Quote by 95Elizabeth.... I don't
watch lion king and.... No..... It's a different
song....
really tell me and thats wierd my wierd eli-chan not watching lion
king......haha...if soooo then tell me tell me tell me...and then again i
probably know the song and can't remember...haha....
Quote by 95Elizabeth
JU JU! I DEMAND YOU TO MAKE A SIGNATURE FOR ME! NOOOWWW! And an avatar while
you're at it pretty please ^_^
haha! Just kidding! It's not like I don't know how to! .... Okay... I don't know
how to...
How do you turn it to gif.....? I don't even know what that means... BUT I HAVE
AN EXCUSE! I'M TINY! But more smarter then you stupid!
You know I don't really thing you're stupid right...? You're really adorable!
^_^
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You lost your poems...? I think I still have them cause.... You see I saved all
your poems I read of yours to my laptop.... Just let me find it....
Write about god or something....
Signature and avatar?......... I guess that's not a big problem.........
But can you give me an image of what you would want for your avatar and
signature?
GIF? When you save it from photoshop, you push save as, and push the arrow thing
under the file name and just change to GIF....... I guess
Hehehe....... I know that you are smarter Thank you
I think you're adorable as well
About God?.......... I've never written anything about God......... but I guess
I can try..........
But you'll have to wait for a while.........
Too much things to do this week........ so might take some time
merged: 09-26-2007 ~ 08:26pm
Quote by 95Elizabeth...... UUumm....
Choose an image....? Uuumm.... Okay.....
This one pretty please! And you better make it good or you're not my friend
anymore...
^_^ Just kidding! You're the best in the world!
Uuumm... Do you like the new video in FF....? Cause if you don't I'll change
it....
Umm....... okay
But Elizabeth, do you have a bigger link to this image?
Because the image is kinda small
I'm not sure I can make a good one but I'll try
Yup I've seen the video
The music was pretty nice but I didn't like the English singer too much
merged: 09-26-2007 ~ 08:55pm
Quote by 95Elizabeth
Oh really... I'll change it to the japanese singer then.... She sounds like
this
Uuumm..... Bigger one.....? And how do you do that...? Okay... I'll try.... I
DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO IT!
AND I BLAME YOU FOR MY BAD LUCK! Just kidding! You're perfectly cute! ^_^
But... How do you change the size...? I'm not good with computers! It's not my
fault!
Umm........ okay........
I mean........ do you have the original image? or is the image you gave me the
original size?
Because it's kinda small so it's hard to make one from it
I don't mean for you to make it bigger but I was wondering if you had a bigger
size iof this image
Sorry TTmTT ..........
..... I'm really glad you took the time to talk to me
..... If you were someone who believed in god.... Wouldn't you be proud of your
parents...?
Your parents.... You're not the only one leaving your friends you know.....
Your parents might have also had some friends and had to leave them....
You know.... I feel really guilty saying there isn't such thing as god....
I mean... I do talk to no one everyday thinking it's god....
I don't get myself..... A part of me says there's god.... Yet.... The sad part
of me believes in god...
Don't really know....
I don't think it's wrong to kill.... No one would kill for no reason at
all....
The people who kill are people who were either borned insane which is really
sad.....
The other people who kill are because they are sad.... They believe they've lost
everyone.... But everyone has someone who cares about them....
Just like..... If you're trying to find your wife..... You might think that
there isn't anyone when they're right beside you.....
You should make friends..... Well... I do cry whenever you do make friends but
if I really cared about you I should let you make friends
Afterall... It's your life not mine.....
But...... Always remember that there are people who care about you... There
always will be....
There will always be someone to catch you when you fall.... To lend you a
shoulder to cry on
And... I do consider god as a person... I don't know much about
christianity....
But I do know about my culture.... God will always be watching over you....
Well I believe god isn't up in heaven... But in the hearts of the ones who want
god there...
Haha... Pretty weird for someone who knows nothing about god to speak of
god
Vatican..... You really are all that matters to me you know.... And I could
forget about the world for you
But.... It's kinda stupid isn't it....? because I will only see you on net
forever.....
I can't be there when you cry.... Nor when you are being bullied....((I will
kill them if they bully you.... Hit them with a metal pole..... I
will show them death.... Stupid humans....)) Nor when you're happy....
Oh! That reminds me! If I saw you the first thing I'll do is hug you! And....
Buy you new clothes... You seriously have no fashion sense....
Oh... Who cares... I'll call you Ju from now on okie dokie?
^_^
.......... I don't really know......
I do think that my parents are doing the right thing......... but........ I
don't know........
Actually...... I'm not that proud of my parents......... not because they fight
all the time or because they aren't good parents........ but because I'll become
somebody who will do more than what they've done......... I don't know what I'll
be doing in the future.........
But I will share with others about God......... For I know there is
God.......... and he gave a a command....... to tell others about the good
news........
Good news about heaven........ although life isn't just a picnic....... although
there are lots of trials, pain and doubts........ God is good all the
time.........
People might not understand......... People might blame God for what they are
suffering........ and I have done as well.......... But I believe in
God..........
I know others might think it's all nonsense and think I'm some self righteous
person but it doesn't matter.......
My parents......... yes......... they did........
But they never did make new friends when we moved from country to
country........
And the family they left in Korea....... they could see them again when we go
back.......
But I knew that I wouldn't be able to see my friends again......... So I felt a
bit worse.......
I think.......... if it makes others sad......... I don't have the right to
kill..........
And Elizabeth........ sometimes.......... there are things that we believe
in.......
And sometimes we have to defend what we believe in and tell
others.......
Maybe.......... I'm still considering about marriage..........
And........ I know there is somebody........
But I don't want you to cry Elizabeth.........
Sometimes I'm reluctant to make friends as well.........
I'm scared that I might hurt them or they might hurt me......... but seems like
I still do make friends
We are all part of everyone's life.......... You can tell me what you
feel....... and I'll listen
And you remember as well......... that you are never alone.........
I don't know much about Christianity as well.........
But I know that God loves you Elizabeth.......... enough to die for
you.........
He hears your every thought, every prayer, every tears...........
I might not be able to understand everything about you...... but at least God
will
I know that you might still feel reluctant about God........ and
everything......... but I understand........ because sometimes......... it's
hard to have your faith in God..........
Hehe....... I think this is the first time I've talked to you seriously about
God
You know Elizabeth......... It makes me really happy that you care for me so
much........ but........... I shouldn't be the most important thing in your life
Elizabeth......... There are others who need love as well....... and others who
need you...........
I love you the most as well........... but Elizabeth........ we should love
everybody.......... although some people aren't....... friendly or nice.........
they are people after all........ it is hard to love somebody who doesn't love
you........ but we shouldn't wait for others to approach us.........
Elizabeth........ We will meet one day
We met not because of a coincidence but because there was something planned for
us...........
So our friendship wasn't just to the boundary of the internet Elizabeth......
After all........ who knows?
Minitokyo might go down one day.......... but I'll still find you.......
somehow.....
