hiiiiii Jas-kun! how is everything? ^^
well can you guess what exam i have tomorrow? PHYSICS! weeee yatta! hehehe
just passing by to see how you're doing ^^ hope everything is good on your end.
things here are very fine and i'm good and i
studied hard! erm...not done yet...got a few more...lessons left... *sigh*
wish me luck
Hey!
Eow! Long time no...see?
*lol*
Where have you been?
What happened to you?
It's been a long time, ya know?
Quote by jasaiyajinya being a little
too overprotective is right... ur still a kid tho..... but ur getting there to
maturity... however, ur not a kid that needs a parent to tag along to class,
that is too embarrassing and invasive. i think that you need to show them this:
Talk to your parent(s) like an adult, meaning... speak in a manner that
expresses how you feel and reassure them that you are perfectly capable of
handling the situation in a voice that demands that they hear you. Meaning, you
cant laugh or be goofy at all. If you act like a baby, expect to be treated like
one. But like you said, your mom "insists" on butting in, so you must
do a little "insisting" of your own that she butt out. Until she gains
that respect for you, you will still be a child in her
eyes.
...tnx for the tip, jasaiyajin...
I'll try to talk to them...
*just try*
Quote by jasaiyajinThat's the path to
independence and its part of growing up is standing up to your parents, showing
them that you have authority of your own and can manage a situation that they
are not necessary for like bringing you to class
in school like you might get lost. lol
I'm not that stupid to get lost in our school.
I have a sense of direction okei?!?
*I think?*
merged: 05-16-2007 ~ 02:56pm
hey, hey!
I'm not too familiar at MT, yet...
Still exploring. >___<
omg such a lovely song! thanks alot for sharing... sounds a lil painful but
lovely all the same...this song could get addictive! sure is
rare...
emo emo... ^^ hai i see... it's ok ^^ i understand that, but i would request you
stay around... don't close up on all those who care about you ^^'
reminds me of when i was seriously considering leaving MT to sit on my own and
...what? drown in my own loneliness? i am glad i stayed... i have
friends...no...i have family here...and you are part of it Jas-chan ^^
torn?! *grabs scotch tape and hands it to you* here you go ^^
if you ever need to unload, i am right here for you ^^ *thumbs up*
no heck wait a minute you brat! i am not here nowwww omggggg! i should be
studying!
*whacks you with physics book and you black out* omg sorry! i forgot the book
was a big one.. hehehe... wasn't me!
lools *hugs*
take care Jas! you are always welcome around here!
*wave* see ya around my old friend ^^
merged: 04-13-2007 ~ 07:48pm
Quote:
ohhh do u rly care?! why did you consider leaving MT?! i know what you mean by
having family here... but it's still so lonely............
scotch tape is so weak................. fuck physics... lol... hold me tight
with your hugs.....
hmmm... do i really care? leave the answer for you to decide Jas ^^'''
why i was gonna leave... well i was having a couple of major burdens and
friendship only seemed to weigh me down...not that it's my friends...heck no it
was me, my problems were getting to me and i was ignoring friends...not
really...just could not find the time to be there for them when they wanted me
around... then i was...let's say caught up in some web i created for myself
which was so hard for me to break lose of... then there was the decision...
things about what i wanted ...what made me happy.... then there was.... ^^ just
alot of troubles, most were internal battles though... still you know what they
say, winning wars against others is victory, but claiming victory in your
internal battles is truimph ^^
i thought perhaps if i disappeared then it would be good...seriously i only
wanted to be alone... hmm i donno...if that was really what i wanted...i kinda
lie to myself and my heart then make all those weird mistakes ... i probably
never wanted to be alone in the least! i belong among friends...being alone
would rob me of my smile, which is a symbol that inside i am still alive and
fighting fate... it's very hard to explain actually... i don't want to be a
burnden on anyone and i don't want to hurt those i love... but in the same time
i was having major nervous breakdowns anyway i
guess we all trip somewhere along the way... this is the part where you make
decisions of a lifetime you could say...
