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You still haven't commented on my new video?

YOUR SO CREUL!

*runs away sobbing*

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hi sara-chan~!

thank you for the fav + comment on cheers ; party time~!

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i am glad you liked it XD
see you around!
-midsummer

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Quote by Lionhearted911 ahh i am soo soo soo glad you liked the drawing XD to be honest, i think this is one of the most perfected drawings actually..i had changed my drawing style in this one to experiment how it would turn out and i think it was as best as i coulf have made it turn out. :D ahh i am really pleased to know you like it XD it had become a recent style of mine to seperate my drawings into almost a manga sheet... like you see i magnify the hands at the top of the page... hahahaas and once again i am so glad you seem to like my drawing XD and well i meant it, about you not being alone anymore :D

well it sure was a busy day but i am pretty happy now, truth to be told we went shopping today for what i am gonna wear tomorrow...and well this is what i got, a miniskirt but i'm wearing these long (ankle-length or a lil above) black pants, but they are the cotton type and they match well (comon i dress decent XD so i am not one to parade around in miniskirts) then this shirt which is sooo cute! it has birds on it, grey color because the skirt is checkered, black and grey and brownish, but the shirt has a slit at the back, so i need to wear a shirt under it...again for the sake of decency XD and i got matching sandals, silverish grey and black :D...nice ne ne ne? hahahahas
wow i can't believe this...i am famished...thing is the last time i ate was 11 am, and it was a slice of pizza...but then i drank some iced mocha while i was buying my sandals around the early afternoon... ^_^' but now it is almost 11 pm... and i am starving XD sure has been a busy day ^_^

hahahaha you are genuinely mistaken, it is pretty much an honor to talk to you! hahahahas well about me, you could say i am pretty much ambitious and that drives me to accomplish a lil more than everyone else around me...Fati is American but i'm arab, thing is whenever we talk, (although Fati speaks great arabic) we speak in english and she always comments on how fluent i am in the language...she says i don't even have a trace of arabic accent in the english XD truth is, while growing up my mother helped me study half of the dictionary XD we would buy spelling books, word banks, and i studied my father's university english book, that is why i am good in english...things we take now in class i had knows since i was 6 and to me it is a surprise that many of my classmates don't know when to use who or whom...my mother taught me that and thing is i mastered it at a young age, probably why i never forgot it ...i wish my parents had also insisted i learn other languages at a young age *sigh* XD XD
that is the reason why the embassador last year was impressed by my speech...and another thing is my parents are not so good at english so one would not expect us to be so fluent...
but another thing is, they change the embassador and consul every four years, so the ones i am meeting tomorrow are new to me, still dad said the embassador is not there so his wife would be coming instead, and as for the consul, ast year it was a woman, but this year it is a man... i donno about the vice consul, last year it was a guy and he even asked me to meet his wife and twin daughters, they were around 4, he was soooo sweet, i even likes his name, Adrian (sp? XD ) but he was very nice, we talked alot suring the time we had lunch and he even came over to visit with his family and we talked plenty, i knew him for two years then and before he left (now he is in the States, not sure which State though ^_^' ) he told me if one of his daughters turned out like me he would be a proud father...it made me sad though, because it seems to me at times my father is not proud of me in the least...he is proud for an hour or so, but the reason my happiness dims in the house is cuz...he just treats me like he used to and like i never made him proud a day in his life... XD XD but it is ok, i am glad you seem proud of me and it makes me happy to know my efforts are noticed..
hahahahahahahaha the embassador's son, i met him too last year! poor guy barely talked and his father was so rude i was trying my best to smile from across the table and pretend what the embassador was saying were compliments!
he was praising me for a couple of things and my father was telling him about my drawings and stuff...then he was like "wow it is nice to know a woman with interests to pursue, unlike my son here, wasted half a year watching kittens grow and video taping them" it was so embarrassing! and i was sitting right next to his son, it was rather funny too, i was like "ah nice! that sure sounds...interesting and adventurous...i must say, i have no talent with a camera whatsoever! and my the patience it must have taken...you know i think i lack that...surely in a project where i had to watch ice melt and time it...i was sleeping and in my own world not five minutes later!" loools! the ice melting project part was a whole lie...but i did it because i could feel the son growing totally annoyed and embarrassed...my mother was there and father, and the consul and Adrian-san and his family...comon the father was not being nice XD but in general he is a very nice person...he left now though...but it is ok...you meet people sometime in life that you admire and he told me one day he will expect me to be an embassador too XD was an interesting experience..
anyway i am sure you too would have been able to impress them Tommy-chii... thing is if you are not afraid of crowds or have stage fright then it is not hard at all.. sis gets nervous so unlike me, my father would not ask her to speak on his behalf XD XD

omg i am so hungry...

hahahah Fati's sis was not being completely inedcessive, she was just playing around XD making sure i didn't change and stop listening to orders XD XD

hahaha don't worry about how much your tell me...i probably have lots of things to say as usual...there are things i wanna tell you now too but i have to go, need to wake up early tomorrow and sis is nagging my head off now...
anyway wish me luck nano~
i hope you find a job soon and everything works out great for you!
ooh i would put the hugging gif to make you feel better but the link i taking ages to load and sis is shouting "actions speak louder than words" when i tell her yeah i am getting off XD XD
take care Tommy-chii and again i am glad you like the drawing XD

It really is a nice piece of work. The manga sheet style you mentioned really works for this drawing. You have real talent, and the drawing came out really well.