We can hug each other when we meet
What's wrong with my fashion? And you haven't seen me wearing anything have you
Ju.......... I guess that's okay....... although that's only a part of my name
And do I have the permission to call you Elizabeth?......... or would you prefer
if I call you Zhe Yi?
Anyways........ I should be going now....... see you Elizabeth........
First thing before I start.... YOU SPELLED MY NAME WRONG! And... I hate my
name.... Elizabeth will be fine....
....... Not that I expect a dummy like you to have an email but.... Can I have
it if you do? *angel face*
....... Well.... Since I am someone who believes there isn't right or
wrong......
Sometimes I believe in god... Sometimes I don't....
Since I don't believe in good and bad... And as you say god is perfectly
good.... Uuumm..... I sometimes believe in god....
...... Yeah... I guess this is the first time you talked to me seriously about
god.....
You're really stupid you know that...? Or did I tell you before...?
You know.... Yesterday.... I read like a 182 page book all about your
birthday..... And like.... I memorized the tarot cards and used it to read your
birthdate..... And.... One of the gods are really you.... Moody.... Poet.....
Thinks of others before himself and which is really stupid..... Cares about
people he hates... Which is so you... Haha... The stupid one! It's not
funny is it.... I know.....
I read all that cause... I don't know why.... Why....? I don't know.....
You know! I really do hate quizzes about me! I am so not dark... Moody.... Hide
my tears and always smile... And thinks humans are a waste of oxygen.... And
when I like someone I don't want them to make friends! I DO NOT! ..... Do
I...?
Did I?......... Sorry
But I thought I remembered it right..........
But it's been quite long since you told me your name so I might've remembered it
wrong
Hehe....... sorry Elizabeth.......
I made my emails when I was in the 3rd grade you know
And I have 3 emails!
Although I don't check them often.........
jhl92@hotmail.com
rozenkreuzorden@yahoo.com
enochlee92@hanmail.net
Now tell me yours Elizabeth.....
I understand Elizabeth........ sometimes it's hard to trust God........
Yes you did tell me......... more than once
Umm okay....... that's.......... really nice of you
Although I don't really believe in horoscope or other superstitions
I'm just me.......... not what some personality test or cards tell me
After all, there are lot of people born on the same day as me...... and they're
all different from me
Not at all Elizabeth
My Elizabeth is a kind caring person......... who cares for others
greatly.........
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Quote by 95Elizabeth
.... Nevermind ^_^
I don't trust you...
Why do you have so many emails?!?!
My email....? elizabeth_shantelle@yahoo.com......
Simple! I could tell you my password if you want! I never check anyway!
...... I don't believe in those stuff either.... i just had nothing else to
do... VATICAN VATICAN! SHOW ME ONE OF YOUR POEMS PRETTY PLESE ^_^
..............
I don't know......... guess I made them for fun....... or something.........
I don't need your password Elizabeth......... although I don't think I would go
into your account either
I see........... Poems?......... actually........ I'm kinda running out of ideas
for poems......... I tried to write them again but these days....... I'm kinda
not getting any ideas........
And I lost all the poems I've written before........ because it got deleted or
something
Anyways Elizabeth........ must go..........
Too many things to do TTnTT
See you........ and take care
Quote by 95Elizabeth:sweat: Why am I
not suprised that you sad that....
awwww you made a mistake in your sentence sad meaning said hahaha sorry...and you shouldn't really be
surprised....haha because we are one.......*clears throat* ....WE ARE
ONE...yayyyy...
Quote by 95ElizabethYou know.... I
think I'm sick today....
I read half the bible today.... Uuumm... For no reason at all...
I not only read the bible.... I read about greek mythology too.....
Persephone.... Scawy..... Mary Magdalene..... Selene.... Venus... Demeter...
Zeus.... Isis... Venus.... Athena... Uuumm.... Christianity is... Scawy... And
so is greek.... Really scawy.... I thought it was supposed to make humans feel
better... But... It's really scawy.... Too many saints and gods.... And
goddesses... Eeee.... I don't think I'll touch a bible for a long long
time...
Sick again?
You have to take care of yourself Elizabeth............
Wow........ you read half the Bible?
You read more than me.........
Well....... yeah.......... Christianity isn't all about the happy
things........
It usually condemns the mundane things on earth.........
I understand that you aren't ready to accept something beyond what you want to
believe............
Hope you get better soon.......... Take care of yourself
Eli-chama........
merged: 09-23-2007 ~ 08:58pm
Quote by 95Elizabeth I don't think I
should be christian... What's the use if I do...? I don't believe in god....
God is good.... Underworld is bad..... But I believe there isn't right and
wrong...
You know... It's not very nice to believe there isn't right and wrong...
To believe there isn't right and wrong.... That also means I'm confused....
People who don't believe in right and wrong ussually have problems with their
mind and have split personalities and are a bit abnormal....
I'm always confused with things.... My mother always scolds me for that....
Because I never answer with no or yes... I ussually say "probally",
"maybe", "kinda", "don't know".... Hehe....
It's kinda useless to ask me anything.... I would just reply you with something
confusing
Vatican.... SInce you don't like the name vatican... What do you want me to call
you? ^_^
Ju-sama....? That mens Mr Ju.... It makes me feel as if you're married... And I
don't want you to marry anyone else.....
You'll forget about me....
Are you bored of me....?
Elizabeth, I can't tell you to become Christian or not......... and I can't tell
you what to believe........
What you want to believe is your choice
What you think is the truth is your choice
You want to know my story?
I don't know if I've told you yet but I'll tell you again anyway.........
My parents are missionaries........ people who go around the world telling
others about God and Christianity..........
And......... at first....... I hated them for that........
Because I didn't want to leave Korea to leave my friends and family behind with
all my memory........
But....... I couldn't help it.........
I couldn't live alone....... so I had to follow them
At first........ I felt like dying......... it was.......a torture everyday
In a strange place........ people mocking me for being a foreigner and all
that.......
And later I got used to that........ but we had to move to another
country........
Just about when I felt comfortable......... and I hated my parents........
They did fight a lot........ even before I was born.......... but I hated them
more for making me leave my friends........
Then we moved and moved..... to other countries........
And I noticed that I was changing.........
I didn't feel much of anything anymore........
I couldn't cry anymore........ I couldn't be happy anymore and I felt numb
everyday........
I refused to make friends.......... I was going to lose them eventually
anyway....... so why make any friends?
I lived for about 2 years like that........ with a little bit of bullying at
school.......
And there were so many people I wanted to kill........ but I was a coward......
I knew I couldn't kill anybody yet I wanted to so bad.........
Then later........ I realized I was lonely........ I knew that I didn't want to
make friends but I didn't want to be alone.........
What if nobody needed me?........ What if nobody cared about me?
And I was scared........
Later....... I met you....... and I wanted to be your friend........ I wasn't
sure why but I wanted to be your friend........
And I was happy that I got to know you and be your friend
But I was still scared.......... What would happen to me when I
die?..........
And I was scared about death
I told myself that I wasn't scared but to tell the truth....... I
was........
I knew there was God........ and I knew there was heaven and hell........
