Quote by Lionhearted911hehehehe
awwww don't be sad! here here *stuffs candy down your throat* :P
i know....heheh well i got over losing it...feel a lil more calm about it, not
that i threw a tantrum or wailed when i found out it was already in the trash
can ^^"
ooooh hope your friend is able to make the sight and you would probably make a
good admin ^^ i remember you writing out rules that one time we were
corresponding like this i make the
worst admin ever, a sad look combines with puppy eyes and i'm a goner very bad
judge, i'm just too lenient.
no way! why no slacking?! hey what are you doing playing around with your page
don't
tell me you're not practicing what you preach! *chases you around* well...i
wonder...but i think it will be ok, i don't plan on slacking off actually, i'll
study hard so i can make time for those i love. meaning i just might be here
when i start college...just will be leaving in around three weeks, and
well...will be around another three weeks if not longer before i can get on yea yea, i
know you'll miss me Jonathan *hands over hankie* hehehe jk jk :P
hehehe ...i'm addicted already having a cup
as i'm typing this :P ^/////^
well then, thanks for the advice Jon-chan! i hope everything is going good with
you.
if you don't mind me asking, what are you studying at college now? i'm going
into medicine...then specialize in pediatry ^/////^
take care and have a great time!
hope to hear from you soon,
Sara
merged: 11-18-2007 ~ 10:50pm
haaaa very nice btw! your page is really cool...and the chatbox is amazing!
hahahah so totally fun i want one
noww!
Hey, sorry for the delay, how are you, soon to be college
girl!
*snif* *snif* Aww, you remember our little conversation! Heh
heh, my friend is still toying with the idea of the site,
but no matter what, I will someday have my own site up, just as soon as I can
learn enough.
Heh heh as far as practicing what I preach, I would have to say, yes and no, he
he. ^^ *runs from Sara*
*snif* *snif* I will miss you! Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! *sobs*
Thanks for the hankie!
Just don't stay away for long. I
will spam your guest book if you don't and you will have a lot to read!
What am I studying? Well, that would have to be Computer
Programming and Web Design and I assume you
mean pediatrics (you misspelled).
So, when are you going to spam my chat box some more?
Good day to you, Beloved.
*greets you with a tender kiss*
I hope that your day is treating you well, dear.
The whim of Fate sure has us at a loss for words as of late. I shudder to think
what will happen in the moments to come, but there is no need to worry O sweet
princess. I am certain that things will improve, for our love is far too strong
to be diminished by such trivial circumstances.
*curls around you in a loving embrace, pressing a loving kiss to your lips
before slipping away slowly*
We shall be together once more; I am positive of it.
'Till then, take care of yourself, cuddle-muffin.
Carry my love as your shroud and my heart as your shield always.
Yeah. Forever. Its good to know since I'm about to die! .....
merged: 11-20-2007 ~ 04:33am
I'm glad you have Tommy as your bf. At least when you forget about me you'll
have someone more special to think about.
Sara this is good bye from Alden. I have an health problem and its not your
average flu or common cold. Its worst. I think I haven't gotten to know you
better and its one of my many regrets. I've been hiding painful thoughts and
things like that so, I'll get rid of them before the end of my time. As for
you.... I can only wish happiness for ya. I'll be gone as of in a couple of days
for medical attention. See ya and Thank you.
hehehehe it's a nice pic you meanie! maybe i should make it my avy before i
leave...i wonder which one Tommy would prefer *thinks* the other becomes a lil
too small for an avy, the words being hard to read.
btw Shane, came across a gif by chance, a chara from Claymore:
hehe no idea who she is but anyway ^^
see you around Shane! hope everything is good for you.
merged: 11-19-2007 ~ 12:11pm
Quote:
ah Teresa gif,thanks alot lol
hehe no problem ^^ when i saw it i remembered you seem to like claymore alot so
i saved it to show you.
so which one would Teresa be? Your respect? inspiration? or one of the remaining
two? ^^
hey how u know that? Did i mention before or something? Teresa is not in my
list...
