hehe ye I know, its colored pencils so, I couldnt make it look much better
but thanks 4 liking it and faving it

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Quote by drastikhateYeah, his art rocks! and Shana's kicking ass again! Thanks for the advice but i'm very busy with the finals. Editing will require some time so everything will certainly have to wait.

yesh! Shana is the best kicking ass ger!
Daijoubu!~ no need to worry so mux~ Finals are more impt now..
Be sure to study hard.. All thes best to you too~
*sprinkle some lucky glitters*

Haha! Thanks a bunch.

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nah~ u're wrong! i'm nvr lazii! lolx!~ I'm NEVER LAZII k! lolx!~ i'm alreas a vampire since long ago.. i can endure the sunlight becoz of~~ *shows a very powerful SPF+++++++ sunblock* ta da~~ this works! lolx!~ with this sunblock.. u can go out during daylight with an ease.. <3 keke~

no! u're a pig.. u sure u online everydae even if u're very tired? i dun.. even i'm really tired.. i wont online ne.. it'll oli make me even tired.. haha.. so many scans for u to dl? @_@ u're a lier.. u sleep a dae long! haha!~ raichi is a lier! lier!

You don't want to admit, eh? C'mon... just remember the old times... I recall seeing a conversation in your userpage with someone (I think it's better not to say the name) that you're a slacker Nobody's perfect I'm sure that nobody's NEVER lazy Sunblock? lol~ You must be a rich vampire to buy an ultra-strong SPF everyday Now i know why you're having a hard time with your money, hehehe

I'm not a pig XP, I'm a human Yea, I'm online everyday.. but it seems that you misunderstood me with the meaning It's not that I always stay up in front of my PC all-day... but when I have the time, I go online, see the websites, forums, etc. for new stuffs... you can call it a daily routine If there's nothing new, then I'm off. Of course I won't go online if I'm very tired Better sleep ne~ The scans aren't many... It's just that the scan takes a loong time to load *_* (Internet connection in Indonesia is pretty slow) Liar? How can you say that to me? Believe it or not, I'm an honest person which is very rare to be found nowadays I said I sleep if I've got nothing to do... and there's a day when I'm bored of everything, so I sleep almost all-day sometimes that kind of day exists

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Not to make life easier but make ur life feels easier? hmm.. i've a hard time understanding this.. lolx.. but nvm.. i'll try to make my life feels easier.. haha!~ actually most of the time, i'm feelin very positively ne but a few months back, i'm very very negatively.. so after so many things happen.. i wanna to change myself.. now i'm back to my bubbly state~ I just wanna treat myself better than before.. I wanna enjoy what i have now before it's too late..
oh.. We shut down all the machines to have a major cleaning and a check for all the pipes and pressure.. becox we cant check on those when we are operating those machines.. It's a planned event ne.. ^^

haha!~ u wont have that mux free time when ur studise really come in place.. u wont be that cocky when that time comes.. whahahh!~ u'll suffer like ayane.. Thanks on those advices.. <3 I'll really give on a good thinking on it.. gotten alot of advices from my frens/families etc~ of cox i'll consider all the advices that u all gave me.. but i'll also think whcih on do i think i prefer the most.. but anyway, thanks for all the help.. *huggles* i'll inform u which option i think when i've decided on it..

my fren is really right? such things oli happen in Jakarta? but u're fantastic.. my fren is from Jakarta.. actually, i tht that Indonesia is a pretty develop country like Singapore.. i didnt know that the poors are pretty visible..
hmm.. although we say that we dun help on those beggers who are capable to work.. but seeing them in that state, makes me feel erally bad.. i'm kinda sad when i reject to give them any donations.. ;___; this is what happen in Cambodia~ Many people are begging for money in the streets... it really pains to see them in this state.. the childrens are even more poor thing..

Of course i dun wan my stomach to get bigger.. i wanna to keep in good shape.. sad to disappoint u.. i'm always doing exercise.. so ayane is still in good shape.. just that i'm abit skinny.. raichi got boated stomach?

Hard to understand? ^^; Well.. i'll try an example:

Making life easier -->> It means that we're taking the easy path.... for example: you want to buy something... and it costs some money... normally, you'll work to earn the money, right? but it would be easier if you steal it~
We know that such shortcuts are faster and easier, but it lacks the morality.

Making life feels easier -->> The keyword is the 'feel' You can still feel enjoyed no matter what the circumstances are. Usually connected to positive thinking. For example.. (This is my story) I was having a vacation with my friends to Jakarta, and that was our first time taking a crowded busway and having a long walk to certain places (we usually take a taxi). That time in the busway was a mess... people are pushing each other, full-crowd, moreover there's an angry passenger. My friends are complaining about the uncomfortable time of the transportations... but I'm not.. because I think it is as a worthy experience.. now I feel for myself how's the everyday life of Jakarta inhabitants.

Hahaha, that's a lame description of mine I'm sorry if it is even more difficult to understand

Yes, I understand how you feel. we have a limit too... It seems that we're having quite the same trouble ne~ I myself are usually positive too, but lately I'm feeling very helpless Let's pray that we'll recover in no time *prays*
I see... so that's some kind of a routine maintenance, isn't it?

