Quote by jasaiyajinI dont understand
what you are talking about in this poem... maybe that's the key that's missing
in my brain... the lack of knowledge is knowledge in itself. Please explain to
me your wisdom ohh great crimson abyss of the stars. lolz jk jk
Did you just finish watching some anime and think to yourself, it's so profound
that you had to write a poem that reflected your own interpretation?
Well, maybe cause I'm lazy and tired, but tell me what went throu your head when
you wrote it?
First of all, thanks for reading my poem. I'm very dramatic as always, only this
time I was really raw which surprises me why you didn't get the meaning right
away...oh by the way i had to edit a word mispelled in my poem but since the
page didn't want to open yesterday I couldn't do nothing for the sake of the
readers.
What is this poem about? Love ... Is the main theme in my poems and as my
principal critic you should know better than that. My poem is about someone
falling in love and maybe being rejected and falling again. That's basically it.
My sentiments are expressed throught the words I chose for the poem and honestly
I thought you would hate my poem mostly cause is too pansy, or sassy for your
taste.
Still, I'm glad you read it for good or bad, I like ppl like you who know how to
savour a poem and not just read. Well at least it looks that way, if the
contrary, you're doing a great job to keep me
convinced.
NYAHHH! I've been buzy my good ol' friend, life is just so hectic lately that my
creativity is zapped and sapped.... I've got to get away from this....
Your poetry is perfect for me realizing this, so keep up your creativity... I
need your worx... ^__^
Take Care...
merged: 09-11-2006 ~ 07:35am
Quote by xange*hides behind j0n0*
*whispers* "i second that"
*walks slowly behind jasaijayin and pokes and runs*
merged: 09-11-2006 ~ 05:24am
*hides behind j0n0*
*whispers* "i second that"
*walks slowly behind jasaijayin and pokes and runs*
Your comment doesn't make me feel any confident about the actual state you might
be at the moment. I hope you will be ok. Then again is not like I'm ok always,
one minute im here the other I might be ten feet underground. I'm just glad you
posted back which means there's a posibility that you might still be alive at
least as I am at the moment. But tomorow...who knows.
*hugs*
That's just in case you dissapear for a whole
century.
Why so morbid?
I'm just having personal issues that are out of my control, or are they... well,
I'm being cryptic... sorry. I'll only get into it if you have time... sounds
like you have enough on your end as well... ^__^
cheer up... gimme a back massage... then everything will be better...
merged: 10-20-2006 ~ 11:12am
Quote by xangedamn you (jk), i wrote to
you, not really that long since then and you use your time only for this thread?
bwahh... im sorry, i didn't know you wrote me... did I miss it? =3
merged: 10-24-2006 ~ 08:24am
Quote by xangeif i like the color and the
shape...lol
at least ur not a dirty cocksucker... ^__________^
Quote by xangeHey, xange of course, I know
you have a gf, and you better give from your time to her. But don't forget about
your friends ok ^^
Yeah, i know. But i've also been busy with other stuff. One is just a really
addictive game, the other is my paid research. both took up a lot of time and
both were enjoyable.
merged: 08-29-2006 ~ 04:26am
Quote by xange
i don't care, you pay attention to me as well, ok?
*crosses arms*
(jk)
Ahh,..ahhh, yeah, YES of course. Whatever you say.
I'll never do something so selfish again, I promise!
Quote: Mars was my very first manga
I read and I liked it a lot. I wanted a saga of from them but I guess us fans
need to make our voice be heard...in the mean time, nice wally ^^
I would like to invite you to join the newly created Ronin Forum. A place where you can discuss and talk about almost
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Quote by xangeToday: Monday, June 19,
2006
I miss my friends, I miss my friends, I miss my friends
I miss you and JOnO *cries* I miss the crazyness, the fight. Hugs lots of hugs,
yeah I know unlike me, but I turn to vicious friendly gestures when I really
miss my friends ^^
Awww, so sweet... lol, I think this is the first time you opened up to this
extent - a rarity indeed, worth treasuring ^^
nya, it's been weird on our ends too... life lessons and all... one thing about
work is, if after a month, you get this feeling of "Oh, it will get
better!" or "WTF am I doing here still?"
