merged: 05-20-2008 ~ 01:42pm
ano strzaleczka (:
jakos sie trzymam choc zapierdziel mam na uczeli... /: tyle zaliczen... bronie
sie przed "wrzesniem" jak moge... mam nadzieje ze skutecznie to zrobie
:roll: a tak poza tym to nic specjalnego u mnie. a Ty masz duzo pracy pracy czy
pracy nauki? <:
wybacz ze tak pozno odpisuje ale "czasami" zapominam o mt ;p
tejkeruj *:
merged: 05-31-2008 ~ 02:30pm
hej
u mnie ciezko bylo ostatnio... musialem sie przeprowadzac bo dostalem z
dziewczyna wymowienie z chaty za to ze nie chcielismy tam mieszkac przez
wakacje... :roll: no ale juz jestem po... nie bede musial sie meczyc wiecej z
tym kretynem wlascicielem /: teraz mam nawet wieksze mieszkanko i w sumie tansze
[; mozna powiedziec ze na dobrze wyszlo ;p ino wszystko to kosztowalo mnie sporo
nerwow... oj naprawde sporo...
no a mam nadzieje ze Tobie tamten tydzien nakos milo zlecial i nie bylo tak zle
(: mysle ze oboje damy rade na sesji ino trzeba byc dobrej mysli!
Quote by Emi
I missed you so MUCH!
Sorry for my late replay but I have a big mess in my univeristy and I've got a
whole exam week. I just couldn't get here. SO now I'm relief that I have time to
write to you
Don't worry honey, I know you have probles with this site. I have a lot of stuff
to do for my college too. So I dont mind. I hoped that all your exams are passed
and you are ok. So how are you now?
I'm glad that you don't have any problems with your exams. Mine are hm... quite
hard but I have only two. I much more worry about my technical things ( my
graphics and stuff like that). I do some steps in draw and painting but I think
for them is quite less that I should do... But we'll see tomorrow ( I'll have my
results of it :/)
Studing hm... Not that bad as I thought I even
found some good people who I can talk too. I just feel more happy then when I
was in high school. People in my year are nice to me and they accept me in any
way, so it makes me be more freely in showin my true self. And how are your
studing?
Thanks dear . I'm glad that all your exams are ok. I know that you've done well
in general
My holidays ended in 2nd of January and now I end all my exmas. Tomorrow I'll
write you all me results
Thanks for your words, but thery really left me :/. But I know you here and that
makes me much happier if I have them and I loose you. So don't worry I'm fine
and as I write above I start to find frends in my university.
But I hope that someday we can meet and talk
I have internet in it so I can write to you Sometimes
I took it with me to school and download files I need ( pendrive is ok for it
too
). And of course I can do on it my work and homework. It's like a normal
computer but it have a big plus- you can take it almost everywhere you are
Oh, I see. So you have fun anyway That's
great I'm glad. You're right but sometimes the bad things are much more seen then
the good ones and it's just frustraiting. I think you know what I mean . Bur hey,
it feels great after beating the problems Anyway
being a kid is not solution, am I right?
I hope that on next meeting you'll be invited and you'll have fun with your old
buddies
I know... I think after the end of the university year... But I can't be sure.
Now I'll have some more time so maybe we can meet somewhere on a chat? Do you
know any english site with the eays to get chat rooms? Then we can talk a bit
So
what about that kind of idea?
I just don't know what they don't done any chat rooms here...
You like it? No dates? I don't have a love life, but it's quite starge for me...
Tradition... ble I know it will sound strage to you but I don't know if that kind of
way in that case is good. I think you'll be much happier if you could decided by
yourself. I know sometimes decisions are difficult but love as you say have no
rules. I don't know much, but dating is a kind of way to check if you want to be
with that person for last of your life and not be bounded by merridge. I don't
know if you have divorces in your cultur, but i think not. And if you'd be very
unhappy after the marridge, what will you do? And what the heck is traditional
weeding?
Do you ever think about leaving your country, because of that case in your
tradition?
Thanks. But you're right, we don't know what's going to happen And that
is a beauty of life Mistery
I'm glad that you're doing ok with your family. Stress is unnecesary, but don't
start to be to cold. Sometimes care is very need. But I'm happy you feel better.
You're right he will forget later. So hold on, and be good Remember
one thing. Revenge or fight back is a bad way of doing. It can only be more
troubelsome. But as I said I believe in you, honey
You see, so don't stress your slef about it I know
you cna handel everything in your life I feel
happy for you Do my dear don't remember those words and don't loose control on
your feelings
Love myslef? But why Ok
nevermind... I must say that I see a light in my life more often now then
before. So it makes me feel much happier
Everything is going great. So it looks like a big present from a faith I hope
you see it too and everything in your life is going as you wish for it
It's good to hear that So now I
know where to find you In my
heart
Oh don't worry. I'm ok. They call me again, but now I got few inteviews for a
better work. I hope it will be good. I want to start in computer graphic
bussines. So no need to worry, I'm ok
Ok now when I have time I'll do it. Hope it will work out
Don't be so sure of it
Ok. I won't arguee Hehe
Oh... my mistake... sorry
Hm... when I'll find some reasons for that I'll write them to you Now I can
thing about any... Don't
know why... hm
I try my best to do that too It's a
promise.
I feel better now. So the sory is like that...
After to weeks he started to be more like a child. Stupid jokes and more. He had
less time for me and he prefer his friends then me. He never ask me to meet him.
I wait patiently for 2 weeks if anything change. Then I tried to talk to him
seriously but he always started to joking and laughing, even when I tell him I
brek up. So that was my limit. One day I said him what my feelings were and that
we need to find a solution for it. He said there is no solution cause he didn't
see the problem. He alsow said that I take it like a love in high school and I
should grow up. I didn't say anything more and just went back to my home. The
next day he came up to me and I said him it's really over. Now we just friends
and we don't have any bad feelings for each other. So I think in that case is
more like a happy end I hope
someday I find mr right after all
Anyway, what I need to say to you now, because I know you won't be afraid of me
and I know I can trust you is that I take some kind of medicine. It's for my
menthal health and I have a teraphy also. I'm not crazy or dangerous, but I have
a lock of serathonina in my brain so I'm very depressed and pesimisthic person,
that's why I need it. I hope that you don't think anything bad about me and you
will be not afraid of me. I really hope so....
Sorry for all...
Take care and hope to see you
Big hugs honey
merged: 02-02-2008 ~ 04:24am
yo!
I've got MSN Look for emi_ly@windowslive.com or Kasia
See you on it
Ps. I'll be hiden, so just try to write
You're back! I thought you forgot all about me I know you
are busy but I cant help but to miss you!
But hey goody that you are back on again hehe so
everything is going good at your university I guess?
Thanks for understanding! yup
everything for me is good I had my
finals 2 weeks ago and the results too! I passed! I am going to level 4 now! I
am so damn HAPPY! I cant believe that I didnt fail any course hehe I got
5As, 4Bs and 2Cs Not bad hehehe....
I got my schedule , I have 10 courses these seamaster, 23 hours per a week! the
courses seem really tough But
hey! I passed! hehe silly me ...
I still have one week before I start the new semester... the passed week was my
cousin's wedding that's why I didnt reply to you sooner then now! I had a great time
everything was cool the wedding was on Wednesday, and on Friday we went camping! me, my
family, my cousins, my aunts and uncles I had
fun.. well till I fell I was riding
a motorcycle and I guess I was going little bit fast I lost
control when I was taking sharp turn Damn it
it hurt so badly I couldnt walk for three days my body
was all blue and purple heheh .....
Anyway How are you? Hope you
are doing better then me
heheh
We all have problems but on different levels So how
did it go? I hope you got the best results
I am glad you are going along with your classmates hehe its
good to have good relations with your classmates they
could be very helpful Me! well
each semester the whole class changes so
the people who you were studying with the previous semester wont be that same
the next one see so my friends will probably be in a different class then mine!
but that's ok! and I am a person who can get along with anyone or even
if I stayed alone I dont mind either so dont
worry about me
Thankies hehe that made me feel better about myself You
too! I am sure you dont just GREAT
SO how were they! you didnt tell me!
That is ok honey! people come in to our live and go! no big deal you will
always find someone somewhere Yup! I am
always here Dont you ever worry
I hope so too! and hey who knows!
wow! it really sounds cool to me Good
Yeah I do get it.. yeah being a kid is not a solution, I know that! you hit me
with reality over there but there is
no harm in wishing that and its not like it would be true but again
everything goes nothing last forever well if
they do I would go but if they have forgot about me I dont really care but yeah I
think it would be fun!
That doesnt sound bad to me! but hey I never been into a chatting room before!
but yeah I know an english site with a chat room! me and one of my friends are
members of that site! she goes to that chat room
hehe I cant tell why since I dont know what people do over there anyway! I think MSN
is better!
Is that what you think? but you are right you dont know anything about me and my
culture! I see it is better not to go along with this subject! I doubt if you
would understand me so lets leave and drop it!... and to answer your questions
yes we do have divorce! men and women can divorce! and is just a word you say it
and its all over...
No! I never thought of that! in the way you are saying! my traditions is a part
of my identity that I will take with me wherever I go..
Yeah I have been doing pretty well with my family that pass weeks! just the
usual stuff!
I try to do that but I guess that my feelings take that best of me at times! its
really is bad! I think I really should start using that thing in my
head!
Why what?..... True! keep feeling that way! darkness comes before light, night
before day, winter before summer!
Hehehehe I guess so you
too!
Great! glad to hear that So how is your job going along?
Yeah Windows Live Messenger is great, I think you can find it in about
everywhere!
