Quote by vatican92Yeah I was kinda like that too........ Our family had to keep moving around just when I was about just getting used to it and making friends
But it is sad that your family is splitting apart..........

Cheer up Caroline....... well.......... I really feel bad I can't help out.........

You're nothing like that Caroline........ I know that you are a kind comforting person.......... I know that because you're my sister and you've been a great sister so far

I think exal........ is just......... well........
I don't know how her life is so I can't say why she's like that but I think she has a reason
And I believe that you didn't do anything against exal..........

And you've comforted me also........
Ever since I've known you, I had lots of fun and comfort.........
Although I thought you were kinda acting

I'm not too kinda at all........
I thought you were much more nicer than me
I......... I'm not that kind........
And I agree........ you're not evil at all and I know it

Yeah..... and PE teachers are strict........
We can choose any subject as long as we take 4 years of math, 4years of English, 3 of social studies, 3 years of science and 2 years of foreign language

One day we should meet....... I'm thinking of meeting Elizabeth one day as well
I get really nervous too....... and get really really quiet.......... but I really want to meet you.........

I think I'll be okay.......
You be careful too my lovely sister
Have a safe flight......... I feel so sad TT___TT
And you aren't even leaving........ Well......... be safe........

splitting? no...what i meant was we all will just be living in different places....splitting sounds a strong word....

er...i feel that you're thinking that i'm really sad about something.....well, no no...i'm not....it's just that i'm a little stressed out and nervous about going there.....

exal.....ahhh....i don't know...she's ok....but sometimes she really sounds very rude....she'll be happy now that i'm leaving.....

and what exactly do you mean by acting? do you think i'm lying? or lied? or something like that......

oh yes...ofcourse i'm much better if i'm typing...coz i think and write........sometimes....
but if i'm talking to someone face to face or on the phone.....well, it's different....i don't really think much beore speaking....and i get angry very soon....

vatican....if you're feeling sad coz of me....pls dont...i don't want to make anybody sad...

so what foreign language are you interested in?

and i finally have everything packed and ready....my flight is tommorow at 9am, i'll be laeving from home at 7am though....

so little vatican...be safe...and try not to be sad.... enjoy life.... and do continue writing to me....or i'll cry....
<^^*)(*^^*SMILE PLS*^^*)(*^^>

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one more thing...Thank you
.....for taking time to write to me and also....for being my little brother...

..... Maybe you're not that bad.... Maybe I should think about marrying you afterall...
Haha! Just kidding! ^_^
Well killing is wrong... But you can't blame your wife for caring about you and taking revenge...

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I don't want to be happy.... I wish I could be sad forever.....

Quote: Fantasy!~ Very very Sorry for the late reply

Blazers.... wonder why we were talking about it

China?.... French people?..... that's really..... an odd combination

I see.... I heard that China restricts a lot of sites

The internet here is quite slow as well but it's ok

And thank you for the happy birthday ^_^

I'm just glad that you took the time to drop by

No need for any cards

Have a good time there~ or are you already back from the trip?

Hi!

I'm at back home now~^^

I'd arrived on the 13th but I'm quite busy so I don't have time for MT ...

