aa...keknya gue kenal deh..ato gue yang lupa yah?
Kaji ulang yah....takutnya salah orang nieh....
ada account di FS ga dulu? Foto loe familiar gitu ^__^ dengan nama wendy?
Trus ada account di www.seed-indo.co.nr
?
kalo bener, pa kabar? FS loe udah ngga aktif lagi?
kalo bukan, maap hehehhe....
Quote by toumarieaa...keknya gue kenal
deh..ato gue yang lupa yah?
Kaji ulang yah....takutnya salah orang nieh....
ada account di FS ga dulu? Foto loe familiar gitu ^__^ dengan nama wendy?
Trus ada account di www.seed-indo.co.nr
?
kalo bener, pa kabar? FS loe udah ngga aktif lagi?
kalo bukan, maap hehehhe....
Yep, that's me
Kabar baik2 aja koq, walopun emang sekarang jarang nongol di net, hehehe. FS gw
dah gw delete soalnya Elo
juga apa kabar? hahaha, SEED-Indo dah dipindah sih.
hahahahha...ternyata bener ^^
Kabar gue? Bae2 aja hohohoho....jabar loe ndiri? Lagi sibuk apa neh?
Seed-indo pindah kemana? Gue juga udah lama banget seh ga nongol di sana
heheheh....
knp acc FSnya didelete? hahahaha.....mo tau aja hahahaha...
ok deh stop for now
yup
ni Citra Zaoldyeck
account gw yang dulu da di sini semuanya di banned
gara2 ketauan klo ketiga-tiga ol dengan IP yang sama
(jadi kena batunya deh
hehehehe)
merged: 05-09-2008 ~ 10:10pm
Quote by Rai1e
Ooh Citra ya... dah lama ga kedengeran nih ^^ pa kabar? pantesan kok pas aku
liat profil kamu rasanya g ada member SEED Indo yg seumuran ma aku, paling2
Citra tapi aku ingetnya kamu dah punya account MT, tapi bukan yg ini
hahaha.....
yah biar bisa OL di MT lg aja gw mesti bikin email baru
oh iya gmn kbrnya seed-indo ? dah bubar yah ? soalnya pas nyoba akses alamat
webnya nggak bisa di akses...
raichi!
omg~ i think it's been very long since i last type type type type in people's
guestbook.. keke~ seeing the post that is 13 weeks old.. i dun think u're
interested with those topics again.. how are you? i didnt get to see u in msn at
all..
*sniffs*
hai wendy pa kabar.......?
met ultah,met tahun baru and idul adha juga.....hehehe...sory ya di paket
gini...jarang OL sih...
btw,add fs gw yagn baru ya....di
z_zeycn@yahoo.com
oke?
Quote by Rai1eYou don't want to admit, eh?
C'mon... just remember the old times... I recall seeing a conversation in your
userpage with someone (I think it's better not to say the name) that you're a
slacker
Nobody's perfect I'm sure that nobody's NEVER lazy Sunblock?
lol~
You must be a rich vampire to buy an ultra-strong SPF everyday Now i know
why you're having a hard time with your money, hehehe
I'm not a pig XP, I'm a human Yea, I'm
online everyday.. but it seems that you misunderstood me with the meaning
It's not that I always stay up in front of my PC all-day... but when I have the
time, I go online, see the websites, forums, etc. for new stuffs... you can call
it a daily routine If
there's nothing new, then I'm off. Of course I won't go online if I'm very tired
Better sleep ne~ The scans aren't many... It's just that the scan takes a loong time
to load *_* (Internet connection in Indonesia is pretty slow) Liar? How can you
say that to me? Believe it or not, I'm an honest person which is very rare to be
found nowadays I said I sleep if I've got nothing to do... and there's a day when
I'm bored of everything, so I sleep almost all-day sometimes
that kind of day exists
Let's not bring out the bad times of the past wif what i've said.. i've changed!
rofl!~ I wan to live wif what i've and who i am now.. someone really changed me~
People may change to ruthless or kind~ i'm really glad to see people deep in
their heart wif my own eyes.. how mean
or evil they can be.. *puts my hand near my heart* i learn to cherish people
more and treat people even better.. <3 *ebil laughs* hahah~ Sorry
for the whole lot of nuisance.. ayane is feeling pretty sad to see someone so
mean.. but nvm.. i'll just ignore.. that person is no longer close to me at
all..
So what's the latest stuffs that raichi is craving on? lolx!~ I know that raichi
is a honest guy.. i'm glad to know u.. one of my best buddy in MT.. <3 Thanks
for being such a good fren to ayane.. ^^ till now.. i've yet to see the ebil
side of u.. of course i know u're ebil at times but not to the extend that u'll
hurt someone..
Quote: Hard to understand? ^^;
Well.. i'll try an example:
Making life easier -->> It means that we're taking the easy path.... for
example: you want to buy something... and it costs some money... normally,
you'll work to earn the money, right? but it would be easier if you steal it~
We know that such shortcuts are faster and easier, but it lacks the
morality.
Making life feels easier -->> The keyword is the 'feel' You can still feel
enjoyed no matter what the circumstances are. Usually connected to positive
thinking. For example.. (This is my story) I was having a vacation with my
friends to Jakarta, and that was our first time taking a crowded busway and
having a long walk to certain places (we usually take a taxi). That time in the
busway was a mess... people are pushing each other, full-crowd, moreover there's
an angry passenger. My friends are complaining about the uncomfortable time of
the transportations... but I'm not.. because I think it is as a worthy
experience.. now I feel for myself how's the everyday life of Jakarta
inhabitants.
Hahaha, that's a lame description of mine I'm
sorry if it is even more difficult to understand
Yes, I understand how you feel. we have a limit too... It seems that we're
having quite the same trouble ne~ I myself are usually positive too, but lately
I'm feeling very helpless Let's pray
that we'll recover in no time *prays*
I see... so that's some kind of a routine maintenance, isn't it?
Well... For now, I shouldn't have free time, but I freed myself lol~ Yea2, the
time for me to suffer is yet to come but I'll
try to make myself easy You're
welcome ^^ yep, that's only an advice, it's you who decide but about
the things I predicted... (about the freetime you'll have if you pick the 2nd
option, etc.) are they right? I'm sorry if I misunderstood anything Yep2, I'll be waiting for your decision ^^ Hope that is the best move
Yea, at least in Jakarta and other big cities in Indonesia the riches and poors
are quite distinguishable, you can find them both in an area~ Imagine you're
walking on a street... on the left side is a real estate, but on the right side
is village houses. I guess that's normal if you think Indonesia is a developed
country... From the outside, Indonesia truly seemed like a developed country,
but it's different if you're living here ^^ hmm.. how to say it... just say that
what you see is only a small part. If you're curious, I'll try to explain it in
the next reply, although I doubt that I can make it easy to understand Oh
about the poors.. I hope the poors in the Cambodia are real poors, not the
tricky ones in here
Disappoint me? I never said that I expect you to have a bloated stomach you
misunderstand me I see... you have a regular exercise, that's good to hear ^^ I wish
I can too... my stomach already started to bloat~ although it still seemed
normal, I need to prevent it to get bigger
argH~ i knew it.. rofl~ explaining
the options to u thru msg is hard! lolx.. i've difficulty writting too.. and i
read it again and again before i post.. and i've difficulty understanding it
too.. rofl~ hmm.. but thanks for the awesome recommendations.. i'll tell u my
option when the time is near.. <3
And i tink that i can understand the strange stpry btw "making life
easier" and "making life feels easier"~ making life
feels easier is a tough job ne.. but ayane is trying my very best to make my
life looks so~ enuff of all the problems and troubles.. life is nvr easy and
smooth.. People grow slowly wif the problems that they encountered.. i was
thinking that w/o the troubles.. People wouldn't grow.. deshoo? ^^
Lately, u're feeling helpless? what happened? Why are u feeling so helpless? i
hope that u're doing fine now..
*prays*
hmm.. have ur country ever tht of doing something for those poors? becox
Indonesia is considered a developed country.. not like Cambodia.. they are not
considered as a developed country.. but a "developing" country.. hmm..I
believe that the poors in Cambodia are really poor people but the only thing
that is sad is that some do not want to use their both hands to earn a living..
Some rather beg for money on the streets.. It's a really sad and disappointing
thing to see them behaving in this way.. *sniffs*
Raichi doesn't do exercise? rofl~ u better
start doing some.. To keep a wonderful body shape and of course.. to keep urself
healthy too.. *pokes raichi's bloated tummy*
*flees*
Quote: I just hope that she'll grow
up... eventhough it'll make her more unreachable for me No, no, I
don't regret choosing her at all... even after everything she done to me.. She's
the one that made me change after all ^^
Nah... I can't see her as a friend not
right now... I still love her so much (I know it's bad for myself, but I can't
help it ) As you know... eventhough I deleted everything about her, deep inside, I
don't want to do it, and I even still want to contact her. oh well... hard to
explain, you'll understand if you feel it. I know I'm being selfish, but I just
can't. I think I'll be able to behave normally If i have someone that I love
more~ call me naive, but that's me. For now only (I hope)
What makes you think that all guys are like that? I don't think so. In fact,
most of guys can ignore such things. There are more girls hurt by guys than the
guys hurt by girls.. and FYI, my actions about deleting everything is actually
girly~
Nomally, it's the guy who cheats, ignores, and done bad things to their girls.
If he broke up, he'll feel nothing about it, instead, he'll directly search for
a new girl. A guy wouldn't normally do as I did... unless he truly loves his
girl. Hmm... are the guys you've met did the similar things like me? If so,
what's the reason, i wanna know.
No.. not now, I need more time to heal myself, I very much know that life must
go on.
The problem is... when you'll be online in MSN?
He'll wait? hahaha, that's a natural thing ^^ coz you give him a hope... seems
that he really likes you. Don't feel sorry, it's his decision. And don't do
stupid things that you'll regret.. it'll hurt him much more. You need to be sure
about your intention, and make it clear to him. Hmmm... I myself don't want to
have any GF.. but that's just for now.. I don't know how it'll be in the future,
how about you?
Oooh, that's not a problem to her that i laugh at her, hohohoho really?
well.. i guess so, since there are more speech contests than the writing
contests. Being weird is good X3 That means that we're unique, and nobody is the
same as us but I'm not a pig could you
stop saying I'm a pig? Honestly, the word 'pig' kinda offends me in some
ways.
i'm sure she'll grow up.. she's still young.. she'll understand it when she gets
older.. <- I hope so~ i'm sure.. she still hold some space in ur heart.. and
i'm sure she gave u some happy moments although both of u didnt work
out..
wat? u still cant see her as a fren? why? hmm.. izzit becoz she hurts u too mux?
that's why u cant see her as a fren? So lately, have u contacted her? i wont
blame u or call u naive.. i think that everyone will change till like this when
they're truly in love.. Take some time ne.. i'm sure u'll find someone better
than her x1000.. <3 *throw some golden lovey-dovey glitters*
rofl~ i'm always in msn.. u didnt see me? rofl~ no ne.. lately, i wasn't in msn
that mux.. i just came back from my Egypt trip.. although i did online when i'm
in Egypt.. Egypt was great! <3 I dun think that Raichi is in msn that mux rite? i dun
think that ur actions are girly ne.. i know that u love her deeply.. maybe she
doesn't deserve ur love. no ne.. i didnt give the guy any hope! i rejected him..