But I didn't know......... where I would end up.........
So I was scared.........
But a few months ago, I was at this......... seminar thing......
Where children of missionaries met.......
I didn't care......... I didn't care about any of them........
I wanted to be alone......... Because they wouldn't understand me either
And I wouldn't understand them........
But....... at that seminar...... when I heard that Jesus died for me and that
God loved me........ I felt............. so guilty and....... weird
And I realized that I wanted to believe in God...........
Well.......... yeah........ I told you my story.......
It probably won't matter to you much....... but I just wanted to tell
you......
I know that I might not seem like I've changed much........ and I haven't to
tell the truth......
But I'm working everyday....... to change.........
I know..... that it might seem like there is no right or wrong.........
And I want to believe that too....... but there is truth and lies.........
Like murdering......... I might say what's wrong with killing?
But we know even if people don't tell us, that murder is wrong
Sorry that you had to read all that....... but I just wanted to tell you......
for some reason..........
I don't really know........ I don't really have a specific name that I want to
go by......
I don't really like my real name either so I don't know
I won't forget about you......... even if I get married or even if I am too busy
to come online......
I always remember you........ when I pray, when I am having fun........ whatever
I am doing, I remember you.........
Bored with you?........ No way
Hitomebore Eli-chama........ and you don't have to know what that means
Quote by 95Elizabeth... Hostel...?
Why...? Are you with exal....? No.... Why I say eeeee...? because I wanna... Why
vatican...? Because he's dumb and stupid...
no, i'm no longer living with exal or my parents ....i'm in a college now.....
doing a fashion designing course and living in a hostel..... man, life is
getting so weirder now days.....
ok, i don'thave a problem of you saying eeeee.... i remember it was exal who
used to keep saying eeee.... well, you sound really cuuuute and funny when you
say eeee.... so do continue....
well, about vatican, i think you both really have grown very strong with each
other.... i do hope your friendship lasts forever...... take care, see ya
Quote by 95Elizabeth
It's as if they're saying girls aren't brave and they're totally useless...
HAHA! BUT YOU HAVE PROVED THEM WRONG! YOU'RE A COWARD AND I'M STRONG!
OOoooo! VATICAN IS TRYING TO BE BRAVE! It's okay... You can run arround in
circles and cry in pain....
If you think violin is hard... Try the piano... Lots and lots of
keys....
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MY PERFORMANCE WAS GREAT! But.... I was really hot since I was acting two roles
and needed to wear 6 layers of clothing..... And... I wore black lipstick and
eyeshadow..... Scawy....
Yeah it is......... everybody is equally important........... People are just
different not better or worse...........
I guess you did prove them wrong
............... umm okay............
Piano?......... well I want to learn violin first
And I'm not musically talented so I can't really concentrate with two
instruments............
That's good to hear
It would've been cool to see you with black lipstick and eyeshadows hehehe.....
I tried on lipstick too when I was younger......... my lips felt so dry and I
never put it on again
Quote by 95Elizabeth.... You are so
weird..... What's wrong with ou anyway...? You're supposed to be
offended...
thanks .... nothing im fine .... im not offended because i know you mean no
harm.....but if you did then you'll be lookin towards a massive
dissing...yayyyy
Quote by 95Elizabeth....... Are you
ever sad....? *sprays mosquito repelent at micey*
of course i am unless you mean by getting mad ,crying then happy happens all the
time but i get over it no use because people don't pay attention butttt guess
what i am always lonely but i won't take it out on other people....why? i don't
know....haha that was the way i was BUILT.....and thanks for the replent i have
a bunch of mosquito bites.....lol
Quote by 95ElizabethDidn't you always
have photoshop....?
..... Eeee! I am so killing vatican later!
He blabs about you having your birthday and he doesn't blab about mine!
EEEeee!
EEEeeee! AND WHY DOSE HE TALK SO MUCH ABOUT BEING WORRIED ABOUT YOU ALL THE
TIME!?!?! I'M KILLING HIM FOR THAT TOO!
Thanks for the belated birthday wish.... Have a nice day!
yes..i have photoshop...but at home...but now i'm in a hostel....awaaaaaayy from
home.....
you're really so funny CHWEEEEEEEEETY LIZ.....hmmm....EEEeeee? you're EEEeeeeing
for what? you seem to be more worried about him......is he cracking up? and
please dont kill little vachikan........okee?
Quote by 95ElizabethYou don't think
you would want to cry infront of me.... I have splite personalities so I might
be nice and I also might scold you
My mother is... Uuumm.... A little harsh I guess.... used to it...
I hate seafood too... EXCEPT FISH!
Mmm... The link didn't work....? It works on my computer...... Mmmm.....
What a pity... I liked the singing at the link I gave you....
I memorized 8 songs in 9 days! YAY FOR ME!
After tomorrow's performance I have a performance a month after that then I have
another performance 3 months after that! YAY!
I just love the stage! I'm so used to it that... I'm not even excited....
Much....
I won't cry infront of you.......... I usually don't cry when there are
people.......... even if I want to cry I usually don't unless I'm
alone..........
I cried once or twice infront of people........... but I didn't care about
others when I was...........
Wow....... you have split personality as well?........ I think I have one
too........ or maybe more like multiple personality.......... or maybe it's just
one personality but I'm getting confused.........
I think your mother is more than just a little harsh!
Fish.......... some of them are okay but the smell makes me nausiated
@_@
Yeah....... it didn't work so I heard it on youtube........
Wow! 8 songs in 9 days? That's really awesome
It usually takes me few days to memorize one song
Performance tomorrow!
Wow........ you really have a gift of going infront of stage
I usually go numb and I lose focus when I go infront of the stage.......... so
many people staring........ their eyes......... so sharp and piercing.........
like daggers to my conscience........... I'm so scared
OOOOOoooo! BUT WHY?!?! .... Oh yeah... I know why..... It's okay... I won't hit
you if you cry... (I hope)
It's not really good to have split personalities.....
YOU'RE SO CUTE! IF I WAS THERE RIGHT NOW I'LL JUMP ON YOU AND HUG YOU LIKE A
LITTLE TEDDY BEAR!
I like soft and fluffy and cute thingies!
My mother is..... Well she dose make me want to die at times... BUT ELIZABETH IS
STRONG NANO!
Unlike you coward... Chicken... I like chickens... But sometimes I don't cause
they chase me....
YOU CAN'T LEARN IT BECAUSE YOU'RE STUPID! AHHH! YOU'RE SO CUTE WHEN YOU'RE
DUMB!
It's really easy.... Oh yeah... Are you still learning
violin?
Why?......... well........ I guess........... it's.......... pride?.........
no....... actually it's........... I don't know
It's because my father always got angry when I cried......... or maybe it was my
uncle......... and said boys weren't suppose to cry........ which is
stupid......... because I'm only a human..........
So I am afraid to cry infront of people..........
Hehe....... okay......... I hope you won't hit me........
Yeah........ it's not fun........ to have more than one personality........
feels.........really......... weird and annoying.........
Umm......... okay......... although I don't believe I fit into any of those
catagories..........
