Quote by CelessaSmacks herself with her big white umbrella** Now that you mentioned about that, I did recall you saying those words before in your initial post. Guess I wrote the dirty work for you, then. Oi vey! **Chugs more root beer before smacking face first onto her textbook**

lol well thats a rather violent reaction and whats your root beer + textbook gotta do with the act of torturing yourself?

Interesting points perhaps MT two was better.

hello

Hi I'm greateful to meet you. Your usepage is excellent the best I have seen so far (the colours blend so well). The music playing is so touching, please who is the artist?

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Lol! Thank for the artist. Actually I have meen in MT only in the thrid version, but I have heard people suggesting that MT two was a lot better. I wonder how?

Ah! Our darling princess has returned. What brings you to grace us with your lovely pressence this time? It's be ages since you were here last, let alone online (as far as I know you have not been online).

hihi celessa ^^

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**Decides to drop a bunch of cookies and notices nobody paid attention to Amy for weeks**

What? Why isn't anyone feeding you any sweets? How rude! They must be bad people, very bad! **Smacks them with a fly swatter, cooking pans, and lights them on fire** Don't they even take care and even try to spoil you for once? Oi vey! **Looks around and shakes her head in shame**

ooOoOoo cookies *munchies* i'm going to get chubby ....lol
hehe well i've been quite unactive ^^''' the game era has died to me xD...and walling just takes up time o.o...
ic you still have your pans around handy xD

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Oh wellies, all I came here to say is that I missed you so much! And it was wonderful to chat to you again, regardless of erm... you know who, that probably would be sneaking around, looking for answers as to what we were able to discuss online. **Giggles** Yep, you probably know what I meant there, Miss Amy. lol - Just kidding, you know we weren't bad. Baddies deserve to be punished, but we aren't like that. ^_^ We're goodies! We deserve to be spoiled with goodies, even more. Mwahaha!

LoL..actually i didn't think anyone still went on my page xD
wheeeee~ goodies x3...yupyup...gooodiesss like pocky xD strawberrie*__* chocolate *__* nutty goodness xD

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Anyways, I decided to add you to my friendlist and I didn't realize you had me as a friend, perhaps too long ago - which I must say, I'm fairly shocked and definitely honored to be a part of, but regardless of whether I was on your list or not, nevertheless, I still had a wonderful time chatting with you, considering the lack of Internet I had back in the past [ewithout being able to contact or reach so many people from even beyond halfway across the world, at all]. Alas, I hope I'll see you soon, and remember - do behave yourself. Ta-ta! **Waves and disappears**

P.S. By the way, I stashed almost a month's worth of yummy treats for you whenever you do feel like eating, of course. Just make sure nobody takes them. lol

i'm really honored to be a part of yours too =3
i switched when i found out how to do it xD....cant' remember when...
it was fun =3 taking with you again..aiiieaaaa to time differences><...and i don't really know how you're doing now besides getting your net back^^''... i hope you're doing well ~!
don't i always behave xD...
w00t~ not only chubby but more xDehwell s'all good and yumminess x3...lol...no one shall dare take them xD *sets up security system*
todallooo~ till next time we get to chat

whaaaa you still have great music as always =3
*sticks around to listen for awhile ~^^~*

Quote by Celessa **Walks gently past the drifting sakura leaves before gracefully taking off her silky red hood, then as a sign of attentive respect, humbly bows towards the elegant and all-so divine Devilet**

Ahh - Greetings, Miss Devilet. **Pulls out a scroll and unravels it in front of her** No need to speak here.

As a sign of proclamation, I hereby grant Miss Devilet a severe apology note for not being able to accompany her, or even been able to effectively inform her of my prolonged, immediate absence, since my last and latest arrival several months ago, here on MT. I know that even though I was not able to have been around quite regularly like I used to do quite so often back in the past, due to the rather unfortunate and unconditional circumstances that placed me in a rather tightened situation from time to time - especially when almost all my connections, and all my memories had evidently seemed lost so many ages ago, along with the multiple mirrors I held barely, with my very own two hands, beginning to shatter ever so crisply and clearly... grasping the pain that somewhat remained evidently behind for me for oh too long; nowadays, for some apparent, yet unexplainable and mysterious reason, ever since day one, I still haven't forgotten this one person whom I had many great chats with along this memorable journey of mine, and had the custom joy and pleasure to be around with, even while the going gets tough. Yes, this is why I came to see you, just to see how you were doing, of course. **Tips her hat** Never thought I would forget to return a nice present just for you as well, would I? Well - don't worry, it hasn't been forgotten. Alas, in any case, it is good to see you once again, nevertheless.

o____o Only Celessa could make sakura appear in Devilet's page ..

