Quote by marmaladeboyfanah thx u
^-^. i would like to say i made it but i didn't haha. dianas was kind enough to
do it for me. yay. and yes i like ur page too. i like lime.... so lime green
makes me feel hungry @_@
hey threw how r u?
srry i havent been able to get online at all recently
^__^;
anway6 hows ur summer goin im at my grandmas right now (uhg-_-)
merged: 07-19-2006 ~ 06:33pm
well with me im in boston takeing fine art lessons which are not very fun at
all! oh by the way what do u do in writeing camp?
Quote by marmaladeboyfanwow ur
story is cool. does it have a title yet or r u still thinking of one? when i
thought of the feather i was thinking of an angel's wing or something lol. but
it's really intresting. i am also writing a story. ^-^
I'm so happy that you liked it! I have thought of a title, but I'm not sure if
it's a definite one yet. Everything is still kind of in the rough draft phase.
If it's alright, I'd like to read yours too sometime.
Hi, ^_^ , i just veiwed ur page and read ur post, dude , ur not the only one who
like to do that ...XD , all of my family and friends tell me that i am
lazy..........yah , well um , i was just wondering if u could be my friend ,
well talk to u later bye
Quote by marmaladeboyfanyes i
agree. evil is survival instinct but in freud's theory ur id (which represents
evil) people consider animal/survival instinct evil. so all humans r like this.
even babies and that's y i'm saying babies r born evil. as we grow we can be
influenced to be good or bad and so on.....y can i never make sense
-.-
Haha, I like the way you talk, it's really cute. I've
changed my mind about what I said in the tread. I think Humans are born with the
tendency to sin, ie. the tendency to be evil, and are not evil just because they
are born. I think that this is a better interpretation of what the Bible says. I
hope you understand what I mean. I sound very contradictory here but then again
life is full of paradoxes right?
Edits: Ok I changed my mind again haha... but I don't think my new idea of the
truth is really that much different. Humans are born evil/tendency to be evil...
that's all you need to know.
Quote by marmaladeboyfanlong time
no talk! thx u for writing in my new threads ^-^ so how has ur summer been so
far?
Actually, it's been winter here in Australia...quite windy...
nice userpage by the way...I wanna do something like that one day...as some as I
can be bothered finding out how and doing...
merged: 07-14-2006 ~ 11:32am
So I assume that you would have had school holdays recently...how was that? Do
anything ineresting?
hi, kid. you know i haven't really gotten the chance to talk to you since
summer's started. i also won't be at natasha's house tomorrow because i'm going
to the beach. marisa don't tell me that you forgot about me already! boo hoo
hoo, cry cry cry, sob sob sob, weep weep weep! anyway i guess i'll chat with you
later.
merged: 07-08-2006 ~ 08:33am
also, have you got to talk to phoenixalcott? (i don't think she would like me to
say her name) i wonder if she's okay.
in school time i feel happy most of the time and just play around and laugh with
my friends. and i push aside my sadness. and when i'm all alone....lying in
bed....staring out the window ... i start to cry and keep crying. quietly
though.... so no one could here me. and i don't know why either. it just comes
out of no where. and i try really hard to hold it back but.... i dunno it still
comes. i don't understand either myself....i have friends, my mom treats me
better, and i'm in the top class. so y do i feel so empty and lonely. i'm
starting to think it's to do with my lost love (now wishing to find someone who
will be able to make me feel like someone again). my past. my grades. my school.
the people surrounding me. hardly seeing my best friend who is like my sister
anymore. it's like... all the ones i love r drifting away from me. no more
friends i can trust....no love.....no parents..... and if my
mom.......dies.....i'll be all alone. and what will happen to me then? who will
care for me? would i have to live on the streets? by myself? go off with one of
my relatives i don't know? and then i keep remembering my past nightmares from
when i was little.......the fire......i was shot by my....... i made such a
horrible...... i chose....
(cough) i'm sorry i'm starting to think again my bad but seriously i think i cry
cuz i'm lonely and have been lonely my whole life or at least most of my life.
slowly one by one all my love ones r drifting..... i'm failing which can count
on my future.... i'm dealing with my ex..... who thinks everything is his
fault.... i have to grow up so fast...... it's not fair. but when i cry i don't
think of these things...it's after i cry when i think of these things. ahhh my
mask.....what a lie i am........
omg! wow, thats alot to thnk about. thats really sad. it sounds like a story i
wrote last yr. (i write stories). its about a girl thats confused about life.