Well I am sure of that! one day you will see!
Good girl!
Oh no it is ok!
heheh I see! ok if anything comes to your mind tell me!
I see! I am sorry you had to go through that! he is really a jerk! he could have
behaved better then that! I cant understand why he acted that way! I see no
excuse fro his attitude! A person any person deserve to be treated better then
that if they are in a relation! Fool! though I wouldnt do as you I guess but I
am glad you are feeling better now and that is over you deserve better then him!
Afraid and who is crazy! YOU? well up to the moment you never sound crazy to me and what if
you are having some medicine for your mental health! that is better then leaving
it and getting worse! you keep taking them and watch out for yourself , stick
with your therapy so you will get better soon keep
desperation away and think more happy thoughts and I
dont know why did you think that I would be afraid of you! what has madness to
do with all of this! some people do suffer for some kind of mental health but
they cant be called crazy! that is stupid! and what bad things would I would
think about you? hey its not like I known you yesterday! you are
talking nonsense crazy girl hehehe
How are you anyway? Long time no see. Anyway thanks for coming bey
See ya around
Hey I'm great, the holidays were really good even though we didn't have much
snow, I really missed it this year, oh well never mind that.
And how are you?
As always I'm sorry for my late respond. My exams start and I have few more
things to do. Anyway how it's going? I'm happy that everything was ok. I'm fine,
but a little bit tired. But after few weeks we start Christmas, so I hope to
relax a bit.
How was your exams? I hoped that you passed them I know
that you do very well I believe
in you
Oh, I missed you too honey. I just hoped that we can live in shorter distance ,
so we copuld talk and meet. All my friends letf me So I don't
know what I will do without you...
Oh notebook is very usefull I know
cos I have one
Kid... I want to be kid once more (less problems:)). So you have contact with
your high school friends That's
great. Party? But why they invite you? That's sucks. But you wnet there? You
know, if you have a contact with your friends you should go to a meetings like
that. It can be fun. So tell me, did you been on it? And if yes, how was
it?
I know... That's sucks...
What? Why? I must say that love doesn't have any rules, but why can somebody
sais you who do you can date. Oh come on, girl we live in 21st century... I know
this is a cultural issue, but tell me about it more cos I need to understand it.
I know in my country is different, and I can say I'm happy about it. But isn't
it change a littel now?
Win... nice word I hope we can meet one day and that will be gerat I know we
will think something . But I
must say I do my best and it pay me a bit . I'm not
the best but I try to be . I do
everything I can and I wish you do the same . I pray
for you to honey
Oh sweety... I just can imagine that how can he do that. It's really unfair. But
I wonder, are you the youngest? If yes, he will terat you like a little kind and
he'll afraid of loose you. I know is hard to agree with that kind of situation,
but I think he must understand that you are an adult person. I don't know how it
looks like in your culture, but erlier I have near the same problem. SO
DON"T WORRY, be HAPPY I know
that you find a good solution and everything will be allright . So hold
on and please don't say you don't care. Believe me, you can't don't care
I'm happy that you feel better after my words Hold on,
girl
You'll be ok
You're a great friend to have. I must say that as I see mothers always look
after sons, so don't worry. I know she loves you the same as others. You
shouldn't worry about it. Maybe she doesn't know how to show it to you
I agree Life is beautiful. We should only see it in that way
I have results on my dieat. I lost 8 kilograms and lost a lot on my waist and
hips. I must say I'm glad of it and now I can look at myself on mirror
I'm always with you too Whatever
it takes and however it will be
You never loose me darling, I'm always woth you Don't
worry. I will not survive without you
How is work... hm good quastion. They stop callign for me,so I'm looking for
another job. This is reallly shit situation cos I though I done a lot of good
work. I don't know now... and I think I never know.
MSN? I don't know... I need to look up and maybe this will be a good start for
more communication is it
something like chat?
Ok... If you say so I must
say that no one told me that I'm his blessing before. You're the first girl
Me around? OK... I won't argue with that. I just don't have strengh to do that
Oh he's getting married, that's great I hope
that you'll have on his weding Do you
know when is it?
Don't say that, cos I really can do that someday . But it
won't be that bad So maybe
baby
Of course we will try to talk more, as much as we can I think
we both need it
I must say... that he was't the one. This is a really long story and I'll tell
you everything next time. Now I must go to do my projects and rest a bit. I've
got a headache and need to lie down
Ok now I need to go. Hope to see you soon Take care
and big hugs honey
:* :* :*
I miss you
its been ages since I lats talked to you honey Stupid
college
I'm very I should be here more often for you but this creepy site doesnt open
for me always
Today I'm done with my linguistics exam! i feel so relief! I am done with it
finally on Saturday I have my research methods exam but its easy so there is no
worries
So how have you been these days ? and how's
your studies going?
My exams were all good I've done
good in my English courses but not really sure about my general courses but its ok!
O Dear thanks I need to hear someone saying that to me I believe
in you too
So how are your exams so far I hope
they went good Are you still on your holidays?
Wow! wouldnt that be great if you lived near each other O please
dont think that way! they didnt! its just that they could be busy with life and
dont have that much free time! hehehe Dont worry I am hear
Really? what do you do with your notebook?
Be kid again isnt bad! but hey if we go back as kids again we cant do all the
things we can do now you know
every period of your life has its own beauty we just
have to make that best of it Yeah it
would have been nice if I went but I didnt! you see my cousin came and her
wedding is in a month from now! we were really buys with it, you know all the
hassle , dresses and all the wedding stuff its was really existed yeah so I
didnt go, even one of my friends from high school, she studies with me in the
same university, didnt go too!
Yeah it really sucks! i mean when will we have more time to talk to each
other....
It has to do with more! culture, traditions and religion.. here you cant date a
guy! only if you are going to marry him! and its not really a date at that
time.. its more like a time to get to know each other to help work things out!
here we have we get married in a traditional way! if you know what I mean and you
know I dont think its very bad I do like
it! hehehe If you have any questions feel free to ask! I just dont know what you
want to know yeah I know it different at your place
You never know what might happen it has to!
just keep it up dont worry about me I'm all
good
Thank you I pray to you too
Yeah yeah but you know I am starting not to care! and you know what? I'm
starting to be more happy I found
out that this is the best way to deal with it Nope! I'm
the oldest Yes I am doing like what you are saying not to
worry! nothing is worth it right? and if he gets angry now he will forget later!
so why all the stress? just be
happy like you said I am
starting to be more calm! I mean really I dont need to worry about anything
else! my studies are more then enough! and hey I'm
starting to feel better
It great to have you too you
really help me a lot I know she
does
she loves me and I love her we are
more like friends we argue
a lot
yeah mum doesnt know how to show her feelings
Than's good me too I am starting to work out too yeah it
makes you feel happy about myself dont say
that! you have to love yourself anyhow
Awwwwwwww thanks you that is a
lovely saying I'm happy that you said that Me too! I
am always here
O I'm sorry to hear about that dear *Hugs* it
will be good just dont worry and dont think about it! So how is it now? did you
find another job? I hope so
Yeah! its really great! plz do look for it
I could be the first one but definitely not that last
Heheh yeah dont you argue with that!
Its a SHE not a he yup she
is my cousin
Why would it be bad heheh
I'll try my best to be here more
O he wasnt! I wanted to know so badly heheh anyway
I hope it was for that better ok I
would like to hear it O I am
sorry to hear that! I hope you are feeling better now?
See you too!
Take great care Dear
*Hugs* I hope you have a lovely day
hey guess what!
one of my old friends called me yesterday to come to visit her at her home^^ I
told you before about her, right? well she seemed really excited to see me
again. she said she missed me alot and want to see me so we can chat and
remember the old days^_^ wow! I never thought anyone would remember me form
them! I know its kinda silly and I'm acting like a kid but I wanted to tell you
though about it dear ^_^
Sorry for not replaying sooner, but I have to do a lot of things to my
school...
I missed you a lot!
Oh... Maybe there is another site that we can write... or as I say Skype is a
good idea
I'm happy that you will meet with your old friend I never
would think that you behave like a kid. Never said that again. I have very
similar situation with my friend but unfortunatly we can't meet to
December...
Don't be sorry I understand. I'm so sorry also... I just don't have time to
replay...
Now I start my long weekend, but I won't be relaxing. I have projects to do...
So I think I'll be working for the whole time... LOL
Hm... we'll see
I heard that too But there are a lot of nationalities like that for example France
Yes! Hm... true, but why not to try. My aunt have finace form London and she
live in Warsaw. If you say that it gonna last it won't. Just sometimes think
about it in different way, but remember that decision if you started or not it's
yours
Now I have someone who cheered me up But I try
and do my best in every subject. Hope it will be all right and end it happily.
So anyway how are you study going? Is it ok now?
Oh honey *hug* I don't know why he didn't agree. I hope that he will and you two
could meet I believe in it. So keep going and don't give up You'll
reach it, i'm sure
I now sweetheart... I'll never think that you are a bad person. But what about
that argue with mom... Sweety don't worry I'm always with you... I believe that
it will be ok. No one is liked to be treated that way. Just calm down and try
not to think about it. You'll be fine sweety, I'm sure. I believe in you !
Lazy? Na.... Now I'm on a daiet and exercise in gym. I try to think in different
way but sometimes is very hard But you
see if someone doesn't like itself and only complaining is very bad. I was that
kind of person and I know that it doesn't help in anything.
Hehe
I have the same... never say no Hm... I
must think about the quastions Give me
some time
Thank you for understanding. When I writ to you I feel safe and comfortable. I
know that life don't stop and I'm going ahead but I will not say it's easy. But
you see maybe you could use your worlds in your life I will
use it in my life for sure
Thank you for being with me.
