hehehehe it's a nice pic you meanie! maybe i should make it my avy before i
leave...i wonder which one Tommy would prefer *thinks* the other becomes a lil
too small for an avy, the words being hard to read.
btw Shane, came across a gif by chance, a chara from Claymore:
hehe no idea who she is but anyway ^^
see you around Shane! hope everything is good for
you.
Hey! Sorry, but I have to go for the moment, feel free to spam my chat lounge,
just don't post more than 50 at a time because they will start to be deleted
shortly after and I want to read them. I'll
respond to you gb post later.
just dropping by to check on mah friend....doing good? ^////^
i hope things are alright with you Alden..
and no i didn't miss you one bit! *pretends to read a book*
hehehe ^^
hope to hear from you soon,
Sincerely,
Sara
Whats good Sara. I'm alright. Starved to death but I'm still alive. Oh yeah. Its
all good on this end. You didn't miss me?! *Shoves a cheesecake in your mouth*
Well I didn't miss you either! *Looks around*
I can't deny it. I did miss you Sara.... a little. Okay I
really did miss you!
Now where did mah cheesecake go? Oh noes! I gave it to you.
Gimme Gimme!
Quote by Lionhearted911 hahahah
sadly there are no theaters anywhere near me where i
live, these things are not allowed to be built...a long story... :P
hehehehe very interesting scheme, again, as usual ^^ you sure seem to be
enjoying your time changing around with youe scheme ne ^^ it's fun for me to
take a look every time you change something, makes me think you were happy while
playing around with the colors. you were right? ^^
Neutral's good ne? there are worse things afterall like being depressed or angry
or vengeful :P ofcourse there are better things, like being happy and cheerful
or in love :P hahaha but who's saying you should look at the better, looking at
the worse always makes me feel way better than i initially am...at least in most
cases...ok ok...some cases
hey give it back! *snatches candy* mwahahaha erm heheh :P ^^
things are better now Jon-chan, though my mother threw out something that was
really precious and important to me.... pretty sad but to be honest my special
someone is making the loss easier to bear, so as long as i don't think about it
i'm pretty cheerful, like now ^^ just finished exercising and showering...always
makes me feel revived ^////^
well then, hope everything is good for you...
how is school? hehe i'm leaving for college in three weeks.... so i won't be
around for a while after that till i can get my hands on a net :P heheh oh
well...still time left, i intend to make the best of it
well then! gotta run....i'm so craving cappuccino now....... :P
take care Jonathan!
till next time~!
X-P
<---hehehe just felt like doing it
*wavies* see ya Jon-chan!
Hehe ^^ I do enjoy playing with my page, thanks for liking it so much, it makes
me feel great!
Yeah, I'm fine with neutral.
Hey?! I thought you gave me that candy!
Oh, so you lost something, huh? Well it's good to have someone to comfort you in
your time of need!
Everything is fine with me on this end! My friend
is planning to have a type of community website and if all goes well with his
site, he'll have me on as a moderator or an admin. ^^ *evil laugh*
Life is good at my college! 3 day
weekends, few hours and after class, my friends and I hag out at college.
Well look how's going to college! Well, seeing as how I'm in my second year at
college, let me give you some advice........... don't slack off!
Don't get addicted to that cappuccino!
I hope you'll still be on here when you're off at college!
awwww comon now you never know till you give it a try... i don't have a single
harsh bone in my body :P
but...you did say it.... you're two weeks too late ^^
ja na Craziness!
OKAY FINE. I'LL HOLD YOU TO YOUR CLAIM. I DON'T KNOW ANYONE AROUND MY AREA. MY
LIFE IS STRUCTURED AROUND WHAT I EXPERIENCE. I HAVE A STRONG DISLIKE OF PEOPLE.
