Hello
I never noticed you added me to your fl. thanks a lot. i ll do likewise.
Once again, thanks for stopping by, i ll be checking ff page as usual.
Nick
Quote by vatican92
I don't wanna wear a suit though
It's so hot in it..... and it's so heavy.... and it doesn't fit me
Hmm...... I think there is a pink shirt in my closet........
Well.... you can still wear earings if you like them
How do you wear 8 earrings anyway?
I was quite surprised when I found out you wore earrings.....
Actually...... I don't really watch movies
Real people are boring...... so I watch anime instead
Some movies are okay but I don't go to watch movies......
......... 11 year old watching adult shows........ and base ball movies......
Well I'm not old enough to watch adult movie (whether violence or sexual.....
maybe violent but not sexual) and I don't like baseball.....
........ I don't get the Australian curriculum......
In our school..... which is international (but actually it's American..... they
only say it's international)
Grade 1~5 is elementary school
Grades 6~8 is middle school
and Grades 9~12 is high school
And the British... is.... I believe 1~6 elementary, 7~9 middle school and 10~12
high school
So you're...... 11..... and if you were in an American school.... let me
see........
I think you would be grade 6
........ How I wear 8 earrings? 4 on each year... I used to wear a pair of
hammercross earrings... One parler cuff earring on my left ear... A dead fairy
earring on my right ear... A spike cuff ear stud on my left ear..... A mori
croix cuff earring on my right ear.... A crystal head stud on my left.... And
lastly... A reaper garden earring on my right...
I don't expect you to know what they
are...http://www.therallyshack.co.uk/alchemy_earrings.htm here's the website
where ray actually bought them from..
See... ray made me wear them... Did I mention I used to have like.... loads of
rings on my hand... And I have like.... 11 bracelets I used to wear.... And not
to mention another earring I used to have on my palm..... ray made me wear
them...... I'm forced to..... or he'll be really mean in I don't *nods
nods*
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Mmm..... Umm.... Accessories... It's okay...
It took me sooooo long to take out all my accessories! I had like.... 9
rings..... 8 earrings.... 19 bracelets.... 7 necklaces... And I had like beeds
beeded onto my hair! Ray put them.... It's so hard!
I don't expect you to know what they are... Since only the really really really
umm.... umm... punk.... type of people would know...
It's not like I'm punk but since ray is... I'm forced to.... Or he'll be mean!
Quote by vatican92
I love sleeping...... and reading
I see....... some people are afraid of fire.....
I don't know if I am...... I usually think fire is quite calming......
Hehe I never knew you were so childish
I'm over fairy tales and scary monsters but I still think it's good to have
interest in fairy tales
I mean.... it's better than movies with killing and sex every minute
Well I would spend time with you anyway even if you didn't force me
That's not right....... you should treat your best friend as you would treat
yourself...... or better
Everybody seems to curse these days
Even little children
Just ignore all the swear words Elizabeth... you don't need to listen to those
kind of things
I know that you'll still be good
Hmm..... I was gonna do that too..... I mean say how adorable you are
Although I'm not gonna smoke
I am reluctant about cursing or swearing
Although I do curse and swear once in a while if I can't restrain myself......
But you really shouldn't learn to do bad things
You can't avoid hearing bad things but don't follow it
Elizabeth
Well.... I don't mind if you say how adorable I am if it was from you.....
But don't expect me to look like a little kid.... I'm not
gonna tie little pony tales and wear a pretty pink dress
One... I hate pink... two... I hate dresses.... three.... I hate two pony tails
and pigtails....
I'm probably gonna wear a black skirt, black blouse, black shoes and a black
hair band *nods nods* Black is pretty... or white... or gray....
I don't swear.... Well.... I do sometimes.... But usually just to shut my best
friend up cause she annoys me so much and keeps on asking me "Why are you
such a goody goody? Why don't you swear? Why are you quiet? Why do you sing? Why
don't you smile? Why don't you talk about boys? Why do you like fairy tales? Why
are you like a little child? Why won't you let down your hair? Why don't you put
makeup? Why are you so moody? Why? Why? Why? Why?"
Sooo.... annoying.... She forces me to swear.... Uh... Once in a while....
Anyway..... I don't see the big deal.... I swear when she forces me to...
Really... really... really emotionlessly...
You swear? I don't really mind..... I'm so used to it it doesn't effect me.....
I don't swear anyway....
I just cursed like.... trice in 11 years.... *nods nods*
I'm childish? Is that a bad thing....? Well.... I don't REALLY like fairy
tales.... actually.... I kinda prefer violence... No.... I prefer... Umm.... I
watch anything that I see..... Don't really care....
Remind me never ever ever go to the cinemas with my best friends..... Especially
when best friend 2 ((cursing one)) chooses the movies... Cause she'll choose
shows that I will only see when I'm over 21.... or.... never.... And also not
best friend 1 ((pushing one)) cause she's going to choose movies about boring
boring boring baseball movies......
I am in middle school.... Why? What grade did you think I was in? Junior?
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You don't need to wear black to suit me! I'll wear whatever colour you're
wearing! Just... don't wear pink Or
pigtails...
Joking joking!
I don't wear earrings anymore now.... Since you don't like them
You know how hard it was to take out 8 earrings from my ears! It took me like!
Like! 8 minutes... hehe...
What movies I like.... Mmmm.... umm..... Whatever you watch... I don't mind
really...
Anyway.... I'm not allowed to.... Unless someone comes with me...
Like my two best friends..... But..... best friend 2 watches... uh... adult
shows.... Best friend 1 watches baseball... And cricket... Which I hate...
"John ran and stepped on the board! He caught the ball! He through a wicked
ball at him and he hits it! And he runs! He doesn't step on the board! The ball
flies out of the game! 1 score for team D! The ball throws! He runs! He scores!
Throw, run, score, hit, throw, run, score, hit!" Boring....
You don't watch adult shows do you and baseball shows... Hope not...
YEAR 6?!?! That's what I'm gonna be next year
Look..... Year 1 to 4 is junior... Year 5 to 7 is middle.... year 8 to 10 is
senior.... year 11 and 12 is high school
I'm year 5.... I would only be year 6 is I was born in Jan and Feb!
that's aussie schools..... Is it holiday in your place yet?
It's still school in aussie school..... Aussie..... I just like to call
australians that.... australia is too long....
Wow.... You thought I was year 7? I would be so happy if I was! But I'm not....
10 year olds are in year 4.... 11s are year 5.... 12s are year 6..... 13s year
7....
But if I was in my chinese school... I'm Y6.... If american... than year 7...
Different countries....
Yeah.\
it really is a disturbing thing. I mean to hate someone so much, and then teach
your children to hate even more thst yourself.
The world is really corupt.
I don't understand how someone can hate so much.
The human race is the worst spices. All me do is take.
God how sad are we.
Hello Rachael
It really is ironic..... or rather funny how humanity never fail to disgust
us
It's just our nature to cause harm to the things around us
Even if we look at ourselves, we tend to lie even to those we care
We tend to put ourselves as priority over everybody else
It may not be true for all cases, but everybody is born with similar mindsets
After all..... we are all from the same ancestors
We are baced on Destruction of eachother, and all we do it take.
We never try and give beack, I mean people are so baced on thier own confort,
and wont do anything if it makes them feal unconfortable.
I can't say that I don't avoid going outt of my confort zone . Because no matter
how much someone whats to do sumthing that betters everyone and everything that
one persons humanaty stops them.
Its sad, becasue if a person wants sumthing (anything for that matter) for
themselves they will got out on a limb for it.
But if someone asks for the same dedication fot thier cause they will turn them
down.
Ahh...-__- How disgusting we truely are.
We ALL do belive that us humens are better than every other living thing in this
"world".
I think that many people fail to notice that we are not.
Solely becasue we do NUTHING to better anything except our selves.
We take the animals meat.
And give nuthing back.
Its a sad relaty...
Actually I wouldn't say that we're based on descruction
We're just...... selfish creatures
It's our nature......
To be so self obssessed
We are born that way I suppose
We can't do much to change the nature of humanity
But I guess all we can do is not try like to be others
Do our best to keep this world safe and decent
Ahhh yes you've got yourself a point.
But I doubt that many people are willing to try.
:[
Aww well....
Quote by vatican92
Lucky you
I don't think there are many gays in my school...... except for the one who
keeps clinging to me
Maybe I am unlucky TT^TT
Scared?..... of cockroaches?......
Of course not.......
I'm terrified of them! I'm so afraid of them, I can't even think straight when a
cockroach is around me
They do?..... I thought girls didn't like those type of guys anymore
But I guess I don't know that since I'm not a girl
I don't really believe love at first sight either
Yeah... most people seem to love others for just how they look
That's why there is so much divorce.....
People just get married because of what the other looks like and they get
disappointed with who they really are....
Well that gay is like a girl..... If he was a girl he would do the same... So
you just can't help it.... You're just too cute.....
Cute as in your personality.... A guy can't LOOK cute can he?
Unless you're like a 3 year old...
You're terrified of a small cockroach? It's such a small creature....
I'm good with insects.... Not animals... Just insects... And birds...
I can even keep them as pets if you want me to....
I wouldn't want you to be a girl.... Don't ask me why None of
your business....
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You're not cold! And you're not mean! Don't say that!
You're nice..... And kind.... And sweet.... And understanding... And the most
important person!
God gave you a chance in life right? You should treasure it! We only live
once....
And... I don't want you to go to heaven yet! Cause that means you're dead! And I
don't want that
Since you say you're really cold in real life.... Does that mean if I ever meet
you you'll be really cold to me?!
WGHHHAAAA! I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME?!?!
And I was so looking forward to you! But you're gonna be really mean to me!
Because you said boys were perverted, aggressive, cold and mean!
But I won't believe that! I rather believe that baboons could fly than you being
mean!
No matter how mean you actually are I'm not gonna believe it!
Even if you kill everyone on earth I won't believe it!
I won't believe it even if you said you hated me! *nods nods* SO DON'T EVEN
TRY!
I twisted my leg today.... My best friend pushed me in net-ball... again.....
And today..... The ball was gonna go out of the field but I pushed it in, but
then I fell...
I fell so hard that I hit the chairs and it fell on me... A chair broke and my
ear got hit....
My ear hurts..... And I can't hear properly! I DON'T
WANNA BE DEAF!
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Quote by vatican92
I guess..... you can say that I'm..... inhibitive
I'm.... more usually cold to the people I'm not familiar with
But after I become friends with them.... I'm more friendly
But I'm still a bit inconsiderate and cold and mean from time to time
Thank you for believing in me
Who said i was going to die?
I don't want to leave you either
Well........ I might be cold......
But it won't be on purpose
I don't want to be mean and selfish to Elizabeth
But I might be......
I'm still a human
I am mean...... I am not always kind..... actually i don't know if I'm ever
kind.....
I'm quite different in real life
I'm not mean or cold because I'm a boy
It's more..... because..... I've adapted to all the cruelty around me....
I don't want you to think I'm mean or cruel but sometimes I just am
I do want to save everybody..... but sometimes I'm just so selfish and wish
everybody could just disappear
Elizabeth........ I don't like your best friend....... I don't........
Why does she have to hurt you for her delinquency?
And Elizabeth...... you're much more important than a sport game or any
competition
So don't push yourself...... I hate to know you're hurt.......
I'm sorry that I can never do much to help you...... but I always care for you
I know you're not mean! JUST TRY TO
CONVINCE ME!
I'm the most stubborn person in the whole middle school!
I'm so stubborn you won't even be able to convince me that I will never be able
to talk to chickens!
