A brief candle; both ends burning
An endless mile; a bus wheel turning
A friend to share the lonesome times
A handshake and a sip of wine
So say it loud and let it ring
We are all a part of everything
The future, present and the past
Fly on proud bird
You're free at last.
Big sister,you believed in me so much.I will miss
you,but I will not forget you.I promise I will try my best to be a better artist
and do the things I need to do for myself,and finally have someone just for me
to make you happy.
It's really hard to believe when someone you know just passes away so suddenly.
I never really got to really thank you for helping me with my latest wall. I
really do appreciate it and you are really a strong inspiration to me. You were
always willing to help others and you were always patient with me. Thanks for
being such a great model artist.
If only you will know, what you left behind was nothing ordinary, and that
people here will miss you.
I dunno you well enough, but again, there is never someone I know who really
have passed on in these turbulent times.
Rest in Peace.
I can't believe that this is true, I really hope that this is not true but it
seemed to be so. I feel so sorry ;_______________;.
Everyone is true. You will always be a fighting girl and remain in our hearts,
forever. You're such a good and nice person, helped people when they needed it
and walled like a goddess.
May ur soul rest in peace,
May ur feet no longer touch this malicious world.
Fly wit ur unfolded wings and spread them across the vanity of this place.
the hurt in the pits of our heart will remain as a gap that won't be
contained.
As long as ur suffering is at ease, look down on us and give us the warmth of ur
smile.. for u will live on and never die out...
I want to say this here, becouse it's like I'm telling you there girl. I know
that you can read it. This is so weird that I'm not taking this like it must be.
I want to say that I love you and you knew this and many will read this and do
nothing becouse they don't know ... and it will pass days, and weeks and years
and your work will be here and many will sign this guestbook and wait that you
read it.
Sema is a wonderful person, with LOTS of gifts and one of them it's been the
best friend, my best friend and a best friend of many people.
I will miss you, girl.
I will remember you always.
Someday we will see us each other, like we want it.
na du, das ding und in der elite Gallerie? *gleich ma nachschau* Ich glaub die
ham da nen fehler gemacht *_* Wow eins meiner Bilder in der Elite gallerie, ich
bin sprachlos. Danke dir fuer den Kommentar, und den fav natuerlich auch. Hoffe
du bist bald wieder hier.
Quote by semangaHi
kennst mich noch ?
wenn nicht helf ich dir auf die spruenge wollte mal
horchen wie es dir so geht und was du so machst
wunderschoene userpage hast du uebrigens war lange nicht mehr auf deiner
userpage faellt mir so neben bei auf... ansonsten ist noch zu sagen das ich
tierisch auf dein letztes wall abfahre .... und das wars schon will dir nicht
weiter auf die eier gehen
also wuensch dir ein tolles wochenende bis dann
bye
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG, Es tut mir so leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeid ;___;
Ich hab diese Gb-post voll verschwitzt und uebersehen. Es tut mir Leid *bows*
Natuerlch kenn ich dich noch. Semanga kann man doch ncht vergessen (aber
anscheinend ihre Gb-posts uebersehen, baka ).
Gomen, ich bin in letzter Zeit so beschaeftigt, was groesstenteils mit der
Schule zusammenhaengt. Auf den letzten Metern noch mal alles geben. Also, wie du
so hoeren kannst, ob's mir gut geht, naja...ich werd's ueberlegen , druecken wir
das mal so aus. Ich hoffe dir geht's gut und hast noch nicht alle Hoffnung in
mir aufgegeben. Gomen.
