Quote by VaticanHello FantasyIllusion!
Sorry...... I think I forgot to reply this back
Too many posts to reply
Hope you are doing fine
I lived in the Philippines........ I am a Korean by ethnicity and by passport
but I haven't lived here for such a long time that it doesn't feel too
comfortable
Hehe thank you
Hello vatican! ^_^ I hope you're doing well! I miss you again! I hope you'll
come back soon!
Have a nice day! ^_^
merged: 06-08-2007 ~ 06:15pm
Quote by vatican92
Me miss you a lot every second TT___TT
Sorry Elizabeth....... I know I'm mean but please forgive me?......
Did I?...... I'm soooo glad that I did....... because even though you say so, I
don't really feel like I'm being any help to you sometimes........
You really are a caring person....... not only to me.......
We should all keep trying.... to reach our destination someday...... to get hold
of our dreams.........
I'm sure as well ^^.......... but I'm still nervous about meeting you
Nature......... yeah I do love nature and I want to do all I can do to help
preserve it but I'm only 1 person.......... I guess I can try but everybody
needs to help out to save nature
Hmmm I see....... I pray for my friends on MT before I sleep so I think of you a
lot before I sleep ^_^
That does sound bad........ I guess if you lose your voice....... you can't
fulfill your dream........
I think it would be terrible if I can't become what I want to be........ but I
think I can give up my dreams for you........ and my friends if I have
to......... ^^
Thank you......... Don't cry for me........ please?........
You feel like a mother......... you do sound mature but not in that kind of way
but I mean as a caring person.........
Yeah....... that would be so wonderful........ and with all our friends on FF
and MT........ maybe someday ^_^
I'm glad
My days are improving....... little by little.........
Hope you have pleasant day today...... and tomorrow and everyday ^^
Take care Elizabeth and I'll see you again
VATICAN! I missed you! I forgive you! ^_^ But you can't leave me for TOO
long..... Or....
Well I can't do anything about it... I'll just cry for about.... 12 hours each
day and get sick and die...
I THANK YOU SO MUCH! In some ways I also thank your parents.... Without them you
won't be here then I'll probally be dead by now....
I..... Seem like your mother....?
Really? I mean... I don't want to be treated like a kid... But... Am I THAT
old...?
I'm scared about meeting you too... I'll probally just stand there doing nothing
if I meet you....
I was never really good with people....
Vatican.... I guess I may not have helped you much....
But remember when you told me happiness can't last forever but even if it was
just going to last for a second it's still good to feel it...
Well I won't tell you why I'm thanking you for.... It'll take such a long time
reading it if I told you...
Besides! ^_^ Why should I tell you!
Well thank you..... THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!
I can't do anything.... But right now I can only say thank you....
Vatican..... Treasure your life.... It would be a waste if you were to die...
You know.... Sometimes I think I treasure you more then yourself.....
I've thought about it for a long time....
You know.... I would risk everything for you... Everything....
You're too important.... The most imporatant thing and person to me....
Well! I hope you'll be fine! Have a nice time! ^_^
Wow......... your UP looks great!
I can't make these things
Hope you are doing fine ^_^
See you Aania!
wo, you seem to be in a hurry
real busy there?
and i'm glad you liked my userpage.... i made another one for my
friend....econy
it's ok, i won't bother you to go and look at it...
anyway, take care and be careful in every step of your life...
Have a nice day
Quote: *(...)
It rained a few days ago. After you'd left.
It made me think of you... =[
I miss you...when are you coming back?
*sighs again*
I need somebody to make me laugh.
I don't know what to do...
<33333333333333333333333333
Love you bro.
Ami-chan
*sighs* I still miss you. And you aren't responding to my comments.
Well I go ahead and tell you. If he sees...well. I don't think I care anymore.
In fact, I like to be dead. So he can kill me.
I broke up with my bf. Yeah. Thats why I'm so emo. But...*sighs*
It's killing me inside. I know it was the right thing to do but...I don't know
what to do anymore...
He was my life. And now he's gone. So it seems like I have to create a new life.
But I need something to build that upon. And I have nothing. Absolutely nothing.
I guess I should stop leaning on other people. Do things for myself? I don't
know.
I feel like a horrible person for what I did. But when I was with him. I was
kinda clinging to him. And I didn't even feel the same way as I had at the
start. He wanted me to make him happy. I just...couldn't. I don't have enough in
me to make him happy and keep myself happy too. Y'know? So I gave my life to
him. And I guess he didn't realize that. Because he was always asking me to give
him more.
