Quote by 95ElizabethYou're sick.....?
Mmmm....... Are you really okay....? Do you feel really bad...? Do I worry and
ask too much...?
Sorry......
Is camp really boring...? What did you do...? Cook....?
Mmm... I'm curious to know... Can you cook...? Just asking.....
Why won't you tell me who's the most important... HMPH! MEANIE! AND HOW AM I
SUPPOSED TO KNOW YOU'RE TELLING THE TRUTH?!?!
MEANIE MEANIE MEANIE!
I'm feeling better now....... but gets worse from time to time
Hope I'll be better before school though.......
The camp thing....... was really boring........
There was nothing to do besides sports and I didn't have a ball or somebody to
play with
So I just played on the swing...... and since I was sick, I couldn't play any
team sports
Cooking?.......... I......... can't cook anything TTwTT
My mother won't let me go near the kitchen.......
And I don't think I have any talent for cooking
But I think I need to learn how to cook sooner or later
I told you already didn't I?
I think I already told you 2 times.........
It's you........ silly Eli........
If you don't trust me........ well..... I don't know........
But I am telling the truth.........
merged: 08-26-2007 ~ 05:04pm
Quote by 95Elizabeth
........ I'm sure next year's camp will be better.......
Is it really really me...? And you told me 3
times...
Hehe........ I hope it will be better next year.........
Well....... what would you like me to do to prove my loyalty my
princess?
Hey! Just came by to tell thank you for RP'ing with me and others in the Neon
Iris thread a while back. I guess its dead but I had fun.
Well, I guess this is by bye.
Quote by 95ElizabethIt's not your
fault you don't have to say sorry....
I'm just glad you take the time to care about me....
But promise me you won't forget about me if you make new friends okay...? ^_^
Have a nice trip...
Quote: Vatican....... Uuumm... Who
is the most important to you...?
Hehe I'm back.........
Kinda....... sick......... it was really painful today but I'm recovering ^^
I didn't really make any friends........ hehe....... same as last year
It was more boring this year though......... because I was sick and stuff..... I
couldn't really do anything.......
I won't forget......... about you......... if I did.......... I must be the
stupidest person on this planet
Elizabeth........... Actually........ I don't want to say it..........
But....... well.......... I care about you a little bit more than I care about
others.........
Didn't I tell you before?..........
........... well.......
Better sleep soon if I don't want to be sick again tomorrow
Quote by 95ElizabethI'm sorry.... I
know it's your birthday...... But.... I'm barely in the mood to speak.... I'll
make you a card when I feel better... Sorry... Happy birthday....
^_^
0-0. Thank you. I hope you do feel better. And you don't have to make me a card.
I didn't even know you knew when my bday was. ^.^;;;; So I feel special just
cause you said something. ^.^ Thank you very much.
merged: 08-24-2007 ~ 08:51pm
Quote by 95ElizabethI'm sorry.... I
know it's your birthday...... But.... I'm barely in the mood to speak.... I'll
make you a card when I feel better... Sorry... Happy birthday.... ^_^
merged: 08-24-2007 ~ 07:35pm
..... Oh... I didn't know... vatican told me..... he cares about you so much....
He must make you feel happy.. You're welcome... Have a nice
day.....
hehe. I'm sure he doesn't care about me anymore than the rest of his friends.
He does make me happy but thats just cause he seems to care...more than other
people. [:
merged: 08-25-2007 ~ 09:15pm
Quote by 95ElizabethI wonder who's
the most important to him.....
He sure seems to like milk....
I doubt it's me....I'm not that important anyways.
Probably you. Yall seem really close.
But I wouldn't know...
Milk? I like chocolate milk...normal milk is icky....I just felt the need to say
that....xD. You probably don't care but...yeah...
Quote by 95Elizabeth
You're the most stupid person I ever met..... But.... I still like you....
I guess you're not wrong and I'm not right either.. We all think differently....
But.. It's not like I know what I really think....
I just think everything is equal....
Why should you be scared of your parents getting divorced...?
I'm not sure if my father now is my real father cause my parents aren't
married....
I have a step mother, step sister and step brothers....
My mother scolds me every single day and forcess me to study for 5 hourse
everyday.....
I'm the second smartest in the whole class.....
I mostly get all As.... I've only got a C once in my whole life and I have never
failed....
yet..... My mother never praises me... She thinks I'm an idiot...
She complains about me and always says that she wishes I never existed and that
she wishes I weren't her daughter and how she wishes someone else was her
daughter....
My father barely comes home and since I was little I always tried so hard to
please him but he only says how good others are.....
I have no friends in real life and my mother hits me when I cry....
You don't see me complaining.... Even if your parents really divorce... They'll
still love you...
And if they divorce and you feel sad for a long time you'll regret it.....
It won't make a difference if you always wander on your past....
............ If your wife didn't like you just because you pray and go to church
she's an idiot and she doesn't really love you....
Someone that loves you wouldn't judge you by your appearence or what you do but
who you are...
I don't know what I'm saying because no one has ever told me they loved me but
you.. If you really mean it...
I don't know much about god.... I'm not even buddhist..... I'm no
religion....
Don't hate me for saying this... But.... They always say god is good... God
teaches you good...
But I don't agree with that.... because I don't believe anyone is fully good not
even god... And... There is no right and wrong...
Sorry if you hate me now...
Understanding...? ...... The only thing I understand is that birds eat....
...... Sorry I'm so cold today... Am I cold...? I don't
remember....
Hehe..... I love you too sweety EliXD
We do think differently...... but you are right about us being all
equal
I guess........ I didn't........ want them fighting anymore........
Maybe I thought it would be better if they did get divorced but I was afraid
that...... maybe that my parents would just throw me away........ if they get
sick of carrying me around......
I have seen....... so many people suffering...... but I never understood their
pains truely because I've never experienced it
I know that your parents love you too.........
I'm not sure how your family relationship works....... but all parents love
their child.........
My father said many cruel things too....... that I was useless and I would be
better off somewhere in the streets.......
He told me to get out the house few times....... and when I did go out, my
father came to look for me......
I believe that your parents are like that too..........
Umm Elizabeth........ well....... I don't know because........ some people put
importance on religion....... if you look at some religion, the people are
willing to kill others for their religion........
So...... well....... hmm........
I don't mind if my wife is buddhist, muslim or whatever as long as she doesn't
complain about my faith
I know...... but even families argue and have things they don't agree with
I do really mean it........ I love your understanding heart, and I love how you
care for others and how you help others
I understand how you feel....... I was....... an atheist until not so long
ago
Well not really an atheist because I believed that there was God but I didn't
have any faith in him
I understand why you think that........ but....... us humans are the ones who
are wrong....... and God is right
From our perspective, we might be right and God might be wrong but we aren't
perfect...... nobody is
And our consciousness of right and wrong is always varying from individual to
individual
But God did make us..... and he is the only one who knows everything and the
only one who is perfect
And I know that God loves me and cares for me and died for me.......
