I don't think I should be christian... What's the use if I do...? I don't
believe in god....
God is good.... Underworld is bad..... But I believe there isn't right and
wrong...
You know... It's not very nice to believe there isn't right and wrong...
To believe there isn't right and wrong.... That also means I'm confused....
People who don't believe in right and wrong ussually have problems with their
mind and have split personalities and are a bit abnormal....
I'm always confused with things.... My mother always scolds me for that....
Because I never answer with no or yes... I ussually say "probally",
"maybe", "kinda", "don't know".... Hehe....
It's kinda useless to ask me anything.... I would just reply you with something
confusing
Vatican.... SInce you don't like the name vatican... What do you want me to call
you? ^_^
Ju-sama....? That mens Mr Ju.... It makes me feel as if you're married... And I
don't want you to marry anyone else.....
You'll forget about me....
Are you bored of me....?
Quote by vatican92Umm..........
sorry...........
But......... well......... Umm........ I don't really know your situation there
so........ I can't say much.......... but cheer up Caroline!
Sorry....... I can't help much TT_TT
I sound mature?.......... sometimes I do........ because I have more than one
personality........ or more than one conscience.........so sometimes I don't
realize what I'm saying..........
vatican...you scare me sometimes, hey, you dont have to be sorry for anything,
ok...next time you say sorry to me....i'll chop all your hair off,
understand
oh yes, you do sound very mature.....everytime....but yes, you do sound dumb
too...like when you keep saying sorry.....for almost everything
well, i'm totally fine here...and you take care of yourself too, okee little
cute brother
You know.... I think I'm sick today....
I read half the bible today.... Uuumm... For no reason at all...
I not only read the bible.... I read about greek mythology too.....
Persephone.... Scawy..... Mary Magdalene..... Selene.... Venus... Demeter...
Zeus.... Isis... Venus.... Athena... Uuumm.... Christianity is... Scawy... And
so is greek.... Really scawy.... I thought it was supposed to make humans feel
better... But... It's really scawy.... Too many saints and gods.... And
goddesses... Eeee.... I don't think I'll touch a bible for a long long
time...
Hmm........ kinda stressed with school......... but I can do better!
I'm trying my best.........
I have a big swing in mood so one second I'm happy and fine and the next second
I'm kinda gloomy TTmTT
oooOOOoo so your like a pregnant lady like wise i call them
prego.......hahhahahahahaha lol lol
ooo my this is not good hahahaha.....
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I know........... boys are rather stupid...........
They expect boys to be stronger and have no fear when we're just
humans...........
And I hate the thought of going to the military......... I'm not going to kill
anybody......... so why waste time there?
Unfortunately......... I do have terrible memory
Umm........ okay........... I get hit a lot so I'm used to it TTmTT
Hehehe......... practicing your evil laugh?
Thank you......... I like you a lot too..........
Umm......... my neck is a lot better....... I couldn't use my arm for few days
but it's recovering............
I won't die.......... from just a minor injury
Although i was a bit afraid when I hurt my neck TTmTT
I like violin too
That's why I'm learning it.........
Violin is the only instrument that I want to learn.......... well actually I
wanted to learn flute as well but I can't
Because I used to learn clarinet but my teacher told me that I probably
shouldn't play any instruments where I use my lung because I can't blow for a
while TTmTT
But I wanted to learn violin more than flute anyway..........
But violin is so hard......... too many things to remember and do at
once.........
I get so confused when I hold the violin
It's as if they're saying girls aren't brave and they're totally useless...
HAHA! BUT YOU HAVE PROVED THEM WRONG! YOU'RE A COWARD AND I'M STRONG!
OOoooo! VATICAN IS TRYING TO BE BRAVE! It's okay... You can run arround in
circles and cry in pain....
If you think violin is hard... Try the piano... Lots and lots of
keys....
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MY PERFORMANCE WAS GREAT! But.... I was really hot since I was acting two roles
and needed to wear 6 layers of clothing..... And... I wore black lipstick and
eyeshadow..... Scawy....
Quote by vatican92
Yeah I was worried
I don't know much about fashion so I don't know much either
Mmm....... sounds hard @_@
But I'm sure that you'll get the hang of it soon
Keep trying Aania....... don't give up........
I'm......... a bit stressed out these days........ so I'm relaxing myself today
Watching some anime........ reading a book......... taking a nap.........
I have a rather boring life but I'm satisfied with what I have
Hope you can overcome the difficulties around you........ I know that you can
and you will
Take care of yourself Caroline......... don't forget to visit........ even if it
is once in a while
Watching some anime? little vatichen sama....i'm sooooo jealous.....
You don't think you would want to cry infront of me.... I have splite
personalities so I might be nice and I also might scold you
My mother is... Uuumm.... A little harsh I guess.... used to it...
I hate seafood too... EXCEPT FISH!
Mmm... The link didn't work....? It works on my computer...... Mmmm.....