i am not sure why you are feeling this way, and i won't tell you not to feel
this way if it might be the right thing, but don't feel like this for long,
there is a limit to how long a person can mourn and let himself sink in
darkness... don't be gone for too long lest you miss the fun in the light ne
^^
loneliness is something only you can heal really... even friends can't wipe it
away if you want to be lonely you know, almost like no one can reach you if you
keep your hands in your pockets and not bother to reach out too ne ... thing is
there is always "me, myself, and I" to keep you company ^^ ... don't
brood on it, i am sure it is not worth that much now... even if it is...you
should let go, past is past.. besides if you reopen your eyes, there's always
going to be something there for you... perhaps mortals rarely give second
chances, but life does...i swear trust me on this... why? because life gave me
one about a week ago... and i intend on making this chance something i
deserve... ^//^
looooooools! poor physics! why you! *grabs bottle of vinegar and chases after
you to stuff it down your throat* muaaaaaaaahahahahahahas!
*tight hug* ^^ take care Jas! and come back to Earth! we all miss you
^^
*sticks tongue out and walks over to cuddle physics book* what?! you did not
think i finished studying all that in one day now did you?! ^^
*wave*
merged: 05-12-2007 ~ 11:59pm
hiiii Jas-chan!
passing by again to say hii ^^
guess what! i got a full mark on my physics exam..imagine ne, miracles happen
:P
how is everything with you? sure hope things are good ne ^^
hope to hear from you soon...take care!
keep smiling!
ja ^^
HEY.... YOU KNOW A RRREEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYYY LONG TIME AGO
(3 WEEKS 4 DAYS...) YOU SENT ME A MESSAGE ABOUT 'A FRIENDS DAY' OR SOMETHING...?
well that was POINTLESS! b/c i dont know how to send those things to people
*sob*......................................(...) that was random... but i was
just re-checking my privete messages and noticed it
*drops into your userpage*
ITAI!
loools!
hiiii Jas-chan! how is everything with you my crazy friend?
lool just hopping by to say hi...no wait i was dropping by not hopping ^^
nah did not miss you one bit! how could you even think that?! ^^
i assume you are doing fine...though i must say you do not spam much anymore ne
oh well then, hope everything is going great with you...my tests start tomorrow
for the next two weeks but everything else is pretty ok ^_^
take care and have a crazy time old pal!
merged: 04-10-2007 ~ 08:25pm
Quote:
hay thanx for all the replies.... and all...... but ima quit being online for a
while......
i miss our crap tho..... i might come back who knows.......
me miss u dorks and ur sis... lolz.... wutever....
take care all of uuuu... z... xD
im doing ok, dont worry... just focus on your more important things in life...
whatever makes you happy, dont let go of that.. xD
cyaz........
oh?
*hugs*
hahaha i miss our crap too ne...
i hope you come back, but whatever you decide i pray for your safety and good
luck!
*cheers for Jas* keep smiling! ^^
DORKS?! *whacks* why you no good... ^^
more important things in life... what can be more important than friends?
^^
i am glad you are doing well...take cares and whatever makes YOU happy...don't
let go of it either ^^
take care again! hope to see you around soon... and if not, just know that you
are never forgotten ^^ friends for life nano!
HIIII! I HAVENT BEEN ON IN A LONG TIME AGAIN... (-_-") I WOULD HAVE SENT
PEOPLE THOSE PICTURES THAT SAY HAPPY V-DAY, BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TOO... (THIS IS
THE FIRST TIME I HAVE REALLY BEEN INTERESTED IN CHAT SITES...) so anyway... what
should i be running for?!? (and now time for a random question!) how many manga
books do you have? (if you have manga...) i have 162! but i have only been
colecting manga for a year... (i use to only collect anime... i wonder why...)
so, anyway, biy! (and the point of this message was...?)
Um, I think I will pass on your offer, lol. Did ya'll do anythin
special?
merged: 02-15-2007 ~ 12:54pm
Hahahaha. Truthfully no I don't have anyone special and close to me like that.
Valentines day is really nothing to me, I have never gotten a valentine, nor has
someone ever even came up to me and asked if they could, so I really don't
expect or care for it to happen.
merged: 02-15-2007 ~ 02:54pm
Lol, except you don't have the scary/ugly mug I have hahaha.