I BECAME DISTANT BY THE TIME I ENTERED HIGH SCHOOL. I WAS MADE FUN OF ALMOST
EVERYDAY. SO I TOOK THE TIME TO FIGURE OUT THE REASON WHY THIS IS. WHY I'M
DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS. I WAS NORMAL LOOKING. GIRLS DIDN'T NOTICE ME. BOYS, WELL
THEY TALK ABOUT STUFF I DON'T UNDERSTAND. I BECAME FRIENDS WITH THIS ONE GUY. HE
WAS ALSO A LONER BECAUSE OTHERS LOOKED DOWN ON HIM. HE TRIED TO BE COOL BUT IT
DIDN'T REALLY WORK. I SAW HIM CRY ONCE WHEN ABOUT 4 GUYS MADE FUN OF HIM AT THE
SAME TIME. ALOT OF THESE GUYS WERE GOOFBALLS BUT THEY WERE ALSO WELL KNOWN IN
THE SCHOOL. I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO HIM. I WAS GOING THROUGH THE SAME
THING. YOU SEE, I WAS PISSED OFF AT YOUR FORUM BECAUSE I NEVER KNOW HOW TO GET
ALONG WITH PEOPLE. THEY WERE MAKING ME ANGRY. I DON'T WANT TO FIGHT BUT YOUR
FRIENDS CALLED ME A FOOL AFTER I CALLED MYSELF AN IDIOT. I WAS NOT EXPECTING
ANYONE TO ADD TO MY SELF-INSULT. MAYBE GOD WANTED ME TO BE A LONER IN THIS
WORLD. I CAN'T MAKE GOD CHANGE HIS MIND SO I'LL BE ONE. SO NOW I'M A RECLUSE. I
GO TO WORK/SCHOOL AND THE REST OF MY TIME IS IN MY ROOM. I CAN TALK TO PEOPLE
HERE SORT OF (LIKE THIS STUFF I'M TYPING), BUT I'M NOT MEANT FOR SOCIAL STUFF IN
REAL LIFE. I'M TOO MAD FOR THAT. I'M TOO AVERAGE IN APPEARANCE TO BE LIKED AND
SOME PEOPLE THINK I'M CREEPY. THATS FINE BY ME. GOD DECIDES MY LIFE AND NOT ME.
ITS NOT FAIR. I WANT TO BE BORN SOMEONE ELSE. BUT I CAN'T, SO I'M MAD. PEOPLE
JUST MAKE ME MORE ANGRY. I'M THE WIERD PERSON THAT WALKS AND TALKS BY HIMSELF.
I'M OLD NOW. STARTING OFF IN MY TWENTIES. BY NOW I SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST 2-4
CLOSE FRIENDS AND A GIRLFRIEND. A BETTER JOB AND A CONFIDENT OUTLOOK. BUT I LACK
ALL OF THOSE. I'M NOT ANGRY BECAUSE I LIKE TO HEADBUTT AGAINST OTHERS. ITS
BECAUSE I HAVE A LIFELONG HISTORY BEHIND MY MOOD. THEN I BECAME CRAZY. I STARTED
TO TALK TO SOMETHING THAT WAS NOT THERE. I REALIZE WHAT I'M DOING BUT I CAN'T
HELP IT. I'M SAD INSIDE AND MAD OUT. I LIKE ANIME THATS WHY I'M HERE. BUT I
DON'T THINK I'LL LAST LONG HERE.
merged: 11-16-2007 ~ 02:21am
YOU MUST KNOW THAT I AM SENSITIVE AND CAN'T BE CHANGED. WHEN I READ WHAT YOU
SAID, YOU BASICALLY WNAT ME TO NOT TAKE THINGS SERIOUSLY. WELL I DO. AND I STILL
DISLIKE PEOPLE. I CAN HELP THEM BUT NEVER WARM UP TO THEM. I STILL DON'T LIKE
YOUR FRIENDS.
BUT I WILL SAY THANKS FOR YOUR POST. IF PEOPLE YOU SAY CAN CHANGE FROM WHAT THEY
EXPERIENCE THEN I LACK WHAT THEY HAVE. SOMETHING GOD WANTS ME KNOW. I CAN'T
FIGHT WHAT HE WANTS FOR ME. MERE HUMANS CAN'T CHALLENGE OUR CREATOR. NOT THIS
CREATOR. HE GAVE YOU SOMETHING THAT MADE YOU SOMEONE AS YOU ARE. I FELT THE SAME
WHEN I READ YOUR POST. SO I AM RIGHT. I'M NOT SAYING YOU ARE WRONG, BUT YOU
DIDN'T HELP ME MUCH. IT WAS ALL TO KIND WORDS. SUGARCOATED TOPPING ON WHAT I
REALLY WANT TO HEAR.
awww...u can't believe what I saw...