You're also dear to me. I will never think that I can loose you, it will be a
very sad day for me ( it will never come of course )
I do my best Oh that's sucks. Hard worker... I work for 12 hours in 3 days in
week. So it's sometimes hard for me, but I do it
Oh... that's bad, but I don't know if I haven't got MSN on my notebook.... I
don't know if there is any function like voice contacting...
Blessing? Do you were drunk when you write that? :P God no But I
think that you're some kind of my destiny
Oh.. That's good I'm happy that I can help and be
usefull
I hoped that you had fun in your grandmother house
Hm?
Oh I see.. arabic .... hm but english is very ok . Oh ok. I
know where to find you. I'll go to look on this page and maybe we will contact
on there Thanks for link
Now I must go to take few photos and eat
Anyway I hope to write to you sooner this time but I don't promise anything
Big hugs and see you soon sweety
Oh I forgot to tell you about one thing... I think I find mister right... LOL
Ok
I'll be going cos is going be dark.
Big hugs and kisses one more time
See you :*
Hi honey
How are you ?
I am doing good, but really tired of studying and all, my exams started, I took
my grammar , linguistics and some general subjects so far
O you dont need to be sorry I know
you are busy, its just that I miss you so much
missed talking to you
well I may buy a new laptop I am
saving some money for that when I do
so I'll ask the salesman to put that program for me
you know when you get so excited and happy you do act like kids yeah but you
postpone it till after the exams you know 3
days I run into one of my friends from high school, she told me that all our
class in high school are making a reunion for our class, but no one told me! she
said the party will be on Friday, but guess I wont go...
yeah both of us dont have that much time
yes today I'll start my weekend plus we will have 2 extra days this week but I have
my literature exam on Tuesday So wish me
luck
well its not like that over here, you have only to think of someone who is the
same, I mean nationality, you cant have a foreigner for sure!.. So the decision
is not really mine
Yes
but I wish if you could talk more often yes you do
your best so at lest at the end you wont feel sorry or have any regrets but hey I
am sure you will be the best I'm sure
you will I pray for you dear
*Hugs back* O dear, I guess he just has different way in seeing things, I hope
so, when I told he said no, but my sister asked him last week and she went! and
today she went again to her friend's house ? If he
doesnt agree then I'll go. I wont care I mean its really unfair! O sweetie
thanks for saying that you dont
know how it made me feel so much
better
I dont know I always feel that mum cares about my 2 other brothers more! I could
be wrong but what I see proves that!.... Thank you sweetheart you are so
supportive you're a great friend to have
Really me too you are right, it serves you no good, always think positively life is
beautiful if you see it that way, and it will be bad if you see it in a bad way
ok have your time but you
have to come up with something in the end
I'm glad you feel that way I feel
that way too true life is never easy yes you
do that and I'll do the same too
I am always with you for how
long it takes
I dont want to lose you too it wont be
the same without you I hope
that day never comes
It is hard but you can do it I know
it! I believe in you So how is
work going?
Dont you have an MSN? but I believe there is! my cousin and sis used it
once!
nope I wasnt I was in my best mental stat everything
on life is a destiny
O you are always that dear and more its great
to have you around
yeah I did have a good time there my cousin
is getting married
your welcome and yeah I would really love to see you there
I know you cant but we will try to talk when ever we can right
No kidding Girl where did you find him? how is he? did you 2 talk much? tell me
everything God that great! I hope he is the one dear O I am so
happy for you
Ok I have to go now, I'm hungry. I'll go and have breakfast
hej (: u mnie jakos leci. obecnie wrocilem na weekend do domu. milo jest wrocic
studia mam dosc trudne, przynajmniej tak sie wydaje. co bedzie dalej sie
zobaczy. grupe juz poznalem, jest bardzo fajna. na 33 osoby 12 jest z zar wiec
czuje sie jak w domu (; w czawartek mam juz pierwsze kolokwium z fizyki wiec
nieco trzese tylkiem... ale wierze w swoje zdolnosci ^_^
Sorry for my late replay but I have a lot things to do.
Oh, I see. But I don't know if it's a problem with net or web search... Anyway I
hope that everything is all right now.
Hm... so he's very bad child. I wish you that this change when he'll grown
up.
:) I know few Germans who speaks english very well and like to do it. But I
heard that what you write it's true.
Oh... Hm... so what that you tourist, but I don't mean to say that you should
kiss him right away, but after a meeting. What dish? Oh you don't know. He
should have something special... I can't describe you what I mean exacly. But I
something that when I look at him I'll know... I hope that you'll understand
now...
Oh, find it you say... but it's not so easy... They just don't write a note, but
now everything is ok. But I must say I was angry. I saw my lesson plan and I had
enough.... I just think that day after day is getting worse and worse... I'm
very scared.
That's good So you want to her? What happend next?
Oh... that's suck. What are you argued about? It was that bad? Oh come on honey,
everything will be all right. Is situation still that bad or maybe is better
now? Why he won't listen to you? My father have some moments like that. I hope
that you feel better now and you're good...
Why? Maybe you like yourself that much I've never
stop thinking about changing myself...
I have the same that's why a lot of people come to me and ask me about an
advice. Sometimes is very hard... but I never said I won't help.
Write what I want... hm... are you sure?
It's not that I don't want to tell you, but I just can't. I don't know how...
This feelings was so unexpressable.... I think that in other way I just don't
want to go back to them, cos I'm afraid (and sure) that for the next ocasion
I'll think about 'that' again... It scares me sometimes...
Oh ... I want to be there... if that can be easier... But anyway we can always
conatact in any way right?
Oh that's suck... So why are you in different sections? I'll do my best, I don't
have choice :P I only hoped that it won't be that hard...
Anyway I'm looking for another job... That's so tiresom..... But I think I have
to...
So what about Skype?
Ok I'm not a problem... I'm happy that you'll still here <hug>
Don't worry about much or less.... but don't feel bad. I wish you luck and good
mood and everything that you want and need to calm down and be like happy
I must go to wash the dishes
Take care
Big hugs and kisses :* :*
Ps. Where do you find those cute scans?
Hello sweetie I missed you a lot
I'm SO sorry for this late reply, but college was so hard, I had so many things
to do! plus excessing this site is getting difficult dont know
why its just here, I can excess all my sites but here I cant! its blocked!
my holidays started on Wednesday
well the always say that kids like that grow up to be very quiet
yes! I always hear that they are so proud I really
like that
well if I'm a tourist, it means its not gonna last! its just for fun and I dont
do that to myself, I mean like if I'm just playing or something, dont you think
so? yeah I got it! it what they say, when you just see him you will know that he
is mister right
O dear just cheer up! everything is gonna be ok I know
how thing like that go! they just make you feel you want to hit them I
just hated when they do that! so how is it going so far?
no not yet dad didnt let me go but we
agreed on that days ago! she is really a good friend, not many friends keep
asking about you when you are away! I'll try
to convince my dad! I hope he will say yes.. I mean she is so nice to me, he
keeps calling and sending messages
well he wanted to use the net, he told me not to use it, I said ok, and then I
heard him said 'you are just always trying stubborn' he meant that I like to use
the net when he needs it! I swear that I heard that! when I tried to tell him
that I never do that! he said I didnt say it! God I did hear that! I just said
really! but I did.. then he yelled at me, saying that I'm bad blah blah blah
thats what happened! yeah it sucks! but you know who cares anymore! no nothing
is gonna be ok! why does he do that! I dont like to be treated that why well its
not good or bad! I just dont care much! I think this way it will be better! I
had a fight with my brothers and mum too believe me
Kasia I'm not a bad person I just
dont know how do I get in to those things
I like myself maybe that could be why but
hey no one is perfect! and yeah I think ppl should try to change themselves for
the better, but I'm too lazy to do so but hey good
for you
sometimes ppl come for my help too. I can never say I wont help, even if I have
to leave what I have been doing for myself to help them, its a great thing to
help ppl out, you never know when you will need someone to be by your side .... sure
go ahead what have you go
I know honey dont worry I understand fully how you feel its not
easy to talk about these things, and if its hard for you to say, then dont! just
learn from it and keep it in the past and never look at it just
forget about it like it never happened! you cant let that hunt you for thr rest
of your live, we all do mistakes, and even worse, but we have to get over it,
life didnt stop there! its still going on, you have to catch up
everything we did sweetie, everything was necessary for us to reach this moment!
everything we did and wnt throw
of course we will always!
you are just so dear to me now
yeah! me and my friends each one of us is in a different section it just how
our schedules came out! yeah! you give it your best girl
O dear! you are looking for another one! you know I'm so proud of you you never
give up you are such a hard worker I wish
you the best
yeah Skype! I couldnt inslate it on my laptop, I guess I'll have to go to the
store so they can do it! but hey is it like MSN messenger?
a problem? you! dear you are a blessing *hugs
tight*
dont worry I'm feeling much better now that I had the chance to talk to you
see you soon I going to pack up my things! going to my grandma's house ^.^
take great care
*hugs and kisses*
you mean like this beauty here
well here and there some arabic websites and some english ones
but here is one from them! [url] http://www.advancedanime.com/[/url]
its a great site! I love it and the mambers over there are really frindly! I
really hope to see you there if you want of course its
easier for me to excess anyway! I'm on there everyday! and if you ever went on
there tell me! I have the same user name
anyway... co ja chcial... em... a tak racja.... first of all wybacz ze nie
pisalem tak dlugo! Toldi obiecuje oprawe i ma nadzieje ze Ksieciuniu nie bedzie
sie gniewal na Toldiego... >:
sie zaczyna... studia, nauka, piwko, wyklady, piwko, kolokwia, sesje, piwko... a
i o piwku bym zapomnial ;p ciezkie czasy przed nami i przed naszymi watrobami,
przynajmniej moja :roll: jutro jade juz do Wro. nie wiem jak to bedzie z moja
obecnoscia na necie. raczej bedzie ciezko. laptopa nie biore narazie bo boje sie
o niego wiec do kompa dojscia nie bede mial jakis czas. mysle ze za tydzien budu
w domu, wiec napisze conieco jak tam jest u mnie i jak sobie radze.
a jak tam u Ciebie? gotowa na wszystko? <: oby tak! ^_^
no nic lecem sie pakowac dalej, pozdrowionka i patataj *:
I missed you too. How are you? You were on your holiday trip? Don't worry I'll
be always waiting for you.