I hope that you'll understand that one day too ^^
I don't hate you at all....... just because we have different ideas that doesn't
mean I don't like somebody
If I did, that would mean I wouldn't like everybody who's not Christian
And...... that's not true.... there are some Christians that I....... really
don't like.........
A person is not determined solely by their belief but their heart as well
and I really do think that you have a beautiful and caring heart....
Hehe I know that birds to eat
Cold?......... Hmm are you cold?..... the weather is kinda hot here
Hehe take care Elizabeth and see you
merged: 08-22-2007 ~ 10:54pm
Quote by 95Elizabeth
You're the weirdest person I've ever met....
Well lucky you... Your father looked for you...
I'm always leaving the house at night and run to the park to sit on the swings
and sing and I don't come home till the nest day... And when i come home my
parents didn't even know I was gone...
All parents love their child... But I'm not even sure who are my parents....
My parents said I had a sister... then they say I was adopted... Then they say
I'm engaged... Then they say my dad is not my real dad... then they say I have a
step mother...
They keep on telling me strange things that it makes no difference to me
anymore...
But.... If they really force me to marry someone I met 1 hour ago I'll run away
from home... I'm sure they won't mind...
If I do leave my home they would forget I ever existed in a few days...
You know... Once.... I ran away from home for 2 months to stay with my friend in
England and when I came back my mother thought I was in my room...
Dose it really make a difference if I exist...
My dad forgot my name 18 times this year...
And my mom mistaken another kid for me 13 times this year...
I still don't get you.... Did god really create us....?
I don't know... I'm an idiot....
You know.... I cry but I don't know why... And I laugh when... I don't know
why...
And you know... I talk to birds and my reflection and animals and flowers.... I
don't know why...
And...... I day dream every night about y...... I can't tell you or you'll laugh
at me....
And...... I cut myself everyday for the purpose of I don't know... I just like
it when I see tears....
Pain... Feels nice.....
Am I being insane again... Sorry....
Sorry..... I don't feel well today..... vatican...... please... please don't
talk to me about Caroline or one of your friends if it's about how great they
are and ow you worry about them this week..... Please....
Sorry..... But... Just for this week..... I really don't feel like listening to
how great you think they are right now....
Uuumm.... Don't worry... It's not because I feel that you care about them more
then me... And... I'm not jealous.....
Its just... I don't feel like listening to your complains this week....
I'm sorry..... I just really don't feel like making people happy this week.....
I don't think I can anyway.... Esspecially with such a moody expression....
Have... A nice day....
Well Eli....... mm........ I really don't know about your family
If they did adopt you....... I don't really understand why your family would
treat you that way
If you are their real daughter....... I still don't understand why they treat
you that way
Elizabeth..... you are my family and my friend so....... you do have somebody
that cares about you.......
I........ sorry........ that I can't help......
I just..... don't really know what to do....... I don't know how to.......
communicate with people well
I barely understand myself....... and I don't understand others.........
Hehe........ sorry...........
Sorry....... umm I didn't realize I talked about other people so much
I talk about you to other people too......
And other people have asked me about you........
Hope you feel better...........
.......... I feel so........... helpless TTmTT that I can't help you TTnTT
......... ummmm Elizabeth....... I am going somewhere tomorrow........ will be
gone for about........ 3 days?......... I'm not too sure
Going on a school trip thing....... I didn't like it much last year
hehe.........
The people were a bit mean....... and I didn't really have anything to do
TTwTT
But..... hopefully I'll get to make some friends this time.........
So.........
........... See you when I get back ^^
I'm gonna miss you................ TTnTT
I feel so terrible leaving you when you're feeling down........
Just....... hang on........ although I don't know if I can help you........ but
I always care for you...........
Sorry......... see you in a few days Elizabeth
Take care
........ Because he's an idiot that only cares about others and only thinks
about sad things... Sheesh..... Are you even sure you know him....? Doesn't he
tell you things...?
well yeah...i know vatican.....but he dosen't tell me alot of things like he
does with some of his other friends.......
Quote by 95Elizabeth
You're an idiot! That's what I hate about you the most!
You're always blaming yourself for everything..... But don't you have any hope
at all....?
You have friends who care about you and you're not alone....
But you're always acting like this world is so horrible and you always think
sacraficing for your friends was good....
No wonder Caroline never got happy... Because... How can someone with no hope at
all try to give hope to someone else!
You're an idiot!
Your friends care about you! You're not the only one suffering when you feel
sad! Your friends are also sad when you're sad!
But.... Still... Even when they themselves are sad..... They're always trying to
help you....
Why are humans so stupid!
They think that sacraficing for the people they care about.... When they
sacrafice for them they feel happy...
Those kind of people are the real selfsish people!
they never think of how the person they sacraficed for would feel!
they never thought that they might be even more sad knowing someone important to
them suffered for them....
Why can't humans ever understand.....? Why are they always thinking wrong is
right....? Why are they always such idiots...? Why....?
No matter how many times I tell them over and over.... All they say is I'm
always so sad....
fine... They're right... I'm as stupid as them.... I'm always sad but I always
try to make others not sad....
We all have our problems... The richest person with everyone serving him is
still sad....
Why are humans never satisfied for what they have.... Everyday they only think
"My life is so horrible.... I wish I was dead..." but....
Each time they say that.... the people who care about them suffer double the
pain.....
It's harder to see someone you care about suffer then suffering yourself....
but I'm not a coward like you stupid humans! I am as dumb but I'm not as
cowardly!
Because I never ever tell myself how much I hate this world..... I never try to
think of those things....
Because I know I have people who care about me and that I don't have to go
through life alone....
My parents can be mean at times but still I know they still love me.... because
when I'm sick they're there for me....
My father doesn't always do what I was hoping... In fact... He never
dose.....
He forgets my birthday and he barely comes home and he always lies....
but I know he just wanted the best for me.....
Your mother and father sigh and scold you not because they want to see you
suffer....
they're worried about you..... Is that really wrong.....?
I'm sure.... Your parents fight but they still love eachother....
You love them, I'm sure of it..... But you're always hiding from them.....
If you told them how you feel.... they might not know what to do.....
But i'm sure... Sure that they are trying really hard to understand you and make
your life better......
like caroline... Even though she is so sad.... She always tells you to be
happier and she tries really really hard....
All your friends try their hardest to make you happy...... They really really
do......