TT^TT

~~~~~~~~

Well...most of them are Chinese people who immigrated to France.

I really had a great time there, the people are so nice!

I missed them alot...

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Well I don't really like it but........ it doesn't really matter
I'll let you call me cute cuz you're really cute as well

Sit on me and squeeze me....... sounds really scary
I'd like to hug you too like a teddy bear
I don't remember doing any of those things I don't get embarrassed....... and I don't complain
Well maybe I do complain once in a while but me no get embarrassed!

Hahahaha....... were you thinking of marrying me?....... I'd love to but....... well yeah..........
Well actually nothing else really matters as long as they are Christian
If the person who I will marry can't understand me, I just want her to understand everybody else........
I know that nobody can understand anybody perfectly but just to a certain limit

If somebody is trying to kill me......... my wife will just have to save that person.........
I'm not going to look for her....... I'm just going to wait and just go along with my life and if I do find her, hopefully I will marry her

Are you thinking of getting married Elizabeth? Well maybe too early for you and maybe not........ You still have a lot of time to think it through

Well they taste terrible!

I......... don't want anybody to kill anybody because of me........... if somebody does, that person is not my hero......... that person is not anybody's hero........

YOU ARE SO SWEET!
You do get embarresed..... Always....
Well... Think what you like! You do get embarresed....
>_> ...... Well...... I mean.... You're not that bad....... Pretty cute..... Of course not!
What makes you think I would want to marry you! Of course not! Haha! Never! You are sooo not good enough for me! Yes yes!
...... Christian...... Christian..... Christian...... Mmm.... Nope! I'm still not Christian!
...... Wouldn't that be selfish...? If your wife saves that person... She will feel sad for the rest of her life without you....
CORRECT! People who kill are NOT heroes! A+++ for that answer! ^_^

Quote by vatican92Caroline.......... well........... I can't help you........... I really really want to but the only thing I can do is just pray for you........... and I am sorry for that...... but since you chose to do this, I believe that you can do well whatever you do in fashion or designing

I know at least a bit how things feel when things change around you and you have to move into a new environment........ I've done that all my life........

Leaving the things that are familiar to you........ to leave the place where you call home........ leave the people who you call friends..........

If you don't feel like doing any work, just relax, do what you enjoy doing and you can just do that later........ right?....... or maybe I'm wrong....... sorry

Well whether people there are nice or not, I think that you should approach them first and be enthusiastic about what you're doing
I know that it's easy said than done but I know that you can be friends with everybody there and help them out ^^

I am...... doing okay
Typhoons come very often in the Philippines........ but this time I heard it was a super typhoon although i'm not sure what that is....... I don't think it's here in the Philippines yet but I think it is in the path of typhoon........
School......... well....... no new friends yet and still kinda deciding what I should take for courses....... Trying to change my schedule around........
I don't really like PE........ it's too hard and the teacher is too strict...........

Elizabeth? Mmm........ I don't know how she is doing in her real life but she didn't seem as gloomy as she was before so I'm glad she is......

Caroline......... I don't expect you to do anything for me but all I wish from you is for you to be happy at least while you're living...........
I'm sure that we'll meet one day........ somehow
And remember that there are people who love you....... and I am one of those who do
So always try your best ^^

it's not something new in my life.....since both my parents are in the defence....so they get transfers every year...and we have to move.....it takes me so long....atleast a year to get used to everyone....and then finally when i get some friends....we have to leave.....my parents are going to get another transfer next year......well, he was supposed to get two years back.....but since this place is really good for schooling...he decided to take 2 years study leave which is gonna end next year....i think my parents are planning to send exal to some boarding next year.....and i don't think my mom will get posted to the same place as my dad....so it seems by next year....all four of us will be living separately....