No no, Celessa. It's quite alright for the absence .. I mean, it's how life is, we all have our ups and downs. I understood you were most likely a very busy bee, yuppers! I'm sorry to hear for your losses ... I've had similar experiences in the past. You can't possibly stay in contact with some people forever, even though you really miss them, there's no way to talk to them anymore, because you don't know where to start. And you wonder if they forgot about you, but with everyday life you meet more people, that sort of replace those voids. Losses start to fade in the midst happiness. I know you were away from MT for the longest time, I was sure you'd come to visit again someday, because that's how you are, always come back to pay your respects again. Although, I know one day you won't come back or this site will be gone, lol. But that's alright, I was away from MT for a few months too, I know how it is. --Pats Celessa-- Awwwww, what is it you left this time?

Quote by CelessaWithout further adieu - and with this very deed that I am holding in my hands, I pronounce that Miss Devilet be returned all her precious belongings that were left from Celessa's very own house **Watches as dump trucks bring back piles amd piles of Pocky boxes Devilet handed her from long ago** and of course, a four-person ticket trip, all-paid exclusive vacation to - guess what? Disneyland! Erm, wait. **Turns the scroll around, scribbles on it and nods in approval** Sorry, make that dnalyensiD. Well, whatever place that may be, I hope you'll happily accept the offer.

Wait, there's more writing I've never seen before... how odd?

A lemon juice squeezer?
A 52' Sony flat screen high definition TV?
Two dozen cases of root beer?
A table stand?

XD ... lololol ... wut? Don't remember giving you all those things ... Is Celessa giving more than she should? --pouts-- ... Hmmm, but ohmigawd! where am I going to put this stuff? o___o I know! the pocky seems to take up most of the room, so I'll continue to give them to the rest of my friends --nodnod--

Quote by Celessa One plastic doll eating a fake celery stick in her right hand while choking her poor little cat and smoking a cigar at the same time, with her left? Erm... I must be mistakened. **Places a pen on her right ear before snapping on her sunglasses** How odd, indeed. When will this ever end?

**Scrolls down to the end of the list** One million dollars? What the heck were you thinking? Title champion of American Idol? Well, I don't know what I can do about that. Maybe I could swap it for title champion of Fear Factor, if that's okay with you. You have to do the stunts though... wait, even this signature is a forgery! How cruel! Now who could have done this to me? **Looks over it again and burns it under the bonfire**

Whoops! I just burnt the pledge down. Guess that means I'm free from Devilet's punishment from now on! Tee-hee-hee! **Begins to whistle away and takes off running** lol - I'm only kidding.

--snickers-- that is one funky doll ... Celessa has the weirdest things .. <.<; I really wonder where that bonfire came from too ...

What punishment? that's supposed to be a secret --wonders if she's onto her-- ... ah, you're kidding --wipes sweat--

Quote by Celessa **Snaps her fingers before giggling and winking at her** Yaya! I'm back! And all I had to do is say hello, you know! lol - Anyhou, I really missed you so much, and I hope you are doing well towards every aspect of your life so far.

As for me, I already graduated from University last month, and am now planning to live on my own fairly soon, with a little bit of help, of course. It's going to be tough, but hey, that's life for you, and I'm truly aware you must know that, too. I can't wait, and yes, I'm doing fine if you were wondering.

what what? Already done and moving out fairly soon? Wow, you got yourself going. Best of luck girly! --cheers-- gosh, I missed you too, because you like disappeared for so long, again! MT changed so much, and it's not the same without your posts. Yesyes, moving out is a big and difficult step, but you already got this far, you can make it fine, hehe.

Quote by Celessa Even if you don't care much about what's going on, and even if you don't wish to read or even post something back, I hope it wouldn't hurt for me to visit your guestbook just to meet you once more. Even if we stopped chatting to each other all of a sudden, unlike what we often had done so much back in the past, in a nutshell, it was still nice getting to know you. Whether I'm a friend of yours or just a distant chat buddy from virtually many aeons ago, I wish that someday you'll be able to find more wonderful friends to relate to as the days go by, as I will often do the same for my own.

As I always say to almost all my close friends nearly all over the globe - Live your life to the fullest. Enjoy every bit of your time with those whom loved you the most, because when it comes to leaving those whom you truly missed behind, you'll always go on smiling, living your life filled with many precious memories, and hopefully down the road, to carry on with little or even no regrets. At the end of it all, it boils down to one term - "C'est la vie." That's life, Devilet. Just try to make the most out of it.

Do take care, and farewell. **Bows back once more before putting on her hood, then suddenly disappears** Miss Celessa is checking out!