Just like you said of how much you hate Koreans.....
Koreans... Chinese... Japanese...... And all the other religions.... Is there
really a difference....?
You said you would only marry a Christian.... But..... Christian or not they're
still human...?
I know I might not know much about god and those things...
but I know... Even god is not fully good..... No one is fully good....
Like me..... i may always try my best to make everyone happy...
But the truth is I'm selfish, bad tempered and not as good as you thought...
Goddess of mercy... Jesus... Budah.... What difference is there....? They're all
gods.....
For those who believe in god.... god is..... God...... All these gods have the
purpose of bringing happiness ^_^
So..... God... Shost... Or human.... We're just like one ^_^
God... Is not fully good... Shost is not fully bad... And human is just in
between... Good... And bad....
maybe people believe in god... Because long time ago there was this really smart
person that believed humans were created by god and ghost, god as good and ghost
as bad and together they form a human....
So please understand that we are all important.....
Have a nice day ^_^
Elizabeth!........ I missed you a lot TTwTT
I do have hope........ but I don't want to blame anybody else........
It's....... hard to change who I am......... But I'm getting better at least
I've changed quite a lot....... but I do have bad days...... and when I do, I go
back to my gloomy old self again
........ Yeah....... maybe I did........ make Caroline sad........
Hehe...... I have some great friends........
Well...... my thought was that........ because I love somebody enough to
sacrifice myself, it makes me also happy if I can change somebody's life even a
tiny bit......... am I wrong?......... umm........
You have a kind and understanding heart Elizabeth........
I have a hard time understanding how others feel........ because I'm.......
always having hard time just trying to find out how I feel about
something
I don't........ really mind them scolding me anymore....... I wish...... they'd
just not fight anymore
They fought again on my birthday this year....... and...... they said...... that
they don't trust each other anymore........ I always wondered if they would get
divorced....... I was...... always scared of that.......
I wished they would...... but at the same time I didn't because I didn't want to
be alone.......
Hehe...... but I think they forgot all about the fight........
They always do....... I think they also have really bad memory because they
always seem like they never fought after 3 or 4 days
I am grateful that I have friends who care about me ^^
...... I'm just....... a bit scared of Koreans......... and I just....... have a
lot of bad memories because of them........
Elizabeth..... it doesn't really matter if I marry an atheist or a buddhist but
I just said Christian because if I married somebody with another religion, they
might not like me going to church and stuff.........
And Elizabeth...... you might not really care much about God or religion but to
me God is different from your perspective of God......
Well I won't go too far into it since you might not be interested in it and I
don't really know much about God either
Uuu...... You are so kind TTnTT
Well Elizabeth............. umm........ I don't really know what else to say
I...... well....... sorry......
See you ^^
Quote by 95ElizabethI hate vatican...
hate him the most... He's a waste of oxygen..... Worse than the stupid
humans.....
I hate trusting anyone... Because no one will ever tell the truth......
I only live to sing..... Nothing more.... If I lost my voice.... I might as well
die....
why would you say that okay vatican has done something bad to you but does
losing voice make you die i love to sing as well but if i lose my voice i don't
know what i will do but still i wouldn't want to di.....(thinks over) actually i
probably will but why i don't know because people that loves to sing think
precious of there voice i guess so i'd probabaly think of dying....but whatever
vatican did why don't you forgive and forget...... .....
merged: 08-20-2007 ~ 07:54pm
Quote by 95ElizabethHe's an idiot
because he always tries to make people happy.... How can someone that is sad
tell someone to not be sad... And he's always thinking of others before
himself.... So selfish....
well i will try to make people happy but if i see i can't then i'll stop but
isn't thinking of others good but not before himself thats bad and...well why is
he selfish.... ...
merged: 08-21-2007 ~ 08:26pm
Quote by 95Elizabethhe's always
thinking of others before himself, forgetting about the people who care about
him.... If he gets hurt trying to help his friends... I'm sure that person he
helped and the rest of his friends would be very sad.... That's what I mean by
selfish... He helps others before thinking of others... Get
it..?
OO i get it....but why would vatican do that ....i can get helping people but don't over do it...and smetimes you just have
to let people solve ther own problems...
Quote by 95ElizabethYou idiot... Who
said anything about not caring for your friends... Anyway..... Even if I did say
it.... If you believed what I said I'll hate you even more....
Because I trusted that you thought I really cared about you... And if I did I
wouldn't ask you to stop caring for anyone....
I hate humans... They're a waste of oxygen..... I'm always caring about
others.... Always trusting them and smiling every single day... Every
moment....
I hate it..... I hate faking to be happy... I hate everyone.....
I wish I never existed.... I trusted you... I thought you believed me.... So....
Thank you for telling me you were like everyone else..... I wonder how it feels
to jump down a roof....
But I won't die for such foolish reasons.... I'm not a coward....
I hate trusting people..... Absolutely hate it.....
I only live to sing..... Well... Of course I did live because I wanted to spend
time with you.....
But you're an idiot.... Who's the mean one...? You don't even understand.....
I hate you the most..... More than anyone that ever betrayed me... I hate
you.....
I would hate you for as long as I live... No... I'll hate you forever.....
When I'm dead or alive..... I'm an idiot.... Because I trusted
you.....
Elizabeth........ I'll admit it..........
I cannot understand how you feel......... because I can only understand
myself
And........ I still think that I'm not good enough for anybody
I'm a sinful creature......... every single day........
It was really pathetic
Never asked for any friends......... but I realized I was lonely..... I didn't
want to be alone........
And....... every single day....... there were so many people I wanted to
kill........
You know....... I........ really am........ really tired........ this
time........ I really don't want this anymore.........
How everything always seem to go to the worst...........
I knew you cared........ but I always felt so insecure........
Even when I had friends........ I felt so scared.........
What I would become........ what I would do to you one day........
How everything will just be useless in the end.......
Now I can't even take care of myself....... I can't protect the people around
me........
To see my parents sigh in dispair everyday....... it really is painful
And my parents are the people who I wished were dead the most........
.......... I really wanted to die.........
I didn't want to remember anybody....... didn't want anybody to remember
me.......
And just disappear..........
If you want to just ignore me and pretend that we never met........ it's okay
If you want to curse me everyday with hatred........ it's okay
I'll understand......... because I don't really deserve anybody's
love........
But as I've promised........ I always love you no matter what.......
Not because I promised......... but because I do.......
I would die for you a million times if I can save you...........
I would give you all I have..........
I want to tell you one more thing......... I am a human
But I am only me........ I am not like everybody else
I am different........ I am..........
I know that I'm not much but I am not anybody else
I am just me
I don't want anybody getting blamed because of me
I don't want anybody crying because of me........