my dad told me to complete the rest of the packing in the evening.....he went to sleep ....and my mother is not at home...and exal won't help ...and i can't do it alone.....

to be happy while i'm living? hmm....ya, nobody knows what's going to happen in death....exal keeps telling i'll be thrown into the fiery lake of hell and burn there forever.....ok, all she said was i think you'll end up in hell.....and i keep asking her what have i done.......all she says you're just meaneee.....sometimes i wonder am i really that evil to make someone think i'll be thrown into....oh well, i don't really believe in hell or heaven.....what strucks me is...am i that bad or......evil

about elizabeth.....i think you really have comforted her a lot....and that's really nice....she seems very happy talking to you....

wish i could be nice too like you...wish i could help others....but i know i can't....looks like that's how my nature is....but, i won't give up...i don't want to...i'm not evil....

PE....i never liked that either....for a warm up we needed to take three circles of the ground....and the ground of our school was so huge.....
...so what subjects do you have for choices?

meet you.... ...... ummm...that's...do you think something like that can happen?....i really get nervous when i've to meet somebody...and i end up giving such a serious look that the other person think i'm gonna eat him any minute........but, ya i do want to meet my little brother....

you be careful ok...and specially from that super mega giant scary typhoon....

Hello too.
Miss me? ^^

Quote by vatican92Aania! I already miss you TT___TT
And you haven't even gone yet........

I just wanted to drop by and say hi...........

Well um........ don't know if you're going to read this but........
Hope you have a safe flight

Always praying for you

my head is spinning....i'm feeling so frustrated......i don't know why.....i still have tons of stuff to pack...but instead i'm sitting like an idiot on the computer...and i stilll won't get up....

my room looks a mess now....with things scattered here and there...but i just don't feel like doing any work...

hmm....why do i complain so much....and that too about myself....

i'm feeling so nervous now.....i hope people there are nice.....

how are you? you said something about a typhoon in your place....is everything ok? how's school going on and how's elizabeth?

jack in the bean pot? you can do better then that...
yeah im doing fine..im in stitches...literally!
yeah i always hang around the chat lounge

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Uuu..... I luuvvv you so much TT____TT
But still not sure why you are calling me cute but still thank you for not hating me TTTmTTT

Well...... you can call me grandpa I guess....... if you want to that is
And what do you mean sit on me? You mean like my cousins? *scared to death TT__TT*

I feel that you are treating me like a baby........

Requirements? Well my parents don't care whoever I marry as long as they are Christian and I think so too. Other than that, I just hope that whoever I marry has a generous heart who can love others and me of course and understand people
You're the first person who I told this TT__TT Sooo embarrassing TT__TT

Red tea is really bitter so I mix it with milk
I don't like them either.......
Alcohol and coffee really are bitter............ and alcohol is especially bad
They remind me of.......... medicine........ but the ones that kill you

Please tell me? Pretty please? TT__TT
You're soooooo adorable and cute when you get all secretive

Mmm... Do you dislike it when I call you cute...? Aha! Sorry! You're so CUTE! Ooops.... Hehe...
Of course I won't call you granpa..... Yep! Sit on you like your cousins! And plus! Squeeze you to death! Like a teddy!
But you are like a baby! Always complaining! AH! I can't help it! YOU ARE JUST SO CUTE! Especially when you're embarresed! CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE!

Mmm.... Christian.... Aww.... What a pitty... Too bad I'm not Christian... And not loving.... And not understanding..... Haha! Just kidding! ^_^ maybe..... ^_^
............ So many requirements... I wonder where you're going to find her....
No one can understand everything though.... And.... No one can be fully loving.....
Depends what you mean by understanding and loving....
Loving.... If someone wants to kill you or someone else.... Your wife may have to let the other person die....
And the person who dies won't think she's loving anymore....
Well! Have fun finding for her!

Medicine that will kill you....? ^_^ You're really odd you know! ^_^ In a good way....

I don't hate humans really..... I just think.... They're stupid....
Vatican.... Do you think the people who protect you but killed the person who was going to kill you is a hero...?

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Yup........ as long as it's not raining on me

Hmm I see...... my mother told me I was crying like hell.........