You can't you can't! I'm stubborn! I am I am!
To make up for not being able to help me that much!
If I ever meet you in real life! You will be forced to read to me every night
until I fall asleep!
Haha! You have to! You do you do! Cause I always get nightmares... And I
don't like them!
I get nightmares almost everyday... I get nightmares on my birthday... and
christmas.... and chinese new year..... And any other happy event
I don't like sleeping..... And I don't like reading..... Because it reminds me
of fire.... I hate fire...
When I was little... Well I still am now... But I mean little little.... My
mother burnt a room of books... Memories.... Pictures and stuff.... Most of them
were books...
So I don't read... Scawy! It is it is! Mother never reads to me anymore...
I'll still like fairy tales even when I'm 20! I will I will!
Because fairy tales always calmed me.... Because that's what mother used to read
^_^
Also! If I ever meet you! You will be forced to spend time with me!
Because if it's my best friend.... She'll push me.... And... I don't enjoy
getting hurt
And if it was my other best friend... She would keep on cursing... It's her
hobby....
She curses... Every... single.... day.... She says she hates me cause my hair is
what she always wanted
And she curses about every single boy who walks pass.... And she
always talks about "bad things" *nods nods*
She curses so much I can't get it out of my head....
She ruined my pure clear head with.... bad things.... But I will still be a good
girl!
And... It can't be raven.... Cause he's just gonna say how adorable I am....
And smoke... And he curses too...
It definitely won't be ray! I rather have a chicken accompany me!
So you'll be forced to if I ever see you *nods nods*
I have to clear my head now..... From my best friend's ummm..... Hobby of
talking about "bad things" *nods nods*
If I never met her.... My mind would be clear.... And i would be able to sleep
in peace...
Same for ray.... ray and her make a good pair.... They both swear... And....
They always talk about "bad things" *nods nods* yep.....
You don't curse do you? Uh.... I
don't care if you do... My mind has already been dirtied....
Yeah.\
it really is a disturbing thing. I mean to hate someone so much, and then teach
your children to hate even more thst yourself.
The world is really corupt.
I don't understand how someone can hate so much.
The human race is the worst spices. All me do is take.
God how sad are we.
Hello Rachael
It really is ironic..... or rather funny how humanity never fail to disgust
us
It's just our nature to cause harm to the things around us
Even if we look at ourselves, we tend to lie even to those we care
We tend to put ourselves as priority over everybody else
It may not be true for all cases, but everybody is born with similar mindsets
After all..... we are all from the same ancestors
We are baced on Destruction of eachother, and all we do it take.
We never try and give beack, I mean people are so baced on thier own confort,
and wont do anything if it makes them feal unconfortable.
I can't say that I don't avoid going outt of my confort zone . Because no matter
how much someone whats to do sumthing that betters everyone and everything that
one persons humanaty stops them.
Its sad, becasue if a person wants sumthing (anything for that matter) for
themselves they will got out on a limb for it.
But if someone asks for the same dedication fot thier cause they will turn them
down.
Ahh...-__- How disgusting we truely are.
We ALL do belive that us humens are better than every other living thing in this
"world".
I think that many people fail to notice that we are not.
Solely becasue we do NUTHING to better anything except our selves.
We take the animals meat.
And give nuthing back.
Its a sad relaty...
Quote by vatican92
Fine! I'll try and try and try even if I have to die
I'll never give up
Even if it takes me for eternity
Even if my eyes go blind
Even if I lose my voice and I cough blood
Even if I can't hear anymore
Even if I have to have nightmare every night........
I will never give up...... you'll see Elizabeth
Because you are so important to me...... I cannot let you go
God holds men just as responsible for eating the apple thing
There are lot of men doing the housework and women working these days
The society has changed a lot
There are a lot of people who doesn't want to get married or who doesn't want
kids
.......... I don't think you know Elizabeth..... but there are girl gays as well
God is of no gender Elizabeth
We just say he in English because of the compulsory necesity accordance to the
English grammar
And Jesus came as a man because if he was to be a woman at that time in Israel,
people wouldn't have cared what he said or what he did
The world now isn't bias on gender as you may have noticed
Well...... there are still some stereotypic mindsets but nobody dare look down
on women these days unless they want to die or something
...... Bells...... are......
I guess they're nice
...... I would laugh....... but my emotions seem to be on a pause
I wonder why cows wear bells anyway
It's bothersome to be any gender as long as we live in this world
Personally I don't want to be a boy
Because..... of the military thing.... and boys are expected to kill if there's
a war
We're suppose to be "strong" and we can't cry
I am so adopting 2 children
I'm not too good with kids..... and sometimes I don't like them but I think I
want kids
It's gonna be hard trying to find a wife that would want to adopt... *nods
nods*
I'm good with kids..... But usually just too busy...
I see you're not the type who gives up that easily.... YOU'RE SO SWEET!
.....I know there are girl gays but not that many And.....
They're not as... Umm... umm... perverted... yep... that's the right word....
I'm not talking about how girls are treated Something
else.... You don't have to know HEHE!
they tie bells on cows so they can hear them... You know.... When mother was
driving... A cow walked pass the road...
Weird....
You don't want to be a boy? Then you want to be a girl? HAHA!
uh..... why is it an insult to be a girl anyway...? And it's not an insult to be
a boy?! I am so insulted!
You know... When you can't fight well they say "you fight like a
girl!" I can't believe them!
I tell you I'm a black belt, I'm extremely good with knives and I shoot like an
army officer!
you must be thinking wear I got a gun from.... my uncle is the military
officer... He thought me how to shoot since I was like.... 8 I think... Yeah...
arround 8 9..... IT WAS FUN!
I like sweet stuff! ^_^ Not too sweet.... I like chocolate! And sweets! And
ice-cream! I never seem to get fat though....
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Yeah... boys really are perverted... But you
don't seem to be.... So you're safe... But I don't really care if you're
perverted or not anyway.....
i don't know why... Even if I met you I really don't care..... I'll still like
you... so.... It wouldn't make a difference if you were perverted....
can I catch a cockrotch? yep.... Why? I'm not scared of insects if that's what
you want to know.....
You know.... Do you not like the gay because he's a boy.....? But you wouldn't
mind if he was a girl...?
Nothing.... Just curious if you're perverted.... hehe....
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Currently there are no gay girls that I know but there's one..... But she
doesn't bother anyone, she's quite nice anyway....
Cockroach.... You're scared of them...?
You know how girls always like the type... Handsome prince on a white
horse...
I for one think that's stupid.... Prince.... Jeez..... He's still human...
And I don't believe in love at first sight.... That's just stupid...
That means you like someone for their looks not for who they are....
Quote by Kohana-Ami^-^ Heeey...umm...I
haven't talked to you in awhile. T__T I missed you vatican-chan. *nods*
*huggles*
So whatcha been up to? ^-^ I hope your happy and whatnot. ^-^
umm....idk....haha. I really don't have anything to say. But that makes me feel
bad....^-^;;;;;;;;....ummm....hehe....
How was your day? ^-^ I hope it's been good. ^-^
Well....I have to go eat lunch.....
bubbay...I'll talk to you laterz.^-^
~~Ami-chan
Ami-chan!~
*huggles*
It's been like billion ages since I've seen you
Sorry that I didn't contact you first
I'm not really good with handling friendship I guess TT^TT
I'm doing fine
Although school is really getting on me
How are you doing? I hope you are well
Talk to you later!
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Quote by Kohana-Ami
Heeeeey! ^-^ Sorry it took me so long to reply. D:
Yeahhh....I missed you. ]:
It's okay. ^-^ I'm not that great at it either so dun worry about it.
^-^
Awwww....yeah school keeps getting harder. It's terrible. I've got an F in my
favourite subject cause I haven't turned in some stuff.
I'm doing good though. ^-^
well I'll see you laterz. kk?
~~Ami-chan
No need to apologize..
I missed you too ........
Really?.... I thought you were good handling people
I see....... well.... try your best Ami-chan
Im having a hard time in school......
But glad to know that you are well ^^
Okay
See you soon
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Quote by Kohana-Ami
^-^ Awwww....you're soo sweet vatican-chan.
Y'know? I wish the guys at my school were like you. haha. Sadly they are all
imature freaks....0-o. Except one.....<<;;;;; my friend thinks he likes me
but....idk....whatever.
hehe. hmmm....I'm better at people w/ problems. But friendships in
general....not so much. I'll get lazy and forget to reply to peoples comments or
w/e...^-^;;;;;;
You should try your best too. ^-^ I know that your working hard. ^-^
Don't stress about it too much though. It makes it worse. *nods* Thats why I
live a stress-free life....haha....I wish.................
Well yes....I dun wanna make you bored. ^-^
<333 Ami-chan
Well..... variety and diversity is what makes the world more interesting.......
Yeah me too....
Sometimes........... I think that I'm too mean........
Sometimes....... I cannot fathom what others feel or think...... I'm really a
selfish person...... TT^TT
I don't know if I'm trying my best but I am putting effort
Although it is the minimal amount
Sometimes..... I wish....... the world would be more...... random
You know like....... a world where you don't know where your next step is going
to take you.......
Because I hate anything repetitive
I cannot do the same thing for more than 1 or 2 hours.....
I get bored of it even if it's the thing I love most
Even if it's my favorite food, I hate to eat it more than once
simulataneously......
I don't like myself sometimes.......
Sometimes I wish I can be more content and grateful about things
Hope you don't stress yourself out too much and...... just live your life ^_^
I mean.... there's nothing else we can do right?
See ya Ami ^^
Sorry if it took me a long time to reply. I haven't really had time and I've
been grounded. bleh....
Well yes...haha
I'm in school right now. ^-^ We had so much fun last class period. ^-^ We were
being.........slightly perverted? x.x xD.
But it was okay....haha....it's weird....
Well yeah.....
Sometimes the world is random. Y'know? I guess you really have to look hard for
the good things. It helps alot.
I don't know why....I got grounded for two weeks. And it kinda helped
like....how I look at things....I don't know what not being able to go on the
computer has to do with that but it's...something. lol.
I'm happier now. ^-^ If it matters. ^-^
I don't like repetitive things either. Especially songs. Because I listen to
music so much and I sing (in chorus). It just really gets on my nerves.
*nods*
You shouldn't not like yourself though. ^-^ But I think self-esteem is something
a lot of people need to work on....especially me. ^-^;;;;; lol. Sorry.....I'm
kinda rambling...0-o
You don't have to be grateful about everything though. ^-^ At least I don't
think you do. Because eventually it will start to get a little fake y'know? If
you are grateful for something/someone then be grateful but if your not then it
really shouldn't matter that much. I'd rather be trully grateful than not at all
and be pretending. Y'know?
well yeah....sorry I've been going on a lot....
Ummm....I was thinking about something.....this guy in a book I read he said you
shouldn't say bad things about yourself because you might start believing it. [:
I don't know...haha. I just liked that.....[:
I'm prolly crazy.....0-o
mmm..... What if I was the devil that wanted to destroy heaven and jesus? And I
was cruel and evil that I killed all small animals and everything else?
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mmm..... What if I was the devil that wanted to destroy heaven and jesus? And I
was cruel and evil that I killed all small animals and everything else?
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Before I start..... Nice avatar and sig..... And.... continue..... Yeah... but
IF I could destroy heaven and jesus and I wanted to would you still like me?
hehe... Didn't think so...
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You know how you say god will only accept someone who will enter his kingdom
like a little child...?
