Its been a while

That's for the fav ^_^

Hi thank you for the comment and the fave on my newest wallie #.Starry skY.#
I'm really glad you liked it
Thank you so much for the support

See Ya )

You're welcome! ^_^ But you should thank vatican more! ^_^ I made about 5-6 cards for you before your birthday cause I didn't know when your birthday was until he told me! ^_^
Have anice day! ^_^

Happy Birthday Caroline ^ ^
Now you're..... 18?.....
I think this is the best one I've made so far
Please enjoy and have a nice day ^^

merged: 05-01-2007 ~ 06:21pm

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Thank you for wishing LITTLE VATICAN-SAMA and for the card too, i really liked it, THANKS A LOT, it means a lot to me, really, thank you...

Really glad you liked it
Hope you had a nice birthday..... sorry I couldn't give you any candies.....
Do you best Caroline ^^

Hi!
Thanks for the fav on my wallie /*\Goddess of the Time/*\ ^^
Thank you!
I really apreciated it!
Sorry for the late replay...

~see ya~

HELLO THERE! ^_^ I'M NOT SURE IF IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY YET AT WHERE YOU RAE BUT IT IS IN MALAYSIA! ^_^
THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE THAT CARE ABOUT YOU LIKE VATICAN AND I'M SURE EXAL DOSE TOO! ^_^
WON'T WANNA SEEM MOODY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY! ^_^
EXAL AND YOU! ^_^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

HAVE A NICE DAY! ^_^

hi! thanks for the fav on my vector wall of auel!
and also, long time nos see! xD I havent seen you for a while, how have you been?

Thank you for adding my weird wall 'Walk the Ladybug' to your favs. ^_^
It's appreciated.

Quote by pikachello LITTLE VATICAN-SAMA
saw your pic...
you look cute and chubby.....
er.... your hair looks wet.......

i just came to say, that i won't be able to be online much now, well, hardly i think and so we won't be able to talk much.......
well, things are not going smooth here and....
oh well, i was thinking that since i'm not gonna be online much now, so may be you wont wanna be my brother any longer....
ok, i know i'm rude,
but, it was really nice to talk to you, though it was for a verry short while.......
well, i'll always be your sister though.........

Thank you! Although I'm not sure if that was a complement....

I see......
Is it?
I'm sorry Caroline....... But I'll keep praying for you

NO! You'll always be my sister! Even you decide to never come back to MT, you'll still be my sister......

I love you very much and you always have a place in my heart.....
But please drop by when you can
Please take care ^^

merged: 04-26-2007 ~ 04:03pm

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er... thank you.....
but i'm not leaving MT now, just thought i'll let you know.......
btw, it's my birthday on the 29, so better give me lots of candies, ok and i've got another entrance on that day and that too for engeneering( my parents wants me to be an engeneer, though i've no scope i know)
you pray that i gat into the entrance, ok, pls, it'll atleast make my parents happy..........

Ok! I'm glad....
Oh is it
If you had told me earlier, I would've already start making something....
It's OK! I'll just get started on it now!

I see.... at least your parents want something good for you right? It means they care for you
But Caroline...... what about your happiness?....... I want you to be happy too....... not only your parents.......

merged: 04-26-2007 ~ 04:16pm

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you make candies? do you make chocolates too, i tried making ones with bournvita , threw it, din't want to taste itT_T

yeah, they want, but i can't do engeneering, i hate it , i mean, it's not my stuff, i want to be a graphic designer......

I meant a birthday card! I don't know how to make anything

You should be Caroline! It's not your parent's life you are living.... it's yours......
And you're very good with it!

Thanks for fav on Reach for the sky
have a nice day

Thanks ! Thanks for adding the wallie I am with you always by yui20 and the scan as fav I am really appreciate tht ^^
Have a nice day ... Ja ne

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Quote by vatican92
Stop saying that Caroline!
You are giving up.... you are surrendering to yourself

Everybody is weak!
Even those people who never cry are crying inside

Do you think that other people will be able to truely love you?
Your family is the only one who will love you no matter who you are or what you become
People are selfish Caroline.... they can't think too far beyond of their own needs but families do think and care for each other.....

Sorry that I sound so arrogant but I'm really sad that you feel that way......

i don't want anyone.............
.......i don't want anyone to love me............
............i don't want to be hurt anymore.............
i can't take it..............
i don't have the capacity..........

and i agree, people are selfish, i'm selfish too........
and that's why i don't want to feel more pain.......

.......
I..... used to think that too Caroline..... actually I still do..... a little bit
People told me that they were my friends..... that they loved me
But they always left me alone..... they always abandoned me

It hurt me so..... much

Then.... some people started bullying me
Keep calling me names, hitting me, made fun of me.....
I wanted to kill them all.... I wanted everyone in the world to die and go to hell....

I just couldn't take it anymore..... my mother and father were always fighting and my life was just miserable......

I really wanted to give up..... just die and get it over with this cursed world that nobody would love me

But now... I'm a little different. I've decided that I want people to be happy because when I see people sad..... I'm really sad
I want to be someone that makes someone happy even if it hurts me
Because..... when I see someone smiling..... that's good enough for me
If someone is happy..... my pain goes away

Caroline..... I don't know you very well.....
But since now you are my friend...... my sister
Even though you might not like it, I love you very much
I don't know if I can love you as much as your parents..... but I'm willing to die for you.... and my friends

You are not alone...... you are not alone......

merged: 04-21-2007 ~ 05:13pm

Quote by pikacwell, yes, i want people to be happy too....... but i can't make them.......
what i don't understand is what actually have i done that makes them so upset...
my mom even told me once.......... to pack your bag, i'm leaving you to the orphanage........ i was scared, you know....... i din't wanted to leave them.........

and my sister, i keep asking her why do you hate?.........
but she never replies to me............. all she says is you're weird and i hate you.......

if only i could understand what actually have i done..........
whare did i go wrong........

