Thanks for the fav on Killer Pose wallie. Really glad you like it.

Quote by Lionhearted911 first off...real late reply eh... but you did not really think i would go to bed without posting to you now ne (almost become like a diary )

ahh wow you wanna show me how grateful you are? but i am only showing you how grateful i am.. truth to be told you have no idea what you have done for me, and it is kinda hard for me to express it as well.. you see when you accepted me as your friend i was already very very happy...but you know also the past few times when we shared laughter over some of the antics that go on around here...you have no idea how touched i was that you would enjoy the stories i tell you i am grateful for you and you don't have to do anything...you are doing plenty already! hahahahas i am glad you likes the pucca gif, i hope it put a smile on your face i thought she looked cute and funny

haa your grandpa seriously reminds me of my father! i never call my friends and i asked them never to call as well since when the phone rings dad gets mad and he would snap at me later... when i invite my friends...i always get hell later for it... and besides when they are here i always pray he does not say anythign to offend them or hurt their feelings since i love my friends~! you know if my mother has friends he gets jealous and turns the house into hell! my, sometimes he is so unpredictable yet he values predictability like ever...and organization...don't even start on that ! my father would yell at me if my drawer was open and well he thought it was messy...truth to be told i grew up valuing order as well...so you would find me fixing things in stacks and stuff...like for example once i saw Fati's locker looking more like a dumpster, so i pulled out all her books and papers and started arranging them in order, that is why she always says i pamper her and that she has no idea what she would do in college without me my father is pretty much a millitary man as well... really dominating presence and stuff...other than that... we follow certain rules at certain times or get scolded...probably why i also like predictability, but funny thing is...i value predictable things...yet love in itself is never predictable and i find i love ... love as well
half the stress in this house is from my father as well...hunny when dad is not home we literally party! i always invite my friends over and we always stay late doing whatever we please..half of the times my friends and i really had fun was when father was abroad on business thing is he is leaving at around the end of March and i had already told Fati that she can come over then and she quickly agrees...we always have water fights and it is sooo fun!

hmm...venting frustrations...darn your grandpa sounds exactly like me father! he vents most of it on me though since i never ever talk back and it is easier to pick on those who are able to feign weakness than those who would snap back and bust him... thing is mother would scream back, sis sometimes bursts into tears (and anyway sis is dad's fav) and then there is me...i am so complacent and docile you could say...
once we had a bio teacher who loved picking on me...so would never stop finding trash reasons to yell or scold me... then there was my friend who gt mad at seeing her talk like that so she asked me afterclass why i never spoke up to defend myself or at least told her to her face to back off and shutup
*me* "she is older than me, comon i have to respect her"
*friend* "you are so weak!"
*me* "hmm... i think i am rather strong to be able to control my own annoyance and respect someone who is older than me if only becuase of age difference... i don't see strength in yelling back...rather i see strength in patience"
*friend* "whatever you are the only one who thinks so...everyone thinks you are weak Sara"
*me* "everyone can think what they please...seriously i never think i gave the impression i cared what others thought!"
XD anyway so it is basically like that... i find that elders must be respected so when someone older than me talks to me...i never really answer back... but now if it was for the defense of someone i care about then i speak up...like there was this time Fati's sis got in trouble and i found it very unfair that she was getting punished, so i talked to the principal about it... i mean i made it sound nice...thing is my friends say i have a way with words, and Fati understands me most of the time...i could be rather rude but to everyone else they would think i was complimenting a rather sneaky talent...but then again it is not nice so i refrain from being that way..

i pray God gives your mother patience and strength to deal with everything...i can understand how bad it is... having a fragile body and also having to deal with so much abuse... i think your mother is a strong lady already and she won my admiration...i would have probably gone mad by now! it is too bad you don't find many reasons to laugh around the house from all the pressure that you have to deal with...

you know Tommy-chii...i woke up this morning feeling better than i had since a long while... you see... i was always someone with so much Faith in God, that was probably why i always was cheerful no matter what obstacles came my way...i knew that God would not let me down...and you know what...i never was very lonely... thing is Tommy, you know you are never alone...although i was very honest when i said i am here for you...but there is always God there with you... if you really have trust in God, you always have that inner sort of strength and light... <a light that never goes out > becuase God is eternal...that light is eternal as well and it really does burn bright if you would believe in it... i had a dream you see..and that dream reminded me of the faith i once had...i was so surprised i let the dark side of life pull me beyond that fine line... but this morning when i woke up...you see i cried in the dream, and i woke up crying too but now i am happy... i think i am very very peaceful becuase i remembered that faith i had... you see i was always a passionate person, if i feel something i always feel it real deep...faith is something i feel very deeply as well... so then it feels like my heart is swelling with it... and i am always smiling, becuase i always smile to everyone and then God is always watching over me, so in a way i am smiling to Him too... it is rather weird...i know i am a very peculiar person...but if in being peculiar you find some sort of internal peace...then i think i am proud to be peculiar... i donno why i am telling you this...probably it is reassurance... i think God loves you...i mean you are such a great person really... just never listen to the darkness... hope springs eternal, every cloud has a silver lining sort of thing... but then you always want to cling to something that would reassure you, something that would give you real hope right? i think God would give you undying hope... really... it feels so nice... i wish you could touch my heart and feel that too... all you have to do...is believe......

hahahahah why Tommy-chan! don't twist my words to your convenience! hahahaas ok then if all guys are shit-headed idiots...you are not "all guys"

OMG those guys are sooo damn cruel! in a freezer?! for heaven's sake! what happened to human's ability to feel mercy?! damn that is just soo cruel!
wow you are so right... people do react stronger to negative than positive... hmm i wonder why though...

hahaha my sixth sense eh... sounds cool! no problem i reminded you

hahahaha i was with my eye doctor now, truth to be told i never liked doctors, but then my doctors were always very nice people...and i enjoy talking to them always! hahaha i was like this "ohh Doctor! you see in class once i really saw my teacher's hand purple...seriously!"
*doc* "hehe...wel you see some things just can never be explained in science"
and he said it in such a funny way we both laughed...made me sound like a freak! i seriously thought i had eye problems that time! i swear i saw her hand purple...tche jeez meanie doctor but then again i drive him c r a z y
he was checking my eye, asking me which lens i was more comfy with, and this is me
"hmm...please can you bring the other one back... no no this one...hmm...actually lemme think...no that one that one! yeah this seems good... hey are you trying to blind me with this?! poor me...some doctors just have no sympathy for their patients.... what are these? lens? are you sure....i can swear i am going blind! dooooctor! you should be helping me seeeee not blinding meee!" hahahahas and i go on nagging and nagging...but he laughs all the time about it so i guess he is enjoying being bothered but he is very kind

ahahahaha yeah i have watched Elfen Lied too! since you watched it...i never got the meaning of the title...do you know? (that girl was so cruel...truth to be told in the gory parts i would close my eyes that is what i do in horror movies with too much blood...when the killer comes i turn my face or close my eyes...a reason for mother to laugh...she wonders at times why i watch but i do it to sit with the family at times )

ahhh ouch! your hand must have been a lil dirty for it to cause your eye to get red, or your eye too sensitive at that moment... how is your eye now? you know eyes are important! don't go around touching your eyes without washing your hands first ne ne ne! (hahaha sound like your guardian ) i hope youe eye is feeling better...i ope the tension at your place had lessened... i hope everything works out for you...
just know that you are never alone and if you ever need to vent your frustrations i am always here for you...don't worry really and don't hesitate or think twice about it either... i know i won't think twice if i was pissed and thought to talk to someone who would not mind listening thanks!

hahahahas one last funny thing!
you see my aunt whois unmarried has such a dirty mind, so we went to visit her in another city about two years ago and she taught me this dirty song ...hehe...which is sooooooo funny! and anyway for some reason i can't remember mum and i were talking about her in the car and i remembered the song, leaving out the bad parts i sang out some of the words...and then my sis was like "huh?"
(you see those bad parts are words my aunt made up so no one would understand what you are talking about if they hear it ) so i was thinking this aloud "you know since no one would understand what we are saying, if anyone asks who sings this song just say it is by so and so (who is an old singer that died loong ago)"
so sis says who is so and so
*me* the person who sang that song
and it was sooooo funny X

waa sis is nagging me to death! i think i am going deaf!
nightie nightie Tommy-chiiii! take cares!

