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Mmm..... Umm.... Accessories... It's okay...
It took me sooooo long to take out all my accessories! I had like.... 9 rings..... 8 earrings.... 19 bracelets.... 7 necklaces... And I had like beeds beeded onto my hair! Ray put them.... It's so hard!
I don't expect you to know what they are... Since only the really really really umm.... umm... punk.... type of people would know...
It's not like I'm punk but since ray is... I'm forced to.... Or he'll be mean!

Well if it's okay for you....... I guess it's okay
but I don't like Ray ordering you around
I don't like his name either! I call him..... Shimeon.... yeah I call him Shimeon from now
Isn't it heavy wearing all that.... jewelry?
I guess...... it's okay that you wear accessories..... but I don't want you to wear make-up

amayachan! hehe, umm... theres something i need to tell u~, it'll take a while to fix ur layout because my computer is lag, the photoshop in this comp account doesnt work, only the other comp account.. im so sorry, but ill try to fix it as soon as i can ne? jaa nee!

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Well that gay is like a girl..... If he was a girl he would do the same... So you just can't help it.... You're just too cute.....
Cute as in your personality.... A guy can't LOOK cute can he?
Unless you're like a 3 year old...

You're terrified of a small cockroach? It's such a small creature....
I'm good with insects.... Not animals... Just insects... And birds...
I can even keep them as pets if you want me to....

I wouldn't want you to be a girl.... Don't ask me why None of your business....

You know.... My favorite singers of all time is Christina vee and cagalli
This song is by cagalli http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LUFubi8RZDc&feature=user
This song is be Christina http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u2sW9kFc3a4

Uhh..... I don't think girls are that aggressive....... or strong
And.... I'm quite different in reality
I usually don't talk and I ignore what people say and I'm mean.......
I just don't know why in the world he would like me
I treat him really coldly......

Nope....... a guy can't be cute
At least..... I don't think so

You should see how big the cockroaches are here......
I'm afraid of almost all insects
I ask my mother to catch all the insects for me
And my mother thinks I'm a coward

Hmm...... well I'm already a guy so I can't change that
I wouldn't want you to be a guy either
Guys are so..... inconsiderate.... and cold and mean...... and hard headed and perverted...... *nodnod*

I don't know those people......
I like Cagalli's voice
But I prefer Hirano Aya's voice for Suzumiya Haruhi

merged: 11-19-2007 ~ 08:52pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
You're not cold! And you're not mean! Don't say that!
You're nice..... And kind.... And sweet.... And understanding... And the most important person!
God gave you a chance in life right? You should treasure it! We only live once....
And... I don't want you to go to heaven yet! Cause that means you're dead! And I don't want that

Since you say you're really cold in real life.... Does that mean if I ever meet you you'll be really cold to me?!
WGHHHAAAA! I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME?!?!
And I was so looking forward to you! But you're gonna be really mean to me!
Because you said boys were perverted, aggressive, cold and mean!
But I won't believe that! I rather believe that baboons could fly than you being mean!
No matter how mean you actually are I'm not gonna believe it!
Even if you kill everyone on earth I won't believe it!
I won't believe it even if you said you hated me! *nods nods* SO DON'T EVEN TRY!

I twisted my leg today.... My best friend pushed me in net-ball... again.....
And today..... The ball was gonna go out of the field but I pushed it in, but then I fell...
I fell so hard that I hit the chairs and it fell on me... A chair broke and my ear got hit....
My ear hurts..... And I can't hear properly! I DON'T WANNA BE DEAF!

I guess..... you can say that I'm..... inhibitive
I'm.... more usually cold to the people I'm not familiar with
But after I become friends with them.... I'm more friendly
But I'm still a bit inconsiderate and cold and mean from time to time
Thank you for believing in me

Who said i was going to die?
I don't want to leave you either

Well........ I might be cold......
But it won't be on purpose
I don't want to be mean and selfish to Elizabeth
But I might be......

I'm still a human
I am mean...... I am not always kind..... actually i don't know if I'm ever kind.....
I'm quite different in real life

I'm not mean or cold because I'm a boy
It's more..... because..... I've adapted to all the cruelty around me....
I don't want you to think I'm mean or cruel but sometimes I just am
I do want to save everybody..... but sometimes I'm just so selfish and wish everybody could just disappear

Elizabeth........ I don't like your best friend....... I don't........
Why does she have to hurt you for her delinquency?
And Elizabeth...... you're much more important than a sport game or any competition
So don't push yourself...... I hate to know you're hurt.......
I'm sorry that I can never do much to help you...... but I always care for you

merged: 11-19-2007 ~ 09:52pm

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I know you're not mean! JUST TRY TO CONVINCE ME!
I'm the most stubborn person in the whole middle school!
I'm so stubborn you won't even be able to convince me that I will never be able to talk to chickens!
You can't you can't! I'm stubborn! I am I am!

To make up for not being able to help me that much!
If I ever meet you in real life! You will be forced to read to me every night until I fall asleep!
Haha! You have to! You do you do! Cause I always get nightmares... And I don't like them!
I get nightmares almost everyday... I get nightmares on my birthday... and christmas.... and chinese new year..... And any other happy event
I don't like sleeping..... And I don't like reading..... Because it reminds me of fire.... I hate fire...
When I was little... Well I still am now... But I mean little little.... My mother burnt a room of books... Memories.... Pictures and stuff.... Most of them were books...
So I don't read... Scawy! It is it is! Mother never reads to me anymore...
I'll still like fairy tales even when I'm 20! I will I will!
Because fairy tales always calmed me.... Because that's what mother used to read ^_^
Also! If I ever meet you! You will be forced to spend time with me!
Because if it's my best friend.... She'll push me.... And... I don't enjoy getting hurt
And if it was my other best friend... She would keep on cursing... It's her hobby....
She curses... Every... single.... day.... She says she hates me cause my hair is what she always wanted
And she curses about every single boy who walks pass.... And she always talks about "bad things" *nods nods*
She curses so much I can't get it out of my head....
She ruined my pure clear head with.... bad things.... But I will still be a good girl!
And... It can't be raven.... Cause he's just gonna say how adorable I am....
And smoke... And he curses too...
It definitely won't be ray! I rather have a chicken accompany me!
So you'll be forced to if I ever see you *nods nods*
I have to clear my head now..... From my best friend's ummm..... Hobby of talking about "bad things" *nods nods*
If I never met her.... My mind would be clear.... And i would be able to sleep in peace...
Same for ray.... ray and her make a good pair.... They both swear... And.... They always talk about "bad things" *nods nods* yep.....
You don't curse do you? Uh.... I don't care if you do... My mind has already been dirtied....

I'm not trying to convince you
I'm just trying to warn you.......
I'm pretty stubborn too you know
Elizabeth in middle school?