I wouldn't say its law, but I do have extreamly bad luck with women.
Quote by jasaiyajiny dunt u post a pic
of yerself!?!?!? dork
cuz dorks don't post pics of themselves
hahahas jk well i just don't like pics and the thought that people look at it
when they feel like it...bothers me so i don't ever post my pics...besides i
don't trust humans well most of them ne...
Quote by jasaiyajinHi Toya, mai kookie
friend... wuts yer real name btw...?!>! ohh wellz... happy hump day!
merged: 02-14-2007 ~ 03:27pm
lawl, here teh realz 1... xDDD
ahaha....ma real name eh....hrmm....*ponders*...oh, an alias is Toya or
Elena....;)
hump day?...ahaha...lolz...;)
what's that day?...lol!
hrm...haha, thanks for teh Christmas card ne...;)
oh, haha, thanks for the valentine card as well, very nice and cute...nyaa...i'm
so lucky i got a nice card...muahaha....lolz!...j/k...haha...anyways, have a
nice time and enjoy your day, and say hi to your gf ok....haha...:)
Quote by Toya999
ahaha....ma real name eh....hrmm....*ponders*...oh, an alias is Toya or
Elena....;)
hump day?...ahaha...lolz...;)
what's that day?...lol!
hrm...haha, thanks for teh Christmas card ne...;)
oh, haha, thanks for the valentine card as well, very nice and cute...nyaa...i'm
so lucky i got a nice card...muahaha....lolz!...j/k...haha...anyways, have a
nice time and enjoy your day, and say hi to your gf ok....haha...:)
Elena, I'll call u that then.. ya, another name for V-day is Hump-day... when
two couples get together and... do their love stuff xDDD
I will say hi to her, she's mai special Valentine..
<3
haha, hai hai....;)
ooh, didn't hear of dat before ya, thanks a lot, haha, new vocab
ne...lolx!
haha, oh, so she's your new Valentine eh...haha....hope u guys stay togetha
foreva ne...haha...:)
yup, say hi to ehr...haha...ohso u have other valentines?...8chokes on da water
i'm drinkin*...no no...*shakes finger*...only one valentine ok...haha...;)
have fun and atek acre...haha...X-P .
haha, hai hai....;)
ooh, didn't hear of dat before ya, thanks a lot, haha, new vocab
ne...lolx!
haha, oh, so she's your new Valentine eh...haha....hope u guys stay togetha
foreva ne...haha...:)
yup, say hi to ehr...haha...ohso u have other valentines?...8chokes on da water
i'm drinkin*...no no...*shakes finger*...only one valentine ok...haha...;)
have fun and atek acre...haha...X-P .
noes way, i can have many Valentines... jp jp xDDD
@@@hhh....omg!....no way...hmph!...hehe...lol...suit yourself, do what u
want..haha
hmph~!...lolx!....haha...i feel sorry for your gf...*sniffz*...hahaha...j/k
j/k
haha, enjoy your time Jas-chan!
*awws*.. honto ni domo arigatou gozaimasu, jajin kun! gomene, i forgot to make a
card.. , however, i've found fileden.com as a good alternative to
filelodge, so you can upload your player and awesome mp3s there!
Quote by jasaiyajinI love you...
lawl... in a Godlike kinda way <3
i know this will sound corny, but there never goes a day without me praying for
jajin kun. <3 ..so you tc of yourself, always. ne.
hiii Jas! long time no ...talk
never forgot about you...so here is your valentine card...say hi to your gf for
me and i hope everything is going great with you
Don't worry, I won't tell anyone (yes including a certain someone that you
love). Any reason for the crying? Ha I don't expect you to tell me but hell I
might as well ask. I also didn't think that you were mad. Also in whatever way
you think, I don't hate you.
YAH, ITS SOOOO 'INVISABLE'! WELL, WELL, NOW I HAVENT TALKED TO YOU IN A WHILE!