Sounds like a pretty interesting mix of clothing styles. ...and I never thought of you as dressing indecent. ...In any case, I'm sure that you look nice and pretty in it. ...truth be told, a part of me is saying, 'she probably looks nice in anything..' or '...wish I could see it for myself.', but I guess that would be a bit too forward of myself...

I see. Ambition can take you far in life. It gives you the drive you need to accomplish what you want. Knowing you, I'm sure that you'll go on to achieve more great things in your life. ...so, you're fluent in English? That's cool. Even cooler is the fact that you still remember it all. I remember taking a year of Japanese and three years of French back in H.S., and I barely remember a few scant traces of it. :sweat: ...but even so, it sounds like it was an interesting experience being able to talk with the ambassador and their family. ...and I'm sure that your dad is proud of you; he might just have trouble expressing it. ...but as far as I'm concerned, I guess I am a little afraid of crowds. Whenever I have to make a speech or presentation, I get really nervous. I mean nervous as in shaking and twitching uncontrollably. That nervousness follows me to the podium, where I start to stutter and stammer like crazy.

I see. I guess I mixed words again. Sorry... ^_^'

I know that you have lots to talk about, and I'm always willing to listen. I just wish that I could thing of more in-depth responses to what you have to say. In any event, I guess that it's the thought that counts. ...Thanks for the hug, and especially for the drawing.

Take care, Sara
*hugs*
Good luck with tomorrow, and go eat something.

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Have you stopped checking my videos?

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Quote by Lionhearted911 YATTA Tommy-chii! i finished the drawing about a few minutes ago...here it is...i hope you like it...i pestered my mother into giving me her opinion XD she says she fell inlove with the guy and i laughed...i hope you like the drawing too! i know i like it :D :D :D
(but i am a seriously bad photographer, unlike sis...she is busy now but if you would want it much i can nag her into taking a better photo some other time for you (my scanner annoys me so i refain from scanning ^_^' XD )


You are No Longer Alone


hahaha if you ask me i alwaaaays go with the flow ...sorta brings less trouble and is the easier way out, and if you know me, i tend to pick the easiest way out ^_^'

hahaha that is nice... my father at times would come into my room and sit on my bed, then i would know for once he really talks to me as the eldest daughter... and he tells me things like me being his consultant...and it is rather endearing.. lol i always wanna make him proud... that is why i am speaking on his behalf this thursday -_-' XD Xd but no matter, i have been doing so the past three years and you know for that day..i always feel like i have come to own the world... my father showers me with praise that day and he smiles at me in a way that makes me soo happy and warm inside that i was for once able to make him so proud... thing is the embassador is usually there along with the ...hmm what was that called again...ahh can't remember... but anyway they always said they loved me and that i was very "regal in my speaking" even once the embassador told my father that once maybe he will ask me to speak on His behalf XD was surely kidding but my father puffed up with pride and i was sooo happy!
anyway we then go to a restaurant where we treat them for lunch...pretty awesome since you get to know all of them... and you know sometimes you hear from strangers words you wish to hear from you parents... and thing is they kept on praising me that day to my dad...and thing is...i never wanna go back home...because then i am back to being me...you know it feels sad to know once we step back into the house any feeling that i had is drained... but it is ok... even if it was for a few minutes... i enjoy the feeling that i had pleased my parents XD

you would be surprised...long ago i was a happy-go-lucky sort of person...i never ever worried about tomorrow...to me my only concern was this second now... but now i find myself wondering lots and lots about tomorrow...i suppose it is a phase...and the fact that alot has changed in my life itself which inturn forced me to change my ways XD hahah i think a smile is the best thing ever! even when i am so angry, if i turn and some person smiles to me, i never think twice about smiling back...it's a natural reaction to smile and it kinda calms me a lil anyway XD

Do i still talk to mum? yeah i still do... in fact today she sat me down to tell me things that made my stomach churn and my imagination run wild, in the end i was like "ah mum...please my stomach can't take any more!" XD XD and she laughed...then i thought to add a lil to the convo and she smacked me and laughingly shoved me out of her room XD was rather funny... what were we talking about? hehe... somehow the convo got to how women here who are thrown in jail are treated... XD XD ^_^'

hahahahahahahahah peter pan incident XD XD i think it is cute that you were trying to erm... fly XD XD well what can i say we all have our...interesting moments... waaaaaaaaaahahahahaha! XD XD

apples XD i swear they were so pretty! XD my friend was being a pain XD she loves teasing
today she was like "we need to move to the gate cuz my father is coming soon"
(afterschool we tend to lounge around in the building)
*i get up from the bench*
*friend (again Fati's sis* "sit your ass back down you."
*me (i sit)* "ok!"
*Fatis's sis* "why are you sitting? i just told you to get up to go front"
*me* "why you... i swear the next time you are coming over i am putting worms in your salad you ungrateful overconfident cocky_"
*sis* "yeah yeah we both know you won't XD XD naive baka"
*me (sticks tongue out to her but laughs anyway)*

ahhh sis is nagging!

haha i am glad you liked the song...the lyrics are priceless ne?
anyway sis is driving me nuts so i will leave you to go now...but i hope i remember a few hilarious things that happened in arabic class today to tell you tomorrow... as for now...i am not going to school tomorrow XD
anyway anyway nightie nightie Tommy-chii! hope you like the drawing :D

Don't change a thing! I love the drawing. You have real talent, Sara. Everything looks so pretty. ..and don't worry about the photo; I think it's perfect the way it is.