Well... For now, I shouldn't have free time, but I freed myself lol~ Yea2, the time for me to suffer is yet to come but I'll try to make myself easy You're welcome ^^ yep, that's only an advice, it's you who decide but about the things I predicted... (about the freetime you'll have if you pick the 2nd option, etc.) are they right? I'm sorry if I misunderstood anything Yep2, I'll be waiting for your decision ^^ Hope that is the best move

Yea, at least in Jakarta and other big cities in Indonesia the riches and poors are quite distinguishable, you can find them both in an area~ Imagine you're walking on a street... on the left side is a real estate, but on the right side is village houses. I guess that's normal if you think Indonesia is a developed country... From the outside, Indonesia truly seemed like a developed country, but it's different if you're living here ^^ hmm.. how to say it... just say that what you see is only a small part. If you're curious, I'll try to explain it in the next reply, although I doubt that I can make it easy to understand Oh about the poors.. I hope the poors in the Cambodia are real poors, not the tricky ones in here

Disappoint me? I never said that I expect you to have a bloated stomach you misunderstand me I see... you have a regular exercise, that's good to hear ^^ I wish I can too... my stomach already started to bloat~ although it still seemed normal, I need to prevent it to get bigger

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hmm.. pretty true... maybe she's still young.. when she gets older, i think she will think that what she had done was prett childish.. she may even regret what she had done before ne.. hahah~ raichi is sho cute.. you see.. i told u that u wont be able to give up on her becox i know how mux u like her.. of course ayane wont call u to ignore her.. it's u who decide whether to forgive her or give her a chance.. believe in urself!~ but of course.. dun regret what u choose becox u choose ur own path..

but i do think that u're pretty cruel to treat her that way.. u can still treat her as a fren, right? do u need to delete all her contacts or whateva? are all the guys like this? or even if u decided to keep her contacts, u'll block or refuse to talk to her again? i realise all guys are like this.. am i right? u deleted her contacts so as to forget her? hmm.. raichi is pretty naive is what i can say.. do you think that works? do you think ur brain will allow u to do that? raichi is deceiving urself wor.. dun feel heartache anymore... life must go on ne.

yup.. i broke up.. haix.. i'll tell u when i see u in msn.. yup.. i rejected the new guy.. just like what u said, i just dun feel like going into another relationship now.. in the end, i still need to apologise to that guy.. make me feel so guilty... *bites him* and he told me that he undersatnd what i'm going thru' now and he'll wait.. *makes me feel even guilty* haix~~~ *pulls my hair* i think raichi and i are the same type since both of us dun wish to go into a relationship now..

lmao~ so ebil.. laughing at ur fren's written english... i tht most of the people are better in oral english than in written english.. u're weird.. Raichi is a weirdo! raichi is weirdo PIG!

I just hope that she'll grow up... eventhough it'll make her more unreachable for me No, no, I don't regret choosing her at all... even after everything she done to me.. She's the one that made me change after all ^^

Nah... I can't see her as a friend not right now... I still love her so much (I know it's bad for myself, but I can't help it ) As you know... eventhough I deleted everything about her, deep inside, I don't want to do it, and I even still want to contact her. oh well... hard to explain, you'll understand if you feel it. I know I'm being selfish, but I just can't. I think I'll be able to behave normally If i have someone that I love more~ call me naive, but that's me. For now only (I hope)

What makes you think that all guys are like that? I don't think so. In fact, most of guys can ignore such things. There are more girls hurt by guys than the guys hurt by girls.. and FYI, my actions about deleting everything is actually girly~
Nomally, it's the guy who cheats, ignores, and done bad things to their girls. If he broke up, he'll feel nothing about it, instead, he'll directly search for a new girl. A guy wouldn't normally do as I did... unless he truly loves his girl. Hmm... are the guys you've met did the similar things like me? If so, what's the reason, i wanna know.

No.. not now, I need more time to heal myself, I very much know that life must go on.

The problem is... when you'll be online in MSN? He'll wait? hahaha, that's a natural thing ^^ coz you give him a hope... seems that he really likes you. Don't feel sorry, it's his decision. And don't do stupid things that you'll regret.. it'll hurt him much more. You need to be sure about your intention, and make it clear to him. Hmmm... I myself don't want to have any GF.. but that's just for now.. I don't know how it'll be in the future, how about you?

Oooh, that's not a problem to her that i laugh at her, hohohoho really? well.. i guess so, since there are more speech contests than the writing contests. Being weird is good X3 That means that we're unique, and nobody is the same as us but I'm not a pig could you stop saying I'm a pig? Honestly, the word 'pig' kinda offends me in some ways.

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eh? Black Cat's manga is better than anime? are u sure? i dl the whole series le.. haix.. just that i haven't watch yet.. *disappointed*
ok.. this time i'm able to view it with ease.. but i decided to host the piccie myself.. i think that imageshack is having alot of trouble.. so i prefer photobucket.. hey.. i must tell u that i like this banner alot.. it looks great!~ i do think that this banner looks very different from the others.. <3 it.. SAnkyuu raichi!~~~ *throws petals at raichi*
hahah~ dun forget that i'm a vampire.. killing is my hobby.. lolx~~

Yea, the manga is better... you've DLed them all.. but that's okay, the anime is still good and enjoyable to watch. Oh well, we're the opposite, I'm having troubles with Photobucket lol~ I'm glad to hear that you like it ^^ Thanks for the compliment. Nah, a vampire is a bloodsucker, not a killer

Quote by ayane-heinealthough the scan isn't shana but she looks like shana becox they all come from the same creater ~ Noiji Itoh!~ <3 Just love his arts.. *_*
hmm... i personally think that the scan is not very clean.. maybe u can try to blur some area to make the scans look cleaner?
i think that bg behind sure blends well with the dark scan..
Pretty cool wallie here.. Thanks for sharing it..
To kick of for shana's 2nd season is really awesome..

Yeah, his art rocks! and Shana's kicking ass again! Thanks for the advice but i'm very busy with the finals. Editing will require some time so everything will certainly have to wait.

Thanks for your comment ^^

hi ayane! thanls for the comment and fave on my wall! yes, there is such a thing as mango lip gloss. my cousin gave me one.. i believe it's from victoria's secret., not too sure. well.. as viewers you could say that your favorite part is the hair, but when i actually comes to doing it, trust me, you'd hate it. thanks again!

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*dance around*
i'm not having a hard time to reply.. just that i seldom got time to sit down and start replying.. if i have the time to sit down and reply.. i'll probably be doing other things instead of coming to MT to reply.. yesh! i'm lazii.. keke.. but i'm oli ABIT lazii.. lmao~ i wont die unless i forgot to drink my blood.. opps~~ i mean i forgot to drink my tomato juice.. <3

You're a pig.. i tink i seldom see u online too.. raichi is shoooo busy? due lie to ayane.. lmao~ u must be sleeping everydae whenever u have the time.. lolx!