I like you too
Yeah....... Elizabeth is strong......... a lot stronger than I am
Umm......... I'm...... sorry
I don't wanna be dumb or stupid TTnTT
Yeah....... I'm still learning violin........ but too hard for me..........
And I hurt my neck and my arm few days ago so I can't even practice
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Quote by 95Elizabeth
Your uncle or dad is stupid... Boys or girls... they're all the same.... Humans
aren't perfect...
If you want to cry just cry... It's your life and there isn't right or wrong
only what you believe you should do...
You have bad memory.... I like hitting you!
BUT YOU ARE CUTE! EEEee! SO CUTE!
Of course I'm stronger! MUAHAHHA!
You are dumb and stupid... Stupid.... BUT I STILL LIKE YOU!
Awww! Are you okay...? I hope so... WHAT IF YOU DIE?!?! OOOOOooo! I LIKE VIOLIN!
I know........... boys are rather stupid...........
They expect boys to be stronger and have no fear when we're just
humans...........
And I hate the thought of going to the military......... I'm not going to kill
anybody......... so why waste time there?
Unfortunately......... I do have terrible memory
Umm........ okay........... I get hit a lot so I'm used to it TTmTT
Hehehe......... practicing your evil laugh?
Thank you......... I like you a lot too..........
Umm......... my neck is a lot better....... I couldn't use my arm for few days
but it's recovering............
I won't die.......... from just a minor injury
Although i was a bit afraid when I hurt my neck TTmTT
I like violin too
That's why I'm learning it.........
Violin is the only instrument that I want to learn.......... well actually I
wanted to learn flute as well but I can't
Because I used to learn clarinet but my teacher told me that I probably
shouldn't play any instruments where I use my lung because I can't blow for a
while TTmTT
But I wanted to learn violin more than flute anyway..........
But violin is so hard......... too many things to remember and do at
once.........
I get so confused when I hold the violin
Quote by 95ElizabethAs happy as
ever..... What's up...?
huh.....this is totally wierd but i like it......the celing is whats up in my
home right now but you know what else *squeezing eli* ......i LOVE
YOU.....yayyyy
Quote by 95Elizabeth
Kitties are scawy!
You are a coward! Coward! Go cry to your mommy!
Aww... But what if you don't like my voice...? THEN YOU'LL HATE ME!
NOOO!
I don't really like cats........ but kitties are okay
My mommy?.......... she's not home........... not that I would do that even if
she was home
I'm sure that I would like your voice
And even if I don't, I don't think that would make me like you any less than I
like you now
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Quote by 95ElizabethI like birds!
Birds are pwetty!
Oh! Then if you don't go to your mommy when you're sad... Who else are you going
to turn to?
AHHH! YOU'RE SO SWEET! But... I don't know how to
anyway...
I like birds too........ but they always fly away from humans..........
I usually take in my own pain.......... when I'm sad........ I just.........
sleep and wake up and do what I have to do..........
Sometimes it feels like it doesn't matter to my parents whether I'm happy or
sad......... and I feel that it never really mattered to them in the first
place......... I don't know what they're really thinking.......... but it's
okay.........
I can work things out on my own......... somehow
............... But that's unfair isn't it?
You're gonna hear my voice but I won't be able to hear yours
merged: 09-19-2007 ~ 09:25pm
Quote by 95Elizabeth
.... Your parents do love you.... If they didn't... They would never want to
have you in the first place...
My mother is... cruel I guess.... But I know she still loves me... Anyway! Even
if she didn't I want to believe that!
She scolds me when I'm sad... She scolds me when I don't think her way... She
scolds me if I cry.... She scolds me if I believe there isn't right or
wrong...
Well she even scolds me when I'm sad, happy or emotionless... But who cares! I
never listen to her! I believe what I wanna believe! She scolds me for that
too....
Don't be so sad! If you keep your pain to yourself nothing will change! And I
will get angwy at you! MEEAANNNIIIEEE!
Life can be cruel at times but what's the use of thinking of the sad things in
life! If you think sad you will be sad! That's what my grandma tells me!
You think it would make your friends feel better if you keep the pain to
youself... But... NOOOO! WE ARE VERY SAD IF YOU DO THAT! IT MAKES US THINK YOU
DON"T TRUST US!
MEANNIIIEE!
When you're sad just think elizabeth will always always be there for me! BECAUSE
I'M THE BEST! MUAHAHHA!
....... I still can't get that evil laugh.... HAHA! BUT! AT LEAST I CAN ACT!
YOU'RE JUST STUPID!
STUPID MEANIE!
Twirly twirly twirly! Birds are just misunderstood! OOOooo! Could you hear this
song please? ^_^ I'm singing this song a few months after my acting performance
cause I have another singing performance after that! http://vabhighlandoaks.dadeschools.net/wings.html
Don't ask why I showed it to you! I felt like it! SO LISTEN! OR ELSE! I'M
TESTING YOU ON THIS HAM BURGER!
Ooo! FOOD! I like fish! Salmon! RAW! YAY!
I will show you my voice... If you teach me how...
I know.......... but it sometimes....... just feels like they don't care much
about me
Yeah......... your mother is......... too harsh....... and cruel
Every mother cares about her child........... I think...........
There are few who are cruel enough not too but most mothers care about their
child.........
You know......... it's...... kinda hard.........
Because it burdens me also when I tell others about my pain.........
I do tell others how I feel occasionally....... sometimes when I can't hold it
in any longer.......
Although it feels like there isn't anybody around to hear me cry out..........
or listen to me....... or care about what I say
I'm really glad that you care about me though
Elizabeth will always be here for me.......... and I'll always be there for
Elizabeth.........
Umm Elizabeth......... the link you gave me didn't work on my computer for some
reason......... so I heard it on Youtube instead........
Is that okay?
I liked the piano and the flute
Especially the flute...... and the lyric was really nice
Testing?.......... Are you going to perform this song?
I don't like seafood........... actually I don't like eating at all
Hmm.............. let me see...........
How to host a voice file supported by electronic data...........
............ do you have an mp3 that can record?
Quote by 95ElizabethYou're so
stupid... Why do I like you anyway...? You're so dumb...
But kinda cute ^_^
Of course there are people worse then you!
And I'm so much better! You don't see me complaining everyday do you! I do but
not as much as you!
Of course I won't the brought down so easily!
I'm queen elizabeth! you don't see Queen Elizabeth running arround crying and
complaining like you!
^_^ But I like it that you complain to me... Because then I know you care to
talk to me and you trust me...
But wouldn't! I AM the best, wise perfect person! MUAHHAHHA!
^_^ Be strong okay? I'm not slightly worried about my life!
My parents don't really effect me really... Because they're not the most
important...
Like my grandmother always tells me!
The words from someone important to you are words that truly matter! Yes yes!
HEHHE! I'M SO SMART! MUHAHAHHA! ^_^
I'm working on my evil laugh for the performance this friday ^_^
Have a nice day now!
I like you a lot as well X3 and I don't need a reason
Yeah! you are so much better
Hehe........ I'm glad that you seem to be feeling better.........
