Quote by QueenzLife can be drepressing
some what, but without emotions; the few things that are beautiful in world
couldn't be appricated to the fullest. Being able to feel is human, everyone
feels at a strain sometime. It is human to have emotions, so do not stress over
it. Relax.
ez to say.... my nightmares are getting worse and more vivid... for a week now i
havent slept well at all.. the demonic dreams started and wont leave me alone...
i wake up in the middle of the night and cant go back to sleep... i dont
understand what is wrong with me.
Perhaps, that maybe true. One can not truly understand one's suffering until
they are in their shoes. I may not can empathize with you but I can sympathize.
Everyone has a dark cloud looming over them; some consciously; others
subconsciously. Dreams have meanings like everything else in the world. In time
everything will become clear.
it's staples....i wanted to thank you for the post and the advice u gave
me....but i still have Q...wut i really am not pretty? wouldn't i b lying to
meyself?
merged: 09-25-2006 ~ 12:39am
First, did you do what I asked?
.yes.......well partialy
.
.
.
Sounds like you dwell on how ugly you are!
.......i donno....probobly
.
.
.
Are you in pain yet? SLAP, SLAP, SLAP yourself! Wake the fuck up!
.LOL
.yes. i am in a lot of pain! *hitting herself over and over agian*
.
Listen to your thoughts, when you think that you're ugly, do something to
interrupt the flow, like a SLAP or make a noise, or anything that will stop your
regular thought flow.
.
.can't i stop hitting myslef yet?
.
.
Every girl wants to be pretty and wants others to think that she's pretty, but
lets face a bit of reality - almost every girl puts on makeup, puts on the best
clothes, tries to compete with other girls, and attract guys over other
girls.
.1. i never wear makeup cause i think girls wear it to hide soemthing, or to b
someone who they are not or someone they want to b but they r not
.2. i don't have the best body.....sooooo
3.competing with other girls? hmmmm how can i do that if they r all ready 100x
prettier than me?
4. guys probobly think i am not interesting.....so y try....
.
.
As shallow as that may be, think to yourself how shallow your feelings are! What
is your worth? Is it your appearance that defines you? Partially, but not
completely! There's much more to life than that, you're just discovering one of
the many roads that your mind can take you on.
.
..........
.
.
Have you heard that life is not just an experience of the body, but a journey of
the soul? What you experience and how you perceive things will ultimately create
you from the inside... what kind of person do you want to be?
.a person who is not bothered to b herself
.
.
Now, tell me your dreams of the kind of person you really want to be?same as the
Q before
Quote by jasaiyajini had to visit your
page at this late hour, i just could not sleep well recently - sometimes i wish
i could just drink my life away and live in bliss w/o any problems...
^__^
just stopped by to say that i like the music on your page by jet - look what
you've done - it's slow but calming and hopefully will make me all dreamy like
and stuff...
can't wait for more of your original worx... even though you have a fresh one
already posted up... and you're busy... ya ya ya... im off to bed... zZZZzzz
gnite
ohayo, jajin kun-!
i know how you feel-.. sometimes life can be unrelentingly sh*tty.. .. otoh,
these hardships too shall pass, like they say and makes us better, adaptable,
more compassionate people to those who are also undergoing hard times too. it is
such a blessing to have friends to lend us support and understanding ne. so if
you need someone to talk to (to lighten the burden) i'll just be here..
^^
hai-.. i find the song, very soothing as well.. ^__________^
Quote: I forgot to give this one a
rating... from 1 - 10
I give it not a 10, nor a 10+, not even a 10++, but a 10+++ <3
pinches cheeks for giving too cute a comment* ^^
your in my prayers.
tC!
-ckc
ps. a new original art will be posted in a short while..
merged: 09-22-2006 ~ 04:34pm
Quote by jasaiyajinits a really nice
image chisai... i like it a lot... she's so
lovely...
sannnk you (;
merged: 09-24-2006 ~ 04:37am
Quote by jasaiyajinhey hey
oneechwaan... where and how did you implement that music player... i wanted to
ask, it's freakin awesome... i love the multi-tracks that you can put up there,
i want to make one also...
tc <3
alrightie- no problemo jajin kun...! but i shall
tell you this secret knowledge of flash mp3 players, when i get back in a coupla
days.. for the mean time, oneechan leaves for singapore, hopefully i can get
internet access there.. <33333
Quote by DanTheGreat[quote(...) damn
stop being so emo.... go outside and beat something to a pulp helps a lot to
relieve stress.
will u be my test dummy?
oh? do you have the guts? i'll kick your pansy ass so hard you won't be an emo
anymore.
ull kick my ass so hard that your foot will turn emo... then the infection will
spread, if you dont amputate... else youll become full emo... that's the emo
curse... passed down from generation to generation.... even if you inadvertantly
do something to me, the curse will transfer...