...... I don't know how to make people happy either...... but I'm going to try
....... I'm sorry Caroline..... you have suffered a lot......

I don't believe that your mother would really do that.....
My dad said something like that once...... but he told me that he didn't really mean it

I don't know either..... why people have to hate each other
Why people can't love each other..... why people can't be kind

For your sister..... I don't know..... I want to believe that she's too stubborn to say that she loves you but I don't know.....

There is nothing wrong with you Caroline......
Those people who criticize you are the people who are wrong because they have no right to say those things about you.
They don't know the person inside you..... what you feel..... what you have gone through..... so how can they judge you? How would they understand how you feel?

merged: 04-21-2007 ~ 05:30pm

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yeah, i know she must've not meant it, or else you wouldn't have been talking to me right now........
now i feel, she should've left me there........

and is it true, there's nothing wrong with.......
well, i just hope, people here realizes it........

but, sorry, but can u tell, if for so long they were never happy because of me, how do you think i can make them still happy, that i can still live wuth them.......

No you're wrong!...... Please stop saying that......

Well Caroline...... I really don't know much of the world
I'm only a foolish human...... I don't understand how others feel and I don't know what others are thinking
I can only give a small comfort only with words.....

But..... I truely believe that people can love each other......
And I believe love can bring happiness..... not because we do something for someone..... but true happiness
A happiness that doesn't require anything
A happiness...... just because we exist

Quote by pikachello riza, i'm back from my hiatus, i know it's too late but i wanted to thank you for the valentine card.
thanks a lot
and hope ur doing well.

its ok caroline.and ur welcome

I've decided Caroline (your name right?)
Be my sister!
I'll show you how to love your sister......

merged: 04-21-2007 ~ 10:30am

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oh sure, LITTLE VATICAN-SAMA, yay i've a brother now, ,
that's so nice of you little bro

but i don't hate her..........

anyway, i'll talk to ya when ur online, right now, i'm searching something related to graphic designing........

Hehe.....
Lemon-Lemon-Pikachu-San~ is now my sister

Of course I know that you love your sister sssoooo~~ much
But I just think that you don't know how to express it!

Cool..... graphic design.....
I'm kinda interested in it

Ok see you later and take care~

merged: 04-21-2007 ~ 02:47pm

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don't use the word love, pls... it has a strong meaning, i can never love her or my family........ it's just that i don't hate them or her or anybody........ but saying that i don't hate them, doesn't mean i love them.......... i can't make myself to love them.......... it's just too late.........

you interested in graphic design,......... oh and, sorry i replied so late.......... my mom suddenly wanted the computer.........

you make wallpapers too............ let's see............

I know that.... It's hard to love someone too
But when I truely love my friends or family, I'm willing to die for them......

It's never too late!
I just don't understand pikac..... Yeah I had some hard times with my family too.....
My parents are always arguing and fighting and..... they always expect me to do more than what my limit is.....
But I love them and if I had a sibling, I'm sure I'd love him/her so much

It's OK.... my dad had to use the computer too!

merged: 04-21-2007 ~ 03:32pm
BTW, thank you for your comment and favs on my wallies....

I don't mind if you are harsh on criticism
Actually I prefer hard criticism than just compliment because I know what to improve next time ^^

merged: 04-21-2007 ~ 04:36pm

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you're very strong.......... i'm not.......

Stop saying that Caroline!
You are giving up.... you are surrendering to yourself

Everybody is weak!
Even those people who never cry are crying inside

Do you think that other people will be able to truely love you?
Your family is the only one who will love you no matter who you are or what you become
People are selfish Caroline.... they can't think too far beyond of their own needs but families do think and care for each other.....

Sorry that I sound so arrogant but I'm really sad that you feel that way......

Quote by pikachello rue,
just passing by to say hi
hope ur having a good time.
see ya

Oh Sure I'm having a good time! I mean..when are thses Exams gonna get over>! sheesh!

Hello pikac ^^ Thanks for the compliment on my Valintine card!

Also could you help me with something? I finally made my first layout for a group
http://franboise-and-majoram.minitokyo.net/
But the problem is that I don't know how to cut it in parts, could you please cut it for me? I already know the code for group layouts already so I just need help on the cutting^^
And would you happen to know of any layout cutting tutorial in the web to help me?
See you around Minitokyo!

merged: 04-17-2007 ~ 09:18am
sorry forgot to show you the layout ^^

Hey...Pikac.
Could you pleaseeeee do 2 simple things for me?
1.You remember that you made me a Ayanami-Rei group layout right?Could you please modify the text color so that it would be more visible?

Link:http://ayanami-rei-lovers.minitokyo.net/
Picture:http://img119.imageshack.us/img119/3013/nonvisibletexthi5.jpg

And 2.Could you please modify the window on the left with the credits and groups and make it non-transparent so the writing on it would become more visible?
Link:http://ayanami-rei-lovers.minitokyo.net/
Picture:http://img119.imageshack.us/img119/835/nonvisibletext2xl2.jpg

Please....

If you need the layout code just tell me.

Hello pikac ^^ Hows it been?
Its been a while hasn't it Exams have started here in my school so I'm not as active as useally^^
Hope to see you around minitokyo

Hi!
Finally back from my hiatus.
How are you?

thank you for the fav!