What a pity... I liked the singing at the link I gave you....
I memorized 8 songs in 9 days! YAY FOR ME!
After tomorrow's performance I have a performance a month after that then I have
another performance 3 months after that! YAY!
I just love the stage! I'm so used to it that... I'm not even excited....
Much....
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Quote by vatican92
I won't cry infront of you.......... I usually don't cry when there are
people.......... even if I want to cry I usually don't unless I'm
alone..........
I cried once or twice infront of people........... but I didn't care about
others when I was...........
Wow....... you have split personality as well?........ I think I have one
too........ or maybe more like multiple personality.......... or maybe it's just
one personality but I'm getting confused.........
I think your mother is more than just a little harsh!
Fish.......... some of them are okay but the smell makes me nausiated
@_@
Yeah....... it didn't work so I heard it on youtube........
Wow! 8 songs in 9 days? That's really awesome
It usually takes me few days to memorize one song
Performance tomorrow!
Wow........ you really have a gift of going infront of stage
I usually go numb and I lose focus when I go infront of the stage.......... so
many people staring........ their eyes......... so sharp and piercing.........
like daggers to my conscience........... I'm so scared
OOOOOoooo! BUT WHY?!?! .... Oh yeah... I know why..... It's okay... I won't hit
you if you cry... (I hope)
It's not really good to have split personalities.....
YOU'RE SO CUTE! IF I WAS THERE RIGHT NOW I'LL JUMP ON YOU AND HUG YOU LIKE A
LITTLE TEDDY BEAR!
I like soft and fluffy and cute thingies!
My mother is..... Well she dose make me want to die at times... BUT ELIZABETH IS
STRONG NANO!
Unlike you coward... Chicken... I like chickens... But sometimes I don't cause
they chase me....
YOU CAN'T LEARN IT BECAUSE YOU'RE STUPID! AHHH! YOU'RE SO CUTE WHEN YOU'RE
DUMB!
It's really easy.... Oh yeah... Are you still learning violin?
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Quote by vatican92
Why?......... well........ I guess........... it's.......... pride?.........
no....... actually it's........... I don't know
It's because my father always got angry when I cried......... or maybe it was my
uncle......... and said boys weren't suppose to cry........ which is
stupid......... because I'm only a human..........
So I am afraid to cry infront of people..........
Hehe....... okay......... I hope you won't hit me........
Yeah........ it's not fun........ to have more than one personality........
feels.........really......... weird and annoying.........
Umm......... okay......... although I don't believe I fit into any of those
catagories..........
I like you too
Yeah....... Elizabeth is strong......... a lot stronger than I am
Umm......... I'm...... sorry
I don't wanna be dumb or stupid TTnTT
Yeah....... I'm still learning violin........ but too hard for me..........
And I hurt my neck and my arm few days ago so I can't even practice
Your uncle or dad is stupid... Boys or girls... they're all the same.... Humans
aren't perfect...
If you want to cry just cry... It's your life and there isn't right or wrong
only what you believe you should do...
You have bad memory.... I like hitting you!
BUT YOU ARE CUTE! EEEee! SO CUTE!
Of course I'm stronger! MUAHAHHA!
You are dumb and stupid... Stupid.... BUT I STILL LIKE YOU!
Awww! Are you okay...? I hope so... WHAT IF YOU DIE?!?! OOOOOooo! I LIKE VIOLIN!
I like birds! Birds are pwetty!
Oh! Then if you don't go to your mommy when you're sad... Who else are you going
to turn to?
AHHH! YOU'RE SO SWEET! But... I don't know how to anyway...
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.... Your parents do love you.... If they didn't... They would never want to
have you in the first place...
My mother is... cruel I guess.... But I know she still loves me... Anyway! Even
if she didn't I want to believe that!
She scolds me when I'm sad... She scolds me when I don't think her way... She
scolds me if I cry.... She scolds me if I believe there isn't right or
wrong...
Well she even scolds me when I'm sad, happy or emotionless... But who cares! I
never listen to her! I believe what I wanna believe! She scolds me for that
too....
Don't be so sad! If you keep your pain to yourself nothing will change! And I
will get angwy at you! MEEAANNNIIIEEE!
Life can be cruel at times but what's the use of thinking of the sad things in
life! If you think sad you will be sad! That's what my grandma tells me!
You think it would make your friends feel better if you keep the pain to
youself... But... NOOOO! WE ARE VERY SAD IF YOU DO THAT! IT MAKES US THINK YOU
DON"T TRUST US!
MEANNIIIEE!
When you're sad just think elizabeth will always always be there for me! BECAUSE
I'M THE BEST! MUAHAHHA!
....... I still can't get that evil laugh.... HAHA! BUT! AT LEAST I CAN ACT!
YOU'RE JUST STUPID!
STUPID MEANIE!