Things aren't getting any better over here. My grandmother had to have spur-of-the-moment surgery the other day for an infected toe. Her foot is in bandages, which makes moving her around even more of a task. ...and grandpa isn't taking it too well. Funny how you mentioned that your dad is pretty much a military man; my grandpa actually spent time in the military working as a mechanic. ...guess all it means is that he's not the kind of man you want to get into a fight with.

I hate the notion of people venting their own problems on other people. ...I admire that you keep yourself in check, but don't think of it as a weakness. I see it as a sign of maturity. Arguing with an angry person only leads to more trouble. ...yet at the same time, if you don't stand up for yourself every now and then, people like that will be walking all over you for the rest of your life. ...I guess this is where discretion steps in. We all pick our own things to get involved in.

Considering what she's had to deal with her life, I think that my mom is strong too. ...but she's been emotionally broken for quite a while now. Truth be told, I'm always afraid that one morning I'll wake up, and she'll be gone. She's been driven to that brink several times before, and given how much medication she takes for the pain she's in... ...It's not something I want to think about.

God... ...Truth be told, I used to be deeply religious. But that was because my dad had it crammed down my throat. My father was really religious, but at the same time, he was also hypocritical. He claimed to be devout, but then he'd turn around and do the things he did. ...but you're right. We all need faith in our lives. My devotion to religion might have wained a little, but the faith is still there. ...it's just not as strong as it should.

Sorry 'bout twisting your words around. I was thinking about some of the crazy stuff guys are prone to doing. You know, the kind of stuff that if you saw them do it, you'd shout out 'What were they thinking?'.

Eww...a purple hand? That couldn't have been a good sign. I remember when I smashed my thumb one time, the whole thing turned purple just before the nail fell off. ...or am I looking too deep into this whole thing?

Yeah, Elfen Lied was pretty decent. I don't know why they called it that name, though. (maybe because of the horns.) ...but the girls all had a violent side to them, especially that one in the wheelchair. But they try to find ways to redeem themselves in the end. I heard that there was supposed to be an unaired episode, that was supposed to be really light-hearted and cute. I don't know anything else about it though.

My eye is feeling a little better, and I'm used to it being red. (just not that red.) I get dry eyes most of the time, and I've had it for a while. Heck, because of my eyes being the way they are, I used to get approached by people wanting to know if I did drugs. ((I've never touched anything but alcohol, and the taste of the stuff was enough to drive me away from it for good.))

HeHe, sounds like a fun song. ...and it's usually the personal touches we give that make a funny song even funnier. It brings to mind an old holiday carol that my cousin's friend gave some...um...unique lyrics to. I can't recall it off the top of my head, though...

Gratitude between us is like a two way street. While what you said might be true, I want you to know that the feeling is more than mutual. You've done so much for me already: The banner, the card, even just listening while I'm ranting away. You've been so kind... I wish that I could think of a better way of saying this...
*hugs*
Thank you, Sara. Thank you for everything.

Take care, Sara.

thank you very much for the fav ! ^^
take care ! and have a good day !

Quote by Lionhearted911ahhh Kokuyu-chan...
lols my turn to ask about your reply to my post desu
gomen but i was..wondering if you might be angry or something of the sort... loools!
anyway..hehe...if you are please don't hesitate to talk to me about it..
ok then..ja ne!

lol~Sara, what makes you think about this? i didn't mention i'm angry either!
i should be the one gomen-ing to you *bows* blame my loads of assignments this week. plus, i'm so mad at my lecturer who choose a stupid assignment that i made the worst mistake in my life!

i did made a time to reply, but found little time suddenly. so, i saved it in my pm to continue later.....

how are you today? been to any nice restaurant to enjoy nice meals?
lol~ i missed my spicy Tabasco sauce....got fever for a day...then sore throat till now......i'm so frustrated at the rain which rains every time i go home! *cough*

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666 is a bad number? hahahhas if that is the case then i must thank you for being my hero
well school is good... exams i am working on it but you know me...i am gonna out there and beat some major...rears
hahahas hope you are having fun in your springbreak and i sure hope i can get to talk to you later tonight...more like real early in the morning
take care Sensei!

666 is the number of the DEVIL, LUCIFER, PRINCE OF DARKNESS, DIABLO, FALLENG ANGEL or whatever do you call it, if you get that number your soul will be marked with the seal of HELL,
Diablo will come for you soul and make you his slave,
so from now on, one wrong step and you'll be in the borden of the ABBYSS!

*The Messenger of the Death Passed over here*

thats why i wanted to get rid of it from your page Sara

Quote by Lionhearted911
666 is a bad number? hahahhas if that is the case then i must thank you for being my hero
well school is good... exams i am working on it but you know me...i am gonna out there and beat some major...rears
hahahas hope you are having fun in your springbreak and i sure hope i can get to talk to you later tonight...more like real early in the morning
take care Sensei!

666 is the number of the DEVIL, LUCIFER, PRINCE OF DARKNESS, DIABLO, FALLENG ANGEL or whatever do you call it, if you get that number your soul will be marked with the seal of HELL,
Diablo will come for you soul and make you his slave,
so from now on, one wrong step and you'll be in the borden of the ABBYSS!

*The Messenger of the Death Passed over here*

Quote by Lionhearted911 hm... *cuddles Tommy-chii* it's ok don't be sad...i am sure everything will turn out to be alright... you're strong i am sure you can handle everything ... hmm lemme tell you this - i believe in you
well it is sad to know your grandpa has a quick temper...probably he is a lil stressed out and pressured too... maybe feeling a lil helpless... i donno if i am making excuses but then again he must be wishing he can rest and the fact that he had to look for Tequila and also help out with your grandma...probably his nerves are being sorely stretched as well... sometimes everyone needs comfort...but it is hard for your grandpa to find it maybe... he probably was very frustrated to yell at your mother...
i know how it feels...waking up and finding the house in flames... rather makes you wish you never went to sleep in the first place... meh life is so annoying at times ne no problem ne..ne... don't give up hope...
waa too abd about the dress! how confusing for you! so unfair... and your timing sure was off when you thought to ask... your remind me of myself...my sense of timing sucks your mother reminds me of mine so much... she must be really sensitive and i am sure since she too has to deal with your grandpa and tend to your grandma... and you know how women are...so emotional about many things... i am sure your mother would get upset...sometimes the pressure is too much... it's ok Tommy-chii... i am not saying you are not being pushed beyond what you can handle too ne... but then again i am sure the whole family needs you regardless of what they say or how they act... i am so sure they acknowledge that they need you around, i donno if they show it to you...but remember how we talked about others concealing how they feel...or probably they don't know it yet...still i would not be cruel as to wish they would taste what they would have to go through without you... they should be so grateful you are so kind and patient and i pray you remain that way...
hahahas and you know what Tommy-chii if you really insist you are a shit-headed idiot...then i wish all guys were shit-headed idiots...god knows this world would have been such an amazing place ha i think i wish i were a shit-headed idiot too! hai! so cheerup Tommy-chii... a smile would suit your face better for sure..ooh besides, just between the two of us, i heard this cute saying about smiling since you never know who would fall inlove with your smile
http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w119/Lionhearted911/pucca_garu_20.gif

