amayachan! hehe heres a card ^^

i hope u like it!
ne, do u want me to fix ur layout ^0^v if u dont want its okie

You're right about my sister, but she is much more annoying in person. And you're 11, right?

Quote by 95Elizabeth
"Don't worry.... When the cello stops playing that means she's not in the house... She would never stop playing or singing if no one asked her to stop... I don't know why.... She says it's cause when she stops playing it it feels like she won't be able to play again.... Don't get it.... She always asks me if she's alive and when I say yes she hurts herself every morning when she wakes up She says it's proof she's alive I told her too that if you were happy and you could cry that was proof that you were alive... But she sayed that she never cries and when she cries it's for someone else and when she's happy it's fake.... Don't get her... I don't understand how you can understand someone like her

AND WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE ASKS ME TO DO THE POSSIBLE?!?! She asked me once to stab her and see if she was alive! And she asks me to jump of the building and see how long it takes for me to finally crash! And another time she asks me if she could meet the devil

Well... She treats some people nicely..... But she still treats you best.... Little children are really found of her.... She says you treat everyone nice..... And she doesn't say it with a very happy voice... I don't get her.... Something about you treating her the same as everyone else or something.... And something about you marrying every girl that is christian and can play cello, harp and piccolo and is kind or something.... I don't know.... Didn't really hear her since she was crying
You know it's really really really hard to understand her "

Well..... I'm not sure why there needs to be an evidence that somebody is alive........
Because...... as long as there is others who care about you, doesn't that mean you're alive too?
After all...... who would care for the dead?..... I mean..... unless it's some kind of weird religion

Well sorry Mr. Temper Tantrum
How was I suppose to know...
Very unusual requests...... I'd rather ask you to burn down all parliamentary offices in each nation

Whoa...... what are you saying? I.... don't treat everybody nice......
Like...... I don't treat you that nice do I?

I..... how should I put it........
I.... am only nice to those that my senses tell me to be nice
Other than those people, I usually treat people wrecklessly
I try to be polite, but it doesn't necessarily mean that I like them
Most people I hate, I still treat them politely so they don't really know

Well I guess Elizabeth hasn't realized yet..........
Marry a Christian?.... I guess that would be the best solution IF I WAS GETTING MARRIED but I won't just marry anybody who's Christian
And I don't really care about Chello, harp or piccolo
I just like those instruments..... never said I'd marry anybody who can play them

Do you understand other girls then?....
I dont really understand anybody..... nobody makes any sense to me...... what they're thinking...... why they're thinking that way.......
But it just mean I'm different from everybody else.........

merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 08:35pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
Mmm.... Elizabeth here...... Did he tell you stupid things....? I'll kill him if he did....
Ysaac is with his girlfriend right now...
You know! The perverted leprecon and the unlucky leprecon are both the type of people that would throw a phone that had a billion telephone numbers of girls into the ocean
So your senses asks you to be mean to Ysaac then...?
YAY! Welcome to the club! My senses tell me to be mean to that unlucky leprecon too!
....... You know... YouTube.... A director commented on it.... though... It's not much of a big deal... I guess

I'm sure that you already know what he said
My sense don't really say anything about him......

Youtube director?.... you mean on one of your songs?
That sounds nice I mean if it was a good comment

Quote: 11 11 11..... nope.... I only act 11.... Not really 11..... I tell some people I'm 11.... But I might not be 11..... Not really 11...

Ok... so, not 11 ^^' all right, I think lower judging by the way you said that, are you 10...?

Quote by 95Elizabeth
"Interesting....? Well... She never admits that she's crying and complains that it's cause her eyes hurt.... But she never cries for herself though... Usually for dead birds.... Or tea pots... Or books.... Or yeah... Things.... Well... She's not really childish... She likes cute things..... But her parents never buy it for her..... Her parents like her to be "lady like".... She likes ribbons a lot.... What colour ribbon should I buy for her on christmas? It's really easy to please her.... But it's not really easy to please her.... Depends on who the person is.... She just says "okay...." when I give her stuff... Even when they are like a necklace made of real diamonds! Which her father gave her for her birthday.... She never wears..... cause she doesn't like her father.... But you know... That video you gave her for her birthday.... She watches it nearly every night before going to bed! She says she does it cause it reminds her that she's not totally useless...... She's not really childish... She's..... When someone bullies her friends she gets violent... Really violent..... I had to stop her a few times now, she nearly stabbed someone with a knife you know! But when people bully her she just doesn't do anything but say "stupid leprecon.... Waste of oxygen...." But when she's arround people she likes she gets really childish and jealous when they make friends with someone.... But you're the first person she asked not to marry She likes someone she doesn't even see better then me! So mean! Well she complains when I hug her! She complains when I help her! She complains when I'm nice! She complains when I'm mean! She complains when I ignore her! You know.... She hurts herself on purpose cause she wants attention... And she takes singing so seriously and wants to win cause when she loses no one talks to her anymore.... And she acts mean or childish cause she wants attention.... But nearly killing herself when she doesn't get attention is just dangerous! I don't get why she wants attention so much... What's wrong with her anyway...? And when I ask her not to she just complains that I'm not you! She's so mean!"

She sounds childish to me
And sooooo cute
I don't know much about cute things... so....... well....... maybe light magneta color?
That's the type of color that I like...... although I'm not sure Elizabeth would like it
I guess she's a lot of personalities mixed together
But she seems like a naiive child
Naiive as in childish naiive not the other naiive

I wonder that too sometimes
Why Elizabeth wants attention.... to the point where she has to harm herself.....
I know that it might not make sense to some of us but I believe Elizabeth has her reasons
No need to tell her to stop....... But just hope she doesn't hurt herself

merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 04:58pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth"She doesn't like magenta.... She says it looks like pink.... Her favourite "colour" is black and white.... Don't think it's even a colour... She's throwing things again..... Probally this time she'll say it's cause she had nothing else to do..... I better go check on her..... She wants attention probally cause she's.... Lonely...? I don't know.... her mother doesn't allow her to go out.... Her friends don't really like her that much.... Her best friend only wants money Her other best friend made a new best friend..... Her father never comes home... I... Ah.... Don't know.... She just complains I'm not you... She says that she likes pain because it proves that she's alive... Still don't get that.... "

Ysaac........ are you always always with Elizabeth?
Because.... I seem to be talking more with you than with Elizabeth........

Well I don't understand people who doesn't like magneta but I guess people have weird preference in "COLOR"
Well maybe she's throwing things at you because your favorite "COLOR" is a "COLOR" that offends her

I see
So you knew all along
I just want her attention because I like her

Yup..... still hard to get..........
Of course I don't understand her completely but I understand........ If that makes sense......
Elizabeth always remind me of many anime characters....... Especially characters played by voiced by Kugimiya Rie
Elizabeth doesn't sound like her but she reminds me of characters that Kugimiya Rie

merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 06:01pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
"Kugimiya Rie...? And what characters does she remind you of....? Imai Hotaru? You don't think you know her but that character is really cold, moody and doesn't show her feelings much and is extremely intelligent.... I'm not always with eli I just am for now cause Ray's taking care of princess and I absolutely can't not watch over her when the perverted leprecon is arround! She's here.... But she's practicing the cello..... "

Shana Louise Nagi Koboshi

No...... more like characters like Shana, Louise, Nagi and Koboshi
I know Hotaru.... little bit
Not much...

I see...... you better take good care of her

merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 06:26pm
I think it would be fun to take care of her even if she was being mean
At least she's not asking you to do the impossible...... like my cousins........
But I don't want her to treat me nicer than everybody else.......

Well....... she's really nice
To me........ I was hoping that she would be more nice to everybody else though
In any case, shouldn't you be taking care of Eli instead of talking to me?

Quote: For some reason my page shows I'm 7.... I am so not 7..... I look nothing like a 7 year old....
Mmm.... can't decide? Well which one is the ugliest?
Yes you are a bit blind.... I like perth best ^_^

merged: 11-05-2007 ~ 05:33pm
How old am I? You can play the guessing game!

