks sara-chan!
anyways, I sent you a comment since I got a really shocking thing that happened
to me at the start of this year... I dunno if this is gonna shock you like it
did to me but well, at least it shocked me... I wanna clarify something before I
continue...
you're still in saudi as we speak, right?
do you have a younger/older sister?
I asked you that because there's someone here in our school, here in the
philippines, that looked really really REALLY a LOT like you... AND I DO REALLY
MEAN A LOT!
the glasses, that quite wavy long brown hair, that...umm... healthy figure(?) (I
hope I did the right description about your body... please have mercy on me,
don't whack me ), ESPECIALLY THE EYES! yeah, you're eyes and her's really do
resemble a LOT!
I really thought it was you, I was gonna ask her if she was you but I kinda
hestitated... what if it wasn't you?
however, you do look like a kind person but she's seems to be a snob..
If i'm not mistaken, she's a newcomer since it's the start of our classes
here... I'm in college if you might not ask..
hahaha wow sounds rather interesting, perhaps she's my sis from another mother
and father *giggles* jk jk
to be honest i am still in KSA as i reply to this, but won't be around next week
since i'm leaving for study and so on...but i'm going to malaysia so nope it's
not me ^^
i have a sister who is on MT, Toya999 and yes blood sister, the only sis from my
parents, and two brothers who are young.
heheh well very interesting to know there's someone out there that looks so much
like me, i can understand. they say there are three...i think three, not sure
about the number, in the world who look soooo much like you. which i believe. i
once saw this guy who looked exactly like Mel Gibson it wasn't even funny! was
so amazing the resemblance ^^ but anyway, it's rather amusing ^^
looools well, i'm glad you think i'm kind, it's sweet of you to say so. and your
description is ...hilarious but heheh
it's ok.
don't worry about the late reply, didn't think you were gonna reply at all
^^
thanks for the amusing share, and take care
hope we talk again sometime
good luck with college!
~Sara
OF ALL PEOPLE, MEL GIBSON?!?! WTF?! ...anyways, there was someone who said that
no two persons that are exactly alike (I think it's confucious... I'm a
frustrated sage-bandit)
...and thanks for not whacking me with the description.^^
you're going to malaysia? I wish I could get to malaysia too... it's an irony
that me, who is relatively near malaysia (I live in Philippines), can't even go
there.. I always wanted to visit jasmine...^^ (you see, this is just between the
two of us but I got a crush on jasmine... )
the truth is, I have this dream of having a huge "eyeball" with all of
pips in Jasmine's RP... AND SAVE THE WORLD, BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
anyways, cut the crap.. oh yeah, just asking.. do you mind if I ask you some
recap on your side in Jasmine's RP. I just want to ask if you already gained
your treasure... I can't wait to start our "groundbreaking" showdown
with Lance.. I'm planning on making it big.. literally...
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wow i am sooo sorry for the late reply...
Adham is turning 5 in January, my other brother's name is Ahmed and he's turning
13 in April. my sis, Elena, is turning 16 in March...and wow i turn 19 in August
sounds so
cool but i don't feel like an 18 year old.
and cool you're actually taller than me though you're younger hehehe
loooools true, since it's sincere. but my friends call is sucking up, and
honestly i don't care what it's called. i do like creating good relationships
with teachers, that way whenever you need help and so on, they'd be willing to
help from their hearts, not just blabber on and on the way they sometimes do.
and it's not hard to win over a teacher. being respectful and appreciative.
really, it's what's right anyway. i always call out 'thanks alot mrs!' before
the teacher leaves at the end of her lesson. it's nice to see her smile happily
that someone actually appreciates her effort...so it's a two way thing, i'm
happy cuz the teachers treat me kindly, and they're happy cuz they're respected
and appreciated. ...mmm such nice days...
hahaha you don't even want me to tell you this one time i acted so stupid i guess i
was so enthusiastic for our physics exam or something...
you see our exam schedule would be, one day we have an exam, sometimes we have a
free day after it...like we have a day off before difficult subjects like math
and physics.
so...well we had a weekend...and the first day of the week off cuz of some
issues though. see i didn't know we had that day off (truth to be told i never
stay in class long enough to find out and at times i don't bother paying
attention)..
...so well...i show up ...and it
was so embarrassing...i was wondering why the hall was empty and the teachers
were giving me funny looks... so then i realize we had no school...trust me i
didn't figure it out on my own, i think someone told me and it was
soooooo hilarious...when my English teacher passed by the office, i was calling
the driver to turn right around and pick me up, it was just so embarrassing. she
was probably shocked to see me there in school for absolutely no reason. and she
knows i didn't come to ask for help ( i'm the smart student who doesn't need
help )
and i was like *embarrassed wave* then later i catch up to her and laughingly
tell her about me thinking i had an exam on that day. it was so funny, she
laughed her head off...but my physics teacher was so nice, she offered to have
me taken home in her car, but i declined since i'm not allowed to hitch rides
anyway :P but it was soo funny...ended up having to wait for two hours till sis
was done with her exam so i could leave..
...such a merry memory though...
hmm do they call the game Telephone?
awwwwwww haha well my voice sounds really amusing to me...can't help laughing
when i hear my recorded voice. my best friends and i did a recording...right
around the time before they traveled for good..listening to it is very pleasant.
brings back memories. very bittersweet...things were so much better those
days...hehe seems so much is going down the drain now...
oh well, gotta keep smiling! ^__^
yea i heard arabic's hard. bet it is ^^" has so many grammatical rules and
everything... even i'm not so good at grammar and so on...just speak it and read
and write awww
and your name sounds interesting
and of course not silly! that's not why i say the 'h' is forbidden! but cuz
there are so many Sarah's and well...mine is Sara...so at least people should
spell my name right...friends are for remembering your name in fact i've
been called Sarah all my life for some reason, and till now many of my friends
call me Sarah, but Sara is pronounced differently, and written differently too
oh
well....that's the reason...has nothing with whatever you were talking about
in my
name, both 'A's sound the same, like the 'A' from 'car' or something :P hehe
hope you got it :P
hehehe oh trust me we're all cocky, my friends, even i'm actually considered
cocky. but there's a difference between being cocky and being arrogant. i
personally find cockiness cute like the
characters in my stories used to be cocky, just like me i don't find
anything wrong with a person being confident. actually i find it admirable when
a person knows their talents and skills and works to cultivate them by making
use of them. as long as a person doesn't turn arrogant, it's ok to have pride in
themselves. or maybe i'm just saying that cuz i have my own pack of pride and
self confidence. hehe oh well ^^
awww i'm touched you say you would believe me. i guess you would, who knows but well,
having experienced it myself, the advice is authentic something
completely guaranteed. most things are so much easier said than done. sometimes
we talk about things that are very close to being so difficult, making it sound
like it's as easy as telling the difference between black and gray. hehe...made
sense? i swear i feel like i'm making zero sense at the moment...feeling a lil
bugged at everything... *sighs in resignation*
hehehe i gotta live up to my 'Lionhearted' reputation though
actually i'm really sensitive ^///^" at times very lil things break my
heart and i'm already crying... just it's weird. see the only times i cry is
when the people i love are the reason, people in general don't get to me. like
two people can say the same thing to me, i'd laugh at one and cry from the
other. which is possibly why sometimes they say love makes a person weaker. it's
not weaker, it's vulnerable. so then a person's easily hurt. though in my
opinion, i think it's more like having love for a lover or bf or something. i
mean i always had love for many many things and people, but never did i feel so
vulnerable as i do now ^/////^" so i cry alot over such silly things... i
never used to cry so much. at times i wouldn't cry for so so long, that
sometimes i'd wake up in the middle of the night, feeling all okay and cheerful
and calm...but then there are tears just slipping from my eyes. hehe it used to
be so odd ^/////^" hehehe but it doesn't happen any more...loools
i really don't see what the saying has anything to do with blaming oneself. see
i do blame allll the bad things on myself, but doesn't mean i deal with it
right. of course my mood gets soured, in by that happening, i close up and
become nothing but a bored person who's thinking very sarcastic thoughts but
smiling way too much. in fact no one really ever realized, but when i smile way
too much, it's a bad sign. i only smile so much (like for example, every other
line on msn) when i'm bugged, angry, and totally not really smiling in real
life. people are so easily deceived, it's sad. but i can't
complain, after all i do the deceiving, don't i? but it's
true, i don't blame the good things on me though. i thank God. like in my
opinion, the bad things are my fault, the good things are God's. that way i love
everything and everyone and God, and when things go wrong, there's no one to
hate but me...but me hate me? nah don't see it happening. i love myself because
being me, i'm able to do many things. so that way i actually live in peace.
peace that's sometimes only really shattered by my own illusions and
expectations. and i'm satisfied. the world's ok like this, i'm ok like
this.
ah, well i let go of many memories. unconsciously though, but many of my
memories are gone. things that i think are unimportant, i barely remember. most
of the memories i forgot are the unpleasant ones, and trust me when mother
reminds me or suddenly the memory hits me in the face, i get so shaky and
panicky. i don't want to remember, i don't care about the past. it's so far
behind now, remembering will bring me nothing but bitterness, but there's so
much i want out of the future, so many things i want to do, see, say, feel...if
i'll remember my past, i'm afraid it would only bring me down. all i love
remembering is the pitiful child and the 'self-proclaimed' wonderful woman i'm
turning into. by remembering that, i am reminded of my passion for life, that
nothing is impossible, that personally, i am capable of getting anything i want
if i only wanted it...basically, very motivating thoughts. all the torment of
the past, i'm happy leaving it buried where it belongs in my childhood grave. as
for the good memories, who said i'm letting go of them. truth to be told, even
if i wanted to, i probably can't. they haunt me all the time, even in my dreams.
so i could never forget...i don't even want to forget. just along with these
sweet memories comes a sweet kind of sadness...sometimes that at times i wish i
could do without.
to me, it's not my memories that make me who i am, it's my dreams and goals and
feelings.
my proof of existence is the sound of my heart beating with life for
me.
ahhh i start out giving lots of respect, and then it gets lost overtime when i
realize the person wasn't worth that much respect. the less respect i have for a
person, the less i could love that person. for some reason, in my head, love and
respect come hand in hand. because when i don't respect someone, basically on
the inside i either pity the person, or scorn him, so no way...how could i love
someone like that? but as long as there's lil respect then love blooms heheh
something like that. but in my opinion, a person deserves lots of respect till
they do something to lose it....as easily as it's given, it is also very easily
decreased. rarely did anyone ever maintain the high respect i have for them :P
and you just told me the same thing my best friend said to me when i said that
thing about owing parents.... she said that it's their duty and they shouldn't
have brought me to this world if they couldn't take care of that
responsibility... but i think it's the child's duty to also care for their
parents. well don't ask me.. i'm weird :P i agree...it is their duty to provide
for us...isn't it our duty though, to appreciate? then people express their
appreciation in different ways. i guess that's how i express mine?
awww well i was just talking about it the other day, how i sometimes just live
my life as though each day's the last. so i think it's why i'm so open, express
my feelings about things while i can esp if it means alot to me and so on....
hehe well anyhow, i always treated friends right. at times i'm insincere cuz i
don't really give my all where friendship is concerned...but still, i tried my
best never to be unfair to a friend and so on because they have feelings and i
never want to hurt anyone's feelings...
looools wow never been compared to an invincible boss of course if
you add cute and fights in such a fancy manner i don't mind being compared to
one at all! just thinking about the video games i've been playing with my
youngest brother recently, such cute bosses and so on and there's
one that dances around while fighting, i liked her she goes
'How do you like my dance? deadly enough?'
hehe well good luck dealing with your father...i can understand what you mean. i
mean when i was younger things with my father were rather horrible, though to be
honest i always worked hard to be acknowledged by him. i wanted him to be proud
of me, truth to be told...i still want him to always be proud of me. it feels
amazing when he's looking at me like i just did something great. it really does
feel like heaven. well...
