HOPE U FEEL GOOD LIKE ME *HUGS* U CAN SEE I AM IN TURKEY THAT IS WHY I WRITE BIG
BECOURSE THEY HAVE A DIFFERENT KEYBORD IT IS EASIER FOR ME TO WRITE IN BIG SO I
DONT NEED TO CHANGE SOME LETTER. ALL WHAT U WROTE SOUND LIKE U HAD A LOT GOOD
AND MORE BAD THINGS IN YOUR LIFE. IT IS TO BAD THAT WE KNOW MORE THE BAD THINGS
AND NOT SO WELL THE GOOD THINGS. I FEEL WITH U GIRL
YOUR STORY WITH YOUR BOY GOES UNDER MY SKIN HONEY ... THAT U FALL IN LOVE TO A
STUPID GUY THERE IS NO WAY HE NEVER DESERVES U...IT IS NOT A SUPRICE FOR YOU
THAT I HARD ALSO FROM A MAN THAT HE WANT ME AS HIS SECOND GIRLFRIEND THEY REALLY
ASK ME WHAT I THINK ABOUT IF WE WOULD HAVE A 3 REALASHIONSHIP @_@
SOMETIMES I ASK MYSELF IF MENS THINKS ONLY WITH HER DICKS AND NOT WITH THE
BRAIN. I KNOW TO GOOD WHAT IS UNREQUITED LOVE. IN REAL I HAD NOT REALLY LOOK
WITH LOVE ... U KNOW MY LAST EX ? WE WAS A COUPLE 8 YEARS AGO
1 AND A HALF YEAR LATER WE WAS APART WE TRY TO BE FRIENDS AT THE START IT WAS OK
HE FOUND A NEW GIRLFRIEND... BUT WE STILL HAD SEX. FOR ME IT WAS ONLY SEX, I
DONT KNOW WHAT WAS FOR HIM. FEW MONTH LATER HE SAY THAT HIS GIRLFRIEND WANT THAT
HE DONT TALK WITH ME ANYMORE. I WAS SO MAD OF HIM THAT HE SAY YES TO HIS
GIRLFRIEND ( GIRLFRIEND HE HAD KNOW 3 MONTH ME AND HIM WE HAD KNOW 3 YEARS ) IT
WAS A GOOD DEAL FOR HIM 3 YEARS GO AND 3 MONTH WINS. I SAID TO HIM ALL OR
NOTHING BABY IF U LIKE ME AS YOUR FRIEND SO U SHOULD FIGHT FOR THAT AND DONT SAY
OK IF YOUR 3 MONTH REALSHIONSHIP SAY U CAN NOT BE FRIENDS WITH YOUR OLD
LOVER.
5 YEARS LATER I WANT TALK WITH HIM ONLY TALK NOT MORE... AS WE WAS FINISHED WITH
THE DATE WE WAS FRIENDS AGAIN. I HAD THOUGH THAT FOR 1 DAY ... AFTER 1 DAY HE
SAY THAT I MAKE HIM CONFUSED AND THAT HE DONT WANT TALK WITH ME ANYMORE ... HE
HAVE LEAVE ME AGAIN. SO AROUND 6 MONTH LATER HE COME BACK
â?¦ TALK TO ME IN MT
â?¦ I NEVER TALK TO HIM ABOUT MT ...
HE ONLY HAD KNOW ONE THINK THAT I CALL ME IN THE NET SEMANGA AND AS HE SEARCH IN
GOOGLE SEMANGA HE FOUND ME. AS I NOTICE THAT HE WAS THE MYSTERIOUS GUY I START
TO CRY ... HE FOUND ME AS I REALLY WAS DOWN. IT MAKES ME HAPPY ... NO SUPRICE TO
ME AFTER FEW DAYS WE HAD AN AFARE. (VERY STUPID GIRL SEMA)
HOW I HAD COULD THINK THAT THIS TIME IT WOULD CHANGE EVERYTHING ? AFTER A BIG
AFARE HE LIVE HIS OLD GIRLFRIEND ... I DONT WANT BE WITH HIM.. BECOURSE I HAD
THINK THAT HE NEED SOMETIME FOR HIMSELF. IT WAS OK. SOMETIMES I ASKED HIM AGAIN
U ARE READY TO HAVE A REALASHIONSHIP WITH ME HE SAY HE LOVES ME. I SAY IF U NEED
MORE TIME IT IS OK AND HE SAY *I NEED MORE TIME... BUT FOR ME WE ARE A COUPLE.*
<- ( WHAT THE HELL IS MEANING THIS )
I WAS WITH HIM OR NOT 1 YEAR... WE HAD A LOT FIGHTS BETWEEN THIS TIME. IT HAD
FOR ME THAT HE DONT WANT A REALASHIONSHIP WITH ME BUT HE FEEL THAT WE ARE A
COUPLE. I NEVER TOLD HIM THIS BECOURSE I DONT WANT MAKE TROUPLE. I HAD A LOT
THINGS IN MY MIND BUT I NEVER TALK ABOUT THIS WITH HIM. THAT WAS MY BIGGEST
MISTAKE â?¦ HOW WE CAN WORK ON A
REALSHIONSHIP IF WE DONT TALK ABOUT THIS THINGS ?
I DONT KNOW BUT WE FIGHT A LOT AND FEW TIMES I SAY ENOUGH I DONT WANT BE WITH
YOU ANYMORE. AFTER FEW WEEKS WE ARE AGAIN A COUPLE OR LIKE THIS. BUT THE LAST
TIME HE SAY HE HAVE ENOUGH HE DONT WANT THIS ANYMORE. AND DONT GIVE ME A CHANCE
... THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME THAT I SAY TO HIM FORGIVE ME ... BUT IT WAS TO LATE.