the other day on the way back from school, i just happened to see the tinniest
kitty u can ever see in the middle of the road...and I just stare and seriously
I just had the urge to get down from the car and get it, but I was so confused,
i pointed and stared and said..."kitty...." and
then the driver said "I bet a car's gonna crash it, and it's gonna
die" I swear i felt like yelling after i heard that uguuu, it pissed me off
so much and it hurt I
was thinkin, *damn u, where's the sense of thoughts selfish baka(sheesh i'd
rather he dies and not the kitty, poor thing )* but i
said nothing and stared...I didn't wanna get down coz first of all it was in the
middle of the street...and there were so many cars and stuff but i donno, come
to think of it i was so sad, and until now i feel so guilty for not being able
to react or do something...and this actually happened like two weeks ago, and
until now i just feel so bad and I wonder what actually happened to it, and how
it is
I'm such a heartless for not saving it... so
sad
btw, the banner's so lovely desuuu~~ Sankyuu~ ^____^ (oh, i just noticed i
already told u that but it's seriously nice)
take carez!
Quote by Lionhearted911wow
^^" i made an enemy by just staring?
well ...
One- i never said you were fighting, i mean you personally, i was talking that
time to someone else
Two- when i made the rule i was thinking civilized people, sorry i didn't know
some here lacked basic mannerisms where you're not supposed to say bad words or
curse each other...
Three- i don't get the point of your anger and this whole GB post, of course if
you have no problem explaining, i'd be more than happy to hear you out, just
calm down, cuz i'm only willing to hear you out when you're calm and in the mood
to explain...thanks but i don't indulge in ranting competitions ^^
thank you kindly,
~Lioness
ITS LATE BUT, YOU WANT TO HEAR ME OUT? EVEN IF I EXPLAIN MYSELF I'LL JUST GET A
HARSH REBUKE FROM SOMEONE WHO WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND (THAT WOULD BE YOU). SO HERE
IS WHAT I THINK ABOUT THAT: .
Quote by Lionhearted911 hehe ^^
*pokies back* hiiiiiii Jon-chan
how are you doing? you know, i'm in a very good mood today for some reason,
though i feel a lil sick hehehe you see i drank some cappuccino mixed with ice
cream...right after i woke up...i think it didn't sit well with me :P
but well things are good on this end if you're wondering...
...actually things aren't but i'm feeling cheery ^^
nyaaaa *offers candy*
how about you DS2000? feeling good? ^^
take care!
thanks for dropping by! ^^
*waves merrily* see you soon!
merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 03:07am
and ooooooooh such a lovely scheme...your page certainly looks lovely now ^^
Hey Sara!
I hope you are feeling well.
I hope things are better for you now. <3
CANDY! *ahem* Don't mind if I do.
At the moment, I am OK. To be precise, I'm in the "Neutral".
So you like my scheme, eh? Well, I've changed it...again!
Quote by Lionhearted911 hiiiiiiii
Mnemeth-san ^^
how are you? hope everything is going good in your life
just dropping by to extend my greeting to my fav sparring partner :P ^^
can you imagine it's been a lil over a year since we met on MT? hehehe always
did have fun trying to cause you some virtual misfortune ^^ *giggles merrily*
it's even funner to read your replies :P
well see you around Mnemeth!
good luck with everything ^^
Sincerely,
Sara
Thanks for the message. Things are going pretty well
and yeah we do have fun sparring. A one year anniversary of sparring huh, yeah
thats about right lol.
Hope you are doing well as well and I'll leave you with a cause its
funny
welcome back hehee...hope everything is going good with you ^^
well things are ok on this end...in three weeks i'm travelling to go to
college....will be interesting but it means i won't be able to come online for a
while...which is rather horrible....
hehehe well i must agree, been a long time indeed ^^ so what's up, everything ok
on your end as well? how about study life? going good?
well, take care Dan ^^ hope to hear from you soon ^^
sincerely,
Sara
lol hey!
heh yep its ok I suppose
Oooo no , lol I come back and you go
study life , not so well, still need money for school, trying to get kinda hard
tho
I'm glad your doing good tho! happy you gunna be heading to school soon
;p
I'm doing well thanks for asking. I've made some new friends here! ^^
I hope things are OK with you over there right now.
Sorry for my late reply, but I've been a little distracted. heh heh
Thanks for the complement on my page, but it has once again changed, I think you
will like it! Pay attention to every detail.
Well, I must go to sleep, take care Sara-chan!
merged: 11-05-2007 ~ 02:00am
Quote by Lionhearted911 hhehehe
YES SIR! *pays attention* very nice, i see you truly enjoy 'upgrading' your page ne
but very very nice ^^ it's interesting, the choice of colors rather nice too and
some of it is actually soothing to look at ^^
Well.... I've changed it again... ^^ I think we have a WINNER! See ya!