...i'm probably traveling around the tenth of January, Ju...just been told that
by mother this morning...so this might be my last long reply in a while... my
school's starting on the 15th so i probably will be going soon. of course i'll
be sure to drop by with a message once i get my hands on the net...
...but that doesn't mean you have my permission to not reply to this post! ...to
be honest i like reading your replies..and i look forward to them...would be sad
if you won't reply like usual just cuz i might not be able to reply. i'll try my
best to though, just a lil time-pressed...even now i'm worried mother would make
a problem. she woke me up and scolded me for sleeping in but i have nothing to
do seriously... i'll pack my things tomorrow or the day after, still got a few
more days.
anyway then...so sorry for the late post...a few things happened around here so
i wasn't feeling as good as usual... hope everything is going great with you
Ju...i hope you're having good times
sincerely,
Sara
P.S. thanks for the Nobel Prize can't i get
one for being late?
Are you testing my patience miss Sara?.......
I have a lot of it but I'm kinda running low these days because break's almost
over and school is right infront of my nose
It's okay dont worry about it
I forget things quickly and I forgive people quickly........
.............
I see absolutely no pattern in your family's names
Maybe it's a Korean thing but they usually name their brothers and sister with a
similar name
So usually one letter of the name is the same
And my one letter in Korean, it's a one syllable
So if I had a bro or sis, it my start with Ju or ending with Hyung
I'm turning 16......... in July..... I think.......
I dont feel like I'm this old either
Maybe I'm too immature for my own conscience
Muhehehehehex
I'm the tallest in my family thank you very much :p
Hm well I wish that would apply to all the teachers but some of the teachers
doesnt like me no matter what and I dont remember doing anything rude or
stuff.....
Maybe racism? But whatever..... as long as they dont interfere with
me........
Enthusiastic?........ about physics?.......
I do not comprehend....... did you write it wrong?......
I just dont understand why people like science or math..... or any combination
of the two
Our school isnt really like that.... wish we did have that though
Our school just does it all in 3 days
Who cares about the wellbeings about the students right?
Oh that sounds familiar
Although the guards stopped me at the gate and told me "no school"
I bet your teachers thought you were overly enthusiastic :p
Not allowed to hitch rides? That's like..... insane!
Well I guess it's not since it's a dangerous world and what not
Telephone?....... I have no idea
But they probably took out the "Chinese" since Koreans hate everybody
except Koreans and whatnot
Especially the Chinese and the Japanese.... being so close and having historical
issues throught the centuries
But it's just natural
Koreans are just wayyy too sensitive
They even changed Card Captor Sakura to Card Captor Cherry
Of course the triple C is nice and all but they're just being too...... overly
dramatic
You sounded a bit....... hmm... I dont know how to say it but it felt like you
didnt sound that happy
When I heard my voice I thought........ wow...... I sound really......
teenagish
Every language is hard
I heard Finnish was the hardest...... but I dont know anything about the Finnish
language so..... yeah
Well actually my name means "shining pillar or something"
But doesnt make much sense.......
Oh I see..... I wish my name had a special indicator
My name sounds too...... ordinary
Oh.... so not like "Sera" like the Americans say it......
It's Sara in Korean too
There iz a difference?......
I find it relatively...... simliar
Maybe it's just me but I dont really see the differece
Well yeah I would
It's guaranteed that it works on yourself but I wouldnt say it's guaranteed to
everybody
Yup we talk as if we're all that but it's just words without action
Hey! No signing in my presence *pokes your forehead*
I'm the depressed guy around here
You already have a role
Who said lions aren't sensitive?
After all we dont know how animals feel
I cry for variety of reasons...... usually because I was so disappointed at
myself
I dont remember crying because somebody I love was involved......
Well actually I did few times........ but not a whole lot
Everything is more powerful if it's from the person you love.....
I guess that makes it so difficult to love everybody the same........
Sara you say as if it's nothing but it doesn't sound fine and dandy....
You know..... For a long time... I lost my...... emotions I think....
Well not exactly but I wasn't sure when I should cry
I felt so.... hmm..... I felt so heavy inside that I wanted to cry so I could
let it out but I just couldnt cry from my heart
I'm quite dramatic unlike how I look so I can fake tears all the time but I cant
really "cry" cry like that
I think I got all my senses back but sometimes I lose it if I dont cry for a
while and all that
Well actually it doesnt really have much to do with blaming but I guess I kinda
linked it together somehow @_@
Oh I know that too
When people smile too much it's just to cover up something bad....... usually
I dont really get how you do it..... or how you think that way........
Guess I'm just a bitter bitter person.......
My memories are gone because of my bad memory :p
You must have had a very...... heavy past
I usually remember the past but it doesnt really affect me
Sara....... I would say that you are a strong person...... and a weak person at
the same time
I dont know how to explain it........
But nobody is strong if you think of it anyway........
Well how about you keep the memories but not let it affect you?
I know it's easier said...... but.... you've come this far so I dont see why the
past has to keep haunting you
Yeah I felt that way too
People never cease to disappoint you...... sometimes even ourselves......
Hmm what you say makes sense but personally I think love and respect falls into
different catagories
Hmm I see......
I was bitter towards my parents for giving me life and treating me like I wasnt
much worth to them......
I bet a lot of people feel the same way
Right now I dont really care since I can't go back and tell them to abort me or
something.....
But sometimes I wish my older sibling was born so I wouldnt have been
borne.......
I do not neglect the duties of children taking care of children since it's also
a cultural thing as well as... the reasonable thing to do
I guess we dont feel satisfied with the amount they give us......
Like..... I can be thankful that I dont live in the dumpster and get abused
everyday by my parents but I'm just angry that they just dont really care about
me
Hmm I've seen that a lot
I mean people do live sometimes as if everyday is the last day on Earth
I would say that's rather carefree.... or just....... overly
worried.....
So many retarded game characters these days...
But you'd be more like...... hmm..... like my favorite character Shiki from Kara
no Kyoukai
She's like the coolest character evur
Cooler than any other cool guy character and she isn't exactly invincible but
she is just totally awesome
But she's nowhere enthusiastic or happy as you
She's like the most lethargic person ever
Thank you but I handle my father pretty well
Aww..... you sound so sweet
I never cared about my parent's expectations
I always wanted them to leave me alone and let me be.......
They're never satisfied with me
Oh you got all A on your report card
Good job...... I'm proud of you.......... and they're back to watching news and
doing whatever they do
Very appreciative mom and dad
I bet you'd be proud of me even if Im the smartest person in the
world...........
Wow... you just found out?
I would never agree to my parents doing that
It's okie I can wait *pats your head*
Of course I reply You worry too much little miss impatient
We are all busy with our lives and you are busy with yours
But we just have to contribute little of our time for the people who we care
about
Dont worry about me
I'm always around
Stop saying sorry Sara
I hope you'll be safe in your trips and I hope you work things out
Everybody seems tired and anxious these days....
I'm doing relatively okay
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haha yep won't ask how did you know Helenita guess it's
obvious :P
funny...i think you're a nice girl already Helenita...don't see at all why you
think you should try to be nice. i think being nice comes naturally to you ^^
hehe also i think you're pretty modest...at least since you don't think you're
all that nice when you are ^^
hahaha trust me Helenita, looks can be deceiving i am sooo
not a good dancer! and ofcourse i can kick a guy to the ground...some things i
do would surprise you my friends
say i have the face of an angel because my looks are so innocent and so on, but
that's a devil in disguise for ya but i'm
touched you would give me that much credit as a sweet nice person
i think the only way to let bullies know you can't be messed with is to answer
back or fight for your rights. my problem is, i'm rather passive. so sometimes i
just stay quiet when i get picked on. funny thing is, my closest friend was the
total opposite of my personality. when a new student came we asked her about the
first impressions she got, she said i was the very kind sweet girl who never
hurts anyone's feelings and my friend was a dragon she even
said she thought that me being with my friend was what kept my friend calm and
nice at times.
hahaha it was funny. but my friend sometimes stood up for me and even though i
seemed like her better side, she was my better side too. in a sense, she gave me
strength. she was all out there kicking butts...i mean she was just a person who
stood up for herself, when she walked into a room everyone took a step back. she
has a strong personality, a strong heart...i really love her. but she left
now...so i really miss her.
about the comment of me being motherly...you know what's cute? most of my
friends whose mothers are absent from their lives tend to like me alot for some
reason. thing is, i took care of my youngest brother when he as a baby...i guess
it's what made my motherly side rather prominent. also, i am the eldest. so i'm
always out to take care of others and so on ^^" it's funny but cool. i do
love kids alot, even when they're running around it makes me smile. the only
thing i don't like is a kid saying bad words :P then i get angry.
hahaha "girly" huh. i'm not that girly either. and not the pampered
one in the circle of friends. but i did mention my best friend, she did pamper
me. i mean when she stood up for me and at times baked cookies for me and
brownies. it was very nice ^^ a very very nice friendship.
hahahaha get you coffee huh
hmmm like by everyone. well i think being liked by almost everyone is possible.
true that you have to then live up to their expectations and be as nice as
possible most of the time. but then it's not really an act, more so, after
having to be nice so much, later i think it just becomes part of your nature and
you're nice all the time . but i
don't think it's an act. you were liked in the first place by everyone cuz of a
certain part of your personality, so later you just have to try to either change
to the better or not change at all and stay the way you are. hahah does that
make sense Helenita?