Nope, I usually write back, even if it takes me forever I will do it. Right now I did it immediately, because I'm in a good mood and I don't want to put off my guestbook entries today. I've had many online friends, some that I became what seemed closer than others. But of course, just like an old site, they disappear. I try not to get so attached, but I'm grateful for all the people I've met and the things I learned from them. I learned a lot from you even. I won't ever forget Celessa's unique polite and totally cool personality You're just one of kind .. But yes, we talked a lot more back then. It was nice memories, I can say that I hope your future will be beautiful and happy.

--sniff-- I felt kind of sad reading your message ... mew, oh, the song on your page ... I might be wrong, but it sounds like Jun Shibata. Hehe, take care Celessa, thanks for stopping by, you're always welcome, see you again! ^________^

Hi hi Celessa-chan! ^_^ *huggies* It was good to hear from you again! ^_^ I hope that everything is going well with you! ^_^ I'm doing pretty good. Still busy with school but I still manage to find time to wall and be on MT.

Me promoted? I don't think so lol. Yes I've been here a long time (well over a year O_O) but I don't think I've really done all that much. There have been a lot of new promotions recently though. There are several new moderators. I think most of them even joined after me! But they really deserved it though. They did a lot for the community. ^_^

I've gotten better at my walling though. I've made the top faves even! That's something I never thought I could do. I guess practice makes perfect, ne? ^_^

Well it was very good to see you again! I hope you can come back to visit more often. ^_^ *huggies* Take care Celessa-chan!

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Quote by Celessa**Huggles back** Yes, why of course! My day today has been great thus far, and it is wonderful hearing from you as well, Miss AngelKate! **Snickers** My, my, wasn't that a fast reply, indeedy? **Nods** The biggest Detroit fan I've ever known on MT, [or ex-fan, who knows? I hear Detroit is doing very well this year, so I doubt that you would give up on them all too easily like that lol] as always, never ceases to surprise and even amaze me. **Tips her hat kindly in gesture** For that, I am grateful.

Of course, on a side note: I was just so afraid that the regulars I remembered from way back then wouldn't be able to come to this site anymore, but at least even if this may be true, overall, regardless of what might have actually happened, it is still great to have you around, at least! Tee-hee-hee! I missed you dearly there, Miss AngelKate. Yaya!

Oh my! I didn't see you had replied again! Your post got merged with your other one lol. Of course I am still a Wings fan. :-D They are doing great this year! They have 103 points and took over 1st place in the NHL tonight! They won 4-0! Go Wings!

I know what you mean about the old Mters though. There's hardly anyone left. I think I'm one of the oldest members now. That seem so strange. I still remember feeling like a newbie.

Quote by CelessaWoo-hoo! It's great to see you've managed your time quite effectively well, and yet was still able to have some fun along the way! This calls for a celebration! Let's give three cheers - to the coolest and sweetest poetry girl in motion!

Hip Hip, Horray!
[Let's hear it again!\

Hip Hip, Horray!
Hip Hip, Horray!
Hip Hip, Horray!

lol - Oh, don't mind me, I was just being a little silly there. **Laughs in a sigh of relief**

LOL aww, that's very nice of you. ^_^ I seem to have some extra free time on weekends so that's when I do most of my wallpapering. I did miss your silliness though.

Quote by CelessaAww, well that's okay. I'm sure you probably don't want to be involved as a moderator, anyways - too much additional work to be done, to the already stressed out body and soul. lol - Anyhou, it seems you must have been under a lot already, working hard and witnessing the slight daily changes towards MT, while trying to make some new friends along the way. It's just too bad I have no idea who any of these members are. There's just too many new newbies coming in and out of here, nowadays - hehe.

Yeah..from what I heard from my friends that got promoted, its a really hard job! Filing reports all day, answering questions in the forums..possible hate mail. O_O I'll stick with the nice easy job of being a member. I don't know too many of the new members either. I meet a few now and then through commenting on wallpapers and in my groups. But other than that I don't see too many newbies.

Quote by CelessaWow, congrats! I wish I would cheer you onwards over there once more, but it seems that everybody else was tired out from that last victory craze. Sorry, Miss AngelKate, for missing out on your astonishing achievements - but that doesn't matter because I've always been proud of you, no matter what. The way you designed your userpage, altered your avi. and refreshened your signature from time to time, are fairly good enough examples that reflects how great you are towards these kind of things, especially when it comes to designing your own custom-made wallpapers.

Aww, its all right! I understand you are busy and probably have work and school. ^_^ How is school coming by the way? ^_^ I'm glad you like my userpage though. It took me a while to learn how to do it but I'm glad I can now. Oh and toxictea23 made my avatar for me. I can't do those templates like she can. I think I've gotten better at my wallpapers though! I can finally say I'm good at something!