Twirly twirly twirly! Birds are just misunderstood! OOOooo! Could you hear this
song please? ^_^ I'm singing this song a few months after my acting performance
cause I have another singing performance after that! http://vabhighlandoaks.dadeschools.net/wings.html
Don't ask why I showed it to you! I felt like it! SO LISTEN! OR ELSE! I'M
TESTING YOU ON THIS HAM BURGER!
Ooo! FOOD! I like fish! Salmon! RAW! YAY!
I will show you my voice... If you teach me how...
You're so stupid... Why do I like you anyway...? You're so dumb...
But kinda cute ^_^
Of course there are people worse then you!
And I'm so much better! You don't see me complaining everyday do you! I do but
not as much as you!
Of course I won't the brought down so easily!
I'm queen elizabeth! you don't see Queen Elizabeth running arround crying and
complaining like you!
^_^ But I like it that you complain to me... Because then I know you care to
talk to me and you trust me...
But wouldn't! I AM the best, wise perfect person! MUAHHAHHA!
^_^ Be strong okay? I'm not slightly worried about my life!
My parents don't really effect me really... Because they're not the most
important...
Like my grandmother always tells me!
The words from someone important to you are words that truly matter! Yes yes!
HEHHE! I'M SO SMART! MUHAHAHHA! ^_^
I'm working on my evil laugh for the performance this friday ^_^
Have a nice day now!
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Haha! I WAS ALWAYS STRONG! MAUHAHHAA!
You do cry chicken! And you do complain! Kitty!
Vatican! What should I call you? I can't be calling you vatican forever...
It reminds me of vatican city....
Of course you care about me!
I'll kick you to Antarctica if you don't... HAHAHA! Just joking!
Well I don't go to many performances! EEEeee! I WANNA BE A VOICE ACTRESS WHEN I
GROW UP TOO!
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Kitty.. I don't know what was with that....
I don't know what I should call you.. Ju... George.... Chicken... sandwhich...
Cake... cookies.... sweets...... duck... Don't know! I'm
bad at names
How can you kick yourself....?
EVeryone has a nice voice!
My voice currently sounds like... rie Tanaka... + Hina ichigo... + Hell girl...
+ Saya.... + Shinku.....
Well I was also given the ability of changing my voice! ^_^ But my real voice is
like the 5 of them added together! When I speak my voice sounds.. Uuumm.... Like
an adult... Moody... Adult... When I sing.... I sound really sweet.... Don't
know why....
Hey hey! Some time you'll visit me for real right?!? ^_^
Ooooo! Could you record your voice? I wanna hear it! PLLLEEEAAASSEEE!
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Mmmm... I'll call you.... Don't know....
Kitties... Are scawy nano... But I like you though! You're a coward!
..... You won't show me your voice....? GGGGWWWAAAHHHH! *cries* I DON'T LIKE YOU
ANYMORE!
merged: 09-18-2007 ~ 08:59pm
Kitties are scawy!
You are a coward! Coward! Go cry to your mommy!
Aww... But what if you don't like my voice...? THEN YOU'LL HATE ME! NOOO!
Quote by vatican92
Aania!........ I missed you a lot............
I was worried......... because you weren't online for a long time.........
How are things?
I hope that you are doing well.........
you did...me too....
ya...i was too involved with stuffs here
.....i never thought fashion designing could be so difficult....practicals are
really tough.....i'm still not able to get control of the machine....they are so
fast.....and well....well...nothing else....
so...how are you?
I'm sorry... I'm not bored with you...
Sometimes it's harder to tell someone you care about how you feel because you
know it will hurt them.....
I'm only trying to keep away from you for a while because I might say something
that would hurt you...
You're doing something.... Being my friend... It makes me really happy to know
you care about me ^_^
Thanks for worrying but you don't have to...
haha... Ussually I worry and now it's your turn
I hope you're doing fine.....
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....... ^_^
At least you know who you don't want to be....
I don't remember who's the real me anymore....
Because I always tell myself to be happy... I don't know how happy and sad is
anymore...
And I don't remember how to cry and only smile....
Maybe I'm happy.... Maybe I'm not..
I don't know.... Who are my friends... Who are my enemies... Who do I love...
Who do I hate....
But.... I'm sure I like you the most most of all!
ovulioey ^_^
You don't need to know what it says... Even if you do don't answer me...
I know I won't like the answer.... ^_^
Well... Have a nice day and hope you do better at school
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Vatican... My parents are fighting again right now... Because of me....
Maybe if I'm dead they'll be happy....
I don't want to live anymore....
Because I know I can't do anything.... I'm a failure..... I'm nothing....
I know your parents fight.... But..... but....
I don't know what to say anymore... I'm sorry...
I probally will not talk to you for a while again.....
So much noise.... Disgusting world... I hate it.... I wish I could jump down the
window.... ^_^
Sorry.....
Tired......... kinda feels like life is too heavy for me to carry on.........
How are you doing?
alittle bit on the sad side but im okay today starts bad but its going to be
good and if life is heavy for why don't you relax....chill...sit back and envy
the clouds.