Everybody I saw with siblings don't want them but everybody without a sibling wants them.......

I wish I had anything......... either a bro or a sis.........

Maki?........ you mean Makiyasha? You know her personally? Cool......
So Maki going to Europe now? Lucky her

Mint?...... what does mint have to do with doggies?

I don't like pooping animals either....... what happened to the hygene?

Hmm I see........ interesting topic...... wish our school had more debates

I got a freakishly strict PE teacher this year and I'm scared to death TT_TT

i know what you mean O____O last year, my PE teacher was as docile as a lamb...and very lenient towards the students

imagine my surprise when this years teacher was the Senior School PE teacher =___= a raging holy terror O_O and she is STRICT i tell you

AHHHHHH! *runs away screaming* shes very fair, i suppose - but she doesnt let you off for forgetting your PE uniform

quite plainly - she terrifies me O_______O

oo - is it raining where you are? its heaps sunny here and apparently its going to storm on monday >___>;;

weather just cant make up its mind id prefer it rainy tho =D

really? i can remember quite well the experience - when i was bitten, i was bawling my lungs out O_O xD

thats true eyy c'est la vie D: thats life

yes! Makiyasha! or - which i think you may know now - Celeste

she's my little sisters best friend - there the same age, and she used to come round our house alot for lunch and sleepovers

at the begining i was under the impression that she was one of those really shrill-voiced, boisterous little kids

but then i got to know her - and shes one of my best friends

BUTTHENSHELEFT! melbourne is in australia xD im still in perth tho >____<

i go high on mint :3 dunno what correspondence it has with canines tho O_O

LOL! pooping animals = lmao xPP dunno - disappeared

hmm - i have to deal with my everlasting homework pile TT_____TT

takecare

hello vman! big v.. whats shaken?

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Quote by micey02Nothing's been happening much lately
School starting again......... kinda nervous

really when is it starting?... mines is starting on the 27 august... ...what about you...

Mine started yesterday........ School is kinda getting..... stressful but it'll be okay

really cool i can't wait for mines to start because because my school is is is is really really easy is your easy as mines..... .....

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I don't really like school....... it's okay though
Kinda hard for me
Especially Physical education, Physics and Algebra2..... and maybe Spanish

ahhh get it but do you have friends in school...

Quote by vatican92

Umm........ me cute?
Well......... ummm thank you?........ I think but I don't think boys are suppose to be cute....... are they?
And me is too old to be cute

Of course not anybody.........
I do have requirements for the person who is going to marry me you know

Hmm......... I don't really know why I always under evaluate myself..........

I luvvvvvvvv milk
But the milk in the Philippines doesn't taste so good.......... but I still like it ^_^
Hmm haven't had tea in quite a while.........
I like jasmine tea and green tea....... also red tea with milk but my father doesn't let me drink it because he says it has too much caffeine.........

I think you're adorable as well

By the way......... what are you sorry about Eli-chama?

...... I don't know...... I just think you're cute! ^_^ Absolutely cute! SWEET SWEET SWEET! Like candy!
...... Can I call you grampa...? Just kidding! YOU'RE TOO CUTE TO BE OLD! I so want to sit on you right now!
I wish I could full your fluffy little cheeks! Boys are so cute! .... Not in that way..... Cute as in sweet adorable... Don't know...
I just think you're cute! ^_^

.... Requirements...? What...? TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME! .... Oh I know! They can't be boys! Unless you're gay.....

Mmm.... You're the weirdest person I ever met..... SO CUTE! CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE! EEEE! SO CUUUUTTTTEEE!
Red tea....? Kinda tastes weird.... I don't like coffee or alcohol... So... Bitter... Reminds me of death.....
So.... Empty.... And cold....

Sorry for.... Sorry! Can't tell ya! ^_^

Quote by vatican92
Hello Ithndaml! Long time no speak
I hope you are doing fine
I'm doing........... pretty well.........
Oh, is this the first time you saw my photo

See you around soon Ithnadml!

Hey vatican! Long time indeed!
yes this was the first time i have saw your picture. I like it!
You are doing ... pretty well? or you are doing pretty well in reality? I hope it is the second part and you are doing indeed pretty well. That will pseased me.

Quote by vatican92Great scan!
Love Train's expression

Thank you for your comment and fav! ^_^

Nothing's been happening much lately
School starting again......... kinda nervous