I know what you're talking about... I'm depressive (it's a genetical thing) and
just had a bad sh*t day yesterday and I felt trapped in the dark than ever...
but there's no other option than to live, and time will heal and reward. I wish
you get out of the hole as soon as possible, continue walking your path and I
hoppe you find good and happy things in the next turn
Quote by jasaiyajinuhm, nhyahhh.. i
like it cause its artistic... look at the amazing bedsheet and pillow...
wowowowowow
*LOL* you are sooooooooooooooo right, it is very artistic, especially the pillow
. . . but *shhhh* maybe they hear you and they come to see how artistic it is!
'
hahahahaha . . .
Thanks for the comment and the fav, i have appreciate it much!
Have a beautiful day jasaiyajin!
You appearantly have no concept of truthful satire. Oh, nice insult by the way.
Really got to me. Ouch. Listen, I dont care if you don't agree with what I
wrote. I have a right to say it, just how you have a right to disagree with what
I said. Look at the thread, there were people who agree with me and people who
disagreed with me, but out of all the people who did disagreed, you're the only
one who didn't give a logical reason why for disscusion. You just said
"Nope. Fuck you." I'm pretty much the same way in real life, but when
I do disagree with someone, I at least give a sutable argument. And even though
you said all that stuff to me, I didn't return it. Fighting online is like
racing in the special olympics, even if you win your still retarded. I'm sure
you've heard it before, but that's the way it is. You're the only one to try and
attack me personally out of that thread. And the next time you try to attack me,
just post it in my GB so the thread won't be messed up. That's all I ask of
you.
P.S. Nice Cowboy Bebop avatar.
merged: 09-12-2006 ~ 07:25pm
As excpected. I knew I was dealing with an idiot. Just so you know, you can't
piss me off. My chops are unbustable.
Quote by jasaiyajinwhy the hell do
emotions have to exist......................... wtf is wrong with this
dimension.................... why the f**k............... why does everything
have to be f**ked up...................?
Al Gore just called and granted you all the powers of God
Quote by jasaiyajin
its so hard to think positively sometimes... the mind is a windtunnel of
stuff... i cant think straight sometimes... but i like that you care... thank
you
I know, but there are people who do care. Hope for the best. Good luck!
Aye aye, it's natural to blow up. I do that always too ! Kyuoto -san is right. You
shldn't take too hard on yourself. It happens all the time, and when that
happened, we hope someone else can share the burden of rolling it away.
Ah.... I hope you have a great day yourself ! If you
ever need help, we're all here. If its'
private, sure thing, a PM drop will do nicely.
;)
thank you... i really appreciate everyone's support... ur right, shit happens
all the time and sometimes we just need to vent... it cant always be rosie
peaches and cream filled life...
i love all u ppls...
Don't you worry ! Hrm... *Looks at below post* Heya, PM when you need to vent
all that stooopid thingies you feel that you need to say it. Don't want to lose
a fellow friend to anger and depression ya ? Lol. He's right you know. * v
points pinkie*
Come over to Group forums more. We're there too you know. ;| Lol. haha!
Missed your funny jokes like "wat the hell !"
Minitokyo is suppose to be a family friendly site so it would be appreciated if
you could cut back on your use of profanities within the forums. Although
everyone is entitled to an opinion there's no need to say things that merely
insult others with no insightful merit.
This is your first warning. Participation
in the forums is always encouraged but please do so in a more civil manner in
the future, also be aware a second warning will result in muting.
Thanks so much for your fav and your comment on Bleach pencil boards-Gin! I'm
happy that you like it! (His my personal favourite bishie from Bleach,
lols)
Check out my BLEACH HQ PICS thread in the Anime Picture Dump (Ichigo, Renji,
Urahara, Byakuya and Hitsugaya are up). Thanks again!
Hie! ^^
Sorry this is a bit late, but thanks for participating in my thread! (What do
you do to avoid Studying?)
Thanku very muchies ^^! *bow*
(I now have a great excuse // reason for falling asleep in my
lectures!))