Quote by Kohana-Ami
Your welcome.
Yeah there are. Like for me, Science and Math. bleh....
It is odd. *nods* It's in third person because they have some type of weird
government or something. So like "all men are equal" or whatever. And
no one actually says "I". They all refer to themselves in third
person. I think they are taught to do that. Talk in third person I mean. They
don't teach them words like "I" and "my" and stuff. lol.
It's weird. *nods*
I suck at science and math as well
Government........ related literatures are......... dull
Sounds like an ethical novel or something
Really weird indeed @_@
It is odd. *nods* It's in third person because they have some type of weird
government or something. So like "all men are equal" or whatever. And
no one actually says "I". They all refer to themselves in third
person. I think they are taught to do that. Talk in third person I mean. They
don't teach them words like "I" and "my" and stuff. lol.
It's weird. *nods*[/quote
I suck at science and math as well
Government........ related literatures are......... dull
Sounds like an ethical novel or something
Really weird indeed @_@
hehe. ^^ It's just weird....maybe I'm boring cause I think it's good.....-_-;;;;
eh......................................
Sooo...how have you been? ^^
oh....your on....but I'm at school......so I can't get on msn. .............
*huggles*
It does sound interesting in a certain way........
I'm curious of the things they discuss in that book because it doesn't sound
like a novel.......
Me?.......... well....... actually......... I've been weird the past 2
days.........
Kinda......... having some temper issues........
Or something like that.......... I just feel kinda numb......... and easily
angered.........
But I'm sure that it'll be fine
I've decided to move on......... although it might not be that easy
MSN........ I wasn't on MSN either yesterday
So guess it was a good thing..........
Well umm..........
How are you doing these days?
teehee................
I hope you'll be okay. ^^ *nodsnods*
As of yesterday...............I'm really good. ^^ *giggles*
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Well........ you better study after all that gaming........
True......... logically, there is no coherent or pure race..........
I think it's rather ignorant to look at somebody by race because there is no
pure race........ there are ethnicity....... I guess but not really a
race.........
Weird....... nation............ but yeah whatever.........
I don't really have the heart to care about a nation's wellfare or
culture..........
I know what you mean.......... Have to memorize all that letters.......... even
in Korean........ why in the world are the Koreans and Japanese memorizing
Chinese letters?
Need to improve on English and expand my comprehention and vocabulary
And Spanish........ I'm just learning the basics.......... and Russian is just
what I hope to learn by the time when I finish Spanish.......... and I'll
probably be pretty old by then
I understand that some people wants to learn other languages.........
So are you willing to learn any languages?
Nope.......... other than school, I almost never go out........ not that I have
anywhere to go........
Kinda polluted here........ so I'd rather breathe the air in my room.........
I see......... so you kinda a hikikomori as well?......... or am I not
understanding what you are saying?
Yup....... humanity has a lot to learn........ but by then, the world will come
to perish........ seeing the current affair of things going around the
world
Pessimist?............ you?.............
............. I do not comprehend............
You a pessimist?............. my brain isn't getting things through.........
As I've said before........ air polluted, nowhere to go
I wouldn't mind going out if this was Norway we're talking about but can't deny
pollution this country has contaminated the air with
What kind of nonsense are you talking about?......... Eva?..........
Well...... I wasn't really asking for your religion directly......... but I
guess I had some intention of asking your religion.........
Free thinker.......... I know somebody else who is a free thinker.........
Nope not weird at all........ actually........ that would rather be better then
heaven or hell......... but there is heaven....... and hell............
Humanity might not realize it........ but there are supernatural things........
beyond human control........ either by satan or by God........
you don't have to agree because you probably wouldn't but........ to me, it's
hard to deny that there is a God....... and satan.........
Plus, I don't want to depend on the primitive humans
Ah, not to worry Vati. We play hard so that we study hard. At least, that's what
I live by if not, the few loyal friends I acquainted over my lifetime. Yeah. We
are a team and we watch each other's back.
Who ever wants to be dependent on someone else but heh, we all depend on a
certain someone at a start of our lives.
Ah, the air pollution is that bad in your area. Wise choice, young man for
staying in. ^^b Heh, that is a big 'If' and infact, one of the many places I
have had considered going over to as well. To see the northern lights.
Why Japs and Koreans are memorizing Mandarin ? Well, in business China is the
next big thing so, you know you can't win in a hard on competition if they have
the odds to even the scales in that ~especially since they have well over
5000yrs of ancient history. ^^
No, I am not a hikikomori though my parents are certainly pointing out, I am
starting to scare them lots with signs of been one. Hahaahah ! They shld just
calm down and take it easy on a writer/IT student who spends most of his time
either on desk work or infront of his laptop. I exercise almost 2 times a week.