It's impossible that i gave him hope ne~ but after the Egypt trip.. I'm ready to
start my new life! I wanna foeget the things in the past.. only leaving the
lovely stuffs that i once encountered.. I'm telling myself to start my life all
over again from 01/Jan'2008! I'm stil
treating that guy as a fren now.. previously.. i was avoiding him becox i didnt
want to hurt him even more.. i didnt want something to spark btw us.. but after
the Egypt trip.. i'm not avoiding him anymore.. not becox that i'm letting him
into my heart... i just wanna treat everyone equally.. he is my fren.. if he
asks me out.. as long as i'm free and i'm not tired.. i'll meet him ne... just
like normal frens..
Quote: Yea, the manga is better...
you've DLed them all.. but
that's okay, the anime is still good and enjoyable to watch. Oh well, we're the
opposite, I'm having troubles with Photobucket lol~ I'm
glad to hear that you like it ^^ Thanks for the compliment. Nah, a vampire is a
bloodsucker, not a killer
lolx.. u've problems wif photobucket? photobucket is better! *puts virus into
imageshack* *flees* Vampire is also consider as a killer becox sometimes they
suck people's blood entirely from their body~ till they die~ O_O;
Xmas is coming.. What is Raichi going to do?
merged: 12-25-2007 ~ 01:48pm
Raichi!~~~ <3
Gomen~~ I didnt forget ur burfdae.. But i didnt have time to login.. then i
dozed off on my bed.. gomen.. *spanks myself* ayane will reply u in my next
post~
gomen.. gotta prepare my Xmas Party later~ <3
Ayane is here to wish you MERRI XMAS~~
Hope that you'll have a wonderful Xmas!~ HOHOHO!~ *gives a gift*
i wanna reply to ur post.. but i realise that it's 23 weeks old.. O_O;;
lolx..
*flees*
how are u? ^^ i saw ur msg in my msn.. I miss talking to you too.. but i think
that we're not fated to meet in msn ne.. kekeke!~~
Update ayane bout urself in 2 sentences.. i mean 2 sentences oli! i'll start
whacking you if it's more than 2 sentences..
ok ne.. gtg now.. alot of things to do.. ;___; *gives a rotten tomato*
i also want a frenship banner.. make 1 for ayane!
*roars*
merged: 07-08-2007 ~ 04:40pm
Quote by Rai1e23 weeks..
almost half a year, eh?
I never knew that my page could be used as a dancing floor
Now after dancing, you threw me a rotten tomato ' *cleans
up your mess*
2 sentences?
Hmmm...
- Holiday has come till the end of August, yet I don't know how to spend it, Do
you have any idea? :p
- I think I'll have more story to tell after 14th July :p
Yep, that's a 2 long sentences
hahaha
Friendship banner? Mmm... I'll try for one
lolx..
that's why i say i didnt reply that.. i'm trying my very best to reply
everyone's post in a month now.. aren't i
fast this time?
LMAO~~ ur userpage is so white so it's like my ice skating place.. lolx..
*mess around raichi's page more*
wow~~ *claps* ur 2 sentences are great! u must be
good in writing summary.. next
time dun tell me that u're having holidae k! *bites* more story on 14/July?
hmm.. how come? how come? *pester raichi* Tell ayane
somemore.. keke~~
yup~~ <33 waiting for the beautiful frenship banner from u.. <33
*jumps around wif joy and dissappear*
merged: 08-19-2007 ~ 06:09pm
Quote by Rai1eWell, that's quite fast I bet you're
having a hard time to keep up with them
You own a private ice skating place? o_O Well, i just
love this color scheme (white+light purple) so i haven't changed my userpage
skin yet
Really? I don't think those sentences are special and
I think i've never done a summary before, so i don't know Why? because
you're not having a holiday? *heats ayane
up*
Don't worry, I only have holidays twice a year
Umm.. actually, not 14th July. I'm going to visit her again... and i should be
back home at 14. But the plan has changed, i haven't specify a certain date so
just wait for the news XP
Oh, FYI, She's having her holiday in Singapore rite now would you
meet her? I guess you won't :p
I'm still working on the banner... but my Photoshop was broken, it closes
suddenly before i saved the progess I'll send
it when it's done
And.... how about your promise about the latest photo of you?
;___; OMG~~ i broke my own record again.. *sniffs* it took me more than 3 weeks
to reply.. *tries to slash myself and die but pulls raichi*
I know u dun wish me to die.. ok.. i wont die.. lolx..
since i cleared most of my notix.. now i'm able to concentrate on replying..
hahah~ *smirks* yup.. yup.. i <3 ur current userpage skin de.. It looks
really nice.. I used to change my userpage alot the other time.. but lately... I
realise i've turned lazier and lazier.. I've been
using my current userpage for a long period of time.. since this light brown
colour wont irritate my eyes.. So i decided to keep it longer until i found some
scans that can make me go~~ "WOW! WUHUUU~~" then i'll "TRY"
changing.. haha~~
Stop rubbing salt that i'm not able to have holidaes..
ur turn will come soon.. At that time.. I'll be laughing at you like mad.. Not sure
whether i got tell you.. But i just went to 2 small trips.. I went to Malaysia ~
Redang Island with my poly buddies.. It's really beautiful~~ <3 Then i went
to Cambodia with 2 of my colleagues.. The childrens are really very poor thing..
I felt like crying whenever i remember the scenes that they snatch food from
other children when we're giving out small packets of snacks to them.. They are
starving ne.. so raichi.. Dun you ever waste food ne.. ;___; *sniffs*
14/July was way long before.. so do you have a chance to see her? ^^ I bet you
have.. so any new things to update ayane? keke~~ I'm sure u all had a great
time.. *pokes raichi's cheeks*
oh~~ She came to singapore that time? omg~~ It's not that i didnt want to meet
up wif her.. but the big problem is that i dunno her.. lolx! @__@ *whacksu
raichi's head* she came for a holidae? there's nothing for her to see in
singapore.. Why did she waste her money here? lolx.
*pouts* the banner was way long ago~~~
*whacksu and bites and tears raichi apart*
no more excuses this time le.. hurmp~!~
oh yah~~ piccies.. piccies.. ok.. I send you the latest piccies of me right
after this reply.. i pwomise i wont forget this time.. But
i'm abit fat this time.. turn uglier too.. ;___; everything bad falls on me..
;___; i hope that you can still identify ayane and please dun laugh at me..
*sniffs*
merged: 08-20-2007 ~ 01:45pm
Quote by Rai1eHahaha that's okay,
that's okay! no need to push yourself just for replying, ok? Why do
you want to die? if you're going to die just because a late reply, it'll be a
cheap death, don't you think?
So do I, I'm becoming lazy and lazier too hahaha that's why i
still use this skin for my userpage XP
I didnt push myself to reply.. I really didnt.. If i do.. Then i wone be
replying at such rate.. lolx. And i wont
die for such things.. There's still alot of thing in the world that i yet to
experience..
Raichi is becoming lazii.. like a PIG!
lmao!~
Lazii PIG!
Quote: I guess no, I guess won't be
provoked by your holiday coz I'm not
busy with my college, so it just feels like taking a course .
If you haven't got your holiday, how come you went to small trips? How long
have you been there? I bet you're having fun I see...
poor children... that's a common view here in Indonesia
yeah, i feel sorry for them too. Don't worry, I'm not wasting any food
WHAT?!?!? you're not busy wif college? i cannot believe what i saw here..
you're not busy? u ebil~~ how come u're not busy? *faints*
What i meant is that i dun have the chance to have holidae like rotting at home
and shake my legs.. But i got the chance to have holidae to other countries.. Going
holidaes are actually torturing oneself.. cause u'll always get more tired.. ye'
know? lolx.. I went to Redang for 4 daes.. And 6 daes for Cambodia.. <33 Going
Cambodia is really a tiring trip.. but
it was fun.. Indonesia got alot of poor children? But Cambodia is a developing
and third world country.. I dun think Indonesia is a 3rd world country right?
the childrens are really ver pitiful de wor.. ;___; I know why u told me u're
fat.. cause u're not wasting food.. lolx.. i'm afraid i'll grow fat too.. since
i told myself that i shldnt waste food.. OMG!~
Quote: Unfortunately, not... Before
i depart from my city, i've met her online several times. I chatted with her,
she just responds normally, but not until I ask her about the meeting~ she seems
to be avoiding it, so I decided to give her a final warning when I got
there.
When I got there, i sent her a SMS. I told her whether she want to meet or not,
if she want, she should contact me. But no reply at all until my final day
there.
Well, that does it. The holiday was fun but also absolutely heartaching for me
Now I don't want to contact her anymore. I don't even say 'Happy Birthday' on
her bday.
Yea2, she came to Spore Well, for
us, Indonesians, a foreign land is great for shopping After all,
Singapore is an industrial country, right?
you
didnt get to meet her?
hmmm.. sad to say that.. I do think that this ger is abit weird ne.. Why is she
always treating u this way? I feel that she is playing you.. i'm sorry
to say that.. correct me if you think i'm wrong..
The ger is so ebil to make u heartaching for so many times.. ebil ger.. *bites
her*
Are u sure u're able to let her go? u sure? i'm sure u still <3 her alot
right? Have u ever confronted her? maybe there's a misunderstanding or what?
hmm.. Not every country is good for shopping.. So raichi loves shopping too?
lolx..
So when are u coming to Singapore? I make sure i'll be a good host and guide for
u..
Quote: Awwh.. sorry2 I
need to take care my college re-registration first. Ah, I've seen your pic well, i'll
sent ya a PM too. ^^
I tht someone told me thats he felt pretty slack for his college life? how come banner so long? *bites raichi apart*
oh.. yah~~ i got something to tell u thru' PM too.. keke..
merged: 10-17-2007 ~ 05:58pm
Quote: Really? because it
seems that you're always having a hard time to reply post Oh yea, i
forgot that you're a vampire, so you'll only die by several things
I'm not a pig! you are! XP
*dance around*
i'm not having a hard time to reply.. just that i seldom got time to sit down
and start replying.. if i have the time to sit down and reply.. i'll probably be
doing other things instead of coming to MT to reply.. yesh! i'm
lazii.. keke.. but i'm oli ABIT lazii.. lmao~ i wont die unless i forgot to
drink my blood.. opps~~ i mean i forgot to drink my tomato juice.. <3
You're a pig.. i tink i seldom see u online too.. raichi is shoooo busy? due lie
to ayane.. lmao~ u must be sleeping everydae whenever u have the time..
lolx!
Quote: Well, actually my college
should be very tiring and will take a lot of my time, but I just take it easy
If you
can make your life easier (with good methods of course), why not?
