Quote by kawaiikiyomihi long time no
see ^^
well of course we get rejected or fail all the time...its just a matter of how
important it is to our life..
as for me, no i havent experienced any rejection or failure that is a big matter
in my life..not yet..maybe in the future..we never know...
i guess if i did fail, ill just work harder to achieve what i want or just get
over it cuz whats done is done...
waii... thanks for replying in my thread about rejection/ failure... ^_^ (huggin
kawaiikiyomi) and you really give me an inspiration... (about " what's done
is done... and all we can do is work harder") thanks! ^_^ it really help
(though i don't have any problem at all now, maybe a solution for future
problems...)
Hey! it's me DarkSavior ^^, sorry about not replying sooner but something is
wrong with my account and I had to create a new one... Kenada (my nick name) If
you don't believe the person that I am just ask me anything Lara... Well, I
would get a Laptop if I were you because like you said... no one will bother you
as much but I still think your brother would ask to use it now then... well... I
got to tell what's going on to my other friends so talk to you later *hugs* hope
you have a great day as always ^_^
merged: 01-17-2006 ~ 10:34am
Hey again ^^ to be exact... I can't get in my account... everytime I log in...
there's a data base error. Weird...? I'm hpoing they fix it soon because I want
my old account back... anyway, works been busy... I'm been sick but just gotten
better and Kevin... well, he lives with me still but I believe he really miss
his mother which at the moment has lots of issues... she almost killed her self
the other day. On her birthday to be exact... which brings more crazyness in my
so call life. Thanks for replying to me so soon... ^_^ *hugs* I'll tell the Mods
or someone that can help me tomorrow or something because I'm busy today... I
just hope I'm not ban on the other account or something because if I was? I
might get ban again after telling them who I am
so... wish me luck when I tell them tomorrow...
merged: 02-01-2006 ~ 01:46am
Hey! sorry for not replying sooner but I won't be on MT any more... My old
account isn't fix yet so I decided not to look back any more and just moved
forward. If you want to keep in touch? Make an account at MY Space and do a
search on DarkSavior (no space) or just PM me for my email and I'll give it to
you. But if this is the last time we talk? I hope you have a great life and that
you wll find that true love one day that you said you will not going to fall for
"lol" I know your still young but time is never standing still. I will
miss hearing as always *hugs good-bye* I hope you keep in touch...
Hey there! ^_^ Please try to be active at my group, Smarty-Pants! Nobody is
really active right now, so I need all the members to help out and be active!
Hey Lara! Just want to tell you I won't be on around very much seeing that I'm
busy with life and everything. If you want to know what's up sometimes? check My
space because I'll be on that more talking to my family and friends... MT
seems to be going down hill for me and everyone seem to be busy with their lives
as well... I'll still check on MT now and then and say hey to you as well...
well, take care and I'll see you around sometimes...
merged: 01-10-2006 ~ 05:38am
Hey! Don't feel as though I'm never going to talk to you no more... I'll be
around ^^ just not as much... I still and will as enjoy hearing you know. So if
you want to up date me about what's going with your life or any question about
what should you do if something happen... I'm will always give you my best
advice to help you out. As I know you would do the same for me. I'm at work now
(I'm always at work "lol) but when I have time and I'm less stress... I'll
spam you again as I would normaly "lol" Take care of your self ok? and
I'll talk to you when ever you feel like talking *hugs* till then...
Hey Lara! I been busy as well and won't be on MT as much... the reason : I have
my son now because something happen to his mother that she can no longer take
care of him. I think it's better off if she has him because atlease then... we
both can see him. Now... he miss his mother and I don't know when or if she will
be able to see him as often as I did. Thanks for the late B day and Christmas
wishes... I know it's better late then never and I alreayd assume that you were
busy with something alreayd because it's not like you... anyway, I hope you have
a great day and weekend as well... *hugs* thanks for stopping by ^^
merged: 12-31-2005 ~ 04:18am
Sorry for the double post
Hey Lara! I'm just here to wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year...
Not sure if I'll see you by then so I just thought I'll say it now... Well, Take
care *hugs* Hope you got alot of presents
Hey Lara ^^, How was your weekend? Mine was Ok... pretty much sleep all day on
Sunday beside waking up to feed Kevin now and then... I felt ill... Damn! I
worte alot on your guest last time "lol" I didn't even realize it...