So if you must blame somebody....... you can blame me and not the
humanity........
Elizabeth........ I don't have anything else to say.......
If......... you must hate me......... it's okay if it will make you feel even a
tiny bit better........
But........ please be safe.......
I think I need some time....... to just........ clear things up happening around
me and just........... I....... really am confused and tired...........so I
might not be online for a while
It might not matter to you but I'm going to miss you......... please take care
Quote by 95Elizabeth......... I don't
mind dying.... So... It would be okay....
you see i understand you so it is okay to say that elizabeth-chan is right in
most things and she is very very smart .....i think that the most of you....
Quote by 95Elizabeth
......... Caroline... Pikac/aania..?
I'm sure exal loves her.... She's just stubborn and doesn't show it....
Exal has always been like that... Don't mind her....
She's stubborn and she gets angry really easily and she never admits it when she
dose something wrong...
But even though she doesn't show it she truly cares about her friends and
family....
.......... I don't want to be happy.... Because as long as I'm sad people will
care about me.....
If I'm happy I'll think about sad things so I can be sad forever....
I hate it when people talk about caring about others... Hate it hate it hate
it...
I hate my father because he only loves me with a quater of his heart....
I hate you because you never stop talking about others!
HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU!
......... Elizabeth........... you're.......... so mean.........
..............
I'm........... I'm........ sorry..........
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And Elizabeth............... if you are telling me to stop caring about
Caroline.........
I won't.......... even if it's from you, I can't stop caring about her.........
and if you don't like me for that.......... I don't know but I won't stop caring
for somebody who's important to me..........
You are special to me in a different way that Caroline is special to
me..........
And you are special in a different way from all my friends..........
But if you are asking me to just forget about my friends......... I can't do
that............
YOU ARE SO SWEET!
You do get embarresed..... Always....
Well... Think what you like! You do get embarresed....
>_> ...... Well...... I mean.... You're not that bad....... Pretty
cute..... Of course not!
What makes you think I would want to marry you! Of course not! Haha! Never! You
are sooo not good enough for me! Yes yes!
...... Christian...... Christian..... Christian...... Mmm.... Nope! I'm still
not Christian!
...... Wouldn't that be selfish...? If your wife saves that person... She will
feel sad for the rest of her life without you....
CORRECT! People who kill are NOT heroes! A+++ for that answer!
^_^
No I don't! I don't I don't I don't!
I don't get embarrassed
I know I'm not good enough for you.........
Well as I've said, I'll still be your friend when I get married and I'll still
love you when I get old
Well yes....... if she does care about me she will be sad but she shouldn't get
revenge on that person even if that person did kill me..........
Killing......... is never right........ and I will never kill......... even if I
have to die instead of them....... I don't want to........ that's why I don't
want to go to military
I'm not going to kill anybody anyway...........
Well.......... yeah
merged: 08-17-2007 ~ 11:38pm
Quote by 95Elizabeth..... Maybe
you're not that bad.... Maybe I should think about marrying you afterall...
Haha! Just kidding! ^_^
Well killing is wrong... But you can't blame your wife for caring about you and
taking revenge...
Haha I still don't think I'm good enough for you '
I'm sure that one day you'll find somebody perfect for you
And......... marrying is too complicated
I'm not going to think about it for a while until it's time to
No........... revenge........ it is really tempting......... but I don't want
that..........
merged: 08-18-2007 ~ 12:02am
Quote by 95Elizabeth
I don't want to be happy.... I wish I could be sad
forever.....
.............. I love you sooo! much TT____TT
........ I don't know why you are saying that all of a sudden but I won't let
you be sad.......... well......... at least I'll try my best..........
Elizabeth...... I'm sorry that I always disappoint you...........
Really really sorry...........
That's........ all I can say.......... and I really do mean what I say
I know it's not good enough but I hope you'll remember that I'm also only a
human.......
I do feel sad........ I do feel angry...... and some times I feel happy
I do feel pain...... and sometimes I just want everything to go
away.........
My heart feels so.......... heavy and...... I just feel a bit down........ right
now
That I can't help Caroline....... that....... Caroline doesn't seem
happy.........
I feel so angry at exal for what she's done to Caroline........
I feel so....... helpless...... that you don't seem happy........
I do feel like crying everyday for every one of my friends
And sometimes I feel so selfish that I don't want to share the pain of my
friends.........
.........
Anyway........ I have to go now............
I really do care for you a lot........ please be......... safe...... and.......
just........ sorry........
Really sorry........
Please take care........
See you
Quote by 95ElizabethIt's a pitty
isn't it.... Something as beautiful as a rose will one day be plucked by humans
for decoration.....
It's not wrong or right.... But.... Soon... The rose will wilt....
Am I being confusing again...? Sorry....
no you are not i get because with out it there what does life or beauty mean if
it is plucked the moment it has bloomed... ..but
even so i think it has lived a good life of love from all four elements and
growing into a beautiful flower that is made to be picked one day because it was
so beautiful.....i think that it was a good cause to live a nice life that
way...
Mmm... Do you dislike it when I call you cute...? Aha! Sorry! You're so CUTE! Ooops.... Hehe...
Of course I won't call you granpa..... Yep! Sit on you like your cousins! And
plus! Squeeze you to death! Like a teddy!
But you are like a baby! Always complaining! AH! I can't help it! YOU ARE JUST
SO CUTE! Especially when you're embarresed! CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE!
Mmm.... Christian.... Aww.... What a pitty... Too bad I'm not Christian... And
not loving.... And not understanding..... Haha! Just kidding! ^_^ maybe.....
^_^
............ So many requirements... I wonder where you're going to find
her....
No one can understand everything though.... And.... No one can be fully
loving.....
Depends what you mean by understanding and loving....
Loving.... If someone wants to kill you or someone else.... Your wife may have
to let the other person die....
And the person who dies won't think she's loving anymore....
Well! Have fun finding for her!
Medicine that will kill you....? ^_^ You're really odd you know! ^_^ In a good
way....
I don't hate humans really..... I just think.... They're stupid....
Vatican.... Do you think the people who protect you but killed the person who
was going to kill you is a hero...?
Well I don't really like it but........ it doesn't really matter
I'll let you call me cute cuz you're really cute as well
Sit on me and squeeze me....... sounds really scary
I'd like to hug you too like a teddy bear
I don't remember doing any of those things I
don't get embarrassed....... and I don't complain
Well maybe I do complain once in a while but me no get embarrassed!
Hahahaha....... were you thinking of marrying me?....... I'd love to but.......
well yeah..........
Well actually nothing else really matters as long as they are Christian
If the person who I will marry can't understand me, I just want her to
understand everybody else........