Rotting at home... lol Rotting at
home is no fun Better go somewhere, waste your money Going
holiday is torturing ourselves? I guess not, because we're having fun even
though we're tired, right? 4 and 6
days... that's enough time for holiday ^^
Mm.. i don't know whether Indonesia is also the 3rd world country or not... but
it is true that poor people is a common view here... although I think not all
deserve to have our simpathy~
What was that? you're afraid of getting fat? why? i
thought that you want to gain weight?
eh? u can make ur life easier? i wanna make my life easier too.. i'm trying very
hard to stay alive in my company.. the work is really too mux.. *complains* i can
hardly breathe.. *shows an asthma attack*
lately, our company just had a major shutdown for all machines in the company..
wha! that is really a tiring and deadly event! i'm glad that such event only
happens in every 4-5 years.. imagine the shutdown of all machines.. all i know
is that all my technicians are so happy that they got 2 days of break.. becox
they need not work! but i need to work instead.. i need to be on 24hrs standby~
i
need to be there when the m/c are shutting down and when they are starting up~
*feels the horror* and this i the 1st time i saw so mani of my office
colleagues[not counting technicians] staying in the office.. we're so tired..
but we ended playing some games in the office.. becox all of out bosses were not
in the office in the middle of night.. haix! even tinking of the past makes me
sweat too.. rofl~
rotting at home is fun.. it's FUN! at least i got to rest.. ebil raichi.. u're
calling me to go out and waste money? dun do that~ it's very ebil k.. lmao~
ayane is saving up money for my studies k.. i didnt wan my daddy to help me pay
for my studies.. so i decided to start saving money~ no more
shopping for ayane.. *cries* actually i'm kinda in a dilemma now.. i got a few
options now ne.. and i'm really confused.. since ye' are one of ayane's best
buddy in MT.. maybe u can help ayane.. ok? ;___; actually.. i didnt want to
study in singapore's university.. but i decided to study an australia Uni.. and
i was given a few options..
(1) Go to australia to study my engineering course~ [Full time]
(2) Study in singapore but it's also the aust uni that i wanna go~[Part time]
and lately.. i was being offered by my company~
(3) To go Japan to work for 2 years to get experiece from the fab there and get
some training~
haix!~~ i'm not sure what shld i do.. which option shld i take.. i wanna go aust
to study but i'll miss my family and frens here.. if i choose the 2nd option..
i'll miss the chance to go Japan for this awesome training.. but if i choose
option 3.. i'll need to skip and delay my study for another 2 years.. haix..
lately, i'm just tinking bout all these issues.. but i can sense that my heart
is slightly drifted to my 2nd option! please
kill ayane so that i wont be troubled by such things~
haha~ yesh! going holidae is rally tiring but it's really fun.. imagine u need
to wake up super early.. and walk thru' out the whole dae.. and take piccies
everywhere[face is numb cause need to smile all the time] and play
till so late before u go back hotel to rest.. lmao~ izzit tiring? haha~
i heard from my indonesian fren here that in indonesia.. people there are
usually very poor or very rich.. izzit true? why do u tink that some poor people
dun deserve ur sympathy? actually, i do tink so too.. over in singapore.. i pity
those people who really cant work and are begging in streets.. some may be even
performing some music so that we can donate some money to them.. i rally pity
them alot.. so i'll usually some a small sum of money so that they can actually
eat that day.. and sometimes i even ignored those people who look so healthy and
are begging in streets wif their children, etc.. i tink that they can go look
for a job instead of begging here.. they dun deserve my sympathy at all.. am i
very ebil and coldhearted?
of course i'm still very afraid of fat.. that's why i'm always doing sports to
maintain ne.. i wanna gain fatter but cannot be more than 50kg.. lolx! i dun
wan the fats to grow at the wrong area..
Quote: Nope '
Yea, we knew that she's totally weird to be
honest, i've never met someone like her before
(I'm referring to her stupidity and weirdness) I don't know for sure why she did
that again, although I might know what she's thinking... but even if my guess is
true, she shouldn't act that way
I mean... come on... okay, this is my case, she acted like that, maybe it's
over~ but in the future, if she has a boyfriend again, she'll probably do this
again and again and again.. running from responsibility. How many more will
suffer like me?
She needs to learn... that's one of my reason I'm staying with her despite her
treatment to me... I want to make sure she won't do this to anyone
else~
Well, but i can't last long... '
Letting her go.. I'm also not sure... right now i feel weird.. i don't know if
I'm suffering again or now I'm immune I
just feel normal... just kind of weird, oh i don't know
I don't know I still love her or not.. my anger is overwhelming, hwahahaha I deleted
her numbers... her SMSes... I removed her photos... I removed her from contact
lists on every sites (MT, Friendster, YM, etc.) I don't want to hear and see
anything about her.
I tried to confront her everytime i have the chance to see her (online) but just
as i said, she's dodgy~ even if i caught her and ask about the problem, she just
tell me that I've got nothing to do with her problem, I know she's dodging
because it's just too obvious that her problem is involving me. That's why I
went to Jakarta, i want to speak to her, solve this problem whatever the outcome
will be. I just want to get answer and reason, i want this problem to end
nicely. But that's it... It's just her that keeps running so it has come to
this~
Sorry it became so long, hehehe
No, I don't love shopping :p But going to foreign country is exceptional If i can
find cool stuffs with fair prices, i'll buy it Going to
Singapore... I don't know when I'll be able to
besides, If I do, and we meet, I don't think it'll be fun coz I'm not good at
listening and oral english
i guess she's a weirdo? i
dunno her that mux like u do but from the things that u told me.. i dun tink
i'll wan a fren like her.. sowee to say that.. if
she wants to continue to run from reality and continue to harm her future bfs..
let her be ne.. u've oleadi done the best that u can do.. let her be if she
doesn't learn.. i dun tink there's a need to stay wif her anymore if she is
treating u that way..
but do u need to do till so cruel? u deleted her off from everything? raichi is so
scary~ lolx!~ u'll probably do that to me too if u dislike me like a fren..
rofl~ *runs* u really didnt contact wif her anymore? i dun tink u can do that
cause i sense that u love her alot.. <3
ayane is sad for u becox i know how mux u love for this ger the other time.. the
way that she treated u is so bad.. ;___; ayane broke up wif my bf too.. i'm
really sad the other time but i'm alright now. ^^v i promise to myself that i
wanna live my life even better than before.. the funny thing is that all my
buddies are not attach now.. lolx! it's like a whole group of ugly women hanging
together.. ROFL~~ ayane is shooo ugly~~ ;___; the worse is that ayane's
colleague confesses to me that he likes me.. ATM, i dun
wanna to get involve in any relationship so i rejected him.. Ger's power~~~~
<33
i'm sure u'll get a better ger than her k.. Ganbatte.. *spinkle some
glitters*
raichi is not good in listening and oral english? how
come? i tht ur written english is pretty good? no?
Quote: I'm slacking when it's about
hard subjects, but of coure I can't slack for the registrations! I might not be
able to continue my study if i miss the registration
Just wait for the banner you
know.. when it comes to making arts, I'm not productive, and each work will take
a loooong time to finish
EDIT:
And here it is I made a new one, the previous one is a mess ' Thank God
finally I found characters that is appropriate to use Most of
couple scans I have are couples, not friends but
I managed to use this.. Saya Minatsuki & Train Heartnet from Black Cat They're
friends
All the best wif ur studies.. study hard and stop zzz like a PIG! ROFL!~
i'm sho happi that u finally completed that bannet.. <3 sankyuu raichi..
*huggles* sorry for taking up ur time and killing ur brain cells to that..
haha.. i've yet to watched "Black Cat".. so i'm not sure how the
characters looked like.. *anxious*
but~~~ izzit my problem or ur problem? i cant click on the linkie~~ ;___;
i still tht i can put it on my page todae... wah~~~ *sniffs* *stabs raichi and
run away from the scene*
merged: 10-26-2007 ~ 01:00pm
Quote by Rai1eI see... Nah, you said that
you're lazy I think every people has even the tiniest laziness inside them, but
they won't claim themselves as lazy if they're only a bit lazy Whoa...
you're really becoming a vampire eh? How come you
can endure the sunlight?
Noo.. I'm not a pig I'm online everyday, but just for checking my page and DL some
scans. Well... that's quite right, but I only go to sleep If I don't have
anything to do
nah~ u're wrong! i'm nvr lazii! lolx!~ I'm NEVER LAZII k! lolx!~ i'm alreas a
vampire since long ago.. i can endure the sunlight becoz of~~ *shows a very
powerful SPF+++++++ sunblock* ta da~~ this works! lolx!~ with this sunblock.. u
can go out during daylight with an ease.. <3 keke~
no! u're a pig.. u sure u online everydae even if u're very tired? i dun.. even
i'm really tired.. i wont online ne.. it'll oli make me even tired.. haha.. so
many scans for u to dl? @_@ u're a lier.. u sleep a dae long! haha!~ raichi is a
lier! lier!
Quote: Well.. not to make life
easier, but make your life 'feels' easier :p The key is your mind. Just try to
think positive and enjoy what you're doing. I know it's hard, but it's worth a
try. Shutting down all of the machines? for what? Is it an accident or a planned
event?
Oh... well, we're on the different world. You're a busy worker, so you really
miss a free time, that's why you want to rest whenever there is a chance. I
see.. that's a good thing ^^ You want to continue your study... Hmm about the
choice.. I don't really know which one you should pick but
maybe I can help you to straighten your mind...
First, have some time to think... what is your top priority? If you really want
to continue your study, then focus yourself to it. I don't really understand
about the 2nd option..
what does it mean? Is it that you study in the Spore uni (which is also the uni
in Aussie, but only in different country) and continue your job
simultaneously?
For me.. maybe you should go to Aussie... You will be less stressful (at least
you'll have more freetime than working) and if you miss your family, you can go
home sometime, right? because studying only takes a while... how long do you
need to finish your study? Besides, you can gain more experience by living in
Aussie.
If you pick the 2nd option, Think about it again... It seems that you are really
worn out just by working.. how it will be if you're also studying?
And the 3rd option.. I think you should pick this if your top priority is
working.
Kill you? dying is easy, but it won't solve anything and you won't be able
to do anything anymore
Yea, going holiday also makes everyday feels longer
especially if you enjoy your holiday :p
Yep, your friend is right, but I think it only occurs in big cities.. especially
Jakarta, the gap between the poor and the rich is very visible. Lately I went to
Jakarta again, and I realize that the city's have areas like 'upper city' (where
the riches are, very modern and civilized, full of skycraper buildings) and
'lower city' (slum area, the place where the poors and homelesses are). Yep, I
think the same as you, there are beggars who are just lazy, but they're truly
capable of doing some works. It's not evil... we have to do it for their own
good, they must change. Just like if we let our friend to cheat on exams,
they'll depend on the cheats only.. we're evil if we let them do that.. we
should help them to change by not giving them something that they don't
deserve.
Oh, you mean that you want your body to get bigger, not only the stomach. right?
Not to make life easier but make ur life feels easier? hmm.. i've a hard time
understanding this.. lolx.. but nvm.. i'll try to make my life feels easier..
haha!~ actually most of the time, i'm feelin very positively ne but
a few months back, i'm very very negatively.. so after so many things happen.. i
wanna to change myself.. now i'm back to my bubbly state~ I just wanna treat
myself better than before.. I wanna enjoy what i have now before it's too late..
oh.. We shut down all the machines to have a major cleaning and a check for all
the pipes and pressure.. becox we cant check on those when we are operating
those machines.. It's a planned event ne.. ^^
haha!~ u wont have that mux free time when ur studise really come in place.. u
wont be that cocky when that time comes.. whahahh!~ u'll suffer
like ayane.. Thanks on those advices.. <3 I'll really give on a good thinking
on it.. gotten alot of advices from my frens/families etc~ of cox i'll consider
all the advices that u all gave me.. but i'll also think whcih on do i think i
prefer the most.. but anyway, thanks for all the help.. *huggles* i'll
inform u which option i think when i've decided on it..
my fren is really right? such
things oli happen in Jakarta? but u're fantastic.. my fren is from Jakarta..
actually, i tht that Indonesia is a pretty develop country like Singapore.. i
didnt know that the poors are pretty visible..
hmm.. although we say that we dun help on those beggers who are capable to
work.. but seeing them in that state, makes me feel erally bad.. i'm kinda sad
when i reject to give them any donations.. ;___; this is what happen in
Cambodia~ Many people are begging for money in the streets... it really pains to
see them in this state.. the childrens are even more poor thing..