THEN - JUST RUN, GET OUT OF THE HOLE AND FIND SOMETHING BETTER... lol
I dunno what inspired that - except that I quit my newer insurance job cause I
didn't feel compensated - like I was being used and everybody was all smiley's
all the time - FAKE SMILEYS... while they screw you with a smile... ^^
I'm very vain when it comes to finding a job for me. I'm still unemployed, but
today I'm editing my resume going over a friends house to talk with a person I
know, to help me get in this company called: Evertec. I like to work for a big
company, something that people recognizes, but then that's just me. I hope your
doing good. I'm sorry I took long to respond, but I always do. I hope this
friendship last for a long time, no matter if I move to another state, it will
always be cool to have old friends.
Interview the employees, ask questions, be in their business, and always be
nice, kill em with being nice. ^_^
I'm trying to be an independent contractor soon, just tired of working for
bosses - want to be my own...
You're probably really smart already, just be persistent in your ventures -
you'll do great ^_^
Hi there ^^ xange..i have notice that you like Trinity Blood..
so i will like to envite you to the BrokenWings-TrinityBlood
the group is active..
just look around and if you like it then JOIN
^^ click on the banner below to see the group
cya and all the best from Di
perhaps you will need a little help with your layout too..it looks kind of if
you want i can help..i make layouts too
hear from you soon
First I suppose you'll say:
" What the heck is he here ,this incognito I've never heard about?"
Indeed , I chose you randomly for a precise purpose. In the following
statements, please don't reject my request from you. (Of course, I am
apprehensive lest you could repudiate harshly my demand.) Here is , I have just
made a doujinshi and I crave for a comment as regards it in order to enhance my
basic performance in drawing. Unfortunately nobody had the gut to comment.
So Thanks in advance and take only 10 seconds for me. ^_^
Quote by xangehi, hey man its been so long,
I know we all work, but talk to me about your life so far. I need to know about
my MT friends that "sadly" puts you in the list. So put your little
but in the chair and write me a review of your past 5 months we haven't spoke.
As for me im a work-slave and i almost have no life. But you already know that
^^
btw, nice page, pretty "professional" i really like it.
Sadly - sadly... WTF.... sadly.... you suck
if you want to know... then ask properly... dont you know I'm high class...
O_O
damn you and your work, my work sux too... ask properly next time or I wont tell
you a thing....
^_^
merged: 04-08-2006 ~ 10:32pm
Quote by xangeha, i hardly have time to
think something for myself, before i find myself doing something else for my own
boss...get it? i dont have a life. I'm always busting my ass working...i forgot,
since when did my friends got so bitchy?...that only remainds me of myself ^^
too bad cause im burned out to think of a way to ask you a proper question. well
see ya, peace.
please excuse my rash behavior, ive also been under a lot of stress busting my
ass working. ill just fill you in on a little of what's been going on, cause
you're probably under more pressure from the sound of it, so too much info will
kill ya.
It's been a hectic few months, changing living places, moving around stuff,
working 10 hour days, even saturdays, and trying to keep friends and
relationships together. I bet you sometimes feel like breaking down with all the
running around for your boss, I do anyway, but not cause of that. It's either
you get along with your boss or you get out, cause we live in a state where you
can get fired for NO reason.
Uhm, I haven't had much time to myself to draw, or play an instrument, or
anything really. I'm thinking of just quiting and doing the things I enjoy cause
all this EXTRA stress that I haven't mentioned is causing my body to fail in
various ways. At least I don't have ulcers or anything too major yet, but it
will breakdown eventually under too much pressures of life.
Anywayz, I hope you're doing better than last time, relax more... have more fun,
life is about that stuff too.
News! There's been a downsizing in my job and I've been fired, time to look for
another job ^^ talk later
lol, wtf... it's cool tho... i've been through that before too... if the job is
stressful and they always want you to work, then they "let you go" -
then the job was not worth it from the beginning... ask friends around for any
type of work, it helps to get a more fun job.
The secret I find is to not care about your job, then you can enjoy it a LOT!
^_^ By not caring, I mean, not caring about getting fired, doing things out of
the ordinary, being yourself. ^_^
Write more weird poetry in the meantime about your previous job ;p
Quote by xangeEverything I do, if I do it
in the name of the Lord is destined to succeed.
God has His will for you, but is up to you to follow.
Life is full of opportunities, grab it by the nuts
Quote by xange
Lately, at my job I've been receiving negative reactions from some of my
co-workers. First, it made me mad and frustrated, but now I don't really mind,
as their attitude doesn't mean the world's gonna end, and the next day will be
better...and the best part, you get paid.
When these things happens I just try to focus on the immediate solution to the
problem and continue my duties as if nothing happened. Is not like I can change
something, by hurting myself (masochism). To me negative reactions are just part
of life, natural and totally human (impersonal).
