Quote by mei-samaim usally labled
goth...but ppl dont know i can be nice (well its hard!) no i dont like being
labled
aww that's a bummer =\. at least me feel for you .
im fine i had ja hard family past so that is y i dont really make friends cuz
they dont understand how it feels 2 be sold! well i dont care anymore. i cant be
all sad 4ever but the kids piss me off >< sorry
lmao no u wouldn't . today was toasty hot....god was it so shiney...i actually
threatened to get my jumpto stick and turn it off right out in the middle of the
street....i was so embarrassed, everyone stared and whispered show
how much i hate shiney things lmao
haha that has to be preety embarassing i don't like shiney things either but i
somehow get use to it now... ....
Quote by marmaladeboyfan
i can agree with you that everyone is good and bad but i also think that we have
some moral sense of what's right and wrong.
what are the right answers?
i believe that after you die, you don't go anywhere. that is why i think it's
important that we treasure our lives and do everything our heart desires before
our time is up. if we just sit here moaning about how horrible the world is and
not appreciate the good qualities as well, then you're just wasting that limited
amount of time you have left. of course it's natural to break down at times and
wish for the world to pause. we get sad, mad, and angry but we can't stay that
way for the rest of our lives. we learn to forgive and move on. that is how we
learn.
smiling is not foolishness. when you smile, it shows that you are happy, and
wouldn't anyone want to be happy? it's a selfish desire almost all living
creatures want to have. if this world was empty, things like happiness wouldn't
exist. nothing would exist and things would become very dull. we need sadness to
help us realize what happiness is. we need hatred to show us what love is. it's
like yin & yang? we need the opposite to bring out the flavor from the other
side. even if it sometimes hurts you, sooner or later it'll heal and help you
move on. happiness is a good thing, you can find it in anything or anyone. if
you find happiness in a friend or love one, someone who can understand you and
makes you feel like you're needed or wanted, go for it and cling on to them like
hell.
many people love you. sometimes you might not even realize it when they are
right in front of you. try opening your eyes once in a while, and you'll be able
to tell. i don't believe that you are heartless. i believe that aside from you
dark exterior, you have a very sensitive and passionate heart. that's something
to be very proud of .
what makes you feel that way towards your family?
people who give genuine smiles...are brave
people who suffer... are troubled and needs more love
people who are emotionless, heartless, and cold... are
hiding
Lying....
There is no such thing as love or happiness.....
Everyday I put on a smile... Everyday I act like I'm happy.... Everyday I
help....
But it's all useless... No matter how many times I forgive people they make the
same mistakes again and again....
I cry but no one is there..... When I fall no one cares....
Those friends.... Tell me they will be my friend forever.... But one by one they
leave....
Too many stupid lies... I used to think there was happiness but I was being
stupid....
Everyone lied to me... Again and again.... they keep on saying "We'll keep
that promise of being friends forever and ever!" but they lied..... Not a
single one of them kept the promise.... At the end they all betray me... I hate
humans.....
When I'm sad I think of the good things... When I was with my friends and the
people I loved.... But... I will always think about the ending... When they left
me....
I'm not being a coward of trying to escape this world.... I'm not.....
Emotionless people aren't hiding..... Sad people don't need more love.... People
who are happy are not brave....
Emotionless people... Are already empty..... The world has already hurt them
more then enough.... If they have emotions.... They will only be sad...
Sad people don't need more love.... It would take more to make someone truly
sad.... They have no one who love them... The ones who "love" them....
Are the ones who love them the most....
the people who are happy are brave...? That's the last thing I would ever want
to know.... The people who are happy.... Don't even know they're hurting someone
else.... What's the use of being brave... If you're destroying someone
else...