Umm okay
i'd be glad to
Although I don't really like reading.... out loud but if it's for you, I guess I would enjoy it

I love sleeping...... and reading
I see....... some people are afraid of fire.....
I don't know if I am...... I usually think fire is quite calming......

Hehe I never knew you were so childish
I'm over fairy tales and scary monsters but I still think it's good to have interest in fairy tales
I mean.... it's better than movies with killing and sex every minute

Well I would spend time with you anyway even if you didn't force me
That's not right....... you should treat your best friend as you would treat yourself...... or better

Everybody seems to curse these days
Even little children
Just ignore all the swear words Elizabeth... you don't need to listen to those kind of things

I know that you'll still be good

Hmm..... I was gonna do that too..... I mean say how adorable you are
Although I'm not gonna smoke

I am reluctant about cursing or swearing
Although I do curse and swear once in a while if I can't restrain myself......
But you really shouldn't learn to do bad things
You can't avoid hearing bad things but don't follow it Elizabeth

merged: 11-20-2007 ~ 08:12pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth

Well.... I don't mind if you say how adorable I am if it was from you.....
But don't expect me to look like a little kid.... I'm not gonna tie little pony tales and wear a pretty pink dress
One... I hate pink... two... I hate dresses.... three.... I hate two pony tails and pigtails....
I'm probably gonna wear a black skirt, black blouse, black shoes and a black hair band *nods nods* Black is pretty... or white... or gray....

I don't swear.... Well.... I do sometimes.... But usually just to shut my best friend up cause she annoys me so much and keeps on asking me "Why are you such a goody goody? Why don't you swear? Why are you quiet? Why do you sing? Why don't you smile? Why don't you talk about boys? Why do you like fairy tales? Why are you like a little child? Why won't you let down your hair? Why don't you put makeup? Why are you so moody? Why? Why? Why? Why?"
Sooo.... annoying.... She forces me to swear.... Uh... Once in a while.... Anyway..... I don't see the big deal.... I swear when she forces me to... Really... really... really emotionlessly...

You swear? I don't really mind..... I'm so used to it it doesn't effect me..... I don't swear anyway....
I just cursed like.... trice in 11 years.... *nods nods*

I'm childish? Is that a bad thing....? Well.... I don't REALLY like fairy tales.... actually.... I kinda prefer violence... No.... I prefer... Umm.... I watch anything that I see..... Don't really care....
Remind me never ever ever go to the cinemas with my best friends..... Especially when best friend 2 ((cursing one)) chooses the movies... Cause she'll choose shows that I will only see when I'm over 21.... or.... never.... And also not best friend 1 ((pushing one)) cause she's going to choose movies about boring boring boring baseball movies......

I am in middle school.... Why? What grade did you think I was in? Junior?

But but...... I like little pony tales
And I like pretty pink dress.............
Just joking!
I don't like pink dresses either.... but I do like pony tails...... well actually....... I don't know
It looks good sometimes but sometimes I don't like it
I don't think I like pig tails......
Wow...... I should wear all black and match you

I'm glad that you don't wear make up
Well....... just dont swear to hurt others or until the point where you feel guilty.....

I do swear..... but I regret it right after I do
I try not to though
You shouldn't really be used to swearing and cursing at 11.....

Being childish?...... bad?..... of course not
I think it's more fun
I adults are boring anyway
I think it's nice that you like fairy tales
Sometimes I like it too.... not very often but some of them are really creative
Hmm...... so what kind of movies do you like Elizabeth?

You're in middle school?....... I thought you were in the 6th grade......
And since you go to an Australian curriculum school, I thought you would become a middle schooler next year or something
Wow....... Eli-chan already a middle schooler

merged: 11-20-2007 ~ 09:04pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
You don't need to wear black to suit me! I'll wear whatever colour you're wearing! Just... don't wear pink Or pigtails...
Joking joking!

I don't wear earrings anymore now.... Since you don't like them
You know how hard it was to take out 8 earrings from my ears! It took me like! Like! 8 minutes... hehe...

What movies I like.... Mmmm.... umm..... Whatever you watch... I don't mind really...
Anyway.... I'm not allowed to.... Unless someone comes with me...
Like my two best friends..... But..... best friend 2 watches... uh... adult shows.... Best friend 1 watches baseball... And cricket... Which I hate...
"John ran and stepped on the board! He caught the ball! He through a wicked ball at him and he hits it! And he runs! He doesn't step on the board! The ball flies out of the game! 1 score for team D! The ball throws! He runs! He scores! Throw, run, score, hit, throw, run, score, hit!" Boring....
You don't watch adult shows do you and baseball shows... Hope not...

YEAR 6?!?! That's what I'm gonna be next year
Look..... Year 1 to 4 is junior... Year 5 to 7 is middle.... year 8 to 10 is senior.... year 11 and 12 is high school
I'm year 5.... I would only be year 6 is I was born in Jan and Feb!
that's aussie schools..... Is it holiday in your place yet?
It's still school in aussie school..... Aussie..... I just like to call australians that.... australia is too long....
Wow.... You thought I was year 7? I would be so happy if I was! But I'm not....
10 year olds are in year 4.... 11s are year 5.... 12s are year 6..... 13s year 7....
But if I was in my chinese school... I'm Y6.... If american... than year 7... Different countries....

I don't wanna wear a suit though
It's so hot in it..... and it's so heavy.... and it doesn't fit me
Hmm...... I think there is a pink shirt in my closet........

Well.... you can still wear earings if you like them
How do you wear 8 earrings anyway?
I was quite surprised when I found out you wore earrings.....

Actually...... I don't really watch movies
Real people are boring...... so I watch anime instead
Some movies are okay but I don't go to watch movies......

......... 11 year old watching adult shows........ and base ball movies......
Well I'm not old enough to watch adult movie (whether violence or sexual..... maybe violent but not sexual) and I don't like baseball.....

........ I don't get the Australian curriculum......
In our school..... which is international (but actually it's American..... they only say it's international)
Grade 1~5 is elementary school
Grades 6~8 is middle school
and Grades 9~12 is high school
And the British... is.... I believe 1~6 elementary, 7~9 middle school and 10~12 high school

So you're...... 11..... and if you were in an American school.... let me see........
I think you would be grade 6

merged: 11-20-2007 ~ 09:36pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
........ How I wear 8 earrings? 4 on each year... I used to wear a pair of hammercross earrings... One parler cuff earring on my left ear... A dead fairy earring on my right ear... A spike cuff ear stud on my left ear..... A mori croix cuff earring on my right ear.... A crystal head stud on my left.... And lastly... A reaper garden earring on my right...
I don't expect you to know what they are...http://www.therallyshack.co.uk/alchemy_earrings.htm here's the website where ray actually bought them from..
See... ray made me wear them... Did I mention I used to have like.... loads of rings on my hand... And I have like.... 11 bracelets I used to wear.... And not to mention another earring I used to have on my palm..... ray made me wear them...... I'm forced to..... or he'll be really mean in I don't *nods nods*

.......... Obviously I don't know the types of earrings and jewelry since I don't wear any
Hmm...... but do you like accessories?