Well, any negative reactions from my co-workers get settled quickly, I take no
BS from anyone anymore... lol, but it's 99% of the time friendly and nice. And
by Masochism, it does not have to be physical, but mentally subversive as
well.
Hi xange, just checking on how you're doing. I speak with the others a little
more often than I hear from you. I like the pics you've placed above, you can
always tell that artist by how he draws the lips. Who is it?
Your GB has been stained by the taint known as j0n0.
Please respond with uncontrolled panic attacks, extreme paranoia
which will lead to your ultimate demise
as j0n0's flithy stain further infest your life.
haha
merged: 02-24-2006 ~ 10:18am
Quote by xangeYay i have good news i got a
JOB *dances* as a recepcionist at a publicity agency called adwork, their
website is as follows adworkscorp.com im the new image of the company, i have my
own desk and im the first person any client that comes in sees the rest of the
crew is upstairs ^^ i am so honored, my presence is indeed beautiful, hey one
little detail, all the staff there is young woman kinda weird, but anyways im
one of the bunch who decorates the cute little corporation
^^
What do you mean your the new image? You mean like a
model? If so, you must be pretty hot, LOL XP.
Don't be too surprise about so many young woman. Woman typically are more
interested in fashion and design. And the young ones know whats in style now
better than the older ones.
Nevertheless, congragulations. You have joined the work force where you will
earn, spend, and get frustrated with work. LOL.
merged: 02-25-2006 ~ 01:20pm
Quote by xangeHa! Model? Are you kidding
me, I didn't make a bach. for a miserable air-head job such as the one you just
mentioned. I am the new image of the corporation I work for in the sense that I
am the receptionist, the first person you see when you enter the building. The
rest of the crew you find only upstairs, they're kind of "hidden". I
manage the correspondence, the clients for ex. Starbucks clients and other
important firms. My company does publicity for famous companies, this type of
publicity is often found on the newspaper where our commercials are shown. Our
job is to promote other companys with commercials for the media and we get paid
for doing so.
We have a crew of creativity: the sells executive, the one that manages social
events, the accountant, the one in charge of printing out our work and the
president. I will assist most of the crew with the filling and managing area and
also the accountant so I'm not only going to work as a secretary, but also I
will gain other knowledge as I keep working there. There I will meet so many
opportunities to grow professionally that I can't protest.
So
you still are hot? lol XP
Starbucks?! How far did that plague reached. This is company is everywhere, you
could be walking in the middle of the sahara desert running out water. And what
do see before you die, a starbucks with the most discruntal employees in the
world trying to sell you coffee. LOL.
Nevertheless, since your enjoying your job which might give you your freedom
from parental rules (e.g. you could move out), that is the only thing that
matters. Me, I would of killed myself. I just couldn't work for a soul draining,
mind numbing company. No offense, LOL
Quote by xangeHey guys my mom took the
internet away from me, one of my very few addictions I got. She always asked me
what I did all day besides the rutine? I think that about sums much of my
anguish. Hey, Jasaiyajin, quit thinking with your other head
>=0000000~~~~~!
hahaha... well, stop putting ideas into my oother head ~
Quote by jasaiyajinSimple, yes, I've
thought about that and so have other countless philosophers. I've thought I was
dead at a certain point in my life, nothing really was real. We all have these
weird...
I feel alive everytime I get a cut, or a present...what I mean is, feelings of
joy, pain, fustrations which are proper from life signals...in other words I'm
sure I'm alive...what I wonder is what made you think you weren't...? whatever
it was...it must be a deep dark feeling.
uhm... that matter takes time for me to reveal... that's why its
weird...
and stop messing with j0n0, some hackers are impersonating me!
but how do I prove when I am me and not me... can a universe exist and not exist
at the same time?
can you feel joy and not joy at the same time? Are the neurons responsible for
triggering certain feelings that have been genetically pre-programmed from your
birth over countless millenia... lol
Quote by xangeoh, geez JOnO thanks for the
compliment. But I think I'd already figured out my next mission
Well, if it was my b-day and I had to make a wish...oh what the hell...*thinks
of world domination*
Hey, thats my plan. But since
it's not as easy as it might seem, why don't we join forces. Then after we
dominate the world, i'll try to kill by stabing you in the back. lol.
*j0n0 catchs xange xange and starts
tickling her* It was funny, you will laugh, lol.