I really don't care anymore. Now. It just hurts. Very badly.
I've gotta try to get my life back now. I just wish I had more time...
But I guess we can't get everything we want can we?
*sighs* I miss you alot. Cause I know if you were here you'd be there to make me
laugh. But you aren't. So I'm not.
It rained again. It looked like it was gonna flood. But they said we are still
in a drought...0.0
It's uber hot.
I miss you...like I said...
<3333333333333333333333333 love you bro
~~Ami
Hello Ami!
Umm....... sorry that I can't be there for you........
I'm going back sometime in August........
I miss you a lot....... A whole truck load of lot
Don't say that Ami! Because you are priceless to me...... and your
family
You should........ live your best......... sorry that I can't help much.......
since we can't even see each other and I don't have a talent for helping
people......
If you fall down, you just have to get back up again........ A champion isn't
someone who beats other people in competition but a champion is someone who
tries their best at everything!
I believe that you'll turn out to be a wonderful person....... well you already
are a wonderful person but I mean that one day I believe you will spread your
wings! like a butterfly......
Well I'm sorry to say but your bf sounds mean and selfish....... because I
believe that if people truly love, they don't need anything but each other......
I believe that you truly loved him....... because I see you were trying hard but
maybe he just wasn't the person that you were meant to be with
Maybe...... you need to find somebody right for you
You are the one tying the string........ and by that I mean you are the one to
chose and find your true love not destiny or fate........ well...... ummm.......
sorry
The world isn't really a pleasant place to be in....... but there are
people..... there are things that we love so much that we can't give up our
lives
So just live your best!
You are a strong person so you just have to find the strength inside
you
I love you very much as well ^^
Take care Ami and remember there are people who will always love you
^^
^.^;;; Thanks for thinking that...I mean that I'm a wonderful person. I'm not
really...but it makes me feel special that you think so.
August? 0_0 Do I really have to wait that long? hmmmm...Maybe you could come
back on my bday. It's August 23rd. ^.^ That would be one of the best presents
I'd ever gotten. ^.^
*sighs* I havta take an exam today...at 11:00.
I shoulda just gone to school today and taken it. But I was sick last night.
ick.
Hopefully it won't last long. I feel better now anyways. ^.^
I had to beg to get on here. lol. Actually thats why I'm taking the exam
today...cause I said I'd take it today if I could get on the compy.
I was getting bored... ^.~
Sorry I keep talking about myself...
You really are good at that...I mean...you made me feel alot better.
To tell the truth...after I wrote that. When I got off the compy I was crying
cause I've been telling people about it but...it's like I didn't actually get
it. y'know? *sighs* I'm confusing myself. ^.^;;;;
Oh well...I should go now...so you don't fall asleep reading this.
Quote by micey02hello vatican did you/are
you enjoy korea? please do tell
Hehe..... hello micey!
Nice of you to drop by
Kinda boring here
Nothing much to do.......
How are you? You in New York?
Well then....... take care ^^
im not in new york yet in a week or 2 i think but i makw shore to tell you ^_^
and im sorry if your having a boring time but when you come back you'll have
more fun get that boring out haha okay see ya
VATICAN! I really missed you... You're so mean... You left me for so long and I
only leave you for 2 days! But I'm glad you're back....
Thank you vatican.... You always make me feel better with your words....
I guess I'm being selfish but.... I feel most happy when I'm with you.....
I wonder why I care for you so much... Well no matter what the reason is I'm
sure you're the most important person to me....
I'll fulfil my dream! If I can't be a singer this year then next and the next
and so on until I die!
I'm sure I'll meet you someday! I won't die without meeting you!
I'm sure of it!
I think of you the most when I'm looking at the nature and before I sleep....
I don't know why! ^_^ Guess I take you as someone that will make the world a
better place!
But why I think of you before I sleep... No idea!
Well as long as I think of you! ^_^
The worst things that could happen to me is if I loose my voice and if I forget
about you.....
It's okay if you tell me your pain....
I don't take it as complaining.... Somehow I feel better when I cry for you!
^_^
.......... Won't it be nice..... If we could spend a day..... Or even just a
minute... With our family...
Not fighting or anything but sharing happiness with them.... That will always be
a dream in our minds! ^_^
My day is fine thanks! It wasn't very pleasent but I forgot my memorise when I
saw you came on MT!
Thanks again for everything!
goodmorning vatican! (well, it's morning here,)
take care
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ah..so in korea, there is only 1hr interval.
good to hear you're okay there.
we'll try our best to check on her, and you should visit her too.
im doing just fine. 1 week from now, my classes would start again. NYAA..back to
school.
im into exercising a lot. haha!