Quote by Lionhearted911
you know what? that day when you went over to Ala's, walla i woke up the smell
of your perfume was all over the place, missed you alot yea yea
don't flatter yourself sis ^^ *huggies*
aroma
i seriously don't blame you if u had a nightmare last night LMAO!
*angel*
Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Choose--me or ur life
Boy: my life
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do
everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.
_________________________________
mY COMPS UP AND RUNNING SO i'LL OFFICIALLY BE BACK TOMMOROW
Quote by Lionhearted911hiiii Steph
^^
been a while since you've last posted in my thread, or am i mistaken? ofcourse
not that you have to, just hoping everything is good ^^
so what have you been up to old friend? college good and everything? ^^
hahahaha and very funny vid i
agree...great Kung-Fu Master :P hehehehe so
cute ^^
thanks for sharing!
keep in touch!
Sincerely,
Sara
I haven't forgotten you my comps been in the shop. The guy said it only be a few
days but it took hime 2 weeks. I'll be
back posting reguraly today dear heart so don't worry.
dude, i freakin can't believe that stuff that happened today...
here's the freakin timeline
1) i came home feelin great
2) mum comes and says "u can't freakin believe what happened!"
3) i already had something horrible to tell and omg
suspicion is so bad...my god...
4) then all crap i was hungry, made myself some stuff
5) mum called so i took my plate upstairs and i was standing and eatin too
6) she started tellin me, and omg i was almost trembling, i felt nauseous from
disgust so i just set my plate aside and helped myself sit down
7) then omg...dude my reactions...the story...what is this, some drama, dude i
am still O___O
8) and wow, my imaginations...
...really...omg...i am like ok ok please stop telling me detailed because images
of everything are coming to my head...
--> disadvantages of studying literature, increases rate of "visual
imagery" haha, so bad...
9) u know i couldn't hold myself i cried over your thingy~
ahh...baka you ne...
10) on top of that u know what mum tells me, errmmm...ok how am i supposed to
say this...well..."if inti a3tetiha (supposedly...got it? ) wijeh kan
jatek(3ala asas) instead of Sara 3ashan...ok, (tell u reason later if i c
u)...bas inti mabta3ty wije7 so yea." and i got seriously pissed...what is
this... A FREAKIN DRAMA! i can write a freakin novel about 7al 3esha hadi
bela7i! and name the novel "A Child Called Elena" instead of
"It" ok...bein sarcastic now...not about the novel part..
13) then wow, again the thing with bro...... INSANITY! 3anjad, i'm never gonna
talk to him until he learns his lesson! eish hada!
God I seriously had to jot this all down becoz i can't believe! OMG OMG
OMG...
OMG
OMG OMG OMG
OMG OMG................
Oh Ma Freakin Gawd!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
and today, my God at school, such role models the staff are, some role models, i
was being sarcastic, coz they seriously can be explained with one word they
"suck"...
Mrs. Dana told us to roll down our sleeves and u know how i get when everyone
around me keeps saying the weather is hot, i start feeling really hot and
enervated AND i get pissed off fastidious
ppl huh...
so i said "Mrs. your own sleeves aren't rolled up, if u roll ur sleeves
down i will" and she got seriously angry, whatever, aren't they the role
models. it's like dude "practice what you preach"...
ahhh~ and you know dad knew why i didn't go to Nada's today...
and when he asked...
God...i said "i was tired..."
so the second time he asked....i said
something else...
uguuu...i am so bad at lying...but i had to, i would never tell him the
reason!
although...uguuu he gave me this look like "uh-huh..."
and Nada got sad when i told her on the phone i couldn't make it
good luck to you ne *sighhh*
take care ya!
omg...
luff ya~ ja ne...
merged: 10-25-2007 ~ 01:27am
OMG O_o
merged: 10-25-2007 ~ 01:46am
omg, yes, u know u can't also imagine the lecture
dad gave me from the disappointment he felt coz of me switching to Geography
from Physics.
but seriously, ok he was right to be honest, because to be honest i felt like i
moved from some advanced to some baby stuff coz
Geography is so stupid n easy compared to Physics...i kinda miss it ...errr...miss torture ...that's bad
but u know, the reason i switched too iz coz, it's enough the subjects r even so
much harder this year so much harder, i mean i don't want Physics to be there
too, already my business teacher is making our lives miserable and
we r taking about something i am so not interested in! and on top of that, for
now in Biology we r taking hard crap that is seriously...useless...for reading
would be interesting, but to be tested on...