So I gotta play the guessing game huh ^^

Ok, I think you're 11

Quote by 95Elizabeth
See ya.... ysaac....? That's his new name...? Did you hear Sakura Uta? I like that song.... Though....
can't say it's really a song at all... More like.... Umm.... Thingy.... Whatever....
I DON'T TRUST YOU! Kidding kidding! ...... I hurt my hand even more today.... I practiced netball...

That's Raven's name from now on
Yeah I did
I liked that one too
I guess you'd catagorize that with........ folk songs.......
Elizabeth......... what am I going to do with you?........
You're so....... fragile....... but you never seem to take care of yourself very well.....

merged: 11-11-2007 ~ 12:07pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
" OOOoooo! Want me to tell you how many times eli hurt herself today? She was pouring tea and she dropped the tea pot and cut her hand and started crying! Not because of her hand! ut for the tea pot! Then she sewed and she poked her wrist not for herself but for her many years of work now covered in blood! Then she was cutting paper and she cut her finger and cried again! She's really a cry baby you know.... And when I try to calm her down she just poked me and shouts at me for not being you and she blames me for being the unlucky leprecon! She's so mean!" Who asked you not to be Ju-sama... It's your own fault.... And get your own computer..... Go away.... I don't like you..... "She just dropped her favourite cup on the floor, her leg anyway..... And she's crying for the cup.... Talk to you later"

Elizabeth sounds so..... childish in real life unlike she seems online......
Guess Elizabeth might be quite different in real life from what I expected
Hmm so Elizabeth cries a lot does she?....... interesting........

Quote by 95ElizabethJust follow law? Never heard of it.....

it's a singaporean film... nevermind... thanks anyway

Quote by 95Elizabeth"....... You really are an idiot.... Nevermind..... What anime she likes.... Ummm.... She likes Full Moon o sagashite.... And black cat.... And jigoku shoujo... And.... All stories with rather sad endings.... Don't know why..... She hates sadness but she seems to like tragedy...." What are you two talking about...? Ugh.... I'm too sleepy to read what you were talking about when I was sleeping....
Aozora.... Winter Sleep..... Okay...... I woke up in the middle of the night..... I couldn't sleep.... I'm so sleepy....
Ugh.... And I'm sick again.... But I managed to sing today at the year 12 graduation....
"I had to carry her cause she fell asleep.... She doesn't even pay me... " Go away..... What's wrong with you...?
I'm so sleepy..... And sick.... And dizzy.... And my hand still hurts..... And I have problems breathing.... Raven will talk for me...
Just tell me if he's being stupid or anything....

I see......
Full Moon wo Sagashite.... I managed to watch few episodes but I'm having trouble finding place to download them from
Black Cat.... i read the manga and I liked it a lot as well.... I thought the anime was rather dull compared to the manga so I decided not to watch the anime
Jigoku Shoujo..... I thought it was quite.... nice but a bit repetitive...... but I like Noto Mamiko's voice

Elizabeth sick again?.......
That's not good.... TT^TT
You should rest Eli-chama
....... You should really think of your body first

Raven......... that name keeps remind me of something..........
......... so I'm talking to Raven now?.......
So Raven also watch anime?

merged: 11-09-2007 ~ 11:27pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
"..... Anime... Anime... Anime...... Yeah I guess..... I usually watch for the music.... Elizabeth's sleeping.... Again..... She has to practice netball tomorrow.... Her best friend is also in netball... But she's kinda mean when they play netball.... She pushed eli-chan on the floor and didn't say sorry and amaya hit her injured hand! And then she stole amaya's tricks! ...... I never liked kids...... But usually kids are scared of me cause I look... Like.... Umm.... Several earrings..... Lots of rings..... Bracelets.... Necklaces... I wear black all the time..... And I have black hair with a part that's dyed red.... And I play the guitar.... A lot...... Elizabeth... Elizabeth.... She's scarry too since she always talks about death Ray's here today... He's.... Uh..... Smoking...... I smoke but his cigarette just stinks! he's so... so..... The type of person that would throw a handphone with a million girl's phone numbers into the ocean..... "

Seems she's sleeping a lot
So you have a favorite anime?........ I call you Ysaac from now
I feel like it..... I don't like Raven and I dont know your name

I suppose juveniles express themselves more with violence these days
I don't really like children either..... although I like them a lot more than adults or teenagers.......
I guess that means I basically don't like any age groups
I dont' really like babies either.....

Well...... so much for best friend.......

You sound like an average goth emo dudes......
Maybe except for the guitar part...... dunno

Why is death perceived as a significance of fear and pain?
I suppose it is reasonable..... since humans do not realize their destination after this life.....

One day that cigarrette is going to kill him........
My grandfather died because he smoked too
I told him again and again that he should stop....... but he never listened
Nobody seems to take me seriously in my family.....

Well...... I understand the million girl phone number but why would anybody throw away a perfectly good cellphone for no reason?

merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 12:05am

Quote by 95Elizabeth
"Dude.... It's a figure of speech man.... I'm a guitarist.... What do I look like....? Wait... you've never seen me.... I'm in a rock band called black stone.... The cheerleaders are black StoneS.... We are Black Stone................. Would you rather marry a gay.... Or elizabeth...? Just curious!

By the way...... why do you keep using ""?
Yeah... I've enver seen you but I have a vague image
Black stone, Black Stones, Blac Stonez........
I'm not really a fan of rock music..... although some of them I enjoy
I am very picky about the music I listen to
Either I like it, or I hate it

Well that's an obvious question Ysaac
First, Elizabeth told me not to get married
Second....... I am against gay marriage
Third, I have a phobia of homosexuals...... especially male homosexuals
Fourth, I like Elizabeth more than I would like any gay men
Fifth....... I don't marry anybody... if I am to get married, it's rather I find the person who is right for me or I don't get married at all
After all.... marriage is like a contract....... a promise... to love that person forever......
but if I fight with her, or if we never understand each other, how can I truely say that I will love that person forever?

merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 12:20am

Quote by 95Elizabeth
"I use " cause you might mistaken me for elizabeth.... Why do you call my Ysaac...? Do I seem anything like him...? .....You didn't answer my question.... Who would you rather marry....? You just needed to say either "Elizabeth" or "The gay guy".... Simple.... You make things more confusing then it is.... Anyway... Eli woke up.... "

No I can distinguish people just fine
And you seem to use a lot of ................. as well
I do that too

I call you Ysaac because that's one of my favorite names
I never knew Ysaac was a character
I know there's Yzak Joules in Gundam and there is Isaac Fernand von Kampfer in Trinity Blood but I don't know any character named Ysaac

Well I thought it was rather obvious after I mentioned all that
You want a clear answer?
I'd marry Elizabeth over any gay human on earth

merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 12:39am

Quote by 95Elizabeth
"Good..... Cause if you said you would rather marry the gay.... I was gonna kill you "
Ju-sama! I updated the song Konoyo no uta.... Still not much practice but not as much of the buzzing sound and I don't think I made as many mistakes

No way i'm marrying a gay
Cool
I'll go check it out right away

merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 12:56am

Quote by 95Elizabeth
merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 12:46am
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0d9XNVw0pHw Here if you can't find it... I'm currently working on a song right now.....

Yeah I think the buzzing sounds are gone
You really have a pretty voice Eli-chan
So what's Ysaac doing?

merged: 11-10-2007 ~ 01:29am

Quote by 95Elizabeth
Are you lying because you're trying to make me happy...? Don't lie.....
Ysaac....? You mean raven.....? Ummm... He's playing the violin right now.... Did I mention he plays violin?
Oh yeah... Another song I sang http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rR1sQZRFino not much practice either....

Well........... if you don't trust me........ fine!
You don't have to trust me........
No.......... I don't mean Raven.......... whoever that is......... I mean Ysaac
Yeah you told me..........

I don't know this song....... but it's nice
I liked Konoyo no Uta a little bit more though
Elizabeth..... I'm gonna go
Dont stay up too late

hey, I heard a movie called "just follow law". is it good?

Umm... I can't seem to access the link you gave for photobucket. What kind of image was it you wanted to show me?