Yeah, I'm great. I'm quite tired, becaouse of work. I hope that you're
great.
I suppose Hot weather isn't my type.
I agree with you I understand... I always think and see in a different way, so people
don't understand me and they don't akcept me.
Not right now, but they will be visiting me in Saturday and I hope it will be
fun.
I move out more than month ago. Now they just be here to visit me. I hope it
will be fun too
Why don't you get along with your dad? Is something happend? Is it that bad? You
just don't need to answer if you don't want to.... But If I can say something or
help in words, I'll do that.
Yeah, I have. There aren't so big, but sometimes it can't be helped. I can't
stnad them... But it's very bad story... Maybe if you want to I tell you it
sometimes.
I'm happy that you think so . I never
know that I meet someone who have that similar with me. It's quite strange
sometimes, but I really love it Your my
dear- I think sometimes that you are myself
Yes, I talk to a lot of different people. It's fun, I must say. But this work is
very hard and sometimes I get
bored and tired, but then I think the next day will be bettre and it is so I'm
happy and ready to work more even when sometimes is like that.
Why it isn't? It must be something... If it's not a secret I wanna know
Ok I must go now, becaouse I must do a lot of things tomorrow. So I will write
to you as soon as possible
Take care sweetie and be good girl :P
Ps. I hope to write to you soon
:*
I'm good thanks for asking Yes I was
it
was was a wonderful trip apart
form my dad yelling every now and then but it was a nice trip I went to
Austria such an amazing place, I wouldnt mind living there for ever
many funny things happened to me there if you
wont feel bored I'll tell you about them, I mean you may not be interested in
hearing them I went to Italy too and finally I'm so
glad I had the chance to go there
Yeah I guessed that you will be tired, I just hope its not bad?
I'm so happy to talk to you again
Yeah but I guess the better thing to do is to ignore them, why wasting time with
them?! if they do understand then be it if they dont then they can get
lost!
That's good I hope you have fun have your
best time with them.OK?
I'm sure they miss you being around
Dont be silly of course I'll tell you^^
Its really complicated, I dont know why! I mean back when I was a kid, when we
was living in the US, I remember that I loved my dad more then anything else in
the world, I saw him like the best man ever and I would hurt anyone who tries to
offend him in anyway, and when we came back here and he stayed alone there
,because of his studies, I used to cry and pray every night that he will come
back soon, he stayed away for 2 years, he used to come to visit sometimes, and
in those short times I felt like if I owned the world if you know what I mean
I
would be so happy and I cry when the time he has to leave comes...
But that was a long time ago, I dont know what happened to him, he changed a
lot, he isnt like he used to be, he yells all the time there isnt anything that
makes him satisfied! I dont know what to do, I always feel scared from him,
scared that he may yell at me, I know I may sound like a child, maybe he has a
lot of things to do know then before but I just miss my old dad, I dont think
you can be the same again, my father is a great man to his employees, a great
friend to his friend, a great husband to my mother , but as a father to me....
So do you have the same problem with your family
Yeah thats quite freaky but me
too I like it yeah you totally speak my language
Yes thats the spirit every day
is a new day and you dont know what might happen, lets just pray that it will be
a good thing
I know that you may feel like that but you have to hang on there, life is never
easy
you have to try so at the end at least we can say that we tried I really
wish the best for you, from the bottom of my heart dear:)
A secret? no its not, plus I wont keep any secrets from you I never
keep secrets unless they are not about me but anything else I say it
Well its like that, when you join university either you pay money or you are
given money, it depends on your marks when you graduated form school, if you had
high marks then you take money to help you, and if your marks are low you cant
join the university unless you paid for that..
Ok
good luck then, be careful
you dont have to reply fast, I understand that you are busy, just do so when you
have some free time
See you and take great care of yourself
Hehe dont worry I'm always a good girl you try to
be one
I don't know why the clip arts I give in the text wasn't show... That's
sucks...
Oh, I'm happy that you had fun Yealling?
Why? Of course I want to hear about your trip, every trip I don't
know if you want to, but I have skype now, so you can really talk to me about
your trips Say what you think about it
Sorry for not writing, but I was busy at work. It's really hard week now, and I
need to do one more thing... it's connected with my studies... I hoped it will
be fine.
No it's not that but, but true I'm tired I will
never said that I feel bed, cos I like working Am
I weird?
I'm happy that you happy
Yes, it was fun. We had barbecue and talk a lot. Now I know that they started to
support my decisions and chooses. That's very important for me... maybe the most
important thing. In the beagining they wasn't support me and said that it won't
happend, that I shouldn't do that. I'm very happy that it change.
You right, they missed me a lot. I think I missed them too, but maybe not that
much
Hm... I see... If you asked me about an advise I will say that you should go and
talk to him. You know fathers are always like that... They're scared that they
could loose their small daughters. I don't have that kind of problem, but my
father is too caring if you know what I mean. He never leave me so I can't say
to you that I fully understand your feeling and I'm not going to tell you that
you are a little kid, but I think that if we are family we should be honest no
matter what. The family love will help to understand and learn on our mistakes.
If you want to I can tell you about my problems... They aren't that kind, but
for me they are huge... If you want to have an good example I can give you one.
My friend has also problem with her father. He yelled at her and drink a lot.
She cried when we talk in a privert way. I told her about honety in family and
we do few conversations to give her courage. One day she sat with him and told
him about everything. After that they few hard moments but it's great. His
stopped drinking and the most important thing he stopped yealling at her. Now
they are happy, so maybe you should really try. Have you talk about it with
someone else? :> Maybe with your best friends?
Oh, I'm happy that you're understand that It's
really good said But I think I truly believed in what you write Thanks
for beleving in me I'm
believing in your happy days too
Ok, so no more secrets between us This is a
promise. Ask me about everything
Oh, so it's schoolarship ( I don't know if I write it in proper way...^_^'). Now
I understand. In Poland that aren't much of this kind stuff and you must do a
lot of paper work to get it. That's way my brother have a student credit. It's
like schoolarship but after a year of your graduation you must start to paid it
back. It's not cool, but what can we do
Ok it's late and tomorrow I need to wake up for my job. Thanks for understanding
and I hoped to write more often then right now
I'm a good girl Why am i not? :> Ok I will take care and you do the same
Big hugs and kisses
To the next message sweety :*
Hi pretty one
Yeah they arent working sorry for
replying late, but I am having trouble log in here dont know why and many
pages are blocked
He was yelling because of my baby brother, you know how babies are, and my dad
dont like to hear noise or some kid crying, that why but it
was a great trip though Skype? whats
that?
Well we stayed there for 2 weeks , we went
to Vienna, its an amazing city I went to
Stephen plaza there, and of course to the shoppes they were
great we went to somewhere called Za lam see, the weather their was wonderful,
raining all the time people
there are quite friendly they
greet you everywhere, sometimes in Arabic that day
when I was buying ice cream I saw a French man, he was so nice he told
me "hey! I am from France" I said: really? how nice, its nice to meet
you!, you said, can I ask you something? from where are you? I told him that I
was from Saudi Arabia, and you know what? he started to speak Arabic of course
not very well, but I was surprise that he knew Arabic anyway
we went to Italy too and I just
stared at the green fields, it was something I wont ever forget the
houses looked so cute I really
wanted to live in a place like that and
mmm I saw a cute boy there he
was working at a restaurant, he didnt speak English all I
could know that he was from Milano ..... Ok
thats for now, I'll tell you the rest next time so you
wont get bored
I told you not to worry about this ok? What? I
hope its not something bad? dont worry everything will be just great
O' no you are not weird! being different never means being weird and most
ppl are like that
I'm glad to know that I'm so
happy for you its really great to know that your parents are supporting .... you
know its not really that they dont support you, I think its just that parents
feel afraid that something bad might happen to their kids, thats why they always
try to interfere with their kids' life, thay just want what they think its
better, but when they see that we are serious, they stop doing so and start to
support what we do
I thought about that, but I cant, its not like me to go to ans tell someone dont
treat like that or anything, plus this is my dad, I'm afraid that I might hurt
his feelings, if it was someone else I might consider that...
Thankfully my dad doesnt drink, its prohibited in our religion to do so, plus if
you does that we will be taken away from him,, I cant talk about my feelings
easily, especially about my father, and I dont have that kind of friends and
I guess that they have enough problems
But I'm happy for your friend its great
to have a better relationship with your family
Yup on secrets you too ask what ever you want and I'll just answer
Yeas something like that, but we dont have to pay it back
Well then see you soon
I hope you job is going good
Take great care
*hugs and kisses*
Hm... really? I don't recognize it. Don't know why, but I heard that people have
some problems mods. I hope that everything will be back as always.