Mostly jogging. About 6-10 klicks from home to a reservoir, go around it, sit
down,relax, see the infinite skies rumbling their wispy vapor, hearing the
sounds of the waters lapping against the sunbaked granite banks before running
back another 4 licks back. It's sweaty, breezy but surely, the feeling is
exhilarating ! Of course, I am scared of been one `cuz I do have weird sleeping
patterns and I am a nocturnal person. ( I can forgo sleep without fatigue for 72
hours. No thanks to my national service ) It's a
scary thought.
If I am one, I will know. After all, We know ourselves best. Next to our own
parents of course !
Ah, I see you are willing to impart me some basic foreign languages you have
been learning. Yes, please ! ^^ *Sits like a diligent student*
Maybe you're bored of me.... ^_^ And you don't know what to say to me anymore
cause we already said everything possible to say.......
I thought you liked going to church...? You always talk about god.....
Quote by Kohana-Ami
Your welcome.
Yeah there are. Like for me, Science and Math. bleh....
It is odd. *nods* It's in third person because they have some type of weird
government or something. So like "all men are equal" or whatever. And
no one actually says "I". They all refer to themselves in third
person. I think they are taught to do that. Talk in third person I mean. They
don't teach them words like "I" and "my" and stuff. lol.
It's weird. *nods*
I suck at science and math as well
Government........ related literatures are......... dull
Sounds like an ethical novel or something
Really weird indeed @_@
hehe. ^^ It's just weird....maybe I'm boring cause I think it's good.....-_-;;;;
eh......................................
Sooo...how have you been? ^^
oh....your on....but I'm at school......so I can't get on msn. .............
Even I am doing up my own catalogue list of books I will bury myself into these
few surviving weeks.
Nope, not sure on what you mean by pure but we are multi-racial country with no
pre/post fixes to define. If there is, I will like to say, we are very
"Kiasu/Kiasi" (afraid of death and greedy) or... we simply love to
eat.
*chuckles* Mandarin is difficult at first. ^^" I had my difficulites as
well. When I mastered my basic (which was well over 4000 characters, too few my
lineage thinks), I realise that my heritage "tongue" is a more
expressive language more than any other. Regretably, I only progress so far !
You are much better off. *points with jerky fingers* Look at you ! English,
Spanish and now, Russian ! ^^ Heck, given a choice, I'll do them all in one
shot. Ah,..gomen. I got a little implusive back there. :P
EH ? You don't go out often ? Hrm...that's rather unhealthy you know. Smelling
the same air over and over till the room stinks over. Believe me. Been there
done that. *Chokes* It clouds your mind and reasoning. Huh ? ...hou... How come
I was in your shoes before ? Let's just say, some stuff are beyond our control.
<----Of which I think, shld not be what we must have unless for good old
reason.
That is the way of us human beings. We are young, powerful, massive but not all
too knowledgable about things.
Such is the way of the young. When I say, Young. I meant our human race. Too
much a lean on either side of a path we take and chaos follows.
Heck, if I am to tell you now, I am your Fellow Pessimist, Will you take my hand
of self-help (and advice) and give yourself some time out there in the open and
breathe in some cool breezy fresh air ? Just to
feel indifferent. You'll see, the room aint only your space of control.
Till then, my fellow fren, May the Winds and Songs of Eva embraces around you.
merged: 09-10-2007 ~ 10:26pm
ER, I forgot to answer another of your question.
No, I am not. I am a free-thinker. I like to live free and feel the love of the
world around me. Weird huh, for a guy ? :P I don't know. Perhaps..
Uuumm..... It's not like I'm sad....
Hehe... Somehow I don't feel like typing
Thanks but you don't have to come I'll always be okay ^_^
Church...? You go to church every sunday....
My day... Normal... Sing to the birds.... Sit on the swings... Plant more
flowers.... ^_^
I don't think I should be christian... What's the use if I do...? I don't believe in god....
God is good.... Underworld is bad..... But I believe there isn't right and wrong...
You know... It's not very nice to believe there isn't right and wrong...
To believe there isn't right and wrong.... That also means I'm confused....
People who don't believe in right and wrong ussually have problems with their mind and have split personalities and are a bit abnormal....
I'm always confused with things.... My mother always scolds me for that....
Because I never answer with no or yes... I ussually say "probally", "maybe", "kinda", "don't know".... Hehe....
It's kinda useless to ask me anything.... I would just reply you with something confusing
Vatican.... SInce you don't like the name vatican... What do you want me to call you? ^_^
Ju-sama....? That mens Mr Ju.... It makes me feel as if you're married... And I don't want you to marry anyone else.....
You'll forget about me....
Are you bored of me....?
vatican...you scare me sometimes, hey, you dont have to be sorry for anything, ok...next time you say sorry to me....i'll chop all your hair off, understand
oh yes, you do sound very mature.....everytime....but yes, you do sound dumb too...like when you keep saying sorry.....for almost everything
well, i'm totally fine here...and you take care of yourself too, okee little cute brother
hi hi Jun-chan!
it's been so long since we last talked ne
missed you ^^
i hope everything is going good for you lil bro
hope we get to talk soon too ne
take care,
your nee-chan,
Sara
You know.... I think I'm sick today....