I think god would accept anyone.... Even the bad.... because them too deserves
happiness like everyone else.... So god can teach them "right"... Even
though I don't believe in right and wrong....
Cause life is like stairs..... If you skip a step it's easier to fall....
Because if a step is broken.... It's useless to stop there... because then you
won't ever reach the top..... So no matter how old the step may be.... How
broken it may be.... You still have to step on it... Or you will never see
what's above.... Cause even if the repairman can't fix it..... As long as you
stay there..... You will never reach jesus's kingdom..... When you're finally at
the top... And when you look down..... Every step seems so easy to walk on.....
And you'll wonder why you were scared to step on the broken steps..... *nods
nods*
uh..... Sometimes I wonder how I get all these things... If you don't get what
it means you're an idiot....
Only a child can enter jesus's kingdom...? But how can you ever reach the top if
you always stay at the bottom...?
Am I speaking nonsense again...? Sorry..... I'll try to be normal...
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I know... I get it.... My mother even slapped me once for not believing in
god... hehe..... But it's just impossible for me to believe in him....
Because I don't believe in "pure" and "dirty".....
Right is different in everyones eyes... It might be wrong to love someone that
loves someone else to some people..... But it's right in some ways.... It's not
wrong to love.... But it's not right to not give that person happiness.... If
you really loved that person you would wish for their happiness.... But it's not
wrong....
I just can't except god.... Even if I saw him with my own eyes...... I will
deffinately not follow the so called "pure" god.....
Because whenever I look at the people who did "bad"..... it's
impossible for me to except god....
because of killing someone else they must die.... I can't except that....
The ones who have commited sin..... because no one has ever thought them not to
do what they did...
And I don't like to call it sin..... Because even the worse man on earth knows
how to cry.... knows how to be kind.... But no one has led them to heaven....
because you said god wouldn't except the ones who have sin..... Because they
know they have no right to go to heaven..... because it's
"destiny"......
I can't except it...... The devil is the devil because it was destined to
suffer.... The ones who are evil are the ones who suffer... Not the victims that
they torture..... because they never know the true meaning of happiness..... the
meaning of love..... the meaning of god.....
A friend of mine has been spreading rumors about me being mean to her.....
But no matter how hard I try I don't know how to be angry.....
because it's "destiny" for me to do so....
Even if I believed in god.... I will never be excepted in heaven...... because
I'm not "pure"
One that has had blood on their hands.... Will never be excepted to
heaven....
But if god was so good..... Why can't he give them a chance....
Why does the devil have to be the devil...? And why is god gifted with
happiness....?
It's "destiny" everyone would say..... If it is... I hate destiny.....
Sorry ^_^ No matter how many times anyone tries to convince me..... I will never
be "pure" enough to enter heaven.... because i will never believe in
it... Even if I see and feel it.....
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Quote by vatican92
Elizabeth....... I know how you feel
And...... I used to hate God..... just hated the idea that there could be a
heaven or hell
What we believe is justice according to every individual
So that's why there isn't truth
Because, as humans, we disagree and we cannot unite
The price of sin is death
Whether big or small
Whether murder or theft
And how do we expect to recieve anything good after death after all our
transgressions?
Even killing for a purpose...... it's just killing after all
Lying to protect someone....... it's still lying.......
How do we know it's wrong? Even if we do not realize it, there are others
affected by it in a negative way
Even the worst people has emotions
Nobody cannot enter the kingdom of heaven in reality...... or rather.......
nobody deserves to
Do you think I can go to heaven any more than a murderer can?
We are same humans after all..... with different morals
That's why God sent Jesus
To die for what we've done
To take away our sins....... And he carried all our sins...... present, past and
the future sin for all humanity
And what he told us was that if we just believe him as our savior, our sins will
be gone
If we just believe him as our Lord, we can enter the kingdom of heaven
Even a murderer
Even a thief
Anybody....... Me and you....... and everybody
It's just that....... people deny God
If I were to tell you the history.......
The first man and woman Adam and Eve decided to be their own god when they put
their lust over God
From then on, humans were born into this world with sin
Even if we look ourselves today..... we do bad things.......
Even if we don't think it's bad..... it might be bad to others..... and if we
justify it by just saying it was good for me, how does that bring any sense of
order..... or how is that a world where we care for others?
You know...... there are so many things that I don't understand
So many things that I think is wrong
I do not know what happens to babies that die.... but I know God is just and I
do not believe that they will go to hell
God is our creator..... our father figure
It says in the Bible that God is sad looking at his creations killing each
other
God has feelings too
We are made in the image of God
But we are just...... contaminated with our own lust
Elizabeth...... you can go to heaven
I know that...... it is always doubtful
Sometimes the scientific world of evolution, spontaneous generation and
non-theical theories seem very appealing......
But I know... that this world cannot be run by man..... Man as god of this
world
I cannot believe that this world was just by accident
And I'll definitely go to you....... and we'll enter the kingdom of heaven
together......
Even if that's what I have to do for the rest of my life...... even if I have to
convince you until you hate me or until I die...... that's what I will
do
......... Fine.... TRY to convince me! i will never enter the kingdom of god!
NOT UNTIL THE DAY I DIE!
Hell.... is that a bad thing....? Why must there be hell...?
Anyway... Who invented that name "god"...?
Who invented such thing as god....? Sometimes I wonder...
AND WHY DO GIRLS HAVE TO SUFFER MORE THAN BOYS?!?!
Is it because of the eve eating the apple thing?
i don't get things..... Why do girls have to be the housewifes...? So
unfair...
If it's because of eve..... I hate her!
haha.... But at least my voice won't change
I guess I rather be a girl.... Cause
then I won't have to deal with gays *nods nods*
Ysaac hasn't been here.... He's with his girlfriend..... Disgusting..... Uh.....
Who cares....
god's not fair...... Why do girls have to suffer more then boys...?
Is it cause god is a boy... so unfair..... he's not good at all!
What does eve have to do with us....? A girl is different from another girl...
jeez....
I like bells..... bells... bells.... bells..... I have like 27 bells hanging in
my room..... Not including the ones I wear...
Ysaac's so mean! he said I looked like a cow because I always wore a silver bell
on my neck tied with a black ribbon! HE'S SO MEAN!
I don't like being a girl... but if I was a boy.... I can't sulk... and cry....
and be childish... And have perfect hair!
I guess I won't mind being a girl.... But I am so adopting a child! Kids are so
cute!
Quote by vatican92I'm usually a
pacifist but these kind of people make me be discriminant against the human
race
These are the kind of people who give caucasians bad reputation and set a
stereotypic mindset as caucasians usually being racists (although it's not
true)
They're just as disgusting as Hitler
What makes them think they're any more qualified to exist?
They make me so angry that I wanna wipe these kind of people
out
Yeah.\
it really is a disturbing thing. I mean to hate someone so much, and then teach
your children to hate even more thst yourself.
The world is really corupt.
I don't understand how someone can hate so much.
The human race is the worst spices. All me do is take.
God how sad are we.
"She doesn't like magenta.... She says it looks like pink.... Her favourite
"colour" is black and white.... Don't think it's even a colour... She's
throwing things again..... Probally this time she'll say it's cause she had
nothing else to do..... I better go check on her..... She wants attention
probally cause she's.... Lonely...? I don't know.... her mother doesn't allow
her to go out.... Her friends don't really like her that much.... Her best
friend only wants money Her other
best friend made a new best friend..... Her father never comes home... I...
Ah.... Don't know.... She just complains I'm not you... She says
that she likes pain because it proves that she's alive... Still don't get
that.... "
merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 05:37pm
"Kugimiya Rie...? And what characters does she remind you of....? Imai
Hotaru? You don't think you know her but that character is really cold,
moody and doesn't show her feelings much and is extremely intelligent.... I'm
not always with eli I just am
for now cause Ray's taking care of princess and I absolutely can't not watch
over her when the perverted leprecon is arround! She's here.... But she's
practicing the cello..... "
merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 06:12pm
"You know how hard it is to take care of her man?! When you give her black
she wants white! When you give her white she wants green! When you give her
green she wants black! When you say she's cute she says to call her pretty! When
you say she's pretty she says she wants smart! When you say she's smart she
wants cute! When she gets A she wants B! When she gets Z she wants D! When she
gets B she wants I! You try living with her for two weeks and see if you ever
want to see her again! Though she'll probally treat you nicer... She's so
mean! When I'm there she wants you! When her best friend is there she wants you!
When she gets an electric guitar she says she wants harp cause you like it!
She's so mean!"
merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 07:15pm
"Don't worry.... When the cello stops playing that means she's not in the
house... She would never stop playing or singing if no one asked her to stop...
I don't know why.... She says it's cause when she stops playing it it feels like
she won't be able to play again.... Don't get
it.... She always asks me if she's alive and when I say yes she hurts herself
every morning when she wakes up She says
it's proof she's alive I told
her too that if you were happy and you could cry that was proof that you were
alive... But she sayed that she never cries and when she cries it's for someone
else and when she's happy it's fake.... Don't get her... I don't understand how
you can understand someone like her
AND WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE ASKS ME TO DO THE POSSIBLE?!?! She asked me once to
stab her and see if she was alive! And she asks me to jump of the building and
see how long it takes for me to finally crash! And another time she asks me if
she could meet the devil
Well... She treats some people nicely..... But she still treats you best....
Little children are really found of her.... She says you treat everyone
nice..... And she doesn't say it with a very happy voice... I don't get her....
Something about you treating her the same as everyone else or something.... And
something about you marrying every girl that is christian and can play cello,
harp and piccolo and is kind or something.... I don't know.... Didn't really
hear her since she was crying
You know it's really really really hard to understand her
"
merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 08:25pm
Mmm.... Elizabeth here...... Did he tell you stupid things....? I'll kill him if
he did....
Ysaac is with his girlfriend right now...
You know! The perverted leprecon and the unlucky leprecon are both the type of
people that would throw a phone that had a billion telephone numbers of girls
into the ocean
So your senses asks you to be mean to Ysaac then...?
YAY! Welcome to the club! My senses tell me to be mean to that unlucky leprecon
too!
....... You know... YouTube.... A director commented on it.... though... It's
not much of a big deal... I guess
merged: 11-12-2007 ~ 08:50pm
If he insulted me I would kill him.... Chop his
head of and send the head of to america.... Wait...
He lives in america... Then Japan then!
....I don't have the time to read what Ysaac said...... He wouldn't let me
anyway... Something about giving him bad luck for the rest of his life...
i practiced netball again...... Who cares about pain.... It doesn't matter...
Die for all I care.... Just probally I'll miss you... But if you died I wouldn't
care at all if I died..... Nothing to do in life anyway....
And ysaac's with his girlfriend if you're wondering...
Stupid teens..... They are so stupid..... Except you! You're perfect! ^_^
A bit dumb.... But I like dumb people! Easier to fool! HAHA! Kidding
merged: 11-12-2007 ~ 09:46pm
Quote by vatican92
Why don't you just send if over here so I can look at his face?
Oh I seez
You can read our conversation when you are alone
It was all about you and how adorable you were and how funny you were and how
clumsy you were and million and what you did when you were a baby and more
Well I happen to care a lot about your pain and body
Apparently more than you care!
I don't want you to get hurt.........
I'd be sad if I saw you with scars if we meet
Yeah ironically, the stupidest stage in life seems to be when you're the most
lively and enthusiastic
......... Thank you but I'm not perfect........ at all
Well.. yeah..... bit dumb sadly....... TT^TT
But you are almost perfect
You are perfect to me but I don't believe in anything perfect in this
world
What I did when I was a baby? I
insulted anyone who got in my way..... And I cried.... 24 hours.....