I'll try harder as well
I don't cry!........... not too much........ and I don't complain........ a
lot......... I think........
I care about you even when I don't talk to you........ I care about you every
second
I'll be strong.......... So you have to be strong as well!
Don't worry too much......... I'm sure that you will be fine whatever you decide
to do........
You are important
Oh cool...... another performance?
Wow! You're gonna make a name for yourself
merged: 09-17-2007 ~ 09:28pm
Quote by 95Elizabeth
Haha! I WAS ALWAYS STRONG! MAUHAHHAA!
You do cry chicken! And you do complain! Kitty!
Vatican! What should I call you? I can't be calling you vatican forever...
It reminds me of vatican city....
Of course you care about me!
I'll kick you to Antarctica if you don't... HAHAHA! Just joking!
Well I don't go to many performances! EEEeee! I WANNA BE A VOICE ACTRESS WHEN I
GROW UP TOO!
Hehehe......... I guess you were always stronger than I was
Umm.......... I only cry once in a million billion trillion years!
Well......... guess I do complain......... kitty?...........
Vatican......... vatican......... actually I was getting bored with that name as
well........
I don't know really........ what do you want to call me?
Hehe...... of course I care about you! Or else I'll kick myself to Vatican
city
Voice actor?....... Cool! I wanted to be one as well........ few years ago......
and decided my voice wasn't good enough........ and too hard TTmTT
merged: 09-17-2007 ~ 10:00pm
Quote by 95Elizabeth
Kitty.. I don't know what was with that....
I don't know what I should call you.. Ju... George.... Chicken... sandwhich...
Cake... cookies.... sweets...... duck... Don't know! I'm
bad at names
How can you kick yourself....?
EVeryone has a nice voice!
My voice currently sounds like... rie Tanaka... + Hina ichigo... + Hell girl...
+ Saya.... + Shinku.....
Well I was also given the ability of changing my voice! ^_^ But my real voice is
like the 5 of them added together! When I speak my voice sounds.. Uuumm.... Like
an adult... Moody... Adult... When I sing.... I sound really sweet.... Don't
know why....
Hey hey! Some time you'll visit me for real right?!? ^_^
Ooooo! Could you record your voice? I wanna hear it!
PLLLEEEAAASSEEE!
Do you like pretty pretty kitties?
............... Yeah.......... call me anything you like........ and I'll be
okay with it
Umm.............. somehow........ I guess I can kick myself........
Wow............ all that voice in one person?
My favorite voice actor is Noto Mamiko or the Hell Girl like you said
That's cool....... I don't know how to change my voice
Mine sounds weird..........
I want to visit you...... and I will......... one day............ some
how........... after I get the money......... and work things
out...........
My voice?.......... umm.......... umm........... umm..........
ummm...............
*runs away*
merged: 09-17-2007 ~ 10:06pm
Elizabeth, I'm not sure if you're still online.......... but I have to go now
Good night and pleasant dreams princess
merged: 09-18-2007 ~ 07:54pm
Quote by 95Elizabeth
Mmmm... I'll call you.... Don't know....
Kitties... Are scawy nano... But I like you though! You're a coward!
..... You won't show me your voice....? GGGGWWWAAAHHHH! *cries* I DON'T LIKE YOU
ANYMORE!
Hmm......... I don't know either
Kitties?.......... they are cuddly and adorable
Me?......... A coward? TTnTT
Umm.......... my voice.........
........ well......... I wanna hear your voice first!
hello CHWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETY LIZ firstly, i'm really sorry i could not
wish you on your birhtday...so well, i know it's late but...a very HAPPY
BIRTHDAY to you.....and i could not make you a card either coz i dont have
photoshop here....well anyway...i hope you enjoy everyday of your life....
see ya
Quote by 95Elizabeth
....... ^_^
At least you know who you don't want to be....
I don't remember who's the real me anymore....
Because I always tell myself to be happy... I don't know how happy and sad is
anymore...
And I don't remember how to cry and only smile....
Maybe I'm happy.... Maybe I'm not..
I don't know.... Who are my friends... Who are my enemies... Who do I love...
Who do I hate....
But.... I'm sure I like you the most most of all!
ovulioey ^_^
You don't need to know what it says... Even if you do don't answer me...
I know I won't like the answer.... ^_^
Well... Have a nice day and hope you do better at school
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Vatican... My parents are fighting again right now... Because of me....
Maybe if I'm dead they'll be happy....
I don't want to live anymore....
Because I know I can't do anything.... I'm a failure..... I'm nothing....
I know your parents fight.... But..... but....
I don't know what to say anymore... I'm sorry...
I probally will not talk to you for a while again.....
So much noise.... Disgusting world... I hate it.... I wish I could jump down the
window.... ^_^
Sorry.....
Yeah I guess I know who I don't want to be at least.........
Well Elizabeth......... you can make yourself from now on.........
It doesn't really matter who you were but you can choose who you want to be from
now on...........
Even if you don't know, everything is still in you
Your emotions, and your feelings
You're the one to decide what you should become
Hehe........ I'm really happy......... that you care for me ^_^
Hmm........ yeah........ I'm not really sure what that says
Elizabeth.......... forget about your parents...........
Because............. they should've realized........ a long time
ago..........
That you are important........... So important that I won't trade you for
anything that the world can offer me
Don't say that Elizabeth........ I love you.......... and I don't want you to go
away..........
I know it's hard........ and every parents do fight....... and the world
is.......... cruel and vile........
But....... I'm too selfish to let you go........ I don't........ want you to go
away........
I decided not so long ago........ to change once more
I can't just ignore and deny people......... even if it is stressing for me,
there are others who are suffering more
And I can do better than how I'm doing right now
If I try harder.........
So Elizabeth........ I know I can't help............ but please be safe.........
and I care about you too much to let you to just give up your life..........
Quote by 95ElizabethI'm sorry... I'm
not bored with you...
Sometimes it's harder to tell someone you care about how you feel because you
know it will hurt them.....
I'm only trying to keep away from you for a while because I might say something
that would hurt you...
You're doing something.... Being my friend... It makes me really happy to know
you care about me ^_^
Thanks for worrying but you don't have to...
haha... Ussually I worry and now it's your turn
I hope you're doing fine.....
That's really a relief......... ^_^
I thought you were starting to get bored with me
Yeah it is........ but........ I want to know Elizabeth........ when it hurts
Because......... even though I might not fathom your pains, I want to........
weep for you when you are sad.......... and smile with you when you are happy
So from now on........ I just want you to be honest with me........ So I can
pray for you without hesitation..........
I'm doing that too........ I'm kinda......... avoiding people......... and also
you these days.........
I'm afraid I'm turning into somebody that I don't want to be these
days..........
So until I......... start putting myself together.......... I won't really be
talking to anybody much.......... So hope you understand
I feel so lucky that you are my friend as well ^_^
Yeah now I guess it is my turn........ although I always worry about you
anyway
I'm......... not doing too well to tell the truth...........
But I'm sure that I can get back to my old self
Stay safe Elizabeth....... and if I don't respond sometimes......... Please
understand..........