AFTER 2 MONTH HE HAD A NEW GIRLFRIEND U READ IT RIGHT GIRL ... THE BOY WHO LOVES
ME SO SO MUCH BLA BLA ... ALL THE TIME HE SAY HE NEEDS MORE TIME AND THEN HE
SHOW ME FOR WHAT HE NEED MORE TIME. FOR THE NEW GIRLFRIEND.
TELL ME GIRL WHY GIRLS ARE LIKE THIS @_@ IF MENS SAY I LOVE YOU. WE ARE SO
STUPID IF WE HEAR THAT SOMEONE LOVES US. BUT AFTER THIS I DONT KNOW IF I CAN
BELIEVE ON LOVE â?¦ WAS THIS LOVE ?
IT IS POSIBLE THAT THIS WAS LOVE ? I DONT BELIEVE
â?¦ I SAY TO MYSELF IF SOMEONE ELSE
COME NOW AND SAY THAT THEY HAVE FEELING AND LOVE ME
â?¦ I SAY ONLY I DONT BELIEVE THIS
... SHOW ME WHAT U REAL WANT ... I WILL SEE HOW MUCH THEY HAVE FEELINGS FOR ME.
U REALLY THINK THAT SOMEONE EXIST THEY WANT SAY THIS TO ME ? NO NEVER I DONT
BELIEVE ON REAL LOVE ... I AM SURE U CAN HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE, U REALLY CAN
THINK THAT THIS GUY IS GOOD FOR YOUR SOUL BUT MORE ? I NEVER BELIEVE THIS ... I
KNOW FOR MYSELF THAT THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEND.
I MUST SO MUCH LAUGH GIRL ... AS I READ YOUR WORDS THAT FOR MENS IT IS SO EASY
TO SAY I LOVE YOU IF THEY HAVE SEX WITH A GIRL... MAYBE IT IS A OTHER WORD FOR
BABY I COME AHH .......
I AM AGREE GIRL WITH U. MENS MAKE NO DIFFERENT BETWEEN LOVE AND SEX. THEY THINK
SEX IS LOVE.
U SAY IT GIRL NOBODY DESERVE TO FALL IN LOVE TO THEM AND IT IS BETTER THAT U
NEVER SAY I LOVE U TO A MAN BECOURSE THEN THEY KNOW THAT THEY CAN DRIVE U CRAZY.
AT THE MOMENT I DONT SEE SOMEONE ELSE THAT DESERVE US LOVE GIRL WE ARE TO GOOD
FOR THE MENS THEY COULD NEVER DESERVE US.
U KNOW I AM A TURKISH GIRL AND MOSLEM TO U KNOW WHAT IS THAT MEANING FOR ME ? TO
BE A VIRGIN UNTIL YOU ARE MARRIED AND ONLY YOUR HUSBAND HAVE THE PLASURE TO BE
THE FIRST AND ONLY ONE FOR U. AND U MUST DO WHAT HE WANTS ANYTIME ... BE HIS
SLAVE. THATS NOT MY WAY I LIVE MY LIFE HOW I WANT ... OF COURSE I CAN NEVER BE
THE SAME LIKE OTHER HUMANS BUT I WILL SAY THAT I TAKE THAT FROM LIVE WHAT I NEED
AND WANT. THE OTHER I DONT NEED. AT THE MOMENT I WILL ENJOY MY LIFE AND I WILL
CHANGE A LOT IN MY LIFE. IF I COME BACK TO GERMAN I WILL FOUND A NEW JOB AND
WORK ON SO MANY THINGS ... I HAVE BIG PLANS FOR MY FUTURE ... AND I HAVE THE
LOVE FOR MY LIFE BACK THAT WAS THE BEST THINK WHAT COULD HAPPEND TO ME.
AND ABOUT THE LOVE ? FUCK OFF LOVE ... I AM ALSO HAPPY WITHOUT THEM. I THINK
THERE IS NOBODY THERE DESERVE THAT I LOVE HIM AND THAT I GIVE HIM MY LIFE IN HIS
HAND. ONETIME IN MY LIFE IS ENOUGH. MAYBE WE SHOULD FOUND SOMEONE WHO U DONT
LOVES BUT HE MUST LOVES U SO MUCH HE MUST DIE FOR U
â?¦ I AM SURE THIS GUY WILL ANYTIME
DO ANYTHING TO WIN YOUR LOVE FOR HIM
â?¦ BUT U MUST NEVER FALL IN LOVE TO
HIM ......BECOURSE IN THIS SECOND IF U START TO LOVE HIM U LOOSE EVERYTHING ...
OK GIRL I THINK FOR TODAY WE TALKED A LOT ABOUT THE STUPID MENS AND LOVES
HOPE THAT I DONT DESTRUB U SO MUCH
SEE U AROUND HONEYGIRL BYE *HUGS*
Quote by dianaswoa you are
killing me with these walls from Kao No Nai Tsuki II but I
love them
never seen this img with Touka and Momoko before
will the nature of theyr relationship change farther in the anime or this are
just some images made by Carnelian to change a little the atmosphere
I have all the episodes from Touka Gettan that appeard till now but till now
I`ved not seen a pose like this *~*
anyway you will have a favorite from me for this wall
arigato for sharing
Thanks for faving and the compliment ~
In fact, this pic is not from the anime, but from the game O.o
It's quite ecchi since it's an 18x pic lol ~ =D!