How adorable I am...? Ysaac would never think I'm adorable...
Well I'm never alone.... Either Ysaac's looking at me or ray... I'm alone now
but I just feel like I'm betraying him....
Clumsy...? I'm not clumsy.....
I hit my head today..... But I didn't cry..... I just ran arround in circles and
kicked Ysaac in the shin....
Who asked him to be the unlucky leprecon... And I
thought leprecons were lucky....
You won't see scars on me... Promise.... I'll try not to torture myself when I
see you....
But I'll still torture myself when you're not arround! Yep! because I want to...
Because I deserve it anyway...
I don't think I want to learn singing anymore..... I'll never be good....
What's your most most most favourite instrument?
I'll quit playing all the rest of the instruments.... I'm getting bored with
life... So I won't do so much anymore.....
I'll master the instrument you like most to deploma.... Promise.... Because I
like you best...
You're perfect to me..... Cute.... I like cute and fluffy things.....
But I think you're really cute.... Even though you're not fluffy but okay.... I
still think you're perfect!
YOU'RE SO SWEEETTT!
merged: 11-13-2007 ~ 07:16pm
Quote by vatican92
I see...... I don't remember when I was a baby
I remember that there was a dog.... that my cousin brought to the house
Weird tiny black dog with curly hair....... It's still alive
It must be 113 in dog years
Of course you are adorable
He's probably too stubborn to admit it
Or he just can't say that infront of his girlfriend
I think they look at you all day becuase they like you *nodnod*
...... Sometimes I wonder what kind of an adult you'll become
Elizabeth......
Leprecons are just in myths....... or in fairy tales....... or maybe in science
books.......
If you keep hurting yourself on purpose, I refuse to see you
I don't think you are respecting my plea......
And you being safe is more important..... we can meet after you promise me and
yourself not to harm yourself on purpose
........ My favorite instrument is violin
But that doesn't matter
If you really care about me, I want you to keep singing
My Elizabeth told me not to give up with my writing and my Elizabeth is not
somebody who gives up so easily
So you must be some Elizabeth from a different dimension
Or maybe an alien who's controlling Elizabeth's brain......
Or maybe even a puppet named Elizabeth controlled by a magician
Or an actor who looks like Elizabeth and was hired to act and sound like
Elizabeth
Thank you
But........ thank you anyway
I really like you too...... everything beside you trying to hurt yourself
Anyway I must go
See you Elizabeth~!
Why 113...? Is it some special year or something...?
No... His girlfriend doesn't mind..... She even told Ysaac he should kill my
parents so she could adopt me.... She thinks I look like a little steam bun...
....Ray... Ray.... he just likes every girl he sees... And that's so unlucky...
Raven..... Uh.... I guess he likes me like a little steam bun.... TO EAT! When
I'm not looking he'll chop my head of! *nodnod* Yep!
What kind of adult I'll become...? lets see...... Mmmm.....
One that goes to the beach everyday in the middle of the night..... One that
wears black all the time... One that will kick whichever guy that talks to me...
I do that now so I think I'll continue when I'm an adult.... But I won't kick
you ^_^ I'll poke you! YAY! One that would only go shopping if I HAVE to......
One that drinks tea all the time.... One that.... I don't know either....
But I'll be whatever you want me to be ^_^
I'll.... TRY not to torture myself on purpose..... But life
would be happy without pain...
And I don't wanna be happy.... Then you won't care about me anymore!
..... I don't give up that easily.... I think.... But I give up easily on life
though....
There's nothing to live for.... So what's the point....? But I'll probally die
if you leave... Since.... What else am I supposed to do...?
Oh yeah... This is the next song I'll sing on YouTube.... It's called Yoru no
uta..... It's sang by tomoyo.... It's not me singing there yet but it's the song
I'll sing.... Just heard it today so.... I have to practice..... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i0zYZmVz59A
merged: 11-13-2007 ~ 08:37pm
Quote by vatican92
Sorry my mistake......... he would be around....... 91 in dog years or
something
Well she doesnt seem any better than Ysaac or Ray
I dont really know them so I can't say much bt seems like they dont sound too
appealing
You'll change Elizabeth......
You change as you get older....... even if you dont want to
But sometimes I hope you don't change....... and sometimes I wish you would
I'll be satisfied with any Elizabeth
Well....... I dont want to be happy either then
I'll be all moody and be mean and angry when I'm talking to you and say mean
things
If you give up on life, you've given up on everything
And is there something to die for?
It might seem like you don't have anything to live for now but I hope you'll
realize later........
No you won't die if I leave silly Eli...... *poke your nose*
Not that I would leave anyway
I'd rather go crazy or be tortured rather than not see you
The song is nice
I think the singer here has really high pitch tone.... or a really babyish
voice
Try your best Elizabeth and I won't forgive you if you give up on your singing
Dog years....? I
thought you and ysaac make good friends ^_^
But... Maybe not... I like you better then him.... Appealing...? ^_^ You're so
cute!
I don't want to change... If I do.... I won't like you most anymore.... And.....
I don't want that to happen....
I try not to like anyone...Because if I do..... You might not be most important
anymore...
And I don't want to forget you.....
But I want to die if you leave.... It's not that I will die.... I just want
to.....
Of course I have something to die for! If I die I'll finally be at peace! *nods
nods*
What's so nice about my singing.... No matter how good a singer is.... They will
always be unpopular in time...
I'm just trying to save myself from that failure....
I don't want to be more of a failure then I already am....
The singer in that song is called Junko Iwao... She's about 30 something
She's a J-pop singer... I think she just has a childish voice... Most of her
other songs are low but still childish...
merged: 11-13-2007 ~ 09:43pm
Quote by vatican92
1 year in human years is like 7 years in dog years or something
Ysaac and me?....... I suppose....... not really......... maybe...... I don't
know him personally so I can't say much
Well if you don't like anyone just because there's a possibility you will like
somebody better, I don't want that....
If you do that, I feel that you're pitying me.......
And if you think there might be somebody you'll like more than me, I don't think
that is...... really liking me most
So Elizabeth..... it's fine with me....... You can like somebody more than
me.......
I'll be jealous of course....... but I don't want to bind you inside a small
world
No Elizabeth
Even if I do leave (not really) your life is more important than to just throw
away like it's nothing
No.... you won't find peace by just dying
You don't know what's on the other side...... of death
That's why I must go to see you some day
You might not believe me or about God, but I'll have to try
Well for me...... I don't write because I want to be popular
First.... I do it because I enjoy it
Second, I do it because I want others to read it and have fun reading
If you are afraid to fail...... don't you think everybody else is as well?
But if you don't do anything at all, you will still fail
Like I said..... you're perfect to me
Dont decide on your own what you are......
I sound so stupid sometimes
I tell you all these things but I dont realize this on my own
I like your voice a lot more than hers
I don't know why but I just do
You're not keeping me in a small world....
I'm not doing it for you.... I'm doing it for me.....
because I'm happy with just you.... I don't want anybody else.....
Even if I was the most popular person in the whole wide world but I didn't have
you it would be stupid.....
because all my friends.... Don't like me for me.....
one of my best friends... I have two best friends..... One of them has been
hanging out with a girl in my class....
The other..... She just likes me cause I give her things.....
But if they were to live or die for me.... They would choose to live and let me
die....
I don't want any other friends.... Because I know they'll betray me....
But I promise you won't betray me..... I'll take that risk of you forgetting
about me....
Because you're the most most important.....
More important to me than anything..... More important then my parents... More
important than my voice.... More important than my happiness....
But as long as you're happy.... I'll be happy.... Deffinately....
So I won't cry if you ever leave.... promise.....
Because elizabeth doesn't cry..... She won't be childish when she's an
adult..... She won't be so useless anymore.... She won't cry for everything.....
Because the time you've wasted to spend time with me is enough to last me until
the day I die...
Because every second you're willing to spare to talk to me will be like a
million years....
So thank you.... Elizabeth won't be so childish anymore... She won't hurt
herself for attention... Promise....
Thank you a million times..... thank you....
merged: 11-14-2007 ~ 07:08pm
Quote by vatican92
Elizabeth.........
I don't know if you feel the same way about me...... but I just can't leave
you...... because I like you
I would also give up my everything....... The little things I have if it can
make you happy
I am also happy........ with you alone
I don't want anybody else either......
How am I suppose to forget you?
Somebody I like more than anything I've liked so far? And somebody I'll like the
most until I die?
Even though I have terrible memory, I won't do that
It's okay to cry Elizabeth
I won't leave you but it's always okay to cry if it hurts
Crying doesn't mean you're childish
Admitting your pain isnt childish
You are showing that you are brave enough to admit it
Adults also do cry..... they're just too stuborn to show
You're an amazing person Elizabeth..... you cannot be replaced by anyone and you
are no less important than anyone
And the time you have spend to talk to me is treasured in my
heart........
The things you have said to me...... changed me...... touched my heart little by
little
You aren't useless........ You're so important that I wouldn't trade you for all
the money and all the happiness in the world
Thank you for the promising me........
You're a sweety
I love you *embarrassed and runs away*
See you Elizabeth.......
...... You're so stupid at times..... I don't
know why I like you so much.....
Of all the people I could choose... I had to choose you....
But I don't regret liking you the most..... because if I didn't meet you I would
be depressed for the rest of my life....
Still..... Can't you be more handsome...?
"....... You really are an idiot.... Nevermind..... What anime she
likes.... Ummm.... She likes Full Moon o sagashite.... And black cat.... And
jigoku shoujo... And.... All stories with rather sad endings.... Don't know
why..... She hates sadness but she seems to like tragedy...." What are you
two talking about...? Ugh.... I'm too sleepy to read what you were talking about
when I was sleeping....
Aozora.... Winter Sleep..... Okay...... I woke up in the middle of the
night..... I couldn't sleep.... I'm so sleepy....
Ugh.... And I'm sick again.... But I managed to sing today at the year 12
graduation....
"I had to carry her cause she fell asleep.... She doesn't even pay me...
" Go away..... What's wrong with you...?
I'm so sleepy..... And sick.... And dizzy.... And my hand still hurts..... And I
have problems breathing.... Raven will talk for me...
Just tell me if he's being stupid or anything....
merged: 11-09-2007 ~ 11:15pm
"..... Anime... Anime... Anime...... Yeah I guess..... I usually watch for
the music.... Elizabeth's sleeping.... Again..... She has to practice netball
tomorrow.... Her best friend is also in netball... But she's kinda mean when
they play netball.... She pushed eli-chan on the floor and didn't say sorry and
amaya hit her injured hand! And then she stole amaya's tricks! ...... I never
liked kids...... But usually kids are scared of me cause I look... Like....
Umm.... Several earrings..... Lots of rings..... Bracelets.... Necklaces... I
wear black all the time..... And I have black hair with a part that's dyed
red.... And I play the guitar.... A lot...... Elizabeth... Elizabeth.... She's
scarry too since she always talks about death
Ray's here today... He's.... Uh..... Smoking...... I smoke but his cigarette
just stinks! he's so... so..... The type of person that would throw a handphone
with a million girl's phone numbers into the ocean.....
"
merged: 11-09-2007 ~ 11:50pm
"Dude.... It's a figure of speech man.... I'm a guitarist.... What do I
look like....? Wait... you've never seen me.... I'm in a rock band called black
stone.... The cheerleaders are black StoneS.... We are Black
Stone................. Would you rather marry a gay.... Or elizabeth...? Just
curious!
merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 12:13am
"I use " cause you might mistaken me for elizabeth.... Why do you call
my Ysaac...? Do I seem anything like him...? .....You
didn't answer my question.... Who would you rather marry....? You just needed to
say either "Elizabeth" or "The gay guy".... Simple.... You
make things more confusing then it is.... Anyway...