I read half the bible today.... Uuumm... For no reason at all...
I not only read the bible.... I read about greek mythology too..... Persephone.... Scawy..... Mary Magdalene..... Selene.... Venus... Demeter... Zeus.... Isis... Venus.... Athena... Uuumm.... Christianity is... Scawy... And so is greek.... Really scawy.... I thought it was supposed to make humans feel better... But... It's really scawy.... Too many saints and gods.... And goddesses... Eeee.... I don't think I'll touch a bible for a long long time...
Hmm........ kinda stressed with school......... but I can do better!
I'm trying my best.........
I have a big swing in mood so one second I'm happy and fine and the next second I'm kinda gloomy TTmTT
oooOOOoo so your like a pregnant lady like wise i call them prego.......hahhahahahahaha lol lol
ooo my this is not good hahahaha.....
It's as if they're saying girls aren't brave and they're totally useless...
HAHA! BUT YOU HAVE PROVED THEM WRONG! YOU'RE A COWARD AND I'M STRONG!
OOoooo! VATICAN IS TRYING TO BE BRAVE! It's okay... You can run arround in circles and cry in pain....
If you think violin is hard... Try the piano... Lots and lots of keys....
merged: 09-21-2007 ~ 11:07pm
MY PERFORMANCE WAS GREAT! But.... I was really hot since I was acting two roles and needed to wear 6 layers of clothing..... And... I wore black lipstick and eyeshadow..... Scawy....
Watching some anime? little vatichen sama....i'm sooooo jealous.....
hmmmm.....you always sound so mature type....
You don't think you would want to cry infront of me.... I have splite personalities so I might be nice and I also might scold you
My mother is... Uuumm.... A little harsh I guess.... used to it...
I hate seafood too... EXCEPT FISH!
Mmm... The link didn't work....? It works on my computer...... Mmmm.....
What a pity... I liked the singing at the link I gave you....
I memorized 8 songs in 9 days! YAY FOR ME!
After tomorrow's performance I have a performance a month after that then I have another performance 3 months after that! YAY!
I just love the stage! I'm so used to it that... I'm not even excited.... Much....
merged: 09-20-2007 ~ 09:00pm
OOOOOoooo! BUT WHY?!?! .... Oh yeah... I know why..... It's okay... I won't hit you if you cry... (I hope)
It's not really good to have split personalities.....
YOU'RE SO CUTE! IF I WAS THERE RIGHT NOW I'LL JUMP ON YOU AND HUG YOU LIKE A LITTLE TEDDY BEAR!
I like soft and fluffy and cute thingies!
My mother is..... Well she dose make me want to die at times... BUT ELIZABETH IS STRONG NANO!
Unlike you coward... Chicken... I like chickens... But sometimes I don't cause they chase me....
YOU CAN'T LEARN IT BECAUSE YOU'RE STUPID! AHHH! YOU'RE SO CUTE WHEN YOU'RE DUMB!
It's really easy.... Oh yeah... Are you still learning violin?
merged: 09-20-2007 ~ 09:27pm
Your uncle or dad is stupid... Boys or girls... they're all the same.... Humans aren't perfect...
If you want to cry just cry... It's your life and there isn't right or wrong only what you believe you should do...
You have bad memory.... I like hitting you!
BUT YOU ARE CUTE! EEEee! SO CUTE!
Of course I'm stronger! MUAHAHHA!
You are dumb and stupid... Stupid.... BUT I STILL LIKE YOU!
Awww! Are you okay...? I hope so... WHAT IF YOU DIE?!?! OOOOOooo! I LIKE VIOLIN!
Hellox24
How are you micey?
im fine actually really fine how about great.....what about you?...
I like birds! Birds are pwetty!
Oh! Then if you don't go to your mommy when you're sad... Who else are you going to turn to?
AHHH! YOU'RE SO SWEET! But... I don't know how to anyway...
merged: 09-19-2007 ~ 08:58pm
.... Your parents do love you.... If they didn't... They would never want to have you in the first place...
My mother is... cruel I guess.... But I know she still loves me... Anyway! Even if she didn't I want to believe that!
She scolds me when I'm sad... She scolds me when I don't think her way... She scolds me if I cry.... She scolds me if I believe there isn't right or wrong...
Well she even scolds me when I'm sad, happy or emotionless... But who cares! I never listen to her! I believe what I wanna believe! She scolds me for that too....
Don't be so sad! If you keep your pain to yourself nothing will change! And I will get angwy at you! MEEAANNNIIIEEE!
Life can be cruel at times but what's the use of thinking of the sad things in life! If you think sad you will be sad! That's what my grandma tells me!
You think it would make your friends feel better if you keep the pain to youself... But... NOOOO! WE ARE VERY SAD IF YOU DO THAT! IT MAKES US THINK YOU DON"T TRUST US!