Elizabeth........ I read your post on the group........
And......... I........ am sorry.........
I know that you are going through a hard time....... yet I can do
nothing..........
When somebody I love is suffering........
Sorry......... I know that........ maybe you won't like me too much
anymore......... but I just want you to be happy.........
If singing makes you happy, then......... I do your best at singing........
don't lose your dream........ hold on to it and don't let it go.......
I think.... maybe you probably want some time away from me..... and I
understand........ maybe you are getting bored with me as well
Anyway........ I love you no matter what and I don't care what other think about
it
Because I like you the most.......
I may not understand how you feel......... but I always care for you.........
So hold on tight Eli-chan........
I better go now......... too many things to do these days
Kinda........ giving me stress......... maybe that's why I'm so angry these
days......... I don't know
Anyways....... umm........ be safe..........
Love ya Eli-chama
really tell me and thats wierd my wierd eli-chan not watching lion king......haha...if soooo then tell me tell me tell me...and then again i probably know the song and can't remember...haha....
Signature and avatar?......... I guess that's not a big problem.........
Thank you
But can you give me an image of what you would want for your avatar and signature?
GIF? When you save it from photoshop, you push save as, and push the arrow thing under the file name and just change to GIF....... I guess
Hehehe....... I know that you are smarter
I think you're adorable as well
About God?.......... I've never written anything about God......... but I guess I can try..........
But you'll have to wait for a while.........
Too much things to do this week........ so might take some time
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Umm....... okay
But Elizabeth, do you have a bigger link to this image?
Because the image is kinda small
I'm not sure I can make a good one but I'll try
Yup I've seen the video
The music was pretty nice but I didn't like the English singer too much
merged: 09-26-2007 ~ 08:55pm
Umm........ okay........
I mean........ do you have the original image? or is the image you gave me the original size?
Because it's kinda small so it's hard to make one from it
I don't mean for you to make it bigger but I was wondering if you had a bigger size iof this image
Sorry TTmTT ..........
fom the lion king or a cd or just a song you can hear any where like internet...
....
.......... I don't really know......
I do think that my parents are doing the right thing......... but........ I don't know........
Actually...... I'm not that proud of my parents......... not because they fight all the time or because they aren't good parents........ but because I'll become somebody who will do more than what they've done......... I don't know what I'll be doing in the future.........
But I will share with others about God......... For I know there is God.......... and he gave a a command....... to tell others about the good news........
Good news about heaven........ although life isn't just a picnic....... although there are lots of trials, pain and doubts........ God is good all the time.........
People might not understand......... People might blame God for what they are suffering........ and I have done as well.......... But I believe in God..........
I know others might think it's all nonsense and think I'm some self righteous person but it doesn't matter.......
My parents......... yes......... they did........
But they never did make new friends when we moved from country to country........
And the family they left in Korea....... they could see them again when we go back.......
But I knew that I wouldn't be able to see my friends again......... So I felt a bit worse.......
I think.......... if it makes others sad......... I don't have the right to kill..........
And Elizabeth........ sometimes.......... there are things that we believe in.......
And sometimes we have to defend what we believe in and tell others.......
Maybe.......... I'm still considering about marriage..........
And........ I know there is somebody........
But I don't want you to cry Elizabeth.........
Sometimes I'm reluctant to make friends as well.........
I'm scared that I might hurt them or they might hurt me......... but seems like I still do make friends
We are all part of everyone's life.......... You can tell me what you feel....... and I'll listen
And you remember as well......... that you are never alone.........
I don't know much about Christianity as well.........
But I know that God loves you Elizabeth.......... enough to die for you.........
He hears your every thought, every prayer, every tears...........
I might not be able to understand everything about you...... but at least God will
I know that you might still feel reluctant about God........ and everything......... but I understand........ because sometimes......... it's hard to have your faith in God..........
Hehe....... I think this is the first time I've talked to you seriously about God
You know Elizabeth......... It makes me really happy that you care for me so much........ but........... I shouldn't be the most important thing in your life Elizabeth......... There are others who need love as well....... and others who need you...........
I love you the most as well........... but Elizabeth........ we should love everybody.......... although some people aren't....... friendly or nice......... they are people after all........ it is hard to love somebody who doesn't love you........ but we shouldn't wait for others to approach us.........
Elizabeth........ We will meet one day
We met not because of a coincidence but because there was something planned for us...........
So our friendship wasn't just to the boundary of the internet Elizabeth......
After all........ who knows?
Minitokyo might go down one day.......... but I'll still find you....... somehow.....
We can hug each other when we meet
What's wrong with my fashion? And you haven't seen me wearing anything have you
Ju.......... I guess that's okay....... although that's only a part of my name
And do I have the permission to call you Elizabeth?......... or would you prefer if I call you Zhe Yi?
Anyways........ I should be going now....... see you Elizabeth........
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Did I?......... Sorry
But I thought I remembered it right..........
But it's been quite long since you told me your name so I might've remembered it wrong
Hehe....... sorry Elizabeth.......
I made my emails when I was in the 3rd grade you know
And I have 3 emails!
Although I don't check them often.........
jhl92@hotmail.com
rozenkreuzorden@yahoo.com
enochlee92@hanmail.net
Now tell me yours Elizabeth.....
I understand Elizabeth........ sometimes it's hard to trust God........
Yes you did tell me......... more than once
Umm okay....... that's.......... really nice of you
Although I don't really believe in horoscope or other superstitions
I'm just me.......... not what some personality test or cards tell me
After all, there are lot of people born on the same day as me...... and they're all different from me
Not at all Elizabeth
My Elizabeth is a kind caring person......... who cares for others greatly.........
merged: 09-25-2007 ~ 08:46pm
..............
I don't know......... guess I made them for fun....... or something.........
I don't need your password Elizabeth......... although I don't think I would go into your account either
I see........... Poems?......... actually........ I'm kinda running out of ideas for poems......... I tried to write them again but these days....... I'm kinda not getting any ideas........
And I lost all the poems I've written before........ because it got deleted or something
Anyways Elizabeth........ must go..........
Too many things to do TTnTT
See you........ and take care
awwww you made a mistake in your sentence sad meaning said hahaha sorry...and you shouldn't really be surprised....haha
because we are one.......*clears throat* ....WE ARE
ONE...yayyyy...
Sick again?
You have to take care of yourself Elizabeth............
Wow........ you read half the Bible?
You read more than me.........
Well....... yeah.......... Christianity isn't all about the happy things........
It usually condemns the mundane things on earth.........
I understand that you aren't ready to accept something beyond what you want to believe............
Hope you get better soon.......... Take care of yourself Eli-chama........
merged: 09-23-2007 ~ 08:58pm
Elizabeth, I can't tell you to become Christian or not......... and I can't tell you what to believe........
What you want to believe is your choice
What you think is the truth is your choice
You want to know my story?
I don't know if I've told you yet but I'll tell you again anyway.........
My parents are missionaries........ people who go around the world telling others about God and Christianity..........
And......... at first....... I hated them for that........