It's nice to know that you have great trip Oh
baby... So that's why. Now I understand. I think I know what he feels. Baby are
very noisy
Oh I see I was in Vienna for one day. It's a very nice city. I like it. So
you met a lot of cute guys I see Hm... You
know, French people don't like learning english but not other languages.
Oh, I want to know the rest of the story ! You are so mean :P So how was it? Did
you kiss with that boy? :>
Skype is a program that let you talk with people aboard for free. It's very
simple to use, so I think we can really talk thanks to that program. There are
people from all over the world, so maybe you can find someone interesting Maybe you
want to talk to me for real...
I never was so terrifid. Tomorrow I must go to my school... Thanks for cheering
me up. I must say that my friend from the city I lived before stop contacting
with me... I'm grateful that I have you. Without you I'll be very
lonely...
Really? I don't know... In Poland I don't think so
Maybe some of Polish people... Never mind
I must agree with you. I think that way but I just don't know how to say it.
They always terat me like a child. For them I always be it. But sometimes it's
very hard and make me tired. I'm glad that it change. They see and I hope that
understand that I start to be an adult and start my own life.
It's not a thing to say it in a harsh words. You must say it gentel and in a
good way. But be true to him and yourself. I'm not saying it will be easy,
because it never is. Hurt his feelings... but what with yours? Sometimes we
should do something that we don't like to make our life better. That's the way
it is. My father understand when I talk to him that he calling too much and
worring too much. He'll understand but you must think about it deeply and say it
in a proper way
I see that we have the same problem. I always thought that my friends have
enough problems and don't need mine, but now I know that they can help me and
sometimes when they listen me I feel relief. I think that true frendship is
about honesty, if we can something to say we should do that and never think that
they don't want to hear.
Even now I have problems with express my feelings to others. I feel emberessd
talk about it and maybe worried. But I try to change it, cos I know that when I
hide my feeling I hurt even more then when I say about them loud. I started with
talking to the mirror, maybe you should try?
I'm sure that you're thinking now that I'm crazy...
Hm... I'm sure you I'm not dengerous
I'm happy that you say so Secrets
sometimes kill ourselfs So now
will be real friends And as
you can see you talk with me about your family and feelings It's a
good start
You're lucky. I think I'll need something like that, cos I need to pay a lot for
my studies. That's why i'm working the whole holidays.
I see that you're the only one who is writing to me... I don't know why nobody
want to write to me... Shit, never mind.
Yes, my job going good. Now it will be a big advertisment campain. It's a lot of
wrok...
Hoped that everything is great in your home.
Take care and see you soon
Big hugs and kisses :* :*
Hey sweeti
Yeah I havent been able to download any wallpaper or view them!
Yeah
and my baby brother isnt like any other baby!
Just for one day! Wow
thats more then enough! Just kidding why didnt
you stay longer, its really great to be there .. yup
very cute really?! Why? I think English is important language to know after
your native language, but that French man was really nice! I always thought that
people hated Arabs!
Hmm should I tell you?! Nah your still young! When you grow up girl!
oh Kasia what can I tell you?! He was just gorgeous! He maybe
is around 23, 25 something like that, he was tall and he had black hair, I like
black haired boys I really
dont like boys with earrings but I think earrings were just made for him! I'm I silly
or what But sadly he doesnt speak English and I dont speak Italian,, bad
luck!
I just kept staring at him I
never stared or thought that some guy is good looking except that boy But my dad
didnt let as stay in that restaurant I dont know
what he didnt like about it! It was really a great place! Kiss him?
No way! Not that I didnt want to but I'm sure
that my dad would have sent me back home on the first flight going back plus
I'm quite shy to do so
I see! I never heard about that program before! I'll look it up^^ it sounds
really great^^
be a fried of nothing! Dont get scared! High hopes need brave harts dont
forget to tell me about your day there it will
be great just dont get worried nah dont
mention it! I'm always there for you, even if I'm far away you me too! I
havent contact with my friends from high school since I joined my university,
they all went to a different one, o well life I'm lucky to
have you around too you sound
so much like me! We're maybe like twins!
Nah parents will always think of us as children no matter what! Thats what my
mam always says! But you know what they wont realize it until we leave home
I know, but here is the problem, how I can say it in the right way! Everyone
tells me that I talk like children! I just shout out what I want to say
sometimes without thinking what I am saying! And its not that I am rude, its
just what my mam says, that I'm like a kid I dont fake, I just tell the true, I
just say whats in my haret, and she says its cute in away but bad in another,
I'll tell you something happened so you'll understand, I was once signing some
papers, and you know how it is when you sign official papers, your signature
must be the same, I signed the first one and he gave me the second one to sign
it and told me that it should be the same, I was tense, what if I did it wrong,
he was waiting for me, and after a while he said "ok sign fast!" all I
could say "all right but I'm scared" he got so angry, coz I said that!
he said " well I am not a monster! You dont want to sign, then dont"
that wasnt what I meant, but I didnt know what else to do, I was just scared of
doing it wrong and he was the one who said be careful! ..
See! And I also cant set in front of my parents and say " you did that and
I dont like it" my parents did so much for me and thinking that will stand
to do so makes me think that I am being an unthankful child after all they done,
if it was someone else I wouldnt care! But its difficult when it comes to
them.
I'm so much like you! I have this problem telling others my feeling and
thoughts! I never seem to find the right words! I am too shy! Even with my
parents I have the same issue! And I know they would listen but still its
difficult for me to do so! And you know, I'm really well know about this in the
family! Everyone knows that about me but when I
truly love someone I would never stop talking! I would tell everything and hide
nothing
Crazy?! Nah! Your just special in your own way and to
tell the true I do that sometimes! So I can talk more easily! So I guess we are
2 now
You bit we are! Yes it is a wonderful start but you
haven told me yet about your problem?
Yeah studying needs a lot of money!
Really I am?! Weird! But what can I say! People dont appreciate real friends
these days!
You are a hard worker and
someday this all will pay off my dear friend
Everything is fain! I'll start college next week! Holidays are over!
See you soon and take great care of yourself....
*hugs and kisses*
Oh, that sucks. I don't know about downloading, cos I didn't do it for a long
time but I can view all wallpapers and scans.
It'a like anyothers? Why? :>
I couldn't staied longer, because I was on packing holiday, so that's why. It
was only 4 days for 3 big cities, but when I'll have time and money I'll go
there and of course to many more places.
I know that english is very important language, but some nations just don't like
learning it and don't think the way we did. In France they think like this. I
know, 'cous I met few people from there. They speak english if they must, but
they don't like it. So I suppose they just like learning other languages
oh, that's too bad. I hoping that you did more, but if you're shy.... hm...
Maybe your father saw that you're very interested in that boy and decided to go
somewhere else. Maybe he just did't like his appearance. I don't have the
specifical type of beauty. I just think that the guy I'll look on must have
something special if you know what I mean
If you have a moment look it up It's
really nice program and I saw there people form Arabia too
Oh, well... Maybe it wasn't that bad. And yes, big hopes and dreams need brave
hearts, and unfortunately I don't have one... But I went there and showed them
my works. They said it was ok, but I should practice more, 'couse of other
people who was in. But now they said to me that I wasn't there, cos they didn't
write on my papaers the note about my works. I'm so pissed...I hope that do
something with it, if not I'll go there and do a big war with them. Sometimes I
think I just don't have luck...
Yes, we like twins I'm
happy that you suport me Oh, I
have contact with one of my classmates, but it's not very important thing to me.
Oh I
agree with you. My mom says something similar, it menas the same but in says in
different words.
Oh I see. But you didn't say it clearly in that situation, that's why you was
misunderstanded. You should said " I'm scared that I didn't sign in the
same way as the fisrt one". That will be better way. And maybe you should
stop yealling if you want to say something important. It's not a good way to
achive anything. It won't be easy to do it, but you should try I'll do
anything to help you. and don't worry, you're to samrt to be a kid
Hm... You should think how to say it. Sometimes I'll go to my parents and said
" I'm very thankfull for everything you did for me, I love you too so much
for everything, but I don't like it when you care too much. Please, trust
me". We talked and it helped. So myabe you should think about it?
Similar, but I just start change it. Maybe you should try also I know
it's hard but it could give a lot in the future
Oh my dear, you don't know how relief I feel. I never told about that to anyone,
couse I was afraid what he will say. I'm very happy that you understand my
feelings in every way . It's so
unique and suprising... I just don't know what to write...
My big problem which I try to change it's my pesimistic feelings. I have a lot
of problems for it. Once few years ago I think about killing myself... I just
don't have strengh right now to talk about, because of university and work
problems... sorry, we'll talk about it next time ok?
I must say it's a great start I hoped
it will be a frendship for a long time
Yes, a lot of money. Oh I see, so you'll not have time to write to me as much,
but my university will start at 1 octobre. So I will end my work and start my
school... crazy...
Hm... You think so? I don't know, but I feel bad that my friends live me one by
one... Maybe I'm the problem...
I try. You too take care of yourself and write to me when you'll have sometime.
I'll do the same
Big hugs and kisses
Thanks for that bear
Hello dear
The problem isnt from the site, its from here
Well he loves to get into fights, he plays with kids and at the end he hits them
he makes a lot of noises nothing
stays at it is when he is around
Yeah I hope you will it well
be wonderful to be there
Hmmm I always thought that Germans were the only ones who dont like learn other
languages, when my dad was there, he had a hard time, they never speak English,
dad says that if you want to speak with them you have to speak German..
Hehehe no honey, I had no intention of what so ever in doing more plus I'm a
tourist, I shouldnt do so I just
thought that he looked cute! thats all nah my
dad didnt notice anything, he left the place coz they didnt serve a certain
dish... special?! whats that?