Of course i dun wan my stomach to get bigger.. i
wanna to keep in good shape.. sad to disappoint u.. i'm always doing exercise..
so ayane is still in good shape.. just that i'm abit skinny.. raichi got
boated stomach?
Quote: She's a child in a case of a
teenager That's okay... maybe she's a bad person at all... but it's just me that won't
admit it. Until now I don't know what to do.. part of me says that I should
ignore her... but the other part is still having some hope
Is that really cruel? I deleted her from everything in order to help me forget
about her. Just by seeing her name makes my heart ache I
don't want to do this, but i must. Yep, I can't do it perfectly... sometimes
eventhough she's the one that is at fault, I'm the one who says sorry
You broke up? why? You rejected the new guy?
oh... I think you did that because you just want to be free for the present
time. I kind of have a feeling like that too. Maybe if a girl confess to me
right now, i'll reject her too.
People have different abilities My friend's
very excellent at oral english, but her written english is far beneath me,
hohohoho
hmm.. pretty true... maybe she's still young.. when she gets older, i think she
will think that what she had done was prett childish.. she may even regret what
she had done before ne..
hahah~ raichi is sho cute.. you see.. i told u that u wont be able to give up on
her becox i know how mux u like her.. of course
ayane wont call u to ignore her.. it's u who decide whether to forgive her or
give her a chance.. believe in urself!~ but of course.. dun regret what u choose
becox u choose ur own path..
but i do think that u're pretty cruel to treat her that way.. u can still treat
her as a fren, right? do u need to delete all her contacts or whateva? are all
the guys like this? or even if u decided to keep her contacts, u'll block or
refuse to talk to her again? i realise all guys are like this.. am i right? u
deleted her contacts so as to forget her? hmm.. raichi is pretty naive is what i
can say.. do you think that works? do you think ur brain will allow u to do
that? raichi is deceiving urself wor.. dun feel
heartache anymore... life must go on ne.
yup.. i broke up.. haix.. i'll tell u when i see u in msn.. yup.. i rejected the
new guy.. just like what u said, i just dun feel like going into another
relationship now.. in the end, i still need to apologise to that guy.. make me
feel so guilty... *bites him* and he told me that he undersatnd what i'm going
thru' now and he'll wait.. *makes me
feel even guilty* haix~~~ *pulls my hair* i think raichi and i are the same type since
both of us dun wish to go into a relationship now..
lmao~ so ebil.. laughing at ur fren's written english... i tht most of the
people are better in oral english than in written english.. u're weird.. Raichi
is a weirdo! raichi is weirdo PIG!
Quote: You're welcome ^_^ If you're
interested in Black Cat, i guess you just need to read the manga.. the anime is
kinda disappointing.
What? you can't click it?
okay2.. i'll display it. If it's still not visible, then you can visit my
frontpage and take the pic there Whoa.. you
evil! you created a hole in my body! since when
you're fond of killing?
hahaha~
Should be a pic below here:
If it doesn't work, i'll try to upload to another link
eh? Black Cat's manga is better than anime? are u
sure? i dl the whole series le.. haix.. just that i haven't watch yet..
*disappointed*
ok.. this time i'm able to view it with ease.. but i decided to host the piccie
myself.. i think that imageshack is having alot of trouble.. so i prefer photobucket..
hey.. i must tell u that i like this banner alot.. it looks great!~ i do think
that this banner looks very different from the others.. <3 it.. SAnkyuu
raichi!~~~ *throws petals at raichi*
hahah~ dun forget that i'm a vampire.. killing is my hobby.. lolx~~
alo...
aku baru nih di minitokyo....
so0o0o0o....
could you taught me about somethings from this minitokyo community? Please...
May be you can tell me just the basic about this community... like.....
this community facilities, oh almost forget
I`m Vandersun, 13
Nice to meet you,
ok
Quote by Rai1e
Hmm IPA juga ya. Jurusan apa? BiNus ikut yg gelombang pertama aja langsung :p
kesempatan diterima kan besar lagian
katanya tesnya ga begitu sulit
Makanya ada tes minat n bakat well kalo
nilai sih kayanya ga bisa jadi penentu. Gw juga sama kaya elo. Gw selama SMA,
IPA paling bisa Fisika. Tapi yaa itu, tergantung guru yg ngajar n materinya enak
pa ngga
kalo nilai gw juga termasuk tinggi sih walaupun yg lebih tinggi dari gw juga
banyak. yang penting kita suka n punya kemampuan di pelajaran itu aja
Oh, mungkin karena materi kelas 2 masih yaa ga gitu berat lah
kelas 3 tu bener2 laen dari kelas 2 menurut gw
Oh Alhamdulillah de tuntas semua iya moga2
Riza sukses deh
Gw blm ujian, nih sekitar 2 jam kurang lagi (gw ujian
nanti jam 3) n doain gw bisa yaaa
gelombang pertama dah lewat.
gel.kedua juga gw taux dah telat banget(sehari sebelum pendaftaran ditutup)
mungkin ntar nyoba gel.ke 3...^^
gw dah coba tes minat n bakat(tapi hilang)
serius....?tuh kan....lu ga perlu ngerendah.
buat gw fisika itu pel. yg plg nyebelin n plg ga guna....^^;(buat gw
lho)
klu gw sih lebih ga cocok ma guru yg ngajar(emang sih seharusx gw yg ngikutin
cara ngajarx guru)
sekarang kan kurikulum 2004,
jadi materi kls 3 dimasukin ke kls 2.dan kls 3 kebanyakan ngulang materi
sebelumx (ada sih yg laen)....
iya tuntas semua sih(alhamdulillah^^...amien)tapi kimia gw sekarang jadi plg
jelek...T_T(gw ga nyangka fisika bakal ngalahin kimia....sekali selama gw
sma^^')
ya..^^semoga wendy ujianx sukses(telat ya....)
btw,happy new year ya....^^
merged: 01-21-2007 ~ 07:02pm
Quote by Rai1e
Hmm IPA juga ya. Jurusan apa? BiNus ikut yg gelombang pertama aja langsung :p
kesempatan diterima kan besar lagian
katanya tesnya ga begitu sulit
Makanya ada tes minat n bakat well kalo
nilai sih kayanya ga bisa jadi penentu. Gw juga sama kaya elo. Gw selama SMA,
IPA paling bisa Fisika. Tapi yaa itu, tergantung guru yg ngajar n materinya enak
pa ngga
kalo nilai gw juga termasuk tinggi sih walaupun yg lebih tinggi dari gw juga
banyak. yang penting kita suka n punya kemampuan di pelajaran itu aja
Oh, mungkin karena materi kelas 2 masih yaa ga gitu berat lah
kelas 3 tu bener2 laen dari kelas 2 menurut gw
Oh Alhamdulillah de tuntas semua iya moga2
Riza sukses deh
Gw blm ujian, nih sekitar 2 jam kurang lagi (gw ujian
nanti jam 3) n doain gw bisa yaaa
gelombang pertama dah lewat.
gel.kedua juga gw taux dah telat banget(sehari sebelum pendaftaran ditutup)
mungkin ntar nyoba gel.ke 3...^^
gw dah coba tes minat n bakat(tapi hilang)
serius....?tuh kan....lu ga perlu ngerendah.
buat gw fisika itu pel. yg plg nyebelin n plg ga guna....^^;(buat gw
lho)
klu gw sih lebih ga cocok ma guru yg ngajar(emang sih seharusx gw yg ngikutin
cara ngajarx guru)
sekarang kan kurikulum 2004,
jadi materi kls 3 dimasukin ke kls 2.dan kls 3 kebanyakan ngulang materi
sebelumx (ada sih yg laen)....
iya tuntas semua sih(alhamdulillah^^...amien)tapi kimia gw sekarang jadi plg
jelek...T_T(gw ga nyangka fisika bakal ngalahin kimia....sekali selama gw
sma^^')
Walah dah lewat yah? iya
kalo BiNus buat masuknya ga gitu susah btw. mo
ngambil apa di BiNus?
kok ilang? hmmm... tapi gw tetep ga ngerasa pinter tuh :p entah kenapa kalo
belajar Fisika itu gw ga pentingin gw pinter apa ngganya gw sii nyari
enjoy aja ngerjain soal2 yg gw bisa gitu hehehehe
Iya sih, KBK kan emang siswa aktif sendiri cari bahan pelajaran (dan modal
utamanya adalah niat siswa untuk belajar) n kalo kuliah ya sama aja kaya gitu
nantinya... sayangnya gw paling payah soal niat belajar, jadi gw ga suka KBK.
Kimia tapi memenuhi SKBM kan?
gapapalah kalo gitu....
Duh... nilai ujian gw parah2
Iya, Happy Islamic New Year juga
ga susah ya...?
tapi kata temen gw b.inggrisx susah...
mo ngambil apa ya...?masih mikir2 nih...^^
Susah? Well, kalo kata temen gw sih biasa2 aja n dia juga ga gitu pinter
englishnya, tapi yaa perlu belajar juga laa... Weks.. blm kepikiran sama sekali?
mo ilmu murni ato terapan?
Naah itung2an emang enaknya kalo bisa
Yup, gw swasta, tapi gw blm pake KBK kelas 3nya hohohoho
tapi ada juga beberapa guru yg dah pake KBK sih. Ho oh... kalo belajar ga atas
niat sendiri kan mana mau kita nyari bahan belajar sendiri?
Nilai baru keluar beberapa, tapi ada 3 yg jelek -___-' n klo yg lainnya bagus2
juga IP gw ga bakal sampe 3. Wah ngga.. justru
semester pertama tu kan masih mudah jadinya IPnya harus gede2 dunk
masa kata temen g susah....?
justru mtkx yg ga begitu susah..^^
iya sih belajar emang harus.
jujur ya...gw pengenx dokter gigi klu engga DKV.
buat DKV gw ga begitu yakin...(tapi kebetulan skul gw diundang ma universitas
buat pengarahan gitu/lihat2 gitu deh)jadi gw ya..pengen lagi ngambil
DKV^^
tapi kayax bukan yg dibinus(habis kayax lebih enakan ditempat yg baru gw
lihat)^^
ya,gw setuju banget...
lho justru karna blm terbiasa aja kan..?
ntar lama2 juga nilaix bagus ^^
btw,mo nanya donk.
klu kul,plg lama lu plg jam brp(plg lama)?
boleh kan gw nanya2?
habisx ga ada org yg bisa gw tanyain^^
merged: 01-28-2007 ~ 03:33pm
Quote by Rai1ewah ga tau juga de
pasalnya BiNus emang butuh skill english yg cukup tinggi sih. Misalnya... yg
program internasional butuh TOEFL minimal 550, kalo universitas negri laennya
cuma butuh minimal 500.
Dokter gigi? wah2, cewe kayanya emang rada hobi jadi dokter gigi yah? hmm.. DKV?
itu prospeknya juga bagus, apalagi buat jaman sekarang ^^ emang mo ngambil DKV
di mana?
Masalahnya, umumnya IP anak2 baru tu bagus2 coz
semester 1 pelajaran masih mudah n bersifat umum gitu...