Because I didn't want to leave Korea to leave my friends and family behind with all my memory........
But....... I couldn't help it.........
I couldn't live alone....... so I had to follow them
At first........ I felt like dying......... it was.......a torture everyday
In a strange place........ people mocking me for being a foreigner and all that.......
And later I got used to that........ but we had to move to another country........
Just about when I felt comfortable......... and I hated my parents........
They did fight a lot........ even before I was born.......... but I hated them more for making me leave my friends........
Then we moved and moved..... to other countries........
And I noticed that I was changing.........
I didn't feel much of anything anymore........
I couldn't cry anymore........ I couldn't be happy anymore and I felt numb everyday........
I refused to make friends.......... I was going to lose them eventually anyway....... so why make any friends?
I lived for about 2 years like that........ with a little bit of bullying at school.......
And there were so many people I wanted to kill........ but I was a coward...... I knew I couldn't kill anybody yet I wanted to so bad.........
Then later........ I realized I was lonely........ I knew that I didn't want to make friends but I didn't want to be alone.........
What if nobody needed me?........ What if nobody cared about me?
And I was scared........
Later....... I met you....... and I wanted to be your friend........ I wasn't sure why but I wanted to be your friend........
And I was happy that I got to know you and be your friend
But I was still scared.......... What would happen to me when I die?..........
And I was scared about death
I told myself that I wasn't scared but to tell the truth....... I was........
I knew there was God........ and I knew there was heaven and hell........
But I didn't know......... where I would end up.........
So I was scared.........
But a few months ago, I was at this......... seminar thing......
Where children of missionaries met.......
I didn't care......... I didn't care about any of them........
I wanted to be alone......... Because they wouldn't understand me either
And I wouldn't understand them........
But....... at that seminar...... when I heard that Jesus died for me and that God loved me........ I felt............. so guilty and....... weird
And I realized that I wanted to believe in God...........
Well.......... yeah........ I told you my story.......
It probably won't matter to you much....... but I just wanted to tell you......
I know that I might not seem like I've changed much........ and I haven't to tell the truth......
But I'm working everyday....... to change.........
I know..... that it might seem like there is no right or wrong.........
And I want to believe that too....... but there is truth and lies.........
Like murdering......... I might say what's wrong with killing?
But we know even if people don't tell us, that murder is wrong
Sorry that you had to read all that....... but I just wanted to tell you...... for some reason..........
I don't really know........ I don't really have a specific name that I want to go by......
I don't really like my real name either so I don't know
I won't forget about you......... even if I get married or even if I am too busy to come online......
I always remember you........ when I pray, when I am having fun........ whatever I am doing, I remember you.........
Bored with you?........ No way
Hitomebore Eli-chama........ and you don't have to know what that means
no, i'm no longer living with exal or my parents ....i'm in a college now..... doing a fashion designing course and living in a hostel..... man, life is getting so weirder now days.....
ok, i don'thave a problem of you saying eeeee.... i remember it was exal who used to keep saying eeee.... well, you sound really cuuuute and funny when you say eeee.... so do continue....
well, about vatican, i think you both really have grown very strong with each other.... i do hope your friendship lasts forever...... take care, see ya
Yeah it is......... everybody is equally important........... People are just different not better or worse...........
I guess you did prove them wrong
............... umm okay............
Piano?......... well I want to learn violin first
And I'm not musically talented so I can't really concentrate with two instruments............
That's good to hear
It would've been cool to see you with black lipstick and eyeshadows hehehe.....
I tried on lipstick too when I was younger......... my lips felt so dry and I never put it on again
thanks .... nothing im fine .... im not offended because i know you mean no harm.....but if you did then you'll be lookin towards a massive dissing...yayyyy
Tell me how your performance went Eli-chama
of course i am unless you mean by getting mad ,crying then happy happens all the time but i get over it no use because people don't pay attention butttt guess what i am always lonely but i won't take it out on other people....why? i don't know....haha that was the way i was BUILT.....and thanks for the replent i have a bunch of mosquito bites.....lol
yes..i have photoshop...but at home...but now i'm in a hostel....awaaaaaayy from home.....
you're really so funny CHWEEEEEEEEETY LIZ.....hmmm....EEEeeee? you're EEEeeeeing for what? you seem to be more worried about him......is he cracking up? and please dont kill little vachikan........okee?
I won't cry infront of you.......... I usually don't cry when there are people.......... even if I want to cry I usually don't unless I'm alone..........
I cried once or twice infront of people........... but I didn't care about others when I was...........
Wow....... you have split personality as well?........ I think I have one too........ or maybe more like multiple personality.......... or maybe it's just one personality but I'm getting confused.........
I think your mother is more than just a little harsh!
Fish.......... some of them are okay but the smell makes me nausiated @_@
Yeah....... it didn't work so I heard it on youtube........
Wow! 8 songs in 9 days? That's really awesome
It usually takes me few days to memorize one song
Performance tomorrow!
Wow........ you really have a gift of going infront of stage
I usually go numb and I lose focus when I go infront of the stage.......... so many people staring........ their eyes......... so sharp and piercing......... like daggers to my conscience........... I'm so scared
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Why?......... well........ I guess........... it's.......... pride?......... no....... actually it's........... I don't know
It's because my father always got angry when I cried......... or maybe it was my uncle......... and said boys weren't suppose to cry........ which is stupid......... because I'm only a human..........
So I am afraid to cry infront of people..........
Hehe....... okay......... I hope you won't hit me........
Yeah........ it's not fun........ to have more than one personality........ feels.........really......... weird and annoying.........
Umm......... okay......... although I don't believe I fit into any of those catagories..........
I like you too
Yeah....... Elizabeth is strong......... a lot stronger than I am
Umm......... I'm...... sorry
I don't wanna be dumb or stupid TTnTT
Yeah....... I'm still learning violin........ but too hard for me..........
And I hurt my neck and my arm few days ago so I can't even practice
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I know........... boys are rather stupid...........
They expect boys to be stronger and have no fear when we're just humans...........
And I hate the thought of going to the military......... I'm not going to kill anybody......... so why waste time there?
Unfortunately......... I do have terrible memory
Umm........ okay........... I get hit a lot so I'm used to it TTmTT
Hehehe......... practicing your evil laugh?
Thank you......... I like you a lot too..........
Umm......... my neck is a lot better....... I couldn't use my arm for few days but it's recovering............
I won't die.......... from just a minor injury
Although i was a bit afraid when I hurt my neck TTmTT
I like violin too
That's why I'm learning it.........
Violin is the only instrument that I want to learn.......... well actually I wanted to learn flute as well but I can't
Because I used to learn clarinet but my teacher told me that I probably shouldn't play any instruments where I use my lung because I can't blow for a while TTmTT
But I wanted to learn violin more than flute anyway..........
But violin is so hard......... too many things to remember and do at once.........
I get so confused when I hold the violin
huh.....this is totally wierd but i like it......the celing is whats up in my home right now but you know what else *squeezing eli* ......i LOVE YOU.....yayyyy
I don't really like cats........ but kitties are okay
My mommy?.......... she's not home........... not that I would do that even if she was home
I'm sure that I would like your voice
And even if I don't, I don't think that would make me like you any less than I like you now
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I like birds too........ but they always fly away from humans..........