really when is it starting?... mines is starting on the 27 august... ...what about you...

Quote by vatican92Well I prefer modern with a little pinch of future because modern time is what we know best and if it gets too future or too past, it gets confusing.......

Thanks for replying, I'll keep that in mind.

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Maybe it's because I want to do something to make things better
Yes you make a huge difference in my life because I have one more person I can love.........
Or else there would be more hatred in my heart..........

Elizabeth...... If I make you sad and if you don't like me anymore, I understand......... but I am yet to find even myself.........

I won't lie to you........... and I don't remember if I did......... but I don't believe so..........
And as I've said, you can ask me anything........... and I'll tell you the truth
If it's something I know...........

Yup. You can ask me anything you want........ even very secretive private questions (although some of the answers might be in PM )

Am I married?
Not yet.......... I turned 15 not so long ago........ lots of things to do before I get married.......... if there is anyone who's willing to get married to me that is

Girl friends?........ More than one?.........
Well I have friends who are girls but I never had a girlfriend..........
Because I don't want one........ and nobody would want me as a boyfriend either ...........

Most important?.......... I......... really don't want to say because that means I like sombody better than somebody else and I love all my friends.........
But......... I don't know......... I think I would choose you if I really had to pick one person to share my last cup of milk with.......... and I really like my milk and I don't like sharing it......... but I think I can give you everything if you want although there's not much that I have.........
I love my parents too but......... I know that they've fulfilled what they needed to in life.........
And I love all my friends but.......... I feel that you're the sweetest candy.........

September 2nd? Wow that's really close to your birthday......
I know that you will be awesome and if I can, I would love to go see you perform but sadly I can't TTTmTTT

I have to sleep early from now on since school is starting tomorrow
And even if you think that I'm a meanie, I'll still think you're the sweetest person in the world!

....... You are sooooo cute! I so wish I could pull your cheeks and sit on you right now!
....... Would you marry anyone that is willing to marry you...?
....... Why do you always think bad about yourself anyway...?
You can't be that bad.....
....... Do you like milk...? I like tea! TEA TEA TEA TEA TEA! I like peppermint tea, english breakfast, Lady's tea and earl gray and all types of tea! Except chinese tea.....
Candy....? ^_^ I take that as a comment! YOU ARE SO CUTE! CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE!
I wouldn't mind calling you cute for the rest of my life! CUTE!

....... Sorry....... OH OH! Not for calling you cute! Something else.... Sorry.....

Dear vatican92,

I read some of your poetry in your forum threads. I must admit they are probably the best I have encountered here on Minitokyo. Please keep up the good work.

Sulibres

Quote by vatican92Poor Chise

Hey vatican92! How are you doing? Its being a long time since we have spoke! Well how life is treating you?
And nice photo you have there, you are looking good!
Thank you also for your comment and the fav on my Saikano scans, i'm very glad you liked it.
I'll be seeing you around vatican!

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Know what you mean
Once we had to classify trees when it was totally pouring and I got my answer sheet all wet

I like the rain as long as I'm not getting poured on

I got stung when I was younger........ I have no memory of it but my mother told me
I bet it hurts with all the poison and the sharp needly part

You're soooo~~~ lucky
I'm an only child......... I wish I had either a brother or a sister....... anything is better than being alone
Even a puppy isn't that bad although it's not as good as a sibling

So no brother?

Dogs? I was never afraid of them
Even those big German Sheperds......... even the ones that bite
I give it a go and try petting them and if they bite back, I just back off

Global destruction?.......... Not global warming?

Yup still awkward.............

Running around?....... I just get headaches from just sitting down and thinking what to drink

XD i hate it when that happens! @.@ my paper is like: when i bring it indoors yeah, i prefer the rain as long as its not raining on me other than that its fine

yeow! O_O lessee...only insect ive been bitten by is...i think - a bullant? dunno, i was like, 4 my mother said O_O but i think she can guarantee that i shrieked like hell >___>;;