Quote by CelessaSurely I will try to swing by more often, Miss AngelKate, and maybe even check out your wallpapers as well if I do say so, myself. Too bad I can't save them though, because I'm not using my own computer - I'm using somebody else's. lol - In due time, yes, I'll check things out and perhaps visit you later.

Anyways [before I make this post way too long, I know lol], you take care too, Miss AngelKate, and may your future days here on MT, or wherever you may go - be filled with lots and lots of kindness. Farewell! **Bows in her casual kimono before leaving**

It would be great to hear from you again! I miss talking to you. ^_^ I still remember when I was a newbie you were one of the first people to greet me. ^_^ And you seemed to be so well known and I was happy that such a popular member would greet a newbie.

It would be great if you could take a look at my walls, but don't feel rushed. ^_^ I hope you have a great day/night. I must go to bed though. Good night Celessa-chan!

four languages eh? well i'm not endowed with enough will-power to continue my studies in language, but i do find that you have a beautiful gallery of vectorable images, three i've already started and might finish sometime as a dedication towards you. oh well eh? i do enjoy the colors presently diplayed through this digital space. cheers.

Hey! I just came by to see how it is going for you! Good, right?
Once again, congrats for graduating and earning your BBA so early last month. Surely for someone who hasn't reached the legal adult age quite yet, that must mean so much towards you, especially towards a lot of your colleagues obviously showing how truly capable and mature you really are. You have to prove them all wrong, didn't you? ^^

Anyways Celessa, I was able to check the APS portfolio you left behind a couple weeks ago and I was totally overwhelmed by your successive reports. I'm sure you will do well with your presentations in Japan as I already assume how successful you will become along those tours you simply love to rave about.

Sweet dreams, Celessa! Don't forget to call me whenever you have the time to read this message of mine... if you do ever go on and read, apparently. So long there!

Hiya Celessa. How ye doing? Its been long time since the last time I heard from ye. Perhaps you don't remember me.^_^' Just wanna see hows an old mt friend were doing? Wow! 6weeks not online. Must be very busy. Anyway cya around soon.

Quote by CelessaI know it has been a while since I last dropped by to send in a direct response, apparently towards just you [and only you], but blindly removing all the PMs on my list and disregarding your PM you have delivered to me for so many weeks ago... I am really sorry to hear that your education has taken up most of your time [as it has done the same for mine, so you are not alone], and that I wish you the best of luck throughout the entirety of your future endeavors, for the distant months to come.

Same to you, Celessa. I missed you a lot, but unlike you, I did have some free time just to have a little bit of fun and I wish you the best of luck, all the same!

Quote by CelessaEven though I decided to send this PM reply to you rather as of late, if you could possibly do me a quick favor knowing the busy girl that I am [as I may not be returning anytime soon, you know], to drop this picture in my guestbook, as it may give off a clear indication of what I should have possibly portrayed a while back and of course, what is to come.

[To tell you the truth, had I posted this up earlier, I wouldn't even have necessarily dropped by to this site at all, ever since the day I left during the previous summer before. 30+ weeks and counting!]

Done.

Although I may feel awkward for saying this, I kind of didn't want to post it up in the first place, but oh well.....

Quote by CelessaBut cheer up! **Breaks her professional composure and suddenly smiles** As friends, I'm sure we will somehow be able to connect with each other sometime in the distant future. It's just that I had a feeling Reika would be broken-hearted to hear I've decided to leave the ARO Forums [since a while back], but seemingly since more of them have realized I've set up a place near the heart of MT as well, when Reika figures I have left here too... well, I don't know what I can say. All I can do is just give her my new e-mail address as quick as I can. If by any chance she still doesn't receive the address or she probably had mistakened me for a random guest, could you be able to do it for me? **Tips her hat** I really appreciate it. **Huggles**

Reika? You know that your cousin has also been trying to desparately contact you for the past couple of weeks. Have you forgotten and neglected her too? =P

I'll do what I can. ^^

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Quote by SoniquetteYou know that Jessica fellow? The one who wears that green beret?

She was crushed at the sight of her mother's death just not so long ago. As a long-time childhood friend and a trustworthy classmate, what do you think is the best approach to calming her nerves down?

Hm... I had no relevant idea that Jessica would lose such a close one at heart.

Although it is best that you consider your own course of action, I suppose a little tip or advice wouldn't hurt. All I can say is that depending on how well you've known Jessica in the past, if you openly decide to help her out and soothe her personally, just be aware not to step over the line too severly. I have a feeling from past experience, that Jessica might perhaps flip out on you and then decidingly will fire comments directly behind your back, but that is just the way she is.