we r studying in details about evolution...in serious details, like how this
Lerman crap scientist made up his own scientific crappy theory...
about us being evolving from apes, and how humanity started...
three basic reasons...
i...uguuu...can't believe this...
imagine and this other scientist sas humanity evolved from
bubbles............
omg....i seriously think they had issues...they were saying the argon and this
other element was in the bubble and they popped in the air and i donno what
other crap happened...and it is so detailed, about other stuff...oh my~ headache
seriously...
it's like...you get mixed up between reality and theory
take carez~! haha ...omg...the stuff, MY IMAGINATIONS! i
can't stop thinkin bout it...uguuu~
anyways just don't think about it ya
really, i'm serious, i can think all day abt whatever, juz chillax and chillz,
and....anyways....it's not the end of the world
"OMG"
hey im very disgruntled with you sis having a fever to get off work i see how it
is..getting a internal disease on purpose you sunk to a new low
anyway so how is the banner coming along..and you better post in my thread soon
or ill be maaaad....
anyway hope you stop making yourself sick...
BLAH!
Wait, so I said that for nothing? I forgot your b-day passed already. Oops....
But you are most welcome.
College already? Good Luck. Actually, I never believe in luck but I'm sure
you'll do fine if not excel in your studies. WHat is your future goal? What do
you want to be?
merged: 10-21-2007 ~ 06:52am
Your life is calling for success and love then? Very nice and I wish you all the
best.
Luck.... Gah!
I still don't know what I want to be and college isn't far away for me either. I
think I'll decide when I panic. Lol.
hehe bet you're missing the good old times when we had spammed ne truth to be
told i miss them too...but been rather busy lately...more like not having time
to come on MT...
well how about you? i didn't notice you being able to come on MT often yourself,
or am i mistaken? ^^
thanks for passing by, encouraged me to come on MT and post around...catch up on
a few things
hope things are good on your end ^^
take care!
Sincerely,
~Lioness ^^
Hey, Lioness!
I'm doing well!
Yeah, I am missing the good old days. What happened to them?
Well, I've pretty much been on MT every day.
Well, I'm glad I got you on here again.
Oh, thanks for dropping by my Jokes thread. Feel free to post another!
I'll be back later to give you links to the forum games I am in.
*laugh at.....what?*
oh...don't have that pic here...
merged: 11-19-2007 ~ 10:59am
ah Teresa gif,thanks alot lol
Hey! Sorry, but I have to go for the moment, feel free to spam my chat lounge, just don't post more than 50 at a time because they will start to be deleted shortly after and I want to read them.
I'll
respond to you gb post later.
Later.
-DS2000
New vid up my Dear Heart
Whats good Sara. I'm alright. Starved to death but I'm still alive. Oh yeah. Its all good on this end. You didn't miss me?! *Shoves a cheesecake in your mouth* Well I didn't miss you either! *Looks around*
Okay I
really did miss you!
I can't deny it. I did miss you Sara.... a little.
Now where did mah cheesecake go? Oh noes! I gave it to you.
Gimme Gimme!
Hehe ^^ I do enjoy playing with my page, thanks for liking it so much, it makes me feel great!
Yeah, I'm fine with neutral.
Hey?! I thought you gave me that candy!
Oh, so you lost something, huh? Well it's good to have someone to comfort you in your time of need!
Everything is fine with me on this end!
My friend
is planning to have a type of community website and if all goes well with his
site, he'll have me on as a moderator or an admin. ^^ *evil laugh*
Life is good at my college!
3 day
weekends, few hours and after class, my friends and I hag out at college.
Well look how's going to college! Well, seeing as how I'm in my second year at college, let me give you some advice........... don't slack off!
Don't get addicted to that cappuccino!
I hope you'll still be on here when you're off at college!
Well, have fun and study study study!