I'm just stopping by to say hey that's all... it's Monday and I'm pretty tire
and everything... About the cooking... you'll get better soon enough seeing that
you are still young... I do want people to come over my B day but I'm guessing
everyone will be busy seeing that I'm doing it on Christmas eve... about my
ex... the thing is... she doesn't even want to cook for me she
was pretty much on the computer all day and didn't really do anything beside
watch Kevin... Well, I guess watching Kevin sometime is alot of work... it's
neice to know you're not getting those morning sickness anymore ^^' I was going
to say go see a doctor if it keeps up... Well, hope you have a great day and i
guess I'll hear from you later too ^_^ Oh! and I wrote a new poem if you want to
know... *hugs* talk to you later then... and the girl looks nice on top of your
guest book just wanted you to know...
Hey Lara ^^ how's you're weekend? Mine was ok... just did a few christmas
shopping for the kids... Just a thought though... Why don't you put up your
picture so I can add you to my hotlists ^^ Thnaks for replying to my poem thread
and don't worry about saying whatever in my guest book too much I told you. I
like hearing from you more then caring about what you're saying that might
offend me. Because I don't get offended that easily. Anyway, I hope you have a
great day as always... anything new? I'm busy here so I have to keep it short
plus I need to reply to my poem thread to thank everyone plus add a new poem...
So I'll talk to you later then...
merged: 12-07-2005 ~ 12:26pm
Hey Lara ^^, nice of you to stop by ^^ I miss seeing you in my guest just
talking about what ever... Don't worry too much about the Hotlists thing... I
just didn't want you to feel left out because I think you are the few people I
always talk too as well... If one day you decide to place you picture up? I'll
ask 1st if it's ok with you that I can add you to my Hotlists ^^ You seems to be
focusing on school alot little girl "lol" That's good though... I
wouldn't want you to grow up dumb or anythiong "lol" J/k Ok? You seems
pretty bright for some one your age... Anyway, works been busy so I try to make
up for lost time during the night... which leads me more of a lack of sleep... I
been sleeping at 3 or 4am lately. And been coming to work late... I suck I know
but I don't want to go too long without replying to my friends and I do consider
you and the people I talk to friends... I'm alone at home too, so sometime it
feels like you're more real then some of the people I know which is kind of
weird "lol" I'm weird I know... well... you're young and I'm guessing
you don't even know what I'm talking about as
always... it was nice hearing from you... *hugs* I'm not going to stop writing
poems but I'll take a break for now... Thanks also for making me feel good about
my poems ^^
merged: 12-09-2005 ~ 05:52am
Hey just want you to know how I feel at the moment within my poems... I wasn't
in a good mood today so I wrote this... "DarkSavior"
merged: 12-13-2005 ~ 03:46am
Hey lara ^^ what's going on? I feel like I'm the only one that write to you ^_^
I don't mind but you'll be getting alot of merged from me and no notifications
that I write to you... How's your day? Mine is Ok just busy doing work for a
change "lol" and you don't need to say sorry for not replying sooner
because at lease you reply back ^^, thanks for the kind comments you made about
my poems... I also wrote another one called "Forgiveness"
if you want to know ^^ anyway, work summons so I have to keep it short... beside
that... I also want to say thanks for not thinking I'm weird or better yet...
understanding... *hugs* as always I hope you have great day... Talk to you later
^^
merged: 12-14-2005 ~ 03:09am
Hey Lara ^^ cool GB page but I can't even read what I wrote last "lol"
only when I high light it... well I don't want to bother you all the time but I
just want to say thanks for the comment you made and to let you know... I wrote
another poem dedicated to my friends on MT called "MT
Friends" I know the title is weird "lol" but thanks again...