Quote by 95ElizabethHUH?!?! LEAVING ME ALONE?!?! Unfortunately no..
Raven's dragging me arround everywhere, away from ray cause he says that ray is a perverted leprecon and is a playboy...
He says that ray is the type of guy that would throw a celphone with a list of a thousand girls' phone numbers into the ocean....
And he says that that pervert is dangerous and when I let my guard down for even just a second he'll be a wolf....
Raven doesn't like Ray much he says.... But I don't think so...
Raven says that leprecon will eat my head of...
I just think he's a bit over protective...... But okay.....
You know once.... He pointed a dagger at a guy that was just going to ask me if I would go to his birthday party... Hehe...

If I ever meet you you'll have to give me teddy bears every year! Because I like soft and fluffy things and no ones ever gave it to me!
Raven gives me earings for my birthday.... Or sometimes he gives me black things....

It must be hard for you Eli-chan ......
........ Well Im glad at least someone's being protective.........
....... I don't like their names for some reason....... reminds me of something........ that I was afraid of when I was younger........ I don't remember what it was but I dont like their names..........

Teddy bears?...... I guess that wouldn't be a problem...... although I dont think we'll see each other long enough to buy you many .........
I asked my mother to buy me novels for my birthday.... and she bought it for me....... although it wasn't on my birthday......
My aunt bought me....... more books....... I usually ask them to buy me books on my birthdays
I'm hoping that I can go to Japan for my birthday next year.......
Since I won't be going back to Korea anymore......
But my mother doesn't want me to go alone because she thinks that my aunt isn't going to take good care of me..... oh..... and my 2 little cousins....... they're too much for me to handle......

merged: 11-06-2007 ~ 09:15pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
Yeah... Ray's name reminds me of lazer guns...... Raven's.... Well... It reminds me of... Umm... Ravens.... Birds.... The bird called raven... It's a black bird..... Creepy looking.....
Raven asks if you're evil and what are your evil intentions.....
He says you're a wizard that's trying to cloud little children's minds and kill them when he's not looking....
And he also says that "By the way.... I'm more handsome than you..... Dude.... You need a hair cut.... And what's with the shirt man? Shirts are weird.... Like... You.... A devil trying to cloud little princess's mind..... Man you're as evil as that stupid leprecon... I hate leprecons...."
yep yep.... He said that.... And I agree with him.... Except for the devil part.... You're just too stupid to be evil....

Tell him exactly what I say....

......... I am evil.......... but so are you.........
My demon breathed intentions are to live this world and die quiet without bothering anybody
I do not comprehend your thesis for it does not contain supporting premises or evidence.......
I have no intention of killing

You are only more handsome on your standards of your own concept of beauty
And even if you are...... I have no reason to care since I probably will never see you nor interact with you in real life
And it doesn't matter to me whether you get all the girls in the world....... (hypothetically) because..... in reality, that is totally radical

That picture is rather old and I already got a haircut few times
And I'm planning on getting a haircut soon
So what is your concept of normality? Does the world support your idea that what you believe to be fashionable is generally fashion to all others?

So what makes you any more innocent and any better to call me a devil?
It is none of your concerns to care about a stranger's intellectual status........
And I what is intellegence anyway? Everything deteriorates in the end..... everything is meaningless......
To live...... to die....... it is a repetitive sequence of humanity
To kill........ to hate..... it is the every day routine that every individual shall take eventually
To love...... to care...... it is the tiny spectacle of innocence and hope in this unforgiving world
Yet in the end, none of these emotions nor the legions of meaningless thoughts have any purpose
Hath no real joy nor certitude
Only emplifies entrophy.....

What is life to an unborn child? When he or she cries out for salvation from the bloodsucking bats and stoats of this world full of dust and darkness?
When the child pleas for trees to talk to, skys to sing to, light for the guidance of terrifying destiny the world has laid upon.....
When the child asks for forgiveness for the sins that he or she shall commit... when his or her treasons will borne demonic transgressions?

Is it worth for the child to living where we shall be the model for the next generation of murderers and thieves?
No vows nor oaths that are trustworthy..... all lies....... where is the truth?
What is the truth when truth is defined by every individual who quarrel for the non-existant?

....... sorry...... I guess I got a little carried away Eli-chan
Tell Raven that I enjoyed the conversation........ although I did all the talking

merged: 11-06-2007 ~ 09:50pm

Quote by 95Elizabethraven said "What...? ....Dude.... In english please man..... man you're depressing..... You should join the goth club dude..... You should see the black stones.... That cheerleading group... Man they just spell death... Wait.... They spell.... Go.... Oh.... Yeah... You're a boy.... I don't think they have cheerleading uniforms for boys man... Wait.... Why would you want to join the cheerleading team...? They're just girly man.... Though.... The black stones aren't girly.... They're.... Depressing.... They smell like black stone.... The cigarette.... Ugh..... Why am I talking to you.... Man you're depressing... And they smell like Yeah whatever man.... Dude..... Classical is.... Is.... I play the violin! ...... Wait..... What did I say...? You know..... You just suddenly become an angel when you talk to princess..... So unfair..... And why does she get special treatment...?" Because I'm special.... Did I mention he's a total idiot? ...... He just screamed at me... Ugh...
Wait.... I'll go get a shoe.....
Oh yeah! Update your photo! PLLLLLEEAAASSEEE!

........... Tell him..........

I am speaking English...... little bit of logical reasoning and poetric philosophy
You speak English first because I don't speak slang

I do not socialize nor do I interact with stereotypical minds

You're not the cheeriest person I've met either.......

Well first of all........ I like Elizabeth more than I like you
Second........ I don't even know you
Third......... I don't like your name.........
Fourth....... Im not feeling too happy at the moment..........
Fifth........... You're a stereotype.......
Sixth........ You screamed at Elizabeth
Seventh......... You use too much dude and man.......
Eight....... You sound more goth and emo than I do
Nine............. I just feel like it

My photo?
Well........ I hate taking pictures so I don't have any other picture of myself
And I usually don't have somebody to take the picture for me......

merged: 11-07-2007 ~ 10:20pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth

Raven says " ....... You just broke my heart man! Joke joke! raven...? Well.... That's not my real name... My real name's Set-su-na.... Which means calm snow.... I'm japanese.... Wait.... Setsuna and raven are what princess calls me.... My real name.... Ki-yo-shi! ...... Which means quiet.... Wait.... That's what princess wants for a person's name... Ah..... I don't remember....... She likes the boy names setsuna and Kiyoshi.... No idea why... She's just weird..... Wanna know what's princess's real name? But princess doesn't like her real name... She likes A-ma-ya! Which means raining night! She's so depressing.... Like you..... And Amaya-chan says that Ray's perverted leprecon and I'm the stupid leprecon.... Neh.... So depressing.... And why does she treat you so well anyway...?" Because he's not a leprecon like you and ray.... "..... I'm heart broken man! " ....I'm a girl.... Little girl.... "..... I'm not a little girl! I'll make a profile in MT!" ....Unfortunate... Now go away....

Ju-sama! I THOUGHT OF LOTS OF GOOD STRADEGIES FOR NETBALL! ..... But right now I can't move my hand.... there's a tournement tomorrow.... So sad..... raven's girlfriend is here.... She's so happy! And she thinks I look like little chibi chibi mixed with hina! .....AND SHE'S RUINING MY HAIR! TYING IT INTO ALL SORTS OF THINGS!

Setsuna?..... isn't that a girl's name?
Kiyoshi......? Doesn't sound familiar.......
My name means........ pillar that illuminates light or something...... and my last name is some kind of a tree......

I know Elizabeth's real name...........
Although she tells me I get the spelling wrong........

Amaya........ So she no likey Elizabeth?
I heard Amaya before...... long time ago........

Dude..... I ain't depressing
I'm just analytic which people mistake for being nerdy or emo
I must say that I'll have to contradict that mindset

I'm not sure....... sometimes I wonder that too..... but I like her anyway
Guess because....... you're a stupid leprecon...... like she said

Cool
Wow.... you have quite a lot of tournaments.... in a short time
You see Elizabeth? This is why you don't do dangerous things

I dont know what she means by chibi and hina but okay.....
Just don't let her hurt you

merged: 11-08-2007 ~ 07:49pm

Quote by 95Elizabethraven says "Setsuna.... Don't know.... Chibi chibi is a way of calling someone a cute small little girl...... Hinaichigo.... Is cause amaya doesn't like strawberries much but she's cute... Little.... Adorable... And she sulks a lot like hinaichigo..." I do not.... Go away.... Get your own life... "So mean!" yes I know.... Go away....