hahah rabies...honestly i never seen that...but i heard it was kinda dangerous well don't worry about me, you should take care since you are the ones with pets ne
OMG! they set the thing on fire?! oh my god! that is so cruel! waaa! are you serious! damn that is soo cruel! how sadistic! that is soo soo soo cruel! well once i caught my brother playing with this neighbourhood boy and they were throwing kittens in the air...really my bro gets influenced...you should have seen me.. i grabbed my bro on the collar and yelled at him things like "why not pick on someone your own size eh? here i am...wanna really have fun...i will show you fun you coward! picking on things that can't defend themselves..." i was so angry... really ... the strong should protect the weak! not trample on them dammit! but these days pretty much the opposite goes one... the strong not only trample on the weak... they grind them to pieces and tear them apart it makes me so angry sitting here and thinking of it! soo annoying! how could people be so cruel and unfeeling! if i was the boy's mother i probably would have considered giving the boy a taste of his own cruelty and burned his arm dammit! then he would learn never to pick on a dog for heaven's sake! besides it's those same guys who pick on helpless creatures who are first to cower in the face of real danger or pain... tche makes me scoff thinking of how trifling this is hehe i got carried away

well my father says everything has a reason and i grew up believing that... so if they say no i feel entitled to at least know the reason ne? still to be honest if the reason comes with a lecture i think i'll pass hahahas

hhahaha yups...you can never know a person by looking at them...but truth to be told there are people that the moment i meet them, something in me says they are bad company it turns out right in the end, so i tend to trust my instincts... i am usually an open kinda person, i rarely think twice before saying things (unless i think they might sound offensive or hurt someone's feelings, in those cases i don't think twice at all...in fact i never even consider saying them in the first place! who would wanna be the reason another would look sad or let alone cry! ) but infront of those who i never felt comfortable interacting with...i tend to say as lil as possible (an example is my second cousin..i donno when i met her i just thought i should watch out...in the end i was glad i never told her anything of value...my father told me she called him and was saying all kinds of crap...jeez...people sure have loads of time on their hands eh...well they always said boredom kills )

hahaha i hope Fati calmed down...though i am sure she is going to show the teacher who she was messing with...in most cases i interfere to allay her anger and try to get her to give a person some second chance...but yesterday she firmly stated she did not want me to interfere like there was this time a girl was talking to Fati in a rude way and i noticed Fati was just about to jump up and llash out, so i just patted her shoulder and gave her a sweet smile she rolled her eyes but she decided to say nothing
once i was laughing and teasing her about being pampered since she asked me to do her computer work for her...and she was like "you know Sara, no one would dare talk to me like that and then tell me i was a pampered brat."
*me*"yeah yeah i know that Fati...and since i know it i intend to take full advantage of my privilages"
hahahahas was rather amusing since she rolled her eyes and pretended she did not hear that... but it is true, because we're good friends she lets me do as i please most of the time...probably i ruin her reputation most girls are afraid of er but me acting all cocky around her makes others reconsider if Fati was actually as tough and scary as she appeared to be

hahahah nah you don't worry about the codes...i will check on them again tonight...thing is i pasted your codes in my own page contents and i keep making changes and previewing...but i have no idea...that thing is stubborn! no not persistent but stubborn!

ooh wanted to ask you about this song i was wondering if you ever hurt...it is quite old i think...i love the lyrics...it is a slow song so i am not sure about how much it would appeal to you anyway here is the link in case you would like to give it a try

Love Story

haaaaahahahahas my mother just told me a hilarious story!
she said when she got married to my father around four years after that...there was this guy who kept on calling when my father was out to work and she said he used to tell her such vulgar things...she said at first should would burst into tears (don't mind her...i mean girls of the past generation must have been very very fragile...i mean if a guy like that called...i would just shut the phone in his face or probably say rude things back...i have no idea, but surely not burst into tears! )
anyway she said once she discovered between my toys this horn that was soooo extremely loud when you blew it...and she was like this "you know Sara...when the phone rang i would say "hi" for me to make sure it was that guy and then blow the horn soo loud" (she is so funny... ne ) i laughed so much, and then she said the guy barely called three times after that and he stopped calling and it was so funny. she was like "i bet he went to get a hearing aid after that" and that was it i was laughing so much she is soo funny!

hahah i was watching this anime today...there was something very distinctively touching about it...thow anime as a whole would not be one of my fav infact...they are three episodes, each about half an hour long.... thing is the first episode is nothing short of extremely weird and senseless...talks about ghosts and this really bloody sort of redemption... i was just watching and trying to figure out what the heck was going on... but then the second episode...the ending was rather sweet.. lemme tell you the story then... was talking about the ghost of a girl, who was killed by the guy she loves...her sould was imprisoned in an object she loved very much, a glass that looked sweet...
you see the idea was that the items you own...kinda hold some of your feelings...for years after you are dead...your things seem to mourn you...they kinda hold on to your spirit... it kinda sounds cool...makes sense that when you are attatched to something, this bond forms and in the anime, the bond was a kinda spiritual one... anyway thing is... talks about how much a loved one would suffer for the one they loved...how much pain and suffering they could bear to save the one they love... but the reason i liked it...well it has this weird sort of feel to it... hmm forget it...i kinda donno how to explain it.. but it was nice you know, in the end of the second episode... he was being tortured to release her soul kinda thing, but then later on...she wonders why he was ready to go through all that (the anime is pretty gory, not my type at all...but for some reason i watched all three episodes, and i am kinda glad i did...) and then he said to her... that she is never alone anymore and that he would stand by her side...it was rather touching...she bent beside him and took him hand in both of hers hers... it was a nice scene...i liked it the anime is called Petit Cossette anyway the end song is nice... want the link? the lyrics to the song are interesting as well...but i could not find thm translated yet...

Houseki

the song is houseki hmm i hope it works by clicking on the link, of course don't choose the one with karaoke next to it since it's the one without words... and then again if the link does not work cuz there is no username login thingi, just reminding you
username: lionhearted119
password: lionhearted

XD and again don't worry about using it to access my account anytime you want an anime song...most of them are on that site...pretty cool
the anime also has amazing musicals, but sadly they are not available there for download... too bad since i thought they are nice

hmm anyway then... hmm i am watching the end again...so sad ... lools!

ha...i hope your head is good today and you are feeling great! go get em Tommy-chii!
take care and have a nice day!

Thanks for the cuddle, Sara. I really appreciated it. ...My grandpa...how should I put it...is not the easiest person to get along with. To him, everything has to be according to his routine. The slightest change, and he gets pissed. I know that he's old, but he really does get mad at the slightest things. When the cat gets out, when the dog starts to bark, when someone calls on the phone (because of his attitude, he will never answer a ringing phone even if he's right next to it.)... ...Heck, we can't even have visitors over without him getting angry. ((...at least that's what I've gathered from the times we've had relatives come over.)) ...and that barely scratching the surface of things set to his routine. If I kept talking about it, I'd be stretching this whole thing out to I don't know how long. I know that I shouldn't complain about him behind his back, but he's the cause of half the stress that runs through this house. I know that my grandma is a handful, and that there's nothing we can do about it, but I don't understand why he feels the need to vent his frustrations on us. He does have his comfort zone, though. Every weekend, he spends the day drinking beer with the neighbors. If he can't, he gets mad.

It's a two-way road with my grandpa's frustrations. He yells at everyone, but the problem is, not everyone yells back. We hate it when he yells at my grandma. She yells back, but it only makes him even angrier. My mom...well, my mom has a history of having to deal with everyone's crap. She had to deal with abuse from my grandparents, my dad, and the fact that her whole body is messed up from injuries isn't really helping matters. She's probably the only one here in this house that doesn't say something back to grandpa when he gets into his moods. ...Instead, she gets really upset. She really is sensitive, and her mental state means that she's even more sensitive. (She was diagnosed with depression a while back, just like me.) Trouble, in this house, is like a virus; once it shows up, it spreads until everyone in the area is infected.

All guys were shit-headed idiots? Wait a minute, aren't they like that already?

Truth be told, those kids that burned the dog still haven't been caught. One of the neighbors found their...um...handiwork in the alley behind her house. And it was through that that the story spread. There was another story as well, these kids locked a dog inside of a kitchen freezer. The only difference here was that they were able to get the dog out in time. ...People are cruel because they see themselves as superior. They believe that all the rewards should go to them, and anyone who is different is garbage. If something stands in their way, they will destroy it by any means. Heck, in this world, cruelty outweighs kindness in importance because of people's reaction to it. People will always have a stronger reaction to the psychotic killer than to the Good Samaritan. It's disturbing.