Anyway I have to go
See you Elizabeth

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hmm? access what?

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Currently there are no gay girls that I know but there's one..... But she doesn't bother anyone, she's quite nice anyway....
Cockroach.... You're scared of them...?
You know how girls always like the type... Handsome prince on a white horse...
I for one think that's stupid.... Prince.... Jeez..... He's still human...
And I don't believe in love at first sight.... That's just stupid...
That means you like someone for their looks not for who they are....

Lucky you
I don't think there are many gays in my school...... except for the one who keeps clinging to me
Maybe I am unlucky TT^TT

Scared?..... of cockroaches?......
Of course not.......
I'm terrified of them! I'm so afraid of them, I can't even think straight when a cockroach is around me

They do?..... I thought girls didn't like those type of guys anymore
But I guess I don't know that since I'm not a girl

I don't really believe love at first sight either
Yeah... most people seem to love others for just how they look
That's why there is so much divorce.....
People just get married because of what the other looks like and they get disappointed with who they really are....

amaya-chan! this is the song right? -----------> in the quiet night

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You know how you say god will only accept someone who will enter his kingdom like a little child...?
I think god would accept anyone.... Even the bad.... because them too deserves happiness like everyone else.... So god can teach them "right"... Even though I don't believe in right and wrong....
Cause life is like stairs..... If you skip a step it's easier to fall.... Because if a step is broken.... It's useless to stop there... because then you won't ever reach the top..... So no matter how old the step may be.... How broken it may be.... You still have to step on it... Or you will never see what's above.... Cause even if the repairman can't fix it..... As long as you stay there..... You will never reach jesus's kingdom..... When you're finally at the top... And when you look down..... Every step seems so easy to walk on..... And you'll wonder why you were scared to step on the broken steps..... *nods nods*
uh..... Sometimes I wonder how I get all these things... If you don't get what it means you're an idiot....
Only a child can enter jesus's kingdom...? But how can you ever reach the top if you always stay at the bottom...?
Am I speaking nonsense again...? Sorry..... I'll try to be normal...

Well actually that's like a metaphor.......
It means people who are innocent like little children....... people who are willing to accept the truth
But as humans, we are bound to sin...... we are destined to do evil
God does accept people who sin..... people who are evil.......

I don't know if you'll believe me......... but God gives us chance in life
The only thing we have to do to go to heaven is just accept Jesus, the son of God and God himself as your savior and your father
This does sound like nonsense and some kind of mythical epidemic
And because it's so easy, people don't believe it's real
Actually....... it's easy in theory... just to accept Jesus in you heart but sometimes you are always struck down by doubt......
Nobody can enter heaven with sin
Because....... how do we expect to enter the kingdom of heaven where God is pure..... with our sins which is not clean?

I understand......... we don't know what God planned for us
Or what God is thinking.... so we may not know the truth yet

I'm sorry that I cannot explain it well.......

merged: 11-16-2007 ~ 10:50pm

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I know... I get it.... My mother even slapped me once for not believing in god... hehe..... But it's just impossible for me to believe in him....
Because I don't believe in "pure" and "dirty".....
Right is different in everyones eyes... It might be wrong to love someone that loves someone else to some people..... But it's right in some ways.... It's not wrong to love.... But it's not right to not give that person happiness.... If you really loved that person you would wish for their happiness.... But it's not wrong....
I just can't except god.... Even if I saw him with my own eyes...... I will deffinately not follow the so called "pure" god.....
Because whenever I look at the people who did "bad"..... it's impossible for me to except god....
because of killing someone else they must die.... I can't except that....
The ones who have commited sin..... because no one has ever thought them not to do what they did...
And I don't like to call it sin..... Because even the worse man on earth knows how to cry.... knows how to be kind.... But no one has led them to heaven.... because you said god wouldn't except the ones who have sin..... Because they know they have no right to go to heaven..... because it's "destiny"......
I can't except it...... The devil is the devil because it was destined to suffer.... The ones who are evil are the ones who suffer... Not the victims that they torture..... because they never know the true meaning of happiness..... the meaning of love..... the meaning of god.....
A friend of mine has been spreading rumors about me being mean to her.....
But no matter how hard I try I don't know how to be angry.....
because it's "destiny" for me to do so....
Even if I believed in god.... I will never be excepted in heaven...... because I'm not "pure"
One that has had blood on their hands.... Will never be excepted to heaven....
But if god was so good..... Why can't he give them a chance....
Why does the devil have to be the devil...? And why is god gifted with happiness....?
It's "destiny" everyone would say..... If it is... I hate destiny.....
Sorry ^_^ No matter how many times anyone tries to convince me..... I will never be "pure" enough to enter heaven.... because i will never believe in it... Even if I see and feel it.....

Elizabeth....... I know how you feel
And...... I used to hate God..... just hated the idea that there could be a heaven or hell
What we believe is justice according to every individual
So that's why there isn't truth
Because, as humans, we disagree and we cannot unite

The price of sin is death
Whether big or small
Whether murder or theft
And how do we expect to recieve anything good after death after all our transgressions?
Even killing for a purpose...... it's just killing after all
Lying to protect someone....... it's still lying.......
How do we know it's wrong? Even if we do not realize it, there are others affected by it in a negative way

Even the worst people has emotions

Nobody cannot enter the kingdom of heaven in reality...... or rather....... nobody deserves to

Do you think I can go to heaven any more than a murderer can?
We are same humans after all..... with different morals

That's why God sent Jesus
To die for what we've done
To take away our sins....... And he carried all our sins...... present, past and the future sin for all humanity
And what he told us was that if we just believe him as our savior, our sins will be gone
If we just believe him as our Lord, we can enter the kingdom of heaven

Even a murderer
Even a thief
Anybody....... Me and you....... and everybody

It's just that....... people deny God
If I were to tell you the history.......
The first man and woman Adam and Eve decided to be their own god when they put their lust over God
From then on, humans were born into this world with sin
Even if we look ourselves today..... we do bad things.......
Even if we don't think it's bad..... it might be bad to others..... and if we justify it by just saying it was good for me, how does that bring any sense of order..... or how is that a world where we care for others?