I see... Nah, you said that you're lazy I think every people has even the tiniest laziness inside them, but they won't claim themselves as lazy if they're only a bit lazy Whoa... you're really becoming a vampire eh? How come you can endure the sunlight?

Noo.. I'm not a pig I'm online everyday, but just for checking my page and DL some scans. Well... that's quite right, but I only go to sleep If I don't have anything to do

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eh? u can make ur life easier? i wanna make my life easier too.. i'm trying very hard to stay alive in my company.. the work is really too mux.. *complains* i can hardly breathe.. *shows an asthma attack* lately, our company just had a major shutdown for all machines in the company.. wha! that is really a tiring and deadly event! i'm glad that such event only happens in every 4-5 years.. imagine the shutdown of all machines.. all i know is that all my technicians are so happy that they got 2 days of break.. becox they need not work! but i need to work instead.. i need to be on 24hrs standby~ i need to be there when the m/c are shutting down and when they are starting up~ *feels the horror* and this i the 1st time i saw so mani of my office colleagues[not counting technicians] staying in the office.. we're so tired.. but we ended playing some games in the office.. becox all of out bosses were not in the office in the middle of night.. haix! even tinking of the past makes me sweat too.. rofl~

rotting at home is fun.. it's FUN! at least i got to rest.. ebil raichi.. u're calling me to go out and waste money? dun do that~ it's very ebil k.. lmao~ ayane is saving up money for my studies k.. i didnt wan my daddy to help me pay for my studies.. so i decided to start saving money~ no more shopping for ayane.. *cries* actually i'm kinda in a dilemma now.. i got a few options now ne.. and i'm really confused.. since ye' are one of ayane's best buddy in MT.. maybe u can help ayane.. ok? ;___; actually.. i didnt want to study in singapore's university.. but i decided to study an australia Uni.. and i was given a few options..
(1) Go to australia to study my engineering course~ [Full time]
(2) Study in singapore but it's also the aust uni that i wanna go~[Part time]
and lately.. i was being offered by my company~
(3) To go Japan to work for 2 years to get experiece from the fab there and get some training~

haix!~~ i'm not sure what shld i do.. which option shld i take.. i wanna go aust to study but i'll miss my family and frens here.. if i choose the 2nd option.. i'll miss the chance to go Japan for this awesome training.. but if i choose option 3.. i'll need to skip and delay my study for another 2 years.. haix.. lately, i'm just tinking bout all these issues.. but i can sense that my heart is slightly drifted to my 2nd option! please kill ayane so that i wont be troubled by such things~

haha~ yesh! going holidae is rally tiring but it's really fun.. imagine u need to wake up super early.. and walk thru' out the whole dae.. and take piccies everywhere[face is numb cause need to smile all the time] and play till so late before u go back hotel to rest.. lmao~ izzit tiring? haha~

i heard from my indonesian fren here that in indonesia.. people there are usually very poor or very rich.. izzit true? why do u tink that some poor people dun deserve ur sympathy? actually, i do tink so too.. over in singapore.. i pity those people who really cant work and are begging in streets.. some may be even performing some music so that we can donate some money to them.. i rally pity them alot.. so i'll usually some a small sum of money so that they can actually eat that day.. and sometimes i even ignored those people who look so healthy and are begging in streets wif their children, etc.. i tink that they can go look for a job instead of begging here.. they dun deserve my sympathy at all.. am i very ebil and coldhearted?

of course i'm still very afraid of fat.. that's why i'm always doing sports to maintain ne.. i wanna gain fatter but cannot be more than 50kg.. lolx! i dun wan the fats to grow at the wrong area..

Well.. not to make life easier, but make your life 'feels' easier :p The key is your mind. Just try to think positive and enjoy what you're doing. I know it's hard, but it's worth a try. Shutting down all of the machines? for what? Is it an accident or a planned event?

Oh... well, we're on the different world. You're a busy worker, so you really miss a free time, that's why you want to rest whenever there is a chance. I see.. that's a good thing ^^ You want to continue your study... Hmm about the choice.. I don't really know which one you should pick but maybe I can help you to straighten your mind...
First, have some time to think... what is your top priority? If you really want to continue your study, then focus yourself to it. I don't really understand about the 2nd option.. what does it mean? Is it that you study in the Spore uni (which is also the uni in Aussie, but only in different country) and continue your job simultaneously?

For me.. maybe you should go to Aussie... You will be less stressful (at least you'll have more freetime than working) and if you miss your family, you can go home sometime, right? because studying only takes a while... how long do you need to finish your study? Besides, you can gain more experience by living in Aussie.
If you pick the 2nd option, Think about it again... It seems that you are really worn out just by working.. how it will be if you're also studying?
And the 3rd option.. I think you should pick this if your top priority is working.
Kill you? dying is easy, but it won't solve anything and you won't be able to do anything anymore

Yea, going holiday also makes everyday feels longer especially if you enjoy your holiday :p

Yep, your friend is right, but I think it only occurs in big cities.. especially Jakarta, the gap between the poor and the rich is very visible. Lately I went to Jakarta again, and I realize that the city's have areas like 'upper city' (where the riches are, very modern and civilized, full of skycraper buildings) and 'lower city' (slum area, the place where the poors and homelesses are). Yep, I think the same as you, there are beggars who are just lazy, but they're truly capable of doing some works. It's not evil... we have to do it for their own good, they must change. Just like if we let our friend to cheat on exams, they'll depend on the cheats only.. we're evil if we let them do that.. we should help them to change by not giving them something that they don't deserve.

Oh, you mean that you want your body to get bigger, not only the stomach. right?