I uploaded my singing on youtube.... But..... I didn't practice.... So it's not very good.... Mmm.....
I like pain...... If I don't feel it then I'll wanna kill someone....
Raven's stupid....

merged: 11-08-2007 ~ 04:20pm
But you can hear my voice if you want... Though I didn't put much effort in it and I made mistakes too...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEpyZOt-Wvs

Is Amaya a name from an anime or something?

Elizabeth..........
Your voice......... is.......... so adorable
It's a bit different from what I imagined but I really like your voice
I'm sure you can become a great singer
I would love to hear any one of your other songs Eli-chan

merged: 11-08-2007 ~ 08:34pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
..... Adorable...? "YEAH I KNOW! ISN'T HER VOICE JUST ADORABLE?!?! Like a 3 year old girl! HAHA!" Go away idiot.....
And how did you expect my voice to sound like...? Mature.... How I wish my voice was mature.... But I was unfortunate to have a.... Baby's voice...
I'm having problems with my voice lately.... Problems with breathing anyway...
That's why you can hear my breathing really loudly in the song....
The doctor said I shouldn't sing for a while since it aqquires a lot of air....
But I have performance tomorrow... And I have my grade 4 test this month...
So who would listen to the doctor....? Faint after singing and go to the hospital and die for all I care....

I really like your voice though
Hmm well........ I expected it to be... I guess either more mature or more childish but I thought your voice was really beautiful
Actually....... there are some voices that sound mature that I like and there are also childish voice that I like
Elizabeth...... I know that you love to sing....... and...... it's okay if you like it more than anything..... but I... think you shouldn't consider it more important than your life....
Don't say things like that....... then I....... would feel like dying........

merged: 11-08-2007 ~ 09:00pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
........ Okay...... I'll stop singing for while... But deffinately will sing my test and the performance! "Why does she listen to you and not me...? So unfair..... You one sentence means more then my 10000 sentences.." That's cause you're stupid... Now stop using my laptop! "But I'm in your house.... Haven't you heard of treating your guests nicely...?" No... Now go away....

Thank you Elizabeth
You're a sweetheart
I would lose my voice instead for you but... since I can't..... You have to take care of yourself and your voice

Well Raven.... maybe it's our loyalty towards each other.........
Or maybe Elizabeth's just kind enough to care what I say

merged: 11-08-2007 ~ 09:29pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
"WHAT ABOUT ME?!?! You two are so mean! Ray! I'm being bullied! Wait.... Where's Ray.... YAY! HE'S GONE! Aww.... He just came back.... Vatican! I blame you!" Go away! Don't you have a girlfriend?!?! "Oh yeah... Bye bye!"

So what song should I sing next...?

.......... Raven....... don't you have your own friends?
Well..... wouldnt mind socializing with you but........ I'm kinda reluctant about it..... for some reason......
I'm jealous you have Elizabeth with you...... so I don't wanna talk to you

Well I would love it if you could sing Aozora but since you like songs from Nana, how about this song?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhE4utFV94s

merged: 11-08-2007 ~ 10:06pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
"Someone jealous? Eli fell asleep just now so it's just me..... Eli liking Nana? 1... I don't think she likes Nana... 2.... She's really found of you so I think she'll sing whatever you ask her to sing... She talks about you 24 hours a day.... And she also keeps me awake all night, mumbling about you in her sleep and calling you stupid..... Eli's like a little sister to me I guess.... She complains you're really dense... And.... I have to agree... You know nothing about girls.... Little girls... Or even old grandmas..... And I'm just curious about you since eli talks about you all the time..... I still don't see why she likes you so much and why she has the give you codes... Jumbled words and bla bla bla on those simple 3 words that she's never said to even me.... T-T I feel so sad....... So unfair.... Anyway.... I'll say good night to you for her! Night! And better not make her cry of your head's of.... "

.......... that was totally....... random........ She just felt asleep?
Hmm...... so you even know what animes she likes.......
I see......... little sister......
I think so too........ I feel like I never understand other people's feeling........
Neither boys or girls........ guess I'm really selfish

Love is......
Unbearable pain that everybody wants to feel
Love is.....
A neverending song that can be heard thousand miles away
Love is.....
The moment you realize you are not alone
Love is........
A dream that you never want to wake up from
Love is.......
A promise made to the sky
Love is.....
Rhythmic raindrops of serenity drowning into the deepest depth of my heart
Love is.....
Knowing that there is somebody who cares when you are in a crowd
Love is.......
What nobody knows but what everybody feels

I may not know what love is.... but I feel love towards Elizabeth
And even though I may be dense and thick headed and unable to understand all her feelings......
I do not want her to be sad even if it costs my happiness

Good night Raven and Elizabeth

Quote by 95ElizabethCan I ask you something...? Which picture is the prettiest..? http://s83.photobucket.com/albums/j284/chadni98/anime%20girls/?start=all I found this site somewhere....

sorry for late reply! the lavender hair!

merged: 11-06-2007 ~ 07:32pm
hey! cool theres a 1000 words video in ur page ^^

merged: 11-06-2007 ~ 07:54pm

Quote by 95ElizabethYEAH I LOVE THAT SONG! I'll recogmend a song to you! It's one of my favs! A little pain

merged: 11-06-2007 ~ 07:53pm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=glanQFGOEIA

XD yea,im making the video now i need pics

Quote by 95ElizabethHe's not asking you to comb your hair... He's asking me if he can comb my hair.... He likes playing with my hair....
His best friend came yesterday..... Leprecon has blonde hair, sky blue eyes and looks like.... Umm.... tall.... His real name is Ray
His best friend is called Raven.... He has jet black hair and dark brown eyes... And his hair's spiky.....
They were scolding eachother all night about what my nickname should be....
Raven likes to call me bunny..... Ray likes to call me kitty..... Raven likes calling me puppy.... Ray likes tiny.... Raven likes little girl..... ray likes.... Umm.... I forgot...
Who cares..... Raven's 15.... Ray's 19.... I think....
Raven says that my hair doesn't look good tied.... ray says my hair looks ugly when let down...
Raven says that I should get another earing... Ray says I should dye my hair....
I like myself the way I am.... So I just threw shoes at them... Raven caught it with his hand.... Ray..... Ray burnt it....
Then I threw a kitchen knife... Ray grabbed it with his hand.... Ray broke it in half...
How unfortunate..... But since Raven's there Ray can't touch me!
Cause Raven thinks I'm too cute so he doesn't like Ray touching me! And he's a black belt!

Well....... take care of yourself Eli-chan
Have fun

merged: 11-05-2007 ~ 08:44pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
HAVE FUN?!?! With Raven and Ray arround I rather die! Right now they're fighting over who is a better musician or something...
Raven plays electronic guitar and Ray plays bass guitar..... ray's guitar is white... And Raven's is obviously black since he wears black, black hair, black coloured room, black.... Everything....