You know...... there are so many things that I don't understand
So many things that I think is wrong

I do not know what happens to babies that die.... but I know God is just and I do not believe that they will go to hell

God is our creator..... our father figure
It says in the Bible that God is sad looking at his creations killing each other
God has feelings too
We are made in the image of God
But we are just...... contaminated with our own lust

Elizabeth...... you can go to heaven
I know that...... it is always doubtful
Sometimes the scientific world of evolution, spontaneous generation and non-theical theories seem very appealing......
But I know... that this world cannot be run by man..... Man as god of this world
I cannot believe that this world was just by accident

And I'll definitely go to you....... and we'll enter the kingdom of heaven together......
Even if that's what I have to do for the rest of my life...... even if I have to convince you until you hate me or until I die...... that's what I will do

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......... Fine.... TRY to convince me! i will never enter the kingdom of god! NOT UNTIL THE DAY I DIE!
Hell.... is that a bad thing....? Why must there be hell...?
Anyway... Who invented that name "god"...?
Who invented such thing as god....? Sometimes I wonder...
AND WHY DO GIRLS HAVE TO SUFFER MORE THAN BOYS?!?!
Is it because of the eve eating the apple thing?
i don't get things..... Why do girls have to be the housewifes...? So unfair...
If it's because of eve..... I hate her!
haha.... But at least my voice won't change
I guess I rather be a girl.... Cause then I won't have to deal with gays *nods nods*
Ysaac hasn't been here.... He's with his girlfriend..... Disgusting..... Uh..... Who cares....
god's not fair...... Why do girls have to suffer more then boys...?
Is it cause god is a boy... so unfair..... he's not good at all!
What does eve have to do with us....? A girl is different from another girl... jeez....
I like bells..... bells... bells.... bells..... I have like 27 bells hanging in my room..... Not including the ones I wear...
Ysaac's so mean! he said I looked like a cow because I always wore a silver bell on my neck tied with a black ribbon! HE'S SO MEAN!
I don't like being a girl... but if I was a boy.... I can't sulk... and cry.... and be childish... And have perfect hair!
I guess I won't mind being a girl.... But I am so adopting a child! Kids are so cute!

Fine! I'll try and try and try even if I have to die
I'll never give up
Even if it takes me for eternity
Even if my eyes go blind
Even if I lose my voice and I cough blood
Even if I can't hear anymore
Even if I have to have nightmare every night........
I will never give up...... you'll see Elizabeth
Because you are so important to me...... I cannot let you go

God holds men just as responsible for eating the apple thing

There are lot of men doing the housework and women working these days
The society has changed a lot
There are a lot of people who doesn't want to get married or who doesn't want kids

.......... I don't think you know Elizabeth..... but there are girl gays as well

God is of no gender Elizabeth
We just say he in English because of the compulsory necesity accordance to the English grammar
And Jesus came as a man because if he was to be a woman at that time in Israel, people wouldn't have cared what he said or what he did

The world now isn't bias on gender as you may have noticed
Well...... there are still some stereotypic mindsets but nobody dare look down on women these days unless they want to die or something

...... Bells...... are......
I guess they're nice

...... I would laugh....... but my emotions seem to be on a pause
I wonder why cows wear bells anyway

It's bothersome to be any gender as long as we live in this world
Personally I don't want to be a boy
Because..... of the military thing.... and boys are expected to kill if there's a war
We're suppose to be "strong" and we can't cry

I am so adopting 2 children
I'm not too good with kids..... and sometimes I don't like them but I think I want kids

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Quote by 95Elizabeth
It's gonna be hard trying to find a wife that would want to adopt... *nods nods*
I'm good with kids..... But usually just too busy...
I see you're not the type who gives up that easily.... YOU'RE SO SWEET!
.....I know there are girl gays but not that many And..... They're not as... Umm... umm... perverted... yep... that's the right word....
I'm not talking about how girls are treated Something else.... You don't have to know HEHE!
they tie bells on cows so they can hear them... You know.... When mother was driving... A cow walked pass the road... Weird....
You don't want to be a boy? Then you want to be a girl? HAHA!
uh..... why is it an insult to be a girl anyway...? And it's not an insult to be a boy?! I am so insulted!
You know... When you can't fight well they say "you fight like a girl!" I can't believe them!
I tell you I'm a black belt, I'm extremely good with knives and I shoot like an army officer!
you must be thinking wear I got a gun from.... my uncle is the military officer... He thought me how to shoot since I was like.... 8 I think... Yeah... arround 8 9..... IT WAS FUN!
I like sweet stuff! ^_^ Not too sweet.... I like chocolate! And sweets! And ice-cream! I never seem to get fat though....

It probably is going to be hard but I don't want my own children.......
Oh I see..... you're good with kids.....
I'm terrible with anybody..... kids or adults..... but especially kids...... maybe it's because I don't understand their world

No I give up really really easily
But you encouraged me to not give up and try harder at least for you
I've been getting lazy with God as well
You encouraged me to work harder and pray harder...... thank you Elizabeth

Hmm true
Men usually are instinctively perverted

Elizabeth now interested in cows?

Well.... before..... I wanted to be a girl
For lots of reasons.......
But now... I don't really want to be anything...... neither gender
Not homosexual but...... both of them are so..... annoying

Well..... you can insult girls by saying "You think like a boy (perverted)" or "You talk like a boy (perverted)"
Or something......

You seem to be good at basically everything.........
Eli-chan Eli-chan! Can you catch a cockroach?
Wondering if you can do that

I don't really like sweet things
Sometimes....... my mind changes really fast

merged: 11-17-2007 ~ 12:19am

Quote by 95Elizabeth
Yeah... boys really are perverted... But you don't seem to be.... So you're safe... But I don't really care if you're perverted or not anyway.....
i don't know why... Even if I met you I really don't care..... I'll still like you... so.... It wouldn't make a difference if you were perverted....
can I catch a cockrotch? yep.... Why? I'm not scared of insects if that's what you want to know.....
You know.... Do you not like the gay because he's a boy.....? But you wouldn't mind if he was a girl...? Nothing.... Just curious if you're perverted.... hehe....

Well I am sexually aroused like any other men but I do not cross the line where I have to be perverted on my own will
Thank you
Wow...... I can't catch cockroaches.... my mother calls me a coward because of it TT^TT

Well I don't like the gay because he is too aggressive and doesnt care about what I feel
I don't mind gay people as long as they're nice
It would go same for girls
If they don't care about what I feel, I don't really like them either

Anyway, I must go
Sleep soon and take care Elizabeth

Quote by 95ElizabethI ADMIRE YOU SO MUCH! You're so good at vectors! And userpages! And avatars! and codes! I admire you!
Oh yeah..... For alice academy, even though you don't RP anymore but yeah
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ZfloEKLGx8

Thanks ^^
well, actually i wanted to continue the rp but.. i do't know what to say lol
oh.. cool video hehe

Quote by 95Elizabeth
Why 113...? Is it some special year or something...?
No... His girlfriend doesn't mind..... She even told Ysaac he should kill my parents so she could adopt me.... She thinks I look like a little steam bun...
....Ray... Ray.... he just likes every girl he sees... And that's so unlucky... Raven..... Uh.... I guess he likes me like a little steam bun.... TO EAT! When I'm not looking he'll chop my head of! *nodnod* Yep!