Clare is my life,Irene/Ilena is my respect,Galatea is my hope,Flora is my
inspiration and Miria is my motivation
ugh cheesecake *runs around in a circle trying not to gag* haha you want it
back?! *suddenly develops a liking for cheesecake just so Alden can't have it*
mwahahaha! :P ^^
hmmm hehehe i hope you had something to eat....i'm pretty hungry at the
moment...but it's already 1-35 am and well....i don't want to go downstairs just
for food :P ^^ you know what's amusing? my sis made brownies just for me, but i
only at half a piece of a piece the rest was
consumed by everyone else....in the end i didn't get to enjoy my pan of
brownies....seriously :P
hmmm...i hope everything is ok with you Alden ^^
*hands over plate of french fries* mm...now i'm hungrier... gimme that! *takes
the plate back and runs around Alden in circles* :P
hope to hear from you soon, mah friend!
WHo ate the brownies? Friends? Parents? Well, its good that you had some to eat
too. Little piece but its something right? Lol.
Did somebody say french fries! Gimme Gimme! *Chases Sara around*
Everything is okay with me. Thanks for wondering. I usually don't have anyone
wondering about my well being. Well I'll see yous laterz.
hehehehe it's a nice pic you meanie! maybe i should make it my avy before i
leave...i wonder which one Tommy would prefer *thinks* the other becomes a lil
too small for an avy, the words being hard to read.
btw Shane, came across a gif by chance, a chara from Claymore:
hehe no idea who she is but anyway ^^
see you around Shane! hope everything is good for
you.
Hey! Sorry, but I have to go for the moment, feel free to spam my chat lounge,
just don't post more than 50 at a time because they will start to be deleted
shortly after and I want to read them. I'll
respond to you gb post later.
just dropping by to check on mah friend....doing good? ^////^
i hope things are alright with you Alden..
and no i didn't miss you one bit! *pretends to read a book*
hehehe ^^
hope to hear from you soon,
Sincerely,
Sara
Whats good Sara. I'm alright. Starved to death but I'm still alive. Oh yeah. Its
all good on this end. You didn't miss me?! *Shoves a cheesecake in your mouth*
Well I didn't miss you either! *Looks around*
I can't deny it. I did miss you Sara.... a little. Okay I
really did miss you!
Now where did mah cheesecake go? Oh noes! I gave it to you.
Gimme Gimme!
Quote by Lionhearted911 hahahah
sadly there are no theaters anywhere near me where i
live, these things are not allowed to be built...a long story... :P
hehehehe very interesting scheme, again, as usual ^^ you sure seem to be
enjoying your time changing around with youe scheme ne ^^ it's fun for me to
take a look every time you change something, makes me think you were happy while
playing around with the colors. you were right? ^^
Neutral's good ne? there are worse things afterall like being depressed or angry
or vengeful :P ofcourse there are better things, like being happy and cheerful
or in love :P hahaha but who's saying you should look at the better, looking at
the worse always makes me feel way better than i initially am...at least in most
cases...ok ok...some cases
hey give it back! *snatches candy* mwahahaha erm heheh :P ^^
things are better now Jon-chan, though my mother threw out something that was
really precious and important to me.... pretty sad but to be honest my special
someone is making the loss easier to bear, so as long as i don't think about it
i'm pretty cheerful, like now ^^ just finished exercising and showering...always
makes me feel revived ^////^
well then, hope everything is good for you...
how is school? hehe i'm leaving for college in three weeks.... so i won't be
around for a while after that till i can get my hands on a net :P heheh oh
well...still time left, i intend to make the best of it
well then! gotta run....i'm so craving cappuccino now....... :P
take care Jonathan!
till next time~!
X-P
<---hehehe just felt like doing it
*wavies* see ya Jon-chan!
Hehe ^^ I do enjoy playing with my page, thanks for liking it so much, it makes
me feel great!