(....) (<ALL HAIL THE MIGHTY '....'S!) (-_-") HMMM... I FERGOT WHERE ARE
LAST MESSAGE LEFT OFF... OH WELL! (HA-HA!) GUESS WHAT MY CATS BEEN DOING? WELL I
HAD A LIZERD (BUT HE DIED... ACTUALLY HE WAS A WATER-DRAGON. THEY LIVE 15-20
YEARS, BUT HE ONLY LIVED 4 OR 5 MONTHS...) AND HIS TANK (WICH WAS ABOUT 3 FEET
LONG...) IS STILL IN ARE HOME, SO MY ONE CAT Romeo GOES IN IT ALL THE TIME...
*were sorry folks, but after this commertial break (there isnt going to be
one...) the show will not return* (,answering machine voice...)
...........................................(...) TOTALLY RANDOM COMMENT! or in
other-words... biy (why cant i just say that like any other normal
person?!?)
merged: 02-08-2007 ~ 10:12am
AND ONCE AGAIN, "...."!
hi boy, how are you?
hiiiiii Jas-kun! how is everything? ^^
and i
studied hard! erm...not done yet...got a few more...lessons left... *sigh* 
well can you guess what exam i have tomorrow? PHYSICS! weeee yatta! hehehe
just passing by to see how you're doing ^^ hope everything is good on your end. things here are very fine and i'm good
wish me luck
take care Jas! stay kool!
*hugs*
Ja!
Thanks ! Thanks for adding the wallie Spirituality by yui20 as fav
Have a nice day ... Ja ne
Hey!
Eow! Long time no...see?
*lol*
Where have you been?
What happened to you?
It's been a long time, ya know?
...tnx for the tip, jasaiyajin...
I'll try to talk to them...
*just try*
I'm not that stupid to get lost in our school.
I have a sense of direction okei?!?
*I think?*
merged: 05-16-2007 ~ 02:56pm
hey, hey!
I'm not too familiar at MT, yet...
Still exploring. >___<
omg such a lovely song! thanks alot for sharing... sounds a lil painful but lovely all the same...this song could get addictive!
sure is
rare...
emo emo... ^^ hai i see... it's ok ^^ i understand that, but i would request you stay around... don't close up on all those who care about you ^^'
reminds me of when i was seriously considering leaving MT to sit on my own and ...what? drown in my own loneliness? i am glad i stayed... i have friends...no...i have family here...and you are part of it Jas-chan ^^
torn?! *grabs scotch tape and hands it to you* here you go ^^
if you ever need to unload, i am right here for you ^^ *thumbs up*
no heck wait a minute you brat! i am not here nowwww omggggg! i should be studying!
*whacks you with physics book and you black out* omg sorry! i forgot the book was a big one.. hehehe... wasn't me!
lools *hugs*
take care Jas! you are always welcome around here!
*wave* see ya around my old friend ^^
merged: 04-13-2007 ~ 07:48pm
hmmm... do i really care? leave the answer for you to decide Jas ^^'''
why i was gonna leave... well i was having a couple of major burdens and friendship only seemed to weigh me down...not that it's my friends...heck no it was me, my problems were getting to me and i was ignoring friends...not really...just could not find the time to be there for them when they wanted me around... then i was...let's say caught up in some web i created for myself which was so hard for me to break lose of... then there was the decision... things about what i wanted ...what made me happy.... then there was.... ^^ just alot of troubles, most were internal battles though... still you know what they say, winning wars against others is victory, but claiming victory in your internal battles is truimph ^^
anyway i
guess we all trip somewhere along the way... this is the part where you make
decisions of a lifetime you could say...