oooh and i never ever take sides! when there's an problem i just watch or do my
work and ignore them. taking sides makes a problem worse. if two people are
arguing, i let the two people settle the argument. it bugs me when other
interfere and take sides. then really the problem that was initially between two
later become between the whole class, all taking sides and so on. so i'm the
neutral one. the neutral safe one
good luck with all your responsibilities Helenita ^^ i'm sure you're doing a
great job
wow...well i think you're REALLY pretty Helenita...i wonder how come you don't
know it ^^" to be honest, before i met you my sis showed me you pic and was
like 'look, isn't she pretty?' and i was like 'wow she is! who's this
girl?" but i really think you are :P *pokes you playfully* don't get too
full of yourself now cutie ^^
but well, i'd say 80% of the pretty ones are convinced looks get them
everywhere. in this time, it seems many people are rather shallow, and looks get
everyone somewhere, whether they want to go anywhere or not ^^"
awwwww it's so lovely you have a big family with kids and all ^^ truth to be
told, there's only my immediate family on this end. meaning my parents and
siblings and me my mother's side live in another city, my father's side is in
another country... so we're pretty much on our own. hehe well sometimes it's
better anyway ^^
my lil brother is a whirlwind though! he spills things, wrecks his room till
it's a mess, runs around ruining the place but he's so
spoiled and my parents let him. thankfully we have housekeepers to clean after
him but at times i have to fix up his room ^^" esp when mother's angry then
she really wants to smack him senseless...so i interfere and say i'll clean up
the mess then my brother kicks me out of the room when i'm done cleaning hahahaha
^^
hehe true, kids are so innocent and adorable. their intentions are always
pure...you never have to wonder if they have ulterior motives...but then again i
don't usually worry about grown-ups having ulterior motives usually i
don't care if people are faking or not. the only ones that matter to me are
people i love and some friends and so on. others can have the worst intentions,
it doesn't bother me one bit :P
hahahahaa well fakeness if a word if you want it to be one Helenita
haha i know! the entertainment section is sooo...un-entertaining! i never
really bothered to look at the actors and actresses fortunes or misfortunes as if i have
time to worry about it or care :P but i like reading the comics in the
newspapers. very cute and interesting. and i also like reading about plane
crashes for some reason or shipwrecks or something ^^"
hmmm speaking of shipwrecks, my aunt said her hubby's yacht got raided in Greece
i think. all the crew were killed and she said that the yacht was all filled
with knife holes and so on. she said they got it on the news all
over...wondering if you hear anything about it. truth to be told i didn't hear
about it since i don't watch the news but the crew
were Italian or something...hmmm yea i think it was in Greece. you see my aunt's
hubby is a prince here in KSA...so the news of the yacht was BIG NEWS ^^"
poor guy...she said the yacht was worth millions of dollars too ....bye bye
expensive-like-hell yacht.... :P
...and when i told mother i wanted to watch CNN just to get a glimpse of the
yacht she didn't let me!
ahh that's nice, reading the different language thingi dictionary. glad you
didn't fail Helenita ^^ keep up the wonderful work. i don't really think you
would fail though... hehe if you're wondering about my school scores...failing
is a catastrophe and something i never expect of myself even if i didn't study a
word! girls in this family never ever failed not once! my parents would show us
hell
still, my worst was a D but that was four years ago, as i grew older the only
thing i got was an A... perfection in a sense or another :P
awwwww sounds like a very nice father ^^ true a man with a sense of humor is
nice. hehe i think you've got a sense of humor yourself Helenita a few times
while reading your post i'd find myself trying not to laugh out loud cuz you say
funny things :P the camel jokes were hilarious...and the poor packing guys
one...is soooo funny i'm starting
to feel sorry for mankind hehe to top
it off you're actually so pretty! gonna break so many guy's hearts be sure to
help the guy pack though, i mean you have to at least be that nice
well my father is the serious type too. looking at home you think he's very very
serious and military man like. but he has his nice moments...and his scary
ones... if you're asking what gave me the scare of my life it was father...
*sigh* hehehe ^^" still he does joke at times and when he's in a good mood
he's actually a very pleasant man to be around...
...when he's in a bad mood it's scary...
^^"
hahaha and i love the story of the haunted places in your dad's college! sooo
funny and cute ^^ who knows, maybe i'll tell you my biology class was haunted one
day when i'm in college :P
hmmmmm i prefer a guy who would impress me than a guy who makes me laugh. cuz i
laugh alot anyway i don't usually need a reason! i guess i'm just the cheery type, but
seriously i do giggle and chuckle over lil things. even when i lose a game i
laugh, if i miss the feathery shuttlecock in badminton games, i laugh :P it
creates fun times i guess.
....or i prefer that kind of guy because i find Tommy more impressive than
actually funny. still he's a delight, at times he teases me and it makes me
laugh ^///////^ mmmm i miss him at the moment
*ahem...blushies* but it also could be my father, he's the proud kind of guy who
is impressive more than actually funny...so i guess a girl does appreciate men
who are similar in a sense to her father...
...or i'm a proud cocky girl who'd rather be with a man who's impressive than
someone who isn't?
but the best would be a mixture of both then
nyaaaaaa
things that are in the middle are always wonderful.
hehe well the movie is very very nice. this part comes somewhere in the middle.
it's a very very very very touching, heartwarming movie. i hope you manage to
get your hands on it ^^ it's really a wonderful watch. very inspiring ^^ and no
worries, it was a pleasure to share, lil sis
^^
hahaha i think Tommy likes spicey things! so the recipes will be much
appreciated ^^ thanks alot!
hahahaha i love your definition of law you'll make
a good judge if you ask me :P ^^
and Cristiana sounds really nice, both her and her cute name ^^
hmmmm well lemme see...
arab culture as a whole is dominated by men. but if you take specific countries,
you find a few of them have women with really really strong personalities, so
the poor man has to follow her orders.
our family specifically...is dominated by father
my mother is such a sweet woman who is passive...then again that was
before...now she has a stronger personality, so i think now the house is equally
dominated by both.
still here, most of the cafe's are for men, only men drive, most of the jobs are
for men.
in a way it means the woman rests at home...in another way it means a woman
cannot be independent. when she's young her father dominates her, when she's
married, her hubby dominates her. which is why i don't like anyone who's
dominating...though when you think about it, my best friend was dominating i guess i
don't mind being dominated by people i love :P but it is true about arab culture
being dominated by men. but i think it would be a lil better off than how the
news portrays it. sometimes things are not as bad as the news make it sound
awwwwww soooo nice! what does your sister's name mean? ^/////^
heheh i think Tommy will agree too, he's so kind and nice, he usually would let
me have my way... omg he spoils me! ^//////^
i have a friend who dances alllll kinds of dances. soo amazing.
well arabic dances are all about shaking the hips my mother
dances well.
you know there was a time where in Egypt, if the woman didn't dance perfectly,
then she'd never get married. wonder why a man would care if he got a perfect
dancer for a wife but i guess it's cool...the only dances i dance are...ummm normal
english disco-type dancing? :P
hahah then great, i hope it's ok for me to call you 'lil sis' from now on. trust
me at times it feels like it's the right thing to call you ^/////^
i'm touched and glad you can speak your mind around me! it's a really wonderful
thing to hear, and i'm really touched. not many have actually said something so
sweet to me ^///////^ do feel free to talk to me about anything lil sis and
anytime too ^^
i'm sure we will be friends for a long time Helenita!
hahaha i hope you wouldn't need to send me the pic, but if you do take one....
i better get
a copy of a poor man with his luggage! :P
take care lil sis! as usual, it's really fun talking to you!
good luck with everything!
~Sarita
Holaaa nuevooo, Sarita* huggles and pokes*
Lol, sorry for the late( fashionably...? )
reply...lols, been busy with the Holidays and after that my brain seems to be
able to think of only short messages then gets all scrambled... ^_____~ Thankies
for your patience...( a patient lion? Lol! )
Anyways, at least we had a good time during the Christmas Eve and the New Year's
celebration, you wouldn't believe the number of times I slipped on my cousin's
toys that they left lying around, and of course, how many times I banged my head
on a branch while checking out my gifts( actually, my sis was kinda expecting me
to hit my head every time I was under the tree...like she was counting and
all^o^ ) My grandparents were there( both sides ), and most of my aunts and
uncles...most because my uncle Genaro who lives with his family in Mexico wasn't
able to come...TT^TT...I was so excited to see my cousins over there...anyway,
it's on the other side of the Atlantic, so it's not like he can go over here
like he lives around the corner...waaaah, just missed him, I guess... Hehe, but
the surprise was my uncle Leonard, whom I haven't seen since I was uhh...let's
just say, still making a mess on the floor ...MT admins
might ban me...anyways, he came over with his bride-to-be! Hahaha...and he only
told Ma that he was coming, to surprise everyone I'm sure...( well, Pa and my
abuelos had this "o" look...nyahaha, so funny, I wish I had a camera
ready so I can take a pic of that moment and frame it...hehehe, and since I'll
be taking the pic, nobody will see that I had the "o" face too
mwahahaha! )
Awww, his fiancee( her name's Erika, still can't get her last name right...she
was so British, haha, I mean the accent...especially when she says "you
know" lols, she sounds like Ma...I only got to see her in pics, she wasn't
that tall in person...I'd say 172 or 173, hmmm...only a bit taller than me, but
she's umm, how do I say it...authoritative? Like you just know when she's in a
room or something...) she was kinda baffled whenever anyone spoke( or with my
granpas, cursed hehe ) in Spanish or Catalan, Ma was kinda
"translating" hehe...but I think she never translates
"merda" or "al diablo con eso..." lol!
Awwww, thanks for saying I'm modest( although I don't think so...), maybe it's
because I'm not that comfortable with compliments( I usually think...hmm,
compliments, what does he/she want in return haha, not healthy, but there you
go...) and at the same time I want others to say something good about me instead
of me saying it( kinda ironic...hehe, I'm a walking irony...or something^o^, I
think I heard that line in a movie somewhere...), that would be kinda
embarrassing, like you're so full of yourself lol...
Face of an angel? Hmmm, well you do...gets them all complacent, then aarrrr!
Like a lion
when you mess with the cubs...me, umm, like a bat, maybe? *flaps wings, bumps
into a wall* DDD
Well, best friends can be way different or even total opposites, so yea...I
mean, you're a neutral person and I'm a debater, but we get along, right?
Hehe...you're right about the not-taking-sides though, but I'm a person who
doesn't like to stand around or get caught in the middle...if a cause appeals to
me more than the other...off I go, I'm not impulsive though...just can't side
with everybody, sometimes yopu really do have to choose, as Pa used to say. I'm
sure you'll see her and spend a lot of time together again, I mean, I can't
imagine just forgetting about my best friends even if I'm in the university or
maybe an old, old woman with creaking bones... ( my grandmas
will kill me for saying that...! ) What will I look like when I'm old, hmmm,
curious...hehe, another potential pic to send, ne?
Yep, maybe after you do it( being nice ) for so long it becomes
natural...although I think there are somethings that are unchangeable in people,
maybe? For one, I can't imagine myself as a supermodel-type girl...haha, can't
imagine without laughing, that is. Or living all alone in some old house with no
one to talk to( I think I'll die when that happens ), lols, just, some things
that you know you can't be? Hehe, I knew you were good with kids, I love kids
too( okay, I think i already said that lol! )...last year we had a fund raising
at school and our group had to visit this orphanage, it was really an experience
for me...can't imagine having no family whatsoever...I'm not openly expressive(
that's why my friends call me "hielo chica" [ ice girl ] mwahaha,
after a character in a tv series here lol ), but there are a lot of times when
I'm really touched by something...TT^TT...I guess a lot of people who complain
about their families being horrible( including me, sometimes...hehe, not really
horrible, just my parents not having enough time because of work...which is
unreasonable for me to think, really... ,
a bit of jealousy, maybe, for students who always get to spend a lot of time
with their parents... )
need to stop ranting about it and be happy with what they have? Naive...but
that's what I think...Thanks for wishing me luck, by the way!
Lol, I guess I'm more expressive when typing, I'd die before I cry or bawl in
front of other people, even if I want too...it's just
sooo...embarrassing...>_< And yep, spicey stuff all the way! DD I'm sure
Tommy would love my recipes hehe*evil smile* jk jk ...my sis and
me like spicey stuff, but my bro and Ma don't...they're like, how can you not
drink water while eating this?! Lol! My Pa is a vegan...so he's neutral, like
you Sarita , haha, I think he finds it funny when we argue about meat...^o^
Maybe, I'll try eating vegetables and fruits only, sometimes...because I hate
getting fat or clumsy...but I don't want to be stick-thin either...lol, I'm
confused! DD Just, athletic, and able to move around will be the best...