i always was a noisy toddler...

your alone? oo, i used to think all the time that i wanted to be an only child! i prefer being by myself and not having others depend on me to do their chores

but i guess were all different

yup, no brother O_O i always wanted a little one to play with, and an older one to annoy...but i have sisters instead

AH! i wanna puppy! Maki-chan gave me her baby cactus [i call it Yachiru] before she left for Melbourne

WHYDIDSHEHAVETOLEAVEEEE?! *distraught*

and yeah! when i get asked if i have pets, i tell them: "a baby cactus...!" <333 and they go: buahahaha - okeii, im getting OOC

must be the minties i was eating

anyway - dogs? haha, i used to be scared of them - but i really like them now - but my big sister is the one whos really good at taking care of them o.0

my friend has a pet chihuahua - and its playball is like, a 10c australian cent its so cute...when its not pooping >_________>;; which it does, like 3/4 the time

or so it seems

the topic was: "the world isnt safe anymore" i.e, terrorism, global warming, etc killed my braincells it did

yep, still awkward

AHA! LOL! LOL! LOL! <-- thats alot of 'LOL's' o.0 yes, running around O_O tomorrow we have to run 1.6 km =_________=

AHHHHH! @.@ major headache coming yukiyo's way

Quote by vatican92
When I was in 6th grade
I learned French for a short while so I barely know any but it's better than nothing
Hmm....... why is French romantic?

Yeah.... you can never translate foreign names into correct English spelling
Cagalli is a Japanese name?....... I wonder if Athrun is also a Japanese name

Yeah Stellar is my favorite female character in GS/GSD

Well umm....... see ya

french sounded romantic for me....can u hear or see how r they speaking in french....? i think its romantic...^^'

oh...u r learn french when u were in 6th grade......?
u learn at school or u learn it coz u want....?

ah....cagalli japanese name is kagari...in english cagalli....athrun in japan...asuran or asran....

and avel in japan...auru...well if u want u can searc ur japanese name too....^^

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Well here you go........
I didn't have time so........ well but I tried my best..........
Hope you like it

Ah sweet!
Thankie Vat

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No......... it's not that
It's because......... my mother can't help me............
So even if I did tell her, it would just make her feel helpless..........
I did tell her once......... and I just made her feel bad
And my father doesn't......... really understand what I'm feeling.........
Or sometimes it seems like he doesn't really care.......

I'm not lying.......... and I think they should know about now..........
My parents should already know......... how I'm feeling
They're probably just ignoring it......... or just hoping that I would just feel fine tomorrow when I wake up........

I do know....... because my parents lie to me as well
They still have so many things they won't tell me
And my friends......... who have lied....... all the people around me

And as I said....... I really.......... don't know........ how I feel sometimes
Even today........ I wondered about so many things....... if I truely can love others....... if I truely feel sad or happy at all

I know there are people waiting for me.........
And I do feel happy........ about that because I feel that I am needed........ I feel that I am somebody........ and........ I am happy that you.......... care enough for me to get angry because of me.........
And I'll always tell you the truth....... if you ask me......... everything......... ok?
Even if it's embarassing.........

Thank you Elizabeth ^^

I love you more everyday

............ All you do is complain...... Why.....?
Do I really make a difference to your life...?
You sound just like everyone else I trusted....
They said they would keep the promise! They said I made them happy! But they were stupid cruel lies...
I hate lies... I absolutely hate them.....
Vatican.... If you lie to me even if it's just a white lie to make me feel better... I'll hate you forever and ever....
And.... If you do ever lie I won't need to live anymore....
It makes no difference to me if I die or suffer.... I'm used to it.....
A lie is worst than a knife..... Hate lies.....
........

^_^ Lets not talk about sad stuff!
I can ask you anything right? ^_^
Are you married?
...... That's just stupid.....
Oh I know! Are you one of the guys who wish they had girl friends but are total dorks? ^_^
....... That's just weird.....
Oh oh! Who's the most important to you? ^_^
....... I don't wanna know... I'll just answer that for you... Me! ^_^
Looks like I've answered all the questions for you!
....... But... Seriously... Who's the most important to you...?
Well! Have a nice day! I have a play on september and a singing performance on September 2nd!