Hey, semanga... long time no talk, do you remember me? o_o
I'm trying to be active on mt again and just looked you lastest works, they're
really impressive. You improoved a lot since the old ones I saw ^^
Well, gotta go... just passed to drop a comment! See ya! xD
when I`ved read your msg my dear I lot of memorys camed in my head..the bets
thing is to remember only the good times and learn from mistakes..I had my share
f mistakes and probably the future will reserves many more but one things is
sure men can`t fool us (me and you) so easily next time
you know when you are recount some tings that happend to you to someone else
that person ca see the situation from a neutral point of view
and think that I managed to understand partialy what happend between you 2
I recognize my self in your story..
side story (you know when we think that we love..woman in general change they
way of reacting in front of the guy that we like
in my stupid ex relation of 2 years I had a
problems like this..my ex had a network in my neighborhood
so because we wanted internet..I kind of tryd to make him our friend mine and my
brothers
but at some point he started with the fact that he likes me bla bal and the
relation becamed serious
the bad thing was that I did not like him enough to be with him I
know it was my mistake from the begining I alowed him to make me his girlfriend
without having enough feeling for him
I am also somehow adicted to MT so when things were starting to get boring I was
always wanting t stay at the PC..he hated MT for that..even had some fights with
him because of it how lame dos that sounds
and he was driving me mad with the fact that he sed all the time that he loved
me and all...I was hiss first girl and all..I think that men think at lust more
than love..very simple most of them don`t know what love must be..they don`t
make too many efforts to understand the woman that is near them
anyway things becamed ugly at some point with that guy..he obligated me to have
sex with him when I did not wanted and that was very irritating..he was how can
I say this..it hurted afther I
managed to brake up with him..he even managed to make me accept to be engaged
with him
my mam did not like him when problems were up with the network and I did not had
net..could not enter MT
later I understood that he has done something then and I could not access
MT..bann the IP of MT
later we threated me that he will commit suicide
very disturbing)
now back to your story..what he thought that he felt for surely it was not love
you..when you love someone you can`t hurt the person that you love that is
what I know
the hard thing is that we womans can`t stay with a man only for sex..in the end
if the relation is longer we end falling in love with that person
because we feel the need to be protected
even in bed they don`t given too much attention to the prelude..but again not
all men are the same
I ma not the one that could give you advices my dear..you will surely decide
what is best fro you
but I don`t think that you could have a future with that men..he is too
indifferent he thinks that he can always came back to you..and that you will
accept him back even if for the start will be only sex..
you can`t just walk away and say that you had enough..that is childish..when you
are with someone and you like that person you must make some sacrifice..and try
to understand him/her
look at them with indifference and your life will be more easy as I do I
sometimes make some crushes and after a while it passes because I see that most
guys do not worth the effort just as you sed
hmm I made a strange thing last year.. when I was a kid like 14 I always liked
guys that were biger than me
then I made a crush for a guy he was 18 and I was 14 anyway at
that time I managed to be with him..not a complicated relation I was too scared
at that time
so after some years..then things ended because I did not know what I wanted
neither then him anyway after several years he tryd to contact me again but I
liked someone else at that time
2 yars ago he got marryed and now he has a boy..and ugly wife from my point f
view
but I wanted to remember those feeling..how I trembled because of his presence
then and..contacted him
I discoverd that he change in good a lot..and somehow he still managed to make
me feel strange..like sometimg did not end
uhh his wife was not home and boy were not home and it happend don`t
know why I wanted that from him..he sed that something remaind in him from when
I was a young girl..and that he feeld different about me..that was scary for
me..I promised him that I will not bother him again
it was too strange how I managed to understand him and him me...we could not
fight from anything..I like to be a little more powerful and not behave like a
obedient girl
good that I managed to pull my self out from that situation at the right time..I
don`t want to hurt him..even if is the best for us to not see each other
now I`m talking to someone on the net yah it
sounds strange but he disturbes me with his way of seeing things he likes me and
has a challenging mind..he dos not give me as much as I want and because of that
I want to know more about him
I noticed something after a while without having sex..the body dos not need that
much..I feel better now in my own skin and more and have more trust in me and my
potential
so now concentrate only on what you like dear..life is the only existence that
we mortals know
let your self surrounded by friends the right guy is waiting..even if love hurts
so much ( in love and war everything is alowed ) it is one of the things that
matter in life and that makes it more beautiful so is our duty to keep trying
the best thing is to have someone besides you that can and will understand you..