Ariadna means...very pure, I think, it's from a Greek word. Hehe, and now I know
what Emilia means, my bro found this site that lists names( it's in Spanish
though, but I think it's not a local site...) and meanings...Emilia means
"rival" in Latin...lol, even my name suggests I'm a debater! Helena had
many meaning, though, like Goddess of the Moon, spring maiden and others...Yep,
Cristiana( we call her Ana ) is nice, very smart too...sometimes I get confused
about some things she says though, but she's close to our family already...even
spent the Nochebuena with everyone ...
Haha...hmmm, I guess I don't know because no one other than my family and
friends tell me that( as I said, I sometimes don't believe compliments...I mean,
what father would tell his daughter that she's ugly...of course he'll say that
I'm pretty... ), so I'm glad someone other than my family or friends think so, so
huggles for you!^^Besides, there are a lot of pretty girls at school, so, let
them have the attention, as long as I'm in charge of the student committee!
Lol...they have the looks, but I have the keys to the classroom! ( lol okay not
literally...I'm getting crazy again...must be because of that annoying schedule,
I mean classes resume tomorrow? A Friday? Why can't they move it to the 7th...?
)
Awww, only men can drive? Maybe you can disguise as a man and drive?
jk...anyways, as long as women don't get abused or something, it's
okay...Spanish do have that sense of " the man works and the woman takes
care of the children...", well, not as strong as before( my Granpa told me
that his father wouldn't let his mother change anything in the house[!], when he
was still a kid )...but still there...I think I'm gonna be like my Ma, I can't
imagine just being in the house...that is, if I don't become a nun or something,
who knows? I have an aunt who is a nun...( she was the youngest of Pa's
sisters...)Too early to know...but, hmmm, I'd certainly want a job that isn't
boring... The news aren't dependable...haha, I guess we have the same opinion when it
comes to that...^____~
Hmmm, Spanish is a very pretty language...just, weird sometimes, with all the
tenses and verb conjugates( English is pretty simple with tenses...Spanish has
those, and...divides them into four! Lol! So, sometimes, there are a lot of ways
to say something...usually everyday Spanish isn't that correct in terms of
grammar...but then, some English here is hard to understand too...I still don't
know what "Niggaz" and "Chill out" mean...read it somewhere
in the chatroom...^o^), besides, Castillian( spanish spoken by people in Spain )
is a bit different from Spanish in Mexico, or in South America...I wouldn't be
surprised if some words there are weird to me...^___^'
Lols, this is like my History essay already...obviously I like talking to you
( if there
was any doubt lol! )...even if my replies are late sometimes^^Besides, school
starts tomorrow, so I'll probbably be not as active in spamming hehe...Belated
Happy New Year, Sarita...and to your family as well, I'm sure the New Year will
be even better than the last, ne? ^_____~
Quote by Lionhearted911Hello
Kayla-chan ^^
how are you? i hope everything's great ^^ Hope you have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New
Year!
take care and hope to talk to you soon sis ^^
Hmmm idk if I replied or not but thankies big sis! *huggles*
<33333333333333
Hehe I'm good thanks btw.
Oh and I put a picture of my puppy on my profile so if you wanna see her then
you can look. ^-^ hehe but yeah...
i'm just a random girl, but i just had to drop by...
read your poems, though i apologize cuz i'm a lil late in both reading and
commenting... but better late than never ne...
just had to tell you that you have amazing talent! keep it up yea! your
potential is .......just simply fascinating!
if you don't mind, i will add you to my watchlist ^^ that way i'll be able to
catch your poem earlier on!
thanks for the great share ^^ keep it up! Q(^_^Q)
Sincerely,
Lioness
Late is better than never ^_^ And I always appreicate comments on new or old
works.
Thanks for the compliments on my work, most of my poems are life lessons, or my
beliefs or random abstractities.
And thanks much for adding me to your wl ^_^
See you around, and feel free to drop me a line sometime ^_^
Quote by Lionhearted911awwww hehe
i never noticed the convo being over :P then again to be honest, i would feel as
though i was rude if i didn't reply for some reason, like you were talking to a
wall. i mean after you took the time to reply, i feel like i should say
something in return as a gesture of appreciation ^///////^
weird?
ooh, well i don't think i'm a loner, even in the moments i want to be alone,
it's rather hard to achieve. not that i'm ungrateful! i'm glad i'm always
flocked by friends, it's really nice and fun...hehe and i'm a really open person
at times my closer friends complain about it saying i should really be a lil
more reserved and less accepting of strangers...but i have no idea ^^" it's
in my nature and i like it for some reason. i find it hard to be like my sis. i
guess i kinda worry it won't last, so i need to express it while i can kinda
thing i
feel like i sound definitely weird now! hehe you better not be laughing Maria!
*giggles* just kidding ^^
...and it feels reassuring if you say so about Tommy loving that part of my
nature ^^ thanks for saying so ^^
hahaha now that i never knew! about the beer thing sounds
interesting...and wow blindfolded huh that means
you could put beer in your bag and if it gets stolen a guy will surely find it
for you! unless
well..the burglar drank it on the way :P jk i'm
teasing
...you know...do you really knit? for some reason, i never really thought you
would ^///////^ not that i'm trying to offend you of course, you just didn't
seem like you knit...hehe i don't knit a thing ^^" though maybe i should
learn really.. wanna knit a kawaii scarf for my hubby! hehe ^//////^ put my name
on it so all the ladies would know he's mine! mwaaaaahahahaha *ahem* hehe i was
kidding :P
ahhh the divorce rates are sky high around here too...well...i'm happy for you
^^ it's nice your parents are still in love ^^ i donno if i can say the same
about mine... i just hope they don't divorce cuz it's scary what would happen to
dad if mother just up and leaves you know..i think he really needs her...too bad
he doesn't know how to treat a woman right ^^" well...
....well i'm sure it'll be ok somehow ^^ ne ^^
hahahaha i'm glad my parents don't throw things when they're angry! from how
much they get angry, we'd have no pans or anything in the house if they do! hehe and i
can see why you would laugh about it ^^ i know i would *giggles* i'm glad your
father ducked ^^ *applause* nice move ^^
hahaha
well sex is taboo here too! but i personally prefer to well...make love with the
man i marry. true i was raised that way, but it's really something i personally
want too...then we'll have a kawaii wedding night ^/////^ ahaha what am i saying
^^" well anyway *ahem* our parents were strict. we even slept early! haha
well till we grew up a lil, now my parents don't mind as much, other times i
sneak up from bed when they're fast asleep *sneaky grin* :P
hehe well you never have to worry about being bad influence, i don't think
you're bad influence at all, but i also don't get influenced easily. my teacher
used to say i could hang out with the worst of girls but remain myself and just
never change. though my sis influences me alottt! if she says my shirt sucks,
even if i said a minute ago it was the cutest thing on earth, then it sucks!
really i'm
not even exaggerating. when we go shopping together i say "aww look how
adorable!" and sis says "no it's icky" and me "yea it's
icky" but it's
also personality-wise. being with her i feel like i have a stronger personality
than when i'm alone. it's really amusing, her chara rubs off on me at times.
hehehe ^^ which is why i don't cry much around her, her strong personality makes
things seem insignificant even if they initially hurt my feelings. i really
admire her... hehe and love her ^/////^ ...and attached to her really, at times
thinking of traveling for college and leaving her here is scary!
hehehe i think many teens and so on think cussing is cool, that's why they say
it so much. hehe ^^" wonder who decides what's cool really... need to have
a talk with him/her
awww... *hugs mum* she deserves credit too! loads of it! mother does more than just
cook and care for his things! ...oh well...
...ahh ^^ hehe i'm sure things will be ok..
...mmm...now, i wonder if i'm saying that to reassure myself or you, Maria
^^"
hahaha ^^ it's so amusing. being a poet is pretty interesting. if you ever do
become one, i'll read your work for sure! ^^ *cheers for Maria* i'm supporting
you! *giggles* ^^
well, good luck with that list hope Mr.
Right fits them all!
haha ^/////^ well it is a cute pic, so very adorable!
great talking to you again Maria ^^
hope it's not a bother though since you thought the convo was over
^/////^
take care! hope everything is great on your end ^^
Sincerely,
Sara
Haha, you're not a bother girl. But I always want to be the last one to reply
too....does that mean we have a problem now? Just
kidding.
I really don't mind talking to a wall now and then, it happens more often. I'll
just make this one short, so you don't have to worry about replying, haha.
I read in your thread you are quite busy lately ayways, so I won't bug you
anymore
*chuckles* You don't sound weird at all.....well okay, maybe a little bit But it's
good for you to be around people Sara, that's better than being alone and
isolate yourself from others.
About the knitting...you really think I'm not the type for that? Gee, now that
doesn't surprise me. No, I don't knit. Have to admit I did it as a kid, but more
to do my grandma a favour then because I wanted it myself I
was only joking back then.
Hmm, you know....it would be really sweet to knit a scarf for your bf, maybe you
should reconsider following a knitting course or something
Ahh, I read your parents had an argument...well, don't worry, it happens in
every marriage. So I wouldn't think about things like divorce, cause I'm sure
your parents never even thought about that. It's no use assuming things, ne?
.....I know I know, I'm pretty bad when it comes to cheering people up. Oh well,
just wanted to say SOMETHING
Haha, really good for you that you and your sister get along so well ^^ Funny
dialog about the shopping btw, very recognizable. That's how it usually goes
between me and my mom too, my mom being the one calling "ohh look how cute!
It would look so nice on you!" all the time and me telling her
"mom...it's ugly, I would never wear something like that"
Oh, no no no, I'll never ever become a poet. I got both feet firmly on the
ground, I'm way too down-to-earth to write poems or anything, even song lyrics
are a no-can-do for me
Hmm, so you're suffering from migraine huh? Very nasty, I know. My mom and
brother are bothered by it too now and then
Just take it easy and always carry some aspirines with you ^^
Well, I'm sure everything will be okay Sara.
It was fun and interesting chatting with you
Take care and enjoy your holidays ^^
awwww to be honest, i thought you were already on my fl! was so surprised when i
saw you weren't ^^ it was really weird cuz i so seriously believed you were on
my fl ^^"
well i'm actually probably going to Malaysia, but who knows, maybe i'll come
visit you all in SG! only if you'll meet me in the airport though hehe ^^
would be fun though, don't you think ^^
and no worries about the late reply, i find i'm pretty busy too ^^" so this
might be considered a late reply :P
still better late than never
take care norine! hope everything is going well with you!
...so when do you start school? next week?
in any case, wish you luck ^^
~Sara
i thought so too lolx!~ hahax..!~ well i added you already!~
oh malaysia? are you gonna go see kokuyu? oh only the
airport~ hmm!~
i'll have to see!~ maybe i'll bring along midsummer and some of the others.
you'll have to tell me date first!~ incase i
have sch!~ =)
yup of course it would be so much fun!~ ^^
hahax..!~ okie!~ yup of course better than never!~ ^-^
of course i'll take care!~ ^^ you too~~ ^^
yup next wed.... and thanks for the luck you too!~
i can't wait for sch and feel abit sad cause no more late night~ =p hahax..!~
but i'll have to catch up with my studies and stop slacking!~
*hug*
still waiting for your reply, really Ju, you should gimme some of your patience
^^
and you don't have to try to be a good brother...you already are ^^ i dropped by
to tell you that
take care Ju!
hope things are well with you...would be worried if they aren't
^////^
Sorry Sara
I'll reply it ASAP
And NO~! My patience is priceless
I can only sell them to you for trading me what you hold dearest
*hisses*
Thank you TT^TT
Then I'll try to be a better one
Well things aren't that well and fine as usual but I live on and that's what's
important
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Quote by Lionhearted911
hahaha well...i'm actually the tall one in the family (at 170cm, being 5.57 ft),
so basically my brother's not gonna be taller than me anytime soon, though he's
almost as tall as sis who's around three years his senior :P but it seems lil
Adham is gonna be a tall one.
but it's interesting, watching them grow and seeing how they change... still...