I hope you're not sick of all my post in your GB yet... but I do hope to hear
from you as always...
merged: 12-15-2005 ~ 04:27am
Hey again ^^, Just to let you know... I feel like I'm bothering you when I see
that I was the last person that post in your guest and you get so much merged
from me... and as you can see... every time I post in your guest book... I see
at lease one or 2 merged occuring... and it occur so much that every time
someone post on your guestbook... you see my post afterward with atlease one or
2 merges... so that explain why I feel that way... plus if you don't reply to me
right away I realize you are busy and don't want to bug you as much just to talk
about something that's not really that important which is kind of consider
spam... Anyway, thanks for replying to my thread and no I'm not sick of you
replying to it seeing that I don't get as much ineterest in my poem now... I'll
take a break from it... I won't stop but just have sometime a way for now... You
know... from what you told me about throwing up... I would think you're
pregnant... but you don't even have a boyfriend so I doubt that's the case...
but if you don't feel well? you should go check with a doctor or something...
Maybe you ate something wrong or lack of sleep and food makes me throw up as
well... I been not eating lunch lately just to try to lose some weight... I use
to be skinnier that's why and I been call fat way too much by my sister and some
of my cousin's... So you're working on the Holidays? I remember I was just
enjoying mine when I was your age and just having fun with life without a
care... What are you doing for Christmas anyway? I'm throwing a party for my
birthday/christmas on the 24th... I'm getting a turkey and cooking it as well
around 3 or 4am that morning so I have time to do everything else during the
day... weird though... I not even sure if anyone is coming seeing that it's
Christmas eve... but I know atlease my parents are coming and maybe one or 2 of
my friends and cousin's... I hope ^^' enough about me and my so call life... I
hope you have a great day and maybe I'll hear from you later? *hugs* thanks for
always being so nice... talk to you later...
merged: 12-17-2005 ~ 11:22am
Damn! Here I go again "lol" Sorry for not replying seing that I was
tire yesterday and all... I wasn't on during work today because I was sick and
left early but I wanted to stop by to wish that you have a great weekend ^^ ...
anyway, so if it isn't throwing up? What the hell is it "lol" you
confuse sometimes... but I guess I get confuse easy anyway... Oh and my birthday
is on the 20th of December... I only do it this up comming weekend because I
will most likely be alond on my birthday... about the comment that your brother
not getting fat... give it sometimes because I always thought the same about
myself... though I don't consider my self fat... other that see me said that I
grew a belly and that I used to have a 6 pack and now I have a Kag
"lol" and beer joke... I don't really know how to cook but I do my
best to fake it and it always turn out good 90% of the time ^^' I like chicken
better too but Turkey is so much bigger and seeing that I will have a few people
coming by... I think it's the best way to go... I used to never cook as well
when i was still with my ex (Kevin's mother) because she always cook for me...
well most of the time... She doesn't even work but she makes a big deal cooking
for sometimes... I don't know... anyway, I'll let you go for now but do me a
favor...? can you post in your own guest book just so I won't see all this
merged "lol looks sad that I spam you so much... well, *hugs* thanks for
stopping by as always and I guess I'll talk to you later...
Quote by kawaiikiyomiseriously! your
like a professional in this.....very very good job!
here's just between you and me...
the proportions on the dragon girl was actually wrong... the body was supposed
to look 'pudgier' and thrusted to the right, that makes the bosom, in a bad
angle.. ...the whole picture suffered because i was too busy drawing
the torso. so there - being analytical is key, too.
i will reply to your pm in a short while! thank you very much for the wonderful
comments..! i'm very glad you liked them!
ja ne!
hehe i just said her that i wnted to play a game... :p
and im not active here anymore just replying to pms and journals
your not much on msn anymore ._.
meh~~
konnichiwa, kawaiikiyomi-san!
thanks so much for the fave and comments made on dec05refbin2.
Quote by kawaiikiyomiyou seriously
are good at drawing and shading...
uhmm can i just ask what mediums you used?
hmm.. i use a mechanical pencil - i prefer that greatly than an ordinary pencil
as it doesn't need adjusting:) 2b lead...
faber-castlell or dong-a... the latter i believe to be better as it has softer
contact with the paper... as to the paper.... i prefer a rough/textured/thick
paper to the smooth type... as you can really see how the lead would make a
dramatic effect on the rough one.... and then plastic erasers... this is useful too for shading effects although
i use it minimally...
Hi dear, how are you? hope you come online soon!
Thanks sa reply mo sa thread o...
musta na life dyan sa inyo?
salamat! >3
I wonna say
I am glad to know that you like my work.