Hmm jam pulang gw? kalo sekarang sih sampe tanggal 5 Februari gw libur kalo
jadwal kuliah blm keluar, jadi ga tau juga iya boleh2
aja kok ^^
oh....TOEFlx 550...?
yah...gw ga pengen ikutan program internasional sih...hehehe
itu dia, gw lagi ngincar indonusa.
kayax sih DKV disana bagus...^^.
klu dokter gigi,itu gara2 nyokab maksain gw ikut kedokteran.
daripada ngambil kedokteran mending gw ngambil dokter gigi(jadi ga lama2
banget)^^.
Quote: Masalahnya, umumnya IP anak2
baru tu bagus2 coz
semester 1 pelajaran masih mudah n bersifat umum gitu...
yah....setiap orang kan beda2..
ada yg nilaix bagus karna mereka cepet menyesuaikan diri.
tapi ada juga kan org yg butuh waktu yg lebih lama buat menyesuaikan
diri...biarpun pada kenyataanx sebenarx mereka bisa...^^
wah...enak donk libur....><!
gw malah ga bisa tidur,trus masa tensi darah gw tinngi.
kata dokter tensi darah gw 150.... (emangx gw
nenek^^')
gw harus pinter2 ngatur emosi nih....^^
merged: 01-28-2007 ~ 04:14pm
Quote by Rai1e
Iya, di BiNus minimal 550. Wah gw blm pernah denger Indonusa yah
pokoknya elo cari2 info ttg DKV di sana deh biar ada bayangan wew..
dipaksain? waah kalo kuliah jangan ikut kemauan ortu.. ntar kalo kita ga suka ya
mana enak kuliahnya... malah tersiksa + bukannya banggain ortu, malah jadi
kecewa kan?
Quote: yah....setiap orang kan
beda2..
ada yg nilaix bagus karna mereka cepet menyesuaikan diri.
tapi ada juga kan org yg butuh waktu yg lebih lama buat menyesuaikan
diri...biarpun pada kenyataanx sebenarx mereka bisa...^^
wah...enak donk libur....><!
gw malah ga bisa tidur,trus masa tensi darah gw tinngi.
kata dokter tensi darah gw 150.... (emangx gw
nenek^^')
gw harus pinter2 ngatur emosi nih....^^
Yaah sebenarnya kalo gw belajar sih gw bisa hehehe masalahnya
gw belajarnya minim banget jadi emang
gw yg salah
gw baru libur... wew.. darah tinggi juga ya? tapi darah tinggi kan ga selalu
gara2 emosi? gw juga pernah darah tinggi sekali, waktu itu tensinya 180
buset.. dokternya langsung panik banget gitu. untung sekarang ga apa2 lagi
sih.
itu lho kampu emas deket Cl.
iya nyokab emang syka amksain^^
bererti lu harus belajar lebih giat lagi...
iya kan(biar bikin ortu bangga)^^
hah....180?
yg bener aja...?
iya lah dokter langsung panik^^'
ya...tapi org yg darah tinggi ga boleh marah(katax)
makax,kayax gw bakal ga ke seed indo dulu nih...
habisx debatx dilanjutin...
ntar emosi gw bisa naik turun bacax...^^'
merged: 01-31-2007 ~ 07:07pm
Quote by Rai1e
Yaah gw kan bukan orang Jakarta jadi g tau :p
Iya sih, tapi malesnya itu minta ampun deh
Yup, dokternya wanti2 melulu katanya remaja tu jarang banget yang hipertensi
iyalah ga boleh marah... makanya aneh juga padahal gw waktu itu lagi
kalem2nya eh divonis hipertensi
hahaha.. rumina yah
maklumlah, di SEED Indo dia dianggap dewanya debat sih
oh...bukan toh...
trus org mana donk...?
klu gw sih....emang lagi banyak pikiran....^^'
iya rumina....^^
oh ya...?
yah....gw bukanx takut ma rumina...
kemaren itu emang gw lagi pusing banget.....jadi balesanx hancur kaya gitu
deh....
gw ralat kata2 gw yg "athrun terserah mo ama siapa aja"
buat gw asucaga adalah best couple gw selamax^^
sayangx rumina blm bales debat gw.
merged: 02-10-2007 ~ 05:49pm
oh...tinggal di yogya...^^
maksud gw.......banyak pikiran jadi ga bisa tidur (kata dokternya gw kurang
tidur)
takut....?
engga kok!
gw cuma ga mau ntar jadix kaya yg di debat sebelumnya...
ya udah gw ikut debat lagi yah.....
merged: 02-14-2007 ~ 07:52pm
hi wendy.
happy valentines day
see ya and take care
merged: 03-28-2007 ~ 07:23pm
hallow wendy.
pakabar...?
gw dah bikin fs baru...so...add gw yah^^.blm ada temen
add gw di asucaga_fangirl@yahoo.com...ditunggu loh......
merged: 04-03-2007 ~ 05:47pm
Quote by Rai1e
Oh, kabar yaa begitu2 saja tidak ada
perubahan yg berarti XP udah gw add tuh ^^ maaf ya baru baca sekarang
:p
ya...gpp^^.
thx ya..dah di add
merged: 04-14-2007 ~ 05:00pm
Quote by Rai1eYo Riza.. gimana kabar? ntar
lagi mo UAN kan? Good luck yah trus soal
universitas udah daftar di mana aja?
kabar....?lumayan(lumayan stres maksudnya)^^'
iya nih uanx ,hari selasa sampai kamis.doain ya.....biar gw bisa jawab
soal2x.
gw dah daftar di kampus emas(esa unggul).
dah diterima sih...di DKV.tapi gw blm daftar ulang.mau lihat hasil uan
dulu....^^.
lo sendiri gimana kulx.lancar2 aja ga.....?
oh iya maaf ya.telat balasx......
Walah malah beneran stress tho oh
udah diterima... baguslah, yg penting dah ada cadangan
gw kuliah dibilang lancar ya ngga juga sih
Gapapa, semoga sukses yah UANnya ^^
iya dikit..^^'
tapi sekarang ga lagi donk........
masih ada UAS ma praktek sih...tapi klu UAN udah selesai ya.....udah sedikit
bebas donk...
oh iya...maksih...makasih...
Quote by Rai1eHisashi buri ne.. lol~ heheheh, i
wonder why people like to be such a "deadliner" work on
their tasks when it's almost deadline lol~ But
eventhough i've realized the importance of time, i'm still being lazy i guess
it's my nature ~lol But no matter how the assignment is, i've never can do it by
sacrificing my sleep time
when i'm feeling sleepy then i go to sleep coz if i
continue doing something, the result won't be satisfying coz i can't concentrate
anymore.. so it's useless.
Nooo i never removed you from my FL, trust me i don't
know why how it can happen, in fact i've never did that yea2,
but the commeercial didn't impress me much, coz i can't see clearly it's a
scenery of sunset, and the island, boat, etc. is in black so i don't
know how it looked like lol. The
problem is my parents are not too rich too
we've seldomly went abroad. Since you're working now then take me there
i... i... i can't believe that i need to retype this reply.. *sniffs* i
shldn't have went to pick up the phone and left my little cousin to play m
compie... ;___; *cant stop crying*
wow.. wow... raichi's japanese improved alot.. now you even know how to say
hisashi buri ne.. you can't blame people to be a "deadliner" heaven created
humans to be lazii... that's why we are so lazii... but i cant
believe that you dun sacrifice your sleep.. what if you haven't finish doing ur
stuffs or your got a major exam 2molo? you are not going sacrifice ur sleep?
i'll probably do that.. even though the result will not end up too good but at
least i did put an effort to finish doing it wor..
yesh.. yesh.. you removed me from ur fl.. u meanie.. raichi is a meanie..
keke!~ i'm going to add raichi to my hotlist too.. ^^ *adds* you cant see the
Maldives commercial properly? you need a
new specs.. how can you miss such a beauitful commercial.. my boss just went to
Maldives.. *envy* he actually called and emailed me with all those beautiful
piccies when he was at Maldives.. He was such a meanie.. i cant believe it.. But
Maldives is someplace that you can relax and enjoy the slow pace that they are
having.. there's nothing mux for you to play... My boss also hire a jetplane to
tour around Maldives.. he even took some piccies from above.. It looks ulber
great.. Maybe i can show you some of the piccies that he took.. ^^ i'm not rich
too.. i'm just a poor employee.. or do you
want me to chop you up into pieces and then squeeze you into my bag.. that way,
i'll be able to bring you along..
Quote: How come it didn't get to my
heart? ' it's almost a year i've suffered, and i got only lies.. lies... and more
lies... too bad i'm not.. you know..
in these last part of this year i can't stand it anymore.. so now i'm like
exploding. I guess what people said about patience is right. No matter how
patient a person, someday he/she'll explode. And that's me now.. i don't know
when i'll recover. Still, coz i love her very much, i forgave her until now
my love toward her hasn't changed.
But that's not the main cause of my explosion.. after i revealed the truth.. i'm
far more disappointed of someone that i thought he's one of my best friends. I
hate him... (Guess i can't tell much coz we're taking a long time to reply so
you can't catch up to the latest development )
For now, i pull myself from that cyber community. I've never contacted the
others excepting her... and her behaviour now makes me really confused
I guess maths in engineering isn't as complicated as the one in science faculty
since they're applied maths, right? how come you said that you're not good
enough when you always scored at least "A"? if
your brain's officially dead how come you can live for now? lol~ well, i
hope so in actually Indonesia has a lot of smart people, but too bad only a few
of them use their smartness to build our country '
x_X poor raichi.. i hope you are doing fine now.. People actually feel so mux
better after they exploded.. hmm... I'm glad to see that you forgave her.. i
think that humans shldn't hold grudges or hate someone when they do something
bad to you... i think the most you shld do is only ignore this person and
remember that this person is someone that you shld watch out to.. I can also see
that you really love her alot.. since you still like her after such a long time
and you dun hate her at all.. hmm.. she doesn't know that she is so blissful..
haiz!~
you exploded is not becoz of her but ur best fren? what does it got to do with
ur fren when relatioship is btw u and her? @_@ i dun think there's a need to
pull urself off from the cyber world.. Just learn to be more tactful the next
time.. you are not going to contact the others except her? you are
not going to keep contact with ayane? *sniffs* *draws circles on the
floor*
nope!~ you are wrong... engineering maths includes applied maths too.. ^^;;
applied maths is just a small % in engineering maths.. to do well in engineering
maths, you must have a strong foundation in applied maths.. becoz applied maths
is the stepping stone.. keke!~ what
i mean is that i'm oli god in modules that involves numbers.. those theory
modules are going to kill me.. dun say
that!~ i'm sure you'll be one of the person to help improve Indonesia!~ Ganbatte
oh!~
Quote: Hooo so now your ears are
invincible huh? no, i just try to imagine how if you take the stairs then if you
don't go home, where are you usually? No, i'll
only try to kill them if they put me and people i care in danger really? o_O
c'mon, how can you say THIS
scary? naah if you want to stop crying just stop talking about snakes
your'e
the meanie one now clean my userpage, will ya?
lolz~
you are trying to imagine how i climb to 21st storey? you can try climbing 21st
storey and you'll understand.. lately, i went with my colleagues to have a small
challenge.. The challenge is to climb up 100 storey.. there's no time limitation
but as long as you finish climbing them... you can give up at anytime too... my
bosses and colleagues all went... it was
pretty fun.. but i was like a dead mouse when i'm around 30 storey.. i cant
imagine that i still got 70 storey to go..