*deep thought* hehe well anyway then, every one is responsible for the person
they decide to be.
awwww well i was actually pretty popular between the teachers. though i did
naughty things like eat in class and so on, i was never rude and i accepted
responsibility for my actions. besides in general i do try to develop a nice
relationship with all my teachers, then they're more like my friends really. so
the teachers liked me alot :P this one time i was late to class with a bunch of
other girls and when the teacher saw me between then she got mad and didn't
punish anyone the way she always does cuz she didn't want me to get into
trouble. but then again i loved that teacher, she's such an amazing person... oh
well T.T i miss her so much. to be honest just being around her at times, i felt
like i was a better person myself. but if you were to categorize me between
being the smart one or the one that suck up, i think i would be a combination of
both, and trust me i do suck up even though
it actually comes naturally with me. some teachers call it my 'charming side'
others just giggle and play along. but it's not like i would be lying. if i tell
the teacher she looks adorable a certain day, i would mean it. it's unkind to
play with people's emotions and so on :P ^/////^"
hmmm well in our school, the level difference between the popular ones and the
unpopular ones wasn't so great, so basically most of the class was ok with each
other. though there were the groups, so each girl was like a part of an unsaid
group. true though the groups were really based on nationality though...hehe
well no one cared really. there was just one bunch that stuck to their own
"kind" the rest of us just mingled with everyone and had all kinds of
fun. then we always partied in class each girl
would get food and we'd all like 'dig in' ...i really really miss those days
ne... T.T really really miss them
haha Chinese whispers is when you start whispering something and it passes on
and on and then by the time the whispering comes back to the person who started
it, you see how is had changed this is what
we call gossip...it starts out with one story and then changes as more people
twist it around to how they wanna say it.. pretty interesting and fun
hehe ^^
haha hearing your own voice recorded is hilarious! personally i start thinking
my voice sounds awful. but when i used to call my friend she said whenever her
mother answered she would say "the girl with the pretty voice is on the
phone" it was so funny to hear her telling me so...gives me confidence my
voice isn't awful...still hearing it at times i feel like going 'urusai...your
voice is annoying..."
Adham is the youngest brother, his name means "Stallion" in arabic
actually and true, it is alot like Adam and Sara
without the forbidden 'H' hehehe
almost like you're teasing me with that statement. i always go "my name is
Sara without the 'H' ok?" what...it'
really pronounced differently... besides i kinda like my name the way it is
well it's true that the really pretty ones tend to have a cold personality
alot...but i donno...there are a few exceptions. like over the summer i did meet
a guy who looks really cute and so on...but he's really sweet and kind. besides
my best friend was pretty, she was really nice...well ok...she was really nice
to me and we were really close friends. my mother is completely beautiful but in
general she's a really nice lady and everyone totally loves her...so there are
many exceptions.
well i usually always have faith in God. i do agree though we believe in the
same God, you and i...just have very slightly different ways of worship and so
on... our housekeeper is Christian but there is very lil difference in our
beliefs and so on.
well i think the bad things in life are tests of our endurance and patience.
just like you stick with people during their bad times, you should stick to god
as well. when i'm in a pinch i thank god, when i'm not in a pinch i thank god.
there are a billion reasons to thank god even when i'm sick or scared...you can
see and hear and eat anything...you can walk around on two legs and feel
and...well...there are so many people so worse off...whenever i remember that, i
thank god for keeping me healthy and sane and all... i get bugged when people
look at those better off, they tend to forget that there are those looking at
them and thinking they are better off themselves...
but well... i think you need to thank god and remember him during the good
times, so that when the bad times come god would help you. it seems only fair.
if you never gave a person a second glance when you were were happy and well
off, you really don't expect him to give you a second glance when you're in a
pinch right? ^/////^"
hahaha i do sound like that? well i told
you that just to prove to you that i know what i'm talking about when i say you
can change everything about you with your will. didn't want you think think i'm
just talking crap and pretending to be a know-it-all. hehe was a first-hand
experience.
hahaha really? i'm a mystery? well i donno, maybe i am one to myself too at
times. but usually i pride myself at being a girl who knows who she is and what
she wants. in a sense i believe nothing's impossible and sometimes i feel like
nothing can stop me if i wanted something so bad...almost like invincible...but
who knows
awwww we're almost opposites. for some reason i find i'm always concerned about
other people's pains even if i'm in pain myself. for example i would never hurt
a person's feelings even if she just hurt mine... always think on hurt feeling
is better than two ^^"
another thing is i never ever blamed anyone for my pains. if my feelings hurt it
was my fault. the only reason is cuz my feelings are mine to control, if i
didn't want them to be in pain, they wouldn't be...sometimes though pain is
better than being numb...alot better in my opinion.
hehehe yea there are lots of mountains. but a mountain is a mountain, always can
climb it if you're good at climbing. and it takes practice i guess well hmmm...
like i said, i get over it but at the same time i'm struggling to let go of the
memory. i strugg;e to get over all my memories, whether they're good or bad.
it's not that i live in the past, i'm just haunted by it. which technically is
almost the same thing cuz if it's a good memory then i'm always missing it...if
it's bad then i'm always trying to suppress the sad sort of bitterness ^^"
thankfully i do keep quiet about my thoughts, at times if i do say the darker
thoughts that come to mind, i really think it would hurt so many
feelings...which is not in my nature to start with.
hehe i appreciate culture, it's interesting to see respect to traditions and
sometimes those traditions of the past are so nice and lovely, and the new
generation, being us, are so ignorant in a sense. elders are supposed to be
respected really. they know more, they have more experience, they've gone
through more. it makes sense your tradition really honors them. actually i think
arabs too are supposed to honor their elders. even our parents! i hate seeing
kids talk back to their parents. it's just so rude! if you weren't happy go live
on the streets *grrr* i think even if your parents are mean and all... as long
as they're not beating you up unfairly or 24/7 then they deserve appreciation.
they provide food and give you a bed to sleep on and shelter from
everything...besides when you're in a pinch, even if they yell at you, they
solve the problem while yelling. though i
guess the reason parents at times are cold and so on...it's cuz life made them
that way. like i know why my father's just a rough man on the outside. he grew
up all alone without parents and everything... been sent to boarding schools
and...well...it's understandable. but at times all the gruff roughness is just
to protect a hurting heart... but i donno...it's complicated ^^" a bad past
is no excuse to treat people badly, that's for sure. i think a person shouldn't
allow the past to shape their life, but well common sense of what's right and
wrong. hmmm...
...but people change all the time. at least that's what i think, in a year, you
find your friends are different people, to be honest i kinda feel like i'm a
different person. it makes me wonder if it's all in my head and i'm the only one
who's changed and basically the reason some friendships don't seem as strong as
they used to be. or i think it's just me. actually about a year and a half ago,
i made a wonderful friend. thing is, i was way more open then, i talked to her
alot about my problems, i was generally even more talkative...but now i donno,
we don't seem to talk together as much, perhaps it's cuz i don't talk about my
problems much anymore to anyone, i wonder if it's cuz i grew out of it or i
donno, just suddenly closed up maybe...or maybe cuz a part of me believed my
first break-up was cuz i always talked about my problems... not that i think
it's the reason now, but i believed it was the reason then and i guess it caused
a certain change in my personality where i'm not into talking about my issues as
much anymore. though we had lots of fun moments before and were so close...we
don't talk much anymore, not about my problems, not about anything fun either..
hehe so it makes me think everything really just does fade away with time, esp
when you lose contact for a while since there was a time i couldn't chat with
her everyday and it almost caused this small gap. but maybe it's just me, i
guess i struggle to trust people where i am concerned. it's hard to believe
someone would have lasting feelings for me. i think the more someone gets to
know me, the faster the love will fade. weird isn't it.. hehehehe ^^
wow...to be honest i live everyday thanking god in my heart for the people he
allowed me to meet and befriend! i don't think i ever took anyone for granted,
that's why when the love's lost or friendships fade, i have no regrets, cuz i
gave my all no matter how anyone looks at it. it's interesting to know how much
each person means to you, in myself some take priority over others cuz they mean
more to me and so
on. besides to be honest, i kinda like living making people who are special to
me know they are special...kinda like letting them know they mean alot to me...
sometimes i don't really say it outright... maybe at times it's not so obvious
either, but special people deserve special treatment right?
^^
yep, the world is rather infinite ne...our minds though are rather
finite..
and not at all. I'm Muslim cuz my family is and their family is and you know we
believe it's the right thing. it's not compulsory here at all. i told you our
housekeeper was Christian, along with a few in our school and so on. it's no
one's business what anyone's religion is basically.
well faith does come from the heart afterall, good for you. i think as logn as
you believe in God firmly then things will work out somehow.
...mmmm Tommy would probably be a Christian... but i donno for sure since we
nicely avoid talking about religion ^^"
so tell me, since i'm sadly ignorant a lil...is there a big difference between
being Christian and being a Catholic?
hehe impenetrable huh... would you laugh if i said i thought i was like that at
times too? like when i was checking in a book about people who deal with stress
and it talked about the types of people and how each deals with stress, it was
so easy to pinpoint my type. mine was the kind who creates a fantasy world and
ignores the stress and the solution was that i was supposed to talk more
sincerely to people ^^" it's kinda true, i talk so much, but i never say
something i consider significant to random people... even friends in class
^^" like some of them share secrets with me and everything, but it's not
mutual, i just listen and advice and so on or whatever, but i don't share a
secret of my own. hehe so mean, but at times i really didn't give humanity such
value...
...reminds me of this one time...
...see i used to hang out with a bunch of girls in school but after a while they
really were so different from me that suddenly a deep friendship formed between
me and a girl older than me in my class. so i ended up sitting with her in
classes...thing is i was in a business project team with the other girls...and
well i donno why they did it...but they all work on the project on their own and
leave me out then when i ask about what they were gonna do for it, they say it's
all done...
...so i was like "what about me...?"
and then my "friend" goes "oh but you were hanging out with your
other best friend, so we thought you're not in our team anymore" and i said
"why would i not be in this team? besides if i dropped out i would have
said something don't you think?" and she was like "well we
thought..."
whatever though, they didn't really think anything, i guess they were mad cuz i
spoke to my close friend about my life and stuff...and thing is when one of the
girls would join, i'd change the subject. ^^" i didn't trust them...at
least not with my personal life stories... and it probably bothered them enough
to make me have to do the project on my own.... ...not that i cared
well the scene we were talking about where you would have to kill the bad guy
would be the scene where there's you, the one you love and a man who's a threat.
you say you wouldn't kill to save the one you love, but dying right then and
there before the one you love won't guarantee saving him now would it? hehe i
guess i'm just protective...overly so ^^"
as for dying for others...
well...hehe at first Tommy did say he would die a hero...but i donno...it would
hurt my feelings for sure though if he did...and if i didn't love him so much i
would have brought wilted flowers to his grave :P
^^" i guess that's selfish though isn't it...but i just don't want to lose
someone i love. i don't wanna sit by the door and wait for a hubby that won't
come home ever again, i don't want to pick the phone up to the sound of a cop
asking me to come and identify the body, i don't want to have to explain to my
kids if we had any by that time that their father's just gone like that... so
i'm selfish... but i donno...i want to be selfish if it means living with the
one i love for the rest of my life, growing old with the one i love... it's
funny ne ^//////^" wonder if i'm just naive.