she doesnt kno wat to do anymore. her father died wen she was little in a
horrible accident and her mother just lost it. she cudnt deal w/ it and killed
herself. the girl was left all alone. no1 knew it cause her mother was nver
identified. (wat happened was that her mother went far away and jumped off a
20-story building). so, she was living alone in her apartment. on top of that,
her boyfrnd dumped her cause he was a jerk and her best frnd moved away, outta
the country. her frnds were always w/ her, but thy werent as close cause, the
girl made them promise to not tell any1 bout her mothers death. so, thy only saw
each other in scool. but the girl had to work to earn money, so she started to
do any work like cleaning that pp wanted her to do and thy wud pay her. but
eventually, she was kicked outta the apartment and she had nowhere to go. she
started killing herself inside by telling herself she deserved this and that she
didnt deserve her frnds. she distanced herself from her frnds no mater how much
it hurt them. on top of that, she didnt let any1 get near her. she continued
doing work any where she cud find it. she was taken advantage alot and was evn
raped and barely got away from it. she ended up going to the hospital wen she
gav up on life and tried killing herself. there she was healed, but since she
cudnt pay it, she ran away. she lived on the streets. she lived alone in pain
and sadness. then 1 day, a boy found her. he was also an orphan, but the only
difference was that he had been adopted by a nice, caring family. he tried
helping her, but no mater wat he did, the girl distanced herself. he nvr gav up
and always fed her and brought her clothes and little treats like that. she
started looking forward to his visits and slowly opened up to him. evntually,
she told him evrythng he had been through. he told her about himself and thy
became very good frns. but still, no mater how much the boy askd, the girl nvr
accepted to liv w/ him. then, 1 day the girl was taking a walk wen a man stopped
her. he grabbed her and she cudnt get away no mater how much she struggled. the
boy saw wat was happening and called for help, but it was too late, the girl had
disapeared w/ the man. it turned out that man was the 1 that killed her father.
he had gone to jail cause of that and he wanted revenge. he tried killing her
but the police came just in time. she was sent to the hospital. wen she woke up,
the boys family adoted her. in the end, she found love and happiness. (of
couerse she and the boy loved eachother). she learned how to forgive and love
again. she learned how to open up to pp and trust them again. she learned a lot
about life and she grew up w/ that experience. she went bac to scool and
discovered her frnds had nvr been mad at her. after that, she nvr closed up
again. she always went to her frnds and family and of course, she found true
love, not fake love.
im sry, its just wat u said sounded alot like that, exept, thats wat u fear
might happen. can u please tell me about the ight mare u were talking about? w/
the fire and shoing and evrythng? its ok if u dont wanna tell, but id rlly like
it if u did.
merged: 07-06-2006 ~ 10:25am
cool! u must draw alot then, right? if u do, then y is it that u dont hav a
gallery?
even though u wouldn't agree. we were able to allow people to join our sides and
for natasha's quizes and stuff kyo won. kyo has been winning. so mainly i prove
kyo was cool
merged: 06-24-2006 ~ 03:07am
nooooooooo why does it always do this to meeeeeeeeee (kicks pc) just let me use
at least one of my freakin avatars god dammit! (kicks harder) rargh!
hey marisa, you did not win the last arguement. i proved Yuki wasn't a jerk and
you supposely proved Kyo wasn't one either. even though i still hate Kyo and
think he's a jerk.
i know that. i know all of that. that's y i'm trying to help natasha. and
protect natasha. be there for natasha more. and i didn't complain to only u. i
complained to me and salma too.
y r u talking about me!?this is suposed to be fun! and interesting! its not
suposed to be about me!? wat has hapeneds w/ the world!? the world ive known has
gone mad! nnnnnnooooooooo!
-ps. fran answered u on her pg...
merged: 06-21-2006 ~ 07:16am
hihi! fran called me adorable!
merged: 06-21-2006 ~ 07:16am
(she called wat i said adorable)
Thanks for the Compliment! I really Appreciated it. so what's new?
merged: 07-21-2006 ~ 11:49pm
Hm.. I'm doing fine. Just signed up for DA and its an awesome place. Thanks for asking BTW!
tee hee ^-^ ...lime...
hey threw how r u?
srry i havent been able to get online at all recently
^__^;
anway6 hows ur summer goin im at my grandmas right now (uhg-_-)
merged: 07-19-2006 ~ 06:33pm
well with me im in boston takeing fine art lessons which are not very fun at all! oh by the way what do u do in writeing camp?
I'm so happy that you liked it! I have thought of a title, but I'm not sure if it's a definite one yet. Everything is still kind of in the rough draft phase. If it's alright, I'd like to read yours too sometime.
Hi, ^_^ , i just veiwed ur page and read ur post, dude , ur not the only one who like to do that ...XD , all of my family and friends tell me that i am lazy..........yah , well um , i was just wondering if u could be my friend , well talk to u later bye
Hiya! Thanks for participating in my thread 'Black hair, blondes, brunettes and redheads'
Have a nice day 
xxx Cya
Haha, I like the way you talk, it's really cute.
I've
changed my mind about what I said in the tread. I think Humans are born with the
tendency to sin, ie. the tendency to be evil, and are not evil just because they
are born. I think that this is a better interpretation of what the Bible says. I
hope you understand what I mean. I sound very contradictory here but then again
life is full of paradoxes right?
Edits: Ok I changed my mind again haha... but I don't think my new idea of the truth is really that much different. Humans are born evil/tendency to be evil... that's all you need to know.