i thought perhaps if i disappeared then it would be good...seriously i only wanted to be alone... hmm i donno...if that was really what i wanted...i kinda lie to myself and my heart then make all those weird mistakes ... i probably never wanted to be alone in the least! i belong among friends...being alone would rob me of my smile, which is a symbol that inside i am still alive and fighting fate... it's very hard to explain actually... i don't want to be a burnden on anyone and i don't want to hurt those i love... but in the same time i was having major nervous breakdowns
i am not sure why you are feeling this way, and i won't tell you not to feel this way if it might be the right thing, but don't feel like this for long, there is a limit to how long a person can mourn and let himself sink in darkness... don't be gone for too long lest you miss the fun in the light ne ^^
loneliness is something only you can heal really... even friends can't wipe it away if you want to be lonely you know, almost like no one can reach you if you keep your hands in your pockets and not bother to reach out too ne ... thing is there is always "me, myself, and I" to keep you company ^^ ... don't brood on it, i am sure it is not worth that much now... even if it is...you should let go, past is past.. besides if you reopen your eyes, there's always going to be something there for you... perhaps mortals rarely give second chances, but life does...i swear trust me on this... why? because life gave me one about a week ago... and i intend on making this chance something i deserve... ^//^
looooooools! poor physics! why you! *grabs bottle of vinegar and chases after you to stuff it down your throat* muaaaaaaaahahahahahahas!
*tight hug* ^^ take care Jas! and come back to Earth! we all miss you ^^
*sticks tongue out and walks over to cuddle physics book* what?! you did not think i finished studying all that in one day now did you?! ^^
*wave*
merged: 05-12-2007 ~ 11:59pm
hiiii Jas-chan!
passing by again to say hii ^^
guess what! i got a full mark on my physics exam..imagine ne, miracles happen :P
how is everything with you? sure hope things are good ne ^^
hope to hear from you soon...take care!
keep smiling!
ja ^^
HEY.... YOU KNOW A RRREEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYYY LONG TIME AGO (3 WEEKS 4 DAYS...) YOU SENT ME A MESSAGE ABOUT 'A FRIENDS DAY' OR SOMETHING...? well that was POINTLESS! b/c i dont know how to send those things to people *sob*......................................(...) that was random... but i was just re-checking my privete messages and noticed it
*drops into your userpage*
^^
ITAI!
loools!
hiiii Jas-chan! how is everything with you my crazy friend?
lool just hopping by to say hi...no wait i was dropping by not hopping
nah did not miss you one bit! how could you even think that?! ^^
i assume you are doing fine...though i must say you do not spam much anymore ne
oh well then, hope everything is going great with you...my tests start tomorrow for the next two weeks but everything else is pretty ok ^_^
take care and have a crazy time old pal!
merged: 04-10-2007 ~ 08:25pm
oh?
*hugs*
hahaha i miss our crap too ne...
i hope you come back, but whatever you decide i pray for your safety and good luck!
*cheers for Jas* keep smiling! ^^
DORKS?! *whacks* why you no good... ^^
more important things in life... what can be more important than friends? ^^
i am glad you are doing well...take cares and whatever makes YOU happy...don't let go of it either ^^
take care again! hope to see you around soon... and if not, just know that you are never forgotten ^^ friends for life nano!
*hugs and wave*
HAhahahahahaha nice. Well it looks like my friendship could be over with berklee.
I wish i was somewhere else
I'm doing homework (It's march break) By the way, very lively user page!
Hi jasaiyajin, thanks for the fav on my wallpaper; unspoken.
merged: 03-07-2007 ~ 11:35am
lol, a lot in common huh?
Wonder if I should take that as a compliment .. hahaha.
HIIII! I HAVENT BEEN ON IN A LONG TIME AGAIN... (-_-") I WOULD HAVE SENT PEOPLE THOSE PICTURES THAT SAY HAPPY V-DAY, BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TOO... (THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE REALLY BEEN INTERESTED IN CHAT SITES...) so anyway... what should i be running for?!? (and now time for a random question!) how many manga books do you have? (if you have manga...) i have 162! but i have only been colecting manga for a year... (i use to only collect anime... i wonder why...) so, anyway, biy! (and the point of this message was...?)
what if it was the former? there's no surprise in that as jajin kun is right under chisai's nose!
*awws* jajin kun is too modest.
GB &
tc!
merged: 02-19-2007 ~ 11:26am
is that
another of your brothers?!?! okashiii! kawaii ne! <333 
ooos! i'm guessing i'm guessing i'm guessing!
haha, nah, i was kiddin afterall...lol!...haha....
oh, then that's better to hear...haha.
take care and enjoy your time! hahaha...