EDIT: rofl, nice post on the penis thing. I already read it somewhere before,
but I wouldn't of dared post it on MT. You got balls, wait that didn't sound
right. Retry, you got guts.
lol i defenetly don't give a thought if they kick me out of MT, though i would
miss friends here, and poems
Thats now makes two post that were closed, what other
rule are you planning to break, lol. I'm not saying you should, because I would
miss u if you got kicked out. And also miss your poems, those are a pain in the
ass to figure out, ant thats the way i like em . So
don't get kicked out.
slippin by life at the edge of a .... that's how i am... xP
you've been missing in action for like a year and thats all u say?!?! T____T
hello, you're invited to join our more-interactive group>>
hope to seeyou there. have a nice day!
NYAHHH! I've been buzy my good ol' friend, life is just so hectic lately that my creativity is zapped and sapped.... I've got to get away from this....
Your poetry is perfect for me realizing this, so keep up your creativity... I need your worx... ^__^
Take Care...
merged: 09-11-2006 ~ 07:35am
dork, ill punch you in your buttox
merged: 10-10-2006 ~ 06:20pm
Why so morbid?
I'm just having personal issues that are out of my control, or are they... well, I'm being cryptic... sorry. I'll only get into it if you have time... sounds like you have enough on your end as well... ^__^
cheer up... gimme a back massage... then everything will be better...
merged: 10-20-2006 ~ 11:12am
bwahh... im sorry, i didn't know you wrote me... did I miss it? =3
merged: 10-24-2006 ~ 08:24am
at least ur not a dirty cocksucker... ^__________^
XD
Yeah, i know. But i've also been busy with other stuff. One is just a really addictive game, the other is my paid research. both took up a lot of time and both were enjoyable.
merged: 08-29-2006 ~ 04:26am
Ahh,..ahhh, yeah, YES of course. Whatever you say.
I'll never do something so selfish again, I promise!
Thanks alot! ^^
Hiya xange.
I was wondering if you could tell me who're girls in both your av & sig?
Take care!
Hey there,
I would like to invite you to join the newly created Ronin Forum. A place where you can discuss and talk about almost everything. Click the image below to go there.
Awww, so sweet... lol, I think this is the first time you opened up to this extent - a rarity indeed, worth treasuring ^^
nya, it's been weird on our ends too... life lessons and all... one thing about work is, if after a month, you get this feeling of "Oh, it will get better!" or "WTF am I doing here still?"
THEN - JUST RUN, GET OUT OF THE HOLE AND FIND SOMETHING BETTER... lol
I dunno what inspired that - except that I quit my newer insurance job cause I didn't feel compensated - like I was being used and everybody was all smiley's all the time - FAKE SMILEYS... while they screw you with a smile... ^^
ohh well, why the long face?
merged: 06-29-2006 ~ 08:24am
Interview the employees, ask questions, be in their business, and always be nice, kill em with being nice. ^_^
I'm trying to be an independent contractor soon, just tired of working for bosses - want to be my own...
You're probably really smart already, just be persistent in your ventures - you'll do great ^_^
merged: 07-13-2006 ~ 03:12pm
HEY
ARE YOU UP TO! NO REPLIES, NOTHING FOREVER!
Hi! thanks for posting on my thread!
Hi there ^^ xange..i have notice that you like Trinity Blood..
if
you want i can help..i make layouts too
so i will like to envite you to the BrokenWings-TrinityBlood
the group is active..
just look around and if you like it then JOIN
^^ click on the banner below to see the group
cya and all the best from Di
perhaps you will need a little help with your layout too..it looks kind of
hear from you soon
Ello xange what's up?
^^
Just dropping by to say hi!
Checking on my friends ^^
Well take care!
~lunagata~
First I suppose you'll say:
" What the heck is he here ,this incognito I've never heard about?"
Indeed , I chose you randomly for a precise purpose. In the following statements, please don't reject my request from you. (Of course, I am apprehensive lest you could repudiate harshly my demand.) Here is , I have just made a doujinshi and I crave for a comment as regards it in order to enhance my basic performance in drawing. Unfortunately nobody had the gut to comment.
So Thanks in advance and take only 10 seconds for me. ^_^
Sadly - sadly... WTF.... sadly.... you suck
if you want to know... then ask properly... dont you know I'm high class... O_O
damn you and your work, my work sux too... ask properly next time or I wont tell you a thing....
^_^
merged: 04-08-2006 ~ 10:32pm
please excuse my rash behavior, ive also been under a lot of stress busting my ass working. ill just fill you in on a little of what's been going on, cause you're probably under more pressure from the sound of it, so too much info will kill ya.