Nothing is right or wrong.... Sad and happy and not different....
lmao oh goshy gosh . i'm so tired becuz of the rain and humidity
@_@
we get rain but it stops then the sun comes out and it gets really hot but its
cool in the mornings just normal tempeture......
your weather sounds really harsh
Quote by marmaladeboyfanso how r
things going with you and ray?
its over.
he broke up with me so all this shit whould stop. but now thier still calling me
and saying "yeah bitch Ray dumped you ugly ass"
and so on snd so on .
he prety pissed about that.
and he said he didnt want to break up with me. if
he didnt want to, why did he?
marisa. I hate this. i really do....
merged: 07-19-2007 ~ 10:15am
now hes talking about how he is going to kill himself now.
Quote by marmaladeboyfanhello,
sorry i haven't been coming on much, i've been having tons of sleepovers and now
i also attending a summer program which feels like summer school but supposively
isn't . just so u know i'm not dead and i'll try to come on as much as possible
so how r u?
me quite busy as well but really bored
Hope you are still having fun
Glad you are still alive... you better come online more often though
I did tell you to cut down with the compy but you're taking it kinda too far
Quote by micey02hey my friend haven't
talked got down with the flu so how are
awwww i'm so sorry to hear that . i hopeu
feel better soon. eat chicken soup O_O
umm eh..hehe....i'm happy. today is my birthday =3
sorry this is late i know your a sleep but i'll make you a card yeah so dool
happy birthday you shinny person iknow so welll lol enjoy it new age person .
yeahh
Happy Birthday........ since I couldn't make you a card........ I wrote you a
poem........ it's kinda......... weird and has nothing to do with birthday
but......... sorry
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A small worthless hope....
And yet...
Wishing for something that cannot be
To dream...... to hope....... to wake up tomorrow with a feeling of happiness in
my barren heart
Why do I cry out...... when I know there is nobody there?
To hold my hand...... to lift me up
Wake me up from this endless night
This night is still clothed in darkness
I will slumber.... until the day you will whisper in my ear
A voice that will set me free.....
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Happy birthday and........ hope you have a nice day........
Quote by LITTLECHIISANYou WONT
BELIVE HOW I SPOKE TO TODAY!
Aaron! yeah thats right Aaron.
gosh its been so longgg!
yaya:)
but now i feal kinda crappy......now that i thnk about it.
but in truth i missed the kid.
tehehehe i spoke to him yaya.
*giggils*
what did u guys talk about? *giggles* he's alive! yatta! anywho, does he still
love u? do u love him again? like 100% love love? ack yatta! tell all about it
i dont know about him, you know? i mean we just were tlking no i love yous or
anything we where just talking and it was really nice.
Hi
Im glad you liked it
take care & hope you have a lovely day
ja ne
im fine i had ja hard family past so that is y i dont really make friends cuz they dont understand how it feels 2 be sold! well i dont care anymore. i cant be all sad 4ever but the kids piss me off >< sorry
lmao no u wouldn't
. today was toasty hot....god was it so shiney...i actually
threatened to get my jumpto stick and turn it off right out in the middle of the
street....i was so embarrassed, everyone stared and whispered 
show
how much i hate shiney things lmao 
haha that has to be preety embarassing i don't like shiney things either but i somehow get use to it now...
....
..... Why do you try so hard....? I'm stubborn so stop trying....
i totally agree w/ u! i luv fruits basket!
Lying....
There is no such thing as love or happiness.....
Everyday I put on a smile... Everyday I act like I'm happy.... Everyday I help....
But it's all useless... No matter how many times I forgive people they make the same mistakes again and again....
I cry but no one is there..... When I fall no one cares....
Those friends.... Tell me they will be my friend forever.... But one by one they leave....
Too many stupid lies... I used to think there was happiness but I was being stupid....
Everyone lied to me... Again and again.... they keep on saying "We'll keep that promise of being friends forever and ever!" but they lied..... Not a single one of them kept the promise.... At the end they all betray me... I hate humans.....
When I'm sad I think of the good things... When I was with my friends and the people I loved.... But... I will always think about the ending... When they left me....
I'm not being a coward of trying to escape this world.... I'm not..... Emotionless people aren't hiding..... Sad people don't need more love.... People who are happy are not brave....