Raven sounds interesting.........
Well.... it's their problem
I'm not really a fan of electronic or bass guitar...... I like classic guitar though
I don't follow the trend....... usually they're lame anyway
At least they're leaving you alone right?

osu~ amaya-chan :3
drop by to say hi~

Quote: For some reason my page shows I'm 7.... I am so not 7..... I look nothing like a 7 year old....
Mmm.... can't decide? Well which one is the ugliest?
Yes you are a bit blind.... I like perth best ^_^

I figured you were older than 7, I don't normally see 7 year olds who can write so well. how old are you then?
Um, ugliest... none of them
So you live in Perth then? I'm across the country, Queensland

Quote by 95Elizabeth

...... You know.... My mother says I should marry the perverted leprecon but she didn't ask me too since she thought he was rather old for me....
YAY! I WOULD NEVER WANT TO MARRY THAT PERVERTED LEPRECON!
...... The perverted leprecon is taking care of me for 2 weeks or so since my parents are going for holiday
How unfortunate...... And I have to stay in the same room as the perverted leprecon!
Remind me to wear a monster mask so one cause he won't be able to touch my face! Two cause then he won't feel like playing! Three then he would hopefully dislike the mask so much he would leave!
Yesterday I didn't remember the mask! And he said my face was pretty! It just makes me wish I was a table!
Oh yeah! Also remind me to stay awake for 2 weeks! It's dangerous to fall asleep
And also! Remind me to bring my sharpest high heel so I can throw it at him in case!
Stupid perverted leprecon.... Wasting my time....
Also remind me to lock my cupboard so he doesn't throw all my long sleeves and all the clothes he doesn't like away like he always does.....
I think I should cut my hair short... Cause he likes my hair! But when it's ugly he might move on to another doll!
But he says he likes little girls... He says I'm pretty..... I am glad that someone thinks I'm pretty but couldn't it be someone else
Also remind me to cover my mouth! one so he can't kiss me! Two cause he always smokes in my room.....
Which stinks.... He smells like smoke you know..... His favourite cigarette is Gitanes..... I hate Gitanes..... It smells like.... Like.... Him....
He says that I should dye my hair.... BUT NEVER! I WILL NEVER BE WHAT HE LIKES!
I rather you be the him... But then you'll be the perverted leprecon....
But since you're most important I won't throw my sharpest high heel at you! I'LL POKE YOU INSTEAD!
Anyway... I like poking! Cause I like soft things! Cute and fluffy! Not cigarette....
Gitanes stink..... I'm too young to get lung cancer.... Stupid perverted leprecon...
But whenever I get angry he'll just say "You always smile when you're with other boys.... But why are you sad when you see me...?"
He's so dense! Of course I don't smile! He's a perverted leprecon....

......... Your parents aren't taking you along?
And why does it have to be him?!
Well....... just don't let him touch you........ and stay away from him

Why would I be a perverted leprecon?.....
........ Umm..... I'm not cute, soft or fluffy........
Well....... Like I said..... just keep him away
And...... be careful...........

merged: 11-04-2007 ~ 08:55pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
Like you would care who touches me..... Since I might not get any guy who would want to marry me...
Maybe the perverted leprecon would be fine.... Hehe! Joke joke! I would never like that idiot!
.....That perverted leprecon is in my house right now... He keeps on complaining about me using the computer instead of spending time with him.... I rather feed mice then spend time with that leprecon...
I couldn't get a mask.... Stupid perverted leprecon... I can smell his cigarette right now.... And it stinks.... I should write "no smoking" everywhere.....

I care a lot thank you very much!
I don't want any guy touching you....... or gay girls............
It's thsame as you telling me not to get a girlfriend
I'll allow a guy to like you if he's kind and prioritize you over himself (no touchy though) but I don't like that leprecon guy

I'd marry you
Although........ I don't know...... well.... why are we talking about marriage?
I don't want you marrying anybody who smokes or drinks though

I like mice...... they're gentle animals......

Or you should beat him up until he quits smoking!
Or..... tell him to go smoke in a small room without windows and choke himself until he learns smoking can kill

merged: 11-04-2007 ~ 09:24pm
Well whatever
It's his problem and if doesn't care...... i find no reason to care for him either
And tell him to mind his own business...... and to get a life........
Oh and tellim that the only thing he owns is his ignorance
Finally...... well........ he's a pedophile
........ I will not comb my hair
I don't like combing it

Hey Amaya or Elizabeth, let me know which one you want me to call you. In reply to that, which one is the prettiest question you asked. I can't decide, they all look pretty. Sorry for replying so late.

Also I just noticed something now. You live in Australia and so do I. I'm a bit blind ^^

Just thought I'd say hello here because I only talk to you in Rp's. I hope you're doing ok.

Quote by 95Elizabeth

What's wrong with 20 and 24....? I don't see much of a difference.....
I mean.... It's not like I'll be 10 metres shorter than you... Umm... I hope I'm not 10 metres shorter.....

Okay.... You don't want to tell me.... I understand....
I wouldn't want to know about it either..... But... If I was there I would kill him! Yep yep!
Stab him with a knife! You know... When I'm depressed or angry.... I tend to throw kitchen knives arround and hold one in my hand and walk into class.... People who know me get used to it... They know I'll torture the next person who talks to me.... I also got the nickname Black Princess in my school... Cause in one of the drama performances I acted as the princess and the witch....
You're such an idiot... You always say I'm clumsy but you never take care of yourself.... I can get worried too you know....
anyway... you only told me... umm... he kissed you... which is just... wrong...
but.... hehe....

hey! from now on lets play a game! I read this from a book! It's called the glad game! You have to try to find something to be glad about in everything!

At least the gay guy had sense of taste! he didn't choose you cause you're weak okay.....
I really don't like the fact you made friends with his sister but... At least he can't be mean to you with his sister arround ^_^
Maybe you should keep his sister arround 24 hours so he can't touch you!

You're writing it in korean? Too bad I can't read it! Hehe! Nevermind!
If you only say "I can't do it" or "It's hard".... How can you ever think you would reach anywhere....?
So what if it's hard... You have hands and eyes.... As long as you have hands eyes, hearing, life and nothing's wrong with you! You can do it! It's just cause you don't want to...
Singing isn't easy either you know..... I have to memories the songs and learn how to read notes... And there are many things you have to do for vocal tests!
But if you lose just try try and try again till you get it!
You don't see me complaining about anything do you? Glad game! Glad glad glad about everything!

You know... I really do hate boys.... Especially that perverted little leprecon! Stupid person...
I hate rude... Selfish... Mean.... Ugly... Stupid.... Perverted jerks....
Haha! But the good thing is I managed to step on him!
But... My mother and his mother are best friends... Ugh.... I have to tag along with him every week!
And I have to go to Europe with him and his mother! SOooooooo irritating!
But I promise to kick that perverted leprecon in the holidays! HAHA!
Well... He's not short or anything... But I just hate him! Hate hate hate him!
But I guess he didn't ask to be borned that way so.... I just keep quiet and throw a shoe at him once in a while...
No use crying over things right! just step on him from time to time and I got my revenge!
But I should find him a girlfriend or something.... Seriously.... Of course no one likes that perverted leprecon! He's ugly! And mean! And perverted!

.... My mother slapped me today... She was tired cause she didn't get enough sleep and she asked me something I didn't understand... So she irritated and slapped me....
I still went to the tournement.... I fell down and injured my arm.... But I managed to throw the ball to my teammate before falling! That's something to be glad about!
Round and round the merry go round! You know! The merry go round used to be my favourite ride! But I can't sit on it anymore!
I like the ferris wheel! But I've never sat on it... Mother wouldn't let me....
My mother is a kind person... She just.... Has a weird way of showing it...
She's always there when I'm sick and she goes out of her way to help me!
She's just sorta depressed because of my existence that's all ^_^
I'm sure she's nice! She seems to be nice to her friends and the little kids
Maybe I'm just not cute enough! Hehe! ^_^

I talked too much again! Oh well! See ya! Wouldnt wanna be ya! .... Don't know why.... I just say that.....

Nothing's wrong Eli-chan..... like I said... sometimes I just forget you are younger than me

Well you shouldn't know about these things Elizabeth.....
I know that age should not matter much........ but you shouldn't know about these things...... yet........ unless you wanna hear some perverted things......
No......... I'll torture him myself...... so he will never dare to touch me again....... he should rot forever in jail or at least a solitary confinement and never see the light ever again and feel some of the pain I've experience....... then he'll understand.........
Wow..... I never got an important role
And you have 2 important roles at once!

Well... I can live by myself you know! I'm old enough to take care of myself
After I learn how to cook....... and pay the tax and make financially correct decisions....... and stuff........
Don't mention that again.......... I should sew his mouth so he can never open his dirty mouth ever again........ and I should lock him in a bank vault or something and let him suffer until he'll realize what he has done wrong.........

Actually.... he does touch me even when his sister is around....... although his sister beats him up afterwards...........