What kind of adult I'll become...? lets see...... Mmmm.....
One that goes to the beach everyday in the middle of the night..... One that wears black all the time... One that will kick whichever guy that talks to me... I do that now so I think I'll continue when I'm an adult.... But I won't kick you ^_^ I'll poke you! YAY! One that would only go shopping if I HAVE to...... One that drinks tea all the time.... One that.... I don't know either....
But I'll be whatever you want me to be ^_^

I'll.... TRY not to torture myself on purpose..... But life would be happy without pain...
And I don't wanna be happy.... Then you won't care about me anymore!
..... I don't give up that easily.... I think.... But I give up easily on life though....
There's nothing to live for.... So what's the point....? But I'll probally die if you leave... Since.... What else am I supposed to do...?
Oh yeah... This is the next song I'll sing on YouTube.... It's called Yoru no uta..... It's sang by tomoyo.... It's not me singing there yet but it's the song I'll sing.... Just heard it today so.... I have to practice..... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i0zYZmVz59A

Sorry my mistake......... he would be around....... 91 in dog years or something
Well she doesnt seem any better than Ysaac or Ray
I dont really know them so I can't say much bt seems like they dont sound too appealing

You'll change Elizabeth......
You change as you get older....... even if you dont want to
But sometimes I hope you don't change....... and sometimes I wish you would
I'll be satisfied with any Elizabeth

Well....... I dont want to be happy either then
I'll be all moody and be mean and angry when I'm talking to you and say mean things
If you give up on life, you've given up on everything
And is there something to die for?
It might seem like you don't have anything to live for now but I hope you'll realize later........

No you won't die if I leave silly Eli...... *poke your nose*
Not that I would leave anyway
I'd rather go crazy or be tortured rather than not see you

The song is nice
I think the singer here has really high pitch tone.... or a really babyish voice
Try your best Elizabeth and I won't forgive you if you give up on your singing

merged: 11-13-2007 ~ 09:04pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth

Dog years....? I thought you and ysaac make good friends ^_^
But... Maybe not... I like you better then him.... Appealing...? ^_^ You're so cute!

I don't want to change... If I do.... I won't like you most anymore.... And..... I don't want that to happen....
I try not to like anyone...Because if I do..... You might not be most important anymore...
And I don't want to forget you.....

But I want to die if you leave.... It's not that I will die.... I just want to.....
Of course I have something to die for! If I die I'll finally be at peace! *nods nods*

What's so nice about my singing.... No matter how good a singer is.... They will always be unpopular in time...
I'm just trying to save myself from that failure....
I don't want to be more of a failure then I already am....
The singer in that song is called Junko Iwao... She's about 30 something
She's a J-pop singer... I think she just has a childish voice... Most of her other songs are low but still childish...

1 year in human years is like 7 years in dog years or something
Ysaac and me?....... I suppose....... not really......... maybe...... I don't know him personally so I can't say much

Well if you don't like anyone just because there's a possibility you will like somebody better, I don't want that....
If you do that, I feel that you're pitying me.......
And if you think there might be somebody you'll like more than me, I don't think that is...... really liking me most
So Elizabeth..... it's fine with me....... You can like somebody more than me.......
I'll be jealous of course....... but I don't want to bind you inside a small world

No Elizabeth
Even if I do leave (not really) your life is more important than to just throw away like it's nothing

No.... you won't find peace by just dying
You don't know what's on the other side...... of death
That's why I must go to see you some day
You might not believe me or about God, but I'll have to try

Well for me...... I don't write because I want to be popular
First.... I do it because I enjoy it
Second, I do it because I want others to read it and have fun reading

If you are afraid to fail...... don't you think everybody else is as well?
But if you don't do anything at all, you will still fail
Like I said..... you're perfect to me
Dont decide on your own what you are......

I sound so stupid sometimes
I tell you all these things but I dont realize this on my own

I like your voice a lot more than hers
I don't know why but I just do

merged: 11-13-2007 ~ 10:17pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
You're not keeping me in a small world....
I'm not doing it for you.... I'm doing it for me.....
because I'm happy with just you.... I don't want anybody else.....
Even if I was the most popular person in the whole wide world but I didn't have you it would be stupid.....
because all my friends.... Don't like me for me.....
one of my best friends... I have two best friends..... One of them has been hanging out with a girl in my class....
The other..... She just likes me cause I give her things.....
But if they were to live or die for me.... They would choose to live and let me die....
I don't want any other friends.... Because I know they'll betray me....
But I promise you won't betray me..... I'll take that risk of you forgetting about me....
Because you're the most most important.....
More important to me than anything..... More important then my parents... More important than my voice.... More important than my happiness....
But as long as you're happy.... I'll be happy.... Deffinately....
So I won't cry if you ever leave.... promise.....
Because elizabeth doesn't cry..... She won't be childish when she's an adult..... She won't be so useless anymore.... She won't cry for everything..... Because the time you've wasted to spend time with me is enough to last me until the day I die...
Because every second you're willing to spare to talk to me will be like a million years....
So thank you.... Elizabeth won't be so childish anymore... She won't hurt herself for attention... Promise....
Thank you a million times..... thank you....

Elizabeth.........
I don't know if you feel the same way about me...... but I just can't leave you...... because I like you
I would also give up my everything....... The little things I have if it can make you happy

I am also happy........ with you alone
I don't want anybody else either......

How am I suppose to forget you?
Somebody I like more than anything I've liked so far? And somebody I'll like the most until I die?
Even though I have terrible memory, I won't do that

It's okay to cry Elizabeth
I won't leave you but it's always okay to cry if it hurts
Crying doesn't mean you're childish
Admitting your pain isnt childish
You are showing that you are brave enough to admit it
Adults also do cry..... they're just too stuborn to show

You're an amazing person Elizabeth..... you cannot be replaced by anyone and you are no less important than anyone

And the time you have spend to talk to me is treasured in my heart........

The things you have said to me...... changed me...... touched my heart little by little

You aren't useless........ You're so important that I wouldn't trade you for all the money and all the happiness in the world

Thank you for the promising me........
You're a sweety

I love you *embarrassed and runs away*

See you Elizabeth.......

merged: 11-14-2007 ~ 08:13pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth

...... You're so stupid at times..... I don't know why I like you so much.....
Of all the people I could choose... I had to choose you....
But I don't regret liking you the most..... because if I didn't meet you I would be depressed for the rest of my life....
Still..... Can't you be more handsome...?

Thank you for liking me even though I'm not handsome
I won't regret anything
Even if you are some weird robot trying to take over the world
Not that it's possible

So how was your day Elizabeth?

merged: 11-15-2007 ~ 08:31pm

Quote by 95Elizabethmmm..... What if I was the devil that wanted to destroy heaven and jesus? And I was cruel and evil that I killed all small animals and everything else?