Emotionless people... Are already empty..... The world has already hurt them more then enough.... If they have emotions.... They will only be sad...
Sad people don't need more love.... It would take more to make someone truly sad.... They have no one who love them... The ones who "love" them.... Are the ones who love them the most....
the people who are happy are brave...? That's the last thing I would ever want to know.... The people who are happy.... Don't even know they're hurting someone else.... What's the use of being brave... If you're destroying someone else...
Nothing is right or wrong.... Sad and happy and not different....
it's not thaaat harsh
. today was
really hot though...but i bet some other places might have had it really bad
true true
my weather keeps changing but with the weather in new york i would
probably get a cold...haha
marmalade boy? yesssssssssss i luv it! marmalade boy rulez
lmao oh goshy gosh
. i'm so tired becuz of the rain and humidity
@_@
we get rain but it stops then the sun comes out and it gets really hot but its cool in the mornings just normal tempeture......
your weather sounds really harsh
.... I like it... But I can't understand it... Sorry... I don't think... I only think of death...
merged: 07-31-2007 ~ 08:51pm
Oh....That is.... Weird.... But... I'm weird so that's okay... But... Earhlings are weirder... They actually... Smile.... How... Weird....
lmao
nyaaa it's okay, i think i'm dealing with it well for now nya
you better handle it good haha
you need to happy not sad nor confused so be happy.
merged: 07-30-2007 ~ 07:59pm
yes i must *determined look on face with a fist up in the air*
anywho, how are you?
i am okay
hyper see i couldn't sleep last night though so haha 
im still hyper
hey misa misa, i think Ray is alredy with someone elce......
isnt that sad...
i mean come on!
sheesh......
-.-
(pissed mood)
hi~hi,how are you? ^_^
merged: 07-25-2007 ~ 01:20am
oooo
really 
haha
you better remember........or i'll
never stop buging you
just joking!
its over.
if
he didnt want to, why did he?
he broke up with me so all this shit whould stop. but now thier still calling me and saying "yeah bitch Ray dumped you ugly ass"
and so on snd so on .
he prety pissed about that.
and he said he didnt want to break up with me.
marisa. I hate this. i really do....
merged: 07-19-2007 ~ 10:15am
now hes talking about how he is going to kill himself now.
merged: 07-23-2007 ~ 11:56pm
Why Misa? Why?
What happeled?
merged: 07-24-2007 ~ 06:23am
Ohhh, shesh im bored....
me quite busy as well but really bored
Hope you are still having fun
Glad you are still alive... you better come online more often though
I did tell you to cut down with the compy but you're taking it kinda too far
hi wana hang out!
merged: 07-02-2007 ~ 01:41am
hi wana hang out!
hello how are you?... new 14 year old lol
And thank you for liking my poem
welcome by the way and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
again
hey my friend haven't talked got down with the flu so how are
merged: 06-21-2007 ~ 12:04pm
sorry this is late i know your a sleep but i'll make you a card yeah so dool happy birthday you shinny person iknow so welll lol enjoy it new age person . yeahh
Happy Birthday........ since I couldn't make you a card........ I wrote you a poem........ it's kinda......... weird and has nothing to do with birthday but......... sorry
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A small worthless hope....
And yet...
Wishing for something that cannot be
To dream...... to hope....... to wake up tomorrow with a feeling of happiness in my barren heart
Why do I cry out...... when I know there is nobody there?
To hold my hand...... to lift me up
Wake me up from this endless night
This night is still clothed in darkness
I will slumber.... until the day you will whisper in my ear
A voice that will set me free.....
-------------------------
Happy birthday and........ hope you have a nice day........
Happy Birthday
if i'm not wrong it's june 20th and it's your b'day, well enjoy and i hope everything you wish come true.... have a nice day...
i dont know about him, you know? i mean we just were tlking no i love yous or anything we where just talking and it was really nice.
on my Lotus's Summer Dream