Um, I think I will pass on your offer, lol. Did ya'll do anythin special?
merged: 02-15-2007 ~ 12:54pm
Hahahaha. Truthfully no I don't have anyone special and close to me like that. Valentines day is really nothing to me, I have never gotten a valentine, nor has someone ever even came up to me and asked if they could, so I really don't expect or care for it to happen.
merged: 02-15-2007 ~ 02:54pm
Lol, except you don't have the scary/ugly mug I have hahaha.
I wouldn't say its law, but I do have extreamly bad luck with women.
cuz dorks don't post pics of themselves
well most of them ne... 
hahahas jk well i just don't like pics and the thought that people look at it when they feel like it...bothers me so i don't ever post my pics...besides i don't trust humans
Thank you very much for your card.....I love you too....wish you happy on Valentine's Day...^o^
ahaha....ma real name eh....hrmm....*ponders*...oh, an alias is Toya or Elena....;)
hump day?...ahaha...lolz...;)
what's that day?...lol!
hrm...haha, thanks for teh Christmas card ne...;)
oh, haha, thanks for the valentine card as well, very nice and cute...nyaa...i'm so lucky i got a nice card...muahaha....lolz!...j/k...haha...anyways, have a nice time and enjoy your day, and say hi to your gf ok....haha...:)
merged: 02-15-2007 ~ 12:16am
haha, hai hai....;)
ooh, didn't hear of dat before ya, thanks a lot, haha, new vocab ne...lolx!
haha, oh, so she's your new Valentine eh...haha....hope u guys stay togetha foreva ne...haha...:)
.
yup, say hi to ehr...haha...ohso u have other valentines?...8chokes on da water i'm drinkin*...no no...*shakes finger*...only one valentine ok...haha...;)
have fun and atek acre...haha...X-P
merged: 02-15-2007 ~ 02:07am
@@@hhh....omg!....no way...hmph!...hehe...lol...suit yourself, do what u want..haha
hmph~!...lolx!....haha...i feel sorry for your gf...*sniffz*...hahaha...j/k j/k
haha, enjoy your time Jas-chan!
*awws*.. honto ni domo arigatou gozaimasu, jajin kun! gomene, i forgot to make a card..
, however, i've found fileden.com as a good alternative to
filelodge, so you can upload your player and awesome mp3s there! 
i know this will sound corny, but there never goes a day without me praying for jajin kun. <3 ..so you tc of yourself, always. ne.
GB!
thanks for the cards Jas! hahahahhas they sure are cute
hey Jas-chan...haha....enjoying your valentine with your gf...;)
take care of her ok...;)
here's a card
hiii Jas! long time no ...talk
never forgot about you...so here is your valentine card...say hi to your gf for me and i hope everything is going great with you
Don't worry, I won't tell anyone (yes including a certain someone that you love). Any reason for the crying? Ha I don't expect you to tell me but hell I might as well ask. I also didn't think that you were mad. Also in whatever way you think, I don't hate you.
YAH, ITS SOOOO 'INVISABLE'! WELL, WELL, NOW I HAVENT TALKED TO YOU IN A WHILE! (....) (<ALL HAIL THE MIGHTY '....'S!) (-_-") HMMM... I FERGOT WHERE ARE LAST MESSAGE LEFT OFF... OH WELL! (HA-HA!) GUESS WHAT MY CATS BEEN DOING? WELL I HAD A LIZERD (BUT HE DIED... ACTUALLY HE WAS A WATER-DRAGON. THEY LIVE 15-20 YEARS, BUT HE ONLY LIVED 4 OR 5 MONTHS...) AND HIS TANK (WICH WAS ABOUT 3 FEET LONG...) IS STILL IN ARE HOME, SO MY ONE CAT Romeo GOES IN IT ALL THE TIME... *were sorry folks, but after this commertial break (there isnt going to be one...) the show will not return* (,answering machine voice...) ...........................................(...) TOTALLY RANDOM COMMENT! or in other-words... biy (why cant i just say that like any other normal person?!?)
merged: 02-08-2007 ~ 10:12am
AND ONCE AGAIN, "...."!