I know that nobody can understand anybody perfectly but just to a certain
limit
If somebody is trying to kill me......... my wife will just have to save that
person.........
I'm not going to look for her....... I'm just going to wait and just go along
with my life and if I do find her, hopefully I will marry her
Are you thinking of getting married Elizabeth? Well maybe too early for you and
maybe not........ You still have a lot of time to think it through
Well they taste terrible!
I......... don't want anybody to kill anybody because of me........... if
somebody does, that person is not my hero......... that person is not anybody's
hero........
...... I don't know...... I just think you're cute! ^_^ Absolutely cute! SWEET
SWEET SWEET! Like candy!
...... Can I call you grampa...? Just kidding! YOU'RE TOO CUTE TO BE OLD! I so
want to sit on you right now!
I wish I could full your fluffy little cheeks! Boys are so cute! .... Not in
that way..... Cute as in sweet adorable... Don't know...
I just think you're cute! ^_^
.... Requirements...? What...? TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME! .... Oh I know! They
can't be boys! Unless you're gay.....
Mmm.... You're the weirdest person I ever met..... SO CUTE! CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE!
EEEE! SO CUUUUTTTTEEE!
Red tea....? Kinda tastes weird.... I don't like coffee or alcohol... So...
Bitter... Reminds me of death.....
So.... Empty.... And cold....
Sorry for.... Sorry! Can't tell ya! ^_^
Uuu..... I luuvvv you so much TT____TT
But still not sure why you are calling me cute but still thank you for not
hating me TTTmTTT
Well...... you can call me grandpa I guess....... if you want to that is
And what do you mean sit on me? You mean like my cousins? *scared to death
TT__TT*
I feel that you are treating me like a baby........
Requirements? Well my parents don't care whoever I marry as long as they are
Christian and I think so too. Other than that, I just hope that whoever I marry
has a generous heart who can love others and me of course and understand
people
You're the first person who I told this TT__TT Sooo embarrassing TT__TT
Red tea is really bitter so I mix it with milk
I don't like them either.......
Alcohol and coffee really are bitter............ and alcohol is especially
bad
They remind me of.......... medicine........ but the ones that kill you
Please tell me? Pretty please? TT__TT
You're soooooo adorable and cute when you get all secretive
Quote by 95Elizabeth............ I am
not in darkness... I just don't have a reason to smile.... No one understands
me....
............ I was annoyed with vatican.... He is an idiot... No matter.... I
still like him..... And LIKE as in I DON'T LIKE him as in LIKE and DON'T and
LIKE and DON't and LIKE... I don't know....
O.O OOOOOO i get it so like as in friend but mad at the moment so
leave me alone at the moment thing.....sorry if this is wrong but seriously i'm
sorry if i said something that annoied you and im sorry for not understanding
that you don't want to smile because you don't have nor you just don't want
too......hope this makes you feel better ...cheers for elizabeth chan....
merged: 08-15-2007 ~ 07:51am
you know......i am really sorry but then again when i keep saying sorry i feel
your being angry with me but just too say...
thanks for being my friend ^_^.....
merged: 08-15-2007 ~ 09:53pm
Quote by 95Elizabeth..... I'm not
angry at you..... I never was... I'm never angry at anyone......... Hatred won't
change anything... I prefer being emotionless..... Like tea......
Empty.....
that makes me feel good and
if your like tea that means you have flava(flavor) but other wise your a good
person when your emotion less but still do you think emotion less is good for
you..... ....
............ All you do is complain...... Why.....?
Do I really make a difference to your life...?
You sound just like everyone else I trusted....
They said they would keep the promise! They said I made them happy! But they
were stupid cruel lies...
I hate lies... I absolutely hate them.....
Vatican.... If you lie to me even if it's just a white lie to make me feel
better... I'll hate you forever and ever....
And.... If you do ever lie I won't need to live anymore....
It makes no difference to me if I die or suffer.... I'm used to it.....
A lie is worst than a knife..... Hate lies.....
........
^_^ Lets not talk about sad stuff!
I can ask you anything right? ^_^
Are you married?
...... That's just stupid.....
Oh I know! Are you one of the guys who wish they had girl friends but are total
dorks? ^_^
....... That's just weird.....
Oh oh! Who's the most important to you? ^_^
....... I don't wanna know... I'll just answer that for you... Me! ^_^
Looks like I've answered all the questions for you!
....... But... Seriously... Who's the most important to you...?
Well! Have a nice day! I have a play on september and a singing performance on
September 2nd!
Maybe it's because I want to do something to make things better
Yes you make a huge difference in my life because I have one more person I can
love.........
Or else there would be more hatred in my heart..........
Elizabeth...... If I make you sad and if you don't like me anymore, I
understand......... but I am yet to find even myself.........
I won't lie to you........... and I don't remember if I did......... but I don't
believe so..........
And as I've said, you can ask me anything........... and I'll tell you the
truth
If it's something I know...........
Yup. You can ask me anything you want........ even very secretive private
questions (although some of the answers might be in PM )
Am I married?
Not yet.......... I turned 15 not so long ago........ lots of things to do
before I get married.......... if there is anyone who's willing to get married
to me that is
Girl friends?........ More than one?.........
Well I have friends who are girls but I never had a girlfriend..........
Because I don't want one........ and nobody would want me as a boyfriend either
...........
Most important?.......... I......... really don't want to say because that means
I like sombody better than somebody else and I love all my friends.........
But......... I don't know......... I think I would choose you if I really had to
pick one person to share my last cup of milk with.......... and I really like my
milk and I don't like sharing it......... but I think I can give you everything
if you want although there's not much that I have.........
I love my parents too but......... I know that they've fulfilled what they
needed to in life.........
And I love all my friends but.......... I feel that you're the sweetest
candy.........
September 2nd? Wow that's really close to your birthday......
I know that you will be awesome and if I can, I would love to go see you perform
but sadly I can't TTTmTTT
I have to sleep early from now on since school is starting tomorrow
And even if you think that I'm a meanie, I'll still think you're the sweetest
person in the world!
Maybe it's because I want to do something to make things better
Yes you make a huge difference in my life because I have one more person I can
love.........
Or else there would be more hatred in my heart..........
Elizabeth...... If I make you sad and if you don't like me anymore, I
understand......... but I am yet to find even myself.........
I won't lie to you........... and I don't remember if I did......... but I don't
believe so..........
And as I've said, you can ask me anything........... and I'll tell you the
truth
If it's something I know...........
Yup. You can ask me anything you want........ even very secretive private
questions (although some of the answers might be in PM )
Am I married?
Not yet.......... I turned 15 not so long ago........ lots of things to do
before I get married.......... if there is anyone who's willing to get married
to me that is
Girl friends?........ More than one?.........