Here it is ... the original pic .. *I guess it has lots of different comparing
with my wall -.-"*
You can find it in the offical website tho O.o 18X
*shh ... here is another one =.=*
I am same as you, I really love this anime =D~ The main chara and momoka are
really cute
But the bad thing is .. the anime is showing backward
!
No worries, I just rarely go on posting too much ecchi now, cause most of the
time, I am looking and downloading by the sets, no longer individual pics.
Quote by dianas
nya Clover chan #Di runs to give her a hug# it seams that lately I have some
artistic inspiration
I miss your work must congratulate you for the new wall look
yummmy for a guy that is
^_^' ehh life is normal and somehow boring because of the same routine every
day
+ I have exams that stress me
but I try to keep a calm attitude..damn I`m not in high school anymore can`t let
uni bother me that much
I`m happy that a fiew days ago I both a new ring..I like gold because of my mam
and her `treasure chest`
just a joke of mine..I tell her that she has a treasue chest (she also likes
gold)
#lots of luve from Di# I must go now I did not even made my bed yet
wohoow to much speed *catch you and fall down* XP
ähm on my newest wall its a girl, or better said a female Vampire
(Arcueid Brunestud from Singetzutan Tsukihime). I have some other wallpapers
that are about to get finished. Mabe i will add one more this week.
I have only one silver ring, that i got from my freind, i'm not wearing it most
of the time, couse i don't want to ruin it. But its an important treasure^^
I think I'm doing fine, from time to time i write with Mira. Shes a really nice
one^^
I think you will be fine at your exams. Keep it up my friend.
Quote by dianaswoaa Koku-kun I missed your
long messages #hug# ..lets agree with something..neither of us me or you will
apologize in the future for late replays..I know that both of us have things to
do
but for me it will always be a pleasure to chat with cute Koku-chan somehow I
resemble you in my mind with Touka from Touka Gettan by Carnelian (she is my
favorite artist)
lately I have been busy and active (yas what a paradox) busy with
my exams but also active on MT made some new layouts even
wallpapers
you will probably laugh but I have searched for some tutorials on YouTube and
I`ved learned some things from there
what else..lets see..yesterday I was almost all day in town..my legs hurt ..and
yes I have buy a new ring..I`m actually a sucker for gold..because of my mam
I often laugh ..saying to her that she likes to add new items to the `treasure
chest`
woaa I`m on your page now now
Koku-chan #smiles# I also think at you in the same way you are o
my page too
gtg now must eat something ta ta chat with you soon
P.S hope that you managed to solve `that thing` for your
friend
i'm glad you did drop by for a visit. and yes, reality seems growing bigger to
block our dearly time in MT.
got to agree too, thanks for your understanding. in future, as understood, there
isn't a need for apology.
i don't know why, but i myself am getting lazy to reply guestbook posts. though
indeed it's holiday here, i have sunk deep into my old hobby projects.
good luck in your exams too~ hope your
leg will recovered sooner.
well, i'm the sucker for papers then. there isn't enough papers for me to draw
actually.
now too, i'm getting less and less in touch with anime. but recently, i got to
watch a very old anime, somewhere from 90s era. it's Video Girl Ai. its concept
is quite original too, but with occasional ecchi too,
enjoy your day. hope you'll enjoy reading this. see you around~
Hmm... How should I thank you properly for the gift... You sure know how to
please your servant . I guess
I'll go with the "I worship the earth you walk on" routine . So thank
you Mistress, you are great, and your wallpaper is tottaly great and awesome!
. I
don't really know how to thank you properly. So, again if there would be
anything you need from me, let me know .
(besides, I am trying to work on some gift for you as well... So you may expect
to get something like that from me too ).
Anyway.
I got a new layout for Maverick Hunters group and it looks really awesome . I hope
that I can get some moremembers for this group... But we'll see...
On the other hand, my planes got screwed up... It came out that we won't make it
with money and I can't go to university, at least not yet... So I am going
abroad, to England, and I will try to bting the rest of my family there too.
Then, perhaps I can study there in England. But for the rest of time that I will
be here, I will have some more free time so I think we can chat some more... I
will sure miss our voice chats for a while. But still, it is a good chance to
improve my life standards...
Anyway, don't think I'm getting pesimistic or something. My endless pile of
optimism hasn't goten any smaller . And yes,
I think it will be good, I mean, it will be a succes .
OK. In the meantime I will work on a wallpaper for you and make maybe some new
banner for Hellsing group . Ja ne,
Mistress, hope to chat with you soon .
PS. I hope that you will get the psotcard... Otherwise, I will just send it
again.
Hello! I just wanted to pop in and say hi. You are a very nice person, so I will
continue to write nice little notes in your guestbook. I hope you
had a nice weekend. Hopefully it was better than mine... *I got sick , but I
still posted here and there...*
Anyways, I just wanted to check up on you and see how you were. Don't work too
hard this week! All my friends seem to have jobs now except me... now I will be
poor and jobless forever. u_u No one wants me to work for them... except here.
Oh
well...
You're one of my favorite people here, so take care of yourself, and I'll talk
to you soon Miss Dianas! *waves bye*
Heya Dianas-chan ^_^. I just wanted to let you know that I was able to get
higher quality images of several of my paintings. They have now been updated on
MT, and include some which you have commented on. You may notice the difference
in quality, especially on my newest piece of Itsuki.
long time no see. anyway, could You delet all post about the-dior latest
problem? I did it and assured UV that everyone els will do the same since
there's no problem anymore.
hi my little dinas girl *hugs u very long time*
how are u babe ? hope u feel good like me
it is long time after my last message... i am so sorry that i dont reply u
faster... *please forgive me honey*
I am so glad that i found u a girl with the same problems like me ... that is
not good girl that u have some problems like me.