*sighs* I still miss you. And you aren't responding to my comments.
Well I go ahead and tell you. If he sees...well. I don't think I care anymore.
In fact, I like to be dead. So he can kill me.
I broke up with my bf. Yeah. Thats why I'm so emo. But...*sighs*
It's killing me inside. I know it was the right thing to do but...I don't know
what to do anymore...
He was my life. And now he's gone. So it seems like I have to create a new life.
But I need something to build that upon. And I have nothing. Absolutely nothing.
I guess I should stop leaning on other people. Do things for myself? I don't
know.
I feel like a horrible person for what I did. But when I was with him. I was
kinda clinging to him. And I didn't even feel the same way as I had at the
start. He wanted me to make him happy. I just...couldn't. I don't have enough in
me to make him happy and keep myself happy too. Y'know? So I gave my life to
him. And I guess he didn't realize that. Because he was always asking me to give
him more.
I really don't care anymore. Now. It just hurts. Very badly.
I've gotta try to get my life back now. I just wish I had more time...
But I guess we can't get everything we want can we?
*sighs* I miss you alot. Cause I know if you were here you'd be there to make me
laugh. But you aren't. So I'm not.
It rained again. It looked like it was gonna flood. But they said we are still
in a drought...0.0
Haha...I haven't been here in ages, but I just thought of going here today and
saw your comment (two months ago). Thanks for remembering my birthday. I liked
your little digital gift---indeed, I do see that you put more effort into it.
It's so sweet either way! ^_^ I appreciate it, and I've saved it (like that one
you put up last year ). Wow, I
should start a collection (kidding!).
I dunno...because I'm a junior (11th grade), it's a really important year,
moreso than the last year of high school considering colleges like to look at
the junior year more than anything else :/ Yup, so there's less time to chill
even on a place like MT. I'm not sure how it is for you in South Korea, but
that's how things are here :/ Either way, I hope you're doing fine and God bless
you!
Although I'm not as into anime/manga as I was about a year ago, I still do miss
going into the MT forums and just chatting. See you around, Vat, and have a good
day
Vatican... I really miss you.... I hope you're doing fine....
You know... I don't think I can become a singer...
For many reasons... But one of them is cause I think I have something wring with
my throat.....
Since I was little most of the times when I sing my throat hurts really bad but
I still sing...
But I'm allergic to lots of things that causes my throat to get worse....
Maybe I should just forget about singing...
But singing is my life... I can't just stop singing...
Well.... Even if it hurts... I'll still sing....
It's part of my dream...Pain or happiness....
I'll sing till the very end....
Even if I don't become a singer... I won't give up on singing....
I'll sing till the last moment of my life...
Well I hope you're fine....
I'm looking forward to seeing you again....
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Hello vatican.....
Maybe you don't think you've been away for a long time but I really miss
you....
My throat hurts more then usual today....
I still sang though but it really hurt.... Even when I sang softly....
I have an assignment to do.... On gold.... Metal.... Eureka Stockade.... Gold
Rush.... Etc...
I hope you're not hurt or sad or anything....
Guess I'm worrying too much....
You don't have to read if you don't want to....
It'll be too long.....
I just miss you so much! I think of you every 30 minutes! No! I think of you
everytime I actually think!
I guess it may seem selfish but I hope you come on MT soon!
I miss you!
Well have a good time...
Quote by vatican92Yup. My exams are
over and it's holiday now
I just finished 9th grade so I'm going to be in 10th grade in August
Mmm I see...... I don't really like them together though
I see..... part of ZAFT?
Is that in the new GSD movie? Because I haven't seen it.......
Well riza, in wikipedia, anybody can change the information in it so I don't
think you can always trust wikipedia
So you have to check other sites as well
Umm but I can't imagine why Kira and Athrun would go to ZAFT @_@
I think your English is good ^^
e
Well see ya
hello vatican^^.
once more sorry for the late reply....mmhmm..no..no..ithink ill do it
again^^'
oh...ur exam are over?and its holiday?
yay...hope can be fun and enjoy it
in grade 10?...so...need 2 years again for going to university...?...and me ill
going to university if the results of my exam is good...
yes...i seen it from wikipedia... ..
hahaha...i know...i know...i seen ur comment on the thread "would shout
horay if their relatioship is over'?
i hope i can do like u do...but i cant...
thx vatican...though u r not them fan...but u r understand what i
feel.....so......which the couple that u like or that u want(if u wanna tell
me)?
hah...my english is good...r u kidding..?
hahaha...thank you...see ya...and have a nice weekend.