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i guess she's a weirdo? i dunno her that mux like u do but from the things that u told me.. i dun tink i'll wan a fren like her.. sowee to say that.. if she wants to continue to run from reality and continue to harm her future bfs.. let her be ne.. u've oleadi done the best that u can do.. let her be if she doesn't learn.. i dun tink there's a need to stay wif her anymore if she is treating u that way..

but do u need to do till so cruel? u deleted her off from everything? raichi is so scary~ lolx!~ u'll probably do that to me too if u dislike me like a fren.. rofl~ *runs* u really didnt contact wif her anymore? i dun tink u can do that cause i sense that u love her alot.. <3

ayane is sad for u becox i know how mux u love for this ger the other time.. the way that she treated u is so bad.. ;___; ayane broke up wif my bf too.. i'm really sad the other time but i'm alright now. ^^v i promise to myself that i wanna live my life even better than before.. the funny thing is that all my buddies are not attach now.. lolx! it's like a whole group of ugly women hanging together.. ROFL~~ ayane is shooo ugly~~ ;___; the worse is that ayane's colleague confesses to me that he likes me.. ATM, i dun wanna to get involve in any relationship so i rejected him.. Ger's power~~~~ <33

i'm sure u'll get a better ger than her k.. Ganbatte.. *spinkle some glitters*

raichi is not good in listening and oral english? how come? i tht ur written english is pretty good? no?

She's a child in a case of a teenager That's okay... maybe she's a bad person at all... but it's just me that won't admit it. Until now I don't know what to do.. part of me says that I should ignore her... but the other part is still having some hope

Is that really cruel? I deleted her from everything in order to help me forget about her. Just by seeing her name makes my heart ache I don't want to do this, but i must. Yep, I can't do it perfectly... sometimes eventhough she's the one that is at fault, I'm the one who says sorry

You broke up? why? You rejected the new guy? oh... I think you did that because you just want to be free for the present time. I kind of have a feeling like that too. Maybe if a girl confess to me right now, i'll reject her too.

People have different abilities My friend's very excellent at oral english, but her written english is far beneath me, hohohoho

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All the best wif ur studies.. study hard and stop zzz like a PIG! ROFL!~
i'm sho happi that u finally completed that bannet.. <3 sankyuu raichi.. *huggles* sorry for taking up ur time and killing ur brain cells to that.. haha.. i've yet to watched "Black Cat".. so i'm not sure how the characters looked like.. *anxious*

but~~~ izzit my problem or ur problem? i cant click on the linkie~~ ;___;
i still tht i can put it on my page todae... wah~~~ *sniffs* *stabs raichi and run away from the scene*

You're welcome ^_^ If you're interested in Black Cat, i guess you just need to read the manga.. the anime is kinda disappointing.

What? you can't click it? okay2.. i'll display it. If it's still not visible, then you can visit my frontpage and take the pic there Whoa.. you evil! you created a hole in my body! since when you're fond of killing? hahaha~

Should be a pic below here:

If it doesn't work, i'll try to upload to another link

Quote by ayane-heinekekek~~ so cute~~
They're already so big now? lolx!~
Nice drawing as usual~ Everyone just look like their chibi parents..
Great job~

Hehehe..tengkiu shoo muach ^^

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Athrun looks so handsome in this drawing~~ as cheeky as ever.. keke!~
i LOVE ATHRUN!~~ He looks so peaceful thru' the drawing..
Cagalli looks very mature too..
Great job in the drawing~

Glad you like it hehehe... So do you think that they're mature enough? Thx, that's what I want from this art ^^

Miss ! You want me recruit new admin candidates , I did ler ! xD Actually, I did it out of boredom. Shhh..don't tell anyone hor.

Ya, ya, Message me in PM for the Candidate list of hopefuls to help you and the rest of the admins to lighten your workload !

Good Evening ayane-heine. I am Xpilot2006, also Sword-Shana-lily Group's Mod. I am responsible for going around and checking out the status on our current members. I am just checking to see how active (or how long since you were last online) and determining who is to remain in the group. Think if it as an inspection, but it is just to clean out the members section of people that currently aren't active, banned, or restricted. I am pleased to see you are a active member of MT. You should stop by the new updated group's page that is completely redone. We are gaining more members and become much more active then before! So stop by sometime, even if it is just to say hello.

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man~~ I miss the program again! lolx! i think i need to set an alarm in roder to listen to 93.3..
WHAT?!?!?! whold of Arashi is gay? They are jealous of Arashi! HURMP! lolx.. I myself think that they are all very humourous guy.. <33 Arashi DAISUKI!~~ <33
hmm.. But Arashi if form from Johnny Junior's too.. I tht they shld be very famous too.. I hope they'll sell more of Arashi's stuffs.. ANd of course wish that Arashi will come to singapore for concerts too.. \(^0^)/
lmao~~ You found 3 more Arashi fans? Did you force them to <33 Arashi? lolx.. yeah~~ Yeah~~ Midsummer <3 Aiba too.. keke.. Just <3 Aiba and his baka-ness..

LMAO~ You got better nothin to do? *gives alot of colour pens, papers and glitters to make Arashi Poster* haha.. u can help ayane to make some then.. keke~

hahax
you can just listen to it when happiness comes out and tops the oricon charts
they seldom play arashi songs
hmm well I dont really care about they say as they are the knid of people who are not into jpop and stuff....they are the type who listen to englih pop..lol..
yup they crack me up every time
I love arashi too ~!

well they were not really in Johnny's Junior..as in when they debuted they were in different grp ....
hmm like for kattun, they was a junior grp called kattun but for arashi they wasnt...
well their popularity has been increasing after 8 years
of course Arashi must coe to Singapore. * builds an Arashi fan base in Sinagpore *
well I did not realy find them..they pop by my gb to thank me for the fav..and they said that they love arashi too~
well I have talked to them before...lol..
as for midsummer, well I got her into JE & Arashi
just a few shows of A no Arashi and she was into Aiba
hahax

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;___; OMG~~ i broke my own record again.. *sniffs* it took me more than 3 weeks to reply.. *tries to slash myself and die but pulls raichi*
I know u dun wish me to die.. ok.. i wont die.. lolx..

since i cleared most of my notix.. now i'm able to concentrate on replying.. hahah~ *smirks* yup.. yup.. i <3 ur current userpage skin de.. It looks really nice.. I used to change my userpage alot the other time.. but lately... I realise i've turned lazier and lazier.. I've been using my current userpage for a long period of time.. since this light brown colour wont irritate my eyes.. So i decided to keep it longer until i found some scans that can make me go~~ "WOW! WUHUUU~~" then i'll "TRY" changing.. haha~~

Hahaha that's okay, that's okay! no need to push yourself just for replying, ok? Why do you want to die? if you're going to die just because a late reply, it'll be a cheap death, don't you think?