Well I have friends who are girls but I never had a girlfriend..........
Because I don't want one........ and nobody would want me as a boyfriend either
...........
Most important?.......... I......... really don't want to say because that means
I like sombody better than somebody else and I love all my friends.........
But......... I don't know......... I think I would choose you if I really had to
pick one person to share my last cup of milk with.......... and I really like my
milk and I don't like sharing it......... but I think I can give you everything
if you want although there's not much that I have.........
I love my parents too but......... I know that they've fulfilled what they
needed to in life.........
And I love all my friends but.......... I feel that you're the sweetest
candy.........
September 2nd? Wow that's really close to your birthday......
I know that you will be awesome and if I can, I would love to go see you perform
but sadly I can't TTTmTTT
I have to sleep early from now on since school is starting tomorrow
And even if you think that I'm a meanie, I'll still think you're the sweetest
person in the world!
....... You are sooooo cute! I so wish I could pull your cheeks and sit on you
right now!
....... Would you marry anyone that is willing to marry you...?
....... Why do you always think bad about yourself anyway...?
You can't be that bad.....
....... Do you like milk...? I like tea! TEA TEA TEA TEA TEA! I like peppermint
tea, english breakfast, Lady's tea and earl gray and all types of tea! Except
chinese tea.....
Candy....? ^_^ I take that as a comment! YOU ARE SO CUTE! CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE
CUTE!
I wouldn't mind calling you cute for the rest of my life! CUTE!
....... Sorry....... OH OH! Not for calling you cute! Something else....
Sorry.....
Umm........ me cute?
Well......... ummm thank you?........ I think but I don't think boys are suppose
to be cute....... are they?
And me is too old to be cute
Of course not anybody.........
I do have requirements for the person who is going to marry me you know
Hmm......... I don't really know why I always under evaluate
myself..........
I luvvvvvvvv milk
But the milk in the Philippines doesn't taste so good.......... but I still like
it ^_^
Hmm haven't had tea in quite a while.........
I like jasmine tea and green tea....... also red tea with milk but my father
doesn't let me drink it because he says it has too much
caffeine.........
I think you're adorable as well
By the way......... what are you sorry about Eli-chama?
I'm feeling better now....... but gets worse from time to time
Hope I'll be better before school though.......
The camp thing....... was really boring........
There was nothing to do besides sports and I didn't have a ball or somebody to play with
So I just played on the swing...... and since I was sick, I couldn't play any team sports
Cooking?.......... I......... can't cook anything TTwTT
My mother won't let me go near the kitchen.......
And I don't think I have any talent for cooking
But I think I need to learn how to cook sooner or later
I told you already didn't I?
I think I already told you 2 times.........
It's you........ silly Eli........
If you don't trust me........ well..... I don't know........
But I am telling the truth.........
merged: 08-26-2007 ~ 05:04pm
Hehe........ I hope it will be better next year.........
Well....... what would you like me to do to prove my loyalty my princess?
merged: 08-26-2007 ~ 07:32pm
Hey! Just came by to tell thank you for RP'ing with me and others in the Neon Iris thread a while back. I guess its dead but I had fun.
Well, I guess this is by bye.
oo so your just a onfused person......
...
Hehe I'm back.........
Kinda....... sick......... it was really painful today but I'm recovering ^^
I didn't really make any friends........ hehe....... same as last year
It was more boring this year though......... because I was sick and stuff..... I couldn't really do anything.......
I won't forget......... about you......... if I did.......... I must be the stupidest person on this planet
Elizabeth........... Actually........ I don't want to say it..........
But....... well.......... I care about you a little bit more than I care about others.........
Didn't I tell you before?..........
........... well.......
Better sleep soon if I don't want to be sick again tomorrow
See you Elizabeth ^^
Take care
0-0. Thank you. I hope you do feel better. And you don't have to make me a card. I didn't even know you knew when my bday was. ^.^;;;; So I feel special just cause you said something. ^.^ Thank you very much.
merged: 08-24-2007 ~ 08:51pm
hehe. I'm sure he doesn't care about me anymore than the rest of his friends.
He does make me happy but thats just cause he seems to care...more than other people. [:
merged: 08-25-2007 ~ 09:15pm
I doubt it's me....I'm not that important anyways.
Probably you. Yall seem really close.
But I wouldn't know...
Milk? I like chocolate milk...normal milk is icky....I just felt the need to say that....xD. You probably don't care but...yeah...
Hehe..... I love you too sweety EliXD
We do think differently...... but you are right about us being all equal
I guess........ I didn't........ want them fighting anymore........
Maybe I thought it would be better if they did get divorced but I was afraid that...... maybe that my parents would just throw me away........ if they get sick of carrying me around......
I have seen....... so many people suffering...... but I never understood their pains truely because I've never experienced it
I know that your parents love you too.........
I'm not sure how your family relationship works....... but all parents love their child.........
My father said many cruel things too....... that I was useless and I would be better off somewhere in the streets.......
He told me to get out the house few times....... and when I did go out, my father came to look for me......
I believe that your parents are like that too..........
Umm Elizabeth........ well....... I don't know because........ some people put importance on religion....... if you look at some religion, the people are willing to kill others for their religion........
So...... well....... hmm........
I don't mind if my wife is buddhist, muslim or whatever as long as she doesn't complain about my faith
I know...... but even families argue and have things they don't agree with
I do really mean it........ I love your understanding heart, and I love how you care for others and how you help others
I understand how you feel....... I was....... an atheist until not so long ago
Well not really an atheist because I believed that there was God but I didn't have any faith in him
I understand why you think that........ but....... us humans are the ones who are wrong....... and God is right
From our perspective, we might be right and God might be wrong but we aren't perfect...... nobody is
And our consciousness of right and wrong is always varying from individual to individual
But God did make us..... and he is the only one who knows everything and the only one who is perfect
And I know that God loves me and cares for me and died for me.......
I hope that you'll understand that one day too ^^
I don't hate you at all....... just because we have different ideas that doesn't mean I don't like somebody
If I did, that would mean I wouldn't like everybody who's not Christian
And...... that's not true.... there are some Christians that I....... really don't like.........
A person is not determined solely by their belief but their heart as well
and I really do think that you have a beautiful and caring heart....
Hehe I know that birds to eat
Cold?......... Hmm are you cold?..... the weather is kinda hot here
Hehe take care Elizabeth and see you
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Well Eli....... mm........ I really don't know about your family
If they did adopt you....... I don't really understand why your family would treat you that way
If you are their real daughter....... I still don't understand why they treat you that way
Elizabeth..... you are my family and my friend so....... you do have somebody that cares about you.......