Quote by jasaiyajinI dont understand
what you are talking about in this poem... maybe that's the key that's missing
in my brain... the lack of knowledge is knowledge in itself. Please explain to
me your wisdom ohh great crimson abyss of the stars. lolz jk jk
Did you just finish watching some anime and think to yourself, it's so profound
that you had to write a poem that reflected your own interpretation?
Well, maybe cause I'm lazy and tired, but tell me what went throu your head when
you wrote it?
First of all, thanks for reading my poem. I'm very dramatic as always, only this
time I was really raw which surprises me why you didn't get the meaning right
away...oh by the way i had to edit a word mispelled in my poem but since the
page didn't want to open yesterday I couldn't do nothing for the sake of the
readers.
What is this poem about? Love ... Is the main theme in my poems and as my
principal critic you should know better than that. My poem is about someone
falling in love and maybe being rejected and falling again. That's basically it.
My sentiments are expressed throught the words I chose for the poem and honestly
I thought you would hate my poem mostly cause is too pansy, or sassy for your
taste.
Still, I'm glad you read it for good or bad, I like ppl like you who know how to
savour a poem and not just read. Well at least it looks that way, if the
contrary, you're doing a great job to keep me convinced.
totemo subarashii...!
Perhaps, that maybe true. One can not truly understand one's suffering until they are in their shoes. I may not can empathize with you but I can sympathize. Everyone has a dark cloud looming over them; some consciously; others subconsciously. Dreams have meanings like everything else in the world. In time everything will become clear.
obviously you are getting horny too easy! ^_-
it's staples....i wanted to thank you for the post and the advice u gave me....but i still have Q...wut i really am not pretty? wouldn't i b lying to meyself?
merged: 09-25-2006 ~ 12:39am
First, did you do what I asked?
.yes.......well partialy
.
.
.
Sounds like you dwell on how ugly you are!
.......i donno....probobly
.
.
.
Are you in pain yet? SLAP, SLAP, SLAP yourself! Wake the fuck up!
.LOL
.yes. i am in a lot of pain! *hitting herself over and over agian*
.
Listen to your thoughts, when you think that you're ugly, do something to interrupt the flow, like a SLAP or make a noise, or anything that will stop your regular thought flow.
.
.can't i stop hitting myslef yet?
.
.
Every girl wants to be pretty and wants others to think that she's pretty, but lets face a bit of reality - almost every girl puts on makeup, puts on the best clothes, tries to compete with other girls, and attract guys over other girls.
.1. i never wear makeup cause i think girls wear it to hide soemthing, or to b someone who they are not or someone they want to b but they r not
.2. i don't have the best body.....sooooo
3.competing with other girls? hmmmm how can i do that if they r all ready 100x prettier than me?
4. guys probobly think i am not interesting.....so y try....
.
.
As shallow as that may be, think to yourself how shallow your feelings are! What is your worth? Is it your appearance that defines you? Partially, but not completely! There's much more to life than that, you're just discovering one of the many roads that your mind can take you on.
.
..........
.
.
Have you heard that life is not just an experience of the body, but a journey of the soul? What you experience and how you perceive things will ultimately create you from the inside... what kind of person do you want to be?
.a person who is not bothered to b herself
.
.
Now, tell me your dreams of the kind of person you really want to be?same as the Q before
ohayo, jajin kun-!
i know how you feel-.. sometimes life can be unrelentingly sh*tty..
.. otoh,
these hardships too shall pass, like they say and makes us better, adaptable,
more compassionate people to those who are also undergoing hard times too. 
it is
such a blessing to have friends to lend us support and understanding ne. so if
you need someone to talk to (to lighten the burden) i'll just be here..
^^
hai-.. i find the song, very soothing as well.. ^__________^
pinches cheeks for giving too cute a comment* ^^
your in my prayers.
tC!
-ckc
ps. a new original art will be posted in a short while..
merged: 09-22-2006 ~ 04:34pm
sannnk you (;
merged: 09-24-2006 ~ 04:37am
alrightie- no problemo jajin kun...!
but i shall
tell you this secret knowledge of flash mp3 players, when i get back in a coupla
days.. for the mean time, oneechan leaves for singapore, hopefully i can get
internet access there.. <33333
*hugs* you take care!
-ckc
Thanks for the comment and fav on my wall "lust"!
I'm glad
you like it!
i loooove jajin-kun!
maido ari!