Yeah, I'm fine with neutral.
Hey?! I thought you gave me that candy!
Oh, so you lost something, huh? Well it's good to have someone to comfort you in
your time of need!
Everything is fine with me on this end! My friend
is planning to have a type of community website and if all goes well with his
site, he'll have me on as a moderator or an admin. ^^ *evil laugh*
Life is good at my college! 3 day
weekends, few hours and after class, my friends and I hag out at college.
Well look how's going to college! Well, seeing as how I'm in my second year at
college, let me give you some advice........... don't slack off!
Don't get addicted to that cappuccino!
I hope you'll still be on here when you're off at college!
awwww comon now you never know till you give it a try... i don't have a single
harsh bone in my body :P
but...you did say it.... you're two weeks too late ^^
ja na Craziness!
OKAY FINE. I'LL HOLD YOU TO YOUR CLAIM. I DON'T KNOW ANYONE AROUND MY AREA. MY
LIFE IS STRUCTURED AROUND WHAT I EXPERIENCE. I HAVE A STRONG DISLIKE OF PEOPLE.
I BECAME DISTANT BY THE TIME I ENTERED HIGH SCHOOL. I WAS MADE FUN OF ALMOST
EVERYDAY. SO I TOOK THE TIME TO FIGURE OUT THE REASON WHY THIS IS. WHY I'M
DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS. I WAS NORMAL LOOKING. GIRLS DIDN'T NOTICE ME. BOYS, WELL
THEY TALK ABOUT STUFF I DON'T UNDERSTAND. I BECAME FRIENDS WITH THIS ONE GUY. HE
WAS ALSO A LONER BECAUSE OTHERS LOOKED DOWN ON HIM. HE TRIED TO BE COOL BUT IT
DIDN'T REALLY WORK. I SAW HIM CRY ONCE WHEN ABOUT 4 GUYS MADE FUN OF HIM AT THE
SAME TIME. ALOT OF THESE GUYS WERE GOOFBALLS BUT THEY WERE ALSO WELL KNOWN IN
THE SCHOOL. I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO HIM. I WAS GOING THROUGH THE SAME
THING. YOU SEE, I WAS PISSED OFF AT YOUR FORUM BECAUSE I NEVER KNOW HOW TO GET
ALONG WITH PEOPLE. THEY WERE MAKING ME ANGRY. I DON'T WANT TO FIGHT BUT YOUR
FRIENDS CALLED ME A FOOL AFTER I CALLED MYSELF AN IDIOT. I WAS NOT EXPECTING
ANYONE TO ADD TO MY SELF-INSULT. MAYBE GOD WANTED ME TO BE A LONER IN THIS
WORLD. I CAN'T MAKE GOD CHANGE HIS MIND SO I'LL BE ONE. SO NOW I'M A RECLUSE. I
GO TO WORK/SCHOOL AND THE REST OF MY TIME IS IN MY ROOM. I CAN TALK TO PEOPLE
HERE SORT OF (LIKE THIS STUFF I'M TYPING), BUT I'M NOT MEANT FOR SOCIAL STUFF IN
REAL LIFE. I'M TOO MAD FOR THAT. I'M TOO AVERAGE IN APPEARANCE TO BE LIKED AND
SOME PEOPLE THINK I'M CREEPY. THATS FINE BY ME. GOD DECIDES MY LIFE AND NOT ME.
ITS NOT FAIR. I WANT TO BE BORN SOMEONE ELSE. BUT I CAN'T, SO I'M MAD. PEOPLE
JUST MAKE ME MORE ANGRY. I'M THE WIERD PERSON THAT WALKS AND TALKS BY HIMSELF.