Eli woke up.... "
merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 12:34am
"Good..... Cause if you said you would rather marry the gay.... I was gonna
kill you "
Ju-sama! I updated the song Konoyo no uta.... Still not much practice but not as
much of the buzzing sound and I don't think I made as many mistakes
merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 01:07am
Are you lying because you're trying to make me happy...? Don't
lie.....
Ysaac....? You mean raven.....? Ummm... He's playing the violin right now....
Did I mention he plays violin?
Oh yeah... Another song I sang http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rR1sQZRFino
not much practice either....
merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 01:21am
I also recorded Sakura Uta! ....I'm trying to sound good... Sorry! I hate my
childish voice....
merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 02:24pm
See ya.... ysaac....? That's his new name...? Did you hear Sakura Uta? I like
that song.... Though....
can't say it's really a song at all... More like.... Umm.... Thingy....
Whatever....
I DON'T TRUST YOU! Kidding kidding! ...... I hurt my hand even more today.... I
practiced netball...
merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 11:13am
" OOOoooo! Want me to tell you how many times eli hurt herself today? She
was pouring tea and she dropped the tea pot and cut her hand and started crying!
Not because of her hand! ut for the tea pot! Then she sewed and she poked her
wrist not for herself but for her many years of work now covered in blood! Then
she was cutting paper and she cut her finger and cried again! She's really a cry
baby you know.... And when I try to calm her down she just poked me and shouts
at me for not being you and she blames me for being the unlucky leprecon! She's
so mean!" Who asked you not to be Ju-sama... It's your own fault.... And
get your own computer..... Go away.... I don't like you..... "She just
dropped her favourite cup on the floor, her leg anyway..... And she's crying for
the cup.... Talk to you later"
merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 12:23pm
"Interesting....? Well... She never admits that she's crying and complains
that it's cause her eyes hurt.... But she never cries for herself though...
Usually for dead birds.... Or tea pots... Or books.... Or yeah... Things....
Well... She's not really childish... She likes cute things..... But her parents
never buy it for her..... Her parents like her to be "lady like"....
She likes ribbons a lot.... What colour ribbon should I buy for her on
christmas? It's really easy to please her.... But it's not really easy to please
her.... Depends on who the person is.... She just says "okay...." when
I give her stuff... Even when
they are like a necklace made of real diamonds! Which her father gave her for
her birthday.... She never wears..... cause she doesn't like her father.... But
you know... That video you gave her for her birthday.... She watches it nearly
every night before going to bed! She says
she does it cause it reminds her that she's not totally useless...... She's not
really childish... She's..... When someone bullies her friends she gets
violent... Really violent..... I had to stop her a few times now, she nearly
stabbed someone with a knife you know! But when people bully her she just
doesn't do anything but say "stupid leprecon.... Waste of oxygen...."
But when she's arround people she likes she gets really childish and jealous
when they make friends with someone.... But you're the first person she asked
not to marry She likes someone she doesn't even see better then me! So mean!
Well she complains when I hug her! She complains when I help her! She complains
when I'm nice! She complains when I'm mean! She complains when I ignore her! You
know.... She hurts herself on purpose cause she wants attention... And she takes
singing so seriously and wants to win cause when she loses no one talks to her
anymore.... And she acts mean or childish cause she wants attention.... But
nearly killing herself when she doesn't get attention is just dangerous! I don't
get why she wants attention so much... What's
wrong with her anyway...? And when I ask her not to she just complains that I'm
not you! She's so mean!"
raven says "Setsuna.... Don't know.... Chibi chibi is a way of calling
someone a cute small little girl...... Hinaichigo.... Is cause amaya doesn't
like strawberries much but she's cute... Little.... Adorable... And she sulks a
lot like hinaichigo..." I do not.... Go away.... Get your own life...
"So mean!" yes I know.... Go away....
I uploaded my singing on youtube.... But..... I didn't practice.... So it's not
very good.... Mmm.....
I like pain...... If I don't feel it then I'll wanna kill someone....
Raven's stupid....
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But you can hear my voice if you want... Though I didn't put much effort in it
and I made mistakes too... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEpyZOt-Wvs
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..... Adorable...?
"YEAH I KNOW! ISN'T HER VOICE JUST ADORABLE?!?! Like a 3 year old girl!
HAHA!" Go away idiot.....
And how did you expect my voice to sound like...? Mature.... How I wish my voice
was mature.... But I was unfortunate to have a.... Baby's voice...
I'm having problems with my voice lately.... Problems with breathing
anyway...
That's why you can hear my breathing really loudly in the song....
The doctor said I shouldn't sing for a while since it aqquires a lot of
air....
But I have performance tomorrow... And I have my grade 4 test this month...
So who would listen to the doctor....? Faint after singing and go to the
hospital and die for all I care....
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........ Okay...... I'll stop singing for while... But deffinately will sing my
test and the performance! "Why does she listen to you and not me...? So
unfair..... You one sentence means more then my 10000 sentences.." That's
cause you're stupid... Now stop using my laptop! "But I'm in your house....
Haven't you heard of treating your guests nicely...?" No... Now go
away....
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"WHAT ABOUT ME?!?! You two are so mean! Ray! I'm being bullied! Wait....
Where's Ray.... YAY! HE'S GONE! Aww.... He just came back.... Vatican! I blame
you!" Go away! Don't you have a girlfriend?!?! "Oh yeah... Bye
bye!"
So what song should I sing next...?
merged: 11-08-2007 ~ 09:43pm
"Someone jealous? Eli fell asleep just now so it's just me..... Eli liking
Nana? 1... I don't think she likes Nana... 2.... She's really found of you so I
think she'll sing whatever you ask her to sing... She talks about you 24 hours a
day.... And she also keeps me awake all night, mumbling about you in her sleep
and calling you stupid.....
Eli's like a little sister to me I guess.... She complains you're really
dense... And.... I have to agree... You know nothing about girls.... Little
girls... Or even old grandmas..... And I'm just curious about you since eli
talks about you all the time..... I still don't see why she likes you so much
and why she has the give you codes... Jumbled words and bla bla bla on those
simple 3 words that she's never said to even me.... T-T I feel so sad....... So
unfair.... Anyway.... I'll say good night to you for her! Night! And better not
make her cry of your head's of.... "
thats okay like i said before the present is that you are MY friend and its thx
to you....because you didn't have to except my invite as a friend to be on my
list....so thank's to you alot...tell me if you like this song..and for being a
good friend...here you go http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V8Xt0hn7c2s
I am speaking English...... little bit of logical reasoning and poetric
philosophy
You speak English first because I don't speak slang
I do not socialize nor do I interact with stereotypical minds
You're not the cheeriest person I've met either.......
Well first of all........ I like Elizabeth more than I like you
Second........ I don't even know you
Third......... I don't like your name.........
Fourth....... Im not feeling too happy at the moment..........
Fifth........... You're a stereotype.......
Sixth........ You screamed at Elizabeth
Seventh......... You use too much dude and man.......
Eight....... You sound more goth and emo than I do
Nine............. I just feel like it
My photo?
Well........ I hate taking pictures so I don't have any other picture of
myself
And I usually don't have somebody to take the picture for me......
Raven says " ....... You just broke my heart man! Joke joke! raven...?
Well.... That's not my real name... My real name's Set-su-na.... Which means
calm snow.... I'm japanese.... Wait.... Setsuna and raven are what princess
calls me.... My real name.... Ki-yo-shi! ...... Which means quiet.... Wait....
That's what princess wants for a person's name... Ah..... I don't
remember....... She likes the boy names setsuna and Kiyoshi.... No idea why...
She's just weird..... Wanna
know what's princess's real name? But princess doesn't like her real name... She
likes A-ma-ya! Which means raining night! She's so depressing.... Like you.....
And Amaya-chan says that Ray's perverted leprecon and I'm the stupid
leprecon.... Neh.... So depressing.... And why does she treat you so well
anyway...?" Because he's not a leprecon like you and ray.... ".....
I'm heart broken man! " ....I'm a girl.... Little girl.... "..... I'm
not a little girl! I'll make a profile in MT!" ....Unfortunate... Now go
away....
Ju-sama! I THOUGHT OF LOTS OF GOOD STRADEGIES FOR NETBALL! ..... But right now I
can't move my hand.... there's a tournement tomorrow.... So sad..... raven's
girlfriend is here.... She's so happy! And she thinks I look like little chibi
chibi mixed with hina! .....AND SHE'S RUINING MY HAIR! TYING IT INTO ALL SORTS
OF THINGS!
lol, I agree.
Thanks for the comment and faving my scan!
Hello
I never noticed you added me to your fl. thanks a lot. i ll do likewise.
Once again, thanks for stopping by, i ll be checking ff page as usual.
Nick
Kyaa thanks soo much, sweetie!
I'm so glad you like this wall! ^___^~~
Thank you again!
Thanks 4 support!
greetings
Denis, Templa
*knocks on your door* Pizza delivery! You ordered some pizza, right?
Well, how
about a large hot and spicey? 
*shares pizza with Vatican*
*ahem* Hey hey, I'm in college now, so I will reply to your PM later
See ya
........ How I wear 8 earrings? 4 on each year... I used to wear a pair of hammercross earrings... One parler cuff earring on my left ear... A dead fairy earring on my right ear... A spike cuff ear stud on my left ear..... A mori croix cuff earring on my right ear.... A crystal head stud on my left.... And lastly... A reaper garden earring on my right...
I don't expect you to know what they are...http://www.therallyshack.co.uk/alchemy_earrings.htm here's the website where ray actually bought them from..
See... ray made me wear them... Did I mention I used to have like.... loads of rings on my hand... And I have like.... 11 bracelets I used to wear.... And not to mention another earring I used to have on my palm..... ray made me wear them...... I'm forced to..... or he'll be really mean in I don't *nods nods*
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Mmm..... Umm.... Accessories... It's okay...
It took me sooooo long to take out all my accessories! I had like.... 9 rings..... 8 earrings.... 19 bracelets.... 7 necklaces... And I had like beeds beeded onto my hair! Ray put them.... It's so hard!
I don't expect you to know what they are... Since only the really really really umm.... umm... punk.... type of people would know...
It's not like I'm punk but since ray is... I'm forced to.... Or he'll be mean!
Well.... I don't mind if you say how adorable I am if it was from you.....
I'm not
gonna tie little pony tales and wear a pretty pink dress 
But don't expect me to look like a little kid....
One... I hate pink... two... I hate dresses.... three.... I hate two pony tails and pigtails....
I'm probably gonna wear a black skirt, black blouse, black shoes and a black hair band *nods nods* Black is pretty... or white... or gray....
I don't swear.... Well.... I do sometimes.... But usually just to shut my best friend up cause she annoys me so much and keeps on asking me "Why are you such a goody goody? Why don't you swear? Why are you quiet? Why do you sing? Why don't you smile? Why don't you talk about boys? Why do you like fairy tales? Why are you like a little child? Why won't you let down your hair? Why don't you put makeup? Why are you so moody? Why? Why? Why? Why?"
Sooo.... annoying.... She forces me to swear.... Uh... Once in a while.... Anyway..... I don't see the big deal.... I swear when she forces me to... Really... really... really emotionlessly...
You swear? I don't really mind..... I'm so used to it it doesn't effect me..... I don't swear anyway....