^_^ 
and I'd also like to know, what anime does your avatar come from? ^_^
take care~!
thank you for adding my scan i nyou fav
iwishing you a beautiful day
take care and see you again.
oh? do you have the guts? i'll kick your pansy ass so hard you won't be an emo anymore.
merged: 09-15-2006 ~ 12:32pm
oh? do you have the guts? i'll kick your pansy ass so hard you won't be an emo anymore.
ull kick my ass so hard that your foot will turn emo... then the infection will spread, if you dont amputate... else youll become full emo... that's the emo curse... passed down from generation to generation.... even if you inadvertantly do something to me, the curse will transfer...
scarie..........
get the fuck out of my face motherfucker.
I know what you're talking about... I'm depressive (it's a genetical thing) and just had a bad sh*t day yesterday and I felt trapped in the dark than ever... but there's no other option than to live, and time will heal and reward. I wish you get out of the hole as soon as possible, continue walking your path and I hoppe you find good and happy things in the next turn
*LOL* you are sooooooooooooooo right, it is very artistic, especially the pillow . . . but *shhhh* maybe they hear you and they come to see how artistic it is!
hahahahaha . . .
Thanks for the comment and the fav, i have appreciate it much!
Have a beautiful day jasaiyajin!
You appearantly have no concept of truthful satire. Oh, nice insult by the way. Really got to me. Ouch. Listen, I dont care if you don't agree with what I wrote. I have a right to say it, just how you have a right to disagree with what I said. Look at the thread, there were people who agree with me and people who disagreed with me, but out of all the people who did disagreed, you're the only one who didn't give a logical reason why for disscusion. You just said "Nope. Fuck you." I'm pretty much the same way in real life, but when I do disagree with someone, I at least give a sutable argument. And even though you said all that stuff to me, I didn't return it. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics, even if you win your still retarded. I'm sure you've heard it before, but that's the way it is. You're the only one to try and attack me personally out of that thread. And the next time you try to attack me, just post it in my GB so the thread won't be messed up. That's all I ask of you.
P.S. Nice Cowboy Bebop avatar.
merged: 09-12-2006 ~ 07:25pm
As excpected. I knew I was dealing with an idiot. Just so you know, you can't piss me off. My chops are unbustable.
Al Gore just called and granted you all the powers of God
No need to thank me, just doing my civic duty
Later dude, and feel better soon
I know, but there are people who do care. Hope for the best. Good luck!
Don't you worry ! Hrm... *Looks at below post* Heya, PM when you need to vent all that stooopid thingies you feel that you need to say it. Don't want to lose a fellow friend to anger and depression ya ? Lol. He's right you know. * v points pinkie*
Come over to Group forums more. We're there too you know. ;| Lol. haha!
Missed your funny jokes like "wat the hell !" 
Minitokyo is suppose to be a family friendly site so it would be appreciated if you could cut back on your use of profanities within the forums. Although everyone is entitled to an opinion there's no need to say things that merely insult others with no insightful merit.
This is your first warning. Participation in the forums is always encouraged but please do so in a more civil manner in the future, also be aware a second warning will result in muting.
Thanks so much for your fav and your comment on Bleach pencil boards-Gin! I'm happy that you like it! (His my personal favourite bishie from Bleach, lols)
Check out my BLEACH HQ PICS thread in the Anime Picture Dump (Ichigo, Renji, Urahara, Byakuya and Hitsugaya are up). Thanks again!
That is so true! I'm very glad you liked it. thank you for the comment and for your fav too.
Have a beautiful day jasaiyajin!
Hi jasaiyajin,
Thanks for the comment and fav on my "Nana Matsuya" scan!
Hie! ^^
Sorry this is a bit late, but thanks for participating in my thread! (What do you do to avoid Studying?)
Thanku very muchies ^^! *bow*
(I now have a great excuse // reason for falling asleep in my lectures!))
lol,
--MaiAki
First of all, thanks for reading my poem. I'm very dramatic as always, only this time I was really raw which surprises me why you didn't get the meaning right away...oh by the way i had to edit a word mispelled in my poem but since the page didn't want to open yesterday I couldn't do nothing for the sake of the readers.
What is this poem about? Love ... Is the main theme in my poems and as my principal critic you should know better than that. My poem is about someone falling in love and maybe being rejected and falling again. That's basically it. My sentiments are expressed throught the words I chose for the poem and honestly I thought you would hate my poem mostly cause is too pansy, or sassy for your taste.
Still, I'm glad you read it for good or bad, I like ppl like you who know how to savour a poem and not just read. Well at least it looks that way, if the contrary, you're doing a great job to keep me convinced.
hehe, thanks a lot for your comment and fav on my wall. I'm happy you liked it! Well see you later, Take care.