You know what...I forgot that you mentioned your sixth sense to be before. Your instincts warning you about a person...I forgot about that.

I see. You are like an inner voice to Fati. Judging from what you told me, you've managed to help her keep her cool in tense situations. I'm sure that, after all is said and done, she's glad that you kept her from doing something that she could have regretted.

Andy Williams...never heard his music before, but the song you showed me was...sad. I like the song, it had a nice rhythm to it. The lyrics are nice too...

Owwww...I'd hate to be on the receiving end of one of those phone calls. Then again, it probably would have served them right for the crank calls.

Petite Cossette...I've heard of it, but I haven't seen it yet. It looks nice. ...and judging by your description, it sounds like it's worth watching. I'll pass on the gore, but I've probably seen worse. *starts to think about Elfen Lied* ...anyway, I liked this song as well.

...I really do appreciate everything you've said and done for me. I just wish that there was something I can do to show you how grateful I am. (BTW, that thing you heard about my eye... ...I got an eyelash caught in it the night of the argument. I got it out, but since then my right eye's been bothering me a little. I kinda got freaked out that night, because I had never seen my eye that red in my whole life...))

Take care, Sara
Thanks for the Pucca gif.

Hello. Just droppin' by Sara. Well, sorry for this spam but take care.

Quote by Lionhearted911 (damn! i can't believe this! i spend hours typing you a reply and it got deleted no thanks to my damn computer! oh well...i hope i remember everything i mentioned before sis now comes to nag me to go to bed ahh! i am so pissed dammit! )

haaa! sooo adorable! i think Mei is sooo cute! hahahahas i can only imagine her looking so adoringly at you waa i feel like hugging her but it is true that probably not all cats are like that, but probably most stray cats here are so used to cruelty that even when they are met up with kindness...they don't think it is sincere..

ahahahas well i guess you are right about not bossing those you love...but hey wait a minute! how would you explain parent's behaviour?! and here i was thinking they loved meee! hahahas jk jk hahahas comon i think"no means no" for an answer is a lil too blunt and poor guy was only looking out for her health!
thing is though it is true, even my parents are afraid of sis in a way...they never tell her no without a proper explanation and they never walk up and talk to her rudely for no reason at all... in fact i think they probably respect her feelings more than me... i mean unlike me, my parents yell at me whenever they feel like it even if it was for a reason so trifle really but sis...haha she would answer them back and just brush them off...she says it is the talent of the "new generation" which is rather funny but you could say i admire that...she is able to show a person their place and in return she earns a high state of respect really... as for me...i have yet to learn and aquire that...talent i mean honestly..even now my mother told me i can't go to my friend's house tomorrow...i nodded and just...whatever really...my sis would have argued until she went, but me...my parents never think twice about telling me no

hahaha i think your reaction to my story is rather endearing and funny well you could say it was exercise but yeah you are right...really when i was sitting there trying not to burden anyone...i was not thinking anything was the least bit amusing... really it comes to show how naive i am...i mean really if i was paying more attention i would have at least tried to get him to back off at the very beginning...and certainly shown him some sort of attitude to put him off... but i really thought he was being fatherly..for heaven's sake it never occurred to me even that he would really lose his head over a few cups of drink anyway that was a lesson you could say, next time i think i will pick up on those random hints sooner and won't end up in the same sort of mess...truth to be told sis and i sat together on the ride back from the river and sis was so rude to him that in the end he hated her he was like she should be more like me ya right i am glad she is the way she is!

hahahahas... i never heard of those net people! hahahas interesting...well i pretty much don't care, really i would rather be addressed by my real name anyway... it just does not feel right

(ahhh why is everyone pissing me off dammit! tell them to leave me alone!)

ok back hahah i went to cool off...did not want you to feel anger in my words

hahahas anyway there was this funny thing i was saying, about me and mum when we went shopping for glasses ne..
she saw this ad with a guy model ...modelling sunglasses and well she commented to me that he loked very cute and i nodded, though i never believed anyone could be cute by posing really...beauty comes from the way a person deals with issues and treats others but that is probably just me
so anyway mother asked a slaesman who probably overheard us that she wanted the same glasses in the ad and well the guy was like this "you want the glsses or the guy?"
*mum* "hahahahas well if you have the guy..."
it was rather amusing
but anyway even in the car ride back home she was telling me she thought the guy was soo hot and i was like "aha"
*mum* "comon Sara, you know i would love to see the guy you would fall for! seriously if you are not thinking this one is beautiful"
*me* "well i did not say he was not nice...i just don't think he is all that, besides you never know how he really is like"
*mum* "ha! if he even looks my way i would cry and faint"
*me* "ha! if he looks my way i will tell him to geet lost and then i will go repent for whatever sin i did to deserve that "
*mum* "oh comon!"
*me* "yeah right! why the heck would he fall inlove with you?" (was not saying it rudely...just like he is a model and all...and my mother...just not the right sort of recipe
*mum* "hahaha it could happen...you never know the heart"
*me* "ah but ofcourse...his heart will say...it is Sandra i love! like an arrow looking for a target..." (mum's name is Sandra )
*mum* "wahahaha...i missed going out with you...but Sara honestly imagine our kids would look too beautiful"
*me (devilish grin)* "you think so? what if they turn out to look like you? muahaahaha"
(everyone here who ever glanced at mum would agree she is so beautiful so i was just teasing her thing is she knew it was a joke so it was rather amusing, her expression was priceless i swear she smacked me though and stuck her tongue out to me then turned her face the other way like she was giving me the silent treatment but i was laughing so had she had to laugh along )

hahaha you don't have to do squat eh? that sounds soooooo adorable! hahahahahahas and funny
well true i guess... you know i admire you so much...it is cool that you do good without reason...really admirable...i hope one day i would be like that too...though it seems i think i might actually do good cuz it seems like it is the right thing and i feel better after making others happy and doing something i know is good ne...still i think you are very cool!

hahahahas Fati and i were doing a favor for our math teacher today, but she did not acknowledge it, moreover she was very mean... you see we were trying to fix something for her for tomorrow, since she was running a competition thing, but we were late to class cuz of that...and when we went back to her to get a note, she refused to give us one...but that was a bad idea since you know what? Fati has a really nice voice and well...the teacher wanted her to song some stuff in the competition, now Fati is not going to do it she was like this "you know what! she will see! tomorrow i am going to show her how to repay our favor with that!"
*me* "hehe comon Fati..."
*Fati* "oh no you don't!~ don't make excuses for ehr now telling me crap like she was pressured and stressed! my ass! you wanna be slapped in the face like that fine, but not when we are in it together"
*me* "hahah yeah i know but then..."
*Fati* "tomorrow when she has the nerve to come up to me and tell me to sing...i am going to tell her i did not want to and that my conscious does not say it is the right thing"
*me* "no way! you can't be serious" (grin)
*Fati* "you will see...i am gonna show her her place"
hahahahas too abd the math teacher is gonna regret it...and knowing Fati who is alot like sis...they stick to their stubborn words...ahahahahhas rather amusing... people these days just never overlook oh well

ahh you are right...oh poor cats...i think normal cats are pretty too... still the new "fad" as you put it...sounds too adorable anyway my parents won't let me have a pet in either case so too bad i stopped hoping a long while back...
... hmm... yeah

thing is it is so true, afterall they never say that "you never know what you've got till it's gone" for no reason eh thing is i observed that in father... you see he never treated my mum like her presence made a difference in his life...but as soon as she was seriously asking for divorce...he flipped and now he treats her like treasure...it is cool...but sad the fact that he never tried to express his feelings when she was a lil less numb... hmm it is very hard to explain...but there are moments when you crave love and then...when you never get it...you kinda don't care anymre..and the presence of that love does not make much of a difference anymore...mum is like that...she used to want father to love her so much...but now that he does... it is not the same now...honestly though nothing is the same though... i always wanted to never depend on anyone...it seems the moment you depend on another you kinda get hurt... hmm but anyway that what does not kill you makes you stronger i guess yeah?