Quote by dianasMy sweet I`m really glad
that you feel better afther braking up with you ex..me I`m curently single..from
some time now..I feel like I can be speak with you..my ex was like a sex
friend..is not good to always invest feelings in a relation..we have to accept
that our bodys need that kind of activity..but we can chose...when we want, how
we want with who we want..is my eyes everything starts well and ends bad.. (I
know that this sounds a little harsh)
thats really hard if
they ends bad... i think that nobody want this but sometimes shit happends right
that
u had a sex friend is ok girl i had this too one times befor ... and i must say
it had also ends bad.... like yours
Quote: I`m not pesimist but that is
the truth..sometimes I feel that we womans gravitate around men..
afther we meet someone...like that guy bla bla bla stay together as a couple
things start to change..
you have to think more like he wants..what are we for them ? mothers/lovers ?
sometimes they don`t make the diference..is not hard to understand them..we tend
to make things look so complicated
like giving up on some things that represent us as a person..for now I prefer to
look for a sex friend
then to get involved again in a sentimental relation..somehow I feel that it dos
not worth it
girl u talk from my hard
i am so agree with u that u maybe dont believe this
all your words are right everything what u write are the true... after this
realashionship what i had with my ex i dont believe on love... tell me girl to
how many boys u say i love u ? or to how many boys u fall in real love ? i tell
u that my ex was the only one to them i told that i love him. and he ? he said
it to all his girlfriends that nice right. after we get apart he found a new
girlfriend one month later and said to her that i love her... one month later ?
u can really fall in love to someone ? i dont believe this girl... and i notice
that my ex was not the right .... but who is the right ?... can i trust someone
anymore if they say to me that he loves me ? when i know that he mean it and
dont say it like my ex ?
i think love change everything and it is hard to found the perfect partner. i am
not sure if they exist the perfect partner... but i think that never mans
deserve womans like us. u say it girl they dont worth to get love from us ...
and i think your way is the right way... found a boy to have sex and not more.
no feelings no problems right? i dont know if i will found this so easy like u,
becourse u know girl i dont have a nice figure like u... i am fat and so it is
very hard to found a man they want do this with me *blush*. and at the moment it
is very hard for me ... my last activity in this kind is very long time ago and
it drives me crazy.
i could scream *hey is there nobody they want sex with me? * i am sure i
will found few drunken boys
but i dont want ... u know girl it is not the same if u have sex with a guy and
dont love him... it is a different world if u love someone and have sex with
him... i know this feeling and i never will miss this... but the other way i
dont want fall in love again... and so i have a bad situation i think i
will learn to accept my destiny that i am not one of the girls with the big love
with the good realashionship with the perfect man on my site ... this will never
happen in my life.
Quote: not everyone is the same
each of us have theyr half..we woman need more respect from men..we can
manipulate them easly using sex..but when we want more is like they have
won..
I think when people suffer they think that they love..
amen girl... we need more respect from mens... sometime i
think they dont know who we are ... that they should not talk with a girl like
this. there is a big different between mens and womens but i think sometimes
that the most mens dont know this.
i think love is not easy to feel... i believe that the real love is that u only
want that the people who u love if lucky no matter with u as his girlfriend or a
other women... ... u think that mens can also say this ? that they want that
some other guy make u lucky ?
Quote: you don`t have to agree with
me my dear..you have your own personality and style..and I like them..
I know soo little about you but you are a rare friend..the things that you
create speak in your name
so this is a small part of what is in my head..
#kissu - kissu#
u see girl that i am with u and that i know
what u feel and what u have in your mind
i think we share the same destiny and we both see the way that we can be more
lucky without love and realashionships
at the moment i will only enjoy my live without problems and hurts... but
sometimes i think that will never happend
Quote by dianasHello sweetie umm I
realized something my last msg was a little hysteridal the one related to men
and relationships..
the truth is that at that timeI had some problems with a guy..anyway I
exagerated a little not hith him because is over with you..I don`t want to
burden your memory with useless things
you have alwasy been souch a good and understanding friend for me at least
so I`ved made something for you..is not much comparing with your work but afther
you dedicated 2 of your walls to me I wanted to do something for you too as a sign
of appreciation
have a wonderful day #smiles#
ohh my girl u make a wall for me ? only for me *cant hold
my tears* it is a horner for me girl u flatter me so so soooooooooooooooooo much
baby. *big kisses* it is in my favorid colors and beautyful baby i love love
love it... *hugs hugs hugs*
and girl please dont think that i dont like what u had write in your last
message to me... i am so glad that someone feel the same like me that u
understand what is the problem for us. i feel so good becourse i found someone
they say the same like me they think the same like me... u have right girl we
know to little about us we should talk more with each other and it is easy to
see that u are rar like me girl... dont wanna loose my dianas girl ... but befor
u say again this girl dont reply i must told u that i fly this weekend again to
turkey but i will try to found time to reply u girl... i will try my best honey.
ok babe
i have to go wish u a wonderful weekend and hope to see u again bye*kisses*
You wrote that Lovely Complex is one of your favourites ........ mine too! How
much episodes did you watch yet?
I don`t find much when I search for pictures or something like that! Maybe it
isn`t very popular!
But I`m sure I`m annoying so I`ll stop talking! `
Hello my Mistress . You know that it is always a pleasure to see something from you in
my guestbook .