**Tips her head to the side and sighs** Honestly though, Jessica is not an person to easily open up to such "wounds." Had I best put my money on the odds of the better favorable outcome, I would recommend you don't get involved into her family crisis as it is. I know that you probably would want me to talk Jessica out of it, but the truth is that I already told her I can't. A cry on the shoulders works best, and I too know how it feels to lose a loved one so instantly like that, so I left her without saying even a word. It's her turn to accept such a cause... it can't be helped. Just bring it up a little later if you have to. Now is pretty much not a good time. Tell me how it turned out.

Thanks for the insight. I did ask her, just in case you wanted to know. It just turned out..... fairly awful.

Has Jessica cried in her sleep?

Back when we were about 11 or 12, not too long ago actually, she would often jump to my side of the bed during our sleepovers and literally stay there close to me without ever saying a word. Dear gosh, I hope she hasn't done the same thing ever again and decided to cry in the closet this time, late at night.

WOW you read Jessica like a book!

I found her sobbing, literally in tears for hours and I couldn't figure out how long she has been doing that for.

That would explain a lot of things lately. Yeah I know it has been like 35 weeks since I last posted that PM to you but now, she is doing fine. When I send her that new e-mail of yours, I am sure she will be happy to hear from you and your wild adventures in Japan! ^^ I'm sure of it!

Quote by CelessaGood grief! Now I got Miketo on my list! Oh the honorable Guru is back with the Sweet Cinnamon Angel once again, reunited! **Pops out a root beer bottle and starts flying in mid-air** Hi-yah! This is GREAT NEWS! **Starts seeing stars once again** Just wait! I can't wait to fix my computer real soon!

Whoa calm down there, tiger! ^^ Getting edgy on that stuff, ya? =D

Quote by CelessaWith your reply on that IRC Criticism regarding AFL, MT, WyFleet, and MaiKC, I honestly should thank you for handing that report out just a while back. I wasn't sure what to make out of these post-written discussions, and I did indeed save them on file for future references, but no matter where you go, just realize that even in the society we live as of today, there will always be someone who will backlash and target other individuals out there. That's just the way the world runs, even though sometimes it gets to a point of real discouragement; even a constant bitter disappointment if you ask me.

As you may like it or not, trying to please the masses of individuals is quite near of an impossibility of a task. Rather than strike an opposition and try to prove towards otherselves about yourself about who you are as to the negative views of who you are not, just ignore these "bashings" and just live on with your life with those who completely understand you, even those who care for you the most. At the end, even if they don't change their ways - just realize that they'll have to live on with it, eventually. Just because they hate what a person does or who a person is has nothing to do with what they know from behind the scenes, especially if this person is fairly kind at heart.

Blindly disregarding such wonderful traits and personalities in a truthful individual have always been the stubborn spectrum of an overcast media. Go with the flow and ignore the masses. If you can't take the heat, just move on. You are ultimately the one in control.

As to warn you of other consequences, there are some boards I've recollected in knowledge that are obvious worsely than that of what I have seen. These are called the "red zones" - a completely imaginative society where running away is better than making friends there. When you go to these forums / sites and fit into one of these criterias, you better take off. These people will try to literally rip you apart or haunt you simply because they do this for a living. Sad, isn't it? That's just from my general input. I would like to discuss a little further, but I'm rather crunched on time.

An excellent representation to those who are victims of push-talks anywhere on the Internet, whether it would be on sites, IRC, chat rooms, and especially within the forums. ^^

If you don't mind, I would like to post this up for all our buddies to see. =P My friends have younger sisters and brothers who always tell me why people are like this, and why their personalities change with every which way. Parents need to definitely look carefully at it.

Quote by CelessaI've heard of people who have taken emotional tolls, being constantly depressed such as the belittling of younger people on the Net, in particularly and virtually every little corner and crevice in the world. Not only have these small-end individuals psychologically gone "insane," but the permanent damage caused by such trauma and the needless bickering from one individual towards another, especially when regarding a "backstabbing ritual" within a certain circle of friends, is something gravely to consider about from parents towards their little children while they let them browse in Chat Rooms and forums, nowadays.

I know that this shouldn't have been brought to your attention, but I would like to bring it out, if you were apparently interested.

Thanks for the extra information. I will surely add it to my portfolio soon enough. ^^

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Quote by SoniquetteCheck this Cy person out. I got the link here: -edited out-

Are you regarding towards the SF [solidforums] inquisitive member, Psichedetra? What about this individual?

-edited out- Nope, but check the link out anyways. Something tells me this person is like the biggest loser on this planet. Would this creep even get a grip?

As much as I would like to comment on questionable acts and responding in a formidable, fashionable manner in regards to how the others have reacted towards this profile, I have decided to thoroughly check this individual out, and as you may have well addressed in a regulated, general manner - I hate to say it but yes, this person is indeed a "completely pathetic moron," and there's no doubt about it.