...and i'm not kind, i'm not really sacrificing myself for random people, just
the ones i truly love...like now they would be my parents and siblings and my
closest friends and my Tommy...
but i donno, i have a feeling if it was a crying kid i just might do something
about the situation...willingly die, no...but attempt to rescue in a way that's
not life-threatening...well yea. but depends! if i had kids and a home by then,
i probably won't...i wanna be a good mother to my kids and watch them grow and
see them graduate and go off to college and attend their weddings and even have
grandchildren too! ^////////^ *giggles*
well i'm not afraid of dad as much as i used to be... when he yells at times i
don't hear him really, already in my own world so far away... like once mother
traveled and well, i had tests...and well that day i had such a migraine...so
what i did before father came from work during the evening was take some
pills...they're painkillers as well as sleep inducers at the same time...i was
hoping that i could go to sleep after eating dinner with dad... thing is, on
that day too, our dsl connection thingi...well whatever it is, it expired and i
had no idea how to renew it with a card father bought for renewing it...
and he was screaming and screaming and yelling at me, thing is i was so dazed
from the pills, i could barely hear or understand what he was saying! besides he
was yelling from another room too... i was just so drugged and ready to collapse
in bed and just go to sleep. i had my literature book open on my lap pretending
i was reading since i had our literature test the next morning but i was too
dazed to read, trying to keep my eyes open after
yelling for like two hours, and my head pounding...he says he called someone
from the company to come by and renew it for us, and then he tells me to stay
awake so that i would see how the man does it so that the next time it expires i
could fix it myself...
well i stay awake, and watch the man and listen to him explaining, but if you
ask me now, i don't remember a single thing. i have no idea how to renew the
connection i was so
drugged i couldn't think and concentrate so i don't remember... when the man
left i ran to the bathroom to throw up since the pain in my head was a bother to
bear, then i had to eat with dad and listen to his wayward apology... which i
accepted and went to bed and...i got
an A on the test though i thought the highest i would get would be a C! but i'm
one lucky thing
...well also got a fever and came down with a cold, it was this time of year
when the weather changes, but i was so scared to stay home and face the wrath of
father...i went to school after stopping at a pharmacy to take something to
lower my fever...
...ehehe i spent the first three hours of school crying though... ^^" when
i get so sick i don't handle things very well and i guess i was at my limit
already...
...but anyway ^^ i made it and it's ok...my friend was there for me and things
were alright, she kinda took care of me in her own way so i was ok...i miss
her..
hahaha *hands over Nobel Prize* thanks for your patience, very much appreciated
^^
well then...finally a reply ne ^^
Yesh! I'm taller
I think I'm around 175 ( I only know the American system of measurement )
Really? So how old is Adham now?
Yeah it is....... unfortunately, it ain't fun for me to watch my parents get old
and weak.......
Rather sad........
Oh I see
Teacher's pet! *throws tomatoes!*
Booo!
Joking joking
I'm quite popular with my history teacher but all the other teachers dont really
care about me
Just another one of those Korean students (which we dont need anymore in my
school)
Sometimes I feel the teachers here are rather.... hostile..... and unfriendly
Either that, or they have a tendancy to favoritize few students........
We have some passionate teachers in my school as well
It's just that I dont take any of their classes
Never heard of honest suck ups
But I dont think I would call that sucking up
More like......... instinctive impulse to give teachers compliments
That's cool
We see popularlity clearly in our school
The "cool" kids have their own gang type of things which they only
hang around by themselves
They do talk to the "less popular" kids sometimes but I think it's
just to make them feel inferior or something
Yeah it's quite weird how people stick to their own "race"
I guess what you are doing is "having flashbacks of the good ol'
times"
Ohhh I know that game
But in Korea they called it something else........ (maybe it's because Koreans
dont like Chinese or something :p )
But it's quite the undeniable fact that you never get the same phrase you
started with :p
Yup.... but Chinese whispers arent really intentional while for gossip, they
exaggerate on purpose
My voice sounds a lot like a teenager than I hear myself like
That's a nice way to refer somebody as
Sometimes when I hear my voice, I think "Whoa...... good thing that my
dream isn't to become a singer because I wouldn't make one penny with my voice
TT^TT"
Although I enjoy singing, my voice can't go too high (annoying puberty)
Stallion? That's a cool name
My name means something...... weird
It's like one of those chinese phrases of "wisdom" or something
My grandfather named me but I dont really like my name.......
Come to think of it, Arabic is really really hard
I tried learning it but it was a lot harder than French
I had to learn both at the same time when I was in Lebanon since they use both
languages, but French..... was okay (maybe since I spoke English by then) but
Arabic was like....... ".......... are you expecting me to learn
this?"
So what's the name of your other brother and sister?
I wonder if their names will sound familiar
You are the one who told me the "Forbidden H" thing
I guess it's probably forbidden since Sarai in the Bible changed her name to
Sara"h"
I wonder how you pronounce it.... makes me curious
Yeah there are always exceptions
But the pretty ones are usually cocky (without exaggeration or stereotyping)
Very rare to see people like your friend
Yeah... I guess we do..... since there is only one God anyway....
The people around me always told me that the life on Earth was like..... a
practice stage before heaven
Like a temporary visit to get some experience before heaven........ then what
about hell? I have no idea.......
It might be easy for you but being a natural extreme pessimist and all that,
it's not easy at all for me
True....... although I believe that God will help me whether or not I'm being
selfish......
But yeah, what you say is true
Well I wouldve believed you anyway even if you didn't have any experience
But I guess it makes you more trustworthy
Yes you are a wonder
You seem more and more mysterious every time I know more about you
(seriously)
Wow....... You really have a seriously strong heart
Yes it's quite amusing to find you and I completely opposite
Well for me, I try not to hurt other's feelings when they haven't hurt mine
yet
And if that's the case, everything should be your own fault
Every single bad and good thing
If you are happy because you are not dead but hurt, it's your own mindset
If you are angry or whatever because you didnt get your favorite food for
dinner, that's still your own perspective
So if things are like that, we'd have to blame every single thing on
ourselves
Which then would imply on the saying that goes like "If you aren't
satisfied with the world, just die....... why destroy the world when you can
die?"
When I first heard that, I thought it was pretty harsh but I thought it was
reasonable
Wait... am I going off topic? Crud cakes
I'd have to disagree with you on that
I wouldnt let go of any of my memories
Of course I would move on if I am stuck but I would not dispose any of my
memories
After all, it's the proof of my existence and the evidence of which how I turned
out like this at the present
I'm not much of a cultural person
I think most cultures and traditions are rather bothersome
Although I think there should be some boundaries and stuff with ethinicity and
stuff since it would be boring if everybody was from the same culture
My opinion is that whether elder or not, they have no right to look down or
disregard younger ones and the younger ones are not prioritized to respect them
when they have done nothing to gain any
I might sound ignorant or cruel or foolish but I'm sticking with what I
believe
I give the minimal amount of respect at first and if they deserve more, I give
it to them
Yeah my father's like that too
My grandparents always beat him up and treated him like crap so he doesn't treat
me that well either
But I still think that's no excuse.......
Although that might be the way he grew up with, he should realize.........
I already decided that I will become a lot better father than mine was
And for the parents thing.... no actually I dont think that way
I think it's manditory for parents to provide food and shelter and other
necesities for the children
After all.... no child asked to be borne......
So if they can't even do that, they shouldnt have children at all
Yeah I know what you mean
When I met my childhood friend
Hiya! ^-^
Well....I'm not sure how much this matters to you but I was just dropping by to tell you that I'll be leaving MT by the end of this month.
I'll still be on msn. I hope I'll be able to talk to you there. ^-^
Love you sis.
<333Kayla
hey there! sorry if I haven't replied on time... I really did appreciate that. thanks sara-chan!
anyways, I sent you a comment since I got a really shocking thing that happened to me at the start of this year... I dunno if this is gonna shock you like it did to me but well, at least it shocked me... I wanna clarify something before I continue...
you're still in saudi as we speak, right?
do you have a younger/older sister?
I asked you that because there's someone here in our school, here in the philippines, that looked really really REALLY a LOT like you... AND I DO REALLY MEAN A LOT!
the glasses, that quite wavy long brown hair, that...umm... healthy figure(?) (I hope I did the right description about your body... please have mercy on me, don't whack me
), ESPECIALLY THE EYES! yeah, you're eyes and her's really do
resemble a LOT!
I really thought it was you, I was gonna ask her if she was you but I kinda hestitated... what if it wasn't you?
however, you do look like a kind person but she's seems to be a snob..
If i'm not mistaken, she's a newcomer since it's the start of our classes here... I'm in college if you might not ask..
merged: 01-13-2008 ~ 10:18pm
hahaha wow sounds rather interesting, perhaps she's my sis from another mother and father *giggles* jk jk
to be honest i am still in KSA as i reply to this, but won't be around next week since i'm leaving for study and so on...but i'm going to malaysia so nope it's not me ^^
i have a sister who is on MT, Toya999 and yes blood sister, the only sis from my parents, and two brothers who are young.
heheh well very interesting to know there's someone out there that looks so much like me, i can understand. they say there are three...i think three, not sure about the number, in the world who look soooo much like you. which i believe. i once saw this guy who looked exactly like Mel Gibson it wasn't even funny! was so amazing the resemblance ^^ but anyway, it's rather amusing ^^
looools well, i'm glad you think i'm kind, it's sweet of you to say so. and your description is ...hilarious
but heheh
it's ok.
don't worry about the late reply, didn't think you were gonna reply at all ^^
thanks for the amusing share, and take care
hope we talk again sometime
good luck with college!
~Sara
OF ALL PEOPLE, MEL GIBSON?!?! WTF?! ...anyways, there was someone who said that no two persons that are exactly alike (I think it's confucious... I'm a frustrated sage-bandit)
...and thanks for not whacking me with the description.^^
you're going to malaysia? I wish I could get to malaysia too... it's an irony that me, who is relatively near malaysia (I live in Philippines), can't even go there.. I always wanted to visit jasmine...^^ (you see, this is just between the two of us but I got a crush on jasmine...
)
the truth is, I have this dream of having a huge "eyeball" with all of pips in Jasmine's RP... AND SAVE THE WORLD, BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
anyways, cut the crap.. oh yeah, just asking.. do you mind if I ask you some recap on your side in Jasmine's RP. I just want to ask if you already gained your treasure... I can't wait to start our "groundbreaking" showdown with Lance.. I'm planning on making it big.. literally...
Delinquently Heroic,
Patch...
new video up check it out if you have a chance.
Thanks for your reply Lioness! I wish all the best for you also!