Quote by MistressDiHya my Lord #hugs#
I just camed from the group..where I`ved made a new layout
lately I have some pretty god ideas for graphics..the other day my mam and bro
decided to put out one of the cats..you know I have Nero and Nutu..is hard to
keep 2 of them in a flat
but it seems that they did not want proceed with theyr plan today so for now thy
are saved
I've seen the layout already and I must say that it looks great . And I
have noticed thatr too, that you are on some kind of an artistic rush . Nice to
see, kinda inspiring. I think I will work on something on my own, like new
banners and such stuff .
I know what you mean, with the cats. I have a big flat, so it isn't a big
problem for me, but still cats can give you some trouble, especially when kept
together.
Quote by MistressDianyway I`m feeling
good lately..yesterday I guyd a ring..I always liked gold becaue of my mam
in rest everything is ok.. I`ved just reinstaled the windows on my laptop some
of my programs are still missing..hope to chat with you soon (voice chat)
#hugles# for my imortal friend
Gold is ok, as long as it have nothing to do with silver . And I
must say that I miss our voice chats too. Anyway, I will be today on MSN
somewhat early today (like now ) since my
bro went somewhere and I have the computer all for myslef. Take care, Mistress
#hugs#, I too hope that we will chat soon .
Ja ne!
Quote by dianasHi I haven`t
write to people that put favs to my work from a while now..but somehow I think
that not evryone apreciate the same thank you msg (copy --> paste) anyway
just trying to make a useful conversation so insted of posting a thank you
picture I will post a funny one that
perhaps will bring a smile on your face as a sign of apreciation for your
gesture
Thank you! Arigato! My new guestbook page layout looks very nice! I changed a
few hexidecimal codes... I found out in PSP9 I can get those off of a picture...
and I didn't even know it. .
Your pretty work is making me want to learn more about html... . It is
very beautiful, as always... you have such a talent for making pretty things!
Again, domo arigato gozaimasu!
Wow, another fav from the group admin of the ecchi club....awesome, thanks!
HEY MY LITTLE GIRL
HOPE U FEEL GOOD LIKE ME *HUGS* U CAN SEE I AM IN TURKEY THAT IS WHY I WRITE BIG BECOURSE THEY HAVE A DIFFERENT KEYBORD IT IS EASIER FOR ME TO WRITE IN BIG SO I DONT NEED TO CHANGE SOME LETTER. ALL WHAT U WROTE SOUND LIKE U HAD A LOT GOOD AND MORE BAD THINGS IN YOUR LIFE. IT IS TO BAD THAT WE KNOW MORE THE BAD THINGS AND NOT SO WELL THE GOOD THINGS. I FEEL WITH U GIRL
YOUR STORY WITH YOUR BOY GOES UNDER MY SKIN HONEY ... THAT U FALL IN LOVE TO A STUPID GUY THERE IS NO WAY HE NEVER DESERVES U...IT IS NOT A SUPRICE FOR YOU THAT I HARD ALSO FROM A MAN THAT HE WANT ME AS HIS SECOND GIRLFRIEND THEY REALLY ASK ME WHAT I THINK ABOUT IF WE WOULD HAVE A 3 REALASHIONSHIP @_@
SOMETIMES I ASK MYSELF IF MENS THINKS ONLY WITH HER DICKS AND NOT WITH THE BRAIN. I KNOW TO GOOD WHAT IS UNREQUITED LOVE. IN REAL I HAD NOT REALLY LOOK WITH LOVE ... U KNOW MY LAST EX ? WE WAS A COUPLE 8 YEARS AGO
1 AND A HALF YEAR LATER WE WAS APART WE TRY TO BE FRIENDS AT THE START IT WAS OK HE FOUND A NEW GIRLFRIEND... BUT WE STILL HAD SEX. FOR ME IT WAS ONLY SEX, I DONT KNOW WHAT WAS FOR HIM. FEW MONTH LATER HE SAY THAT HIS GIRLFRIEND WANT THAT HE DONT TALK WITH ME ANYMORE. I WAS SO MAD OF HIM THAT HE SAY YES TO HIS GIRLFRIEND ( GIRLFRIEND HE HAD KNOW 3 MONTH ME AND HIM WE HAD KNOW 3 YEARS ) IT WAS A GOOD DEAL FOR HIM 3 YEARS GO AND 3 MONTH WINS. I SAID TO HIM ALL OR NOTHING BABY IF U LIKE ME AS YOUR FRIEND SO U SHOULD FIGHT FOR THAT AND DONT SAY OK IF YOUR 3 MONTH REALSHIONSHIP SAY U CAN NOT BE FRIENDS WITH YOUR OLD LOVER.