Today, when I was coming back home from violin, it started raining but I didn't have an umbrella
So I prayed that it wouldn't rain hard and it didn't........
Oh... and there was a doggie infront of my house....... so I wasn't lonely when I came back since my parents were out
The doggie was so cute and funny too
He kept following me for some reason....... I told him I didn't have any food........ hehe.... it was fun
Yup... I've began writing some........ It's not even half a page yet
I'm gettig a little bit of idea what to write about but it isn't easy to come up with a good story
I know ELi-chan....... I just wanted to complain to you....... So I can have your attention heehee......

Hmmm let me see...... oh.... I missed you Eli-chan......... but I'm glad that I see you today
I'm so happy hehe....

I don't like boys either...... especially gays......... or those rough strong boys who bullies others........
Ohh I see.... so Eli-chan already has a boyfriend
I'm just joking ^_^
Umm... why do you hate him so much?..... beside the fact him being a leprecon and perverted and mean and ugly?.........
Well acutally, I understand... you don't have to tell me

I see..... I know she has her reasons but..... I don't want her hitting you!
Even though she's your mother....... I'll get angry at her for hitting you!
That's no way to treat a person for just being tired and irritated especially to her own daughter........
I know that your mother loves you....... probably even more than I do........ I don't know...... but...... yeah
Well.... I'm not glad that Elizabeth is keep hurting herself!
But I'm glad that she's still here......

Merry go around?.... me too
Until my friends turn it really hard and I fall out of it and get hurt and stuff
The horsy thing is fun too since you can't get hurt on it....

That's what my mother told me about my father.........
He just has a weird way of expressing himself........ and I hated his expressions.......
I don't get why she should be depressed
She should be grateful that she has an awesome daughter like you
Cute of course and smartest person ever and nice and funny and much more
I wish my older brother or sister was alive........ wait........ then I might not have existed if he/she was born........

See ya Elizabeth........
Take care of yourself........ I'm always praying for you........
I'll try to pray for your mother and father too....... and your step brothers and sisters.....
I'm going to miss you.........

merged: 11-02-2007 ~ 09:06pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth

....... Lock the gay up...?
Doesn't god teach you good...? My mother always said treat someone the way you want them to treat you...
You'll be just as bad.... His sister beats him up...? But.... Why can't you just become best friends with him...?
He's like... A girl..... Like a girl that likes you.... So.... Reject him then.. Can't be that hard....
But the perverted leprecon... I don't think he understands english... That's why I learn stupid in 10 languages....
But maybe he speaks alien! Haha!
Why do you need a girl to defend for you? You know... It's more painful to see your own brother that way....
The person you thought you looked up to.... What's the use of beating him up....?
I know he's rather perverted but he just likes you... Nothing wrong with that...
You're just useless enough to be his doll.... there's no such thing as "He's big and I can't beat him..." or "One day I'll surely take my revenge..."
If his sister is brave enough.... Why can't you just say a few words to him....?
Please... I blackmailed that perverted leprecon like 500 times already....
Revenge is.... Like a game.... You kill an enemy... One after another... You kill her brother... She kills your future wife.... You kill her... her son kills your daughter or something.... It just goes on and on...
My grandmother always says "Don't cut a dying flower cause it still has the chance to live"
Bad can always turn over a new leaf right? I don't believe in bad though....
I really hate my gift of seeing the world through everyones point of view...
Cause I never know what I want in the end....
It must be hard to be god... Cause the word "good" and the word "bad" means different things to every person...
So it must be hard for god to please everyone...
God doesn't teach bad things... But... "bad things" means lots of things...
Dying for your friend... And saving yourself.... There isn't right or wrong...
If you die.... Then.... Both lives will end.... Sure that your friend wouldn't want you to die for them....
Saving yourself... Not right or wrong since.... Your friends would sleep in peace if they know they saved you....
I'm not making sense am I? Sorry...
Dogs... I'm scared of them.... But...
Ju-sama, do you take meat? Just asking.... Not right or wrong....

I don't know.......... Then why did I deserve all that?.........
Why did I deserve to suffer for 3 years without any right to express what I feel?
His sister beats him up even if I wasn't there anyway... they basically fight for everything
And I don't need her to protect me...... and I don't need anybody to protect me........

He doesn't care about me...... I told him to go away over and over..... I told him to stop hurting me over and over........ but he just doesn't listen.....
He just cares for what he likes and do what he wishes........
Like you said...... I'm just a doll to him.......

I can end that game of revenge...... I don't need revenge and feed off pain off others....... I don't need others suffering
But I don't want to suffer........ I don't like getting hurt.... It doesn't feel good.... I don't like it....
I just want him to go away

Yeah..... you're making no sense........
I do not enjoy eating meat yet I do eat it...... I do not like food....... I hate consuming anything besides milk
Every other food tastes bad........

merged: 11-02-2007 ~ 09:44pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
.......All you do... Is complain... Over and over....
Well I'm sick of listening to you complain about everything!
........It reminds me that I can't do anything and everyone I love suffers in the end anyway!
My two best friends in real life think I'm bossy... Irritating and not understanding at all...
I know I am! I know I can't do anything right! And I'm just ruining everyone's lives....
So I'm sorry I can't make you feel better!
I didn't mean to be this useless..... And I know all I can do is make people worry....
I know everyone thinks their life would be easier without me....
And.... Since I don't make a difference in anyones life.... Maybe I should just vanish ^_^
Since everyone will be happy ^_^
Well! See ya!

I don't need anything else....... I just want to be with you........
I won't be happy if you go away........
And didn't you promise me to be my friend forever?.......

merged: 11-03-2007 ~ 06:33pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth
...... Hehe... Sometimes I wish I was 14 right now.....
I don't know if you're telling me the truth but.... I'm sure you are...
Because you're the most important person to me....
But.... I'm sure you won't love me forever..... because you'll love someone else more than me...
you said you were going to marry right? You'll love your wife more than me...
It'll be really painful if you marry but I'm sure... I hope I'll get over you...
Since I know I won't be the most important no matter how much you love me right now...
Because... My mother always said that everyone has their own life to live....
I really agree with everyone....
They say that.... When everyone has grown out of their fantasy...
I'll still always be living in my own world....
They're right... Because all I ever cared about.... Was you and singing....
I guess I really am childish....
I always say that you would leave one day...
But I can't help but wish you would be the same forever....
The vatican that loves me the most... And only me...
hehe.... I'm so childish ^_^
But I'll try not to cry when you grow out of your childishness of liking me

Why do you want to be 14?.....
Well of course I'm telling the truth.......
I would give up getting married if it was for you........ I can take care of myself......... somehow
And I wanted to adopt my children anyway......
I think your mother forgot to mentioned that everyone is also part of your life
And Elizabeth.... you are a very important part of my life

What's wrong with fantasy?
Isn't it better than reality where everything is so vile and cruel?
If everybody would have a dream rather than trying to fit in with reality, the world would be much more beautiful.....
You can make your fantasy to reality then....... It doesn't matter what others tell you
It's you who is going to make it happen Elizabeth

Even Jesus said that if you aren't like a child, you cannot enter into the kingdom of heaven....
And I would prefer to be a child any day than to become an adult

Well....... I might not love you only
But I will love you eternally..... until God takes away my life.......
And I promise.....

I will always be a child...... I will always have a part of my childhood even when I grow old
If everybody lost their childhood, the world wouldn't have any innocence left.....
And if you think that I'll leave you when I grow older, doesn't that mean the same for you?