So do I, I'm becoming lazy and lazier too hahaha that's why i still use this skin for my userpage XP

Quote: Stop rubbing salt that i'm not able to have holidaes.. ur turn will come soon.. At that time.. I'll be laughing at you like mad.. Not sure whether i got tell you.. But i just went to 2 small trips.. I went to Malaysia ~ Redang Island with my poly buddies.. It's really beautiful~~ <3 Then i went to Cambodia with 2 of my colleagues.. The childrens are really very poor thing.. I felt like crying whenever i remember the scenes that they snatch food from other children when we're giving out small packets of snacks to them.. They are starving ne.. so raichi.. Dun you ever waste food ne.. ;___; *sniffs*

I guess no, I guess won't be provoked by your holiday coz I'm not busy with my college, so it just feels like taking a course .

If you haven't got your holiday, how come you went to small trips? How long have you been there? I bet you're having fun I see... poor children... that's a common view here in Indonesia yeah, i feel sorry for them too. Don't worry, I'm not wasting any food

Quote: 14/July was way long before.. so do you have a chance to see her? ^^ I bet you have.. so any new things to update ayane? keke~~ I'm sure u all had a great time.. *pokes raichi's cheeks*
oh~~ She came to singapore that time? omg~~ It's not that i didnt want to meet up wif her.. but the big problem is that i dunno her.. lolx! @__@ *whacksu raichi's head* she came for a holidae? there's nothing for her to see in singapore.. Why did she waste her money here? lolx.

Unfortunately, not... Before i depart from my city, i've met her online several times. I chatted with her, she just responds normally, but not until I ask her about the meeting~ she seems to be avoiding it, so I decided to give her a final warning when I got there.

When I got there, i sent her a SMS. I told her whether she want to meet or not, if she want, she should contact me. But no reply at all until my final day there.
Well, that does it. The holiday was fun but also absolutely heartaching for me

Now I don't want to contact her anymore. I don't even say 'Happy Birthday' on her bday.

Yea2, she came to Spore Well, for us, Indonesians, a foreign land is great for shopping After all, Singapore is an industrial country, right?

Quote: >_> *pouts* the banner was way long ago~~~
*whacksu and bites and tears raichi apart*
no more excuses this time le.. hurmp~!~

oh yah~~ piccies.. piccies.. ok.. I send you the latest piccies of me right after this reply.. i pwomise i wont forget this time.. But i'm abit fat this time.. turn uglier too.. ;___; everything bad falls on me.. ;___; i hope that you can still identify ayane and please dun laugh at me.. *sniffs*

Awwh.. sorry2 I need to take care my college re-registration first. Ah, I've seen your pic well, i'll sent ya a PM too. ^^

merged: 08-20-2007 ~ 06:01pm

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I didnt push myself to reply.. I really didnt.. If i do.. Then i wone be replying at such rate.. lolx. And i wont die for such things.. There's still alot of thing in the world that i yet to experience..

Raichi is becoming lazii.. like a PIG! lmao!~
Lazii PIG!

Really? because it seems that you're always having a hard time to reply post Oh yea, i forgot that you're a vampire, so you'll only die by several things

I'm not a pig! you are! XP

Quote: WHAT?!?!? you're not busy wif college? i cannot believe what i saw here.. you're not busy? u ebil~~ how come u're not busy? *faints*

What i meant is that i dun have the chance to have holidae like rotting at home and shake my legs.. But i got the chance to have holidae to other countries.. Going holidaes are actually torturing oneself.. cause u'll always get more tired.. ye' know? lolx.. I went to Redang for 4 daes.. And 6 daes for Cambodia.. <33 Going Cambodia is really a tiring trip.. but it was fun.. Indonesia got alot of poor children? But Cambodia is a developing and third world country.. I dun think Indonesia is a 3rd world country right? the childrens are really ver pitiful de wor.. ;___; I know why u told me u're fat.. cause u're not wasting food.. lolx.. i'm afraid i'll grow fat too.. since i told myself that i shldnt waste food.. OMG!~

Well, actually my college should be very tiring and will take a lot of my time, but I just take it easy If you can make your life easier (with good methods of course), why not?

Rotting at home... lol Rotting at home is no fun Better go somewhere, waste your money Going holiday is torturing ourselves? I guess not, because we're having fun even though we're tired, right? 4 and 6 days... that's enough time for holiday ^^

Mm.. i don't know whether Indonesia is also the 3rd world country or not... but it is true that poor people is a common view here... although I think not all deserve to have our simpathy~

What was that? you're afraid of getting fat? why? i thought that you want to gain weight?

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you didnt get to meet her?
hmmm.. sad to say that.. I do think that this ger is abit weird ne.. Why is she always treating u this way? I feel that she is playing you.. i'm sorry to say that.. correct me if you think i'm wrong..
The ger is so ebil to make u heartaching for so many times.. ebil ger.. *bites her*

Are u sure u're able to let her go? u sure? i'm sure u still <3 her alot right? Have u ever confronted her? maybe there's a misunderstanding or what?
hmm.. Not every country is good for shopping.. So raichi loves shopping too? lolx.. So when are u coming to Singapore? I make sure i'll be a good host and guide for u..

Nope '
Yea, we knew that she's totally weird to be honest, i've never met someone like her before (I'm referring to her stupidity and weirdness) I don't know for sure why she did that again, although I might know what she's thinking... but even if my guess is true, she shouldn't act that way

I mean... come on... okay, this is my case, she acted like that, maybe it's over~ but in the future, if she has a boyfriend again, she'll probably do this again and again and again.. running from responsibility. How many more will suffer like me?