I'M OLD NOW. STARTING OFF IN MY TWENTIES. BY NOW I SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST 2-4
CLOSE FRIENDS AND A GIRLFRIEND. A BETTER JOB AND A CONFIDENT OUTLOOK. BUT I LACK
ALL OF THOSE. I'M NOT ANGRY BECAUSE I LIKE TO HEADBUTT AGAINST OTHERS. ITS
BECAUSE I HAVE A LIFELONG HISTORY BEHIND MY MOOD. THEN I BECAME CRAZY. I STARTED
TO TALK TO SOMETHING THAT WAS NOT THERE. I REALIZE WHAT I'M DOING BUT I CAN'T
HELP IT. I'M SAD INSIDE AND MAD OUT. I LIKE ANIME THATS WHY I'M HERE. BUT I
DON'T THINK I'LL LAST LONG HERE.
merged: 11-16-2007 ~ 02:21am
YOU MUST KNOW THAT I AM SENSITIVE AND CAN'T BE CHANGED. WHEN I READ WHAT YOU
SAID, YOU BASICALLY WNAT ME TO NOT TAKE THINGS SERIOUSLY. WELL I DO. AND I STILL
DISLIKE PEOPLE. I CAN HELP THEM BUT NEVER WARM UP TO THEM. I STILL DON'T LIKE
YOUR FRIENDS.
BUT I WILL SAY THANKS FOR YOUR POST. IF PEOPLE YOU SAY CAN CHANGE FROM WHAT THEY
EXPERIENCE THEN I LACK WHAT THEY HAVE. SOMETHING GOD WANTS ME KNOW. I CAN'T
FIGHT WHAT HE WANTS FOR ME. MERE HUMANS CAN'T CHALLENGE OUR CREATOR. NOT THIS
CREATOR. HE GAVE YOU SOMETHING THAT MADE YOU SOMEONE AS YOU ARE. I FELT THE SAME
WHEN I READ YOUR POST. SO I AM RIGHT. I'M NOT SAYING YOU ARE WRONG, BUT YOU
DIDN'T HELP ME MUCH. IT WAS ALL TO KIND WORDS. SUGARCOATED TOPPING ON WHAT I
REALLY WANT TO HEAR.
awww...u can't believe what I saw...
the other day on the way back from school, i just happened to see the tinniest
kitty u can ever see in the middle of the road...and I just stare and seriously
I just had the urge to get down from the car and get it, but I was so confused,
i pointed and stared and said..."kitty...." and
then the driver said "I bet a car's gonna crash it, and it's gonna
die" I swear i felt like yelling after i heard that uguuu, it pissed me off
so much and it hurt I
was thinkin, *damn u, where's the sense of thoughts selfish baka(sheesh i'd
rather he dies and not the kitty, poor thing )* but i
said nothing and stared...I didn't wanna get down coz first of all it was in the
middle of the street...and there were so many cars and stuff but i donno, come
to think of it i was so sad, and until now i feel so guilty for not being able
to react or do something...and this actually happened like two weeks ago, and
until now i just feel so bad and I wonder what actually happened to it, and how
it is
I'm such a heartless for not saving it... so
sad
btw, the banner's so lovely desuuu~~ Sankyuu~ ^____^ (oh, i just noticed i
already told u that but it's seriously nice)
take carez!
Quote by Lionhearted911wow
^^" i made an enemy by just staring?
well ...
One- i never said you were fighting, i mean you personally, i was talking that
time to someone else
Two- when i made the rule i was thinking civilized people, sorry i didn't know
some here lacked basic mannerisms where you're not supposed to say bad words or
curse each other...
Three- i don't get the point of your anger and this whole GB post, of course if
you have no problem explaining, i'd be more than happy to hear you out, just
calm down, cuz i'm only willing to hear you out when you're calm and in the mood
to explain...thanks but i don't indulge in ranting competitions ^^
thank you kindly,
~Lioness
ITS LATE BUT, YOU WANT TO HEAR ME OUT? EVEN IF I EXPLAIN MYSELF I'LL JUST GET A
HARSH REBUKE FROM SOMEONE WHO WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND (THAT WOULD BE YOU). SO HERE
IS WHAT I THINK ABOUT THAT: .