Well........ I guess I can do everything I can to change you if you were just evil and cruel........
But I don't know how I would feel about you if you want to destroy heaven and Jesus...... even though I dont' think that is possible.....

merged: 11-15-2007 ~ 09:22pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
Before I start..... Nice avatar and sig..... And.... continue..... Yeah... but IF I could destroy heaven and jesus and I wanted to would you still like me? hehe... Didn't think so...

Thank you
Hmm.......... well.........
I would like you........... but I wouldn't like your intentions...............
That's rather self contradictory....... but I would still want to like you

Quote by 95ElizabethKAWAII!
Would you fix my layout?!?! REALLY?!?!

hehe ^^
yes of course! what colour, and what scan?

Quote by 95Elizabeth
If he insulted me I would kill him.... Chop his head of and send the head of to america.... Wait... He lives in america... Then Japan then!
....I don't have the time to read what Ysaac said...... He wouldn't let me anyway... Something about giving him bad luck for the rest of his life...
i practiced netball again...... Who cares about pain.... It doesn't matter... Die for all I care.... Just probally I'll miss you... But if you died I wouldn't care at all if I died..... Nothing to do in life anyway....
And ysaac's with his girlfriend if you're wondering...
Stupid teens..... They are so stupid..... Except you! You're perfect! ^_^
A bit dumb.... But I like dumb people! Easier to fool! HAHA! Kidding

Why don't you just send if over here so I can look at his face?
Oh I seez
You can read our conversation when you are alone
It was all about you and how adorable you were and how funny you were and how clumsy you were and million and what you did when you were a baby and more
Well I happen to care a lot about your pain and body
Apparently more than you care!
I don't want you to get hurt.........
I'd be sad if I saw you with scars if we meet

Yeah ironically, the stupidest stage in life seems to be when you're the most lively and enthusiastic

......... Thank you but I'm not perfect........ at all
Well.. yeah..... bit dumb sadly....... TT^TT
But you are almost perfect
You are perfect to me but I don't believe in anything perfect in this world

merged: 11-12-2007 ~ 10:00pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth

What I did when I was a baby? I insulted anyone who got in my way..... And I cried.... 24 hours.....
How adorable I am...? Ysaac would never think I'm adorable...
Well I'm never alone.... Either Ysaac's looking at me or ray... I'm alone now but I just feel like I'm betraying him....
Clumsy...? I'm not clumsy.....
I hit my head today..... But I didn't cry..... I just ran arround in circles and kicked Ysaac in the shin....
Who asked him to be the unlucky leprecon... And I thought leprecons were lucky....
You won't see scars on me... Promise.... I'll try not to torture myself when I see you....
But I'll still torture myself when you're not arround! Yep! because I want to... Because I deserve it anyway...
I don't think I want to learn singing anymore..... I'll never be good....
What's your most most most favourite instrument?
I'll quit playing all the rest of the instruments.... I'm getting bored with life... So I won't do so much anymore.....
I'll master the instrument you like most to deploma.... Promise.... Because I like you best...
You're perfect to me..... Cute.... I like cute and fluffy things.....
But I think you're really cute.... Even though you're not fluffy but okay.... I still think you're perfect!
YOU'RE SO SWEEETTT!

I see...... I don't remember when I was a baby
I remember that there was a dog.... that my cousin brought to the house
Weird tiny black dog with curly hair....... It's still alive
It must be 113 in dog years

Of course you are adorable
He's probably too stubborn to admit it
Or he just can't say that infront of his girlfriend

I think they look at you all day becuase they like you *nodnod*

...... Sometimes I wonder what kind of an adult you'll become Elizabeth......

Leprecons are just in myths....... or in fairy tales....... or maybe in science books.......

If you keep hurting yourself on purpose, I refuse to see you
I don't think you are respecting my plea......
And you being safe is more important..... we can meet after you promise me and yourself not to harm yourself on purpose

........ My favorite instrument is violin
But that doesn't matter
If you really care about me, I want you to keep singing
My Elizabeth told me not to give up with my writing and my Elizabeth is not somebody who gives up so easily
So you must be some Elizabeth from a different dimension
Or maybe an alien who's controlling Elizabeth's brain......
Or maybe even a puppet named Elizabeth controlled by a magician
Or an actor who looks like Elizabeth and was hired to act and sound like Elizabeth

Thank you
But........ thank you anyway
I really like you too...... everything beside you trying to hurt yourself

Anyway I must go
See you Elizabeth~!

Quote: NO! I'm older! How little do you think I am?! Jeez!

My Bad My bad ' ok, are you 13 then?

amayachan! hehe heres a card ^^

i hope u like it!
ne, do u want me to fix ur layout ^0^v if u dont want its okie

You're right about my sister, but she is much more annoying in person. And you're 11, right?

Quote by 95Elizabeth
"Don't worry.... When the cello stops playing that means she's not in the house... She would never stop playing or singing if no one asked her to stop... I don't know why.... She says it's cause when she stops playing it it feels like she won't be able to play again.... Don't get it.... She always asks me if she's alive and when I say yes she hurts herself every morning when she wakes up She says it's proof she's alive I told her too that if you were happy and you could cry that was proof that you were alive... But she sayed that she never cries and when she cries it's for someone else and when she's happy it's fake.... Don't get her... I don't understand how you can understand someone like her

AND WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE ASKS ME TO DO THE POSSIBLE?!?! She asked me once to stab her and see if she was alive! And she asks me to jump of the building and see how long it takes for me to finally crash! And another time she asks me if she could meet the devil

Well... She treats some people nicely..... But she still treats you best.... Little children are really found of her.... She says you treat everyone nice..... And she doesn't say it with a very happy voice... I don't get her.... Something about you treating her the same as everyone else or something.... And something about you marrying every girl that is christian and can play cello, harp and piccolo and is kind or something.... I don't know.... Didn't really hear her since she was crying
You know it's really really really hard to understand her "

Well..... I'm not sure why there needs to be an evidence that somebody is alive........
Because...... as long as there is others who care about you, doesn't that mean you're alive too?
After all...... who would care for the dead?..... I mean..... unless it's some kind of weird religion

Well sorry Mr. Temper Tantrum
How was I suppose to know...
Very unusual requests...... I'd rather ask you to burn down all parliamentary offices in each nation

Whoa...... what are you saying? I.... don't treat everybody nice......
Like...... I don't treat you that nice do I?