-Jonathan
OKAY FINE. I'LL HOLD YOU TO YOUR CLAIM. I DON'T KNOW ANYONE AROUND MY AREA. MY LIFE IS STRUCTURED AROUND WHAT I EXPERIENCE. I HAVE A STRONG DISLIKE OF PEOPLE. I BECAME DISTANT BY THE TIME I ENTERED HIGH SCHOOL. I WAS MADE FUN OF ALMOST EVERYDAY. SO I TOOK THE TIME TO FIGURE OUT THE REASON WHY THIS IS. WHY I'M DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS. I WAS NORMAL LOOKING. GIRLS DIDN'T NOTICE ME. BOYS, WELL THEY TALK ABOUT STUFF I DON'T UNDERSTAND. I BECAME FRIENDS WITH THIS ONE GUY. HE WAS ALSO A LONER BECAUSE OTHERS LOOKED DOWN ON HIM. HE TRIED TO BE COOL BUT IT DIDN'T REALLY WORK. I SAW HIM CRY ONCE WHEN ABOUT 4 GUYS MADE FUN OF HIM AT THE SAME TIME. ALOT OF THESE GUYS WERE GOOFBALLS BUT THEY WERE ALSO WELL KNOWN IN THE SCHOOL. I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO HIM. I WAS GOING THROUGH THE SAME THING. YOU SEE, I WAS PISSED OFF AT YOUR FORUM BECAUSE I NEVER KNOW HOW TO GET ALONG WITH PEOPLE. THEY WERE MAKING ME ANGRY. I DON'T WANT TO FIGHT BUT YOUR FRIENDS CALLED ME A FOOL AFTER I CALLED MYSELF AN IDIOT. I WAS NOT EXPECTING ANYONE TO ADD TO MY SELF-INSULT. MAYBE GOD WANTED ME TO BE A LONER IN THIS WORLD. I CAN'T MAKE GOD CHANGE HIS MIND SO I'LL BE ONE. SO NOW I'M A RECLUSE. I GO TO WORK/SCHOOL AND THE REST OF MY TIME IS IN MY ROOM. I CAN TALK TO PEOPLE HERE SORT OF (LIKE THIS STUFF I'M TYPING), BUT I'M NOT MEANT FOR SOCIAL STUFF IN REAL LIFE. I'M TOO MAD FOR THAT. I'M TOO AVERAGE IN APPEARANCE TO BE LIKED AND SOME PEOPLE THINK I'M CREEPY. THATS FINE BY ME. GOD DECIDES MY LIFE AND NOT ME. ITS NOT FAIR. I WANT TO BE BORN SOMEONE ELSE. BUT I CAN'T, SO I'M MAD. PEOPLE JUST MAKE ME MORE ANGRY. I'M THE WIERD PERSON THAT WALKS AND TALKS BY HIMSELF. I'M OLD NOW. STARTING OFF IN MY TWENTIES. BY NOW I SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST 2-4 CLOSE FRIENDS AND A GIRLFRIEND. A BETTER JOB AND A CONFIDENT OUTLOOK. BUT I LACK ALL OF THOSE. I'M NOT ANGRY BECAUSE I LIKE TO HEADBUTT AGAINST OTHERS. ITS BECAUSE I HAVE A LIFELONG HISTORY BEHIND MY MOOD. THEN I BECAME CRAZY. I STARTED TO TALK TO SOMETHING THAT WAS NOT THERE. I REALIZE WHAT I'M DOING BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. I'M SAD INSIDE AND MAD OUT. I LIKE ANIME THATS WHY I'M HERE. BUT I DON'T THINK I'LL LAST LONG HERE.
merged: 11-16-2007 ~ 02:21am
YOU MUST KNOW THAT I AM SENSITIVE AND CAN'T BE CHANGED. WHEN I READ WHAT YOU SAID, YOU BASICALLY WNAT ME TO NOT TAKE THINGS SERIOUSLY. WELL I DO. AND I STILL DISLIKE PEOPLE. I CAN HELP THEM BUT NEVER WARM UP TO THEM. I STILL DON'T LIKE YOUR FRIENDS.
BUT I WILL SAY THANKS FOR YOUR POST. IF PEOPLE YOU SAY CAN CHANGE FROM WHAT THEY EXPERIENCE THEN I LACK WHAT THEY HAVE. SOMETHING GOD WANTS ME KNOW. I CAN'T FIGHT WHAT HE WANTS FOR ME. MERE HUMANS CAN'T CHALLENGE OUR CREATOR. NOT THIS CREATOR. HE GAVE YOU SOMETHING THAT MADE YOU SOMEONE AS YOU ARE. I FELT THE SAME WHEN I READ YOUR POST. SO I AM RIGHT. I'M NOT SAYING YOU ARE WRONG, BUT YOU DIDN'T HELP ME MUCH. IT WAS ALL TO KIND WORDS. SUGARCOATED TOPPING ON WHAT I REALLY WANT TO HEAR.
awww...u can't believe what I saw...