Definitly no! I remember only close friends...you do too...right...?
Definitly...
Lol! I never look at manga titles...they never tell me anything...the titles
never really matter...to show you an example, there's a really good book called
Twilight. But, the author was going to name it Forks. If it had been named
Forks, people like you probably would' ve never picked it up! I don't care about
the title or cover or anything. I care about the book itself. I look at the
summary...hen skim through it a bit...
With manga though...its a bit different...I only take
recomendations...-.-'
And I think that's its original title...
She said it all started with a quote...heh heh...funny...
Vatican! Guess what?! You're the new gaurd puppy of RainfallingLove! Heh
heh...fonney...I announced it even on the page...XD Please don't mind! Take the
job! It's a very cool job!
I don't need your excuse! Me need results! Got that desuuu?
Well of course I remember my friends
I'm not that cold hearted..........
Well I look at everything.......... First I look at the title since that's the
first thing that comes to my eyes, then I look at the art, then I look at the
summary
So I basically look at everything (not thoroughly though......) before I choose
a book to read so don't get angry at me! TTT_____TTT
Forks sound like an interesting title........... kinda........ "Fork"
the carnivore's way to cook live humans
Hmm.......... haven't seen that manga yet........ in the manga store........
Who's the author?.......
Hmm....... so Marisa does remembers....... wonder why I don't........
What the beep?....... I'm gonna say a few words there
No way Aaliyah~~
Take care!
Ok ok! I'll sleep early...like I always do...-.-
Heh heh...lol! I wasn't sayign you were cold-hearted! I was just making sure! I
don't wanna jump to conclusions here...
That's a good method...but may I warn you...titles sometimes really suck...and
summaries...it took me liek 2 years to finally read a book lying in my
bookshelf...(not manga) because the summary, picture, and titles was boring. But
I found out I loved it!
It sounds like a boring title to me... ...I like
Twilight more...it sounds cooler...
it's not a manga. It's a normal book.
Lol! I don't know...do you have a bad memory?! That might explain it!
Heh heh...well you're a doggie and I'm a wolf! and that's
cuteeeeee! you make the perfect doggie!
Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? You woin't die...all you have to do is make sure no
one breaks the rules... ...even if you don't be the guard dog...you'll still be a cute doggie! a
cute...VATINU! i love that nickname...its so cute!
Quote by vatican92Sara!
Just dropping by to say hi....... hope you are doing well with your studies and
everything else........
I had a safe flight and...... yeah
Take care!
ahhhhhhhhhhh! Ju-chan! glad to hear from you so soon! how are
things with you? ha! better tell me you are having fun, otouto-chan! ^^
i'm glad you had a safe flight ^^ heheh my studies are good thanks!
yatta everything else is good here *starry eyes* hehehe
take care and have fun ne!
smile *thumbs up*
ja~! *hugs*
hope to hear from you soon lil brother ^^
Sorry vatican..... I'm just..... Sad i guess.....
I knew it for a long time but I never wanted to admit it.....
I'm really selfish.... I only think of myself....
I will never be able to sing the song that will touch people's hearts because I
sing with no feelings....
I keep telling myself to be kind, to be a happy person, to seem sweet, to smile,
to not cry, to act like I care about people....
But I know they're just lies...... I'm not kind..... I only want to be...
I only want to win and I won't die for anyone....
I'm selfish, useless and cruel!
I tell myself everyone is important but I know the real me only cares about
herself!
I keep telling myself you're the most important but I know I don't even
understand my feelings!
I've been acting like someone else to everyone....
That..... I don't know myself anymore...
I don't know if I'm happy or sad!
The smile I always put on, the kindness I always show, the words I've said I
know it's fake!
I'm cruel, selfish and not ment to live!
When I cry I think I'm sad but maybe I'm acting....
I tell myself I'm happy but maybe I'm sad....
I don't know myself anymore......
I've lied to myself for too long...
I only wanted attention.... Only to be sweet in the eyes of others....
But I'm really cruel! I won't care for anyone.....
I've hid my feelings for.... Too long...... For a very long time.....
I don't know who I love and who I hate....
I cry but I don't know what sadness feels anymore....
I don't know if I'm really happy when I smile......
I wish I was dead! Why can't I just die! I deserve to die!
I'll only make people sad and I don't have feelings.... I don't know my
feelings....