I..... how should I put it........
I.... am only nice to those that my senses tell me to be nice
Other than those people, I usually treat people wrecklessly
I try to be polite, but it doesn't necessarily mean that I like them
Most people I hate, I still treat them politely so they don't really know

Well I guess Elizabeth hasn't realized yet..........
Marry a Christian?.... I guess that would be the best solution IF I WAS GETTING MARRIED but I won't just marry anybody who's Christian
And I don't really care about Chello, harp or piccolo
I just like those instruments..... never said I'd marry anybody who can play them

Do you understand other girls then?....
I dont really understand anybody..... nobody makes any sense to me...... what they're thinking...... why they're thinking that way.......
But it just mean I'm different from everybody else.........

merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 08:35pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
Mmm.... Elizabeth here...... Did he tell you stupid things....? I'll kill him if he did....
Ysaac is with his girlfriend right now...
You know! The perverted leprecon and the unlucky leprecon are both the type of people that would throw a phone that had a billion telephone numbers of girls into the ocean
So your senses asks you to be mean to Ysaac then...?
YAY! Welcome to the club! My senses tell me to be mean to that unlucky leprecon too!
....... You know... YouTube.... A director commented on it.... though... It's not much of a big deal... I guess

I'm sure that you already know what he said
My sense don't really say anything about him......

Youtube director?.... you mean on one of your songs?
That sounds nice I mean if it was a good comment

Quote: 11 11 11..... nope.... I only act 11.... Not really 11..... I tell some people I'm 11.... But I might not be 11..... Not really 11...

Ok... so, not 11 ^^' all right, I think lower judging by the way you said that, are you 10...?

Quote by 95Elizabeth
"Interesting....? Well... She never admits that she's crying and complains that it's cause her eyes hurt.... But she never cries for herself though... Usually for dead birds.... Or tea pots... Or books.... Or yeah... Things.... Well... She's not really childish... She likes cute things..... But her parents never buy it for her..... Her parents like her to be "lady like".... She likes ribbons a lot.... What colour ribbon should I buy for her on christmas? It's really easy to please her.... But it's not really easy to please her.... Depends on who the person is.... She just says "okay...." when I give her stuff... Even when they are like a necklace made of real diamonds! Which her father gave her for her birthday.... She never wears..... cause she doesn't like her father.... But you know... That video you gave her for her birthday.... She watches it nearly every night before going to bed! She says she does it cause it reminds her that she's not totally useless...... She's not really childish... She's..... When someone bullies her friends she gets violent... Really violent..... I had to stop her a few times now, she nearly stabbed someone with a knife you know! But when people bully her she just doesn't do anything but say "stupid leprecon.... Waste of oxygen...." But when she's arround people she likes she gets really childish and jealous when they make friends with someone.... But you're the first person she asked not to marry She likes someone she doesn't even see better then me! So mean! Well she complains when I hug her! She complains when I help her! She complains when I'm nice! She complains when I'm mean! She complains when I ignore her! You know.... She hurts herself on purpose cause she wants attention... And she takes singing so seriously and wants to win cause when she loses no one talks to her anymore.... And she acts mean or childish cause she wants attention.... But nearly killing herself when she doesn't get attention is just dangerous! I don't get why she wants attention so much... What's wrong with her anyway...? And when I ask her not to she just complains that I'm not you! She's so mean!"

She sounds childish to me
And sooooo cute
I don't know much about cute things... so....... well....... maybe light magneta color?
That's the type of color that I like...... although I'm not sure Elizabeth would like it
I guess she's a lot of personalities mixed together
But she seems like a naiive child
Naiive as in childish naiive not the other naiive

I wonder that too sometimes
Why Elizabeth wants attention.... to the point where she has to harm herself.....
I know that it might not make sense to some of us but I believe Elizabeth has her reasons
No need to tell her to stop....... But just hope she doesn't hurt herself

merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 04:58pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth"She doesn't like magenta.... She says it looks like pink.... Her favourite "colour" is black and white.... Don't think it's even a colour... She's throwing things again..... Probally this time she'll say it's cause she had nothing else to do..... I better go check on her..... She wants attention probally cause she's.... Lonely...? I don't know.... her mother doesn't allow her to go out.... Her friends don't really like her that much.... Her best friend only wants money Her other best friend made a new best friend..... Her father never comes home... I... Ah.... Don't know.... She just complains I'm not you... She says that she likes pain because it proves that she's alive... Still don't get that.... "

Ysaac........ are you always always with Elizabeth?
Because.... I seem to be talking more with you than with Elizabeth........

Well I don't understand people who doesn't like magneta but I guess people have weird preference in "COLOR"
Well maybe she's throwing things at you because your favorite "COLOR" is a "COLOR" that offends her

I see
So you knew all along
I just want her attention because I like her

Yup..... still hard to get..........
Of course I don't understand her completely but I understand........ If that makes sense......
Elizabeth always remind me of many anime characters....... Especially characters played by voiced by Kugimiya Rie
Elizabeth doesn't sound like her but she reminds me of characters that Kugimiya Rie

merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 06:01pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
"Kugimiya Rie...? And what characters does she remind you of....? Imai Hotaru? You don't think you know her but that character is really cold, moody and doesn't show her feelings much and is extremely intelligent.... I'm not always with eli I just am for now cause Ray's taking care of princess and I absolutely can't not watch over her when the perverted leprecon is arround! She's here.... But she's practicing the cello..... "

Shana Louise Nagi Koboshi

No...... more like characters like Shana, Louise, Nagi and Koboshi
I know Hotaru.... little bit
Not much...

I see...... you better take good care of her

merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 06:26pm
I think it would be fun to take care of her even if she was being mean
At least she's not asking you to do the impossible...... like my cousins........
But I don't want her to treat me nicer than everybody else.......

Well....... she's really nice
To me........ I was hoping that she would be more nice to everybody else though
In any case, shouldn't you be taking care of Eli instead of talking to me?

Quote: For some reason my page shows I'm 7.... I am so not 7..... I look nothing like a 7 year old....
Mmm.... can't decide? Well which one is the ugliest?
Yes you are a bit blind.... I like perth best ^_^

merged: 11-05-2007 ~ 05:33pm
How old am I? You can play the guessing game!

So I gotta play the guessing game huh ^^

Ok, I think you're 11

Quote by 95Elizabeth
See ya.... ysaac....? That's his new name...? Did you hear Sakura Uta? I like that song.... Though....
can't say it's really a song at all... More like.... Umm.... Thingy.... Whatever....
I DON'T TRUST YOU! Kidding kidding! ...... I hurt my hand even more today.... I practiced netball...

That's Raven's name from now on
Yeah I did
I liked that one too
I guess you'd catagorize that with........ folk songs.......
Elizabeth......... what am I going to do with you?........
You're so....... fragile....... but you never seem to take care of yourself very well.....

merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 12:07pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
" OOOoooo! Want me to tell you how many times eli hurt herself today? She was pouring tea and she dropped the tea pot and cut her hand and started crying! Not because of her hand! ut for the tea pot! Then she sewed and she poked her wrist not for herself but for her many years of work now covered in blood! Then she was cutting paper and she cut her finger and cried again! She's really a cry baby you know.... And when I try to calm her down she just poked me and shouts at me for not being you and she blames me for being the unlucky leprecon! She's so mean!" Who asked you not to be Ju-sama... It's your own fault.... And get your own computer..... Go away.... I don't like you..... "She just dropped her favourite cup on the floor, her leg anyway..... And she's crying for the cup.... Talk to you later"

Elizabeth sounds so..... childish in real life unlike she seems online......
Guess Elizabeth might be quite different in real life from what I expected
Hmm so Elizabeth cries a lot does she?....... interesting........