#hugles# for my dear Sema
#hugles# for my dear Sema..we 2 sure have a lot of things in common let me tell
you some things about me that makes us resemble..first about how I look
well I`m not a very slim girl lets say that I have the body of a woman and the
mind of a sinner (just like you) don`t even consider you (body) in any way it
will just make you feel bad in your own skin and that dos not help anyone..+ the
look is not everything
I try a lot of diets..but I have almost the same weight + I`m tall like 1:80 so
guys sometimes are scared by me cold attitude ..
when I was a kid and starting my life as a teenager..I was curious and because I
had a pretty face guys always thought that they can have me easy
the worse guys are the collectors..the one that collect girls..just lie to them
just to get them in bed
so because every girl at the beginning is innocent..someone managed to make me
feel loved and admired at the age of 17.. my
mistake for wanting to be with him.He used me I know now
this because later I found out that he has actually the BF of a friend of
mine..
why men think that the words `I love you` can be sed so easily and
the thing that I noticed is that they often say that when they are `on top of a
woman` so pathetic
anyway I had big problems because of that guy..I `was` with him when I found out
that he was with my friend and could not give up on him..stupid Diana.. later he
got perverted and wanted something in 3 can you believe that..
after this I almost crushd psychical..I hated the words `I love you` I never sed
to anyone that I love them..and probably will consider that no one deserve to
hear that..
even when you cry for a guy..is there a point..dos he deserves your tears ? they
often try to make you think that you are the one with the problem..but in
reality is the opposite
guys are so immature and irresponsible sometimes (not all of them )
..when you think that is something sure..they tend to get bored and want to be
with other girls too
so because of that I sayd that men can be manipulated by sex..they don`t make
the difference between sex and love..sadly the difference exists only for us
Just think a little what is womans role is society..to procreate no? well most
guys want a `servant` or a mother..they are eternal children..
in a normal medium romanian family the standard is : OK the 2 get marry..he has
job/and she has a job..they decide to have a family..make some children..
now what is the role of the husband..after a while he gets bored of this family
thing
he is not the number one in the house anymore his wife takes care of the
children more
she works/take care of the children/cooks/cleans..etc
what I have learnd from my experiences (I`ved told you just one of them) is that
if you fall in love with a guy and show him that..he thinks that he has won..he
starts to lose interest for the woman that is beside him.. that they like to be
hurt by the person that they `love` it makes them feel alive
the best weapon is to just be indifferent..show him a little of that..and you
will drive him mad..
even having him as a sex friend
that will surely confuse any man
I don`t have anything against them but I consider that a large number of men are
very shallow and selfish..they want more/ more womans
so I don`t hope to fiend my one true passionate love..that dos not exist..or
perhaps you can hear of some exceptions
I just want someone that can understand me and I to be able to do the same for
him..even when you have a bad day or something is bothering you
even when you wake up in the morning and look at the person beside you..to just
smile
now about passionate love..those things do not last..is just for a short time..
I know
so my dear and sweet Sema you are an intelligent, cute honest girl (don`t ever
think that you are chubby..most men can`t handle
a real woman )
forget about your ex..better now than later..be optimist..you will surely fiend
a men that deserves you
don`t ever think that you have to deserve them..think of how many things you can
create/do..you are important..and they have to deserve us..even if they want a
second mother not a woman (someone to live with)
we girls dream too much..and is so nice to have dreams related to love..but I
know that they are just dreams..the real world is more cruel..even love one of
the things that matters in a life
let me say something to you that hurts even now related to my mam (how she
sufferd)
I`m not staying with my father from when i was 5..anyway she finaly meet someone
that told her that she loves her and stuff..so he borowd a large sum of money
from her after a while..
because he sed that he has some problems and all and she gived him the sum
that was a big mistake..he sed that he will give her back the money from 5 years
now T____T
only promises so see even men (use) can do that to a woman no wonder I don`t
trust men
OK as a woman I need them and understand the situation but I`m not capable to
say to someone that I love him u_u
just be strong dear from this kind of experiences we learn..and next time you
will chose someone much better
A brief candle; both ends burning
An endless mile; a bus wheel turning
A friend to share the lonesome times
A handshake and a sip of wine
So say it loud and let it ring
We are all a part of everything
The future, present and the past
Fly on proud bird
You're free at last.