I just cursed like.... trice in 11 years.... *nods nods*
I'm childish? Is that a bad thing....? Well.... I don't REALLY like fairy tales.... actually.... I kinda prefer violence... No.... I prefer... Umm.... I watch anything that I see..... Don't really care....
Remind me never ever ever go to the cinemas with my best friends..... Especially when best friend 2 ((cursing one)) chooses the movies... Cause she'll choose shows that I will only see when I'm over 21.... or.... never.... And also not best friend 1 ((pushing one)) cause she's going to choose movies about boring boring boring baseball movies......
I am in middle school.... Why? What grade did you think I was in? Junior?
merged: 11-20-2007 ~ 08:51pm
Or
pigtails...
You don't need to wear black to suit me! I'll wear whatever colour you're wearing! Just... don't wear pink
Joking joking!
I don't wear earrings anymore now.... Since you don't like them
You know how hard it was to take out 8 earrings from my ears! It took me like! Like! 8 minutes... hehe...
What movies I like.... Mmmm.... umm..... Whatever you watch... I don't mind really...
Anyway.... I'm not allowed to.... Unless someone comes with me...
Like my two best friends..... But..... best friend 2 watches... uh... adult shows.... Best friend 1 watches baseball... And cricket... Which I hate...
"John ran and stepped on the board! He caught the ball! He through a wicked ball at him and he hits it! And he runs! He doesn't step on the board! The ball flies out of the game! 1 score for team D! The ball throws! He runs! He scores! Throw, run, score, hit, throw, run, score, hit!" Boring....
You don't watch adult shows do you and baseball shows... Hope not...
YEAR 6?!?! That's what I'm gonna be next year
Look..... Year 1 to 4 is junior... Year 5 to 7 is middle.... year 8 to 10 is senior.... year 11 and 12 is high school
I'm year 5.... I would only be year 6 is I was born in Jan and Feb!
that's aussie schools..... Is it holiday in your place yet?
It's still school in aussie school..... Aussie..... I just like to call australians that.... australia is too long....
Wow.... You thought I was year 7? I would be so happy if I was! But I'm not....
10 year olds are in year 4.... 11s are year 5.... 12s are year 6..... 13s year 7....
But if I was in my chinese school... I'm Y6.... If american... than year 7... Different countries....
Ahhh yes you've got yourself a point.
But I doubt that many people are willing to try.
:[
Aww well....
Well that gay is like a girl..... If he was a girl he would do the same... So you just can't help it.... You're just too cute.....
Cute as in your personality.... A guy can't LOOK cute can he?
Unless you're like a 3 year old...
You're terrified of a small cockroach? It's such a small creature....
I'm good with insects.... Not animals... Just insects... And birds...
I can even keep them as pets if you want me to....
I wouldn't want you to be a girl.... Don't ask me why
None of
your business....
You know.... My favorite singers of all time is Christina vee and cagalli
This song is by cagalli http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LUFubi8RZDc&feature=user
This song is be Christina http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u2sW9kFc3a4
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You're not cold! And you're not mean! Don't say that!
You're nice..... And kind.... And sweet.... And understanding... And the most important person!
God gave you a chance in life right? You should treasure it! We only live once....
And... I don't want you to go to heaven yet! Cause that means you're dead! And I don't want that
Since you say you're really cold in real life.... Does that mean if I ever meet you you'll be really cold to me?!
WGHHHAAAA! I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME?!?!
And I was so looking forward to you! But you're gonna be really mean to me!
Because you said boys were perverted, aggressive, cold and mean!
But I won't believe that! I rather believe that baboons could fly than you being mean!
No matter how mean you actually are I'm not gonna believe it!
Even if you kill everyone on earth I won't believe it!
I won't believe it even if you said you hated me! *nods nods* SO DON'T EVEN TRY!
I twisted my leg today.... My best friend pushed me in net-ball... again.....
I DON'T
WANNA BE DEAF!
And today..... The ball was gonna go out of the field but I pushed it in, but then I fell...
I fell so hard that I hit the chairs and it fell on me... A chair broke and my ear got hit....
My ear hurts..... And I can't hear properly!
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I know you're not mean!
JUST TRY TO
CONVINCE ME!
I'm the most stubborn person in the whole middle school!
I'm so stubborn you won't even be able to convince me that I will never be able to talk to chickens!
You can't you can't! I'm stubborn! I am I am!
To make up for not being able to help me that much!
And I
don't like them!
It's her
hobby.... 
And she
always talks about "bad things" *nods nods*
Uh.... I
don't care if you do... My mind has already been dirtied.... 
If I ever meet you in real life! You will be forced to read to me every night until I fall asleep!
Haha! You have to! You do you do! Cause I always get nightmares...
I get nightmares almost everyday... I get nightmares on my birthday... and christmas.... and chinese new year..... And any other happy event
I don't like sleeping..... And I don't like reading..... Because it reminds me of fire.... I hate fire...
When I was little... Well I still am now... But I mean little little.... My mother burnt a room of books... Memories.... Pictures and stuff.... Most of them were books...
So I don't read... Scawy! It is it is! Mother never reads to me anymore...
I'll still like fairy tales even when I'm 20! I will I will!
Because fairy tales always calmed me.... Because that's what mother used to read ^_^
Also! If I ever meet you! You will be forced to spend time with me!
Because if it's my best friend.... She'll push me.... And... I don't enjoy getting hurt
And if it was my other best friend... She would keep on cursing...
She curses... Every... single.... day.... She says she hates me cause my hair is what she always wanted
And she curses about every single boy who walks pass....
She curses so much I can't get it out of my head....
She ruined my pure clear head with.... bad things.... But I will still be a good girl!
And... It can't be raven.... Cause he's just gonna say how adorable I am....
And smoke... And he curses too...
It definitely won't be ray! I rather have a chicken accompany me!
So you'll be forced to if I ever see you *nods nods*
I have to clear my head now..... From my best friend's ummm..... Hobby of talking about "bad things" *nods nods*
If I never met her.... My mind would be clear.... And i would be able to sleep in peace...
Same for ray.... ray and her make a good pair.... They both swear... And.... They always talk about "bad things" *nods nods* yep.....
You don't curse do you?
We are baced on Destruction of eachother, and all we do it take.
We never try and give beack, I mean people are so baced on thier own confort, and wont do anything if it makes them feal unconfortable.
I can't say that I don't avoid going outt of my confort zone . Because no matter how much someone whats to do sumthing that betters everyone and everything that one persons humanaty stops them.
Its sad, becasue if a person wants sumthing (anything for that matter) for themselves they will got out on a limb for it.
But if someone asks for the same dedication fot thier cause they will turn them down.
Ahh...-__- How disgusting we truely are.
We ALL do belive that us humens are better than every other living thing in this "world".
I think that many people fail to notice that we are not.
Solely becasue we do NUTHING to better anything except our selves.
We take the animals meat.
And give nuthing back.
Its a sad relaty...
It's gonna be hard trying to find a wife that would want to adopt... *nods nods*
I'm good with kids..... But usually just too busy...
I see you're not the type who gives up that easily.... YOU'RE SO SWEET!
.....I know there are girl gays but not that many
I'm not talking about how girls are treated
they tie bells on cows so they can hear them... You know.... When mother was driving... A cow walked pass the road...
You don't want to be a boy? Then you want to be a girl? HAHA!
uh..... why is it an insult to be a girl anyway...? And it's not an insult to be a boy?! I am so insulted!
You know... When you can't fight well they say "you fight like a girl!" I can't believe them!
I tell you I'm a black belt, I'm extremely good with knives and I shoot like an army officer!
you must be thinking wear I got a gun from.... my uncle is the military officer... He thought me how to shoot since I was like.... 8 I think... Yeah... arround 8 9..... IT WAS FUN!
I like sweet stuff! ^_^ Not too sweet.... I like chocolate! And sweets! And ice-cream! I never seem to get fat though....
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But you
don't seem to be.... So you're safe... But I don't really care if you're
perverted or not anyway..... 
Nothing.... Just curious if you're perverted.... hehe....
Yeah... boys really are perverted...
i don't know why... Even if I met you I really don't care..... I'll still like you... so.... It wouldn't make a difference if you were perverted....
can I catch a cockrotch? yep.... Why? I'm not scared of insects if that's what you want to know.....
You know.... Do you not like the gay because he's a boy.....? But you wouldn't mind if he was a girl...?
merged: 11-17-2007 ~ 11:10am
Currently there are no gay girls that I know but there's one..... But she doesn't bother anyone, she's quite nice anyway....
Cockroach.... You're scared of them...?
You know how girls always like the type... Handsome prince on a white horse...
I for one think that's stupid.... Prince.... Jeez..... He's still human...
And I don't believe in love at first sight.... That's just stupid...
That means you like someone for their looks not for who they are....
Sorry if it took me a long time to reply. I haven't really had time and I've been grounded. bleh....
Well yes...haha
I'm in school right now. ^-^ We had so much fun last class period. ^-^ We were being.........slightly perverted? x.x xD.
But it was okay....haha....it's weird....
Well yeah.....
Sometimes the world is random. Y'know? I guess you really have to look hard for the good things. It helps alot.
I don't know why....I got grounded for two weeks. And it kinda helped like....how I look at things....I don't know what not being able to go on the computer has to do with that but it's...something. lol.
I'm happier now. ^-^ If it matters. ^-^
I don't like repetitive things either. Especially songs. Because I listen to music so much and I sing (in chorus). It just really gets on my nerves. *nods*
You shouldn't not like yourself though. ^-^ But I think self-esteem is something a lot of people need to work on....especially me. ^-^;;;;; lol. Sorry.....I'm kinda rambling...0-o
You don't have to be grateful about everything though. ^-^ At least I don't think you do. Because eventually it will start to get a little fake y'know? If you are grateful for something/someone then be grateful but if your not then it really shouldn't matter that much. I'd rather be trully grateful than not at all and be pretending. Y'know?
well yeah....sorry I've been going on a lot....
Ummm....I was thinking about something.....this guy in a book I read he said you shouldn't say bad things about yourself because you might start believing it. [: I don't know...haha. I just liked that.....[:
I'm prolly crazy.....0-o
Welll....see ya laterz....
~~Ami
mmm..... What if I was the devil that wanted to destroy heaven and jesus? And I was cruel and evil that I killed all small animals and everything else?
merged: 11-15-2007 ~ 06:50pm
mmm..... What if I was the devil that wanted to destroy heaven and jesus? And I was cruel and evil that I killed all small animals and everything else?
merged: 11-15-2007 ~ 09:16pm
Before I start..... Nice avatar and sig..... And.... continue..... Yeah... but IF I could destroy heaven and jesus and I wanted to would you still like me? hehe... Didn't think so...
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You know how you say god will only accept someone who will enter his kingdom like a little child...?
I think god would accept anyone.... Even the bad.... because them too deserves happiness like everyone else.... So god can teach them "right"... Even though I don't believe in right and wrong....
Cause life is like stairs..... If you skip a step it's easier to fall.... Because if a step is broken.... It's useless to stop there... because then you won't ever reach the top..... So no matter how old the step may be.... How broken it may be.... You still have to step on it... Or you will never see what's above.... Cause even if the repairman can't fix it..... As long as you stay there..... You will never reach jesus's kingdom..... When you're finally at the top... And when you look down..... Every step seems so easy to walk on..... And you'll wonder why you were scared to step on the broken steps..... *nods nods*
uh..... Sometimes I wonder how I get all these things... If you don't get what it means you're an idiot....