Yeah. Sometimes, goin' with the flow is a good way to go. ...but sometimes, the better experience lies on the road less traveled...

Wow! That must have been quite an honor. ...and I'm sure that your dad was proud of you. Heck, judging from things, I think I should be honored just to talk to you like this. ...I know that draining feeling pretty well. I guess it would be considered a form of escaping reality. We don't like the feelings that gather at home, and we tend to enjoy more often what happens to us outside. ...I just hope that you get more of those happy moments more often.

It's something that happens to all of us. I find myself worrying about it too, especially since I'm having so much trouble finding a job. ...It's rough, but we try to find a way.

That's good to hear. I hope that you and your mom get along like that more often.

Kinda indecisive, don't you think? Tells you to get up, then sit down, then get up again...Oh well...at least you were cool about it.

I feel bad right now. *looks up* You're telling me so much, and I'm telling you so little. I want to tell you more, but my brain is acting too slow to think of anything. ...I guess it's the cold weather here. It's been raining all day today, and I've been aching all day. The rain's gonna be here for another day or so...

...the rain also means that my net connection could go out without warning, so I should probably wrap things up. Bottom line: I love your drawing. It looks really nice.

Take care, Sara.

P.S.: If only I could, I'd smile at you whenever we might meet.

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Hiya :D
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I really appreciate it XD
well hope you have a wonderful day :D
talk to you later :)
see ya ;)

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haha ok i was only wondering then... sorry for not being considerate about how much work you have , in fact i am up to my neck with work too...but i had set MT a lil as my proirity and now i am falling behind in my work it is rather stressing XD

hahahaha nice meals? hmm i am not so sure about that XD
omg i hope you get better soon... it seems many are sick this time of year ne ... XD

i hope the rain would stop pouring on your head XD XD and yor cough gets better...might wanna take an umbrella along though Kokuyu-chan XD

ok then i think i will...so something useful with my time now XD probably some of my work which i am seriously seriously falling behind in ...

goodluck with everything Kokuyu-chan!


duh.....since when i obtained this time when i'm in pure agony of bad days 7 days continuously? :o
neeee.....nevermind......must be thankful i'm sitting here already :)

arrrrr....it's alright actually. at least you do drop by to visit me....better than me alone doing boring homeworks :D

well, mt is my place to dump all stress, so i'll make sure i'm here at least even for 3 minutes! XD
hmmm......like this.....what's your country's famous dish? Khubz? shawarma? XD

ahhh....the weather's fine now...i'm just having problems carrying books now! ^_^' to carry 4 thick books in my hand to bus stop is sure better than going gym!~ X-P
sure, thanks :)
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hmm....i really had it in mind that i had replied... ^_^' anyway

yups i agree with you, but then again when you think about it so many things that are worse than anime and anime sites are not banned, not talking site-wise but let us say channels on TV...and then you got everyone trying to imitate the West and thoughts of "modernization" i mean comon, anime should be the least of their worries! XD XD

oh too bad! i love Squall Leonhart! ahahahas he was my childhood hero...still... now growing up you could say i have stopped this childish love, probably not a good thing, but i had decided to stop dreaming of impossible things... heroes like Squall don't really exist... XD they are all fairytales, and for us we easily confuse the real world with a world you dream up XD reminds me of the times i used to write angst, and when a friend asked me why all my endings are rather happy endings, i told her becuase i am bound to make a happy ending for myself in real life, but that was a year ago, so funny how only a year ago can seem like ages away... XD XD

haaaa! yeah pokemon -_- was banned! they are such weirdos! they said the names of the pokemons were...what was it again...some kinda rites! and things to worship the devil with and all the other crazy things XD XD true it is totally out of imagination.. stupid people...so close minded...i mean how about research?!

hahahahahas how was your trip to SG? i don't think i asked...hope you had fun!

hahah you say your username is simple but the explanation. . . XD i thought it sounded a lil complicated the symbols and words... XD but it is very interesting! i think your pursuit for knowledge is rather admirable, since i see you asking sis about Islam... ahahahas and you seem to know lots about cultures and things...rather impressive! keep it up XD

hahahah smoking hmm... it is rather dangerous and i only tried the Shishah, but i never really tried smoking XD in fact the smoke is rather bothersome so there is no use XD

hahahahas interesting, your views and feelings of love...
i would say i feel exactly the same way, except i never got hostile when i was teased by sis XD still you are right about changes in attitude and things like that... pretty weird though XD ooh roses! lovely... to bad i am a lil too late, but i would have thought it nice to buy one for yourself... i think flowers are the coolest, and being in that topic my father gave me a whole vase of flowers yesterday, yellow roses and some other white flowers, which was very nice of him, all cuz i went to his office and told him the flowers were lovely...i took pics of them XD i will send you a photo once i download the pics to my computer from the camera...lools!

hmmm probably if you deny something hard enough and long enough... then you might believe it XD but then again who am i to talk, i myself am testing that theory as i type this XD but then it seems to be working ne XD
there is a saying that i liked very much and it went like this "what the eyes see and the ears hear the mind believes" and it is quite true, for matters other than love and extreme pain and sickness, it works... so if you think to yourself you're the greatest, one day yu will believe it XD XD hahahahahahaha