But even though I hate to even address such an individual of this unworthy title, they only want to really seek attention in regards to all the ruthless bashings going out there behind the scenes. As much of a backstabbing individual as this person is, don't really get it into your head. This individual is only asking for more trouble, and its not a fight you should grow into. It's worthless, really. **Pulls over the shades on her window** I can't even believe a person like this even existed...

ROFLMAO! I told you! Unbelievable indeed.

But you are right, I am so over it. Just remove the page, please?!?!

-EDIT:- I can't believe they haven't removed the page yet!

Quote by CelessaTo top it off, I have to add this song just because I can't help listening to the lyrics over and over again.

As always, do take care, Crystal. I'll do my best to keep in touch with you later on. **Nods and cheers**

[By the way, your computer supports Kanji too, doesn't it? I'll just post up the Romanji just in case. Peace!]

Chika ni moguri
Ana wo horitsudzuketa
Doko ni tsudzuku anata wa shirazuni tsuchi ni nureta
Sukoppu wo katate ni
Kimi no ude wo sagashiteita

Tsugihagi no shiawase wo yose atsume
Naki nagara kimi no tsuyosa ni
Oshi tsubusareteta

Yaketsuki yaketsuki
Hagarenai te no hira no ato
Chigireta tsubasa de
Akaku somaru kumoma wo saite
Jouzu ni habataku
Watashi wo mitsumete

Mayu ni komori
Egaita eien wa
Doko ni me buki
Hana hiraku no darou
Asa wa yagame
Yamiyo wo tsuremodoshi
Watashi no me wo ubatteyuku

Tsukiakari tesaguri de kasaneai
Motsurete wa kimi no aruita ni
Nareru to shinjita

Moetsuki moetsuki
Modorenai yakusoku no basho
Chigireta itami de
Kuroku somaru daichi wo kakete
Jouzu ni habataku
Watashi wo mitsumete

Sakendemo kikoenunara
Sono te de kowashite hoshii
Mata watashi wo watashi to
Yoberu uchi ni
Dakitomeru kimi no ude ga
Odayaka na chi ni kawaru
Mata shizuka ni sora wo aoida
Yaketsuki yaketsuki
Hagarenai te no hira no ato
Chigireta tsubasa de
Akaku somaru kumoma wo saite
Moetsuki moetsuki
Modorenai yakusoku no basho
Jouzu ni habataku
Watashi wo mitsumete

Good times!

And that is why Celessa will always be Celessa. Farewell.

EDIT: By the way, I checked out your link you sent me at http://www.tecmo.co.jp/product/zero3/

I know a lot of people who are quite the big fans of FF although I can't make out the Japanese site quite well.

Whatever! Good luck to you! Really, really!

Dear Celessa,

On behalf of the moderator staff, I would like to thank you for your past service to the community as an Elite Member. We understand that real life often conspires to take time away from diversions such as Minitokyo, but hope that you will continue to visit us from time and time in the future, as you will always have a place here.

Best wishes!

Hi, nice to meet you Celessa. You have a beautiful userpage and I like your userpage quite much.

Oh my! Hi I'm the admin of the MT-singles-club and just wanted to confirm your status ( ^_^)V
well if you're not single anymore (I'd be very happy for you ) tell me and I'll have to remove you from that group. But you may always step out of the group at any time single or not.

Best regards,

Marc Ryan a.k.a. Limality

PS. Nice userpage! I also enjoy the pictures in here ^^ also your userpic is very mysterious...very interesting..

It's been a well since I have been on MT. But I have never come across here before, your usepage is great. I see that you take music very seriously. An obsession with Ayumi Hamasaki, which is no bad thing. You have a ambition, for that you deserve a watch.

hi i'm new in minitokyo just wana tell ya happy new year tc wite_fang2@hotmail.com

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hi i'm new in minitokyo just wana tell ya happy new year tc if you can add me to help with wallpapers bye wite_fang2@hotmail.com

Quote by CelessaAnyways, after reading and regarding your kind-hearted post you had sent just a few minutes ago, for some bizarre reason, I've somehow been really moved by what you said, and its the first time I have actually felt that strange and awkward way for quite a while now. Looking back and looking now at the present, I would have questioned myself - should I have sacrificed and missed out on all the fun I could have spent with my friends, really, just to get a head start in life?

As a lover of writing, there is no better feeling then knowing that someone else can feel the heart you put into your writing. I am truly touched knowing that my words resonated with you.