Sry for the late re. but my modem brokedown in a thunderstorm last week. I'm fine, thx for asking.
It is me again!^^
Another thanks for you for your comment on my thread abou Seppuku!
See ya!
Haloo, how r u? btw, Nice bg.
Maido!^^ Just wanna say thanks for your reply on my thread! Have a great day!^^
merged: 02-15-2006 ~ 04:30am
Chiwa!^^ Thanks again for your comment on my thread! Hope you are doing well!^^
waii... thanks for replying in my thread about rejection/ failure... ^_^ (huggin kawaiikiyomi) and you really give me an inspiration... (about " what's done is done... and all we can do is work harder") thanks! ^_^ it really help (though i don't have any problem at all now, maybe a solution for future problems...)
Hey! it's me DarkSavior ^^, sorry about not replying sooner but something is wrong with my account and I had to create a new one... Kenada (my nick name) If you don't believe the person that I am just ask me anything Lara... Well, I would get a Laptop if I were you because like you said... no one will bother you as much but I still think your brother would ask to use it now then... well... I got to tell what's going on to my other friends so talk to you later *hugs* hope you have a great day as always ^_^
merged: 01-17-2006 ~ 10:34am
so... wish me luck when I tell them tomorrow...
Hey again ^^ to be exact... I can't get in my account... everytime I log in... there's a data base error. Weird...? I'm hpoing they fix it soon because I want my old account back... anyway, works been busy... I'm been sick but just gotten better and Kevin... well, he lives with me still but I believe he really miss his mother which at the moment has lots of issues... she almost killed her self the other day. On her birthday to be exact... which brings more crazyness in my so call life. Thanks for replying to me so soon... ^_^ *hugs* I'll tell the Mods or someone that can help me tomorrow or something because I'm busy today... I just hope I'm not ban on the other account or something because if I was? I might get ban again after telling them who I am
merged: 02-01-2006 ~ 01:46am
Hey! sorry for not replying sooner but I won't be on MT any more... My old account isn't fix yet so I decided not to look back any more and just moved forward. If you want to keep in touch? Make an account at MY Space and do a search on DarkSavior (no space) or just PM me for my email and I'll give it to you. But if this is the last time we talk? I hope you have a great life and that you wll find that true love one day that you said you will not going to fall for "lol" I know your still young but time is never standing still. I will miss hearing as always *hugs good-bye* I hope you keep in touch...
Hey there! ^_^ Please try to be active at my group, Smarty-Pants! Nobody is really active right now, so I need all the members to help out and be active!
Hey there, ikts bon a while ^_^ Wrote a lil something to ya. Catch ya then okay?
Hey Lara! Just want to tell you I won't be on around very much seeing that I'm busy with life and everything. If you want to know what's up sometimes? check My space because I'll be on that more talking to my family and friends... MT seems to be going down hill for me and everyone seem to be busy with their lives as well... I'll still check on MT now and then and say hey to you as well... well, take care and I'll see you around sometimes...
merged: 01-10-2006 ~ 05:38am
Hey! Don't feel as though I'm never going to talk to you no more... I'll be around ^^ just not as much... I still and will as enjoy hearing you know. So if you want to up date me about what's going with your life or any question about what should you do if something happen... I'm will always give you my best advice to help you out. As I know you would do the same for me. I'm at work now (I'm always at work "lol) but when I have time and I'm less stress... I'll spam you again as I would normaly "lol" Take care of your self ok? and I'll talk to you when ever you feel like talking *hugs* till then...
OH YEAH! In around 30/20 mins it'll be New Year in Australia. Thanks for being a friend to me Kawaiikiyomi ^^.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Hey Lara! I been busy as well and won't be on MT as much... the reason : I have my son now because something happen to his mother that she can no longer take care of him. I think it's better off if she has him because atlease then... we both can see him. Now... he miss his mother and I don't know when or if she will be able to see him as often as I did. Thanks for the late B day and Christmas wishes... I know it's better late then never and I alreayd assume that you were busy with something alreayd because it's not like you... anyway, I hope you have a great day and weekend as well... *hugs* thanks for stopping by ^^
merged: 12-31-2005 ~ 04:18am
Sorry for the double post
Hello
I just
passed by to wish you a merry X-mas!