I will definitely be joining in on all the randomness a bit more often.
jrhvball...
yeah, went out with frens
new year already..
it's really fast
Are you testing my patience miss Sara?.......
I have a lot of it but I'm kinda running low these days because break's almost over and school is right infront of my nose
It's okay dont worry about it
I forget things quickly and I forgive people quickly........
.............
I see absolutely no pattern in your family's names
Maybe it's a Korean thing but they usually name their brothers and sister with a similar name
So usually one letter of the name is the same
And my one letter in Korean, it's a one syllable
So if I had a bro or sis, it my start with Ju or ending with Hyung
I'm turning 16......... in July..... I think.......
I dont feel like I'm this old either
Maybe I'm too immature for my own conscience
Muhehehehehex
I'm the tallest in my family thank you very much :p
Hm well I wish that would apply to all the teachers but some of the teachers doesnt like me no matter what and I dont remember doing anything rude or stuff.....
Maybe racism? But whatever..... as long as they dont interfere with me........
Enthusiastic?........ about physics?.......
I do not comprehend....... did you write it wrong?......
I just dont understand why people like science or math..... or any combination of the two
Our school isnt really like that.... wish we did have that though
Our school just does it all in 3 days
Who cares about the wellbeings about the students right?
Oh that sounds familiar
Although the guards stopped me at the gate and told me "no school"
I bet your teachers thought you were overly enthusiastic :p
Not allowed to hitch rides? That's like..... insane!
Well I guess it's not since it's a dangerous world and what not
Telephone?....... I have no idea
But they probably took out the "Chinese" since Koreans hate everybody except Koreans and whatnot
Especially the Chinese and the Japanese.... being so close and having historical issues throught the centuries
But it's just natural
Koreans are just wayyy too sensitive
They even changed Card Captor Sakura to Card Captor Cherry
Of course the triple C is nice and all but they're just being too...... overly dramatic
You sounded a bit....... hmm... I dont know how to say it but it felt like you didnt sound that happy
When I heard my voice I thought........ wow...... I sound really...... teenagish
Every language is hard
I heard Finnish was the hardest...... but I dont know anything about the Finnish language so..... yeah
Well actually my name means "shining pillar or something"
But doesnt make much sense.......
Oh I see..... I wish my name had a special indicator
My name sounds too...... ordinary
Oh.... so not like "Sera" like the Americans say it......
It's Sara in Korean too
There iz a difference?......
I find it relatively...... simliar
Maybe it's just me but I dont really see the differece
Well yeah I would
It's guaranteed that it works on yourself but I wouldnt say it's guaranteed to everybody
Yup we talk as if we're all that but it's just words without action
Hey! No signing in my presence *pokes your forehead*
I'm the depressed guy around here
You already have a role
Who said lions aren't sensitive?
After all we dont know how animals feel
I cry for variety of reasons...... usually because I was so disappointed at myself
I dont remember crying because somebody I love was involved......
Well actually I did few times........ but not a whole lot
Everything is more powerful if it's from the person you love.....
I guess that makes it so difficult to love everybody the same........
Sara you say as if it's nothing but it doesn't sound fine and dandy....
You know..... For a long time... I lost my...... emotions I think....
Well not exactly but I wasn't sure when I should cry
I felt so.... hmm..... I felt so heavy inside that I wanted to cry so I could let it out but I just couldnt cry from my heart
I'm quite dramatic unlike how I look so I can fake tears all the time but I cant really "cry" cry like that
I think I got all my senses back but sometimes I lose it if I dont cry for a while and all that
Well actually it doesnt really have much to do with blaming but I guess I kinda linked it together somehow @_@
Oh I know that too
When people smile too much it's just to cover up something bad....... usually
I dont really get how you do it..... or how you think that way........
Guess I'm just a bitter bitter person.......
My memories are gone because of my bad memory :p
You must have had a very...... heavy past
I usually remember the past but it doesnt really affect me
Sara....... I would say that you are a strong person...... and a weak person at the same time
I dont know how to explain it........
But nobody is strong if you think of it anyway........
Well how about you keep the memories but not let it affect you?
I know it's easier said...... but.... you've come this far so I dont see why the past has to keep haunting you
Yeah I felt that way too
People never cease to disappoint you...... sometimes even ourselves......
Hmm what you say makes sense but personally I think love and respect falls into different catagories
Hmm I see......
I was bitter towards my parents for giving me life and treating me like I wasnt much worth to them......
I bet a lot of people feel the same way
Right now I dont really care since I can't go back and tell them to abort me or something.....
But sometimes I wish my older sibling was born so I wouldnt have been borne.......
I do not neglect the duties of children taking care of children since it's also a cultural thing as well as... the reasonable thing to do
I guess we dont feel satisfied with the amount they give us......
Like..... I can be thankful that I dont live in the dumpster and get abused everyday by my parents but I'm just angry that they just dont really care about me
Hmm I've seen that a lot
I mean people do live sometimes as if everyday is the last day on Earth
I would say that's rather carefree.... or just....... overly worried.....
So many retarded game characters these days...
But you'd be more like...... hmm..... like my favorite character Shiki from Kara no Kyoukai
She's like the coolest character evur
Cooler than any other cool guy character and she isn't exactly invincible but she is just totally awesome
But she's nowhere enthusiastic or happy as you
She's like the most lethargic person ever
Thank you but I handle my father pretty well
Aww..... you sound so sweet
I never cared about my parent's expectations
I always wanted them to leave me alone and let me be.......
They're never satisfied with me
Oh you got all A on your report card
Good job...... I'm proud of you.......... and they're back to watching news and doing whatever they do
Very appreciative mom and dad
I bet you'd be proud of me even if Im the smartest person in the world...........
Wow... you just found out?
You worry too much little miss impatient 
I would never agree to my parents doing that
It's okie I can wait *pats your head*
Of course I reply
We are all busy with our lives and you are busy with yours
But we just have to contribute little of our time for the people who we care about
Dont worry about me
I'm always around
Stop saying sorry Sara
I hope you'll be safe in your trips and I hope you work things out
Everybody seems tired and anxious these days....
I'm doing relatively okay
No but you get an Oscar
Holaaa nuevooo, Sarita* huggles and pokes*
Lol, sorry for the late( fashionably...?
)
reply...lols, been busy with the Holidays and after that my brain seems to be
able to think of only short messages then gets all scrambled... ^_____~ Thankies
for your patience...( a patient lion? Lol! )
Anyways, at least we had a good time during the Christmas Eve and the New Year's celebration, you wouldn't believe the number of times I slipped on my cousin's toys that they left lying around, and of course, how many times I banged my head on a branch while checking out my gifts( actually, my sis was kinda expecting me to hit my head every time I was under the tree...like she was counting and all^o^ ) My grandparents were there( both sides ), and most of my aunts and uncles...most because my uncle Genaro who lives with his family in Mexico wasn't able to come...TT^TT...I was so excited to see my cousins over there...anyway, it's on the other side of the Atlantic, so it's not like he can go over here like he lives around the corner...waaaah, just missed him, I guess...
Hehe, but
the surprise was my uncle Leonard, whom I haven't seen since I was uhh...let's
just say, still making a mess on the floor 
...MT admins
might ban me...anyways, he came over with his bride-to-be! Hahaha...and he only
told Ma that he was coming, to surprise everyone I'm sure...( well, Pa and my
abuelos had this "o" look...nyahaha, so funny, I wish I had a camera
ready so I can take a pic of that moment and frame it...hehehe, and since I'll
be taking the pic, nobody will see that I had the "o" face too
mwahahaha! )
Awww, his fiancee( her name's Erika, still can't get her last name right...she was so British, haha, I mean the accent...especially when she says "you know" lols, she sounds like Ma...I only got to see her in pics, she wasn't that tall in person...I'd say 172 or 173, hmmm...only a bit taller than me, but she's umm, how do I say it...authoritative? Like you just know when she's in a room or something...) she was kinda baffled whenever anyone spoke( or with my granpas, cursed hehe ) in Spanish or Catalan, Ma was kinda "translating" hehe...but I think she never translates "merda" or "al diablo con eso..." lol!
Awwww, thanks for saying I'm modest( although I don't think so...), maybe it's because I'm not that comfortable with compliments( I usually think...hmm, compliments, what does he/she want in return haha, not healthy, but there you go...) and at the same time I want others to say something good about me instead of me saying it( kinda ironic...hehe, I'm a walking irony...or something^o^, I think I heard that line in a movie somewhere...), that would be kinda embarrassing, like you're so full of yourself lol...
Like a lion
when you mess with the cubs...me, umm, like a bat, maybe? *flaps wings, bumps
into a wall* 
DDD
( my grandmas
will kill me for saying that...! ) What will I look like when I'm old, hmmm,
curious...hehe, another potential pic to send, ne? 
Face of an angel? Hmmm, well you do...gets them all complacent, then aarrrr!
Well, best friends can be way different or even total opposites, so yea...I mean, you're a neutral person and I'm a debater, but we get along, right? Hehe...you're right about the not-taking-sides though, but I'm a person who doesn't like to stand around or get caught in the middle...if a cause appeals to me more than the other...off I go, I'm not impulsive though...just can't side with everybody, sometimes yopu really do have to choose, as Pa used to say. I'm sure you'll see her and spend a lot of time together again, I mean, I can't imagine just forgetting about my best friends even if I'm in the university or maybe an old, old woman with creaking bones...
Yep, maybe after you do it( being nice ) for so long it becomes natural...although I think there are somethings that are unchangeable in people, maybe? For one, I can't imagine myself as a supermodel-type girl...haha, can't imagine without laughing, that is. Or living all alone in some old house with no one to talk to( I think I'll die when that happens ), lols, just, some things that you know you can't be? Hehe, I knew you were good with kids, I love kids too( okay, I think i already said that lol! )...last year we had a fund raising at school and our group had to visit this orphanage, it was really an experience for me...can't imagine having no family whatsoever...I'm not openly expressive( that's why my friends call me "hielo chica" [ ice girl ] mwahaha, after a character in a tv series here lol ), but there are a lot of times when I'm really touched by something...TT^TT...I guess a lot of people who complain about their families being horrible( including me, sometimes...hehe, not really horrible, just my parents not having enough time because of work...which is unreasonable for me to think, really...
,
a bit of jealousy, maybe, for students who always get to spend a lot of time
with their parents... 
)
need to stop ranting about it and be happy with what they have? Naive...but
that's what I think...Thanks for wishing me luck, by the way! 
Lol, I guess I'm more expressive when typing, I'd die before I cry or bawl in front of other people, even if I want too...it's just sooo...embarrassing...>_< And yep, spicey stuff all the way!
DD I'm sure
Tommy would love my recipes hehe*evil smile* jk jk 
...my sis and
me like spicey stuff, but my bro and Ma don't...they're like, how can you not
drink water while eating this?! Lol! My Pa is a vegan...so he's neutral, like
you Sarita 
, haha, I think he finds it funny when we argue about meat...^o^
Maybe, I'll try eating vegetables and fruits only, sometimes...because I hate
getting fat or clumsy...but I don't want to be stick-thin either...lol, I'm
confused! 
DD Just, athletic, and able to move around will be the best... 
Ariadna means...very pure, I think, it's from a Greek word. Hehe, and now I know what Emilia means, my bro found this site that lists names( it's in Spanish though, but I think it's not a local site...) and meanings...Emilia means "rival" in Latin...lol, even my name suggests I'm a debater!