Sacrifice and was it worth it, something I have asked myself countless times and unfortunately there is no way to answer it because if you try to all you will get are countless "what ifs" which lead you to a never ending path of despair. The only belief you need is that the fact that you made the decision (it is a decision and should not be attached with something as negative as a sacrifice) with your heart and at the time you truly believed that was what you needed. It is easier said then done, but if you let your friends/family know this is how you feel, they can accept it and be there for you as you move forward with this decision. It helps immensely knowing that you are not alone with your actions. The key is being able to tell these people in the first place.

Quote by Celessa**Sighs** Eventually, after thinking about it all this time, the ultimate factor that boils down is: what's really on my mind? All I could say is that I am sorry... I am very darn sorry in fact, that I wasn't able to even meet you at all, even right before the Christmas holidays. Of course I do have a few regrets for turning people away - you'll have to forgive my absence, no doubt. Considering how school affects my busy life quite as much, I didn't have much other choice. If I only had one chance to come back, at the right time, just to say hello, right? Just one chance... It really pains me in the neck that I couldn't be able to do so. Even after nearly 6 months of absentism here in MT [some branched as long as 7 to 8 week periods of constant disappearances in nature, and still counting], I don't know what to say. Could I really say anything to the people I've missed a lot when all of a sudden they ultimately have decided to leave, and on top of that situation, that it was pretty much too late to leave even one small, tiny little message for them, behind?

The Princess "sighing" that's a rare sighting, but brings it is a pleasant reminder that the princess is real she has feelings too, and makes her all the more precious. I too am guilty of disappearing for weeks at a time with no indication of where I went and what I am doing. Like you I put upon myself that during special occasions such as the holidays I will pull myself away no matter how hectic, and let the ones I care about know where and how I am. I do this unconditionally and never knew what it felt like on the receiving side, until today when I read your message.

I am a very passionate individual and care immensely about my friends. I want to let them know how I am and love to know how they are. I have felt really guilty because I have had thoughts about whether these friends I send my messages to still consider me their friend when I send these messages during the year and I get little to no response. Am I being selfish and wanting to get something in return for my "friendship"? However, reading your response I realize that these feelings are okay.

Friendship is unique, it is like a living entity with which we Share not something that we each possess a piece of, Share. In every day society we are judged by our possessions and so the more we own the better we are, to a point we talk about how many friendships we"have." With friendship we both nourish this being with our kindness and love and it will grow and we can share the joys that come with it. If it reaches a point where it becomes one sided like how I have felt recently this friendship can no longer grow, it can only be maintained or worse start to wither. When I read your message the thought I had was seeing the princess shouting "matte matte" as she is lugging a pail of water and running as fast as she can to give to our friendship. This seemingly simple act of you writing about where you have been ignites my hope and desire to protect our friendship and await the time when we can once again look after it together and watch it grow. I am sure your dear friends feel the same.

Quote by Celessa**Giggles** For me, I figured that over time, the people who you know in your heart and those whom you actually do recall from the top of your mind constantly from time to time, while simultaneously having fun and chatting the entire night away... slowly begins to grow more into a fundamental depth than you usually would've even realized.
Then it happens. It's when they actually start posting some friendly comments back in your guestbook once in a while [for example], and you start realizing that they are beginning to miss you a whole lot more, even when you are long gone, being far away... then it really hits you and sends you some kind of special message - you then tend to finally realize what the true term of the word - "Friendship" - is all about. **Giggles** Yes, Friendship! It's wonderful that even while you are not around, they start to worry about you, that they miss so much about the way you talk, the way you smile, and even the true personality you bring in front of the table from time to time... Ahh, yes... It, to me is a pleasurable thing to experience first-hand myself, through both the outside world [which we call Reality] and the Net. From my personal experience, many forums [when presented the right way] gives you that incredibly mutual feeling, that special bond that brings you and your friends closer together that you'll hardly experience anywhere else, whether it would be a simple hello and a splendid chat by sharing common interests that would make you laugh or cry, or even a final farewell to say to all when times are beginning to get a little rough, and that you, yourself have openly decided to move on. While out there, or on the Net, these memories are definitely a wonderful thing that you should cast a tight grip on... and perhaps, to never let go.

What more can I say but to acknowledge all that you have said and that my heart smiled and said "I miss you too."

Quote by CelessaActually I had to work my way up to get where I am. Not surprisingly, if you would have looked at who I was in the past, compared to who I now am around 5 years later, its quite an accomplishment.
It was hard because at first, I thought I could not do it. But there's one difference - that I didn't give up. And because of that very reason that I worked hard towards getting a better future, I ended up with a result that I could be proud of - actually, it was a little too overacheiving for my own good, to really be honest with you. If I can do it, anyone can do it. It's just that the path was long and hard for me, being risen up from a fair mid-class society, and enduring the times of anti-feminism within our region.