and
then the driver said "I bet a car's gonna crash it, and it's gonna
die" I swear i felt like yelling after i heard that uguuu, it pissed me off
so much and it hurt 
I
was thinkin, *damn u, where's the sense of thoughts selfish baka(sheesh i'd
rather he dies and not the kitty, poor thing 
)* but i
said nothing and stared...I didn't wanna get down coz first of all it was in the
middle of the street...and there were so many cars and stuff but i donno, come
to think of it i was so sad, and until now i feel so guilty for not being able
to react or do something...and this actually happened like two weeks ago, and
until now i just feel so bad and I wonder what actually happened to it, and how
it is 
so
sad 
the other day on the way back from school, i just happened to see the tinniest kitty u can ever see in the middle of the road...and I just stare and seriously I just had the urge to get down from the car and get it, but I was so confused, i pointed and stared and said..."kitty...."
I'm such a heartless for not saving it...
btw, the banner's so lovely desuuu~~ Sankyuu~ ^____^ (oh, i just noticed i already told u that
but it's seriously nice) 
take carez!
ITS LATE BUT, YOU WANT TO HEAR ME OUT? EVEN IF I EXPLAIN MYSELF I'LL JUST GET A HARSH REBUKE FROM SOMEONE WHO WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND (THAT WOULD BE YOU). SO HERE IS WHAT I THINK ABOUT THAT:
.
Hey Sara!
I hope you are feeling well.
I hope things are better for you now. <3
At the moment, I am OK. To be precise, I'm in the "Neutral".
So you like my scheme, eh? Well, I've changed it...again!
Well, I'm off to bed, good night, Sara-chan!
-DS2000, coming to a theater near you!
Thanks for the message. Things are going pretty well and yeah we do have fun sparring. A one year anniversary of sparring huh, yeah thats about right lol.
cause its
funny 
Hope you are doing well as well and I'll leave you with a
hey whats up ... its been awhile hasn't it
I just don't get on here much anymore sorry -.-
lol so hows everything going for you?
merged: 11-12-2007 ~ 11:17am
Hey! *poke* *poke* <3
Been out of town but I'm back with a new vid
Hey Sara-chan!
merged: 11-03-2007 ~ 11:28am
NEW POST
Hey there Sara!
I'm doing well thanks for asking. I've made some new friends here! ^^
I hope things are OK with you over there right now.
Sorry for my late reply, but I've been a little distracted. heh heh
Thanks for the complement on my page, but it has once again changed, I think you will like it! Pay attention to every detail.
Well, I must go to sleep, take care Sara-chan!
merged: 11-05-2007 ~ 02:00am
Well.... I've changed it again... ^^ I think we have a WINNER!
See ya!
i seriously don't blame you if u had a nightmare last night
LMAO!
*angel* 
Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Choose--me or ur life
Boy: my life
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.
_________________________________
mY COMPS UP AND RUNNING SO i'LL OFFICIALLY BE BACK TOMMOROW
How's it going Sara?!
Check out my page, you'll like it!
I haven't forgotten you my comps been in the shop. The guy said it only be a few days but it took hime 2 weeks.
I'll be
back posting reguraly today dear heart so don't worry.
dude, i freakin can't believe that stuff that happened today...
and omg
suspicion is so bad...my god...
...really...omg...i am like ok ok please stop telling me detailed because images
of everything are coming to my head...
haha, so bad...
ahh...baka you ne...
) wijeh kan
jatek(3ala asas) instead of Sara 3ashan...ok, (tell u reason later if i c
u)...bas inti mabta3ty wije7 so yea." and i got seriously pissed...what is
this... A FREAKIN DRAMA! i can write a freakin novel about 7al 3esha hadi
bela7i! and name the novel "A Child Called Elena" 
instead of
"It" 
ok...bein sarcastic now...not about the novel part..
here's the freakin timeline
1) i came home feelin great
2) mum comes and says "u can't freakin believe what happened!"
3) i already had something horrible to tell
4) then all crap i was hungry, made myself some stuff
5) mum called so i took my plate upstairs and i was standing and eatin too
6) she started tellin me, and omg i was almost trembling, i felt nauseous from disgust so i just set my plate aside and helped myself sit down
7) then omg...dude my reactions...the story...what is this, some drama, dude i am still O___O
8) and wow, my imaginations...
--> disadvantages of studying literature, increases rate of "visual imagery"
9) u know i couldn't hold myself i cried over your thingy~
10) on top of that u know what mum tells me, errmmm...ok how am i supposed to say this...well..."if inti a3tetiha (supposedly...got it?