Helena had
many meaning, though, like Goddess of the Moon, spring maiden and others...Yep,
Cristiana( we call her Ana ) is nice, very smart too...sometimes I get confused
about some things she says though, but she's close to our family already...even
spent the Nochebuena with everyone 
...
Haha...hmmm, I guess I don't know because no one other than my family and friends tell me that( as I said, I sometimes don't believe compliments...I mean, what father would tell his daughter that she's ugly...of course he'll say that I'm pretty...
), so I'm glad someone other than my family or friends think so, so
huggles for you!^^Besides, there are a lot of pretty girls at school, so, let
them have the attention, as long as I'm in charge of the student committee!
Lol...they have the looks, but I have the keys to the classroom! ( lol okay not
literally...I'm getting crazy again...must be because of that annoying schedule,
I mean classes resume tomorrow? A Friday? Why can't they move it to the 7th...?
)
Awww, only men can drive? Maybe you can disguise as a man and drive?
jk...anyways, as long as women don't get abused or something, it's
okay...Spanish do have that sense of " the man works and the woman takes
care of the children...", well, not as strong as before( my Granpa told me
that his father wouldn't let his mother change anything in the house[!], when he
was still a kid )...but still there...I think I'm gonna be like my Ma, I can't
imagine just being in the house...that is, if I don't become a nun or something,
who knows? I have an aunt who is a nun...( she was the youngest of Pa's
sisters...)Too early to know...but, hmmm, I'd certainly want a job that isn't
boring... 
The news aren't dependable...haha, I guess we have the same opinion when it
comes to that...^____~
Hmmm, Spanish is a very pretty language...just, weird sometimes, with all the tenses and verb conjugates( English is pretty simple with tenses...Spanish has those, and...divides them into four! Lol! So, sometimes, there are a lot of ways to say something...usually everyday Spanish isn't that correct in terms of grammar...but then, some English here is hard to understand too...I still don't know what "Niggaz" and "Chill out" mean...read it somewhere in the chatroom...^o^), besides, Castillian( spanish spoken by people in Spain ) is a bit different from Spanish in Mexico, or in South America...I wouldn't be surprised if some words there are weird to me...^___^'
Lols, this is like my History essay already...obviously I like talking to you
( if there
was any doubt lol! )...even if my replies are late sometimes^^Besides, school
starts tomorrow, so I'll probbably be not as active in spamming hehe...Belated
Happy New Year, Sarita...and to your family as well, I'm sure the New Year will
be even better than the last, ne? ^_____~
Hugs and a lot of pokies,
***From Emilia***
Happy new years , and merry christmas to you
sorry for such late reply been here and there
so how was it for you? .. did you have fun?
kk take care you
~Dan
*poke* *poke*
Hey how are you?!
How are
things? Did you enjoy your holidays?
Sorry for not posting a lot lately, I've been......distracted to say the least!
Things are all wacky! @_@
-Jonathan
Hmmm idk if I replied or not but thankies big sis! *huggles*
<33333333333333
Hehe I'm good thanks btw.
Oh and I put a picture of my puppy on my profile so if you wanna see her then you can look. ^-^ hehe but yeah...
Late is better than never ^_^ And I always appreicate comments on new or old works.
Thanks for the compliments on my work, most of my poems are life lessons, or my beliefs or random abstractities.
And thanks much for adding me to your wl ^_^
See you around, and feel free to drop me a line sometime ^_^
Haha, you're not a bother girl. But I always want to be the last one to reply too....does that mean we have a problem now?
Just
kidding.
I really don't mind talking to a wall now and then, it happens more often. I'll just make this one short, so you don't have to worry about replying, haha.
I read in your thread you are quite busy lately ayways, so I won't bug you anymore
*chuckles* You don't sound weird at all.....well okay, maybe a little bit
But it's
good for you to be around people Sara, that's better than being alone and
isolate yourself from others.
About the knitting...you really think I'm not the type for that? Gee, now that doesn't surprise me. No, I don't knit. Have to admit I did it as a kid, but more to do my grandma a favour then because I wanted it myself
I
was only joking back then. 
Hmm, you know....it would be really sweet to knit a scarf for your bf, maybe you should reconsider following a knitting course or something
Ahh, I read your parents had an argument...well, don't worry, it happens in every marriage. So I wouldn't think about things like divorce, cause I'm sure your parents never even thought about that. It's no use assuming things, ne?
.....I know I know, I'm pretty bad when it comes to cheering people up. Oh well, just wanted to say SOMETHING
Haha, really good for you that you and your sister get along so well ^^ Funny dialog about the shopping btw, very recognizable. That's how it usually goes between me and my mom too, my mom being the one calling "ohh look how cute! It would look so nice on you!" all the time and me telling her "mom...it's ugly, I would never wear something like that"
Oh, no no no, I'll never ever become a poet. I got both feet firmly on the ground, I'm way too down-to-earth to write poems or anything, even song lyrics are a no-can-do for me
Hmm, so you're suffering from migraine huh? Very nasty, I know. My mom and brother are bothered by it too now and then
Just take it easy and always carry some aspirines with you ^^
Well, I'm sure everything will be okay Sara.
It was fun and interesting chatting with you
Take care and enjoy your holidays ^^
Bye bye~
-Maria
HAPPY NEW YEARS, SARA-CHAN!
hope you have a good one!
see ya!
I'll see you next year! *Explodes*
yo! dropping by to wish you a happy new year before i go watch the city coloring heaven with colorful fires
see you in 2008
Aww thankies for the beautiful x-mas card. I'm glad u liked mine ^-^
hope to chat more with u later
i thought so too lolx!~ hahax..!~ well i added you already!~
oh malaysia? are you gonna go see kokuyu?
oh only the
airport~ hmm!~ 
maybe i'll bring along midsummer and some of the others.
incase i
have sch!~ =)
i'll have to see!~
you'll have to tell me date first!~
yup of course it would be so much fun!~ ^^
hahax..!~ okie!~ yup of course better than never!~ ^-^
of course i'll take care!~ ^^ you too~~ ^^
yup next wed.... and thanks for the luck you too!~
i can't wait for sch and feel abit sad cause no more late night~ =p hahax..!~
but i'll have to catch up with my studies and stop slacking!~
*hug*
norine~
Sorry Sara
I'll reply it ASAP
And NO~! My patience is priceless
I can only sell them to you for trading me what you hold dearest *hisses*
Thank you TT^TT
Then I'll try to be a better one
Well things aren't that well and fine as usual but I live on and that's what's important
merged: 12-30-2007 ~ 01:30am
Yesh! I'm taller
)
I think I'm around 175 ( I only know the American system of measurement
Really? So how old is Adham now?
Yeah it is....... unfortunately, it ain't fun for me to watch my parents get old and weak.......
Rather sad........
Oh I see
Teacher's pet! *throws tomatoes!*
Booo!
Joking joking
I'm quite popular with my history teacher but all the other teachers dont really care about me
Just another one of those Korean students (which we dont need anymore in my school)
Sometimes I feel the teachers here are rather.... hostile..... and unfriendly
Either that, or they have a tendancy to favoritize few students........
We have some passionate teachers in my school as well
It's just that I dont take any of their classes
Never heard of honest suck ups
But I dont think I would call that sucking up
More like......... instinctive impulse to give teachers compliments
That's cool
We see popularlity clearly in our school
The "cool" kids have their own gang type of things which they only hang around by themselves
They do talk to the "less popular" kids sometimes but I think it's just to make them feel inferior or something
Yeah it's quite weird how people stick to their own "race"
I guess what you are doing is "having flashbacks of the good ol' times"
Ohhh I know that game
But in Korea they called it something else........ (maybe it's because Koreans dont like Chinese or something :p )
But it's quite the undeniable fact that you never get the same phrase you started with :p
Yup.... but Chinese whispers arent really intentional while for gossip, they exaggerate on purpose
My voice sounds a lot like a teenager than I hear myself like
That's a nice way to refer somebody as
Sometimes when I hear my voice, I think "Whoa...... good thing that my dream isn't to become a singer because I wouldn't make one penny with my voice TT^TT"
Although I enjoy singing, my voice can't go too high (annoying puberty)
Stallion? That's a cool name
My name means something...... weird
It's like one of those chinese phrases of "wisdom" or something
My grandfather named me but I dont really like my name.......
Come to think of it, Arabic is really really hard
I tried learning it but it was a lot harder than French
I had to learn both at the same time when I was in Lebanon since they use both languages, but French..... was okay (maybe since I spoke English by then) but Arabic was like....... ".......... are you expecting me to learn this?"
So what's the name of your other brother and sister?
I wonder if their names will sound familiar
You are the one who told me the "Forbidden H" thing
I guess it's probably forbidden since Sarai in the Bible changed her name to Sara"h"
I wonder how you pronounce it.... makes me curious
Yeah there are always exceptions
But the pretty ones are usually cocky (without exaggeration or stereotyping)
Very rare to see people like your friend
Yeah... I guess we do..... since there is only one God anyway....
The people around me always told me that the life on Earth was like..... a practice stage before heaven
Like a temporary visit to get some experience before heaven........ then what about hell? I have no idea.......
It might be easy for you but being a natural extreme pessimist and all that, it's not easy at all for me
True....... although I believe that God will help me whether or not I'm being selfish......
But yeah, what you say is true
Well I wouldve believed you anyway even if you didn't have any experience
But I guess it makes you more trustworthy
Yes you are a wonder
You seem more and more mysterious every time I know more about you (seriously)
Wow....... You really have a seriously strong heart
Yes it's quite amusing to find you and I completely opposite
Well for me, I try not to hurt other's feelings when they haven't hurt mine yet
And if that's the case, everything should be your own fault
Every single bad and good thing
If you are happy because you are not dead but hurt, it's your own mindset
If you are angry or whatever because you didnt get your favorite food for dinner, that's still your own perspective
So if things are like that, we'd have to blame every single thing on ourselves
Which then would imply on the saying that goes like "If you aren't satisfied with the world, just die....... why destroy the world when you can die?"
When I first heard that, I thought it was pretty harsh but I thought it was reasonable
Wait... am I going off topic? Crud cakes
I'd have to disagree with you on that
I wouldnt let go of any of my memories
Of course I would move on if I am stuck but I would not dispose any of my memories
After all, it's the proof of my existence and the evidence of which how I turned out like this at the present
I'm not much of a cultural person
I think most cultures and traditions are rather bothersome
Although I think there should be some boundaries and stuff with ethinicity and stuff since it would be boring if everybody was from the same culture
My opinion is that whether elder or not, they have no right to look down or disregard younger ones and the younger ones are not prioritized to respect them when they have done nothing to gain any
I might sound ignorant or cruel or foolish but I'm sticking with what I believe
I give the minimal amount of respect at first and if they deserve more, I give it to them
Yeah my father's like that too
My grandparents always beat him up and treated him like crap so he doesn't treat me that well either
But I still think that's no excuse.......
Although that might be the way he grew up with, he should realize.........
I already decided that I will become a lot better father than mine was
And for the parents thing.... no actually I dont think that way
I think it's manditory for parents to provide food and shelter and other necesities for the children
After all.... no child asked to be borne......
So if they can't even do that, they shouldnt have children at all
Yeah I know what you mean
When I met my childhood friend