Regret

this is a musical! soo nice and i am listening to it now, thought i might share it with you, it is rather nice! the ending is just too cool XD in my head i was cheering in the end XD Yatta! -appluase- :D

hmm the painting is nice...and interesting XD in fact the painting inspired a thought ne... hahahahas but i would rather keep it to myself XD hahahaas
there was always something in me that said live your life with your head and never ever your heart... demo experience is the best teacher... like your mother would warn you against putting your finger against a flame, but you would never really listen to her warning and take it to heed unless you get burnt by the flame ne? i find it rather interesting, the human brain that is XD so hard to understand many things... one thing i always thought about as well was why people get influenced, and why we crave acceptance and acknowledgement...

hahahahas i hope god gives you patience...you know they say "everything comes to him who waits" haaaaaahahahahas...whatever but i am sure with your patience you will get somewhere for sure XD XD

hmm for some reason i wanna wear a Kimono! XD

hmm do you like reading Kokuyu-chan? :)

ooh how about debates? we had one on Tuesday and i was awarded top speaker XD my dad was like (you see i rarely talk much at home) "ah so you see! you do talk alot! you were awarded for talking! and here we don't hear your voice!" and me "yeah...i mean no it's not like that... i was not awarded for talking -_- but for debating...that is a lil different"
*dad* "ah so what do you do in a debate?!"
*me* "well... we TALK!" XD XD XD
hahahah was soo funny XD

loooooooools! the saber comic was cute ne? i got it from SHane but i bet you already know that XD

hmm oh yeah to answer a question of yours that i cam across, the Qura'an is translated, not sure to how many languages, but i know English for sure is one of them... lools... enjoy your research, i find it pretty cool... but then in my opinion, at times, researching is a very dangerous thing... good luck Kokuyu-chan!

ooh look at the time, and i was going for an eye check-up as well! not to mention shopping! i lost a bit of weight lately, so i need to buy new clothes, my pants are slipping -_- XD XD
anyway then take care Kokuyu-chan! forgive me for my late reply! and you are always welcome, if there is any special occaison do notify me before hand and it would be a great pleasure and honor of mine to make you a card XD
ja ne!


hmm.....that was last valentine day i had replied....so, it's been weeks.... X-P ...never mind......

nee.....don't stop that love. it's your companion when you're younger. :) plus, that's your nostalgic memories. when you think of your childhood times, think of him :D children loves animated heroes, so it's perfectly ok. just like mine. my 'first' girlfriend is Sailor Moon! XD i started to dream of her at 8 years old. that's my "first love" <3

aha, that pokemon! XD whose imagination was that? they're so creative! and yet, i haven't seen people worshiping cards! ["bow to Pikachu, and i'll grant you protection!" X-P ] mind them....i feel like they need to be sent to hospital for a check-up to see if their mental state is alright or not! possible hallucination? X-P

oh, sg trip~ i couldn't call firemace! X-O my handphone's reception is cut off after we passed the boundary line! it was fun too, especially when in the museum. no, it's not like any other museum which just exhibit boring-looking artifacts. it has visual interactive shows with sound effects to 'bring' us back to those historic moments. :D sadly enough i didn't have time to buy CDs! those CD there are very cheap, yet high quality! ah, we didn't watch the fireworks (it was new year eve that time..) too tired to step out of the hotel....but i managed to watch a documentary of japanese lifestyle in TV........

oh, i'm actually part time self-taught anthropologist, though i didn't made it as my university course (there're actually limited universities which have this course). that's my most disappointing part. but, i've loads of books in my room, which i'll glue myself there for hours! X-P
about Islam, it was actually part of my school's history subject, that's where i first learn about it. one of the most unbelievable event i remembered was how Prophet Muhammad and Abu Bakar managed to hide from Quraish tribe's attack by hiding in a very narrow Thawr cave! XD
thanks very much for your compliment :)

lol~that's gonna be my surprise for life, cause' i've never give or receive flowers! i'm too innocent for flowers, i guess. X-P However, i once own one from a leftover stock in my school's sport's day, but in the end i just don't know what to do with it.... *sigh*....so it was left in the kitchen for weeks until my mum threw it away~
ok, i'll wait to see your flower :)

that song! by Malice Mizer! YAY! i love that band, but sadly it was disbanded last 2001 ago T_T
yeah, it has a tune of regrets....the original version has piano tune only. the one playing the drum part was Kami, who passed away tragically (info at here, [gackt's era>>click HERE) yay, thanks for sharing! :)

ahhneee....but in that painting, i didn't realized i made her neck in the painting a little long. the strange thing was i didn't notice that way, until it was done......hmmm......kind of slender neck perhaps?
yupyup, "humans can never be satisfied" our mind are now so complicated...too many desires. how can we lead a simple life in such competitive world? we have to submit to the society's life or else face being outcast, which is the main problem i'm facing now. the product design course i'm studying now requires us to live within social's liking. and i find no room to express my soul -_-

lol~i've patience in certain things....like waiting for the right soul partner. but my dad told me "you can't really believe in fate to help you find one. you must act fast to find one!" X-P i was like..."........"