I'm typing this but yet I'm smiling! What's wrong with me!
How does love feel, happiness, sadness, anger, hatred.....
I can't remember how it feels.....
I don't know how it feels..... I feel like screaming but I can't stop myself
from smiling....
Everyday.... Every moment.... Every second... Even when I sleep.... Evem when I
cry.....
I wonder if I'm happy.... Or sad.....
But somehow you feel different from everyone else....
I can tell you how I feel... But.... Maybe I hate you..... No.... I'm sure I
don't... I won't.... I don't want to....
I really really just want to die..... Why am I living? I'm useless....
Nothing..... I'm cruel....
Sorry...... Did I say too much again? ^_^
How was your day? ^_^
i made a new layout for my userpage, will you come over and let me know what you
think of it
and how's korea, hope you're having fun there...
so... when are you coming back?
well, take care and don't forget to drop by when you get time
have fun
Quote by vatican92Wow this looks
incredible!
You have to tell me how you made the doors
Very creative, the idea is nice and definitely an awesome
wallpaper
Thanks so much for the comment and fav! I am so happy you liked it! And well the
way I made the doors was I looked at a photo and just started to do a basic
outline then the shadows I just used a brush and went over where shadows should
be and thats what really made it look more real. Thats all I
really did. :P Well again thanks! Take care and have a nice day!
Heh heh...I do fine online...but I can never be an optimist in real life. -.-'
It's too hard...
No! I came here in MT2 I think...like...one year ago...no...since...6th
grade...? Yes...I think think 6th grade...
Yes...that's true. Goodbyes are hard. And manga does give hope. Everyone needs
hope...without it...they can't live....at least...I don't think they can...
I always remember my friends...and I get hurt if they don't remember me...but I
guess...it does make sense...I mean...they'll still be in my memories...even if
I'm not in theirs...
Lol...me too. I feel the same way. I hate them...but I love them. I mean...I am
one...-.-
It's not boring! The title is! And yes...it sucks. -.- I understand why they put
it there...but I hat eit. But just because a manga has a crappy title doesn't
make it bad! You should try it! Don't judge a book by its...title!
>:P
Heh heh...mis ahas told me...interesting stuff...you stole her tuxy away...she
stole your rain away...intersting...what a crazy couple...too many marrige
probs... ...but it's hilarious! Heh
heh...wonder how it will turn out...
Oh....... and is that around 11pm? or 12pm?
Yeah..... optimism is a hard thing to acchieve.......
So isn't that like 2 years ago seeing that you're in 8th grade now?
Approximately 100weeks........
Hope........ yeah..... I don't think people can't live without hoping.......
dreaming..... fantasizing....... of a better world.......
Yeah....... we can't always expect others to remember us I suppose and we can't
expect ourselves to remember every single person as we move on with our
lives.......
Yeah...... contradiction....... love em but hate em
Well I find most books with lame titles "boring"
But I guess I can try it.......so is there a Japanese title or is that the
original title?
And TITLE MATTERS TOO
Hehe.... marriage always has problems
I wonder how we even got married in the first place...... don't remember.......
Terrible memory
Take care then
No! It's 10-11pm! 12 is too late for me. -.-'
Heh heh...yes...very!
Umm...yes! I guess...
Yup...I agree...-.-'
Definitly no! I remember only close friends...you do too...right...?
Definitly...
Lol! I never look at manga titles...they never tell me anything...the titles
never really matter...to show you an example, there's a really good book called
Twilight. But, the author was going to name it Forks. If it had been named
Forks, people like you probably would' ve never picked it up! I don't care about
the title or cover or anything. I care about the book itself. I look at the
summary...hen skim through it a bit...
With manga though...its a bit different...I only take
recomendations...-.-'
And I think that's its original title...
She said it all started with a quote...heh heh...funny...
Vatican! Guess what?! You're the new gaurd puppy of RainfallingLove! Heh
heh...fonney...I announced it even on the page...XD Please don't mind! Take the
job! It's a very cool job!
It's okay ^^
hmmm
I see....
Thanks for answering > <
Have a nice day!
Hello vatican! ^_^ I hope you're doing well! I miss you again! I hope you'll come back soon!
Have a nice day! ^_^
merged: 06-08-2007 ~ 06:15pm
VATICAN! I missed you! I forgive you! ^_^ But you can't leave me for TOO long..... Or....
Really? I mean... I don't want to be treated like a kid... But... Am I THAT
old...? 
Well I can't do anything about it... I'll just cry for about.... 12 hours each day and get sick and die...