She needs to learn... that's one of my reason I'm staying with her despite her treatment to me... I want to make sure she won't do this to anyone else~

Well, but i can't last long... '

Letting her go.. I'm also not sure... right now i feel weird.. i don't know if I'm suffering again or now I'm immune I just feel normal... just kind of weird, oh i don't know

I don't know I still love her or not.. my anger is overwhelming, hwahahaha I deleted her numbers... her SMSes... I removed her photos... I removed her from contact lists on every sites (MT, Friendster, YM, etc.) I don't want to hear and see anything about her.

I tried to confront her everytime i have the chance to see her (online) but just as i said, she's dodgy~ even if i caught her and ask about the problem, she just tell me that I've got nothing to do with her problem, I know she's dodging because it's just too obvious that her problem is involving me. That's why I went to Jakarta, i want to speak to her, solve this problem whatever the outcome will be. I just want to get answer and reason, i want this problem to end nicely. But that's it... It's just her that keeps running so it has come to this~

Sorry it became so long, hehehe

No, I don't love shopping :p But going to foreign country is exceptional If i can find cool stuffs with fair prices, i'll buy it Going to Singapore... I don't know when I'll be able to besides, If I do, and we meet, I don't think it'll be fun coz I'm not good at listening and oral english

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I tht someone told me thats he felt pretty slack for his college life? how come banner so long? *bites raichi apart*
oh.. yah~~ i got something to tell u thru' PM too.. keke..

I'm slacking when it's about hard subjects, but of coure I can't slack for the registrations! I might not be able to continue my study if i miss the registration
Just wait for the banner you know.. when it comes to making arts, I'm not productive, and each work will take a loooong time to finish

EDIT:

And here it is I made a new one, the previous one is a mess ' Thank God finally I found characters that is appropriate to use Most of couple scans I have are couples, not friends but I managed to use this.. Saya Minatsuki & Train Heartnet from Black Cat They're friends

http://img169.imageshack.us/img169/1600/bannerjt0.jpg

The BG is kinda messy *_*

Quote by ayane-heine
OMG~~ I didnt know that the program stilll exist in 93.3.. I used to listen every sundae when i'm still small.. haahah~~ Now i got other things to do that i actually forget bout it.. I think i shld start tuning it back and listen todae.. haha~ I got frens always telling me that they think that Ninomiya is a gay.. lolx! cause the things that he do are so girly..
Yah lo.. so many Johnny's group like Kat-tun and News.. ;___; no arashi... *pulls out a arashi flag and start flagging like mad*
are u and i the oli fans of arashi so far in MT? lolx..
aww~~ So little people that the group might even die.. wah~~ *cries more*
BTW.. i realise that you changed your ava frequently. lolx.. this time is sho~~ <3 nice oh~~ ^^b

<3 AIBA is still the BEST! <3

yup it still exist~!
hahax yup you shld go and listen to it if you have time^^
same here too, but it is not only Nino, it's the whole of Arashi that they think are gays...lol...but Nino is funny
well I think that NewS ad kattun are realy popular cause of the publicity they got during their junior days...
nope I found another 2 fans[inREVERIEforever & miyasan ]but I have not talked to them...oh and midsummer too~
hahax I made her into a fan oh and she like Aiba too ~!
hahax
yup I do change them cause I have nothing better else to do ..lol
hahax Aiba & his baka-ness

Quote by ayane-heine

Quote by SevenSkiesOrh. Roger. Hai ! *salutes in a timely fashion* nyak nyak. Just make sure you don't mixed up the pi di medicine with your tomato sauce ! xD =P

Get well soon, hor, Dajie ! xD

*collects all my pi di and rub on 7skies's face*
ayane is feeling so energetic now.. thank for the concern.. going holidae le.. must be 100% healthy..maybe this may even be the last time that u're seeing me.. Cambodia got alot of landmines wor.. i may get bombed there.. lolx.

*prays hard*

You will not be bombed nor be disintegrated like pieces of flesh over there de lar ! * sneezed hard * .... Evil DaJie ! Pass the flu to me ! huh !

Going there for a holiday ? Be sure to snap a few pictures wor ! Share ! Share ! The Sight and Sounds ! Ayane, you don't think too much. Just enjoy yourself and have a peace of mind with safety first. Wahaha, Slacker !

Looks like we do need a new admin for MT-Singapore. Else, only YOU will be running the show alone. I have in mind one candidate but I'm not too sure about it cause have not asked the person yet.

Oh yeah. I think you ate too much peppermint Ice-cream ler. No wonder My fridge no more lor ! Must be you lar ! Kapo them when I ain't looking.

Anyways, Enjoy your trip. Come back safe, sound ,sane and happy orh !

merged: 08-12-2007 ~ 10:48pm
Kokuyu Sent you a Private Message. Please do check it out, Dajie. It's urgent. THank you.

Hi, Tomato admin Ayane-san!

just a request, ma i have your MT-Singapore affiliated with our Ayumi Hamasaki Fan Club & MT-Malaysia ?

Thanks very much in advance!

merged: 08-05-2007 ~ 07:00pm

Quote by ayane-heine

Quote by kokuyuHi, Tomato admin Ayane-san!

just a request, ma i have your MT-Singapore affiliated with our Ayumi Hamasaki Fan Club & MT-Malaysia ?

Thanks very much in advance!

kekek!~~ An interesting userpage oh..
Tomato-admin has updated Ayumi-fan and Negarku into our affiliate column... <33 It's nice to be affiliate wif these 2 groups.. Sankyuu oh!~~

oh yah.. another thing.. You were removed from the member in MT-Singapore.. Sorry.. Law by Law... You're not a Singaporean.. get a Singapore PR.. then i'll let u in.. lolx.. *flees*

nee....i don't mind actually but for the sake of convenience to visit that group, i just apply;because i've to walk to some of my singaporean friends to get there i never think of being a member there either but anyway, thanks for informing (you could ignore my application actually )

thanks very much for your compliments heee..heee......most of my UP contents are junk i don't feel like changing them but i love your layout very meaningful indeed

thanks again for everything looking forward for more diplomatic exchange hahaaa.....i speak like a politician already

see ya~!

Quote by ayane-heine

Quote by SevenSkiesCause Long nails not good looking wor.