5 YEARS LATER I WANT TALK WITH HIM ONLY TALK NOT MORE... AS WE WAS FINISHED WITH THE DATE WE WAS FRIENDS AGAIN. I HAD THOUGH THAT FOR 1 DAY ... AFTER 1 DAY HE SAY THAT I MAKE HIM CONFUSED AND THAT HE DONT WANT TALK WITH ME ANYMORE ... HE HAVE LEAVE ME AGAIN. SO AROUND 6 MONTH LATER HE COME BACK â?¦ TALK TO ME IN MT â?¦ I NEVER TALK TO HIM ABOUT MT ... HE ONLY HAD KNOW ONE THINK THAT I CALL ME IN THE NET SEMANGA AND AS HE SEARCH IN GOOGLE SEMANGA HE FOUND ME. AS I NOTICE THAT HE WAS THE MYSTERIOUS GUY I START TO CRY ... HE FOUND ME AS I REALLY WAS DOWN. IT MAKES ME HAPPY ... NO SUPRICE TO ME AFTER FEW DAYS WE HAD AN AFARE. (VERY STUPID GIRL SEMA)
HOW I HAD COULD THINK THAT THIS TIME IT WOULD CHANGE EVERYTHING ? AFTER A BIG AFARE HE LIVE HIS OLD GIRLFRIEND ... I DONT WANT BE WITH HIM.. BECOURSE I HAD THINK THAT HE NEED SOMETIME FOR HIMSELF. IT WAS OK. SOMETIMES I ASKED HIM AGAIN U ARE READY TO HAVE A REALASHIONSHIP WITH ME HE SAY HE LOVES ME. I SAY IF U NEED MORE TIME IT IS OK AND HE SAY *I NEED MORE TIME... BUT FOR ME WE ARE A COUPLE.* <- ( WHAT THE HELL IS MEANING THIS )
I WAS WITH HIM OR NOT 1 YEAR... WE HAD A LOT FIGHTS BETWEEN THIS TIME. IT HAD FOR ME THAT HE DONT WANT A REALASHIONSHIP WITH ME BUT HE FEEL THAT WE ARE A COUPLE. I NEVER TOLD HIM THIS BECOURSE I DONT WANT MAKE TROUPLE. I HAD A LOT THINGS IN MY MIND BUT I NEVER TALK ABOUT THIS WITH HIM. THAT WAS MY BIGGEST MISTAKE â?¦ HOW WE CAN WORK ON A REALSHIONSHIP IF WE DONT TALK ABOUT THIS THINGS ?
I DONT KNOW BUT WE FIGHT A LOT AND FEW TIMES I SAY ENOUGH I DONT WANT BE WITH YOU ANYMORE. AFTER FEW WEEKS WE ARE AGAIN A COUPLE OR LIKE THIS. BUT THE LAST TIME HE SAY HE HAVE ENOUGH HE DONT WANT THIS ANYMORE. AND DONT GIVE ME A CHANCE ... THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME THAT I SAY TO HIM FORGIVE ME ... BUT IT WAS TO LATE. AFTER 2 MONTH HE HAD A NEW GIRLFRIEND U READ IT RIGHT GIRL ... THE BOY WHO LOVES ME SO SO MUCH BLA BLA ... ALL THE TIME HE SAY HE NEEDS MORE TIME AND THEN HE SHOW ME FOR WHAT HE NEED MORE TIME. FOR THE NEW GIRLFRIEND.
TELL ME GIRL WHY GIRLS ARE LIKE THIS @_@ IF MENS SAY I LOVE YOU. WE ARE SO STUPID IF WE HEAR THAT SOMEONE LOVES US. BUT AFTER THIS I DONT KNOW IF I CAN BELIEVE ON LOVE â?¦ WAS THIS LOVE ? IT IS POSIBLE THAT THIS WAS LOVE ? I DONT BELIEVE â?¦ I SAY TO MYSELF IF SOMEONE ELSE COME NOW AND SAY THAT THEY HAVE FEELING AND LOVE ME â?¦ I SAY ONLY I DONT BELIEVE THIS ... SHOW ME WHAT U REAL WANT ... I WILL SEE HOW MUCH THEY HAVE FEELINGS FOR ME. U REALLY THINK THAT SOMEONE EXIST THEY WANT SAY THIS TO ME ? NO NEVER I DONT BELIEVE ON REAL LOVE ... I AM SURE U CAN HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE, U REALLY CAN THINK THAT THIS GUY IS GOOD FOR YOUR SOUL BUT MORE ? I NEVER BELIEVE THIS ... I KNOW FOR MYSELF THAT THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEND.
I MUST SO MUCH LAUGH GIRL ... AS I READ YOUR WORDS THAT FOR MENS IT IS SO EASY TO SAY I LOVE YOU IF THEY HAVE SEX WITH A GIRL... MAYBE IT IS A OTHER WORD FOR BABY I COME AHH
.......
I AM AGREE GIRL WITH U. MENS MAKE NO DIFFERENT BETWEEN LOVE AND SEX. THEY THINK SEX IS LOVE.
U SAY IT GIRL NOBODY DESERVE TO FALL IN LOVE TO THEM AND IT IS BETTER THAT U NEVER SAY I LOVE U TO A MAN BECOURSE THEN THEY KNOW THAT THEY CAN DRIVE U CRAZY. AT THE MOMENT I DONT SEE SOMEONE ELSE THAT DESERVE US LOVE GIRL WE ARE TO GOOD FOR THE MENS THEY COULD NEVER DESERVE US.
U KNOW I AM A TURKISH GIRL AND MOSLEM TO U KNOW WHAT IS THAT MEANING FOR ME ? TO BE A VIRGIN UNTIL YOU ARE MARRIED AND ONLY YOUR HUSBAND HAVE THE PLASURE TO BE THE FIRST AND ONLY ONE FOR U. AND U MUST DO WHAT HE WANTS ANYTIME ... BE HIS SLAVE. THATS NOT MY WAY I LIVE MY LIFE HOW I WANT ... OF COURSE I CAN NEVER BE THE SAME LIKE OTHER HUMANS BUT I WILL SAY THAT I TAKE THAT FROM LIVE WHAT I NEED AND WANT. THE OTHER I DONT NEED. AT THE MOMENT I WILL ENJOY MY LIFE AND I WILL CHANGE A LOT IN MY LIFE. IF I COME BACK TO GERMAN I WILL FOUND A NEW JOB AND WORK ON SO MANY THINGS ... I HAVE BIG PLANS FOR MY FUTURE ... AND I HAVE THE LOVE FOR MY LIFE BACK THAT WAS THE BEST THINK WHAT COULD HAPPEND TO ME.