oh, debate and talking can be really different in terms of what contains inside. as you see, when we debate, we speak of points to oppose the opponent. but talk can be like chatting, which contains non-points inside. (but all in all, you're still talking neeee~ XD ) so, you are like saving your words for this competition neee? X-P but most importantly......Mabrouk! XD

yeah, i've seen that.....cute to see her sleeping~ ;)

yup, i've recently found a translated Quran in the internet>>>http://www.islamusa.org/OnlineTrans/index.html. actually, i plan to buy a translated book of that, as i can read it anywhere conveniently (better than carrying a laptop to read it).
yup, i'm aware of that. in fact, looking at today's world situation is so worrying. i decided to just stand neutral observing. so, to me now, it's fun learning them :)

btw, actually are the laws in your country really that strict? for example, amputations of hands and feet for certain crimes, death sentence by beheading with a sword, and retribution through blood money? it's so scary!
(according to wikipedia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saudi_Arabia#Legal_System )

what? you're going to wear spectacle? losing weight too? wow~ O__O you must be going trough some king of hardship after winning the Holy Grail War! XD hmmm.......where's Shiro Emiya now.... X-P
neee...anyway, sure you're going into a new personality, another step of new life~ :)

alright, thanks very much too! :D if you don't mind waiting, there's an occasion set in 13th July 2007. i'll tell you the reason. just keep in mind it's something like birthday (but not birthday X-P )~

sayonara~see ya! XD

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Quote by Lionhearted911 hahahaha so sorry about last night...truth to be told my older brother made my father angry and in turn he yelled at everyone in the house...another thing is that i was feeling very sensitive for some reason or the other and well... was not able to control myself... hmm anyway i had to get off the computer so my father won't vent his anger on it...then i would be sadly computer-less XD XD
but well today...he is over the anger and was quite affable in his office when i visited with him after my lesson XD
thing is i was so pissed at him...but then he is so nice and i forgive him...more like a never ending cycle XD

hmm...i did not go to school today...woke up feeling tired still from the aftereffects of last night so i stayed, then went shopping for some groceries with my mother, truth to be told, Tommy-chan, i feel like a part of my old mother had returned and we manage to laugh and communicate in a way which is pretty cool..

hahaha well you would think since i like predictability i tend to plan things, but quite the opposite...i rarely plan ahead... for instance when i invite my friends over i have no idea what we will be doing... i let the time decide for itself and things always turn out pretty cool XD
still for school... i seem unable to complete my work at home... i still need to complete a couple of things but ahhh! probably i will so it in school...try to find some free period to do it in though... *sigh* XD XD

XD loools! i am glad you find my "wahaha" infectious XD i think i will use it more often from now on then to demonstrate how funny some occaison is XD would be good to know you would laugh along XD

manh people complain because they can't do anything about the problem... if they could then they would not be complaining in the first place... my mother talks to me all the time aboutour problems, but never once did i imagine tuning her out...you and i probably don't know it much, but when you are there listening, that in itself solves a problem... besides i know i learned alot from hearing my mother talking about her woes... truth is there are times i don't agree with her, or i think she is complaining about something where she is the one doing wrong and is not wronged like the way she feels, but even then i don't say anything, i make a mental note of it, that way i learn not to be selfish and truth is i did learn alot of things by listening...

hahahahaha that would be hard for me....to not think of what will happen if i do good...thing is i always wonder about the outcome of every single thing i do and say.. other than that, since a person who does bad is gonna pay for it, i always wonder what is the fate of a person who does good XD i believe everything you do leads you to somewhere else and adds a sort of path to your journey... so you see Tommy-chii, i can never really reach up to your level of goodness...since i find it hard to pretend that by being good i am not somehow feeling satisfaction..
even a simple smile, i am going good...and the thing is i get a smile back and the possibility of a friendship...is that not repayment? :D

hahah yeah my friend, her name is Sarah (but with an 'h' in the end X-P ;) ), she too is in the school council like me, but she is in a different field, she takes care of competition and school occaisons...and i think she is not bearing well with the pressure... she feels like giving up on many things...
you know when someone laughs...that empty laugh that comes with hopelessness...it worries me..
she laughed like that when she was saying what was the point... and to be honest in my head i was like "shut up! don't laugh! why are you laughing?! don't laugh no!" it makes me very sad ... and after we talked she did look like she felt better... i did not see her after that day but you know i always loved talking to her, she always says interesting things that make me think, besides she is a good person...but sometimes people like her need a lil guiding hand to remember their purposes in life... we all get hopeless here and there, but it seems some of us tend to get hopeless and find it hard to find a way back... hmm... lools!

hahahaha ouch! XD
well sis is soo funny...there was this one time she seriously gave me a scare! we were playing with our friends and suddenly she screams and then i swam up to her, i was in the pool but she was outside...anyway she was bent and she looks at me and she says "you broke my hand!" i swear i almost had a heartattack then and there! but anyway she did not break it...just sprained it or twisted it, her friends were trying too hard to push her into the pool...but i was so scared... a broken hand meant she had to go to the hospital...and surgery... and omg! T_T
she did hurt herself a few weeks ago, slipped on the stairs and her leg ...she could not walk right for weeks! as for me i take things "slow and easy" and thus i have a sort of perfect control XD in fact when i am sick... it is annoying to watch me do things, i would do them too slow! and it would seem like it took ages for the message to reach my brain that i picked up the pencil, but then again don't be fooled, although i like taking things slow and easy, usually i do things at superspeed...like eating... studying etc...i manage to finish fast XD in our test, i always finish first! our exam would be two hours and a half i would finish in not more than 45 mins XD it drives teachers nuts and they always look through my paper...i suspect they think i leave questions unanswered but i never do that XD

umm chocolate milk tastes good XD

yups! now i remember Elfen Lied... didn't she kill them cuz she was sad that Kouta took his cousin to some fair or something instead of her? or was it something else...hmm hehe guess i don't remember it so much afterall ...