I don't want to leave you
Not now..... and not ever
So stop worrying your little head

merged: 11-03-2007 ~ 09:56pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth

I don't want to be a kid... It's so annoying....
Whenever I have to look up to talk to someone... I always feel so small....
I used to have a friend that was 18.... She was really pretty and really popular too.... But she always hated her hair.... Because she said it was short and messy....
She's kind of a bully... But she can be nice if she wants to.....
She used to always call me "little princess"... lots of people call me that even in MT....
She was really popular with the boys but she was quite dumb.... She wasn't good in her studies
She used to always tell me "Pretty hair... Brains... Mm..... But you're the dumbest little kid I've seen in boys..... I think you'll never marry"
She would always tell me to be careful with men.... Hehe... And I would always tell her that she would of course say that since all the boys love her...
But she always kept quiet and just say "How can they like me when they don't know me...?"
The first time I met her she tried to pull my hair.... Everyone called her princess... She would always tell me that I look like a little angel....
She would always say that I was an extraordinary kid... She would always comb my hair when she had time and tie my hair....
But.... One day she told me she was going to her boyfriend's house which was the stupid perverted leprecon's house but then when she was crossing the street... A car hit her.... her name was Rin

Ju-san..... Don't you dare die on me! Or I'll hate you forever and ever!
I say that the perverted leprecon gave her bad luck! Don't you think? That leprecon always gives all the girls who touch him bad luck!
I'm too young to die! ...... Remind me to stay a metre away from him.... And also not to ever ever ever cross a street! I am way too young to die and anyway! I promised my friend that I would always keep my hair as it was the day we met....
And if I die! Who's going to comb my hair everyday so it stays pretty!

....... Fantasy....... If I live in fantasy....
I think it's more painful to live in fantasy..... Because it's always so hard.... To put a smile on my face ^_^
No... Not really hard to smile.... But when I smile so much... I sometimes forget how to cry! Hehe!
I guess Rin was right.... I really am useless! Haha! She always hated it when I smiled when she died...
She said "you idiot.... I'm dying here can't you see..... How blind...."
I really am an idiot... haha! I even smiled when she died! ^_^
You know! I haven't cried in 6 years now! Isn't that just incredible! Haha!
The perverted leprecon always told me he had always wanted to see me cry...
HAHA! But unlucky him! I will never ever lose! NEVER!
I will keep my pride! No matter what! Anyway... That perverted leprecon doesn't even deserve to even be so calm about everything...
Especially when he said that Rin deserved to die... That she was just one of his dolls...
Stupid perverted leprecon! How old does he think he is?!?! Oh wait.... He's 19....
You know! I just hate looking up at his stupid face! ugh.... It reminds me of evil leprecons attacking a dungeon of girls...
I always seem to imagine him as an evil perverted leprecon... I hate leprecons...
But leprecons are leaf clovers... They're supposed to bring good luck... I should have imagined him as a baboon!

..... Ju-sama.... Could you not ever joke about me having a boyfriend please....?
Especially not that perverted leprecon.....
I won't like anyone else but ju-sama.... Because everyone is stupid.....

Haha! Joke joke ^_^
You want to be a kid forever....? But.....
I hate being a child... I always have to look up to talk to people... Always needing Rin to protect me... Always smiling just because I'm a kid and I'm supposed to live in fantasy.... I prefer the cruel world..... Then having to live in fantasy... because.... I will always wake up from my dream.... And when I do.... I know my fantasy wasn't real.... And it always hurts even more....
Haha! Am I being depressing? ^_^ Sorry sorry!

Well...... I like you being a kid.....
I like you just exactly as you are now.....

Rin is right...... You are extraordinary..... special..... and you should be careful with men
I won't die......... I hope not
And promise me that you will stop doing dangerous things.........
Nobody is bad luck...... although I always though I was bad luck since I always had the worst possible predicaments that I didn't want
And people seemed to be miserable around me as well so I thought I was cursed or something..... but I don't beleive that anymore
You never know what's going to happen next Elizabeth....... so be careful every second

I don't understand Elizabeth......
I would hate to see you cry..... but cry if you have to
It does hurt more if you keep it inside
I always thought that too..... If I keep everything inside... it's going to be okay soon........

........ I don't like this leprecon guy........ nobody deserves to die
Even the worst of people........ Well... no.......
I don't like leprecons....... maybe it's because I'm not Irish...... or maybe it's just that nobody really likes them anymore

Sorry....... I'm really honored........
Thank you..... for liking somebody like me......

I guess it's a bit different from you and me
But I believe that the happiest moments are the times that are in your memories........
Childhood is something that you can never repeat......

I believe that when you are a child.... you learn how to love and how to cry.... how to hate and how to smile.....
Although it may not be all innocent but I wouldn't want to be in a world full of grown ups....... they're no fun
Children are rather..... annoying and bothersome..... but I like them more than I like adults
They might not be pure white...... but at least they're not painted with black.......
I know that not every adults are evil.... and not every child is kind
But I just want to keep the little purity that humans have during childhood........

Is that so Elizabeth?
I understand...... but I fantasize even when I know it cannot be true....... because that hope keeps me reaching out for tomorrow
Keeps me hoping for other things

merged: 11-03-2007 ~ 10:54pm

Quote by 95Elizabeth

...... Well I don't like the current me..... So childish... And I hate being little!
I rather be 14! Umm.... Not 16..... Or older..... That's just too old.... 15 might be okay... But 14 is the best!
But.... Dangerous things calm me..... Cause when I feel pain... I know I'm still alive...
Still breathing..... Still smiling.... Still feeling.... So..... I just can't go a day without playing with dangerous things....
You know... I wear 4 earings in each ear! And I used to have 5.....
....... Anyway.... when I cut things I won't cry..... If I don't..... I'll cry.... And I'll be weak....
You learn how to cry and how to hate in childhood....? I don't seem to be able to cry or hate....
I just smile and be happy about everything.... Even when there's nothig to smile about...
Anyway.... I just feel stupid when I cry by myself....
But I guess I do cry..... Almost every night but.... It seems so stupid when I cry and complain to no one....
I just cry alone in the corner of my room... Hehe..... I feel so stupid when I'm alone....
Haha! I'm always alone! Of course I feel stupid!
But the stupid perverted leprecon sure has a weird way of loving anyone
Seriously..... That perverted leprecon is just irritating!
He's good looking but not my type... 1 cause I'm too young! though.... My two best friends who are 11 like me seem to like boys already
2 also cause I don't like the type of have several girlfriends and I'm the youngest of them all!
It just makes me want to be 14 even more! Anyway! Pitty no matter how old I am I won't change... Sad....
3 also cause he's perverted.... I hate perverted people! And I don't like calm people like him who likes to play with dolls!
He said he would wait till I'm old enough to marry me! That's just wrong!
I will never marry that perverted leprecon! I rather kill myself!
But if I die I can't see you anymore..... So..... I guess I'll live....
But if you died there wouldn't be anything to live for... Maybe singing....
You don't have bad luck! At least... I hope so....
AHHH! YOU'RE SO TERRIBLY CUTE I RATHER MARRY YOU THEN THE PERVERTED LEPRECON!
Wait... Actually I would marry anyone but the perverted leprecon... Wait... NEVER!
If I marry randomly then the person I marry will be the new perverted leprecon!
I think I'll go with marrying you instead..... You're safer anyway.....
At least you're not perverted! And you're not a leprecon! YAY!
I hate perverted leprecons....
You know! In real life I always do this
I dont know why! It's just natural!
Haha! You don't have much bad luck! Since if you did! No one would want to marry you right? ^_^
If I die! I say it's not you who brought me bad luck! But the perverted leprecon!
Uh... Why am I talking about marriage? haha! Weird!
But you are really cute ^_^

Well... I think you are weird!
I'd love to be 11..... or younger
Doesn't matter... being a teenager is stupid!
I've been a teenger for like....... 2 years and 3months already
And I preferred being a childish little kid
I never had much fun since I turned to a teenager

.......... You remind me of a character in my favorite novel
She couldn't feel anything because she had problems in her nerves or something
And she stabbed herself so she could know she was still living
But she still couldn't feel anything...... but later she felt pain when she got a cancer in her stomach or something......

But Elizabeth...... you are alive without that.......
You still feel things around you don't you?
I don't understand why pain is the only evidence you are living........
Isn't happiness and joy also evidence that you are alive?

4 earings?.......... I....... don't...... like earrings.......
For some reason..... I don't like women who wear earrings and wear make up......
I think they are not confident with themselves..... telling themselves that they are not good enough.......

Elizabeth...... I think you should admit that you are weak
But everybody is....... nobody is strong........ we are only humans after all
If we weren't weak..... we wouldn't depend on other humans and we would live by ourselves.......

Well don't you learn the basics of life during your childhood?