I THANK YOU SO MUCH! In some ways I also thank your parents.... Without them you won't be here then I'll probally be dead by now....
I..... Seem like your mother....?
I'm scared about meeting you too... I'll probally just stand there doing nothing if I meet you....
I was never really good with people....
Vatican.... I guess I may not have helped you much....
But remember when you told me happiness can't last forever but even if it was just going to last for a second it's still good to feel it...
Well I won't tell you why I'm thanking you for.... It'll take such a long time reading it if I told you...
Besides! ^_^ Why should I tell you!
Well thank you..... THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!
I can't do anything.... But right now I can only say thank you....
Vatican..... Treasure your life.... It would be a waste if you were to die...
You know.... Sometimes I think I treasure you more then yourself.....
I've thought about it for a long time....
You know.... I would risk everything for you... Everything....
You're too important.... The most imporatant thing and person to me....
Well! I hope you'll be fine! Have a nice time! ^_^
wo, you seem to be in a hurry
real busy there?
and i'm glad you liked my userpage.... i made another one for my friend....econy
it's ok, i won't bother you to go and look at it...
anyway, take care and be careful in every step of your life...
Have a nice day
^.^;;; Thanks for thinking that...I mean that I'm a wonderful person. I'm not really...but it makes me feel special that you think so.
August? 0_0 Do I really have to wait that long? hmmmm...Maybe you could come back on my bday. It's August 23rd. ^.^ That would be one of the best presents I'd ever gotten. ^.^
*sighs* I havta take an exam today...at 11:00.
I shoulda just gone to school today and taken it. But I was sick last night. ick.
Hopefully it won't last long. I feel better now anyways. ^.^
I had to beg to get on here. lol. Actually thats why I'm taking the exam today...cause I said I'd take it today if I could get on the compy.
I was getting bored... ^.~
Sorry I keep talking about myself...
You really are good at that...I mean...you made me feel alot better.
To tell the truth...after I wrote that. When I got off the compy I was crying cause I've been telling people about it but...it's like I didn't actually get it. y'know? *sighs* I'm confusing myself. ^.^;;;;
Oh well...I should go now...so you don't fall asleep reading this.
I love you bro.
Ami
im not in new york yet in a week or 2 i think but i makw shore to tell you ^_^ and im sorry if your having a boring time but when you come back you'll have more fun get that boring out haha okay see ya
VATICAN! I really missed you... You're so mean... You left me for so long and I only leave you for 2 days! But I'm glad you're back....
Thank you vatican.... You always make me feel better with your words....
I guess I'm being selfish but.... I feel most happy when I'm with you.....
I wonder why I care for you so much... Well no matter what the reason is I'm sure you're the most important person to me....
I'll fulfil my dream! If I can't be a singer this year then next and the next and so on until I die!
I'm sure I'll meet you someday! I won't die without meeting you!
I'm sure of it!
I think of you the most when I'm looking at the nature and before I sleep....
I don't know why! ^_^ Guess I take you as someone that will make the world a better place!
But why I think of you before I sleep... No idea!
Well as long as I think of you! ^_^
The worst things that could happen to me is if I loose my voice and if I forget about you.....
It's okay if you tell me your pain....
I don't take it as complaining.... Somehow I feel better when I cry for you! ^_^
.......... Won't it be nice..... If we could spend a day..... Or even just a minute... With our family...
Not fighting or anything but sharing happiness with them.... That will always be a dream in our minds! ^_^
My day is fine thanks! It wasn't very pleasent but I forgot my memorise when I saw you came on MT!
Thanks again for everything!
take care
merged: 06-05-2007 ~ 06:44pm
ah..so in korea, there is only 1hr interval.
good to hear you're okay there.
we'll try our best to check on her, and you should visit her too.
im doing just fine. 1 week from now, my classes would start again. NYAA..back to school.
im into exercising a lot. haha!
*sighs* I still miss you. And you aren't responding to my comments.
Well I go ahead and tell you. If he sees...well. I don't think I care anymore. In fact, I like to be dead. So he can kill me.
I broke up with my bf. Yeah. Thats why I'm so emo. But...*sighs*
It's killing me inside. I know it was the right thing to do but...I don't know what to do anymore...
He was my life. And now he's gone. So it seems like I have to create a new life. But I need something to build that upon. And I have nothing. Absolutely nothing. I guess I should stop leaning on other people. Do things for myself? I don't know.