I usually take in my own pain.......... when I'm sad........ I just......... sleep and wake up and do what I have to do..........
Sometimes it feels like it doesn't matter to my parents whether I'm happy or sad......... and I feel that it never really mattered to them in the first place......... I don't know what they're really thinking.......... but it's okay.........
I can work things out on my own......... somehow
............... But that's unfair isn't it?
You're gonna hear my voice but I won't be able to hear yours
merged: 09-19-2007 ~ 09:25pm
I know.......... but it sometimes....... just feels like they don't care much about me
Yeah......... your mother is......... too harsh....... and cruel
Every mother cares about her child........... I think...........
There are few who are cruel enough not too but most mothers care about their child.........
You know......... it's...... kinda hard.........
Because it burdens me also when I tell others about my pain.........
I do tell others how I feel occasionally....... sometimes when I can't hold it in any longer.......
Although it feels like there isn't anybody around to hear me cry out.......... or listen to me....... or care about what I say
I'm really glad that you care about me though
Elizabeth will always be here for me.......... and I'll always be there for Elizabeth.........
Umm Elizabeth......... the link you gave me didn't work on my computer for some reason......... so I heard it on Youtube instead........
Is that okay?
I liked the piano and the flute
Especially the flute...... and the lyric was really nice
Testing?.......... Are you going to perform this song?
I don't like seafood........... actually I don't like eating at all
Hmm.............. let me see...........
How to host a voice file supported by electronic data...........
............ do you have an mp3 that can record?
heyyyyyy heyyyyyy heyyyyy*slaps on back* HI eli-chan he he he heeee heeeeyyyyy
I like you a lot as well X3 and I don't need a reason
Yeah! you are so much better
Hehe........ I'm glad that you seem to be feeling better.........
I'll try harder as well
I don't cry!........... not too much........ and I don't complain........ a lot......... I think........
I care about you even when I don't talk to you........ I care about you every second
I'll be strong.......... So you have to be strong as well!
Don't worry too much......... I'm sure that you will be fine whatever you decide to do........
You are important
Oh cool...... another performance?
Wow! You're gonna make a name for yourself
merged: 09-17-2007 ~ 09:28pm
Hehehe......... I guess you were always stronger than I was
Umm.......... I only cry once in a million billion trillion years!
Well......... guess I do complain......... kitty?...........
Vatican......... vatican......... actually I was getting bored with that name as well........
I don't know really........ what do you want to call me?
Hehe...... of course I care about you! Or else I'll kick myself to Vatican city
Voice actor?....... Cool! I wanted to be one as well........ few years ago...... and decided my voice wasn't good enough........ and too hard TTmTT
merged: 09-17-2007 ~ 10:00pm
Do you like pretty pretty kitties?
............... Yeah.......... call me anything you like........ and I'll be okay with it
Umm.............. somehow........ I guess I can kick myself........
Wow............ all that voice in one person?
My favorite voice actor is Noto Mamiko or the Hell Girl like you said
That's cool....... I don't know how to change my voice
Mine sounds weird..........
I want to visit you...... and I will......... one day............ some how........... after I get the money......... and work things out...........
My voice?.......... umm.......... umm........... umm.......... ummm...............
*runs away*
merged: 09-17-2007 ~ 10:06pm
Elizabeth, I'm not sure if you're still online.......... but I have to go now
Good night and pleasant dreams princess
merged: 09-18-2007 ~ 07:54pm
Hmm......... I don't know either
Kitties?.......... they are cuddly and adorable
Me?......... A coward? TTnTT
Umm.......... my voice.........
........ well......... I wanna hear your voice first!
hello CHWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETY LIZ firstly, i'm really sorry i could not wish you on your birhtday...so well, i know it's late but...a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you.....and i could not make you a card either coz i dont have photoshop here....well anyway...i hope you enjoy everyday of your life....
see ya
Yeah I guess I know who I don't want to be at least.........
Well Elizabeth......... you can make yourself from now on.........
It doesn't really matter who you were but you can choose who you want to be from now on...........
Even if you don't know, everything is still in you
Your emotions, and your feelings
You're the one to decide what you should become
Hehe........ I'm really happy......... that you care for me ^_^
Hmm........ yeah........ I'm not really sure what that says
Elizabeth.......... forget about your parents...........
Because............. they should've realized........ a long time ago..........
That you are important........... So important that I won't trade you for anything that the world can offer me
Don't say that Elizabeth........ I love you.......... and I don't want you to go away..........
I know it's hard........ and every parents do fight....... and the world is.......... cruel and vile........
But....... I'm too selfish to let you go........ I don't........ want you to go away........
I decided not so long ago........ to change once more
I can't just ignore and deny people......... even if it is stressing for me, there are others who are suffering more
And I can do better than how I'm doing right now
If I try harder.........
So Elizabeth........ I know I can't help............ but please be safe......... and I care about you too much to let you to just give up your life..........
I'm a girl.... No offense taken.
merged: 09-15-2007 ~ 07:43pm
No matter...
That's really a relief......... ^_^
I thought you were starting to get bored with me
Yeah it is........ but........ I want to know Elizabeth........ when it hurts
Because......... even though I might not fathom your pains, I want to........ weep for you when you are sad.......... and smile with you when you are happy
So from now on........ I just want you to be honest with me........ So I can pray for you without hesitation..........
I'm doing that too........ I'm kinda......... avoiding people......... and also you these days.........
I'm afraid I'm turning into somebody that I don't want to be these days..........
So until I......... start putting myself together.......... I won't really be talking to anybody much.......... So hope you understand
I feel so lucky that you are my friend as well ^_^
Yeah now I guess it is my turn........ although I always worry about you anyway
I'm......... not doing too well to tell the truth...........
But I'm sure that I can get back to my old self
Stay safe Elizabeth....... and if I don't respond sometimes......... Please understand..........
are you sure i would be glad too...oh? thats too bad why?
merged: 09-14-2007 ~ 07:26am
are you sure i would be glad too...oh? thats too bad why?
My day was fine. Nothing too serious has happened.
Elizabeth........ I read your post on the group........
And......... I........ am sorry.........
I know that you are going through a hard time....... yet I can do nothing..........
When somebody I love is suffering........
Sorry......... I know that........ maybe you won't like me too much anymore......... but I just want you to be happy.........
If singing makes you happy, then......... I do your best at singing........ don't lose your dream........ hold on to it and don't let it go.......
I think.... maybe you probably want some time away from me..... and I understand........ maybe you are getting bored with me as well
Anyway........ I love you no matter what and I don't care what other think about it
Because I like you the most.......
I may not understand how you feel......... but I always care for you.........
So hold on tight Eli-chan........
I better go now......... too many things to do these days
Kinda........ giving me stress......... maybe that's why I'm so angry these days......... I don't know
Anyways....... umm........ be safe..........
Love ya Eli-chama