Hey Lara! I'm just here to wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year... Not sure if I'll see you by then so I just thought I'll say it now... Well, Take care *hugs* Hope you got alot of presents
Thanks for participating in my thread! ^__^
Hey Lara ^^, How was your weekend? Mine was Ok... pretty much sleep all day on Sunday beside waking up to feed Kevin now and then... I felt ill... Damn! I worte alot on your guest last time "lol" I didn't even realize it... I'm just stopping by to say hey that's all... it's Monday and I'm pretty tire and everything... About the cooking... you'll get better soon enough seeing that you are still young... I do want people to come over my B day but I'm guessing everyone will be busy seeing that I'm doing it on Christmas eve... about my ex... the thing is... she doesn't even want to cook for me
she
was pretty much on the computer all day and didn't really do anything beside
watch Kevin... Well, I guess watching Kevin sometime is alot of work... it's
neice to know you're not getting those morning sickness anymore ^^' I was going
to say go see a doctor if it keeps up... Well, hope you have a great day and i
guess I'll hear from you later too ^_^ Oh! and I wrote a new poem if you want to
know... *hugs* talk to you later then... and the girl looks nice on top of your
guest book 
just wanted you to know...
Thanks for the fave on my 'Blessing from Above' wallie! Glad you liked it! -gives you a cookie- :3
Hey Lara ^^ how's you're weekend? Mine was ok... just did a few christmas shopping for the kids... Just a thought though... Why don't you put up your picture so I can add you to my hotlists ^^ Thnaks for replying to my poem thread and don't worry about saying whatever in my guest book too much I told you. I like hearing from you more then caring about what you're saying that might offend me. Because I don't get offended that easily. Anyway, I hope you have a great day as always... anything new? I'm busy here so I have to keep it short plus I need to reply to my poem thread to thank everyone plus add a new poem... So I'll talk to you later then...
merged: 12-07-2005 ~ 12:26pm
as
always... it was nice hearing from you... *hugs* I'm not going to stop writing
poems but I'll take a break for now... Thanks also for making me feel good about
my poems ^^
Hey Lara ^^, nice of you to stop by ^^ I miss seeing you in my guest just talking about what ever... Don't worry too much about the Hotlists thing... I just didn't want you to feel left out because I think you are the few people I always talk too as well... If one day you decide to place you picture up? I'll ask 1st if it's ok with you that I can add you to my Hotlists ^^ You seems to be focusing on school alot little girl "lol" That's good though... I wouldn't want you to grow up dumb or anythiong "lol" J/k Ok? You seems pretty bright for some one your age... Anyway, works been busy so I try to make up for lost time during the night... which leads me more of a lack of sleep... I been sleeping at 3 or 4am lately. And been coming to work late... I suck I know but I don't want to go too long without replying to my friends and I do consider you and the people I talk to friends... I'm alone at home too, so sometime it feels like you're more real then some of the people I know which is kind of weird "lol" I'm weird I know... well... you're young and I'm guessing you don't even know what I'm talking about
merged: 12-09-2005 ~ 05:52am
Hey just want you to know how I feel at the moment within my poems... I wasn't in a good mood today so I wrote this... "DarkSavior"
merged: 12-13-2005 ~ 03:46am
Hey lara ^^ what's going on? I feel like I'm the only one that write to you ^_^ I don't mind but you'll be getting alot of merged from me and no notifications that I write to you... How's your day? Mine is Ok just busy doing work for a change "lol" and you don't need to say sorry for not replying sooner because at lease you reply back ^^, thanks for the kind comments you made about my poems... I also wrote another one called "Forgiveness" if you want to know ^^ anyway, work summons so I have to keep it short... beside that... I also want to say thanks for not thinking I'm weird or better yet... understanding... *hugs* as always I hope you have great day... Talk to you later ^^
merged: 12-14-2005 ~ 03:09am
Hey Lara ^^ cool GB page but I can't even read what I wrote last "lol" only when I high light it... well I don't want to bother you all the time but I just want to say thanks for the comment you made and to let you know... I wrote another poem dedicated to my friends on MT called "MT Friends" I know the title is weird "lol" but thanks again... I hope you're not sick of all my post in your GB yet... but I do hope to hear from you as always...