waaaaaahahahahahahha! you cannot imagine Tommy-chii!
you see Fati's sis is also a friend of mine (mentioned it before though XD ) and anyway it seems Fati had told her about the time when i was inlove with the pretty apples,
so anyway two days ago i was eating an apple (but it was not the pretty ones 0.o XD ) and she stared laughing
so i was like "what is it? laughing like a baka.."
*sis* "so did you hug and pamper this one too before eating it?"
*me* "what? the apple?"
*sis* "haaaahahah yeah i heard you fall inlove with the apples before eating them"
*me* "waaaaahahahaha! shutup! ...who told you of all people!"
*sis* "waaaaaaaahahah! so it is true!~ waaahahaha"
*me* "whatever...those apples were pretty!"
*sis* "0.o waaaaaaaaahahahahahaha! Sara....go get yourself a bf"
*me* "haaaaaaahahahah! shutup! it's not like that you perv! it ...was an apple! besides it looked nice! at least i have enough sense to appreciate the beauty of nature X-P "
*sis* "lalalalalal~ hahahahah"
XD XD XD she was rather funny XD but it was true! the apple was pretty! XD

hahahah what expression? seeing the humor in things? XD XD
truth is i use that alot ...and i already told you about my habit of laughing at trouble XD

lools! i think it would be fun with your mum! my sis and i love stripping the movie to the only boring and bad parts XD XD we sit there and snort and mock just for the fun of it...and being with sis you know it is extremely hilarious! she makes fun in such a way i would be laughing the whole time!
there was once this time when we were waching this inerview with the first arab woman to make some sorta animation...and me and sis being anime freaks and having the now perfect quality taste in anime...you should have seen it...my mother called us to see and then sis was like
"what is that?"
*mum* " a screenshot from the lady's animation"
*sis* "you call that...animation? what is this? please don't tell me she is saying she is proud of that in the interview"
*me* "waaaaaaaahahaha!"
(there were subtitiles in english)
*sis* "man even the subtitles is wrong! dude! look the apostrophe is wrong! ha! what is this grammar! what is this translation?!"
*mum* ^_^'
*me* "waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahaha"
*sis* "and the bird flying like that...hell that woman is not hanging her clothes?! omg! now if any westener sees that seriously?! what will they think of us?!"
*mum* ^_^' ^_^'
*me*"omg waaaaaaahahahaha"
*sis* "how many times are they gonna repeat the same scene? hey now that you look at it even the quality is so low...seriously who would watch something like this.. hey the kid just threw his slippers...dude where is the etiquette? this is so cheap..."
*mum* "go away! XD XD poor woman! you guys stripped the animation! you should never be judges!"
*me* "waaaaaaaaahahahah! i did not say anything! wahahahaha, but she is right loool!"
*sis (snort and laugh)* "i was just being honest..." XD XD

ok now i am working on my drawing... XD what you said strengthened my resolve to finish it as soon as i can...
thanks for replying anyway, honestly i thought you might not and i did not wanna bother you... but i had to go and i have to reply... ^_^' what a dilemma XD XD

have you heard the song more than a memory by Hoobastank
if not...this song is amazing! here is the link XD
More Than a Memory

the vid is FF Advent Children...did you watch it?

ok then i will go now, work on the drawing and finish some of my school things...
i hope you have a great life!
take care Tommy-chii! nightie nightie!

I'm sorry to hear that. I know all too well how it feels to be hit by the venting of an angry relative. ...at least he got over it. ...but don't worry about it. It's not a problem. I'm glad to hear that you and your mom got along. ...Hope that those kinds of moments come along more often.

Haha. I see. Truth be told, I don't like to plan things either. Sometimes it's easier to just go with the flow, that way if something happens, you don't have to stress out that much over it. ...as far as your school work goes...good luck.

That's true. Sometimes just having someone to listen is enough for a person. ...and there is much that can be learned just by simply paying attention. I don't intend to stop listening anytime soon. We might not agree with what they say, but it's their opinion, and who are we to question it?

Yeah, some people consider a smile a form of payment. ...and sometimes, that's the best kind of payment there is. There's nothing better than a simple smile to brighten one's spirits. ...and you made a valid point. Sometimes it is hard to not think about the outcomes of one's actions. It's called worrying about the future, and it's not that big of a problem. Truth be told, I worry about the future at times as well. I wonder what lies ahead, and if I'll be able to accomplish anything.

I see. Sometimes, the pressure can be a bit too much to handle. ...and Do you still talk to her? If so, keep talking to her. I'm sure that it would be a relief.

Wild and out-of-control, and calm but quick. ...an interesting pair. ...but owww! That had to hurt... reminds me of the time I broke my arm while playing in the yard. I'm usually a mix on the slow and fast side. ...the catch is that I have pretty good balance... ...most of the time. *thinks back to the 'peter pan' incident*

Actually, Lucy kinda had a crush on Kouta. The day before, she wanted to know if his cousin was a girl, and he told her no. ...needless to say, when Lucy saw him with two other girls, she kind of took it the wrong way, like he betrayed her.

Hahaha. The apples again. It's always fun to hear about that. ...and just thinking about you all laughing like that makes it even more funnier.

The expression I meant was 'That is so...'. I felt old saying that, like I'm behind the current generation or something.

Oh no! The legend of the English subtitles is true! I've heard rumors about how poorly the subtitles are in most translations to English. ...anyway, my mom and I do the same thing. We like to poke and prod at some of the things that happen in the things we watch. I'll bet it was hilarious...you and your sis.

I liked the vid. It was a pretty nice song, and all of the FF7 clips were pretty cool. I've seen Advent Children (I have the DVD, and got to go to the premier of the English Dub.), and I think it's pretty cool. It reminds me of the reason why I like Final Fantasy so much...the music. I think that the music is beautiful at times. Thanks for the link... ...although I have to admit, I didn't expect to see clips from Last Order, the OVA...