Haha ! I am meanie here too ? So bad ! My yr one juniors also term me Meanie ! xD I tot Ayane DaJie will take care of me... xP

Got lor ! You see your UP. Got mention about Beep beep sound.

Er, what anime stuff was It I mention to you again ? Psps, I drink too much "Anything" drink. xD

Orh. Can can. Pager Can de. Even I go Army they also give me one ! xD Me buy you one ? How ? I no work like you lei. Still schooling . . . T__T Cannot cope. X__X *Chases after Greedy Ayane * Come back here you with my homemade mango Pudding ! ARGH ! Finished ? T__T

Meanie.

huh? long nails not good looking? ok la.. not too bad la.. short nails then not good looking.. my nails not those very very very long de la...
yesh! u're #1 meanie.. me ish #1 angel.. <33 i take care of u? i tht u shld take care of DaJie first.. lolx.. abit sala leh..

oh.. i know what beep beep le.. i using pager instead of hp mah.. of course must beep beep me la.. me is bery poor... u telling me that they are killing anime people? no?

not buying me a hp? haha.. who says that working people got $$? i'm bery poor de hor.. *shows you my empty wallet* *swallow the whole mango pudding* how dare u fight mango pudding wif me..

*throws the plastic container of the empty pudding on 7kies*
*flees* lolx..

Quote by SevenSkiesSure anot ? Later your Lao Ban ask you take Syrup to work ! xD

Slacker ! The weather is soooooo cooling..eh, wait. Because it's cooling so you want to slack right ?! Wah liao you ! How can ? You are my example and senior lei ! xD

i'm oleadi bringing all my medicines to work le.. ;__; and my flu is sho tweibble.. my "pi ti" is so mux.. that i think i can make a big bottle of glue[pi ti] everydae.. still dun ke lian ur DaJie.. wanna die ah~~

i also wanna slack around leh.. wanna to have a long long rest.. i'm sure i can be a good example for all to learn.. please cont' to make me as ur good example and senior.. lolx..

Orh. Roger. Hai ! *salutes in a timely fashion* nyak nyak. Just make sure you don't mixed up the pi di medicine with your tomato sauce ! xD =P

Get well soon, hor, Dajie ! xD

Quote by ayane-heine

Quote by venturesaaaayaaa(...) I misss u so suddenly ~ aya~ aya~ aya~ *chants*

ven~~ ven-chan~~ <33

misssss you sho muxxx too.. <33333333

how is venven doing now? still torturing ur bloated kitty?
holidae now?

*throws some "not-sweet" sweets to venven*

ur userpage is so colourful.. <33 nice oh~~ nice layout too..

aaaayyaaaaa-neeee ~~~*hugs* i'm not on holiday desu ~~ huuuhuuu...
i'm at uni now and farfar away from hooome n my bloated kitty T3T *cries a bucket*

but i'm doing fiine..except that i have to go to cc if i want to use internet...me wants my own labbie :L ..

what ish aya doing rite now ? ish work still funfunfun? haha

my kitty is bloated to death again....its mama's fault this time cos she supplies it so so much fishies everyday! munyaaaa! @_@ i wanted to write everyday in cappies but this keyboard suckssuckssucks cos the cappy button seems to be bonkers and not worrkk! how can i express my deep angsty feelings to aya-nee without caps!

how ish ur fat bunny by the way ~ up till this time i still think u haven't told me its naaame :X ~ tell me! tell me! *chants*

*eats the non-sweet sweets,spits it out >o<! they r totally not sweet and cannot fill my sweet-tooth-desires! @_@* haha lol~ *gives u a obsessively sweet cookie*

well, i dun have much time no moore...(since i have to pay hourly for this pc that sucks :L!)

bye byeee aya-nee~ *blows kisses*

thankies for praising my userpage ~ *curtsies* rythem made it for me ~ huhu~

Quote by ayane-heine
O_O;; chu're so tired.. why do chu still online.. chu shld rest more ne..
that's why i told chu that chu're a peeping profile tom.. *hides all my profile* keke~~ like dat.. chu cant see le.. keke!~ *graps and spank AZ*

what?!?! chu mean ur userpage has been like this for months? are chu sure? O_O;;
lolx.. i didnt know what vege suits chu.. carrots? i didnt like celery too.. i'm scared of the smell.. chu <33 tomatoes too? ^^b *realise my fingers are bitten away by AZ* how do chu bare to eat tomato ayane.. now i dun have fingers le.. *spanks az*
what?!?! those old and cold coffees are for me.. why didnt u say? i tht they are for 7skies.. serve me hot chokolates.. \(^-^)/

*puts a few more pots on AZ* beware of ur gf.. i can see her shooting darts over.. *dodges*
Chu has been bad boi.. so many bad things for hazel to say bout chu!~~
*starts to drill Az's cabinet to flee*
*mess up AZ's room before running*

*flees*

PS: take good care of urself k.. i tink it'll be a few weeks later till i see u again.. take care pal.. *huggles*

T.T Hazel-mintz like to spank me....
~grabs bucket and cover his butt~
haiz but i see.. someone is becoming my diciple already.. peeping profile... *cough*
~secretly view her profile through secret access~ :P

Positively sure i havent the time to change it ^_^"

hmm... i didnt know celery got smell... you mean kai lan? lol carrots... make me look like rabbit ... how about fruits :p
T.T see spank me again... i didnt even eat your fingers...
lol... reminds me of this bloody song... " they say that in the army their coffee pretty fine.... Whos said that?... it looks like muddy water and taste like turpentin...." haiz... NS...
ppphh! hot chocolate... ~makes one now~lol i only make drinks for lady boss ^_^

you know... i think she no more targeting me.... i think she shooting at you... ~.~ ~puts pots on Hazel~
Aik! ~stuck on cabinet~
no not my room.... My Platoon commander see.. i die...