Quote by Lionhearted911 hehe ^^
*pokies back* hiiiiiii Jon-chan
how are you doing? you know, i'm in a very good mood today for some reason,
though i feel a lil sick hehehe you see i drank some cappuccino mixed with ice
cream...right after i woke up...i think it didn't sit well with me :P
but well things are good on this end if you're wondering...
...actually things aren't but i'm feeling cheery ^^
nyaaaa *offers candy*
how about you DS2000? feeling good? ^^
take care!
thanks for dropping by! ^^
*waves merrily* see you soon!
merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 03:07am
and ooooooooh such a lovely scheme...your page certainly looks lovely now ^^
Hey Sara!
I hope you are feeling well.
I hope things are better for you now. <3
CANDY! *ahem* Don't mind if I do.
At the moment, I am OK. To be precise, I'm in the "Neutral".
So you like my scheme, eh? Well, I've changed it...again!
Quote by Lionhearted911 hiiiiiiii
Mnemeth-san ^^
how are you? hope everything is going good in your life
just dropping by to extend my greeting to my fav sparring partner :P ^^
can you imagine it's been a lil over a year since we met on MT? hehehe always
did have fun trying to cause you some virtual misfortune ^^ *giggles merrily*
it's even funner to read your replies :P
well see you around Mnemeth!
good luck with everything ^^
Sincerely,
Sara
Thanks for the message. Things are going pretty well
and yeah we do have fun sparring. A one year anniversary of sparring huh, yeah
thats about right lol.
Hope you are doing well as well and I'll leave you with a cause its
funny
welcome back hehee...hope everything is going good with you ^^
well things are ok on this end...in three weeks i'm travelling to go to
college....will be interesting but it means i won't be able to come online for a
while...which is rather horrible....
hehehe well i must agree, been a long time indeed ^^ so what's up, everything ok
on your end as well? how about study life? going good?
well, take care Dan ^^ hope to hear from you soon ^^
sincerely,
Sara
lol hey!
heh yep its ok I suppose
Oooo no , lol I come back and you go
study life , not so well, still need money for school, trying to get kinda hard
tho
I'm glad your doing good tho! happy you gunna be heading to school soon
;p
I'm doing well thanks for asking. I've made some new friends here! ^^
I hope things are OK with you over there right now.
Sorry for my late reply, but I've been a little distracted. heh heh
Thanks for the complement on my page, but it has once again changed, I think you
will like it! Pay attention to every detail.
Well, I must go to sleep, take care Sara-chan!
merged: 11-05-2007 ~ 02:00am
Quote by Lionhearted911 hhehehe
YES SIR! *pays attention* very nice, i see you truly enjoy 'upgrading' your page ne
but very very nice ^^ it's interesting, the choice of colors rather nice too and
some of it is actually soothing to look at ^^
Well.... I've changed it again... ^^ I think we have a WINNER! See ya!
Quote by Lionhearted911
you know what? that day when you went over to Ala's, walla i woke up the smell
of your perfume was all over the place, missed you alot yea yea
don't flatter yourself sis ^^ *huggies*
aroma
i seriously don't blame you if u had a nightmare last night LMAO!
*angel*
t added to t is = to b lmao!
rofl!
if you already forgot then...hrmmmm...then what was it again?
New video up
Hey! Check out my page under the chat box! <3
Later!
-DS
merged: 11-28-2007 ~ 12:20am
OMG my dearest friend! You're sick?! Oh Nooooooo! I hope you get better soon!
Why need a manual when you have a girl to tell you what to do!
ROTFLMAOLOL
Seriously, how are you? Not too sick I hope! You seem to be sick a lot lately, are you OK?
Well, I'll talk more later, I have class.
*sends get well soon card and balloons*
Later!
-Jonathan
New vids up and thanks for the banner
Hey, sorry for the delay, how are you, soon to be college girl!