As I read through this message I am pleasantly surprised at some of the things we have in common. I was born and raised by my family that literally had nothing but the clothes on their backs. They had fled their home during war and ended up in Ireland where I was born and raised. There were literally a handful of Asians in Ireland and because of that we had to work harder then everyone else to overcome any barriers this presented. This work ethic is still with me today and will be there forever. Thanks to it, even here in the States I have continued to succeed. I am working as a consultant now, a job that others before would never thought I could do yet here I am thriving.

Quote by Celessa"Beautiful" girls were often stereotyped for many of the wrong reasons, especially when associated with the word - "dumb" along the way. I wanted to prove that looks doesn't define how smart a girl can be, and I did it with an iron fist. **Raises her ornamental fans in complete victory** And proved it, I did. Yaya! **Nods**

"Never judge a book by its cover" a simple common sense phrase that I live by when it comes to people. I love to read and in a sense I treat everyone like a new book, I get giddy wondering what this story is about and dive in to read about who this person is. Only looking inside can you understand what the person is really like. I use the word beautiful with what their personality is like, however there is another description of beautiful that I have rarely got to use. This is when the beauty within the person is so special so unique that it radiates all the way out to their physical appearance. In this geezers lifetime so far, I have only once told someone that they are "beautiful" in this context. I believe the princess maybe one of these rare instances.

Quote by CelessaIt's paying off. Being a Secretary and an appointed member of the accounting team one step below the Treasury Department [mostly assigned as an auditor], I finally can see my fine results coming into play. It's not that I just get to work at the job I'd want / like to work in, that being in an inside office job is a place where you can take it easy and slack off once in a while. The pay is actually quite decent and it serves as an added bonus, which definitely helps me out in the long run, of course - but now that I have secured a life where I can handle myself responsibly, help others out whenever they are in a time of need, and open a lot more freedom to aspire and obtain further dreams to my already colorful palette, for once, without the need to worry about evidental factors such as the discrimination of gender in workplaces, money issues, and so forth - being completely flexible throughout the entirety of my lifetime, and rediscovering the true essence of all the experiences I have acquired thus far, I can smile back, laugh and say that my life is finally complete, and that I have nothing to fear. Now I can work, shop, and hang out with my friends without any penalty at all. It was a simple life of fun and relaxation that I was seeking for, and at the end, I was able to seek what I desired, indeed. I hope that it'll stay that way, and for the many seasons to come.
"What is the purpose of my life?"
For me, it's enjoying my time with those whom I love, those whom I am close too, and those whom I do care about. When they smile and laugh with me, I smile and laugh the same way. I want to keep my closest friends happy, and it truly touches me when they want that same feeling too. To me, that is truly my purpose in life.

Not sure if you can be speechless when you are already speechless, but reading your message got me there. Why speechless, simply because you have touched the deepest corner of my heart. For here in this corner is my hope my dream tucked away for safe keeping and used to keep me going. What is this dream, it is the same as yours which is simply to be with those whom I love and care about. I want to be with them through both the good and bad, there smiles, their love, their concern these are what fuel my passion, hopes and beliefs.

*thrusts his companion sword into the ground and kneels on one knee* Princess thank you for bringing warmth and hope to the heart of this quiet traveling geezer. It is an honor to be your friend. *rises to his feet and sheathes his sword* I will remain vigilant and protect that which is most dear and precious our friendship.

O_O Celessa-chan! I saw you lurking. ^_^ How was your Christmas? It went well I hope. I had a good time with my families. I have many since my parents were divorced. Four different houses in one day. O_O It was fun though and I enjoy seeing everyone. And I was lucky to get some nice stuff. ^_^

I hope your new years went well too. My boyfriend came down for the weekend to visit so that was really nice. Sorry I did not reply to your last post, I was getting busy with school at that time. *leaves cookies in apologies*

Well I hope to see you online more and I hope you enjoyed your holidays. Take care. *hugs*

CELESSA: WISHING YOU THE BEST IN THIS NEW YEAR 2006! *kisses & hugs*

From your friend: KITTYCYN

Hi Celessa, How are you?, I hope you are fine, well have a Happy new years and happy holidays too, well beauty see you soon, take care.

Cesar Cc. from Lima - Peru.

Hello Celessa,How are you doing? I hope fine
Im just dropping by to see how you are doing.I know that you're very busy with school and work.
Sorry for not replying everything..i had some problems and a lot of things to do
I wish you a Happy New year
And i hope to talk to you soon.
Take care,
..::Juan Shihui::..

Hello... sorry I'm totally new. Just so seeing you're the Group Administrator for the anit-ecchi club, may I ask what this group does?

Happy Holidays! Talk Soon! -Love Winx-chan!