*nightmare* but a few o us finish clmibing to the top.. i'm not sure for the
others but i felt a small achievement for what i've done..
when the lift at my place breaks down.. I'll usually to somewhere nearby that i
can shop.. yesh! yesh! yesh!~ snakes are scary... go ask around ur female frens and
you'll understand... frogs are not scary at all.. clean ur
userpage? bleh!~ *steps around the puddle of water*
Quote: I'm not a backstabber and i
dearly hope i can be like that throughout my life really? i
will send you to hell if i found you hunting me nope, i
never said that i want a square world
lol
hmm.. i'm sure everyone doesn't want to be a backstabber... but sometimes they
are left with no choice ne.. let's hope that both of us cant cont to be true to
people till we die.. you did
say that you want a square world instead of round... forgot? lolz!~
Quote: Oh, it's a gene problem?
why don't you tell me from the start?
cmon, fight hard vs your genes lolz~ is
"chubby" only used for girls? i'm
not fat yep, i changed it again hmm... not
really, i changed my photo if to keep everyone updated lol~ *as if
anyone would want to see my photo everyday* can you tell
what's dfferent of me in this pic and the earlier photo?
lolz!~ yesh.. yesh.. gene problem.. how can i fight against my genes to get fat?
that'll probably be too hard.. and i dun wish to eat too mux and ended to be fat
at my tummy.. that'll be ugly... must control and do some light exercise too..
yesh..
you can oli use chubby for gers.. not fat! that'll hurt our feelings.. you changed
your photo again? keke.. raichi likes to take piccies ne.. this time i
can finally send you an updated of me.. recently, i just took some piccies..
sorri for the delay.. will send u the piccies theu' PM.. but...
after i extracted them from my camera.. i can only
say that you looked fierce in this picture..
Quote: Yup, i did i wanna
go there again on the earlier February next year, i just hope i'll be permitted
by my parents. Nah, that's what make me sad.. everyone
that has seen that photo told the same thing. "You 2 are really
matching","She looked like you, and suits you very much" etc.
They said we're a nice couple.. huff... ' it would
be long if i told you the whole story
How could you say i'm a liar? i won't
tell it if it didn't work on me maybe your
friend is old enough? i've heard
that men and women has their age limit of growing vertically... i mean when they
reach that age, they won't grow tall anymore, but getting
fatter.
so are you sill going this feb to meet her? Valentine dae is coming.. <33 you
can buy her something.. ^^ i'm sure she'll be beri happy.. dun be sad anymore..
maybe both of you are meant to be together ne.. all the best to you.. *throws
lucky and blessing glitters at raichi*
lolz!~ swimming only works on you wor.. most of the people tell me by jumping
will make you tall.. like playing basketball... volleyball... skipping ropes..
maybe i
shld start skipping my ropes again.. ROFL!~ but i do
think that 168cm is enuff for me.. i dun wish to get anymore taller..
Quote: Yea.. now the
connection is even worse heey,
didn't i tell you that it's still a rumour? maybe
it's next year, but nobody knows for sure.
sayig bout the connection.. after the earthquake at taiwan... my internet
connection goes haywire.. x_X but i'm glad that everything is working fine now..
or else i'll probably kill myself with the ulber slow speed... have you try to
figure why the speed is becoming slower for you? rumour about the gsd movie?
i
cant believe that it's a rumour... athrun!~ ;___; <333333
Quote: Yea2, now cellphones are
like a primary need instead of tertiary. I heard from my friend that people
abroad doesn't really care about their cellphones model. is it true? my friend
study in France, his cellphone is Nokia N93. Everytime he has an incoming call
or SMS, everyone stares at him... coz their cellphone model aren't those
brand-new. I guess Indonesians are too obsessed with cellphones
those elementary school students here already using those 3G cellphones .
Hoo.. so you like to catch up to the latest trend too? noooo...
take my hp back.. right now! but that
will be okay if you want to buy me a new one lolz~ I guess all
girls are the same
likes to go shopping and buy all stuffs don't forget
to buy one hp for me, okay? *runs* I'm
dreaming? then why don't you make it true? I know..
it's the nature of men to look at facial beauty first. and even
if you're already married, you need to care about your appearance for your
husband's sake You're getting ugly? oh yea, you
haven't send me your latest photos yet let me
judge your ugliness level *throw paint
buckets toward ayane*
hmm.. i'm not sure whether people from other countries care that mux about their
hp.. but i'm sure that countries around here esp those developed countries like
Japan will be so obsess with their hp... even in singapore, you can always see
people changing hp like once per year to get the latest hp.. to show off? i kinda envy
my small cousins to be using such a good hp.. they are still so young.. why do
they need hp? they shld just use public phones.. lolz!~
sad to say.. i like catch the latest trend too.. *hits myself for wasting $$*
i'll be buying K800 next month.. it's not a new phone.. but i just wanna grap
that phone for myself.. but u a new
hp? i'll probably be broke after i buy my hp.. keke!~ you see.. you see... gers
are so busy... still need to keep ourself pwetti for the sake of u guys.. remember to
give us more $$ for facial.. yesh!~
yesh!~ i'm turning uglier and uglier... will send
you my piccies later.. ^^v then u can judge my ugliness level.. dun faint later
oh..
*takes the paint bucket and hits at raichi's head continuously*
Quote: I mean the real one, not
fictional guys so
that's scary for you huh?
well indeed if it's extremely detailed yup2, brown
eyes shows wisdom Asians has brown eyes mine is dark
brown, but my lil bro's is light brown heh?
yours is black? i've never seen anyone with black iris
hahahh~
XD
sama-sama..
senpai suka gundam?
yaaiiy, aku juga suka~
btw, btw..
kakak dari mana?
sama2 daerah jakarta kah?
hahah~
see u~
aa...keknya gue kenal deh..ato gue yang lupa yah?
Kaji ulang yah....takutnya salah orang nieh....
ada account di FS ga dulu? Foto loe familiar gitu ^__^ dengan nama wendy?
Trus ada account di www.seed-indo.co.nr ?
kalo bener, pa kabar? FS loe udah ngga aktif lagi?
kalo bukan, maap hehehhe....
merged: 07-16-2008 ~ 09:47am
Kabar gue? Bae2 aja hohohoho....jabar loe ndiri? Lagi sibuk apa neh?
Seed-indo pindah kemana? Gue juga udah lama banget seh ga nongol di sana heheheh....
knp acc FSnya didelete? hahahaha.....mo tau aja hahahaha...
ok deh stop for now
take care
huhuhu.. rai, gw add friendlist yah..
yup
masa lupa sih sama temen yang pernah satu forum di seed-indo
merged: 05-05-2008 ~ 08:42pm
yup
hehehehe)
ni Citra Zaoldyeck
account gw yang dulu da di sini semuanya di banned
gara2 ketauan klo ketiga-tiga ol dengan IP yang sama
(jadi kena batunya deh
merged: 05-09-2008 ~ 10:10pm
hahaha.....
yah biar bisa OL di MT lg aja gw mesti bikin email baru
oh iya gmn kbrnya seed-indo ? dah bubar yah ? soalnya pas nyoba akses alamat webnya nggak bisa di akses...
merged: 05-29-2008 ~ 09:27am
thanks infonya...
anuu
bisa log in pakai id yang lama nggak?
apa harus regis lagi ?
raichi!
keke~ seeing the post that is 13 weeks old.. i dun think u're
interested with those topics again.. how are you? i didnt get to see u in msn at
all.. 
*sniffs*
omg~ i think it's been very long since i last type type type type in people's guestbook..
hey there Ra1le-san..
thank you for sharing me your favourite anime seiyuu's
Souichirou Hoshi and Tanaka Rie are also one of my favourites ^_^
hai wendy pa kabar.......?
met ultah,met tahun baru and idul adha juga.....hehehe...sory ya di paket gini...jarang OL sih...
btw,add fs gw yagn baru ya....di
z_zeycn@yahoo.com
oke?
Let's not bring out the bad times of the past wif what i've said.. i've changed! rofl!~ I wan to live wif what i've and who i am now.. someone really changed me~ People may change to ruthless or kind~ i'm really glad to see people deep in their heart wif my own eyes..
So what's the latest stuffs that raichi is craving on? lolx!~ I know that raichi is a honest guy.. i'm glad to know u.. one of my best buddy in MT.. <3 Thanks for being such a good fren to ayane.. ^^ till now.. i've yet to see the ebil side of u.. of course i know u're ebil at times but not to the extend that u'll hurt someone..
argH~ i knew it.. rofl~
And i tink that i can understand the strange stpry btw "making life easier" and "making life feels easier"~
making life
feels easier is a tough job ne.. but ayane is trying my very best to make my
life looks so~ enuff of all the problems and troubles.. life is nvr easy and
smooth.. People grow slowly wif the problems that they encountered.. i was
thinking that w/o the troubles.. People wouldn't grow.. deshoo? ^^
Lately, u're feeling helpless? what happened? Why are u feeling so helpless? i hope that u're doing fine now..
*prays*
hmm.. have ur country ever tht of doing something for those poors? becox Indonesia is considered a developed country.. not like Cambodia.. they are not considered as a developed country.. but a "developing" country..
hmm..I
believe that the poors in Cambodia are really poor people but the only thing
that is sad is that some do not want to use their both hands to earn a living..
Some rather beg for money on the streets.. It's a really sad and disappointing
thing to see them behaving in this way.. *sniffs*
Raichi doesn't do exercise? rofl~
u better
start doing some.. To keep a wonderful body shape and of course.. to keep urself
healthy too.. *pokes raichi's bloated tummy* 
*flees*
i'm sure she'll grow up.. she's still young.. she'll understand it when she gets older.. <- I hope so~ i'm sure.. she still hold some space in ur heart.. and i'm sure she gave u some happy moments although both of u didnt work out..
wat? u still cant see her as a fren? why? hmm.. izzit becoz she hurts u too mux? that's why u cant see her as a fren? So lately, have u contacted her? i wont blame u or call u naive.. i think that everyone will change till like this when they're truly in love.. Take some time ne.. i'm sure u'll find someone better than her x1000.. <3 *throw some golden lovey-dovey glitters*
rofl~ i'm always in msn.. u didnt see me? rofl~ no ne.. lately, i wasn't in msn that mux.. i just came back from my Egypt trip.. although i did online when i'm in Egypt..
Egypt was great! <3 I dun think that Raichi is in msn that mux rite? i dun
think that ur actions are girly ne.. i know that u love her deeply.. maybe she
doesn't deserve ur love. no ne.. i didnt give the guy any hope! i rejected him..
It's impossible that i gave him hope ne~ but after the Egypt trip.. I'm ready to
start my new life! I wanna foeget the things in the past.. only leaving the
lovely stuffs that i once encountered.. I'm telling myself to start my life all
over again from 01/Jan'2008! 
I'm stil
treating that guy as a fren now.. previously.. i was avoiding him becox i didnt
want to hurt him even more.. i didnt want something to spark btw us.. but after
the Egypt trip.. i'm not avoiding him anymore.. not becox that i'm letting him
into my heart... i just wanna treat everyone equally.. he is my fren.. if he
asks me out.. as long as i'm free and i'm not tired.. i'll meet him ne... just
like normal frens.. 
lolx.. u've problems wif photobucket? photobucket is better! *puts virus into imageshack*
Xmas is coming.. What is Raichi going to do?
merged: 12-25-2007 ~ 01:48pm
gomen.. gotta prepare my Xmas Party later~ <3
Raichi!~~~ <3
Gomen~~ I didnt forget ur burfdae.. But i didnt have time to login.. then i dozed off on my bed.. gomen.. *spanks myself* ayane will reply u in my next post~
Ayane is here to wish you MERRI XMAS~~
Hope that you'll have a wonderful Xmas!~ HOHOHO!~ *gives a gift*
*spams*
lalallalaa!~~
*dances around raichi's page* <3
i wanna reply to ur post.. but i realise that it's 23 weeks old.. O_O;;
*flees*
lolx..
how are u? ^^ i saw ur msg in my msn.. I miss talking to you too.. but i think that we're not fated to meet in msn ne.. kekeke!~~
i'll start
whacking you if it's more than 2 sentences..