MEANNIIIEE!
When you're sad just think elizabeth will always always be there for me! BECAUSE I'M THE BEST! MUAHAHHA!
....... I still can't get that evil laugh.... HAHA! BUT! AT LEAST I CAN ACT! YOU'RE JUST STUPID!
STUPID MEANIE!
Twirly twirly twirly! Birds are just misunderstood! OOOooo! Could you hear this song please? ^_^ I'm singing this song a few months after my acting performance cause I have another singing performance after that! http://vabhighlandoaks.dadeschools.net/wings.html
Don't ask why I showed it to you! I felt like it! SO LISTEN! OR ELSE! I'M TESTING YOU ON THIS HAM BURGER!
Ooo! FOOD! I like fish! Salmon! RAW! YAY!
I will show you my voice... If you teach me how...
hello hello hello hello he he he heeeeeeelllllllooooooooOOOOO....
You're so stupid... Why do I like you anyway...? You're so dumb...
But kinda cute ^_^
Of course there are people worse then you!
And I'm so much better! You don't see me complaining everyday do you! I do but not as much as you!
Of course I won't the brought down so easily!
I'm queen elizabeth! you don't see Queen Elizabeth running arround crying and complaining like you!
^_^ But I like it that you complain to me... Because then I know you care to talk to me and you trust me...
But wouldn't! I AM the best, wise perfect person! MUAHHAHHA!
^_^ Be strong okay? I'm not slightly worried about my life!
My parents don't really effect me really... Because they're not the most important...
Like my grandmother always tells me!
The words from someone important to you are words that truly matter! Yes yes!
HEHHE! I'M SO SMART! MUHAHAHHA! ^_^
I'm working on my evil laugh for the performance this friday ^_^
Have a nice day now!
merged: 09-17-2007 ~ 09:23pm
Haha! I WAS ALWAYS STRONG! MAUHAHHAA!
You do cry chicken! And you do complain! Kitty!
Vatican! What should I call you? I can't be calling you vatican forever...
It reminds me of vatican city....
Of course you care about me!
I'll kick you to Antarctica if you don't... HAHAHA! Just joking!
Well I don't go to many performances! EEEeee! I WANNA BE A VOICE ACTRESS WHEN I GROW UP TOO!
merged: 09-17-2007 ~ 09:40pm
I'm
bad at names
Kitty.. I don't know what was with that....
I don't know what I should call you.. Ju... George.... Chicken... sandwhich... Cake... cookies.... sweets...... duck... Don't know!
How can you kick yourself....?
EVeryone has a nice voice!
My voice currently sounds like... rie Tanaka... + Hina ichigo... + Hell girl... + Saya.... + Shinku.....
Well I was also given the ability of changing my voice! ^_^ But my real voice is like the 5 of them added together! When I speak my voice sounds.. Uuumm.... Like an adult... Moody... Adult... When I sing.... I sound really sweet.... Don't know why....
Hey hey! Some time you'll visit me for real right?!? ^_^
Ooooo! Could you record your voice? I wanna hear it! PLLLEEEAAASSEEE!
merged: 09-18-2007 ~ 07:42pm
Mmmm... I'll call you.... Don't know....
Kitties... Are scawy nano... But I like you though! You're a coward!
..... You won't show me your voice....? GGGGWWWAAAHHHH! *cries* I DON'T LIKE YOU ANYMORE!
merged: 09-18-2007 ~ 08:59pm
Kitties are scawy!
You are a coward! Coward! Go cry to your mommy!
Aww... But what if you don't like my voice...? THEN YOU'LL HATE ME! NOOO!
hello little vatican sama........
merged: 09-16-2007 ~ 06:14pm
you did...me too....
ya...i was too involved with stuffs here
so...how are you?
I really appreciate that you commented and faved my wall. Glad you liked it
I used photoshop...
And, thank you for your comment and fav
I'm really happy ^.^/
Kiss Kiss
I'm sorry... I'm not bored with you...
Sometimes it's harder to tell someone you care about how you feel because you know it will hurt them.....
I'm only trying to keep away from you for a while because I might say something that would hurt you...
You're doing something.... Being my friend... It makes me really happy to know you care about me ^_^
Thanks for worrying but you don't have to...
haha... Ussually I worry and now it's your turn
I hope you're doing fine.....
merged: 09-14-2007 ~ 11:04pm
....... ^_^
At least you know who you don't want to be....
I don't remember who's the real me anymore....
Because I always tell myself to be happy... I don't know how happy and sad is anymore...
And I don't remember how to cry and only smile....
Maybe I'm happy.... Maybe I'm not..
I don't know.... Who are my friends... Who are my enemies... Who do I love... Who do I hate....
But.... I'm sure I like you the most most of all!
ovulioey ^_^
You don't need to know what it says... Even if you do don't answer me...
I know I won't like the answer.... ^_^
Well... Have a nice day and hope you do better at school
merged: 09-14-2007 ~ 11:09pm
Vatican... My parents are fighting again right now... Because of me....