AND ABOUT THE LOVE ? FUCK OFF LOVE ... I AM ALSO HAPPY WITHOUT THEM. I THINK THERE IS NOBODY THERE DESERVE THAT I LOVE HIM AND THAT I GIVE HIM MY LIFE IN HIS HAND. ONETIME IN MY LIFE IS ENOUGH. MAYBE WE SHOULD FOUND SOMEONE WHO U DONT LOVES BUT HE MUST LOVES U SO MUCH HE MUST DIE FOR U â?¦ I AM SURE THIS GUY WILL ANYTIME DO ANYTHING TO WIN YOUR LOVE FOR HIM â?¦ BUT U MUST NEVER FALL IN LOVE TO HIM ......BECOURSE IN THIS SECOND IF U START TO LOVE HIM U LOOSE EVERYTHING ...
OK GIRL I THINK FOR TODAY WE TALKED A LOT ABOUT THE STUPID MENS AND LOVES
HOPE THAT I DONT DESTRUB U SO MUCH
SEE U AROUND HONEYGIRL BYE *HUGS*
Thanks for faving and the compliment
In fact, this pic is not from the anime, but from the game O.o
It's quite ecchi since it's an 18x pic lol ~ =D!
Here it is ... the original pic .. *I guess it has lots of different comparing with my wall -.-"*
You can find it in the offical website tho O.o
18X
*shh ... here is another one =.=*
I am same as you, I really love this anime =D~ The main chara and momoka are really cute
But the bad thing is .. the anime is showing backward
Btw, wanna ask you if u would like to join
=D
hello, can you please make me a layout using this: [img=http://gallery.minitokyo.net/view/232010/]link[/img]
merged: 06-12-2007 ~ 05:54pm
http://gallery.minitokyo.net/view/232010/
I just need to know the size, I will make one.
No worries, I just rarely go on posting too much ecchi now, cause most of the time, I am looking and downloading by the sets, no longer individual pics.
wohoow to much speed *catch you and fall down* XP
ähm on my newest wall its a girl, or better said a female Vampire (Arcueid Brunestud from Singetzutan Tsukihime). I have some other wallpapers that are about to get finished. Mabe i will add one more this week.
I have only one silver ring, that i got from my freind, i'm not wearing it most of the time, couse i don't want to ruin it. But its an important treasure^^
I think I'm doing fine, from time to time i write with Mira. Shes a really nice one^^
I think you will be fine at your exams. Keep it up my friend.
wait a minute...........how the heck i can forget this?
thanks very much for adding my Light of Darkness doujinshi into your favourite ^_________^ ...........i can't thank enough......
Hi dianas! Thank you so much for your favs on my Bakuretsu Hunters and Sakura Wars scans, i'm glad you liked them.
Have a nice day!
i'm glad you did drop by for a visit. and yes, reality seems growing bigger to block our dearly time in MT.
got to agree too, thanks for your understanding. in future, as understood, there isn't a need for apology.
i don't know why, but i myself am getting lazy to reply guestbook posts. though indeed it's holiday here, i have sunk deep into my old hobby projects.
good luck in your exams too~
hope your
leg will recovered sooner.
well, i'm the sucker for papers then. there isn't enough papers for me to draw actually.
now too, i'm getting less and less in touch with anime. but recently, i got to watch a very old anime, somewhere from 90s era. it's Video Girl Ai. its concept is quite original too, but with occasional ecchi too,
enjoy your day. hope you'll enjoy reading this. see you around~
Hmm... How should I thank you properly for the gift... You sure know how to please your servant
. I guess
I'll go with the "I worship the earth you walk on" routine
. So thank
you Mistress, you are great, and your wallpaper is tottaly great and awesome!
. I
don't really know how to thank you properly. So, again if there would be
anything you need from me, let me know
.
(besides, I am trying to work on some gift for you as well... So you may expect
to get something like that from me too
).
. I hope
that I can get some moremembers for this group... But we'll see...
. And yes,
I think it will be good, I mean, it will be a succes
.
. Ja ne,
Mistress, hope to chat with you soon
.
Anyway.
I got a new layout for Maverick Hunters group and it looks really awesome
On the other hand, my planes got screwed up... It came out that we won't make it with money and I can't go to university, at least not yet... So I am going abroad, to England, and I will try to bting the rest of my family there too. Then, perhaps I can study there in England. But for the rest of time that I will be here, I will have some more free time so I think we can chat some more... I will sure miss our voice chats for a while. But still, it is a good chance to improve my life standards...
Anyway, don't think I'm getting pesimistic or something. My endless pile of optimism hasn't goten any smaller
OK. In the meantime I will work on a wallpaper for you and make maybe some new banner for Hellsing group
PS. I hope that you will get the psotcard... Otherwise, I will just send it again.
Hi Diana
Sorry for the confusion but I don't know That wallpaper was a ripped version
i' m very sorry
Hello Dianas ^_^. I wanted to thank you for the fav you have given me on my Tears painting
. Arigato gozaimasu
.
Though I'd love to hear from you again... Ahhh, Dianas... You don't write, you don't call, it's like you just don't love me anymore
ha ha!
hello,
I was wondering, do You have original http://profile.imeem.com/QV2viH/music/rFTb3NOG/dress/ Dress song, not remix from Trinity Blood? 'couse I can't download it from nowhere, even eMule and iTunes
Hello! I just wanted to pop in and say hi. You are a very nice person, so I will continue to write nice little notes in your guestbook.