Nah! its there but you have to find it So what
happened? they said its ok so where is the problem dont
think like that! luck doesnt make us!
Of course I will Me too! a week ago, she invited me to her place...
You dont know my father! he doesnt like to be told everything or for you to
argue with him! I had a fight with him 2 days ago, and you know I'm fed up! I
dont care anymore, I wont talk with him! he doesnt want anyone to speak juts
listen! I dont want anything to do with him! he just yelled at me and didnt want
to listen to me, all I care about is my mother.. I dont even know how I feel
anymore, its sucks!
Change? I never thought about changing anything about myself
Hehehe I just try to I always try to imagine how the other feels you can
write what you want
You shouldnt think that way life is
more precious then just to wast it in a moment of desperation and you
never know when things will get better they always
say life is a gift from God, and only God can take it away from us if you
want you cant tell me about it
dzien dobry? <:
merged: 05-20-2008 ~ 01:42pm
ano strzaleczka (:
jakos sie trzymam choc zapierdziel mam na uczeli... /: tyle zaliczen... bronie sie przed "wrzesniem" jak moge... mam nadzieje ze skutecznie to zrobie :roll: a tak poza tym to nic specjalnego u mnie. a Ty masz duzo pracy pracy czy pracy nauki? <:
wybacz ze tak pozno odpisuje ale "czasami" zapominam o mt ;p
tejkeruj *:
merged: 05-31-2008 ~ 02:30pm
hej
u mnie ciezko bylo ostatnio... musialem sie przeprowadzac bo dostalem z dziewczyna wymowienie z chaty za to ze nie chcielismy tam mieszkac przez wakacje... :roll: no ale juz jestem po... nie bede musial sie meczyc wiecej z tym kretynem wlascicielem /: teraz mam nawet wieksze mieszkanko i w sumie tansze [; mozna powiedziec ze na dobrze wyszlo ;p ino wszystko to kosztowalo mnie sporo nerwow... oj naprawde sporo...
no a mam nadzieje ze Tobie tamten tydzien nakos milo zlecial i nie bylo tak zle (: mysle ze oboje damy rade na sesji ino trzeba byc dobrej mysli!
You're back! I thought you forgot all about me
I know you
are busy but I cant help but to miss you!
hehe so
everything is going good at your university I guess?
But hey goody that you are back on again
Thanks for understanding!
yup
everything for me is good 
I had my
finals 2 weeks ago and the results too! I passed! I am going to level 4 now! I
am so damn HAPPY! 
I cant believe that I didnt fail any course 
hehe I got
5As, 4Bs and 2Cs 
Not bad 
hehehe....
I got my schedule , I have 10 courses these seamaster, 23 hours per a week! the
courses seem really tough 
But
hey! I passed! 
hehe silly me 
...
I still have one week before I start the new semester... the passed week was my cousin's wedding
that's why I didnt reply to you sooner then now! I had a great time
everything was cool 
the wedding was on Wednesday, and on Friday we went camping! me, my
family, my cousins, my aunts and uncles 
I had
fun.. well till I fell 
I was riding
a motorcycle and I guess I was going little bit fast 
I lost
control when I was taking sharp turn 
Damn it
it hurt so badly 
I couldnt walk for three days 
my body
was all blue and purple 
heheh .....
Anyway How are you? 
Hope you
are doing better then me 
heheh
We all have problems but on different levels
So how
did it go? I hope you got the best results 
I am glad you are going along with your classmates
hehe its
good to have good relations with your classmates 
they
could be very helpful 
Me! well
each semester the whole class changes 
so
the people who you were studying with the previous semester wont be that same
the next one 
see so my friends will probably be in a different class then mine!
but that's ok! and I am a person who can get along with anyone 
or even
if I stayed alone I dont mind either 
so dont
worry about me 
Thankies
hehe that made me feel better about myself 
You
too! I am sure you dont just GREAT 
SO how were they! you didnt tell me!
That is ok honey! people come in to our live and go! no big deal
you will
always find someone somewhere 
Yup! I am
always here 
Dont you ever worry 
I hope so too! and hey who knows!
wow! it really sounds cool to me
Good 
Yeah I do get it.. yeah being a kid is not a solution, I know that! you hit me with reality over there
but there is
no harm in wishing that and its not like it would be true 
but again
everything goes nothing last forever 
well if
they do I would go but if they have forgot about me I dont really care 
but yeah I
think it would be fun!
That doesnt sound bad to me! but hey I never been into a chatting room before! but yeah I know an english site with a chat room! me and one of my friends are members of that site! she goes to that chat room
hehe I cant tell why since I dont know what people do over there anyway!
I think MSN
is better!
Is that what you think? but you are right you dont know anything about me and my culture! I see it is better not to go along with this subject! I doubt if you would understand me so lets leave and drop it!... and to answer your questions yes we do have divorce! men and women can divorce! and is just a word you say it and its all over...
No! I never thought of that! in the way you are saying! my traditions is a part of my identity that I will take with me wherever I go..
Yeah I have been doing pretty well with my family that pass weeks! just the usual stuff!
I try to do that but I guess that my feelings take that best of me at times! its really is bad! I think I really should start using that thing in my head!
Why what?..... True! keep feeling that way! darkness comes before light, night before day, winter before summer!
Hehehehe I guess so
you
too!
Great! glad to hear that So how is your job going along?
Yeah Windows Live Messenger is great, I think you can find it in about everywhere!
Well I am sure of that! one day you will see!
Good girl!
Oh no it is ok!
heheh I see! ok if anything comes to your mind tell me!
I see! I am sorry you had to go through that! he is really a jerk! he could have behaved better then that! I cant understand why he acted that way! I see no excuse fro his attitude! A person any person deserve to be treated better then that if they are in a relation! Fool! though I wouldnt do as you I guess but I am glad you are feeling better now and that is over you deserve better then him!
Afraid
and who is crazy! YOU? well up to the moment you never sound crazy to me 
and what if
you are having some medicine for your mental health! that is better then leaving
it and getting worse! you keep taking them and watch out for yourself , stick
with your therapy so you will get better soon 
keep
desperation away and think more happy thoughts 
and I
dont know why did you think that I would be afraid of you! what has madness to
do with all of this! some people do suffer for some kind of mental health but
they cant be called crazy! that is stupid! and what bad things would I would
think about you? 
hey its not like I known you yesterday! 
you are
talking nonsense crazy girl 
hehehe 
Sorry for what?!
Good! I add you, on emi_ly@windowslive.com, ok?
Ok see you soon!
Take great care!
*hugs*
I'm more or less the same, i can't seem to find the time for anything.
Oh! where are you
its been so long time since I last talked to you 
I hope you
come back soon! I hope you're doing good!
hiya emi
i want to say thanks for faving my wall Artificial Road
i really appreciate it and im glad you like my wall
take care and i hope you have a nice day -waves- ^^
i'm pretty shure you don't remember me... anyway... i'm doing this...
happy new year...
it's been a long time since i don't show up by this place... feels so good.... truely...
hope to hear from you...
my mail is frances dot seiglie at infomed dot sld dot cu write me if you want ok?!
Hey I'm great, the holidays were really good even though we didn't have much snow, I really missed it this year, oh well never mind that.
And how are you?
I miss you
Stupid
college 
its been ages since I lats talked to you honey
I'm very I should be here more often for you but this creepy site doesnt open for me always
Today I'm done with my linguistics exam! i feel so relief! I am done with it finally
on Saturday I have my research methods exam but its easy so there is no
worries 
So how have you been these days
? and how's
your studies going?
My exams were all good
I've done
good in my English courses but not really sure about my general courses 
but its ok!
O Dear thanks 
I need to hear someone saying that to me 
I believe
in you too 
So how are your exams so far
I hope
they went good 
Are you still on your holidays?
Wow! wouldnt that be great if you lived near each other
O please
dont think that way! they didnt! its just that they could be busy with life and
dont have that much free time! hehehe Dont worry I am hear 
Really? what do you do with your notebook?
Be kid again isnt bad! but hey if we go back as kids again we cant do all the things we can do now
you know
every period of your life has its own beauty 
we just
have to make that best of it 
Yeah it
would have been nice if I went but I didnt! you see my cousin came and her
wedding is in a month from now! we were really buys with it, you know all the
hassle , dresses and all the wedding stuff its was really existed 
yeah so I
didnt go, even one of my friends from high school, she studies with me in the
same university, didnt go too!
Yeah it really sucks! i mean when will we have more time to talk to each other....
It has to do with more! culture, traditions and religion.. here you cant date a guy! only if you are going to marry him! and its not really a date at that time.. its more like a time to get to know each other to help work things out! here we have we get married in a traditional way! if you know what I mean
and you
know I dont think its very bad 
I do like
it! hehehe If you have any questions feel free to ask! I just dont know what you
want to know 
yeah I know it different at your place 
You never know what might happen
it has to!
just keep it up 
dont worry about me 
I'm all
good 
Thank you 
I pray to you too 
Yeah yeah but you know I am starting not to care! and you know what? I'm starting to be more happy
I found
out that this is the best way to deal with it 
Nope! I'm
the oldest 
Yes I am doing like what you are saying 
not to
worry! nothing is worth it right? and if he gets angry now he will forget later!
so why all the stress? 
just be
happy like you said 
I am
starting to be more calm! I mean really I dont need to worry about anything
else! my studies are more then enough! 
and hey I'm
starting to feel better 
It great to have you too
you
really help me a lot 
I know she
does 
she loves me and I love her 
we are
more like friends 
we argue
a lot 
yeah mum doesnt know how to show her feelings 
Than's good
me too I am starting to work out too 
yeah it
makes you feel happy about myself 
dont say
that! you have to love yourself anyhow 
Awwwwwwww thanks you
that is a
lovely saying 
I'm happy that you said that 
Me too! I
am always here 
O I'm sorry to hear about that dear
*Hugs* it
will be good just dont worry and dont think about it! So how is it now? did you
find another job? I hope so 
Yeah! its really great! plz do look for it
I could be the first one but definitely not that last
Heheh yeah dont you argue with that!