Good luck with everything. Don't work yourself too hard.
Take care, Sara.

P.S. Chocolate milk is good. ...I'm a little partial to strawberry, though...

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Savvy means Nice. Have a nice day! Say hi to yer sis for me! I keep asking that but I don't want your sister to hate me. I know you won't cuz you're so jolly (means nice too)! Lolz.

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Quote by Lionhearted911 i don't think it is so difficult to deal with that behavior in the least...if you see the humor in it, i think i kinda miss my aunt's totally wacky behavior...i don't think any woman would act as nuts as she does...unless well they happened to be totally drunk but then that would not be very pleasant at all... but i wish you could have seen what i meant... she is sooo funny... even when she is angry she makes me really laugh...
we would sleep in her room and well, we would watch TV alllll night, and then sis and i would nag her into keeping some certain movie, and after the movie was done sis and i would say things like "ah that movie sucked...eww what the heck...lousy movie" and my aunt ... "WHAT?! you two damn brats! you made me watch that and then you have the guts to say it was lousy?! i swear you two..."
*me* "waaaaaaaaahahahahahaha" ;)
*sis* "waaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahhaha"
*aunt (trying to hide her amusement poorly)* "grrr..."

my father is scolding me ...i have to go...i will reply another time...sorry
have a nice day..

I never said that it was difficult. You're right in saying that you just need to see the humor in it. That is so true. (...do people still say expressions like that?)

Sound's like a funny time. ...try that around my mom, the movie buff, and she'll drag you into a deep argument (the friendly kind) about all of the good things about that movie.

Sorry to hear about that. Hope that things turn out well.
Take care, Sara.

P.S. I wasn't sure if I should reply to this, but I decided to. ...just to show that I'm still here.

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I'm doing just fine. I hope you are doing good too.
See ya 'round MT.
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Quote by Lionhearted911 hahahahhas about my aunt...thing is i accept a person i deem as my friend no matter what her habits are or how she behaves...if she is my friend i would accept all the sides of her... so my aunt would do embarrassing things in malls and stuff, i would laugh at her antics and it would not bother me at all that we were getting weird stares...sis on the other hand would get pissed and sometimes really walk in some other direction like we were not related... also my cousins..
when my aunt was feigning this really trashy accent, i was just laughing my head off in the mall but sis and my cousin, they walked all the way to another aisle which made me laugh all the more XD
like there was this one time i was walking with sis in the mall and for some reason i started singing, well not so loud, but sis heard me and i found her walking way ahead of me, and it was rather amusing when i asked her to wait up and she told me to stop singing 0.o XD XD XD
omg once! XD XD we were with our aunt again and for some reason she and my mother decided to play a prank on my sis... so they pretended that the phone rang and it happened to be sis's best friend... and you should have just been there... was rather funny in a very mean way XD
my aunt put on that cheap accent she made up and was saying such hilarious things... like coming from some neighbourhood in some country that really... no decent person comes from and well she was pronouncing the friend's name wrong too and when sis walked in...you should have seen her face...it was horrified! and she was like "WHat?! what are you doing?! no no no! you're lying! you can't be talking to my friend! i don't wanna talk to her anymore!"
poor sis looked close to tears... my aunt had to apologize and swear a million times that there was no friend over the phone XD was so funny but then in the end when sis was seriously horrified i kept pressing my aunt to stop playing those games before sis turned danerous XD XD

oooh you cannot imagine Tommy!
my math teacher walked into class today and was like this to Fati "i...was so disappointed on wednesday!"
thing is Fati decided not to go to school on Wed. so no one sang the songs in her stead...and turned out the people presenting, four of them dropped out at the last minute becuase the principal had something against their costumes so they decided to drop out... was sooo bad!
the teacher sure was so annoyed...the whole program got ruined..
thing is Fti felt a lil guilty...we both agreed this was not the punishment we planned...we never thought it would turn out that bad...but Fati was like the teacher's intentions were impure, that is why everything went so wrong XD and somehow i agree with her... she probably deserved it...but then again it is a lil sad to see she was busted ...

hmm another funny thing XD the housekeepers that help in our house always side with me XD yeaterday night sis and i were eating downstairs and our housekeeper was there... i was just giving sis company but then she put cheese in her plate and i was longing to taste, so i snatched some... and sis was like "ahh! don't do that! so nasty!" then the housekeeper who witnessed that was like this (while i was laughing anyway) "you say this is nasty?! you drank out of that jug! that is nasty!" and i laughed even harder! even sis laughed saying "waah i am so busted" and me "yeah you are, hahaha, sis you know better than to think anyone would take your side when i am around.. muahahah!" XD XD it was so funny.. and this isn't the first time XD
this other time i am not sure what exactly was said, but then when my sis was like "right?" to our housekeeper, our housekeeper was like "no, that is you not Sara" and me "waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahaha!" it is so funny XD but i know why they tend to side with me more, i do my things on my own most of the time, even my bag, i get it with me from the car, unlike sis she leaves her bag for the driver to pick up...then let us say juice, i would go down to make my own while sis would call out that she wanted some juice XD stuff like that... besides sis hasa temper while i just shrug it off most of the time XD XD sooo funny XD yesterday sure was hilarious