merged: 12-15-2005 ~ 04:27am
Hey again ^^, Just to let you know... I feel like I'm bothering you when I see that I was the last person that post in your guest and you get so much merged from me... and as you can see... every time I post in your guest book... I see at lease one or 2 merged occuring... and it occur so much that every time someone post on your guestbook... you see my post afterward with atlease one or 2 merges... so that explain why I feel that way... plus if you don't reply to me right away I realize you are busy and don't want to bug you as much just to talk about something that's not really that important which is kind of consider spam... Anyway, thanks for replying to my thread and no I'm not sick of you replying to it seeing that I don't get as much ineterest in my poem now... I'll take a break from it... I won't stop but just have sometime a way for now... You know... from what you told me about throwing up... I would think you're pregnant... but you don't even have a boyfriend so I doubt that's the case... but if you don't feel well? you should go check with a doctor or something... Maybe you ate something wrong or lack of sleep and food makes me throw up as well... I been not eating lunch lately just to try to lose some weight... I use to be skinnier that's why and I been call fat way too much by my sister and some of my cousin's... So you're working on the Holidays? I remember I was just enjoying mine when I was your age and just having fun with life without a care... What are you doing for Christmas anyway? I'm throwing a party for my birthday/christmas on the 24th... I'm getting a turkey and cooking it as well around 3 or 4am that morning so I have time to do everything else during the day... weird though... I not even sure if anyone is coming seeing that it's Christmas eve... but I know atlease my parents are coming and maybe one or 2 of my friends and cousin's... I hope ^^' enough about me and my so call life... I hope you have a great day and maybe I'll hear from you later? *hugs* thanks for always being so nice... talk to you later...
merged: 12-17-2005 ~ 11:22am
Damn! Here I go again "lol" Sorry for not replying seing that I was tire yesterday and all... I wasn't on during work today because I was sick and left early but I wanted to stop by to wish that you have a great weekend ^^ ... anyway, so if it isn't throwing up? What the hell is it "lol" you confuse sometimes... but I guess I get confuse easy anyway... Oh and my birthday is on the 20th of December... I only do it this up comming weekend because I will most likely be alond on my birthday... about the comment that your brother not getting fat... give it sometimes because I always thought the same about myself... though I don't consider my self fat... other that see me said that I grew a belly and that I used to have a 6 pack and now I have a Kag "lol" and beer joke... I don't really know how to cook but I do my best to fake it and it always turn out good 90% of the time ^^' I like chicken better too but Turkey is so much bigger and seeing that I will have a few people coming by... I think it's the best way to go... I used to never cook as well when i was still with my ex (Kevin's mother) because she always cook for me... well most of the time... She doesn't even work but she makes a big deal cooking for sometimes... I don't know... anyway, I'll let you go for now but do me a favor...? can you post in your own guest book just so I won't see all this merged "lol looks sad that I spam you so much... well, *hugs* thanks for stopping by as always and I guess I'll talk to you later...
hey! sup!
here's just between you and me...
the proportions on the dragon girl was actually wrong... the body was supposed to look 'pudgier' and thrusted to the right, that makes the bosom, in a bad angle..
i will reply to your pm in a short while! thank you very much for the wonderful comments..! i'm very glad you liked them!
ja ne!
hehe i just said her that i wnted to play a game... :p
and im not active here anymore just replying to pms and journals
your not much on msn anymore ._.
meh~~
:D byes :p
konnichiwa, kawaiikiyomi-san!
thanks so much for the fave and comments made on dec05refbin2.
hmm.. i use a mechanical pencil - i prefer that greatly than an ordinary pencil as it doesn't need adjusting:) 2b lead... faber-castlell or dong-a... the latter i believe to be better as it has softer contact with the paper... as to the paper.... i prefer a rough/textured/thick paper to the smooth type... as you can really see how the lead would make a dramatic effect on the rough one.... and then plastic erasers... this is useful too for shading effects although i use it minimally...
cheers! -pm me anytime if you need anything else.
-chisai.
ps.. hey you're pinoy, too!