Its a SHE not a he
yup she
is my cousin 
Why would it be bad
heheh
I'll try my best to be here more
O he wasnt! I wanted to know so badly
heheh anyway
I hope it was for that better 
ok I
would like to hear it 
O I am
sorry to hear that! I hope you are feeling better now?
See you too!
Take great care Dear
*Hugs* I hope you have a lovely day
dzien dobry ^_^
merged: 12-29-2007 ~ 06:29pm
^_^
co tam slychowac u Ciebie? <:
Thanks for the fav for "Vaati Portrait" ^_^ Much appreciated.
hey guess what!
one of my old friends called me yesterday to come to visit her at her home^^ I told you before about her, right? well she seemed really excited to see me again. she said she missed me alot and want to see me so we can chat and remember the old days^_^ wow! I never thought anyone would remember me form them! I know its kinda silly and I'm acting like a kid but I wanted to tell you though about it dear ^_^
merged: 11-15-2007 ~ 04:11pm
Hi honey
How are you
?
I am doing good, but really tired of studying and all, my exams started, I took my grammar , linguistics and some general subjects so far
O you dont need to be sorry
I know
you are busy, its just that I miss you so much 
missed talking to you 
well I may buy a new laptop
I am
saving some money for that 
when I do
so I'll ask the salesman to put that program for me 
you know when you get so excited and happy you do act like kids
yeah but you
postpone it till after the exams 
you know 3
days I run into one of my friends from high school, she told me that all our
class in high school are making a reunion for our class, but no one told me! she
said the party will be on Friday, but guess I wont go...
yeah both of us dont have that much time
yes today I'll start my weekend plus we will have 2 extra days this week
but I have
my literature exam on Tuesday 
So wish me
luck 
well its not like that over here, you have only to think of someone who is the same, I mean nationality, you cant have a foreigner for sure!.. So the decision is not really mine
Yes
but I wish if you could talk more often 
yes you do
your best so at lest at the end you wont feel sorry or have any regrets 
but hey I
am sure you will be the best 
I'm sure
you will 
I pray for you dear 
*Hugs back* O dear, I guess he just has different way in seeing things, I hope so, when I told he said no, but my sister asked him last week and she went! and today she went again to her friend's house
? If he
doesnt agree then I'll go. I wont care I mean its really unfair! O sweetie
thanks for saying that 
you dont
know how it made me feel 
so much
better 
I dont know I always feel that mum cares about my 2 other brothers more! I could be wrong but what I see proves that!.... Thank you sweetheart
you are so
supportive 
you're a great friend to have 
Really
me too 
you are right, it serves you no good, always think positively 
life is
beautiful if you see it that way, and it will be bad if you see it in a bad way
ok have your time
but you
have to come up with something in the end 
I'm glad you feel that way
I feel
that way too 
true life is never easy 
yes you
do that and I'll do the same too 
for how
long it takes 
I am always with you
I dont want to lose you too
it wont be
the same without you 
I hope
that day never comes 
It is hard but you can do it
I know
it! I believe in you 
So how is
work going?
Dont you have an MSN? but I believe there is! my cousin and sis used it once!
nope I wasnt
I was in my best mental stat 
everything
on life is a destiny 
O you are always that dear and more
its great
to have you around 
my cousin
is getting married 
yeah I did have a good time there
your welcome
and yeah I would really love to see you there 
I know you cant
but we will try to talk when ever we can right 
No kidding
Girl where did you find him? how is he? did you 2 talk much? tell me
everything 
God that great! I hope he is the one dear 
O I am so
happy for you 
Ok I have to go now, I'm hungry. I'll go and have breakfast
Hugs and kisses
See you soon sweetie
Take care
hej (: u mnie jakos leci. obecnie wrocilem na weekend do domu. milo jest wrocic
studia mam dosc trudne, przynajmniej tak sie wydaje. co bedzie dalej sie
zobaczy. grupe juz poznalem, jest bardzo fajna. na 33 osoby 12 jest z zar wiec
czuje sie jak w domu (; w czawartek mam juz pierwsze kolokwium z fizyki wiec
nieco trzese tylkiem... ale wierze w swoje zdolnosci ^_^
Hello sweetie
I missed you a lot 
I'm SO sorry for this late reply, but college was so hard, I had so many things to do! plus excessing this site is getting difficult
dont know
why 
its just here, I can excess all my sites but here I cant! its blocked! 
my holidays started on Wednesday
well the always say that kids like that grow up to be very quiet
yes! I always hear that they are so proud
I really
like that 
well if I'm a tourist, it means its not gonna last! its just for fun and I dont do that to myself, I mean like if I'm just playing or something, dont you think so? yeah I got it! it what they say, when you just see him you will know that he is mister right
O dear just cheer up! everything is gonna be ok
I know
how thing like that go! they just make you feel you want to hit them 
I
just hated when they do that! so how is it going so far?
no not yet
dad didnt let me go 
but we
agreed on that days ago! she is really a good friend, not many friends keep
asking about you when you are away! 
I'll try
to convince my dad! I hope he will say yes.. I mean she is so nice to me, he
keeps calling and sending messages
well he wanted to use the net, he told me not to use it, I said ok, and then I heard him said 'you are just always trying stubborn' he meant that I like to use the net when he needs it! I swear that I heard that! when I tried to tell him that I never do that! he said I didnt say it! God I did hear that! I just said really! but I did.. then he yelled at me, saying that I'm bad blah blah blah
thats what happened! yeah it sucks! but you know who cares anymore! no nothing
is gonna be ok! why does he do that! I dont like to be treated that why 
well its
not good or bad! I just dont care much! I think this way it will be better! I
had a fight with my brothers and mum too 
believe me
Kasia I'm not a bad person 
I just
dont know how do I get in to those things 
I like myself
maybe that could be why 
but
hey no one is perfect! and yeah I think ppl should try to change themselves for
the better, but I'm too lazy to do so 
but hey good
for you 
sometimes ppl come for my help too. I can never say I wont help, even if I have to leave what I have been doing for myself to help them, its a great thing to help ppl out, you never know when you will need someone to be by your side
.... sure
go ahead 
what have you go 
I know honey
dont worry I understand fully how you feel 
its not
easy to talk about these things, and if its hard for you to say, then dont! just
learn from it and keep it in the past and never look at it 
just
forget about it like it never happened! you cant let that hunt you for thr rest
of your live, we all do mistakes, and even worse, but we have to get over it,
life didnt stop there! its still going on, you have to catch up 
everything we did sweetie, everything was necessary for us to reach this moment!
everything we did and wnt throw 
of course we will
always!
you are just so dear to me now 
yeah! me and my friends each one of us is in a different section
it just how
our schedules came out! yeah! you give it your best girl 
O dear! you are looking for another one! you know I'm so proud of you
you never
give up 
you are such a hard worker 
I wish
you the best 
yeah Skype! I couldnt inslate it on my laptop, I guess I'll have to go to the store so they can do it! but hey is it like MSN messenger?
a problem? you! dear you are a blessing
*hugs
tight*
dont worry
I'm feeling much better now that I had the chance to talk to you
see you soon
I going to pack up my things! going to my grandma's house ^.^
take great care
*hugs and kisses*
you mean like this beauty here
well here and there
some arabic websites and some english ones
but here is one from them! [url] http://www.advancedanime.com/[/url] its a great site! I love it and the mambers over there are really frindly! I really hope to see you there if you want of course
its
easier for me to excess anyway! I'm on there everyday! and if you ever went on
there tell me! I have the same user name 
holy crap! O_O jakie dlugie posty O_O
anyway... co ja chcial... em... a tak racja.... first of all wybacz ze nie pisalem tak dlugo! Toldi obiecuje oprawe i ma nadzieje ze Ksieciuniu nie bedzie sie gniewal na Toldiego... >:
sie zaczyna... studia, nauka, piwko, wyklady, piwko, kolokwia, sesje, piwko... a i o piwku bym zapomnial ;p ciezkie czasy przed nami i przed naszymi watrobami, przynajmniej moja :roll: jutro jade juz do Wro. nie wiem jak to bedzie z moja obecnoscia na necie. raczej bedzie ciezko. laptopa nie biore narazie bo boje sie o niego wiec do kompa dojscia nie bede mial jakis czas. mysle ze za tydzien budu w domu, wiec napisze conieco jak tam jest u mnie i jak sobie radze.
a jak tam u Ciebie? gotowa na wszystko? <: oby tak! ^_^
no nic lecem sie pakowac dalej, pozdrowionka i patataj *:
btw... kiedy idziemy na piwko? <:
I'm good
thanks for asking 
Yes I was
it
was was a wonderful trip 
apart
form my dad yelling every now and then but it was a nice trip 
I went to
Austria 
such an amazing place, I wouldnt mind living there for ever 
many funny things happened to me there 
if you
wont feel bored I'll tell you about them, I mean you may not be interested in
hearing them 
I went to Italy too and finally 
I'm so
glad I had the chance to go there 
Yeah I guessed that you will be tired, I just hope its not bad?
I'm so happy to talk to you again
Yeah but I guess the better thing to do is to ignore them, why wasting time with them?! if they do understand then be it if they dont then they can get lost!