Maybe if I'm dead they'll be happy....
I don't want to live anymore....
Because I know I can't do anything.... I'm a failure..... I'm nothing....
I know your parents fight.... But..... but....
I don't know what to say anymore... I'm sorry...
I probally will not talk to you for a while again.....
So much noise.... Disgusting world... I hate it.... I wish I could jump down the window.... ^_^
Sorry.....
hey vatican....how are you
merged: 09-14-2007 ~ 08:33pm
alittle bit on the sad side but im okay today starts bad but its going to be good and if life is heavy for why don't you relax....chill...sit back and envy the clouds.
Thank you and take care!
Ah, not to worry Vati. We play hard so that we study hard. At least, that's what I live by if not, the few loyal friends I acquainted over my lifetime.
Yeah. We
are a team and we watch each other's back.
Who ever wants to be dependent on someone else but heh, we all depend on a certain someone at a start of our lives.
Ah, the air pollution is that bad in your area. Wise choice, young man for staying in. ^^b Heh, that is a big 'If' and infact, one of the many places I have had considered going over to as well. To see the northern lights.
Why Japs and Koreans are memorizing Mandarin ? Well, in business China is the next big thing so, you know you can't win in a hard on competition if they have the odds to even the scales in that ~especially since they have well over 5000yrs of ancient history. ^^
No, I am not a hikikomori though my parents are certainly pointing out, I am starting to scare them lots with signs of been one. Hahaahah ! They shld just calm down and take it easy on a writer/IT student who spends most of his time either on desk work or infront of his laptop. I exercise almost 2 times a week. Mostly jogging. About 6-10 klicks from home to a reservoir, go around it, sit down,relax, see the infinite skies rumbling their wispy vapor, hearing the sounds of the waters lapping against the sunbaked granite banks before running back another 4 licks back. It's sweaty, breezy but surely, the feeling is exhilarating ! Of course, I am scared of been one `cuz I do have weird sleeping patterns and I am a nocturnal person. ( I can forgo sleep without fatigue for 72 hours. No thanks to my national service
) It's a
scary thought.
If I am one, I will know. After all, We know ourselves best. Next to our own parents of course !
Ah, I see you are willing to impart me some basic foreign languages you have been learning. Yes, please ! ^^ *Sits like a diligent student*
Maybe you're bored of me.... ^_^ And you don't know what to say to me anymore cause we already said everything possible to say.......
I thought you liked going to church...? You always talk about god.....
hehe. ^^ It's just weird....maybe I'm boring cause I think it's good.....-_-;;;; eh......................................
Sooo...how have you been? ^^
.............
oh....your on....but I'm at school......so I can't get on msn.
*huggles*
Haha, you are right on about it. ^^V
Even I am doing up my own catalogue list of books I will bury myself into these few surviving weeks.
Nope, not sure on what you mean by pure but we are multi-racial country with no pre/post fixes to define. If there is, I will like to say, we are very "Kiasu/Kiasi" (afraid of death and greedy) or... we simply love to eat.
*chuckles* Mandarin is difficult at first. ^^" I had my difficulites as well. When I mastered my basic (which was well over 4000 characters, too few my lineage thinks), I realise that my heritage "tongue" is a more expressive language more than any other. Regretably, I only progress so far !
You are much better off. *points with jerky fingers* Look at you ! English, Spanish and now, Russian ! ^^ Heck, given a choice, I'll do them all in one shot. Ah,..gomen. I got a little implusive back there. :P
EH ? You don't go out often ? Hrm...that's rather unhealthy you know. Smelling the same air over and over till the room stinks over. Believe me. Been there done that. *Chokes* It clouds your mind and reasoning. Huh ? ...hou... How come I was in your shoes before ? Let's just say, some stuff are beyond our control.
<----Of which I think, shld not be what we must have unless for good old
reason.
That is the way of us human beings. We are young, powerful, massive but not all too knowledgable about things.
Such is the way of the young. When I say, Young. I meant our human race. Too much a lean on either side of a path we take and chaos follows.
Heck, if I am to tell you now, I am your Fellow Pessimist, Will you take my hand of self-help (and advice) and give yourself some time out there in the open and breathe in some cool breezy fresh air ?
Just to
feel indifferent. You'll see, the room aint only your space of control.
Till then, my fellow fren, May the Winds and Songs of Eva embraces around you.
merged: 09-10-2007 ~ 10:26pm
ER, I forgot to answer another of your question.
No, I am not. I am a free-thinker. I like to live free and feel the love of the world around me. Weird huh, for a guy ? :P I don't know. Perhaps..
Uuumm..... It's not like I'm sad....
Hehe... Somehow I don't feel like typing
Thanks but you don't have to come I'll always be okay ^_^
Church...? You go to church every sunday....
My day... Normal... Sing to the birds.... Sit on the swings... Plant more flowers.... ^_^