*snif* *snif* Aww, you remember our little conversation!
Heh
heh, my friend is still toying with the idea of the site, 
but no matter what, I will someday have my own site up, just as soon as I can learn enough.
Heh heh as far as practicing what I preach, I would have to say, yes and no, he he. ^^ *runs from Sara*
*snif* *snif* I will miss you! Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
*sobs*
Thanks for the hankie! 
Just don't stay away for long.
I
will spam your guest book if you don't and you will have a lot to read! 
What am I studying? Well, that would have to be Computer Programming and Web Design and I assume you mean pediatrics (you misspelled).
So, when are you going to spam my chat box some more?
Well, I hope you aren't going to college yet.
Hope to hear from you soon.
-Jonathan
Good day to you, Beloved.
*greets you with a tender kiss*
I hope that your day is treating you well, dear.
The whim of Fate sure has us at a loss for words as of late. I shudder to think what will happen in the moments to come, but there is no need to worry O sweet princess. I am certain that things will improve, for our love is far too strong to be diminished by such trivial circumstances.
*curls around you in a loving embrace, pressing a loving kiss to your lips before slipping away slowly*
We shall be together once more; I am positive of it.
'Till then, take care of yourself, cuddle-muffin.
Carry my love as your shroud and my heart as your shield always.
Loving you so very much,
Thomas
Yeah. Forever. Its good to know since I'm about to die!
.....
merged: 11-20-2007 ~ 04:33am
I'm glad you have Tommy as your bf. At least when you forget about me you'll have someone more special to think about.
Sara this is good bye from Alden. I have an health problem and its not your average flu or common cold. Its worst. I think I haven't gotten to know you better and its one of my many regrets. I've been hiding painful thoughts and things like that so, I'll get rid of them before the end of my time. As for you.... I can only wish happiness for ya. I'll be gone as of in a couple of days for medical attention. See ya and Thank you.
hey how u know that? Did i mention before or something? Teresa is not in my list...
Clare is my life,Irene/Ilena is my respect,Galatea is my hope,Flora is my inspiration and Miria is my motivation
I am still figuring how to fill in the rest
WHo ate the brownies? Friends? Parents? Well, its good that you had some to eat too. Little piece but its something right? Lol.
Did somebody say french fries! Gimme Gimme! *Chases Sara around*
Everything is okay with me. Thanks for wondering. I usually don't have anyone wondering about my well being. Well I'll see yous laterz.
*laugh at.....what?*
oh...don't have that pic here...
merged: 11-19-2007 ~ 10:59am
ah Teresa gif,thanks alot lol
Hey! Sorry, but I have to go for the moment, feel free to spam my chat lounge, just don't post more than 50 at a time because they will start to be deleted shortly after and I want to read them.
I'll
respond to you gb post later.
Later.
-DS2000
New vid up my Dear Heart
Whats good Sara. I'm alright. Starved to death but I'm still alive. Oh yeah. Its all good on this end. You didn't miss me?! *Shoves a cheesecake in your mouth* Well I didn't miss you either! *Looks around*
Okay I
really did miss you!
I can't deny it. I did miss you Sara.... a little.
Now where did mah cheesecake go? Oh noes! I gave it to you.
Gimme Gimme!
Hehe ^^ I do enjoy playing with my page, thanks for liking it so much, it makes me feel great!
Yeah, I'm fine with neutral.
Hey?! I thought you gave me that candy!
Oh, so you lost something, huh? Well it's good to have someone to comfort you in your time of need!
Everything is fine with me on this end!
My friend
is planning to have a type of community website and if all goes well with his
site, he'll have me on as a moderator or an admin. ^^ *evil laugh*
Life is good at my college!
3 day
weekends, few hours and after class, my friends and I hag out at college.
Well look how's going to college! Well, seeing as how I'm in my second year at college, let me give you some advice........... don't slack off!
Don't get addicted to that cappuccino!
I hope you'll still be on here when you're off at college!