I might not feel your pain Elizabeth but if you feel sad.... I feel sad as well
But sometimes I wish I can cry too
You know..... I was emotional for few months...... then I turned a bit..... apathetic again.....
I don't really feel anything again.......
I don't like this...... I want to cry and smile..... but I feel so.... restrained...... I don't know why

It is..... sad when you are alone.......
It.. isn't fun when you are lonely....... I understand Eli-chan
That's why I want to be there for you
I might be alone..... in real life but I hope I'm better than nobody

Well.... you're in........ 5th grade?........ or 6......
I don't know but I think that's not too early
One of my friends had somebody he liked when he was in 6th grade
And I've seen kids with boy/girlfriends at 1st and 2nd grade

I think dolls are fun TT^TT
Well actually I don't really like dolls..... seeing that I don't have any but I don't mind them
But........ I never heard of a 19year old boy who plays with dolls........

No~!
I don't want him touching you!
I don't like him....... from what I've heard....... he sounds like a mean person........
I wouldn't say no if he was nice and thoughtful...... but he's just not the kind of person who I would allow to touch my Eli-chan!
.........
Umm.... thank you........?
But you said you weren't getting married.......

I don't think there is anyone currently in real life..... I mean where I am.....
I don't think there is anyone here who likes me or wants to marry me
Maybe it's just my bad luck..... or my luck of chasing away girls..... I don't know

I think it's a bit early for talking about marriage
Although my parents have lectured me about the person I should marry even when I was younger........
But what do they know? They always fight anyway

I think you're incredibly cute too

Quote by 95ElizabethCan I ask you something...? Which picture is the prettiest..? http://s83.photobucket.com/albums/j284/chadni98/anime%20girls/?start=all I found this site somewhere....

sorry 4 late late reply amaya~
hmm there's a lot of beautiful pictures. can't decide it which one is the prettiest. but i think
http://i83.photobucket.com/albums/j284/chadni98/anime%20girls/normal_red-1.jpg
that one cool

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You told me you wouldn't want a girlfriend a hundred times.... But you asked me if girlfriend was okay....
....... Pitty....? Mmm... Why? No actually.... When you're 24... I'll be 20... Doesn't seem much of a bif difference if you look at it that way....
By the way... What did the gay guy do to you anyway...?
...... You want to become a writer? ^_^ Write a book then! Start writing a book! And promise I'll be the first one to read if you do write it!
Oh yeah..... I changed the FF music.... I changed it to a song called "Lost My Music".... It's a love song... Not my usual type... So.... Not expecting you to like it....
I hurt my wrist today... I might not be able to play in the netball tournament tomorrow...

I asked to see if you remembered
And I was joking Eli-chan.....

Well....... yeah I guess since my parents are 4 years apart too
But sometimes I forget that you are quite younger than me
Well actually..... even if you put it 24 and 20..... that still sounds kinda.......

I think I shouldn't tell you Eli-chan..... you're too young to know these kind of things....
I'm just kidding ...........
.......... But..... I don't want to tell you....... and I told you some of the things he did to me before didn't I?
.......... I don't want to say......... I don't....... want to remember........ stupid....... gay guy.......

Hmm... I didn't tell you that I wanted to become a writer yet?
Well... it's not easy...... I knew that it wasn't going to be easy but it's a lot harder than I thought
I can't really think of what to write
Thank you
But I'll be writing it in Korean.....

I know that song... I heard it few times
I never knew it was a love song though since I only heard it in Japanese
You don't have to change things for me Eli-chan.... just be you.....
We might not like the same thing but that's what makes everybody special
And I didn't hate the previous song
I just didn't like it a whole lot

Elizabeth........ are you...............
......... clumsy?........
You get hurt so often ...... be more careful Eli-chan......... I'm so worried about you!
I should call you Clumsy Eli from now!
Well...... I'm clumsy as well..... but I'm not there to protect you so take better care of yourself!
If you are hurt, forget about the tournament....... you're more important than any competition in the world.....

hehe..its a secrete
and of course you can call me jack!
you never needed my permission...its my real name after all.
so what are you goining to do for halloween?

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You are always incredibly cute Eli-chan

Well.... you are sometimes..... but I still like you
Don't cry..... I like you just the way you are

Well.... I will still like you but.....
I want to hear you sing TTwTT
You'll always be the most important Elizabeth...

Grade 4 is the final level in singing right?
You're so awesome Eli-chan
Always do your best Eli-chan

Umm... okay
No girls?.... so I can have a girlfriend but not a best friend who is a girl?
Yeah.... gays are annoying.....

I love you so much Eli-chan

...... You want to get a girlfriend? Do you HAVE a girlfriend? That is like... So... Insulting....
Of course it's your life so I can't do anything about it....
to tell you the truth... I think I rather prefer gays then you getting a girlfriend....
At least you can't marry them.... And... They're a boy too... So.... They're kinda okay....
Though... I would prefer you not to marry... Even a boy... If YOU are gay... Which... I don't THINK so... I HOPE so...
Cause when you marry someone.. (A girl... That's.... Pretty... Smart... Understanding.... Kind... Christian... Umm.... Considered perfect like you... Or a gay... That's... Uh... No comments.... But I guess they didn't choose to be gay...) You'll forget about me... Of course... I can't help it... It's your life......

If you think grade 4 is the end of the music exams... You must be joking.... There's still a long... long... long... long... long... long... long... long (so on) way to go
There's... 8 grades.... I'm at 4ith grade... So... If I pass all of it.... I would be 15 when I'm grade 8... Sad... I'll be your age now! YAY! Though... When I'm 15... You'll be 19... I'll still feel like a kid.... Pitty....
Then... After that..... There are diplomas... Which are Associate, Licentiate and Fellowship. Then! I'M A PROFESSIONAL MUSICIAN! And then... I can be an examiner! And a orchestra person! ..... But... By that time... If I pass... I'll be... 18.... Uh.... And you'll be 22.... Sad.... By that time you'll have a girlfriend... And I probally won't be able to talk to you when I pass.....
I can't wait till I'm 18 to become a singer and voice actress! ....I'll be soooooo sooooo old!
I want to be a voice actress when I'm 12! And a singer when I'm 15! YEP YEP!
Oh yeah... Since right now I'm singing classical... Maybe I'm gonna go for rockschool vocal.....
Yeah.... Should I? Since.... No one really likes classical anymore... ANYWAY! I NEVER SING CLASSICS IF I HAVE A CHOICE! Not never... I like it.... But I like singing soundtracks....
One of my favourite songs in 1000 words! Don't know why... Just like it... It's calming... Kinda....

......... Eli-chan........ I don't remember if I told you before......... but I don't have a girlfriend and I don't want a girlfriend
I've thought about it and...... I don't really want one.... sorry if I insulted you
Umm...... okay.... I don't want any gay friends either
At least not the ones who....... are like the gay guy I've dealt with

I'm not gay..... I'm a heterosexual...... although I don't really find that appealing either

So..... will you marry me then?
Eli-chan....... whether or not I get married.... You'll always be important to me

Wow..... so grade 4 is only half way......
I don't know much about the world....
Hmm so you'll be my age when I'm..... a sophomore in college.....
I wonder how much both of us will change in 4 years

Come to think of it..... you are quite a lot younger than me...... so you were just born when I was 4...... so.... 1996?..... I don't remember anything....... from 1996.....
Pity I'm so much older than you TToTT

Wow..... you already know a lot about being a singer
I have no idea what I have to do to become a writer.........

Umm I'll probably finishing college when I'm 22..... with military and stuff
Or maybe I'll be a senior by then..... I don't know

If you aren't too busy, I'll make time to talk to you

That sounds fun
And I'm sure that you have enough talent to become a singer and a voice actor by then

Rockschool?......... you mean like........ rock music?
I think classical music has prettier sound........
I'm not really a fan of classic music but I like instrumentals and orchestras...... I like some operas too

Anime soundtracks are nice too
I like them..... not all of them but some are nice........

1000words? You mean the Final Fantasy song on FF page?
........ I didn't really like it that much for some reason.........
I'm really picky with music for some reason
Maybe it's because I'm not good at them........

haha no i wish..well the reason why i was so happy is that i got the nerve to talk to a girl i really like