Update ayane bout urself in 2 sentences.. i mean 2 sentences oli!
ok ne.. gtg now.. alot of things to do.. ;___; *gives a rotten tomato*
i also want a frenship banner.. make 1 for ayane!
*roars*
merged: 07-08-2007 ~ 04:40pm
lolx..
that's why i say i didnt reply that.. i'm trying my very best to reply everyone's post in a month now..
LMAO~~ ur userpage is so white so it's like my ice skating place.. lolx..
*mess around raichi's page more*
wow~~ *claps* ur 2 sentences are great!
u must be
good in writing summary.. 
next
time dun tell me that u're having holidae k! *bites* more story on 14/July?
hmm.. how come? how come? *pester raichi* 
Tell ayane
somemore.. keke~~
yup~~ <33 waiting for the beautiful frenship banner from u.. <33
*jumps around wif joy and dissappear*
merged: 08-19-2007 ~ 06:09pm
;___; OMG~~ i broke my own record again.. *sniffs* it took me more than 3 weeks to reply.. *tries to slash myself and die but pulls raichi*
I know u dun wish me to die.. ok.. i wont die.. lolx..
since i cleared most of my notix.. now i'm able to concentrate on replying.. hahah~ *smirks* yup.. yup.. i <3 ur current userpage skin de.. It looks really nice.. I used to change my userpage alot the other time.. but lately... I realise i've turned lazier and lazier..
I've been
using my current userpage for a long period of time.. since this light brown
colour wont irritate my eyes.. So i decided to keep it longer until i found some
scans that can make me go~~ "WOW! WUHUUU~~" then i'll "TRY"
changing.. haha~~
Stop rubbing salt that i'm not able to have holidaes..
ur turn will come soon.. At that time.. I'll be laughing at you like mad.. 
Not sure
whether i got tell you.. But i just went to 2 small trips.. I went to Malaysia ~
Redang Island with my poly buddies.. It's really beautiful~~ <3 Then i went
to Cambodia with 2 of my colleagues.. The childrens are really very poor thing..
I felt like crying whenever i remember the scenes that they snatch food from
other children when we're giving out small packets of snacks to them.. They are
starving ne.. so raichi.. Dun you ever waste food ne.. ;___; *sniffs*
14/July was way long before.. so do you have a chance to see her? ^^ I bet you have.. so any new things to update ayane? keke~~ I'm sure u all had a great time.. *pokes raichi's cheeks*
oh~~ She came to singapore that time? omg~~ It's not that i didnt want to meet up wif her.. but the big problem is that i dunno her.. lolx! @__@ *whacksu raichi's head* she came for a holidae? there's nothing for her to see in singapore.. Why did she waste her money here? lolx.
*whacksu and bites and tears raichi apart*
no more excuses this time le.. hurmp~!~
oh yah~~ piccies.. piccies.. ok.. I send you the latest piccies of me right after this reply.. i pwomise i wont forget this time..
But
i'm abit fat this time.. turn uglier too.. ;___; everything bad falls on me..
;___; i hope that you can still identify ayane and please dun laugh at me..
*sniffs*
merged: 08-20-2007 ~ 01:45pm
I didnt push myself to reply.. I really didnt.. If i do.. Then i wone be replying at such rate.. lolx.
Raichi is becoming lazii.. like a PIG! lmao!~
Lazii PIG!
WHAT?!?!?
What i meant is that i dun have the chance to have holidae like rotting at home and shake my legs..
But i got the chance to have holidae to other countries.. Going
holidaes are actually torturing oneself.. cause u'll always get more tired.. ye'
know? lolx.. 
I went to Redang for 4 daes.. And 6 daes for Cambodia.. <33 Going
Cambodia is really a tiring trip.. 
but
it was fun.. 
Indonesia got alot of poor children? But Cambodia is a developing
and third world country.. I dun think Indonesia is a 3rd world country right?
the childrens are really ver pitiful de wor.. ;___; I know why u told me u're
fat.. cause u're not wasting food.. lolx.. i'm afraid i'll grow fat too.. since
i told myself that i shldnt waste food.. OMG!~ 
hmmm.. sad to say that.. I do think that this ger is abit weird ne.. Why is she always treating u this way? I feel that she is playing you..
The ger is so ebil to make u heartaching for so many times.. ebil ger.. *bites her*
Are u sure u're able to let her go? u sure? i'm sure u still <3 her alot right? Have u ever confronted her? maybe there's a misunderstanding or what?
So when are u coming to Singapore? I make sure i'll be a good host and guide for
u.. 
hmm.. Not every country is good for shopping.. So raichi loves shopping too? lolx..
I tht someone told me thats he felt pretty slack for his college life?
oh.. yah~~ i got something to tell u thru' PM too.. keke..
merged: 10-17-2007 ~ 05:58pm
*dance around*
i'm not having a hard time to reply.. just that i seldom got time to sit down and start replying.. if i have the time to sit down and reply.. i'll probably be doing other things instead of coming to MT to reply..
You're a pig.. i tink i seldom see u online too.. raichi is shoooo busy? due lie to ayane.. lmao~ u must be sleeping everydae whenever u have the time.. lolx!
eh? u can make ur life easier? i wanna make my life easier too.. i'm trying very hard to stay alive in my company.. the work is really too mux.. *complains*
rotting at home is fun.. it's FUN! at least i got to rest.. ebil raichi.. u're calling me to go out and waste money? dun do that~ it's very ebil k.. lmao~ ayane is saving up money for my studies k.. i didnt wan my daddy to help me pay for my studies.. so i decided to start saving money~
no more
shopping for ayane.. *cries* actually i'm kinda in a dilemma now.. i got a few
options now ne.. and i'm really confused.. since ye' are one of ayane's best
buddy in MT.. maybe u can help ayane.. ok? ;___; actually.. i didnt want to
study in singapore's university.. but i decided to study an australia Uni.. and
i was given a few options..
(1) Go to australia to study my engineering course~ [Full time]
(2) Study in singapore but it's also the aust uni that i wanna go~[Part time]
and lately.. i was being offered by my company~
(3) To go Japan to work for 2 years to get experiece from the fab there and get some training~
haix!~~ i'm not sure what shld i do.. which option shld i take.. i wanna go aust to study but i'll miss my family and frens here.. if i choose the 2nd option.. i'll miss the chance to go Japan for this awesome training.. but if i choose option 3.. i'll need to skip and delay my study for another 2 years..
haix..
lately, i'm just tinking bout all these issues.. but i can sense that my heart
is slightly drifted to my 2nd option! 
please
kill ayane so that i wont be troubled by such things~
haha~ yesh! going holidae is rally tiring but it's really fun.. imagine u need to wake up super early.. and walk thru' out the whole dae.. and take piccies everywhere[face is numb cause need to smile all the time]
and play
till so late before u go back hotel to rest.. lmao~ izzit tiring? haha~
i heard from my indonesian fren here that in indonesia.. people there are usually very poor or very rich.. izzit true? why do u tink that some poor people dun deserve ur sympathy? actually, i do tink so too.. over in singapore.. i pity those people who really cant work and are begging in streets.. some may be even performing some music so that we can donate some money to them.. i rally pity them alot.. so i'll usually some a small sum of money so that they can actually eat that day.. and sometimes i even ignored those people who look so healthy and are begging in streets wif their children, etc.. i tink that they can go look for a job instead of begging here.. they dun deserve my sympathy at all.. am i very ebil and coldhearted?
of course i'm still very afraid of fat.. that's why i'm always doing sports to maintain ne.. i wanna gain fatter but cannot be more than 50kg..
lolx! i dun
wan the fats to grow at the wrong area.. 
i guess she's a weirdo?
but do u need to do till so cruel? u deleted her off from everything?
raichi is so
scary~ lolx!~ u'll probably do that to me too if u dislike me like a fren..
rofl~ *runs* u really didnt contact wif her anymore? i dun tink u can do that
cause i sense that u love her alot.. <3
ayane is sad for u becox i know how mux u love for this ger the other time.. the way that she treated u is so bad.. ;___; ayane broke up wif my bf too.. i'm really sad the other time but i'm alright now. ^^v i promise to myself that i wanna live my life even better than before.. the funny thing is that all my buddies are not attach now.. lolx! it's like a whole group of ugly women hanging together.. ROFL~~ ayane is shooo ugly~~ ;___; the worse is that ayane's colleague confesses to me that he likes me..
ATM, i dun
wanna to get involve in any relationship so i rejected him.. Ger's power~~~~
<33
i'm sure u'll get a better ger than her k.. Ganbatte.. *spinkle some glitters*
raichi is not good in listening and oral english?
how
come? i tht ur written english is pretty good? no? 
All the best wif ur studies.. study hard and stop zzz like a PIG! ROFL!~
i'm sho happi that u finally completed that bannet.. <3 sankyuu raichi.. *huggles* sorry for taking up ur time and killing ur brain cells to that.. haha.. i've yet to watched "Black Cat".. so i'm not sure how the characters looked like.. *anxious*
but~~~
izzit my problem or ur problem? i cant click on the linkie~~ ;___;
i still tht i can put it on my page todae... wah~~~ *sniffs* *stabs raichi and run away from the scene*
merged: 10-26-2007 ~ 01:00pm
nah~ u're wrong! i'm nvr lazii! lolx!~ I'm NEVER LAZII k! lolx!~
no! u're a pig.. u sure u online everydae even if u're very tired? i dun.. even i'm really tired.. i wont online ne.. it'll oli make me even tired.. haha.. so many scans for u to dl? @_@ u're a lier.. u sleep a dae long! haha!~ raichi is a lier! lier!
Not to make life easier but make ur life feels easier? hmm.. i've a hard time understanding this.. lolx.. but nvm.. i'll try to make my life feels easier.. haha!~
oh.. We shut down all the machines to have a major cleaning and a check for all the pipes and pressure.. becox we cant check on those when we are operating those machines.. It's a planned event ne.. ^^
haha!~ u wont have that mux free time when ur studise really come in place.. u wont be that cocky when that time comes.. whahahh!~
u'll suffer
like ayane.. 
Thanks on those advices.. <3 I'll really give on a good thinking
on it.. gotten alot of advices from my frens/families etc~ of cox i'll consider
all the advices that u all gave me.. but i'll also think whcih on do i think i
prefer the most.. but anyway, thanks for all the help.. *huggles* 
i'll
inform u which option i think when i've decided on it..
my fren is really right?
such
things oli happen in Jakarta? but u're fantastic.. my fren is from Jakarta..
actually, i tht that Indonesia is a pretty develop country like Singapore.. i
didnt know that the poors are pretty visible.. 
hmm.. although we say that we dun help on those beggers who are capable to work.. but seeing them in that state, makes me feel erally bad.. i'm kinda sad when i reject to give them any donations.. ;___; this is what happen in Cambodia~ Many people are begging for money in the streets... it really pains to see them in this state.. the childrens are even more poor thing..