I feel like a horrible person for what I did. But when I was with him. I was kinda clinging to him. And I didn't even feel the same way as I had at the start. He wanted me to make him happy. I just...couldn't. I don't have enough in me to make him happy and keep myself happy too. Y'know? So I gave my life to him. And I guess he didn't realize that. Because he was always asking me to give him more.
I really don't care anymore. Now. It just hurts. Very badly.
I've gotta try to get my life back now. I just wish I had more time...
But I guess we can't get everything we want can we?
*sighs* I miss you alot. Cause I know if you were here you'd be there to make me laugh. But you aren't. So I'm not.
It rained again. It looked like it was gonna flood. But they said we are still in a drought...0.0
It's uber hot.
I miss you...like I said...
<3333333333333333333333333 love you bro
~~Ami
Hey Vat! Remember me?! Sally!
Haha...I haven't been here in ages, but I just thought of going here today and saw your comment (two months ago). Thanks for remembering my birthday. I liked your little digital gift---indeed, I do see that you put more effort into it. It's so sweet either way! ^_^ I appreciate it, and I've saved it (like that one you put up last year
). Wow, I
should start a collection (kidding!).
I dunno...because I'm a junior (11th grade), it's a really important year, moreso than the last year of high school considering colleges like to look at the junior year more than anything else :/ Yup, so there's less time to chill even on a place like MT. I'm not sure how it is for you in South Korea, but that's how things are here :/ Either way, I hope you're doing fine and God bless you!
Although I'm not as into anime/manga as I was about a year ago, I still do miss going into the MT forums and just chatting. See you around, Vat, and have a good day
Vatican... I really miss you.... I hope you're doing fine....
You know... I don't think I can become a singer...
For many reasons... But one of them is cause I think I have something wring with my throat.....
Since I was little most of the times when I sing my throat hurts really bad but I still sing...
But I'm allergic to lots of things that causes my throat to get worse....
Maybe I should just forget about singing...
But singing is my life... I can't just stop singing...
Well.... Even if it hurts... I'll still sing....
It's part of my dream...Pain or happiness....
I'll sing till the very end....
Even if I don't become a singer... I won't give up on singing....
I'll sing till the last moment of my life...
Well I hope you're fine....
I'm looking forward to seeing you again....
merged: 06-04-2007 ~ 09:25pm
Hello vatican.....
Maybe you don't think you've been away for a long time but I really miss you....
My throat hurts more then usual today....
I still sang though but it really hurt.... Even when I sang softly....
I have an assignment to do.... On gold.... Metal.... Eureka Stockade.... Gold Rush.... Etc...
I hope you're not hurt or sad or anything....
Guess I'm worrying too much....
You don't have to read if you don't want to....
It'll be too long.....
I just miss you so much! I think of you every 30 minutes! No! I think of you everytime I actually think!
I guess it may seem selfish but I hope you come on MT soon!
I miss you!
Well have a good time...
hello vatican^^.
once more sorry for the late reply....mmhmm..no..no..ithink ill do it again^^'
oh...ur exam are over?and its holiday?
yay...hope can be fun and enjoy it
in grade 10?...so...need 2 years again for going to university...?...and me ill going to university if the results of my exam is good...
yes...i seen it from wikipedia...
hahaha...i know...i know...i seen ur comment on the thread "would shout horay if their relatioship is over'?
i hope i can do like u do...but i cant...
thx vatican...though u r not them fan...but u r understand what i feel.....so......which the couple that u like or that u want(if u wanna tell me)?
hah...my english is good...r u kidding..?
hahaha...thank you...see ya...and have a nice weekend.
Ok ok!
I'll sleep early...like I always do...-.-
Heh heh...lol! I wasn't sayign you were cold-hearted! I was just making sure! I don't wanna jump to conclusions here...
That's a good method...but may I warn you...titles sometimes really suck...and summaries...it took me liek 2 years to finally read a book lying in my bookshelf...(not manga) because the summary, picture, and titles was boring. But I found out I loved it!
It sounds like a boring title to me...
...I like
Twilight more...it sounds cooler...
it's not a manga. It's a normal book.
Lol! I don't know...do you have a bad memory?! That might explain it!
Heh heh...well you're a doggie and I'm a wolf!
and that's
cuteeeeee! you make the perfect doggie! 
Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? You woin't die...all you have to do is make sure no one breaks the rules...
...even if you don't be the guard dog...you'll still be a cute doggie! a
cute...VATINU! 
i love that nickname...its so cute! 
Well I hope you're havign a good time in Korea!
*sighs*
It rained a few days ago. After you'd left.