T_T only slightly better? i hope by the time you read this it would be completely better Tommy-chii!

ohh i almost forgot! your codes i tried alot of things but it does not seem to work for some reason or the other...i wonder...but then i will try again tomorrow and see if there is something i overlooked...ha i never give up...at least not that fast...so i will check it out and get back to you when i find the way...

hmm yups i think that is all i discussed in my lost post i hope it was fun reading i still think you getting outraged on my account was rather endearing thanks
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nightie nightie Tommy-chii!

Aww. Too bad, Sara. Truth be told, I've had that happen to me a couple of times already. Either I'm in the middle of typing a response, or I've just finished, but somehow I end up pressing the wrong key and...BAM! Everything's gone...

You got a point with the strays, actually. You do need to be careful around strays, mostly because of the whole rabies thing. I guess that's why if you do adopt a stray, you need to give it the proper shots and everything. Truth be told, strays on this end aren't treated any better. I remember this news report a couple of months ago about these two boys that locked a small dog in a pet carrier, and set it on fire. ...just thinking about it pisses me off. I mean how can people be so cruel?

*Stops to think*...then again, I don't think that this is the right thing to talk about.

Bossing around a person, and loving a person, are separate things when it comes down to a parent and their child. I can try to see it in my head: You care for your child deeply (who wouldn't), but you want to make sure that they make the right choices in life. So you teach them responsibility, pass what you know down to them, and see what happens. Problem is, we all have our own idea for what those right choices are. I agree that an explanation is in order if you have to say 'no', but I also agree that you shouldn't give up like that...*stops to think* ...wait a minute. ...after what happened over here last night, do I really want to be telling you that?...((I'll explain later))

We all learn from these kinds of experiences. What we learn exactly is another story, but most of the time, it makes a person more cautious. I'm glad that you got away when you did.

Hahaha. Sounds hilarious. ...but odds are it would have come out as a combination of the two. In any case, you never know what a person is like just by looking at them. You could be right, and that model could be a snob like the others. Then again, he could be a nice person underneath the glamor after all. You just never know.

Uh-oh, sounds like trouble's a brewin'. Hopefully, Fati will have calmed a bit when the time comes though...

That's sad. But I understand how it could have ended up like that. After so long of being deprived of that emotion, it's hard to react to it when you finally encounter it face-to-face.

Don't worry about the codes, Sara. You've already done more than enough... ...and I really needed that hug. Yesterday, things got really out of control here, and I've been on edge as a result.

I really shouldn't be telling you this, but I just want someone to listen. Yesterday, we ran into a few problems because of things certain people said and did. In the morning, my grandpa said that he wanted to strangle my little cousin because he let Tequila out of the house. I was still asleep when it happened, but my mom took that personally. (She has a habit of having to deal with bad attitudes without trying to defend herself.) Later on in the day, we had to tend to my grandma again. She had to...um...go, and while my grandpa was lifting her, she...umm...went all over the floor. Needless to say, my grandpa got real bent out of shape about what happened. Because I was preoccupied at the time, my mom went to check on him (to make sure that he didn't hit grandma), and she messed up her back while trying to clean up. He shouted at my mom ...then something I did only made things worse. I was doing laundry that day, and I had no idea whether or not my mom's stuff got hung up or thrown in the dryer. (Ex: I was told one week that a single dress in particular went in the dryer, then the next week I get in trouble for throwing it in the dryer. The week after that, she tells me that the same dress goes in the dryer...) ...and me, being the absolute shit-headed idiot that I am, I had to go and open my mouth about it. Unfortunately, the way I said it make it come out as a real smartassed remark. That pushed my mom over the edge, and she got really upset about it. That night, everyone in the house (save for my grandparents) got into a really heated argument over what happened. Some things were said, and a lot of feelings got hurt as a result. ...and all because of me. If only I had helped with my grandma, then all of this could have been avoided.

...sorry for going off like that. I shouldn't have bugged you with it.

Take care, Sara.
Stay kind.

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@@@hhh....you people are totally gossiping about me T__T
ahaha...lol~! just kiddin lil sis!
ahaha, oh...anyways...take care, just dropped by to tell ya yo and hi...ahaha...lol~!
i couldn't stop laughing when i was readin your page, haven't ever doen taht before, but i just felt liek it...ahaha, lol!
anyways, lol...hrmm...u reminded me when is aid that if teh drunkard bas was there he woulda went into the bushes and he woulda plucked some fruits for u...wahaha...tehy got so pissed rmbr, ahaha, we couldn't stop laughing loudly... T___T
ahaha...how i told him to get away from me, he sure did hate me, ahaha, how i told him "Get away from me you're disgusting"...ahaha, he kept on insisting abt all shit...lol!
so funny, ahaha, and he wanted us to dance with him, ahaha, that day was so freakin freaky and funny, one hell of an experience, i was so pissed he was such a playboy and how he gave u the cigarrette, lol, honestly i thought i was gonna die that day, cause teh way he drove the limo was so damn freaky i was praying the whole trip back that we would be back safely, how we shrunk down so he couldn't see us from the mirror thingy cause he kept on turning on the light, switchin them on and off, so funny ne...lol!
memories i'd never forget..lol!
how our cousin tagged along, lol!...ass ne, i hated him, he was so annoying, he kept on insisting i would touch teh freakin bee, and he insisted so bad, and came close to me and wanted em to touch it i told him to get away, but cause mum was there and she was glaring at em like "don't dare be rude"...i wished i would tell him "F OFF!" then i cried..lol!
he then F-ed OFF...ahahaha!
anwyays ja na, need to go do soem stuff sis...lol~!
see ya des~!

Honestly, thats one of a hell post down there..... V

I like the like neko girl, she is from....hmmm... I can't remember from what game she come from , stupid memory, I hate it ,
I think I got another image of that girl around here somewhere, I'll make a little something for my page....
thanks nyoro~~~~

Just so you know your pokemon name in english has been confirmed say hello to Shinx and for further knoledge this is the famale sprite so it's even a girl!

Enjoy my little Shinx :P

Quote by Lionhearted911hahaha a rather cute poem...i love the dialogue and a witty ending...lipstick eh..
keep it up!

Well.... my poem wasn't meant to be cute.... but if you say so
Anyways a million gratitude for taking your time to read my poem
Well.... See you again someday

Quote by Lionhearted911 hmm you know you can send me your codes in a PM, and i can do it for you, add the lines and check out if they work then send them back to you ... hmm... i hope you are not feeling forced into this... loools... just wondering since i thought it might look nice, but whatever your opinion is, you know i would respect it

hmm yeah poor poor kitty ne! i have no idea what happened to it.. really they should keep the school doors closed, cats tend to wander in and then...get lost! welll, they did say curiousity killed the cat ... waa! i never thought this would mean literally! i heard it was a kitten, the cat, it's mother, was in some room, but my friend said one of our teachers who loved cats was trying to get it out...though i don't think the stray cat would actually trust the teacher....stray cats are hard to befriend...too cynical ... yeah

hahahahas well i am glad you found it as amusing as i did my sister...well she is a tough girl with a mind of her own, me...i am on the compromising side and i would love more than anything to please those i love, while sis would do what she wants...she says if someone loves you they won't boss you around... like this time her boyfriend asked her to sleep early, and poor guy cuz he cares about her health, and can you guess what she told him?
"no means no" when she told me i was laughing so much i really find her so amusing...although she tends to also be on the rude side and a rather dominant personality, i think she is a great person, and i admire her very much... you would think that her tough personality and bluntness would drive people away, but it is quite the opposite infact, her confidence is so great and looking at her you know you would not dare to mess around... she even walks like the world was hers... not saying she is arrogant, and she does it unconsciously, but sometimes even i am caught staring at her in admiration... i am the nice one that everyone takes advantage of, and she is the one...who can never ever be fooled i admire her so much and i am very proud of who she is... besides she rescued my sorry butt so many times i am rather grateful reminds me of the times on the beach when guys would not leave me alone...then it is so funny since there was this time, really poor guy he was rather nice but then he followed me to where sis was sunbathing and then sis sits up, and we have eye talk which translates to mean things like this
*sis* "who the hell is that?"
*me* "well... what if i tell you that is exactly what i would like to know"
*sis* "what the hell..."
*me* "don't look at me like that"