Well, have fun and study study study!
-Jonathan
OKAY FINE. I'LL HOLD YOU TO YOUR CLAIM. I DON'T KNOW ANYONE AROUND MY AREA. MY LIFE IS STRUCTURED AROUND WHAT I EXPERIENCE. I HAVE A STRONG DISLIKE OF PEOPLE. I BECAME DISTANT BY THE TIME I ENTERED HIGH SCHOOL. I WAS MADE FUN OF ALMOST EVERYDAY. SO I TOOK THE TIME TO FIGURE OUT THE REASON WHY THIS IS. WHY I'M DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS. I WAS NORMAL LOOKING. GIRLS DIDN'T NOTICE ME. BOYS, WELL THEY TALK ABOUT STUFF I DON'T UNDERSTAND. I BECAME FRIENDS WITH THIS ONE GUY. HE WAS ALSO A LONER BECAUSE OTHERS LOOKED DOWN ON HIM. HE TRIED TO BE COOL BUT IT DIDN'T REALLY WORK. I SAW HIM CRY ONCE WHEN ABOUT 4 GUYS MADE FUN OF HIM AT THE SAME TIME. ALOT OF THESE GUYS WERE GOOFBALLS BUT THEY WERE ALSO WELL KNOWN IN THE SCHOOL. I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO HIM. I WAS GOING THROUGH THE SAME THING. YOU SEE, I WAS PISSED OFF AT YOUR FORUM BECAUSE I NEVER KNOW HOW TO GET ALONG WITH PEOPLE. THEY WERE MAKING ME ANGRY. I DON'T WANT TO FIGHT BUT YOUR FRIENDS CALLED ME A FOOL AFTER I CALLED MYSELF AN IDIOT. I WAS NOT EXPECTING ANYONE TO ADD TO MY SELF-INSULT. MAYBE GOD WANTED ME TO BE A LONER IN THIS WORLD. I CAN'T MAKE GOD CHANGE HIS MIND SO I'LL BE ONE. SO NOW I'M A RECLUSE. I GO TO WORK/SCHOOL AND THE REST OF MY TIME IS IN MY ROOM. I CAN TALK TO PEOPLE HERE SORT OF (LIKE THIS STUFF I'M TYPING), BUT I'M NOT MEANT FOR SOCIAL STUFF IN REAL LIFE. I'M TOO MAD FOR THAT. I'M TOO AVERAGE IN APPEARANCE TO BE LIKED AND SOME PEOPLE THINK I'M CREEPY. THATS FINE BY ME. GOD DECIDES MY LIFE AND NOT ME. ITS NOT FAIR. I WANT TO BE BORN SOMEONE ELSE. BUT I CAN'T, SO I'M MAD. PEOPLE JUST MAKE ME MORE ANGRY. I'M THE WIERD PERSON THAT WALKS AND TALKS BY HIMSELF. I'M OLD NOW. STARTING OFF IN MY TWENTIES. BY NOW I SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST 2-4 CLOSE FRIENDS AND A GIRLFRIEND. A BETTER JOB AND A CONFIDENT OUTLOOK. BUT I LACK ALL OF THOSE. I'M NOT ANGRY BECAUSE I LIKE TO HEADBUTT AGAINST OTHERS. ITS BECAUSE I HAVE A LIFELONG HISTORY BEHIND MY MOOD. THEN I BECAME CRAZY. I STARTED TO TALK TO SOMETHING THAT WAS NOT THERE. I REALIZE WHAT I'M DOING BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. I'M SAD INSIDE AND MAD OUT. I LIKE ANIME THATS WHY I'M HERE. BUT I DON'T THINK I'LL LAST LONG HERE.
merged: 11-16-2007 ~ 02:21am
YOU MUST KNOW THAT I AM SENSITIVE AND CAN'T BE CHANGED. WHEN I READ WHAT YOU SAID, YOU BASICALLY WNAT ME TO NOT TAKE THINGS SERIOUSLY. WELL I DO. AND I STILL DISLIKE PEOPLE. I CAN HELP THEM BUT NEVER WARM UP TO THEM. I STILL DON'T LIKE YOUR FRIENDS.