Only a child can enter jesus's kingdom...? But how can you ever reach the top if you always stay at the bottom...?
Am I speaking nonsense again...? Sorry..... I'll try to be normal...
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I know... I get it.... My mother even slapped me once for not believing in god... hehe..... But it's just impossible for me to believe in him....
Because I don't believe in "pure" and "dirty".....
Right is different in everyones eyes... It might be wrong to love someone that loves someone else to some people..... But it's right in some ways.... It's not wrong to love.... But it's not right to not give that person happiness.... If you really loved that person you would wish for their happiness.... But it's not wrong....
I just can't except god.... Even if I saw him with my own eyes...... I will deffinately not follow the so called "pure" god.....
Because whenever I look at the people who did "bad"..... it's impossible for me to except god....
because of killing someone else they must die.... I can't except that....
The ones who have commited sin..... because no one has ever thought them not to do what they did...
And I don't like to call it sin..... Because even the worse man on earth knows how to cry.... knows how to be kind.... But no one has led them to heaven.... because you said god wouldn't except the ones who have sin..... Because they know they have no right to go to heaven..... because it's "destiny"......
I can't except it...... The devil is the devil because it was destined to suffer.... The ones who are evil are the ones who suffer... Not the victims that they torture..... because they never know the true meaning of happiness..... the meaning of love..... the meaning of god.....
A friend of mine has been spreading rumors about me being mean to her.....
But no matter how hard I try I don't know how to be angry.....
because it's "destiny" for me to do so....
Even if I believed in god.... I will never be excepted in heaven...... because I'm not "pure"
One that has had blood on their hands.... Will never be excepted to heaven....
But if god was so good..... Why can't he give them a chance....
Why does the devil have to be the devil...? And why is god gifted with happiness....?
It's "destiny" everyone would say..... If it is... I hate destiny.....
Sorry ^_^ No matter how many times anyone tries to convince me..... I will never be "pure" enough to enter heaven.... because i will never believe in it... Even if I see and feel it.....
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......... Fine.... TRY to convince me! i will never enter the kingdom of god! NOT UNTIL THE DAY I DIE!
So
unfair...
Cause
then I won't have to deal with gays *nods nods*
Hell.... is that a bad thing....? Why must there be hell...?
Anyway... Who invented that name "god"...?
Who invented such thing as god....? Sometimes I wonder...
AND WHY DO GIRLS HAVE TO SUFFER MORE THAN BOYS?!?!
Is it because of the eve eating the apple thing?
i don't get things..... Why do girls have to be the housewifes...?
If it's because of eve..... I hate her!
haha.... But at least my voice won't change
I guess I rather be a girl....
Ysaac hasn't been here.... He's with his girlfriend..... Disgusting..... Uh..... Who cares....
god's not fair...... Why do girls have to suffer more then boys...?
Is it cause god is a boy... so unfair..... he's not good at all!
What does eve have to do with us....? A girl is different from another girl... jeez....
I like bells..... bells... bells.... bells..... I have like 27 bells hanging in my room..... Not including the ones I wear...
Ysaac's so mean! he said I looked like a cow because I always wore a silver bell on my neck tied with a black ribbon! HE'S SO MEAN!
I don't like being a girl... but if I was a boy.... I can't sulk... and cry.... and be childish... And have perfect hair!
I guess I won't mind being a girl.... But I am so adopting a child! Kids are so cute!
yes i know these songs....and sorry for late reply....alot of home work
Yeah.\
it really is a disturbing thing. I mean to hate someone so much, and then teach your children to hate even more thst yourself.
The world is really corupt.
I don't understand how someone can hate so much.
The human race is the worst spices. All me do is take.
God how sad are we.
"She doesn't like magenta.... She says it looks like pink.... Her favourite "colour" is black and white.... Don't think it's even a colour...
She's
throwing things again..... Probally this time she'll say it's cause she had
nothing else to do..... I better go check on her..... She wants attention
probally cause she's.... Lonely...? I don't know.... her mother doesn't allow
her to go out.... Her friends don't really like her that much.... Her best
friend only wants money 
Her other
best friend made a new best friend..... Her father never comes home... I...
Ah.... Don't know.... She just complains I'm not you... 
She says
that she likes pain because it proves that she's alive... Still don't get
that.... "
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You don't think you know her but that character is really cold,
moody and doesn't show her feelings much and is extremely intelligent.... I'm
not always with eli 
I just am
for now cause Ray's taking care of princess and I absolutely can't not watch
over her when the perverted leprecon is arround! She's here.... But she's
practicing the cello..... "
"Kugimiya Rie...? And what characters does she remind you of....? Imai Hotaru?
merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 06:12pm
She's so
mean! When I'm there she wants you! When her best friend is there she wants you!
When she gets an electric guitar she says she wants harp cause you like it!
She's so mean!"
"You know how hard it is to take care of her man?! When you give her black she wants white! When you give her white she wants green! When you give her green she wants black! When you say she's cute she says to call her pretty! When you say she's pretty she says she wants smart! When you say she's smart she wants cute! When she gets A she wants B! When she gets Z she wants D! When she gets B she wants I! You try living with her for two weeks and see if you ever want to see her again! Though she'll probally treat you nicer...
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Don't get
it.... She always asks me if she's alive and when I say yes she hurts herself
every morning when she wakes up 
She says
it's proof she's alive 
I told
her too that if you were happy and you could cry that was proof that you were
alive... But she sayed that she never cries and when she cries it's for someone
else and when she's happy it's fake.... Don't get her... I don't understand how
you can understand someone like her 
"Don't worry.... When the cello stops playing that means she's not in the house... She would never stop playing or singing if no one asked her to stop... I don't know why.... She says it's cause when she stops playing it it feels like she won't be able to play again....
AND WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE ASKS ME TO DO THE POSSIBLE?!?! She asked me once to stab her and see if she was alive! And she asks me to jump of the building and see how long it takes for me to finally crash! And another time she asks me if she could meet the devil
Well... She treats some people nicely..... But she still treats you best.... Little children are really found of her.... She says you treat everyone nice..... And she doesn't say it with a very happy voice... I don't get her.... Something about you treating her the same as everyone else or something.... And something about you marrying every girl that is christian and can play cello, harp and piccolo and is kind or something.... I don't know.... Didn't really hear her since she was crying
"
You know it's really really really hard to understand her
merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 08:25pm
Mmm.... Elizabeth here...... Did he tell you stupid things....? I'll kill him if he did....
Ysaac is with his girlfriend right now...
You know! The perverted leprecon and the unlucky leprecon are both the type of people that would throw a phone that had a billion telephone numbers of girls into the ocean
So your senses asks you to be mean to Ysaac then...?
YAY! Welcome to the club! My senses tell me to be mean to that unlucky leprecon too!
....... You know... YouTube.... A director commented on it.... though... It's not much of a big deal... I guess
merged: 11-12-2007 ~ 08:50pm
Chop his
head of and send the head of to america.... 
Wait...
He lives in america... Then Japan then! 
They are so stupid..... Except you! You're perfect! ^_^
If he insulted me I would kill him....
....I don't have the time to read what Ysaac said...... He wouldn't let me anyway... Something about giving him bad luck for the rest of his life...
i practiced netball again...... Who cares about pain.... It doesn't matter... Die for all I care.... Just probally I'll miss you... But if you died I wouldn't care at all if I died..... Nothing to do in life anyway....
And ysaac's with his girlfriend if you're wondering...
Stupid teens.....
A bit dumb.... But I like dumb people! Easier to fool! HAHA! Kidding
merged: 11-12-2007 ~ 09:46pm
What I did when I was a baby?
I
insulted anyone who got in my way..... And I cried.... 24 hours.....
I'm not clumsy..... 
And I
thought leprecons were lucky....
How adorable I am...? Ysaac would never think I'm adorable...
Well I'm never alone.... Either Ysaac's looking at me or ray... I'm alone now but I just feel like I'm betraying him....
Clumsy...?
I hit my head today..... But I didn't cry..... I just ran arround in circles and kicked Ysaac in the shin....
Who asked him to be the unlucky leprecon...
You won't see scars on me... Promise.... I'll try not to torture myself when I see you....
But I'll still torture myself when you're not arround! Yep! because I want to... Because I deserve it anyway...
I don't think I want to learn singing anymore..... I'll never be good....
What's your most most most favourite instrument?
I'll quit playing all the rest of the instruments.... I'm getting bored with life... So I won't do so much anymore.....
I'll master the instrument you like most to deploma.... Promise.... Because I like you best...
You're perfect to me..... Cute.... I like cute and fluffy things.....
But I think you're really cute.... Even though you're not fluffy but okay.... I still think you're perfect!
YOU'RE SO SWEEETTT!
merged: 11-13-2007 ~ 07:16pm
Why 113...? Is it some special year or something...?
No... His girlfriend doesn't mind..... She even told Ysaac he should kill my parents so she could adopt me.... She thinks I look like a little steam bun...
....Ray... Ray.... he just likes every girl he sees... And that's so unlucky... Raven..... Uh.... I guess he likes me like a little steam bun.... TO EAT! When I'm not looking he'll chop my head of! *nodnod* Yep!
What kind of adult I'll become...? lets see...... Mmmm.....
One that goes to the beach everyday in the middle of the night..... One that wears black all the time... One that will kick whichever guy that talks to me... I do that now so I think I'll continue when I'm an adult.... But I won't kick you ^_^ I'll poke you! YAY! One that would only go shopping if I HAVE to...... One that drinks tea all the time.... One that.... I don't know either....
But I'll be whatever you want me to be ^_^
I'll.... TRY not to torture myself on purpose.....
But life
would be happy without pain...
And I don't wanna be happy.... Then you won't care about me anymore!
..... I don't give up that easily.... I think.... But I give up easily on life though....
There's nothing to live for.... So what's the point....? But I'll probally die if you leave... Since.... What else am I supposed to do...?
Oh yeah... This is the next song I'll sing on YouTube.... It's called Yoru no uta..... It's sang by tomoyo.... It's not me singing there yet but it's the song I'll sing.... Just heard it today so.... I have to practice..... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i0zYZmVz59A
merged: 11-13-2007 ~ 08:37pm
Dog years....?
I
thought you and ysaac make good friends ^_^
But... Maybe not... I like you better then him.... Appealing...? ^_^ You're so cute!
I don't want to change... If I do.... I won't like you most anymore.... And..... I don't want that to happen....
I try not to like anyone...Because if I do..... You might not be most important anymore...
And I don't want to forget you.....
But I want to die if you leave.... It's not that I will die.... I just want to.....
Of course I have something to die for! If I die I'll finally be at peace! *nods nods*
What's so nice about my singing.... No matter how good a singer is.... They will always be unpopular in time...
I'm just trying to save myself from that failure....
I don't want to be more of a failure then I already am....
The singer in that song is called Junko Iwao... She's about 30 something
She's a J-pop singer... I think she just has a childish voice... Most of her other songs are low but still childish...
merged: 11-13-2007 ~ 09:43pm
You're not keeping me in a small world....
I'm not doing it for you.... I'm doing it for me.....
because I'm happy with just you.... I don't want anybody else.....
Even if I was the most popular person in the whole wide world but I didn't have you it would be stupid.....
because all my friends.... Don't like me for me.....
one of my best friends... I have two best friends..... One of them has been hanging out with a girl in my class....
The other..... She just likes me cause I give her things.....
But if they were to live or die for me.... They would choose to live and let me die....
I don't want any other friends.... Because I know they'll betray me....