Anna and Maria
Big sister,you believed in me so much.I will miss you,but I will not forget you.I promise I will try my best to be a better artist and do the things I need to do for myself,and finally have someone just for me to make you happy.
*bows her head* Sleep sweet, beautiful lady. May we meet again someday...
sweet dreams lady semanga. :leaves a red rose for the fight-girl:
You are online 1 day ago! that sad news must be a joke, come back here, we all need you
It's really hard to believe when someone you know just passes away so suddenly. I never really got to really thank you for helping me with my latest wall. I really do appreciate it and you are really a strong inspiration to me. You were always willing to help others and you were always patient with me. Thanks for being such a great model artist.
If only you will know, what you left behind was nothing ordinary, and that people here will miss you.
I dunno you well enough, but again, there is never someone I know who really have passed on in these turbulent times.
Rest in Peace.
I can't believe that this is true, I really hope that this is not true but it seemed to be so. I feel so sorry ;_______________;.
Everyone is true. You will always be a fighting girl and remain in our hearts, forever. You're such a good and nice person, helped people when they needed it and walled like a goddess.
+May your soul rest in peace+
I dunno if wat the others said is true or not but I want you to know that I feel very sad that you're gone
Please let
this be a joke, come back to us 
May ur soul rest in peace,
May ur feet no longer touch this malicious world.
Fly wit ur unfolded wings and spread them across the vanity of this place.
the hurt in the pits of our heart will remain as a gap that won't be contained.
As long as ur suffering is at ease, look down on us and give us the warmth of ur smile.. for u will live on and never die out...
I want to say this here, becouse it's like I'm telling you there girl. I know that you can read it. This is so weird that I'm not taking this like it must be. I want to say that I love you and you knew this and many will read this and do nothing becouse they don't know ... and it will pass days, and weeks and years and your work will be here and many will sign this guestbook and wait that you read it.
Sema is a wonderful person, with LOTS of gifts and one of them it's been the best friend, my best friend and a best friend of many people.
I will miss you, girl.
I will remember you always.
Someday we will see us each other, like we want it.
Sema honey where are you? please come back to us..what Diana told us can`t be true
perhaps she was wrong informed
perhaps this is only a joke don`t joke with us COME BACK
you will always be the fightgirl my dear
na du, das ding und in der elite Gallerie? *gleich ma nachschau* Ich glaub die ham da nen fehler gemacht *_* Wow eins meiner Bilder in der Elite gallerie, ich bin sprachlos. Danke dir fuer den Kommentar, und den fav natuerlich auch. Hoffe du bist bald wieder hier.
hiya semanga
i want to say thanks for faving my wall Perils of Life
i really appreciate it and im glad you like my wall
i hope you have a lovely day and take care -waves- ^^
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG, Es tut mir so leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeid ;___;
).
Gomen, ich bin in letzter Zeit so beschaeftigt, was groesstenteils mit der
Schule zusammenhaengt. Auf den letzten Metern noch mal alles geben. Also, wie du
so hoeren kannst, ob's mir gut geht, naja...ich werd's ueberlegen , druecken wir
das mal so aus. Ich hoffe dir geht's gut und hast noch nicht alle Hoffnung in
mir aufgegeben. Gomen.
Ich hab diese Gb-post voll verschwitzt und uebersehen. Es tut mir Leid *bows*
Natuerlch kenn ich dich noch. Semanga kann man doch ncht vergessen (aber anscheinend ihre Gb-posts uebersehen, baka
Hi sweetie I will like to invite you to the new
group 
that is
for all fans of her work
perhaps you will want to join us
take care P.S is hard to make all this invitations
thanks for the fav on Air Gear volume 17 cover
Hey, semanga... long time no talk, do you remember me? o_o
I'm trying to be active on mt again and just looked you lastest works, they're really impressive. You improoved a lot since the old ones I saw ^^
Well, gotta go... just passed to drop a comment! See ya! xD
Ps: relly nice userpage o_o
You should listen to this song too :P
-rihanna-umbrella_(ft._jay-z)_(seamus_haji_(...)