my oh my...your mother reminds me of mine...she says the only reason she remains in the house is for me...but that is so painful to hear and i get so angry when she says that so i would tell her "thanks but you don't have to worry about me...you should stay here because you want to not because of me! if you hate it here then i would not be happy! it would only be sad cuz you are sacrificing and i don't want you to sacrifice for me" when i say those things she takes it back and adds that she wants to stay here too...i know she wants to but she denies it...still i would rather not hear her saying that...really...
hmm that is unfair that no one listens...there is a difference between me not listening to father yell his head off at me for no reason at all (and i know he does not mean any of it) and the fact that you would not listen if it was serious and you are wrong... it would be rude and cruel if i don't listen when i am seriously being lectured for something i did wrong... but then again if i am being called an idiot cuz i had no idea how to make a virus go away from the computer even after trying then i must say...jeez...i never said i was smart to begin with ^_^'
though in your case i can understand how your mother feels... it is probably no doubt that you are one of the real reasons why she values life...you're her baby and she surely loves you very much... i can only imagine how it is like to be a mother and well... since everthing else seems to only burden her...you're like her light in the dark...and she sees you struggling too so she is encouraged to keep up with you and i think that is very nice..
GAMBATTE! *cheers*

hahaha sounds like a nice idea XD combined faith
you know today a friend of mine (she's not in my class but we meet up afterschool and she is a very nice person) we talk alot and have loads in common, although i am alot like her sis too so probably why she feels close to me... but she was not her normal cheery self today so i asked if everything was ok and she told me this "you know when you seem to have alot of good things...but you are ungrateful?" i didn't pretty much understand what she was referring to... we ended up talking about faith, not only in God but also in oneself... she was asking me how come i have that much faith...i don't know...i just do, even times when it dims a lil or i seem to forget about it...i find myself returning to that faith over and over... it is rather hard to explain... but we were talking about not giving up...and strangely we talked about doing good...and she was saying it never seemed to pay off...and then i told them about you, how you would do good for the heck of it and just to show others how foolish they can get... and well... they were rather surprised and they nodded (Fati was there too and she was saying you should do good for yourself, my other friend said she did not know who to do good for) and it sounded cool actually...doing good just for no reason at all... surely it will pay off in the end anyway ne? :D

hahahaha well dumb things, we always do that ne XD XD

ahh i am glad it was not so painful...or not as painful as i initially thought... you should be more careful XD
hahaha sis came to mind now...so funny but she is always slipping or bumping into things of falling a couple of steps down the stairs XD XD sooo funny how clumsy she can sometimes get...drives her bf nuts since he is always begging her to take care and stop getting hurt XD

yeah i agree it was a rather interesting anime...and yups i was talking about Nana...she seemed so nice and cute XD still i don't remember much of the anime sadly... just stuff about the guy and Lucy when they were young on a rock singing...

ahhh allerges -_- well i don't much but my eyes too bother me at times... when the weather changes...i am glad to know your eyes are better now! :D

hmm the drawing, i finished the girl too but it was last night as well...i am much too tired to finish it today so i hope i get time during the course of the next few days...

waa i did not do anything... i am seriously behind in school work...hmm oh well...probably...tomorrow -_- XD XD XD

nightie nightie Tommy-chii...i know it is very early but i don't think i can stay awake for much longer really XD XD
take care and i hope everything is great! have a nice day Tommy-chii!

I see. It's sad that your sis reacts that way, but I can kinda understand why. It can be a bit difficult to deal with that kind of behavior. At least you roll with it, and see it in a different light.

I don't know. When you plan stuff, you always have to be careful. You never know if, when, or how your plan could backfire. The sting of guilt can be very painful indeed.

Hahaha. Sounds funny. Odds are if I tried that here, I'd probably get the same reaction. ....but that doesn't stop my aunt from swiping french fries from my meal whenever we have them. I guess drinking straight from a jug is more nasty than swiping from a person's plate. ((BTW, I love it when you use that "waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahaha!" laugh. It sounds infectious; I can't help but laugh myself.))

That kind of thing is painful to hear. You and I are alike in that area. ...I guess you could take solace in the fact that this is a sign of how much you mean to her. I apologize for mixing your words again with my mom's problem. I know that you only tuned out your dad because you were tired of being yelled at for no reason. ...but hearing you talk about it made me think of what went through the minds of my relatives when they 'decided' to tune out my mom. I know that she's been getting worse, and that she complains about things that we can't really do anything about. I just don't want her to be completely lost to her depression.

Wow. Didn't realize that I'd ever make that kind of an impact. One thing I'd like to say is that even doing good cause it'll pay off in the end, that's still doing good for a reason. Try not to think about what will happen if you do good. ...but I guess I'm preaching again. ^_^' Your friend sounds nice, and I know that she's in good company.

Yep. The nail is only a small chapter in the book of all the injuries that have happened to me. Given your sis' apparent lack of balance, I'm surprised that she hasn't really hurt herself. ...I know, I shouldn't say those kinds of things...

Elfen Lied is sad. Lucy is a mutant on the run from a secret group. She suffers amnesia, and under the name Nyu, is taken into the care of the guy, Kouta, and his cousin Kirie. Near the end of the series, you find out that Lucy and Kouta knew each other in the past (unfortunately, the last time they met back then, she used her powers to kill Kouta's dad and little sister in cold blood.) It's a really good series...once you get past all of the blood and gore.

Rest up, Sara. Don't push yourself too hard. Take care of everything else first. I hope that things go well for you.

Take care, Sara.

P.S. Don't let the virus thing bug you. They're designed to give people a hard time to get rid of.