BUT I WILL SAY THANKS FOR YOUR POST. IF PEOPLE YOU SAY CAN CHANGE FROM WHAT THEY EXPERIENCE THEN I LACK WHAT THEY HAVE. SOMETHING GOD WANTS ME KNOW. I CAN'T FIGHT WHAT HE WANTS FOR ME. MERE HUMANS CAN'T CHALLENGE OUR CREATOR. NOT THIS CREATOR. HE GAVE YOU SOMETHING THAT MADE YOU SOMEONE AS YOU ARE. I FELT THE SAME WHEN I READ YOUR POST. SO I AM RIGHT. I'M NOT SAYING YOU ARE WRONG, BUT YOU DIDN'T HELP ME MUCH. IT WAS ALL TO KIND WORDS. SUGARCOATED TOPPING ON WHAT I REALLY WANT TO HEAR.
awww...u can't believe what I saw...
and
then the driver said "I bet a car's gonna crash it, and it's gonna
die" I swear i felt like yelling after i heard that uguuu, it pissed me off
so much and it hurt 
I
was thinkin, *damn u, where's the sense of thoughts selfish baka(sheesh i'd
rather he dies and not the kitty, poor thing 
)* but i
said nothing and stared...I didn't wanna get down coz first of all it was in the
middle of the street...and there were so many cars and stuff but i donno, come
to think of it i was so sad, and until now i feel so guilty for not being able
to react or do something...and this actually happened like two weeks ago, and
until now i just feel so bad and I wonder what actually happened to it, and how
it is 
so
sad 
the other day on the way back from school, i just happened to see the tinniest kitty u can ever see in the middle of the road...and I just stare and seriously I just had the urge to get down from the car and get it, but I was so confused, i pointed and stared and said..."kitty...."
I'm such a heartless for not saving it...
btw, the banner's so lovely desuuu~~ Sankyuu~ ^____^ (oh, i just noticed i already told u that
but it's seriously nice) 
take carez!
ITS LATE BUT, YOU WANT TO HEAR ME OUT? EVEN IF I EXPLAIN MYSELF I'LL JUST GET A HARSH REBUKE FROM SOMEONE WHO WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND (THAT WOULD BE YOU). SO HERE IS WHAT I THINK ABOUT THAT:
.
Hey Sara!
I hope you are feeling well.
I hope things are better for you now. <3
At the moment, I am OK. To be precise, I'm in the "Neutral".
So you like my scheme, eh? Well, I've changed it...again!
Well, I'm off to bed, good night, Sara-chan!
-DS2000, coming to a theater near you!
Thanks for the message. Things are going pretty well and yeah we do have fun sparring. A one year anniversary of sparring huh, yeah thats about right lol.
cause its
funny 
Hope you are doing well as well and I'll leave you with a
hey whats up ... its been awhile hasn't it
I just don't get on here much anymore sorry -.-
lol so hows everything going for you?
merged: 11-12-2007 ~ 11:17am
Hey! *poke* *poke* <3
Been out of town but I'm back with a new vid
Hey Sara-chan!
merged: 11-03-2007 ~ 11:28am
NEW POST
Hey there Sara!
I'm doing well thanks for asking. I've made some new friends here! ^^
I hope things are OK with you over there right now.
Sorry for my late reply, but I've been a little distracted. heh heh
Thanks for the complement on my page, but it has once again changed, I think you will like it! Pay attention to every detail.
Well, I must go to sleep, take care Sara-chan!
merged: 11-05-2007 ~ 02:00am
Well.... I've changed it again... ^^ I think we have a WINNER!
See ya!
i seriously don't blame you if u had a nightmare last night
LMAO!
*angel* 