i like it very much :P
when I`ved read your msg my dear I lot of memorys camed in my head..the bets thing is to remember only the good times and learn from mistakes..I had my share f mistakes and probably the future will reserves many more but one things is sure men can`t fool us (me and you) so easily next time
I had a
problems like this..my ex had a network in my neighborhood
I
know it was my mistake from the begining I alowed him to make me his girlfriend
without having enough feeling for him
you know when you are recount some tings that happend to you to someone else that person ca see the situation from a neutral point of view
and think that I managed to understand partialy what happend between you 2
I recognize my self in your story..
side story (you know when we think that we love..woman in general change they way of reacting in front of the guy that we like
in my stupid ex relation of 2 years
so because we wanted internet..I kind of tryd to make him our friend mine and my brothers
but at some point he started with the fact that he likes me bla bal and the relation becamed serious
the bad thing was that I did not like him enough to be with him
I am also somehow adicted to MT so when things were starting to get boring I was always wanting t stay at the PC..he hated MT for that..even had some fights with him because of it how lame dos that sounds
and he was driving me mad with the fact that he sed all the time that he loved me and all...I was hiss first girl and all..I think that men think at lust more than love..very simple most of them don`t know what love must be..they don`t make too many efforts to understand the woman that is near them
anyway things becamed ugly at some point with that guy..he obligated me to have sex with him when I did not wanted and that was very irritating..he was how can I say this..it hurted
afther I
managed to brake up with him..he even managed to make me accept to be engaged
with him 
very disturbing)
my mam did not like him when problems were up with the network and I did not had net..could not enter MT
later I understood that he has done something then and I could not access MT..bann the IP of MT
later we threated me that he will commit suicide
now back to your story..what he thought that he felt for surely it was not love you..when you love someone you can`t hurt the person that you love
that is
what I know
the hard thing is that we womans can`t stay with a man only for sex..in the end if the relation is longer we end falling in love with that person
because we feel the need to be protected
even in bed they don`t given too much attention to the prelude..but again not all men are the same
I ma not the one that could give you advices my dear..you will surely decide what is best fro you
but I don`t think that you could have a future with that men..he is too indifferent he thinks that he can always came back to you..and that you will accept him back even if for the start will be only sex..
you can`t just walk away and say that you had enough..that is childish..when you are with someone and you like that person you must make some sacrifice..and try to understand him/her
look at them with indifference and your life will be more easy as I do
I
sometimes make some crushes and after a while it passes because I see that most
guys do not worth the effort just as you sed
anyway at
that time I managed to be with him..not a complicated relation I was too scared
at that time
hmm I made a strange thing last year.. when I was a kid like 14 I always liked guys that were biger than me
then I made a crush for a guy he was 18 and I was 14
so after some years..then things ended because I did not know what I wanted neither then him anyway after several years he tryd to contact me again but I liked someone else at that time
2 yars ago he got marryed and now he has a boy..and ugly wife from my point f view
don`t
know why I wanted that from him..he sed that something remaind in him from when
I was a young girl..and that he feeld different about me..that was scary for
me..I promised him that I will not bother him again
but I wanted to remember those feeling..how I trembled because of his presence then and..contacted him
I discoverd that he change in good a lot..and somehow he still managed to make me feel strange..like sometimg did not end
uhh his wife was not home and boy were not home and it happend
it was too strange how I managed to understand him and him me...we could not fight from anything..I like to be a little more powerful and not behave like a obedient girl
good that I managed to pull my self out from that situation at the right time..I don`t want to hurt him..even if is the best for us to not see each other
yah it
sounds strange but he disturbes me with his way of seeing things he likes me and
has a challenging mind..he dos not give me as much as I want and because of that
I want to know more about him
now I`m talking to someone on the net
I noticed something after a while without having sex..the body dos not need that much..I feel better now in my own skin and more and have more trust in me and my potential
so now concentrate only on what you like dear..life is the only existence that we mortals know
let your self surrounded by friends the right guy is waiting..even if love hurts so much ( in love and war everything is alowed ) it is one of the things that matter in life and that makes it more beautiful so is our duty to keep trying
the best thing is to have someone besides you that can and will understand you.. #hugles# for my dear Sema
#hugles# for my dear Sema..we 2 sure have a lot of things in common let me tell you some things about me that makes us resemble..first about how I look
well I`m not a very slim girl lets say that I have the body of a woman 
and the
mind of a sinner (just like you) don`t even consider you (body) in any way it
will just make you feel bad in your own skin and that dos not help anyone..+ the
look is not everything
when I was a kid and starting my life as a teenager..I was curious and because I
had a pretty face guys always thought that they can have me easy
I try a lot of diets..but I have almost the same weight + I`m tall like 1:80 so guys sometimes are scared by me cold attitude ..