~to Be Continue~

Quote by ayane-heine
it nvr work for me.. most people over my side will end up liking JE...
oh yah.. 93.3 have jap session at a time.. not too sure what time izzit now.. sundae night right?
i <33 arashi's songs.. ARASHI ROX!
so u liek Aiba and Sho.. Sho not that bad ne.. but i tht i like matsu-jun cause i first saw u using ava of him that caught my attention..
Every CDs/DVDs that i can from arashi in singapore.. i'll buy..
i tht finding JE fans here is not that hard? no? O_O;;
if one dae u're creating a arashi group, dun forget to tell me bout it.. b

hahax
yup it is every sunday from 10pm-11pm
I will second to that
yup Sho not bad
hahax well I like Matsujun too but I find him kinda stiff..or maybe it's just me
well most to the JE fans which I fand in MT, which is not many, is either into Kat-tun or NewS...it is really hard to find fans who are into Arashi...
I want to creat an Arashi group, but I'm afraid that it will either die or there won't be alot of member
but if I ever decide to creat one I will tell you about it ^^
hmm have you watched Yamada Taro yet?

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Quote by chichiri1907*pops out of nowhere*
AYANE! *bunny hug*
how are ya girl? I hope you remember this old person whose talkin to ya...cause i sure remember you <3 (im really loopy right now cause im so happy)
Bye bye hun ;3

chichiri!~~~ <333

Ayane misss you so crazily.. i tht u didnt want to chat to anyone again.. ;___;
I remember dwopping by but u didnt respond.. *sniffs*
I'm glad that you are kicking around again.. *gives red bunny suit to chichiri*
*gives panda huggles back*

chichiri!~~ i'll nvr forget you.. i still remember out olden times when we chat in the middle of the night.. Glad that u still remember me.. Why good things are making u so happy? Mind to share wif ayane? ^^

BTW, how are u lately? coping well wif real life?
ur new userpage sure looks fresh.. *sparkles by the green colour*
\^-^/
i gtg now.. really ncie to see ya again.. Talk to you again..
You take care k.. <3333333
*huggles*

*puts on red costume*
KAWAIII although....*puts pink paint over it* hehehehhehe i like pink bunnies, sounds creepy like an old geezer with little kids...EWWW ok that was just random! im so silly

YUP YUP good things are soooooo happening to me, well lets just say i met a cute guy and then i found my old sailormoon DVD's which are so old but it rocks cause i love that anime series and then all this other stuff, like summer break and how i passed my finals (although my grades were so bad that i camped out in my mailbox so when my grades would come I would hide them).

What about ya? Do u have summer orz other things?
Everyones so busy now on MT that no ones has time to do anything, and MT lost its charm which is sad because it was soooo much fun! especially our little like costume fight things :3

*poofs into bright pink sparkles*

Quote by ayane-heine
lolx..
that's why i say i didnt reply that.. i'm trying my very best to reply everyone's post in a month now.. aren't i fast this time?

LMAO~~ ur userpage is so white so it's like my ice skating place.. lolx..
*mess around raichi's page more*

wow~~ *claps* ur 2 sentences are great! u must be good in writing summary.. next time dun tell me that u're having holidae k! *bites* more story on 14/July? hmm.. how come? how come? *pester raichi* Tell ayane somemore.. keke~~

yup~~ <33 waiting for the beautiful frenship banner from u.. <33
*jumps around wif joy and dissappear*

Well, that's quite fast I bet you're having a hard time to keep up with them

You own a private ice skating place? o_O Well, i just love this color scheme (white+light purple) so i haven't changed my userpage skin yet

Really? I don't think those sentences are special and I think i've never done a summary before, so i don't know Why? because you're not having a holiday? *heats ayane up* Don't worry, I only have holidays twice a year

Umm.. actually, not 14th July. I'm going to visit her again... and i should be back home at 14. But the plan has changed, i haven't specify a certain date so just wait for the news XP

Oh, FYI, She's having her holiday in Singapore rite now would you meet her? I guess you won't :p

I'm still working on the banner... but my Photoshop was broken, it closes suddenly before i saved the progess I'll send it when it's done

And.... how about your promise about the latest photo of you?

Quote by ayane-heine

Quote by CrioxDropping by to spam. Thats all. =) I am still alive glad my account still lives around.

*bites*

*makes funny faces*

*flees*

*cuddle and bitez on her neck*

*make evil wolf facie*

*yummy*

Quote by ayane-heine
orh~~~ use same profile song as me.. *bites*
chu better change.. lolx..

why peek at my profile.. *bites harder*
peeping profile TOM! lolx..

chu'll oli be back on sat? no choice ne.. when are chu going to NS?
but Why aren't chu here on SAT.. CHU is a lier! *pts at chu and shouts*
LIER!~~

yahoo messenger? of course! not inspired by chu! chu tink too mux.. *tears AZ's ears apart*

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why am i on ur userpage..
i read all the stuffs that chu wrote there..
Glad to tell chu that.. Chu're also 1 of my spamming buddy in MT..
I'm TOmaTo! chu're cElerY! keke~~ chu sure owe me lots of coffee tweats..
Chu are a lier!~~ where are my coffee tweats?
ur GF is going to break u apart for writing that.. *gives AZ a pot to hide from all those beatings*

I'm sure ur avatar will end up in my userpage next week! lolx..
Let's see what bad things can i wrote on chu.. hmm.. i think i got too mux to say.. keke~~
Chu got so mani bad things for me to write..

*flees*

O.<... aik... I was back but a little tired... so sorryy
Lol yea i like to peek at profile espeicially yours
~runs before she grabs him~

~plaster ears back together~
hmm... >.O ... the words all.... look like words i used... hmmm... O.<, er... well er.... ~walks abit further away from you~

Lol i never put anything much on its been like that for like a few months... O.O lol i became celery... hmm...i cant say i like celery but.... i love tomato =O ~tries to get a bite out of you~ i did.... ~looks at all the old and cold coffee on the table~ but you never take... O.O
eeep! dont say a word about that to anyone =X ahhh!
~runs around mad with the pot on his head~

aik... =X so many ah... i have been a bad boy....
~ties Hazel up and lock her inthe closet~
That should do it....

*flees*

Dropping by to spam. Thats all. =) I am still alive glad my account still lives around.