It's been a hectic few months, changing living places, moving around stuff, working 10 hour days, even saturdays, and trying to keep friends and relationships together. I bet you sometimes feel like breaking down with all the running around for your boss, I do anyway, but not cause of that. It's either you get along with your boss or you get out, cause we live in a state where you can get fired for NO reason.
Uhm, I haven't had much time to myself to draw, or play an instrument, or anything really. I'm thinking of just quiting and doing the things I enjoy cause all this EXTRA stress that I haven't mentioned is causing my body to fail in various ways. At least I don't have ulcers or anything too major yet, but it will breakdown eventually under too much pressures of life.
Anywayz, I hope you're doing better than last time, relax more... have more fun, life is about that stuff too.
merged: 04-28-2006 ~ 09:53am
lol, wtf... it's cool tho... i've been through that before too... if the job is stressful and they always want you to work, then they "let you go" - then the job was not worth it from the beginning... ask friends around for any type of work, it helps to get a more fun job.
The secret I find is to not care about your job, then you can enjoy it a LOT! ^_^ By not caring, I mean, not caring about getting fired, doing things out of the ordinary, being yourself. ^_^
Write more weird poetry in the meantime about your previous job ;p
Amen
hi^^
merged: 03-19-2006 ~ 02:00am
Well, any negative reactions from my co-workers get settled quickly, I take no BS from anyone anymore... lol, but it's 99% of the time friendly and nice. And by Masochism, it does not have to be physical, but mentally subversive as well.
Thanx for your input.... ^_^
Hi xange, just checking on how you're doing. I speak with the others a little more often than I hear from you. I like the pics you've placed above, you can always tell that artist by how he draws the lips. Who is it?
Hola xange!
Dropping by to say Hi!
How are you?
^_^ lol
well see you around !
Warning! You have been violated!
Your GB has been stained by the taint known as j0n0.
Please respond with uncontrolled panic attacks, extreme paranoia
which will lead to your ultimate demise
as j0n0's flithy stain further infest your life.
haha
merged: 02-24-2006 ~ 10:18am
What do you mean your the new image? You mean like a model? If so, you must be pretty hot, LOL XP.
Don't be too surprise about so many young woman. Woman typically are more interested in fashion and design. And the young ones know whats in style now better than the older ones.
Nevertheless, congragulations. You have joined the work force where you will earn, spend, and get frustrated with work. LOL.
merged: 02-25-2006 ~ 01:20pm
So
you still are hot? 
lol XP
Starbucks?! How far did that plague reached. This is company is everywhere, you could be walking in the middle of the sahara desert running out water. And what do see before you die, a starbucks with the most discruntal employees in the world trying to sell you coffee. LOL.
Nevertheless, since your enjoying your job which might give you your freedom from parental rules (e.g. you could move out), that is the only thing that matters. Me, I would of killed myself. I just couldn't work for a soul draining, mind numbing company. No offense, LOL
Thanks a lot for the comment and the fav ^__-
Long story, not really in the mood to talk about it. Plus, I should be working on my project.
hahaha... well, stop putting ideas into my oother head
merged: 02-12-2006 ~ 07:14am
uhm... that matter takes time for me to reveal... that's why its weird...
and stop messing with j0n0, some hackers are impersonating me!
but how do I prove when I am me and not me... can a universe exist and not exist at the same time?
can you feel joy and not joy at the same time? Are the neurons responsible for triggering certain feelings that have been genetically pre-programmed from your birth over countless millenia... lol
assume real (everything works out in the end)
Hey, thats my plan.
But since
it's not as easy as it might seem, why don't we join forces. Then after we
dominate the world, i'll try to kill by stabing you in the back. lol.
HELLO xange!
lol
Acabe de leer el chiste de el boricua, el italiano y el frances!
Buen chiste!
lmao
*j0n0 catchs xange xange and starts tickling her* It was funny, you will laugh, lol.
EDIT: rofl, nice post on the penis thing. I already read it somewhere before, but I wouldn't of dared post it on MT. You got balls, wait that didn't sound right. Retry, you got guts.
merged: 01-28-2006 ~ 05:30am
Thats now makes two post that were closed, what other rule are you planning to break, lol. I'm not saying you should, because I would miss u if you got kicked out. And also miss your poems, those are a pain in the ass to figure out, ant thats the way i like em
. So
don't get kicked out.