and then she turned to the guy "listen you, the beach is pretty large if you ask me, now get the hell away from my sister and find yourself another spot"
and me... hhaha to be honest i just turn around and act invisible...comon poor guy was embarrassed and what about me.... i felt like smacking sis for her attitude! but well...she sure is funny the guy later on met up with me though and just had to ask me if i really was older than sis...he was like "are you sure she is not your mum? i mean...she's scary" and i was already laughing to be honest though even i have a protective streak in me, still i stare the guys down...besides that my sis's glare is enough to send a guy back home...or somewhere to repent for his sins

like this time during the summer, my sis...waa she saved me so many times in one day
you see on that day we went to a trip to the mountains ok? it was mother, me and sis, and Adham, and then there was this guy...who was a friend of mother and his brother, who drove us to the mountains basically...
but what happens was those times were rather...bad times ne... so i was sitting at the far back, looking out the window, it was open and the weather was nice... but i was brooding and well the brother (who was in his early forties for sure dammit!) he kept looking at me and commenting that i looked sad although i kept telling him i was not and that i was just well...thinking! but anyway we stop later on, and well he wanders off somewhere, and comes back with a bunch of grapes for me...i thought that was nice of him...like he was being "fatherly" hmm so anyway they were yummy but thing is later we stop at a restaurant and he insists on taking me to pluck figs from nearby trees, by that time he had started nicknaming me, things in arabic that barely have proper translation anyway hmm anyway, i just walk along and my mother was so busy with her friend... and sis was running after my brother, so anyway we got some figs...but thing is he holds my hand...and i was very uncomfortable...really i am so naive and i still thought the guy liked me like his damn daughter (i mean hell she was my age he told me before) but i manage to pull my hand away and hid it behind my back... blabla we get figs...
then we drive to this place and well (here we are so sheltered, i never ever saw a drunk guy before, and certainly a drunk guy never hit on me!) but then we ride in a boat to cross the river, it was rather fun, well it would have been but thing is, mum sat next to...her friend...and well sis was off somewhere...and (oh i just remembered my other brother also came along) anyway we sat with our backs to each other, our feet dangling from the sides of the boat into the water, which was sweet (hahaha i was so curious so i wet my hand to taste if it was really a river it was my first time that is why ) but thing is...HE sat right next to me! ok at first i did not really notice he was drunk..but then he offered me a cigarette and i kept on refusing but he was so damn persistent so i took it and when he turned i threw it in the river (for some reason he would not egt the fact that i don't smoke and i swear i already had too many problems and i did not want to ruin it for my mother and her stupid friend... it was all his fault anyway ... but anyhow)
he turns back and asks me where the cigarette went and i was like "i threw it"
*him* "no why? i gave it to you...why?"
*me* "i don't smoke"
*him* "why? but i gave it to you"
*me (thought to self- what is your problem! leave me alone already!) * "well...i am sick...you see my throat...i have asthma!"
(thought to self- just great now i am lying well that was a good one)
*him* "tche...heh..."
*me (thought to self - thanks god he stopped...i wonder what mum is doing... )*
*him* "when we reach the shore let us swim together"
*me* "ah no thanks... i don't think i can...you know i don'g have my swimming suit"
*him* "that's ok you can swim with your unedrclothes"
*me (thought to slef- please god save me...let him leave me alone! what is up with him!)* "no ...i ...can't swim!"
*him* "i don't see the problem i will hold you"
*me (noo pleaaase!)* "well... you see...my skin is sensitive and i can't swim!"
*him* "i don't see the problem...i will protect you..."
*me ( please leave me alone...stop it get away from me!) * "ah, so you said you were married?"
*him* "yeah but i still don't see the problem...you know life is so short"
*me (nooo!)* "how old are your children?"
*him* "well my son is your age...but still about swimming.."
*me (dammit leave me alone (i was so scared at that time honestly..) ) * "no i can't...the water is cold" (i swear i was reaching i know, but i was so desperate comon, he was scary!"
*him (he was staring at me and then he says)* "you have pretty eyes you know"
*me.. (that was it, i turned around to look for anyone then i see mum dancing to some rythm...i was so miserable that she saw it and stopped dancing, then i told her to help me, the man did not understand english so it was ok)*
my mum comes and asks me to get up and sit with...her friend on the other side (i remember sis was sitting on the opposite side of him and thing is i was all too happy to obey so i ran over to sit next to her friend and well...i guess i was so shaky when he turned to look at me and he smiled i grabbed his arm with both my hands and sat closer ) he was really surprised, thing was me and him were clashing all through everyday...i physically challenged him and i answered him back and outsmarted him and i tried to ruin his days lools... and he knew i was being very unnatural clinging to him like that...so he asked me what was wrong, i just turned to look the other way...and ofcourse what does he expect me to say really? "hey your brother is drunk and moreover he won't leave me the hell alone?" anyway we get off and me and sis get a chance to talk about it...then she becomes my guardian angel... whenever the guy called me, she dragged me to some other spot far away... even the guy goes somewhere in the bushes and plucks another bunch of grapes, but i was too nervous and disgusted so i just never ate from them anyway on the way back...well they even let him drive...i mentioned before the summer changed alot of things...that day was a turning point, not cuz of the drunkard...but my mother and her "friend" i am sure you kinda connect some dotted lines though now anyway during the whole ride back he kept on calling me and it was so scary... a drunk driving was the worst! dammit i really thought i was gonna die! but anyway you could say it was an experience...
i bet you are wondering why i never said anything or personally told him to get lost...truth is i would have had it been another guy...but this one was the brother of my mum's "friend" and besides it was that day that i spoke to mum and made her cry in the restaurant remember... so i suffered in silence... but here is a funny thing linked to this story

about a few weeks later, my mum and her...ahhh friend! and sis and i and again my brothers were coming back from a late night visit to his sister...and well we were passing in this extremely very dark road which was well...outlined by bushes and trees, so my sis got kinda scared from the dark, i don't exactly blame her since we were in the middle of nowhere, and she grabbed onto my shirt but anyway when we were walking she was like "if that drunk guy was with us you would have seen him now running into the bushes in search of grapes for you " you should have seen the way the two of us burst out laughing! it was soooooo funny! we laughed for a few minutes till mum's friend turned and asked us to hush up before waking up the neighbourhood it was soo funny though

hmm truth to be told i never approved of sis keeping her real name a secret from people she claims to be friends here on MT...i donno it just does not seem right to me thing is though she says her name is hard and it is an arabic name so they would not be able to pronounce it right and she is sparing them the trouble..that sure is true i guess...but then again i don't approve of it for some reason it does not feel right hmm i donno

hahah yeah? well i am glad i tell you the stories that go on in class...since you can enjoy a lil of it sitting at home...i guess yeah? lools and you dont sound racist...then great it means you know what kinda songs i am talking about, and my friend singing it to our teacher is just soo soo soo soo funny!

ha great! when you find a job i would want you around anyway so it is cool to know you won't...disappear...

it is easier to do bad than good, probably why many people indulge in the bad more...but then again i think it is more satisfying to do good than bad...i guess reasons for doing good... hmm.... i guess it would depend on the depth of your reasons...but you are most probably right...

ooooooh i want a Toyger! but then again the name of the species is not so pretty toy-ger...heheh anyway sounds sooo adorable! i can only imagine how pretty it would be!

yeah i know my father cares about the family...but then again i think if you don't try to show some of that care...the rest of the family is blinded by the coldness that they would not think you cared... you know what i mean? you can't snap at your friend whenever she talks to you and expect her to think she was liked and that you genuinely care for her...then there is the issue of taking your loved ones for granted... my father does that alot...and well i guess many people around do that...then the moment they sense they are losing you... it is really painful to see... and to be honest the way my father is trying his best to change...i am not so happy with it...because mother is forcing him to expose himself without a lil compassion as to how he feels about it... and my father had a harsh childhood so for him to express something called "love" hahaha you can imagine how he would not even understand what it was exactly to express it... reminds me of sis, but then sis is female...and you know how women are feel first, think later... hahahahahahaha

i hope when you read this your headache would be gone...hope you slept well...
have a nice day Tommy-chii! (hehe that was a long post...i seriously hope your head does not hurt from reading it! )

...I don't know about closing the doors. Based on how easily my orange cat manages to get out, I'm not really surprised that it got up there. And sure, stray cats can be a bit cynical at times, but I don't think that makes befriending them any difficult. I remember when we first got Mei, she literally followed my little cousin home from school. ((Speaking of the devil, she's looking at me right now...))