the worse guys are the collectors..the one that collect girls..just lie to them just to get them in bed
so because every girl at the beginning is innocent..someone managed to make me feel loved and admired at the age of 17..
my
mistake for wanting to be with him.He used me 
I know now
this because later I found out that he has actually the BF of a friend of
mine..
why men think that the words `I love you` can be sed so easily
and
the thing that I noticed is that they often say that when they are `on top of a
woman` so pathetic 
)
..when you think that is something sure..they tend to get bored and want to be
with other girls too
anyway I had big problems because of that guy..I `was` with him when I found out that he was with my friend and could not give up on him..stupid Diana.. later he got perverted and wanted something in 3 can you believe that..
after this I almost crushd psychical..I hated the words `I love you` I never sed to anyone that I love them..and probably will consider that no one deserve to hear that..
even when you cry for a guy..is there a point..dos he deserves your tears ? they often try to make you think that you are the one with the problem..but in reality is the opposite
guys are so immature and irresponsible sometimes (not all of them
so because of that I sayd that men can be manipulated by sex..they don`t make the difference between sex and love..sadly the difference exists only for us
Just think a little what is womans role is society..to procreate no? well most guys want a `servant` or a mother..they are eternal children..
in a normal medium romanian family the standard is : OK the 2 get marry..he has job/and she has a job..they decide to have a family..make some children..
now what is the role of the husband..after a while he gets bored of this family thing
he is not the number one in the house anymore his wife takes care of the children more
she works/take care of the children/cooks/cleans..etc
what I have learnd from my experiences (I`ved told you just one of them) is that if you fall in love with a guy and show him that..he thinks that he has won..he starts to lose interest for the woman that is beside him.. that they like to be hurt by the person that they `love` it makes them feel alive
the best weapon is to just be indifferent..show him a little of that..and you will drive him mad..
that will surely confuse any man
womans
even having him as a sex friend
I don`t have anything against them but I consider that a large number of men are very shallow and selfish..they want more/ more
so I don`t hope to fiend my one true passionate love..that dos not exist..or perhaps you can hear of some exceptions
I just want someone that can understand me and I to be able to do the same for him..even when you have a bad day or something is bothering you
even when you wake up in the morning and look at the person beside you..to just smile
now about passionate love..those things do not last..is just for a short time.. I know
so my dear and sweet Sema you are an intelligent, cute honest girl (don`t ever think that you are chubby..most men can`t handle a real woman )
so see even men (use) can do that to a woman no wonder I don`t
trust men
forget about your ex..better now than later..be optimist..you will surely fiend a men that deserves you
don`t ever think that you have to deserve them..think of how many things you can create/do..you are important..and they have to deserve us..even if they want a second mother not a woman (someone to live with)
we girls dream too much..and is so nice to have dreams related to love..but I know that they are just dreams..the real world is more cruel..even love one of the things that matters in a life
let me say something to you that hurts even now related to my mam (how she sufferd)
I`m not staying with my father from when i was 5..anyway she finaly meet someone that told her that she loves her and stuff..so he borowd a large sum of money from her after a while..
because he sed that he has some problems and all and she gived him the sum
that was a big mistake..he sed that he will give her back the money from 5 years now T____T
only promises
OK as a woman I need them and understand the situation but I`m not capable to say to someone that I love him u_u
just be strong dear from this kind of experiences we learn..and next time you will chose someone much better