I........ sorry........ that I can't help......
I just..... don't really know what to do....... I don't know how to....... communicate with people well
I barely understand myself....... and I don't understand others.........
Hehe........ sorry...........
Sorry....... umm I didn't realize I talked about other people so much
I talk about you to other people too......
And other people have asked me about you........
Hope you feel better...........
.......... I feel so........... helpless TTmTT that I can't help you TTnTT
......... ummmm Elizabeth....... I am going somewhere tomorrow........ will be gone for about........ 3 days?......... I'm not too sure
Going on a school trip thing....... I didn't like it much last year hehe.........
The people were a bit mean....... and I didn't really have anything to do TTwTT
But..... hopefully I'll get to make some friends this time.........
So.........
........... See you when I get back ^^
I'm gonna miss you................ TTnTT
I feel so terrible leaving you when you're feeling down........
Just....... hang on........ although I don't know if I can help you........ but I always care for you...........
Sorry......... see you in a few days Elizabeth
Take care
Oh damn.... thats long
Hiya Eli
........ Because he's an idiot that only cares about others and only thinks about sad things... Sheesh..... Are you even sure you know him....? Doesn't he tell you things...?
well yeah...i know vatican.....but he dosen't tell me alot of things like he does with some of his other friends.......
Elizabeth!........ I missed you a lot TTwTT
I do have hope........ but I don't want to blame anybody else........
It's....... hard to change who I am......... But I'm getting better at least
I've changed quite a lot....... but I do have bad days...... and when I do, I go back to my gloomy old self again
........ Yeah....... maybe I did........ make Caroline sad........
Hehe...... I have some great friends........
Well...... my thought was that........ because I love somebody enough to sacrifice myself, it makes me also happy if I can change somebody's life even a tiny bit......... am I wrong?......... umm........
You have a kind and understanding heart Elizabeth........
I have a hard time understanding how others feel........ because I'm....... always having hard time just trying to find out how I feel about something
I don't........ really mind them scolding me anymore....... I wish...... they'd just not fight anymore
They fought again on my birthday this year....... and...... they said...... that they don't trust each other anymore........ I always wondered if they would get divorced....... I was...... always scared of that.......
I wished they would...... but at the same time I didn't because I didn't want to be alone.......
Hehe...... but I think they forgot all about the fight........
They always do....... I think they also have really bad memory because they always seem like they never fought after 3 or 4 days
I am grateful that I have friends who care about me ^^
...... I'm just....... a bit scared of Koreans......... and I just....... have a lot of bad memories because of them........
Elizabeth..... it doesn't really matter if I marry an atheist or a buddhist but I just said Christian because if I married somebody with another religion, they might not like me going to church and stuff.........
And Elizabeth...... you might not really care much about God or religion but to me God is different from your perspective of God......
Well I won't go too far into it since you might not be interested in it and I don't really know much about God either
Uuu...... You are so kind TTnTT
Well Elizabeth............. umm........ I don't really know what else to say
I...... well....... sorry......
See you ^^
why would you say that okay vatican has done something bad to you but does losing voice make you die i love to sing as well but if i lose my voice i don't know what i will do but still i wouldn't want to di.....(thinks over) actually i probably will but why i don't know because people that loves to sing think precious of there voice i guess so i'd probabaly think of dying....but whatever vatican did why don't you forgive and forget......
.....
merged: 08-20-2007 ~ 07:54pm
well i will try to make people happy but if i see i can't then i'll stop but isn't thinking of others good but not before himself thats bad and...well why is he selfish....
...
merged: 08-21-2007 ~ 08:26pm
OO i get it....but why would vatican do that
....i can get helping people but don't over do it...and smetimes you just have
to let people solve ther own problems...
Elizabeth........ I'll admit it..........
I cannot understand how you feel......... because I can only understand myself
And........ I still think that I'm not good enough for anybody
I'm a sinful creature......... every single day........
It was really pathetic
Never asked for any friends......... but I realized I was lonely..... I didn't want to be alone........
And....... every single day....... there were so many people I wanted to kill........
You know....... I........ really am........ really tired........ this time........ I really don't want this anymore.........
How everything always seem to go to the worst...........
I knew you cared........ but I always felt so insecure........
Even when I had friends........ I felt so scared.........
What I would become........ what I would do to you one day........
How everything will just be useless in the end.......
Now I can't even take care of myself....... I can't protect the people around me........
To see my parents sigh in dispair everyday....... it really is painful
And my parents are the people who I wished were dead the most........
.......... I really wanted to die.........
I didn't want to remember anybody....... didn't want anybody to remember me.......
And just disappear..........
If you want to just ignore me and pretend that we never met........ it's okay
If you want to curse me everyday with hatred........ it's okay
I'll understand......... because I don't really deserve anybody's love........
But as I've promised........ I always love you no matter what.......
Not because I promised......... but because I do.......
I would die for you a million times if I can save you...........
I would give you all I have..........
I want to tell you one more thing......... I am a human
But I am only me........ I am not like everybody else
I am different........ I am..........
I know that I'm not much but I am not anybody else
I am just me
I don't want anybody getting blamed because of me
I don't want anybody crying because of me........
So if you must blame somebody....... you can blame me and not the humanity........
Elizabeth........ I don't have anything else to say.......
If......... you must hate me......... it's okay if it will make you feel even a tiny bit better........
But........ please be safe.......
I think I need some time....... to just........ clear things up happening around me and just........... I....... really am confused and tired...........so I might not be online for a while
It might not matter to you but I'm going to miss you......... please take care
Hi eli-chan! just stopping by to say, TAKE CARE! and good day
you see i understand you so it is okay to say that elizabeth-chan is right in most things and she is very very smart
.....i think that the most of you....
......... Elizabeth........... you're.......... so mean.........
..............
I'm........... I'm........ sorry..........
merged: 08-18-2007 ~ 06:16pm
And Elizabeth............... if you are telling me to stop caring about Caroline.........
I won't.......... even if it's from you, I can't stop caring about her......... and if you don't like me for that.......... I don't know but I won't stop caring for somebody who's important to me..........
You are special to me in a different way that Caroline is special to me..........
And you are special in a different way from all my friends..........
But if you are asking me to just forget about my friends......... I can't do that............
well then i know i have lived a life and i was liked.....what about you?...
....
No I don't! I don't I don't I don't!
I don't get embarrassed
I know I'm not good enough for you.........
Well as I've said, I'll still be your friend when I get married and I'll still love you when I get old
Well yes....... if she does care about me she will be sad but she shouldn't get revenge on that person even if that person did kill me..........