Your sis does sound strong willed. ...and after hearing you talk about your escape, I know that she's just very protective of you. She is right about one thing, that if someone truly loved you, they wouldn't boss you around.

That story was nerve-racking. In his mind, he must have taken a shine to you. ...but you have no idea how many times while reading this I jumped out of my seat yelling "that bastard!" ...and this guy is pulling this crap even though he's a married father? That's... ...Hitting on someone as old as one of your kids is no different than hitting on your own kids. ((probably most of my outrage comes from a fear that it was going to lead to something...I don't want to even think about.)) I guess that this would be an example of how stubborn men are. Most can't seem to take no for an answer, mostly because they are too dumb or too stubborn to do so. Alcohol only makes the problem worse (glad to hear that you all didn't drive off a cliff...). Kinda makes me glad that I don't touch the stuff...(it just tastes terrible to me.)

Like I mentioned before, I kinda understand why your sis is so hesitant about revealing her name to her net friends. With all these cases of identity theft and online predators, you have to be really careful with what you decide to reveal about yourself online. There's a lot of sick people out there...probably fresh from picking grapes. ...then again, I also know how you feel. You make friends online, you could at least let them know your real name. It's a sign of familiarity.

It's not so much that it's easier to be bad, more like it takes effort to be good. I heard it somewhere that: "To be good, you have to be nice to people all the time. But to be bad, you don't have to do squat." Most people are bad because they are too lazy to actually make the effort to be good. ...personally, I don't care. People will try to challenge your reasons for doing good, whether or not you have any. So I just save them the trouble and do good for no reason at all.

Toyger...I sounds weird to me as well. I'd like one too, though it's probably 'cause I'm fascinated by tigers to begin with. ...not to crazy for the $4,000 U.S. price tag, though... Plus it's only going to lead to more strays in the streets, normal cats being abandoned in favor of the new 'fad'.

I can see how you'd think that way. But then again, given his 'harsh past', it would be a bit difficult for him to do so. When something affects you that badly in the past, it's affects could probably still be felt when you are older. I'm sure that he understands it, but the problem is expressing it. You are right though, that people take most things for granted. Truth be told, that kind of thing happens over here, but more often in a political sense. Most days, people don't care enough to acknowledge and respect what is theirs, but the instant you take it away they raise hell.

My head is feeling...slightly better. Thanks for asking.
...and thanks for wanting me around.

Take care, Sara.

Quote by zezlemetYou leave som pretty big post

yea and I still wonder when is she going to make a post on my UP that big....

btw, what is happening on your thread, is loosing life, is becoming kind of boring,
whats happening?
sorry to be this way, Kayla is grounded again, I haven't talked with her since friday,
so lonely ,
hope you don't mind if I only post once in a while on your thread,

chaitooooo

You leave som pretty big post

Quote by Lionhearted911 here is the code...all you have to do is add the lines to your userpage content... i made a whole new box for them so it would look nice, along with a heading, ofcourse you can change the words of the heading if you like, but the image is the banner, so you don't have to worry about creating a photobucket account and all that... try it, i am sure it works hopefully (that was not dumb in the least, in fact NeverEnd was the one who did most of the things on my page or taught me how for that matter )

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<h1>Fr!enD$ F0ReVeR</h1>
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<img src="http://i174.photobucket.com/albums/w119/Lionhearted911/FF.gif">
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hahaha yeah i must agree the spam thing was rather humurous soo funny...

yeah that is so true! in fact the reason why i enjoy talking to people who usually don't talk much, is cuz they always seem to have something totally interesting to say... besides there was this thing...i wonder if i read it somewhere or someone told me, that when a quiet person talks, be sure to listen, cuz if he talks it surely means he is saying something worth hearing...something like that but it is kinda true... now don't go believing i have anything really interesting to say it is not really in my nature to talk lil... i just do it as a for of adaptation at home i don't talk, true, but then again me online, and with friends is proof enough that at home i just play pretend to be some other person... in fact i don't think i am myself at home my parents can never say they know me cuz simply they just don't

hahahaha i am curious about what my friend means about Nixon too! hahaha in fact he did explain it to me i guess in some way or another but i just never got it (that friend is Ganjamus, he's on MT i bet you already know that though ) ooh the reason i joined MT, wanna know? well truth to be told i was quite interested in Ganja's thread, Ask Me Anything and I Will Answer, that one... and i guess you could say i admired a person with that much confidence and well i thought it would be rather interesting ... thing is somewhere in the thread he was talking about disciples and things, and i decided to join to ask if he would take me as his disciple honestly it was rather fun and we became friends shortly after... then i started my spamming escapades! you gotta admit when i first joined MT i was queen of spam...damn i could not sleep a night without my username alllll over the forum list i made alot of friends and they were nice times... now i don't have the time to spam much... nor the will to do so

hahaha i feel bad for the Kennedy's...they all met painful ends... like they were jinxed 0.o jk jk but it is rather weird...

Tequila is such a lovely name... ahh i would say the name sounds amazing, and fits the description of the cat somehow... i hope he decides to settle down though... worrying your family anyway i am sure he will be ok... hopefully

hahaahah yeah i guess you are right... honstly i never completely understood Karma either well true that that person would probably get what she deserrves, but then again she won't be getting it the same way we will, we are staying, she would leave...so whatever consequences she pays for...it still won't be something we find out about you know... like a person doing something wrong, but never remaining to pay the consequences, and naturally it is only logical that me being the eldest and one who was very close to that person would pay more of the price... in fact i saw a glimpse of what i would go through if the truth was revealed...and well i know one thing for sure ... i never want to go through the real full-fledged repyment...at least not anytime soon... i don't think i have the patience left ... even my sister was feeling sorry for me, and i was not doing anything wrong but anyway... remember when we said everything comes to him who waits...well i am going to wait for the problem to solve itself...honestly sis and i have exhausted all our means trying to make the future take a different path... but fate is an arrow with a destination truly unchangeable...what happens is so meant to happen, even if you would bring death upon that who causes you misery, fate will remain undettered ooh so interesting life is at times
honestly i believe what you are saying...that is why i NEVER ever entertained thoughts of revenge... in the end they are so getting what they deserved, there was no use for me to sit and worry about how to make them suffer and things... besides i don't want anyone to suffer, and in fact i feel sorry for those who bring harm upon others... i know one day they will surely pay for it

ahh you are so right... blind men with great hearing, haa...so true...
hmm then i have no other way to explain my friend's theory to be honest when i am sick i probably spend most of the night crying for no reason really... i would just bury my face in my pillow and hug it close then cry for so many things...and it is very weird cuz on most nights...imagine me crying, i mean i try never to let myself get so weakened emotionally desperate urge to connect to someone...yeah that explains it very prettily... sounds very sweet...nah rather bittersweet when i was younger the thought of Squall was enough, but it seems now i am looking for so much more than just the image of a childhood hero, for some reason i can't settle for that kind of support...