Quote by 95ElizabethJust follow law? Never heard of it.....

it's a singaporean film... nevermind... thanks anyway

Quote by 95Elizabeth"....... You really are an idiot.... Nevermind..... What anime she likes.... Ummm.... She likes Full Moon o sagashite.... And black cat.... And jigoku shoujo... And.... All stories with rather sad endings.... Don't know why..... She hates sadness but she seems to like tragedy...." What are you two talking about...? Ugh.... I'm too sleepy to read what you were talking about when I was sleeping....
Aozora.... Winter Sleep..... Okay...... I woke up in the middle of the night..... I couldn't sleep.... I'm so sleepy....
Ugh.... And I'm sick again.... But I managed to sing today at the year 12 graduation....
"I had to carry her cause she fell asleep.... She doesn't even pay me... " Go away..... What's wrong with you...?
I'm so sleepy..... And sick.... And dizzy.... And my hand still hurts..... And I have problems breathing.... Raven will talk for me...
Just tell me if he's being stupid or anything....

I see......
Full Moon wo Sagashite.... I managed to watch few episodes but I'm having trouble finding place to download them from
Black Cat.... i read the manga and I liked it a lot as well.... I thought the anime was rather dull compared to the manga so I decided not to watch the anime
Jigoku Shoujo..... I thought it was quite.... nice but a bit repetitive...... but I like Noto Mamiko's voice

Elizabeth sick again?.......
That's not good.... TT^TT
You should rest Eli-chama
....... You should really think of your body first

Raven......... that name keeps remind me of something..........
......... so I'm talking to Raven now?.......
So Raven also watch anime?

merged: 11-09-2007 ~ 11:27pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
"..... Anime... Anime... Anime...... Yeah I guess..... I usually watch for the music.... Elizabeth's sleeping.... Again..... She has to practice netball tomorrow.... Her best friend is also in netball... But she's kinda mean when they play netball.... She pushed eli-chan on the floor and didn't say sorry and amaya hit her injured hand! And then she stole amaya's tricks! ...... I never liked kids...... But usually kids are scared of me cause I look... Like.... Umm.... Several earrings..... Lots of rings..... Bracelets.... Necklaces... I wear black all the time..... And I have black hair with a part that's dyed red.... And I play the guitar.... A lot...... Elizabeth... Elizabeth.... She's scarry too since she always talks about death Ray's here today... He's.... Uh..... Smoking...... I smoke but his cigarette just stinks! he's so... so..... The type of person that would throw a handphone with a million girl's phone numbers into the ocean..... "

Seems she's sleeping a lot
So you have a favorite anime?........ I call you Ysaac from now
I feel like it..... I don't like Raven and I dont know your name

I suppose juveniles express themselves more with violence these days
I don't really like children either..... although I like them a lot more than adults or teenagers.......
I guess that means I basically don't like any age groups
I dont' really like babies either.....

Well...... so much for best friend.......

You sound like an average goth emo dudes......
Maybe except for the guitar part...... dunno

Why is death perceived as a significance of fear and pain?
I suppose it is reasonable..... since humans do not realize their destination after this life.....

One day that cigarrette is going to kill him........
My grandfather died because he smoked too
I told him again and again that he should stop....... but he never listened
Nobody seems to take me seriously in my family.....

Well...... I understand the million girl phone number but why would anybody throw away a perfectly good cellphone for no reason?

merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 12:05am

Quote by 95Elizabeth
"Dude.... It's a figure of speech man.... I'm a guitarist.... What do I look like....? Wait... you've never seen me.... I'm in a rock band called black stone.... The cheerleaders are black StoneS.... We are Black Stone................. Would you rather marry a gay.... Or elizabeth...? Just curious!

By the way...... why do you keep using ""?
Yeah... I've enver seen you but I have a vague image
Black stone, Black Stones, Blac Stonez........
I'm not really a fan of rock music..... although some of them I enjoy
I am very picky about the music I listen to
Either I like it, or I hate it

Well that's an obvious question Ysaac
First, Elizabeth told me not to get married
Second....... I am against gay marriage
Third, I have a phobia of homosexuals...... especially male homosexuals
Fourth, I like Elizabeth more than I would like any gay men
Fifth....... I don't marry anybody... if I am to get married, it's rather I find the person who is right for me or I don't get married at all
After all.... marriage is like a contract....... a promise... to love that person forever......
but if I fight with her, or if we never understand each other, how can I truely say that I will love that person forever?

merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 12:20am

Quote by 95Elizabeth
"I use " cause you might mistaken me for elizabeth.... Why do you call my Ysaac...? Do I seem anything like him...? .....You didn't answer my question.... Who would you rather marry....? You just needed to say either "Elizabeth" or "The gay guy".... Simple.... You make things more confusing then it is.... Anyway... Eli woke up.... "

No I can distinguish people just fine
And you seem to use a lot of ................. as well
I do that too

I call you Ysaac because that's one of my favorite names
I never knew Ysaac was a character
I know there's Yzak Joules in Gundam and there is Isaac Fernand von Kampfer in Trinity Blood but I don't know any character named Ysaac

Well I thought it was rather obvious after I mentioned all that
You want a clear answer?
I'd marry Elizabeth over any gay human on earth

merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 12:39am

Quote by 95Elizabeth
"Good..... Cause if you said you would rather marry the gay.... I was gonna kill you "
Ju-sama! I updated the song Konoyo no uta.... Still not much practice but not as much of the buzzing sound and I don't think I made as many mistakes

No way i'm marrying a gay
Cool
I'll go check it out right away

merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 12:56am

Quote by 95Elizabeth
merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 12:46am
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0d9XNVw0pHw Here if you can't find it... I'm currently working on a song right now.....

Yeah I think the buzzing sounds are gone
You really have a pretty voice Eli-chan
So what's Ysaac doing?

merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 01:29am

Quote by 95Elizabeth
Are you lying because you're trying to make me happy...? Don't lie.....
Ysaac....? You mean raven.....? Ummm... He's playing the violin right now.... Did I mention he plays violin?
Oh yeah... Another song I sang http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rR1sQZRFino not much practice either....

Well........... if you don't trust me........ fine!
You don't have to trust me........
No.......... I don't mean Raven.......... whoever that is......... I mean Ysaac
Yeah you told me..........

I don't know this song....... but it's nice
I liked Konoyo no Uta a little bit more though
Elizabeth..... I'm gonna go
Dont stay up too late

hey, I heard a movie called "just follow law". is it good?

Umm... I can't seem to access the link you gave for photobucket. What kind of image was it you wanted to show me?