Killing......... is never right........ and I will never kill......... even if I have to die instead of them....... I don't want to........ that's why I don't want to go to military
I'm not going to kill anybody anyway...........
Well.......... yeah
merged: 08-17-2007 ~ 11:38pm
Haha I still don't think I'm good enough for you
'
I'm sure that one day you'll find somebody perfect for you
And......... marrying is too complicated
I'm not going to think about it for a while until it's time to
No........... revenge........ it is really tempting......... but I don't want that..........
merged: 08-18-2007 ~ 12:02am
.............. I love you sooo! much TT____TT
........ I don't know why you are saying that all of a sudden but I won't let you be sad.......... well......... at least I'll try my best..........
Elizabeth...... I'm sorry that I always disappoint you...........
Really really sorry...........
That's........ all I can say.......... and I really do mean what I say
I know it's not good enough but I hope you'll remember that I'm also only a human.......
I do feel sad........ I do feel angry...... and some times I feel happy
I do feel pain...... and sometimes I just want everything to go away.........
My heart feels so.......... heavy and...... I just feel a bit down........ right now
That I can't help Caroline....... that....... Caroline doesn't seem happy.........
I feel so angry at exal for what she's done to Caroline........
I feel so....... helpless...... that you don't seem happy........
I do feel like crying everyday for every one of my friends
And sometimes I feel so selfish that I don't want to share the pain of my friends.........
.........
Anyway........ I have to go now............
I really do care for you a lot........ please be......... safe...... and....... just........ sorry........
Really sorry........
Please take care........
See you
no you are not i get because with out it there what does life or beauty mean if it is plucked the moment it has bloomed...
..but
even so i think it has lived a good life of love from all four elements and
growing into a beautiful flower that is made to be picked one day because it was
so beautiful.....i think that it was a good cause to live a nice life that
way...
Well I don't really like it but........ it doesn't really matter
I'll let you call me cute cuz you're really cute as well
Sit on me and squeeze me....... sounds really scary
I
don't get embarrassed....... and I don't complain 
I'd like to hug you too like a teddy bear
I don't remember doing any of those things
Well maybe I do complain once in a while but me no get embarrassed!
Hahahaha....... were you thinking of marrying me?....... I'd love to but....... well yeah..........
Well actually nothing else really matters as long as they are Christian
If the person who I will marry can't understand me, I just want her to understand everybody else........
I know that nobody can understand anybody perfectly but just to a certain limit
If somebody is trying to kill me......... my wife will just have to save that person.........
I'm not going to look for her....... I'm just going to wait and just go along with my life and if I do find her, hopefully I will marry her
Are you thinking of getting married Elizabeth? Well maybe too early for you and maybe not........ You still have a lot of time to think it through
Well they taste terrible!
I......... don't want anybody to kill anybody because of me........... if somebody does, that person is not my hero......... that person is not anybody's hero........
hihi i'm gwud =3 no,ure my fwen =3
itz
okie
hello how are you?
Uuu..... I luuvvv you so much TT____TT
But still not sure why you are calling me cute but still thank you for not hating me TTTmTTT
Well...... you can call me grandpa I guess....... if you want to that is
And what do you mean sit on me? You mean like my cousins? *scared to death TT__TT*
I feel that you are treating me like a baby........
Requirements? Well my parents don't care whoever I marry as long as they are Christian and I think so too. Other than that, I just hope that whoever I marry has a generous heart who can love others and me of course and understand people
You're the first person who I told this TT__TT Sooo embarrassing TT__TT
Red tea is really bitter so I mix it with milk
I don't like them either.......
Alcohol and coffee really are bitter............ and alcohol is especially bad
They remind me of.......... medicine........ but the ones that kill you
Please tell me? Pretty please? TT__TT
You're soooooo adorable and cute when you get all secretive
O.O
OOOOOO i get it so like as in friend but mad at the moment so
leave me alone at the moment thing.....sorry if this is wrong but seriously i'm
sorry if i said something that annoied you and im sorry for not understanding
that you don't want to smile because you don't have nor you just don't want
too......hope this makes you feel better 
...cheers for elizabeth chan....
merged: 08-15-2007 ~ 07:51am
you know......i am really sorry but then again when i keep saying sorry i feel your being angry with me but just too say...
thanks for being my friend ^_^.....
merged: 08-15-2007 ~ 09:53pm
that makes me feel good
and
if your like tea that means you have flava(flavor) but other wise your a good
person when your emotion less but still do you think emotion less is good for
you..... 
....
Maybe it's because I want to do something to make things better
Yes you make a huge difference in my life because I have one more person I can love.........
Or else there would be more hatred in my heart..........
Elizabeth...... If I make you sad and if you don't like me anymore, I understand......... but I am yet to find even myself.........
I won't lie to you........... and I don't remember if I did......... but I don't believe so..........
And as I've said, you can ask me anything........... and I'll tell you the truth
If it's something I know...........
Yup. You can ask me anything you want........ even very secretive private questions (although some of the answers might be in PM
)
Am I married?
Not yet.......... I turned 15 not so long ago........ lots of things to do before I get married.......... if there is anyone who's willing to get married to me that is
Girl friends?........ More than one?.........
...........
Well I have friends who are girls but I never had a girlfriend..........
Because I don't want one........ and nobody would want me as a boyfriend either
Most important?.......... I......... really don't want to say because that means I like sombody better than somebody else and I love all my friends.........
But......... I don't know......... I think I would choose you if I really had to pick one person to share my last cup of milk with.......... and I really like my milk and I don't like sharing it......... but I think I can give you everything if you want although there's not much that I have.........
I love my parents too but......... I know that they've fulfilled what they needed to in life.........
And I love all my friends but.......... I feel that you're the sweetest candy.........
September 2nd? Wow that's really close to your birthday......
I know that you will be awesome and if I can, I would love to go see you perform but sadly I can't TTTmTTT
I have to sleep early from now on since school is starting tomorrow
And even if you think that I'm a meanie, I'll still think you're the sweetest person in the world!
merged: 08-14-2007 ~ 10:50pm
Umm........ me cute?
Well......... ummm thank you?........ I think but I don't think boys are suppose to be cute....... are they?
And me is too old to be cute
Of course not anybody.........
I do have requirements for the person who is going to marry me you know
Hmm......... I don't really know why I always under evaluate myself..........
I luvvvvvvvv milk
But the milk in the Philippines doesn't taste so good.......... but I still like it ^_^
Hmm haven't had tea in quite a while.........
I like jasmine tea and green tea....... also red tea with milk but my father doesn't let me drink it because he says it has too much caffeine.........
I think you're adorable as well
By the way......... what are you sorry about Eli-chama?
Thankie Eli^^
And your still sweet as ever