Actually, it's been winter here in Australia...quite windy...
nice userpage by the way...I wanna do something like that one day...as some as I can be bothered finding out how and doing...
merged: 07-14-2006 ~ 11:32am
So I assume that you would have had school holdays recently...how was that? Do anything ineresting?
hi, kid. you know i haven't really gotten the chance to talk to you since summer's started. i also won't be at natasha's house tomorrow because i'm going to the beach. marisa don't tell me that you forgot about me already! boo hoo hoo, cry cry cry, sob sob sob, weep weep weep! anyway i guess i'll chat with you later.
merged: 07-08-2006 ~ 08:33am
also, have you got to talk to phoenixalcott? (i don't think she would like me to say her name) i wonder if she's okay.
Wow this site is so awesome!
if you have time could you please tell me have you have put those audio and video on your site?
omg! wow, thats alot to thnk about. thats really sad. it sounds like a story i wrote last yr. (i write stories). its about a girl thats confused about life. she doesnt kno wat to do anymore. her father died wen she was little in a horrible accident and her mother just lost it. she cudnt deal w/ it and killed herself. the girl was left all alone. no1 knew it cause her mother was nver identified. (wat happened was that her mother went far away and jumped off a 20-story building). so, she was living alone in her apartment. on top of that, her boyfrnd dumped her cause he was a jerk and her best frnd moved away, outta the country. her frnds were always w/ her, but thy werent as close cause, the girl made them promise to not tell any1 bout her mothers death. so, thy only saw each other in scool. but the girl had to work to earn money, so she started to do any work like cleaning that pp wanted her to do and thy wud pay her. but eventually, she was kicked outta the apartment and she had nowhere to go. she started killing herself inside by telling herself she deserved this and that she didnt deserve her frnds. she distanced herself from her frnds no mater how much it hurt them. on top of that, she didnt let any1 get near her. she continued doing work any where she cud find it. she was taken advantage alot and was evn raped and barely got away from it. she ended up going to the hospital wen she gav up on life and tried killing herself. there she was healed, but since she cudnt pay it, she ran away. she lived on the streets. she lived alone in pain and sadness. then 1 day, a boy found her. he was also an orphan, but the only difference was that he had been adopted by a nice, caring family. he tried helping her, but no mater wat he did, the girl distanced herself. he nvr gav up and always fed her and brought her clothes and little treats like that. she started looking forward to his visits and slowly opened up to him. evntually, she told him evrythng he had been through. he told her about himself and thy became very good frns. but still, no mater how much the boy askd, the girl nvr accepted to liv w/ him. then, 1 day the girl was taking a walk wen a man stopped her. he grabbed her and she cudnt get away no mater how much she struggled. the boy saw wat was happening and called for help, but it was too late, the girl had disapeared w/ the man. it turned out that man was the 1 that killed her father. he had gone to jail cause of that and he wanted revenge. he tried killing her but the police came just in time. she was sent to the hospital. wen she woke up, the boys family adoted her. in the end, she found love and happiness. (of couerse she and the boy loved eachother). she learned how to forgive and love again. she learned how to open up to pp and trust them again. she learned a lot about life and she grew up w/ that experience. she went bac to scool and discovered her frnds had nvr been mad at her. after that, she nvr closed up again. she always went to her frnds and family and of course, she found true love, not fake love.
im sry, its just wat u said sounded alot like that, exept, thats wat u fear might happen. can u please tell me about the ight mare u were talking about? w/ the fire and shoing and evrythng? its ok if u dont wanna tell, but id rlly like it if u did.
merged: 07-06-2006 ~ 10:25am
cool! u must draw alot then, right? if u do, then y is it that u dont hav a gallery?
hey chicka whats new? happy 4th of july
hey! nice layout! i like the colour and style ^-^
lol don't worry the threads will move around so that people can answer them
wow! already my threads dont all fit onto my pg...thats a bit scary cause...i did most of those threads today.
huh? ok then ^-^
hi!ur threads r really good! i was wondering, cud u please tell me how to put videos on my pg?
merged: 06-29-2006 ~ 06:29am
actually, forget it. its ok. i figured it out. thanks anyway!
oh hi i'm fixing up pics tee hee hee =]
merged: 06-28-2006 ~ 05:27am
yes i got an avatar!
ello, me bored...
thank u for being my frnd! thank u thatnk u thanku ! anyway, thx for offering, but its ok, i dojt need any help...
even though u wouldn't agree. we were able to allow people to join our sides and for natasha's quizes and stuff kyo won. kyo has been winning. so mainly i prove kyo was cool
merged: 06-24-2006 ~ 03:07am
nooooooooo why does it always do this to meeeeeeeeee (kicks pc) just let me use at least one of my freakin avatars god dammit! (kicks harder) rargh!
hey marisa, you did not win the last arguement. i proved Yuki wasn't a jerk and you supposely proved Kyo wasn't one either. even though i still hate Kyo and think he's a jerk.
i know that. i know all of that. that's y i'm trying to help natasha. and protect natasha. be there for natasha more. and i didn't complain to only u. i complained to me and salma too.
y r u talking about me!?this is suposed to be fun! and interesting! its not suposed to be about me!? wat has hapeneds w/ the world!? the world ive known has gone mad! nnnnnnooooooooo!
-ps. fran answered u on her pg...
merged: 06-21-2006 ~ 07:16am
hihi! fran called me adorable!
merged: 06-21-2006 ~ 07:16am
(she called wat i said adorable)