13) then wow, again the thing with bro...... INSANITY! 3anjad, i'm never gonna talk to him until he learns his lesson! eish hada!
God I seriously had to jot this all down becoz i can't believe! OMG OMG OMG...
OMG
OMG OMG OMG
OMG OMG................
Oh Ma Freakin Gawd!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
and today, my God at school, such role models the staff are, some role models, i was being sarcastic, coz they seriously can be explained with one word they "suck"...
Mrs. Dana told us to roll down our sleeves and u know how i get when everyone around me keeps saying the weather is hot, i start feeling really hot and enervated AND i get pissed off
fastidious
ppl huh...
so i said "Mrs. your own sleeves aren't rolled up, if u roll ur sleeves down i will" and she got seriously angry, whatever, aren't they the role models. it's like dude "practice what you preach"...
ahhh~ and you know dad knew why i didn't go to Nada's today...
something else...
and when he asked...
God...i said "i was tired..."
so the second time he asked....i said
uguuu...i am so bad at lying...but i had to, i would never tell him the reason!
although...uguuu
he gave me this look like "uh-huh..."
and Nada got sad when i told her on the phone i couldn't make it
good luck to you ne *sighhh*
take care ya!
omg...
luff ya~ ja ne...
merged: 10-25-2007 ~ 01:27am
OMG O_o
merged: 10-25-2007 ~ 01:46am
the lecture
dad gave me from the disappointment he felt coz of me switching to Geography
from Physics.
coz
Geography is so stupid n easy compared to Physics...i kinda miss it 
...errr...miss torture 
...that's bad 
omg, yes, u know u can't also imagine
but seriously, ok he was right to be honest, because to be honest i felt like i moved from some advanced to some baby stuff
but u know, the reason i switched too iz coz, it's enough the subjects r even so much harder this year so much harder, i mean i don't want Physics to be there too, already my business teacher is making our lives miserable
and
we r taking about something i am so not interested in! and on top of that, for
now in Biology we r taking hard crap that is seriously...useless...for reading
would be interesting, but to be tested on...
we r studying in details about evolution...in serious details, like how this Lerman crap scientist made up his own scientific crappy theory...
about us being evolving from apes, and how humanity started...
three basic reasons...
i...uguuu...can't believe this...
imagine and this other scientist sas humanity evolved from bubbles............
omg....i seriously think they had issues...they were saying the argon and this other element was in the bubble and they popped in the air and i donno what other crap happened...and it is so detailed, about other stuff...oh my~ headache seriously...
it's like...you get mixed up between reality and theory
take carez~! haha
...omg...the stuff, MY IMAGINATIONS! 
i
can't stop thinkin bout it...uguuu~
really, i'm serious, i can think all day abt whatever, juz chillax and chillz,
and....anyways....it's not the end of the world 
"OMG" 
anyways just don't think about it ya
hey im very disgruntled with you sis having a fever to get off work i see how it is..getting a internal disease on purpose you sunk to a new low
anyway so how is the banner coming along..and you better post in my thread soon or ill be maaaad....
anyway hope you stop making yourself sick...
BLAH!
OK, here are the links to the forums the that I am in.
BAN the user above YOU
[GAME]First Letter, Last Letter
[GAME]Slap, punch, hug the user above you
[GAME]Bump the user above you
[GAME]Throw something at the next poster
Would you share a room with the user above you
[GAME] Is the next poster a male or female?
Then of course, there's my thread.
[JOKES]What is your best joke?
Hope to see you there.
-Jonathan
Wait, so I said that for nothing? I forgot your b-day passed already. Oops.... But you are most welcome.
College already? Good Luck. Actually, I never believe in luck but I'm sure you'll do fine if not excel in your studies. WHat is your future goal? What do you want to be?
merged: 10-21-2007 ~ 06:52am
Your life is calling for success and love then? Very nice and I wish you all the best.
Luck.... Gah!
I still don't know what I want to be and college isn't far away for me either. I think I'll decide when I panic. Lol.
Well, until next time Sara.
Hey, Lioness!
I'm doing well!
Yeah, I am missing the good old days. What happened to them?
Well, I've pretty much been on MT every day.
Well, I'm glad I got you on here again.
Oh, thanks for dropping by my Jokes thread. Feel free to post another!
I'll be back later to give you links to the forum games I am in.
-DS2000
Noticed the card. Happy birthday Lioness.