That's good
I hope you have fun 
have your
best time with them.OK? 
I'm sure they miss you being around
Dont be silly of course I'll tell you^^
Its really complicated, I dont know why! I mean back when I was a kid, when we was living in the US, I remember that I loved my dad more then anything else in the world, I saw him like the best man ever and I would hurt anyone who tries to offend him in anyway, and when we came back here and he stayed alone there ,because of his studies, I used to cry and pray every night that he will come back soon, he stayed away for 2 years, he used to come to visit sometimes, and in those short times I felt like if I owned the world if you know what I mean
I
would be so happy and I cry when the time he has to leave comes...
But that was a long time ago, I dont know what happened to him, he changed a lot, he isnt like he used to be, he yells all the time there isnt anything that makes him satisfied! I dont know what to do, I always feel scared from him, scared that he may yell at me, I know I may sound like a child, maybe he has a lot of things to do know then before but I just miss my old dad, I dont think you can be the same again, my father is a great man to his employees, a great friend to his friend, a great husband to my mother , but as a father to me....
So do you have the same problem with your family
Yeah thats quite freaky
but me
too I like it 
yeah you totally speak my language 
Yes thats the spirit
every day
is a new day and you dont know what might happen, lets just pray that it will be
a good thing 
you have to try so at the end at least we can say that we tried 
I really
wish the best for you, from the bottom of my heart dear:)
I know that you may feel like that but you have to hang on there, life is never easy
A secret? no its not, plus I wont keep any secrets from you
I never
keep secrets unless they are not about me but anything else I say it 
Well its like that, when you join university either you pay money or you are given money, it depends on your marks when you graduated form school, if you had high marks then you take money to help you, and if your marks are low you cant join the university unless you paid for that..
Ok
good luck then, be careful 
you dont have to reply fast, I understand that you are busy, just do so when you have some free time
See you and take great care of yourself
you try to
be one 
Hehe dont worry I'm always a good girl
merged: 08-31-2007 ~ 10:58pm
Hi pretty one
Yeah they arent working
sorry for
replying late, but I am having trouble log in here dont know why 
and many
pages are blocked 
He was yelling because of my baby brother, you know how babies are, and my dad dont like to hear noise or some kid crying, that why
but it
was a great trip though 
Skype? whats
that?
Well we stayed there for 2 weeks
, we went
to Vienna, its an amazing city 
I went to
Stephen plaza there, and of course to the shoppes 
they were
great 
we went to somewhere called Za lam see, the weather their was wonderful,
raining all the time 
people
there are quite friendly 
they
greet you everywhere, sometimes in Arabic 
that day
when I was buying ice cream I saw a French man, he was so nice 
he told
me "hey! I am from France" I said: really? how nice, its nice to meet
you!, you said, can I ask you something? from where are you? I told him that I
was from Saudi Arabia, and you know what? he started to speak Arabic 
of course
not very well, but I was surprise that he knew Arabic anyway 
we went to Italy too
and I just
stared at the green fields, it was something I wont ever forget 
the
houses looked so cute 
I really
wanted to live in a place like that 
and
mmm I saw a cute boy there 
he
was working at a restaurant, he didnt speak English 
all I
could know that he was from Milano 
..... Ok
thats for now, I'll tell you the rest next time 
so you
wont get bored 
I told you not to worry about this
ok? 
What? I
hope its not something bad? dont worry everything will be just great 
O' no you are not weird! being different never means being weird
and most
ppl are like that 
I'm glad to know that
I'm so
happy for you 
its really great to know that your parents are supporting 
.... you
know its not really that they dont support you, I think its just that parents
feel afraid that something bad might happen to their kids, thats why they always
try to interfere with their kids' life, thay just want what they think its
better, but when they see that we are serious, they stop doing so and start to
support what we do 
I thought about that, but I cant, its not like me to go to ans tell someone dont treat like that or anything, plus this is my dad, I'm afraid that I might hurt his feelings, if it was someone else I might consider that...
Thankfully my dad doesnt drink, its prohibited in our religion to do so, plus if you does that we will be taken away from him,, I cant talk about my feelings easily, especially about my father, and I dont have that kind of friends
and
I guess that they have enough problems 
But I'm happy for your friend
its great
to have a better relationship with your family 
Yup on secrets
you too ask what ever you want and I'll just answer 
Yeas something like that, but we dont have to pay it back
Well then see you soon
I hope you job is going good
Take great care
*hugs and kisses*
merged: 09-03-2007 ~ 09:11pm
Hey sweeti
Yeah I havent been able to download any wallpaper or view them!
and my baby brother isnt like any other baby! 
Yeah
Just for one day!
Wow
thats more then enough! Just kidding 
why didnt
you stay longer, its really great to be there 
.. yup
very cute 
really?! Why? I think English is important language to know after
your native language, but that French man was really nice! I always thought that
people hated Arabs!
Hmm should I tell you?! Nah your still young! When you grow up girl!
He maybe
is around 23, 25 something like that, he was tall and he had black hair, I like
black haired boys 
I really
dont like boys with earrings but I think earrings were just made for him! 
I'm I silly
or what 
But sadly he doesnt speak English and I dont speak Italian,, bad
luck! 
I just kept staring at him 
I
never stared or thought that some guy is good looking except that boy 
But my dad
didnt let as stay in that restaurant 
I dont know
what he didnt like about it! It was really a great place! 
Kiss him?
No way! Not that I didnt want to 
but I'm sure
that my dad would have sent me back home on the first flight going back 
plus
I'm quite shy to do so 
oh Kasia what can I tell you?! He was just gorgeous!
I see! I never heard about that program before! I'll look it up^^ it sounds really great^^
be a fried of nothing! Dont get scared! High hopes need brave harts
dont
forget to tell me about your day there 
it will
be great 
just dont get worried 
nah dont
mention it! I'm always there for you, even if I'm far away you 
me too! I
havent contact with my friends from high school since I joined my university,
they all went to a different one, o well life 
I'm lucky to
have you around too 
you sound
so much like me! We're maybe like twins! 
Nah parents will always think of us as children no matter what! Thats what my mam always says! But you know what they wont realize it until we leave home
I know, but here is the problem, how I can say it in the right way! Everyone tells me that I talk like children! I just shout out what I want to say sometimes without thinking what I am saying! And its not that I am rude, its just what my mam says, that I'm like a kid I dont fake, I just tell the true, I just say whats in my haret, and she says its cute in away but bad in another, I'll tell you something happened so you'll understand, I was once signing some papers, and you know how it is when you sign official papers, your signature must be the same, I signed the first one and he gave me the second one to sign it and told me that it should be the same, I was tense, what if I did it wrong, he was waiting for me, and after a while he said "ok sign fast!" all I could say "all right but I'm scared" he got so angry, coz I said that! he said " well I am not a monster! You dont want to sign, then dont" that wasnt what I meant, but I didnt know what else to do, I was just scared of doing it wrong and he was the one who said be careful! ..
See! And I also cant set in front of my parents and say " you did that and I dont like it" my parents did so much for me and thinking that will stand to do so makes me think that I am being an unthankful child after all they done, if it was someone else I wouldnt care! But its difficult when it comes to them.
I'm so much like you! I have this problem telling others my feeling and thoughts! I never seem to find the right words! I am too shy! Even with my parents I have the same issue! And I know they would listen but still its difficult for me to do so! And you know, I'm really well know about this in the family! Everyone knows that about me
but when I
truly love someone I would never stop talking! I would tell everything and hide
nothing 
Crazy?! Nah! Your just special in your own way
and to
tell the true I do that sometimes! So I can talk more easily! So I guess we are
2 now 
You bit we are! Yes it is a wonderful start
but you
haven told me yet about your problem?
Yeah studying needs a lot of money!
Really I am?! Weird! But what can I say! People dont appreciate real friends these days!
You are a hard worker
and
someday this all will pay off my dear friend 
Everything is fain! I'll start college next week! Holidays are over!
See you soon and take great care of yourself....
*hugs and kisses*
merged: 09-11-2007 ~ 06:12pm
Hello dear
The problem isnt from the site, its from here
Well he loves to get into fights, he plays with kids and at the end he hits them
he makes a lot of noises 
nothing
stays at it is when he is around 
Yeah I hope you will
it well
be wonderful to be there 
Hmmm I always thought that Germans were the only ones who dont like learn other languages, when my dad was there, he had a hard time, they never speak English, dad says that if you want to speak with them you have to speak German..
Hehehe
no honey, I had no intention of what so ever in doing more 
plus I'm a
tourist, I shouldnt do so 
I just
thought that he looked cute! thats all 
nah my
dad didnt notice anything, he left the place coz they didnt serve a certain
dish... special?! whats that?
Nah! its there
but you have to find it 
So what
happened? they said its ok so where is the problem 
dont
think like that! luck doesnt make us!
Of course I will
Me too! a week ago, she invited me to her place...
You dont know my father! he doesnt like to be told everything or for you to argue with him! I had a fight with him 2 days ago, and you know I'm fed up! I dont care anymore, I wont talk with him! he doesnt want anyone to speak juts listen! I dont want anything to do with him! he just yelled at me and didnt want to listen to me, all I care about is my mother.. I dont even know how I feel anymore, its sucks!
Change? I never thought about changing anything about myself
Hehehe
I just try to 
I always try to imagine how the other feels 
you can
write what you want 
You shouldnt think that way
life is
more precious then just to wast it in a moment of desperation 
and you
never know when things will get better 
they always
say life is a gift from God, and only God can take it away from us 
if you
want you cant tell me about it