I hope you
had a nice weekend. Hopefully it was better than mine... *I got sick
, but I
still posted here and there...*
Anyways, I just wanted to check up on you and see how you were. Don't work too hard this week! All my friends seem to have jobs now except me... now I will be poor and jobless forever. u_u No one wants me to work for them... except here.
Oh
well...
You're one of my favorite people here, so take care of yourself, and I'll talk to you soon Miss Dianas! *waves bye*
Heya Dianas-chan ^_^. I just wanted to let you know that I was able to get higher quality images of several of my paintings. They have now been updated on MT, and include some which you have commented on. You may notice the difference in quality, especially on my newest piece of Itsuki.
Those paintings are...
Uyoku,
Infidelity of Itsuki,
as well as With Open Eyes,
Tears,
and Elf.
All of them are now higher resolution, sharper (so more detail), and the colors are closer in accuracy to the originals. Enjoy!
Hi, How are you?
many <3 and appreciation. *HUG*
hello,
long time no see. anyway, could You delet all post about the-dior latest problem? I did it and assured UV that everyone els will do the same since there's no problem anymore.
hi my little dinas girl *hugs u very long time*
how are u babe ? hope u feel good like me
it is long time after my last message... i am so sorry that i dont reply u faster... *please forgive me honey*
I am so glad that i found u a girl with the same problems like me ... that is not good girl that u have some problems like me.
thats really hard if they ends bad... i think that nobody want this but sometimes shit happends right
that
u had a sex friend is ok girl i had this too one times befor ... and i must say
it had also ends bad.... like yours
girl u talk from my hard
i am so agree with u that u maybe dont believe this
i am sure i
will found few drunken boys
i think i
will learn to accept my destiny that i am not one of the girls with the big love
with the good realashionship with the perfect man on my site ... this will never
happen in my life.
all your words are right everything what u write are the true... after this realashionship what i had with my ex i dont believe on love... tell me girl to how many boys u say i love u ? or to how many boys u fall in real love ? i tell u that my ex was the only one to them i told that i love him. and he ? he said it to all his girlfriends that nice right. after we get apart he found a new girlfriend one month later and said to her that i love her... one month later ? u can really fall in love to someone ? i dont believe this girl... and i notice that my ex was not the right .... but who is the right ?... can i trust someone anymore if they say to me that he loves me ? when i know that he mean it and dont say it like my ex ?
i think love change everything and it is hard to found the perfect partner. i am not sure if they exist the perfect partner... but i think that never mans deserve womans like us. u say it girl they dont worth to get love from us ... and i think your way is the right way... found a boy to have sex and not more. no feelings no problems right? i dont know if i will found this so easy like u, becourse u know girl i dont have a nice figure like u... i am fat and so it is very hard to found a man they want do this with me *blush*. and at the moment it is very hard for me ... my last activity in this kind is very long time ago and it drives me crazy.
i could scream *hey is there nobody they want sex with me? *
but i dont want ... u know girl it is not the same if u have sex with a guy and dont love him... it is a different world if u love someone and have sex with him... i know this feeling and i never will miss this... but the other way i dont want fall in love again... and so i have a bad situation
amen girl... we need more respect from mens... sometime i think they dont know who we are ... that they should not talk with a girl like this. there is a big different between mens and womens but i think sometimes that the most mens dont know this.
i think love is not easy to feel... i believe that the real love is that u only want that the people who u love if lucky no matter with u as his girlfriend or a other women... ... u think that mens can also say this ? that they want that some other guy make u lucky ?
u see girl that i am with u and that i know what u feel and what u have in your mind
i think we share the same destiny and we both see the way that we can be more lucky without love and realashionships
at the moment i will only enjoy my live without problems and hurts... but sometimes i think that will never happend
ohh my girl u make a wall for me ? only for me
*cant hold
my tears* it is a horner for me girl u flatter me so so soooooooooooooooooo much
baby. *big kisses* it is in my favorid colors and beautyful baby i love love
love it... *hugs hugs hugs*
and girl please dont think that i dont like what u had write in your last message to me... i am so glad that someone feel the same like me that u understand what is the problem for us. i feel so good becourse i found someone they say the same like me they think the same like me... u have right girl we know to little about us we should talk more with each other and it is easy to see that u are rar like me girl... dont wanna loose my dianas girl ... but befor u say again this girl dont reply i must told u that i fly this weekend again to turkey but i will try to found time to reply u girl... i will try my best honey. ok babe
i have to go wish u a wonderful weekend and hope to see u again bye*kisses*
You wrote that Lovely Complex is one of your favourites ........ mine too! How much episodes did you watch yet?
`
I don`t find much when I search for pictures or something like that! Maybe it isn`t very popular!
But I`m sure I`m annoying so I`ll stop talking!
Hello my Mistress
. You know that it is always a pleasure to see something from you in
my guestbook
.
I've seen the layout already and I must say that it looks great
I know what you mean, with the cats. I have a big flat, so it isn't a big problem for me, but still cats can give you some trouble, especially when kept together.
Gold is ok, as long as it have nothing to do with silver
Ja ne!
Mi-a fost lene sa scriu iar tot in romana asa ca am dat copy paste la asta :
LoL I know that's her name. I play Guilty Gear since Guilty Gear X. But,I just wrote that in the title.
Ms pentru Comment!
hahahas... thanks!
its looks really funny!
you take care too!
Thank you! Arigato! My new guestbook page layout looks very nice! I changed a few hexidecimal codes... I found out in PSP9 I can get those off of a picture... and I didn't even know it.
.
Your pretty work is making me want to learn more about html...
. It is
very beautiful, as always... you have such a talent for making pretty things!
Again, domo arigato gozaimasu!