But I promise you won't betray me..... I'll take that risk of you forgetting about me....
Because you're the most most important.....
More important to me than anything..... More important then my parents... More important than my voice.... More important than my happiness....
But as long as you're happy.... I'll be happy.... Deffinately....
So I won't cry if you ever leave.... promise.....
Because elizabeth doesn't cry..... She won't be childish when she's an adult..... She won't be so useless anymore.... She won't cry for everything..... Because the time you've wasted to spend time with me is enough to last me until the day I die...
Because every second you're willing to spare to talk to me will be like a million years....
So thank you.... Elizabeth won't be so childish anymore... She won't hurt herself for attention... Promise....
Thank you a million times..... thank you....
merged: 11-14-2007 ~ 07:08pm
...... You're so stupid at times.....
I don't
know why I like you so much.....
Of all the people I could choose... I had to choose you....
But I don't regret liking you the most..... because if I didn't meet you I would be depressed for the rest of my life....
Still..... Can't you be more handsome...?
Thanks for the favs. =D
"....... You really are an idiot.... Nevermind..... What anime she likes.... Ummm.... She likes Full Moon o sagashite.... And black cat.... And jigoku shoujo... And.... All stories with rather sad endings.... Don't know why..... She hates sadness but she seems to like tragedy...." What are you two talking about...? Ugh.... I'm too sleepy to read what you were talking about when I was sleeping....
" Go away..... What's wrong with you...?
Aozora.... Winter Sleep..... Okay...... I woke up in the middle of the night..... I couldn't sleep.... I'm so sleepy....
Ugh.... And I'm sick again.... But I managed to sing today at the year 12 graduation....
"I had to carry her cause she fell asleep.... She doesn't even pay me...
I'm so sleepy..... And sick.... And dizzy.... And my hand still hurts..... And I have problems breathing.... Raven will talk for me...
Just tell me if he's being stupid or anything....
merged: 11-09-2007 ~ 11:15pm
Ray's here today... He's.... Uh..... Smoking...... I smoke but his cigarette
just stinks! he's so... so..... The type of person that would throw a handphone
with a million girl's phone numbers into the ocean..... 
"
"..... Anime... Anime... Anime...... Yeah I guess..... I usually watch for the music.... Elizabeth's sleeping.... Again..... She has to practice netball tomorrow.... Her best friend is also in netball... But she's kinda mean when they play netball.... She pushed eli-chan on the floor and didn't say sorry and amaya hit her injured hand! And then she stole amaya's tricks! ...... I never liked kids...... But usually kids are scared of me cause I look... Like.... Umm.... Several earrings..... Lots of rings..... Bracelets.... Necklaces... I wear black all the time..... And I have black hair with a part that's dyed red.... And I play the guitar.... A lot...... Elizabeth... Elizabeth.... She's scarry too since she always talks about death
merged: 11-09-2007 ~ 11:50pm
Wait... you've never seen me.... I'm in a rock band called black
stone.... The cheerleaders are black StoneS.... We are Black
Stone................. Would you rather marry a gay.... Or elizabeth...? Just
curious!
"Dude.... It's a figure of speech man.... I'm a guitarist.... What do I look like....?
merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 12:13am
.....You
didn't answer my question.... Who would you rather marry....? You just needed to
say either "Elizabeth" or "The gay guy".... Simple.... You
make things more confusing then it is.... 
Anyway...
Eli woke up.... "
"I use " cause you might mistaken me for elizabeth.... Why do you call my Ysaac...? Do I seem anything like him...?
merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 12:34am
"
"Good..... Cause if you said you would rather marry the gay.... I was gonna kill you
Ju-sama! I updated the song Konoyo no uta.... Still not much practice but not as much of the buzzing sound and I don't think I made as many mistakes
merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 12:46am
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0d9XNVw0pHw Here if you can't find it... I'm currently working on a song right now.....
merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 01:07am
Don't
lie.....
Are you lying because you're trying to make me happy...?
Ysaac....? You mean raven.....? Ummm... He's playing the violin right now.... Did I mention he plays violin?
Oh yeah... Another song I sang http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rR1sQZRFino not much practice either....
merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 01:21am
I also recorded Sakura Uta! ....I'm trying to sound good... Sorry! I hate my childish voice....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wsQfEvGntTM
merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 02:24pm
See ya.... ysaac....? That's his new name...? Did you hear Sakura Uta? I like that song.... Though....
can't say it's really a song at all... More like.... Umm.... Thingy.... Whatever....
I DON'T TRUST YOU! Kidding kidding! ...... I hurt my hand even more today.... I practiced netball...
merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 11:13am
" OOOoooo! Want me to tell you how many times eli hurt herself today? She was pouring tea and she dropped the tea pot and cut her hand and started crying! Not because of her hand! ut for the tea pot! Then she sewed and she poked her wrist not for herself but for her many years of work now covered in blood! Then she was cutting paper and she cut her finger and cried again! She's really a cry baby you know.... And when I try to calm her down she just poked me and shouts at me for not being you and she blames me for being the unlucky leprecon! She's so mean!" Who asked you not to be Ju-sama... It's your own fault.... And get your own computer..... Go away.... I don't like you..... "She just dropped her favourite cup on the floor, her leg anyway..... And she's crying for the cup.... Talk to you later"
merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 12:23pm
Well... She's not really childish... She likes cute things..... But her parents
never buy it for her..... Her parents like her to be "lady like"....
She likes ribbons a lot.... What colour ribbon should I buy for her on
christmas? It's really easy to please her.... But it's not really easy to please
her.... Depends on who the person is.... She just says "okay...." when
I give her stuff... 
Even when
they are like a necklace made of real diamonds! Which her father gave her for
her birthday.... She never wears..... cause she doesn't like her father.... But
you know... That video you gave her for her birthday.... She watches it nearly
every night before going to bed! 
She says
she does it cause it reminds her that she's not totally useless...... She's not
really childish... She's..... When someone bullies her friends she gets
violent... Really violent..... I had to stop her a few times now, she nearly
stabbed someone with a knife you know! But when people bully her she just
doesn't do anything but say "stupid leprecon.... Waste of oxygen...."
But when she's arround people she likes she gets really childish and jealous
when they make friends with someone.... But you're the first person she asked
not to marry 
She likes someone she doesn't even see better then me! So mean!
Well she complains when I hug her! She complains when I help her! She complains
when I'm nice! She complains when I'm mean! She complains when I ignore her! You
know.... She hurts herself on purpose cause she wants attention... And she takes
singing so seriously and wants to win cause when she loses no one talks to her
anymore.... And she acts mean or childish cause she wants attention.... But
nearly killing herself when she doesn't get attention is just dangerous! I don't
get why she wants attention so much... 
What's
wrong with her anyway...? And when I ask her not to she just complains that I'm
not you! She's so mean!"
"Interesting....? Well... She never admits that she's crying and complains that it's cause her eyes hurt.... But she never cries for herself though... Usually for dead birds.... Or tea pots... Or books.... Or yeah... Things....
really i want to hear them......and i have to sing this song in church so its good that you like it..
raven says "Setsuna.... Don't know.... Chibi chibi is a way of calling someone a cute small little girl...... Hinaichigo.... Is cause amaya doesn't like strawberries much but she's cute... Little.... Adorable... And she sulks a lot like hinaichigo..." I do not.... Go away.... Get your own life... "So mean!" yes I know.... Go away....
I uploaded my singing on youtube.... But..... I didn't practice.... So it's not very good.... Mmm.....
I like pain...... If I don't feel it then I'll wanna kill someone....
Raven's stupid....
merged: 11-08-2007 ~ 04:20pm
But you can hear my voice if you want... Though I didn't put much effort in it and I made mistakes too...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEpyZOt-Wvs
merged: 11-08-2007 ~ 08:18pm
"YEAH I KNOW! ISN'T HER VOICE JUST ADORABLE?!?! Like a 3 year old girl!
HAHA!" Go away idiot.....
..... Adorable...?
And how did you expect my voice to sound like...? Mature.... How I wish my voice was mature.... But I was unfortunate to have a.... Baby's voice...
I'm having problems with my voice lately.... Problems with breathing anyway...
That's why you can hear my breathing really loudly in the song....
The doctor said I shouldn't sing for a while since it aqquires a lot of air....
But I have performance tomorrow... And I have my grade 4 test this month...
So who would listen to the doctor....? Faint after singing and go to the hospital and die for all I care....
merged: 11-08-2007 ~ 08:55pm
So
unfair..... You one sentence means more then my 10000 sentences.." That's
cause you're stupid... Now stop using my laptop! "But I'm in your house....
Haven't you heard of treating your guests nicely...?" No... Now go
away....
........ Okay...... I'll stop singing for while... But deffinately will sing my test and the performance! "Why does she listen to you and not me...?
merged: 11-08-2007 ~ 09:21pm
"WHAT ABOUT ME?!?! You two are so mean! Ray! I'm being bullied! Wait.... Where's Ray.... YAY! HE'S GONE! Aww.... He just came back.... Vatican! I blame you!" Go away! Don't you have a girlfriend?!?! "Oh yeah... Bye bye!"
So what song should I sing next...?
merged: 11-08-2007 ~ 09:43pm
Eli's like a little sister to me I guess.... She complains you're really
dense... And.... I have to agree... You know nothing about girls.... Little
girls... Or even old grandmas..... And I'm just curious about you since eli
talks about you all the time..... I still don't see why she likes you so much
and why she has the give you codes... Jumbled words and bla bla bla on those
simple 3 words that she's never said to even me.... T-T I feel so sad....... So
unfair.... Anyway.... I'll say good night to you for her! Night! And better not
make her cry of your head's of.... 
"
"Someone jealous? Eli fell asleep just now so it's just me..... Eli liking Nana? 1... I don't think she likes Nana... 2.... She's really found of you so I think she'll sing whatever you ask her to sing... She talks about you 24 hours a day.... And she also keeps me awake all night, mumbling about you in her sleep and calling you stupid.....
thats okay like i said before the present is that you are MY friend and its thx to you....because you didn't have to except my invite as a friend to be on my list....so thank's to you alot...tell me if you like this song..and for being a good friend...here you go
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V8Xt0hn7c2s
Thanks for the fav on Playful Saber
Raven says " ....... You just broke my heart man! Joke joke! raven...? Well.... That's not my real name... My real name's Set-su-na.... Which means calm snow.... I'm japanese.... Wait.... Setsuna and raven are what princess calls me.... My real name.... Ki-yo-shi! ...... Which means quiet.... Wait.... That's what princess wants for a person's name... Ah..... I don't remember....... She likes the boy names setsuna and Kiyoshi.... No idea why... She's just weird.....
Wanna
know what's princess's real name? But princess doesn't like her real name... She
likes A-ma-ya! Which means raining night! She's so depressing.... Like you.....
And Amaya-chan says that Ray's perverted leprecon and I'm the stupid
leprecon.... Neh.... So depressing.... And why does she treat you so well
anyway...?" Because he's not a leprecon like you and ray.... ".....
I'm heart broken man! " ....I'm a girl.... Little girl.... "..... I'm
not a little girl! I'll make a profile in MT!" ....Unfortunate... Now go
away....
Ju-sama! I THOUGHT OF LOTS OF GOOD STRADEGIES FOR NETBALL! ..... But right now I can't move my hand.... there's a tournement tomorrow.... So sad..... raven's girlfriend is here.... She's so happy! And she thinks I look like little chibi chibi mixed with hina! .....AND SHE'S RUINING MY HAIR! TYING IT INTO ALL SORTS OF THINGS!