which reminds me about the banner you have to admit the guy looks like Squall right? i remember you mentioned you had longer hair and stuff...i thought when i saw the guy he reminded me much of you, and you are a Virgo, like Squall...pretty cool... i thought the banner would be nice...although to tell the truth i am not so familiar yet with Photoshop so the banner did not turn out the way i had envisioned it in my head, but if you say you are touched then i am delighted, more like overjoyed...i am very happy you love it! i love it too~

laughing at troubles is something i do best! infact even when something really serious comes up, you should see ...i crack up jokes and then to be honest my outside appearance, making jokes and acting all calm, it usually fools those around me into relaxing and well since my younger siblings esp look up to me, then you can imagine when i make a lame joke about something that is in fact very serious (let us say the time when my parents were yelling at each other and threatening with divorce and stuff) and i would joke, so sis would laugh and then...the whole serious issue would not be serious in the least...although to be honest... what i would be thinking is waaaay worse but yeah, i tend to find the humor in serious matters...only probably because i don't like the burden of somehting so serious, without being able to smile if only for a minute about it... i have no idea, something unconsciously always looks for the humor in anything

hahaha well i came back from my appointment moments before...anyway got another one Monday morning, so i won't be going to school, and then on Wednesday...oh please pray i am able...but i might go over to my friend's house... imagine, four years and i never ever visited Fati she was like yeah yeah come please please ...thing is remember the SAT i can only solve it if i go over and find a way to call, which i will since i can't let my parents know... so trfling...i can't even share my problems with my parents...have to solve it all on my own...but i was so worried today that i made Fati swear she was not bothered or burdened...but she told me exactly all what you said...it made me happy
ohhh something funny

i always take fruits to school and i always get alot so i would share iwth Fati...
then today we were eating those really large red grapes in Math class, and we were supposed to be subtle about it...but no you should see us i swear it was rather funny...the teacher caught us anyway and she was like "what are you two doing"
*me* "oh oh she caughs us"
*Fati* "Mrs. it's fruits...Sara's "
*teacher* "so you are taking all of Sara's vitamens tsk tsk"
*me* "Mrs...to be honest Fati can take them al and still it would not be enough to repay her for her friendship"
*teacher* "oh really? sounds nice! okay Sara i wanna be your friend"
*me and Fati* "loooooools!"
*teacher* "i will be expecting the fruits tomorrow in my office"
*me* "hahahhas sure thing Mrs..."
*teacher* "you and i are going to be very very very good friends"
*me* "yeah yeah i know i know "
anyway the convo goes on from here about the fruits we like and then...back to math

loools May is sooo adorable if you ever learn about flowers you better tell me about it ne
anyway then time for bed now! nightie nightie Tommy-chii! take care!~

Thanks for the code. ...and thank you once again for the banner.

We all act differently when in different environments. I act the same way when I'm at home, too. Then again, I doubt that anyone would listen even if I did speak up. ...but don't go confusing your nature to talk with your ability to discuss something interesting. Truth be told, I found that you have a lot of interesting things to say. Hearing you talk about your brother Adham, your friends, your interests, all of it held my complete attention. It's like you said: you might be a quiet person, but the things you do talk about are definitely worth hearing.

Ganjamus... ...I've seen that name on the forums often. We've never spoken to each other, but I have seen him around. ...as for my reason for joining MT, well...I guess because they had some pics that I liked here that I couldn't find anywhere else. I joined up, not expecting to make that many friends. I used to post on the forums, just not nearly as often as I do now. ...and I guess that's how I met the people I know here, even though I'm rarely able to get in touch with them.

It really is messed up with the Kennedy family. ...and they were not bad people or anything, they were really good people in fact. Even Ted, the one who everyone used to peg as a drunken fool, has been trying to do some good things.

Tequila...His original name was Tiger, because of his orange and white fur. We started calling him Tequila because, when he was still a kitten, he used to stagger while walking. He staggered in a way that made him look like he was drunk. ...I'm sure that he'll be fine. I just feel bad for keeping him under house arrest.

Karma is not so much revenge or payback. It's more like balancing things in a spiritual sense. I always considered vengeance 'Karma for the impatient', but I'm a patient person, so I never really believed in payback. It also kinda stems back into Buddhist teachings: good actions lead to good rewards, and bad actions lead to suffering. Only those who seek revenge would want to know what happens to the person, and they'd probably prefer to deliver it themselves. It's a sickening thought. ...I want to say that everything is gonna be fine, but I don't know that much about what you went through and what could happen. I just hope that everything works out.

I kinda get like that too. I find that for some strange reason, the dark beings out stuff that I'd prefer to keep bottled up. I've even referred to it as a saying: 'In the darkness of isolation, his mind is flooded by emotion...' The things that bugged me in the past, the things that still linger in my mind... ...come to think of it, I think I told you all of this once. We act strong, but there are still things that bother us behind closed doors.

You're right, he does look like Squall a little bit. Kinda reminds me of a cross between Squall and Brandon Heat from Gungrave. All in all, I like the choice you made, and as I said before, It looks really nice.

Yep. I kinda make jokes during bad situations as well. I just don't like being caught in the middle of a bad situation, so I end up saying something completely random just to lighten the mood. Unfortunately, that's when I get in trouble for making light of the situation.

I see. I hope that you and your friend are able to resolve this. ...funny thing with the fruits, though. The typical reaction over on this end would have been somewhere along the lines of 'did you bring enough for the whole class?' Glad to hear that your teacher had a sense of humor about it.

Take care, Sara.
Thanks for everything.

P.S. I'll pass any flower stuff on to you if you want to learn.

merged: 03-12-2007 ~ 04:55am

Quote by Lionhearted911 you're very welcome, it was such a pleasure that i should be thanking you besides honestly i have no other means for repaying you for your friendship and advice so many times so please accept it asa gift of humble thanks..
and about the codes, do allow me to add a couple more, i think your page would look nicer if you add the codes i ask of you below, i put it in steps too so you would not get confused.

the first is a must to add, i kinda forgot to add them or just noticed when i looked over your page... now you see, before the last line of code in the ones i gave you for the pic there is something like this </div></div> right? now just before those two codes, put in these two

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ok?
now for the second thing was the codes for your quizzes, i was wondering it would look nicer if you would put them side by side, if you think so too, then here add these codes

<td> (here you have the codes of the first quiz result, then when the whole code for the first result is finished, add the following after) </td><td> (again code of the second result here then after they are done add ) </td> <br>

hmm i was wondering you see above the banner, it has a heading and then the whole thing is actually in a box, i wondered if you wanted your quiz results to be in something like that too... if so then here, after the codes of the banner add this directly before the codes of the quiz

<div class="outer"><div class="inner">
<h1> The Man Within </h1> <br>

(i made the "Man WIthin" part...you can change that ofcourse if you want )

ok then when the codes are done, the ones for the quiz results, underit all you have to add this

</div></div> (<-- these lines close the boxes ...hahaha you know for some reason i love explaining computers and now i have this urge to give you a whole lecture about programming but i will spare you Fati alays comes over for computer help before the exam and i explain every single line of code...the way i understand it, that way it really is not memorizing anything, just understanding the way everything works )

ok ok enough codes, still i hope you got what i meant by all my rambling

hahahas i am glad you find i have anything interesting to say...more like i am grateful that you sem to enjoy listening to what i love talking about that way you won't get bored and i am really happy to indulge you
lemme see...today was rather funny but before that something so sad...there was a kitten caught in the ventilation system in our school...i never heard it but sis says they could hear her meow up there whenever the bell rang and probably scared her...that was so sad... i wonder how it got up there...but then for a cat to get into our school...it is such a maze...a wonder if it ever actually gets out...

well you know Fati has a younger sis, about a year or so older than my sis, and when they get together you should just hear what goes around soooo damn funny...somehow the convo today got to husbands when i told Fati's sis that i genuinely feel sorry for the man who would be so unfortunate as to look her way..and my sis started laughing and added that she t