It made me think of you... =[
I miss you...when are you coming back?
*sighs again*
I need somebody to make me laugh.
I don't know what to do...
<33333333333333333333333333
Love you bro.
Ami-chan
hello vatican did you/are you enjoy korea? please do tell
ello vatican! hope you're having a nice trip!
ahhhhhhhhhhh! Ju-chan! glad to hear from you so soon!
how are
things with you? ha! better tell me you are having fun, otouto-chan! ^^
i'm glad you had a safe flight ^^ heheh my studies are good thanks!
yatta everything else is good here *starry eyes* hehehe
take care and have fun ne!
smile *thumbs up*
ja~! *hugs*
hope to hear from you soon lil brother ^^
Sorry vatican..... I'm just..... Sad i guess.....
I knew it for a long time but I never wanted to admit it.....
I'm really selfish.... I only think of myself....
I will never be able to sing the song that will touch people's hearts because I sing with no feelings....
I keep telling myself to be kind, to be a happy person, to seem sweet, to smile, to not cry, to act like I care about people....
But I know they're just lies...... I'm not kind..... I only want to be...
I only want to win and I won't die for anyone....
I'm selfish, useless and cruel!
I tell myself everyone is important but I know the real me only cares about herself!
I keep telling myself you're the most important but I know I don't even understand my feelings!
I've been acting like someone else to everyone....
That..... I don't know myself anymore...
I don't know if I'm happy or sad!
The smile I always put on, the kindness I always show, the words I've said I know it's fake!
I'm cruel, selfish and not ment to live!
When I cry I think I'm sad but maybe I'm acting....
I tell myself I'm happy but maybe I'm sad....
I don't know myself anymore......
I've lied to myself for too long...
I only wanted attention.... Only to be sweet in the eyes of others....
But I'm really cruel! I won't care for anyone.....
I've hid my feelings for.... Too long...... For a very long time.....
I don't know who I love and who I hate....
I cry but I don't know what sadness feels anymore....
I don't know if I'm really happy when I smile......
I wish I was dead! Why can't I just die! I deserve to die!
I'll only make people sad and I don't have feelings.... I don't know my feelings....
I'm typing this but yet I'm smiling! What's wrong with me!
How does love feel, happiness, sadness, anger, hatred.....
I can't remember how it feels.....
I don't know how it feels..... I feel like screaming but I can't stop myself from smiling....
Everyday.... Every moment.... Every second... Even when I sleep.... Evem when I cry.....
I wonder if I'm happy.... Or sad.....
But somehow you feel different from everyone else....
I can tell you how I feel... But.... Maybe I hate you..... No.... I'm sure I don't... I won't.... I don't want to....
I really really just want to die..... Why am I living? I'm useless.... Nothing..... I'm cruel....
Sorry...... Did I say too much again? ^_^
How was your day? ^_^
i made a new layout for my userpage, will you come over and let me know what you think of it
and how's korea, hope you're having fun there...
so... when are you coming back?
well, take care and don't forget to drop by when you get time
have fun
Vatican-san...
Where do you live?
At FF you said that Korea is a foreign place for you...
Sorry but I'm just curious...
Hope you have a great time in Korea~
hi
i'm new in minitokyo,wanna be friends?
Thanks so much for the comment and fav! I am so happy you liked it! And well the way I made the doors was I looked at a photo and just started to do a basic outline then the shadows I just used a brush and went over where shadows should be and thats what really made it look more real.
Thats all I
really did. :P Well again thanks! Take care and have a nice day! 
too bad i wasn't able to post something for you to bid you goodbye
anyway, just take care on your way!
have a
safe trip!
ja,
goodluck with your trip..
No! It's 10-11pm! 12 is too late for me. -.-'
Heh heh...yes...very!
Umm...yes! I guess...
Yup...I agree...-.-'
Definitly no! I remember only close friends...you do too...right...?
Definitly...
Lol! I never look at manga titles...they never tell me anything...the titles never really matter...to show you an example, there's a really good book called Twilight. But, the author was going to name it Forks. If it had been named Forks, people like you probably would' ve never picked it up! I don't care about the title or cover or anything. I care about the book itself. I look at the summary...hen skim through it a bit...
With manga though...its a bit different...I only take recomendations...-.-'
And I think that's its original title...
She said it all started with a quote...heh heh...funny...
Vatican! Guess what?! You're the new gaurd puppy of RainfallingLove! Heh heh...fonney...I announced it even on the page...XD Please don't mind! Take the job! It's a very cool job!