Of course i dun wan my stomach to get bigger..
i
wanna to keep in good shape.. sad to disappoint u.. i'm always doing exercise..
so ayane is still in good shape.. just that i'm abit skinny.. 
raichi got
boated stomach? 
hmm.. pretty true... maybe she's still young.. when she gets older, i think she will think that what she had done was prett childish.. she may even regret what she had done before ne..
but i do think that u're pretty cruel to treat her that way.. u can still treat her as a fren, right? do u need to delete all her contacts or whateva? are all the guys like this? or even if u decided to keep her contacts, u'll block or refuse to talk to her again? i realise all guys are like this.. am i right? u deleted her contacts so as to forget her? hmm.. raichi is pretty naive is what i can say.. do you think that works? do you think ur brain will allow u to do that? raichi is deceiving urself wor..
dun feel
heartache anymore... life must go on ne.
yup.. i broke up.. haix.. i'll tell u when i see u in msn.. yup.. i rejected the new guy.. just like what u said, i just dun feel like going into another relationship now.. in the end, i still need to apologise to that guy..
make me
feel so guilty... *bites him* and he told me that he undersatnd what i'm going
thru' now and he'll wait.. 
*makes me
feel even guilty* 
haix~~~ *pulls my hair* i think raichi and i are the same type since
both of us dun wish to go into a relationship now.. 
lmao~ so ebil.. laughing at ur fren's written english... i tht most of the people are better in oral english than in written english.. u're weird.. Raichi is a weirdo! raichi is weirdo PIG!
eh? Black Cat's manga is better than anime?
ok.. this time i'm able to view it with ease.. but i decided to host the piccie myself..
hahah~ dun forget that i'm a vampire.. killing is my hobby.. lolx~~
amien....
thx ya....
blm...pengumumanx br besok.....gw lagi nyari websitex nih...tapi ga ketemu2...
merged: 06-16-2007 ~ 09:54pm
wendyyyyyyyy...gw lulus...HORE.. HOREXD
webx...udah tadi sekolah.
nilaix blm keluar...tapi yg penting semuax lulus...amien
merged: 06-19-2007 ~ 03:59pm
makasih....blm...
kayax gw masuk swasta aja deh...klu negri jarang yg ada dkv...
spmb sih ikut...gw ngambil ipa....tapi ntar kok bulan depan^^
merged: 06-22-2007 ~ 03:28pm
iya...ntar aja langsung...masih bisakan...?
iya cuma iseng doank....lagian nem gw ga memuaskan
wend...gw boleh cerita ga sama lo di pm...tapi janji ya...jangan bilang siapa2...
merged: 06-24-2007 ~ 12:36pm
langsung ngedaftar maksudx....
ugh...boro2 nem 24...ga nyampe..nem gw cuma 22,73...rata2 7 koma.....benar ya...jgn cerita...cek pm ya....
merged: 06-24-2007 ~ 01:22pm
ngga ada sih...semuanya dpt 7 koma...terusanx lihat dipmya...
alo...
aku baru nih di minitokyo....
so0o0o0o....
could you taught me about somethings from this minitokyo community? Please...
May be you can tell me just the basic about this community... like.....
this community facilities, oh almost forget
I`m Vandersun, 13
Nice to meet you,
ok
gelombang pertama dah lewat.
gel.kedua juga gw taux dah telat banget(sehari sebelum pendaftaran ditutup)
mungkin ntar nyoba gel.ke 3...^^
gw dah coba tes minat n bakat(tapi hilang)
serius....?tuh kan....lu ga perlu ngerendah.
buat gw fisika itu pel. yg plg nyebelin n plg ga guna....^^;(buat gw lho)
klu gw sih lebih ga cocok ma guru yg ngajar(emang sih seharusx gw yg ngikutin cara ngajarx guru)
sekarang kan kurikulum 2004,
jadi materi kls 3 dimasukin ke kls 2.dan kls 3 kebanyakan ngulang materi sebelumx (ada sih yg laen)....
iya tuntas semua sih(alhamdulillah^^...amien)tapi kimia gw sekarang jadi plg jelek...T_T(gw ga nyangka fisika bakal ngalahin kimia....sekali selama gw sma^^')
ya..^^semoga wendy ujianx sukses(telat ya....)
btw,happy new year ya....^^
merged: 01-21-2007 ~ 07:02pm
gelombang pertama dah lewat.
gel.kedua juga gw taux dah telat banget(sehari sebelum pendaftaran ditutup)
mungkin ntar nyoba gel.ke 3...^^
gw dah coba tes minat n bakat(tapi hilang)
serius....?tuh kan....lu ga perlu ngerendah.
buat gw fisika itu pel. yg plg nyebelin n plg ga guna....^^;(buat gw lho)
klu gw sih lebih ga cocok ma guru yg ngajar(emang sih seharusx gw yg ngikutin cara ngajarx guru)
sekarang kan kurikulum 2004,
jadi materi kls 3 dimasukin ke kls 2.dan kls 3 kebanyakan ngulang materi sebelumx (ada sih yg laen)....
iya tuntas semua sih(alhamdulillah^^...amien)tapi kimia gw sekarang jadi plg jelek...T_T(gw ga nyangka fisika bakal ngalahin kimia....sekali selama gw sma^^')
ya..^^semoga wendy ujianx sukses(telat ya....)
btw,happy new year ya....^^
merged: 01-22-2007 ~ 06:06pm
ga susah ya...?
tapi kata temen gw b.inggrisx susah...
mo ngambil apa ya...?masih mikir2 nih...^^
gw lupa naro dimana^^'.
iya sih ngerjain mtk atu fisika gitu...klo bisa biki ketagihan(klo bisa...^^;)
klu engga ya...bikin kesel...
iya KBk emang ngerepotin.....
lu smax swasta ya...klu swasta kan....ada yg dah dari kemaren2 pake sitem KBk ya....klu gw sih negeri...
niat belajar?klu gw suka.gw betah belajarx...tapi klu ga suka dikit.... aja.bawaanx bete....
dah keluar ya...nilaix....?
gpp....kan baru semester pertama kan...?hehehe...
merged: 01-25-2007 ~ 07:56pm
masa kata temen g susah....?
justru mtkx yg ga begitu susah..^^
iya sih belajar emang harus.
jujur ya...gw pengenx dokter gigi klu engga DKV.
buat DKV gw ga begitu yakin...(tapi kebetulan skul gw diundang ma universitas buat pengarahan gitu/lihat2 gitu deh)jadi gw ya..pengen lagi ngambil DKV^^
tapi kayax bukan yg dibinus(habis kayax lebih enakan ditempat yg baru gw lihat)^^
ya,gw setuju banget...
lho justru karna blm terbiasa aja kan..?
ntar lama2 juga nilaix bagus ^^
btw,mo nanya donk.
klu kul,plg lama lu plg jam brp(plg lama)?
boleh kan gw nanya2?
habisx ga ada org yg bisa gw tanyain^^
merged: 01-28-2007 ~ 03:33pm
oh....TOEFlx 550...?
yah...gw ga pengen ikutan program internasional sih...hehehe
itu dia, gw lagi ngincar indonusa.
kayax sih DKV disana bagus...^^.
klu dokter gigi,itu gara2 nyokab maksain gw ikut kedokteran.
daripada ngambil kedokteran mending gw ngambil dokter gigi(jadi ga lama2 banget)^^.
yah....setiap orang kan beda2..
ada yg nilaix bagus karna mereka cepet menyesuaikan diri.
tapi ada juga kan org yg butuh waktu yg lebih lama buat menyesuaikan diri...biarpun pada kenyataanx sebenarx mereka bisa...^^
wah...enak donk libur....><!
(emangx gw
nenek^^')
gw malah ga bisa tidur,trus masa tensi darah gw tinngi.
kata dokter tensi darah gw 150....
gw harus pinter2 ngatur emosi nih....^^
merged: 01-28-2007 ~ 04:14pm
itu lho kampu emas deket Cl.
iya nyokab emang syka amksain^^
bererti lu harus belajar lebih giat lagi...
iya kan(biar bikin ortu bangga)^^
hah....180?
yg bener aja...?
iya lah dokter langsung panik^^'
ya...tapi org yg darah tinggi ga boleh marah(katax)
makax,kayax gw bakal ga ke seed indo dulu nih...
habisx debatx dilanjutin...
ntar emosi gw bisa naik turun bacax...^^'
merged: 01-31-2007 ~ 07:07pm
oh...bukan toh...
trus org mana donk...?
klu gw sih....emang lagi banyak pikiran....^^'
iya rumina....^^
oh ya...?
yah....gw bukanx takut ma rumina...
kemaren itu emang gw lagi pusing banget.....jadi balesanx hancur kaya gitu deh....
gw ralat kata2 gw yg "athrun terserah mo ama siapa aja"
buat gw asucaga adalah best couple gw selamax^^
sayangx rumina blm bales debat gw.
merged: 02-10-2007 ~ 05:49pm
oh...tinggal di yogya...^^
maksud gw.......banyak pikiran jadi ga bisa tidur (kata dokternya gw kurang tidur)
takut....?
engga kok!
gw cuma ga mau ntar jadix kaya yg di debat sebelumnya...
ya udah gw ikut debat lagi yah.....
merged: 02-14-2007 ~ 07:52pm
hi wendy.
happy valentines day
see ya and take care
merged: 03-28-2007 ~ 07:23pm
hallow wendy.
pakabar...?
gw dah bikin fs baru...so...add gw yah^^.blm ada temen
add gw di asucaga_fangirl@yahoo.com...ditunggu loh......
merged: 04-03-2007 ~ 05:47pm
ya...gpp^^.
thx ya..dah di add
merged: 04-14-2007 ~ 05:00pm
kabar....?lumayan(lumayan stres maksudnya)^^'
iya nih uanx ,hari selasa sampai kamis.doain ya.....biar gw bisa jawab soal2x.
gw dah daftar di kampus emas(esa unggul).
dah diterima sih...di DKV.tapi gw blm daftar ulang.mau lihat hasil uan dulu....^^.
lo sendiri gimana kulx.lancar2 aja ga.....?
oh iya maaf ya.telat balasx......
merged: 04-19-2007 ~ 04:18pm
iya dikit..^^'
tapi sekarang ga lagi donk........
masih ada UAS ma praktek sih...tapi klu UAN udah selesai ya.....udah sedikit bebas donk...
oh iya...maksih...makasih...
ga lancar?
mampet donk....^^'
i... i... i can't believe that i need to retype this reply..
wow.. wow... raichi's japanese improved alot.. now you even know how to say hisashi buri ne..
yesh.. yesh.. you removed me from ur fl.. u meanie.. raichi is a meanie..
keke!~ i'm going to add raichi to my hotlist too.. ^^ *adds* you cant see the
Maldives commercial properly? 
you need a
new specs.. how can you miss such a beauitful commercial.. my boss just went to
Maldives.. *envy* he actually called and emailed me with all those beautiful
piccies when he was at Maldives.. He was such a meanie.. i cant believe it.. But
Maldives is someplace that you can relax and enjoy the slow pace that they are
having.. there's nothing mux for you to play... My boss also hire a jetplane to
tour around Maldives.. he even took some piccies from above.. It looks ulber
great.. Maybe i can show you some of the piccies that he took.. ^^ i'm not rich
too.. i'm just a poor employee.. 
or do you
want me to chop you up into pieces and then squeeze you into my bag.. that way,
i'll be able to bring you along.. 
x_X poor raichi.. i hope you are doing fine now.. People actually feel so mux better after they exploded.. hmm... I'm glad to see that you forgave her.. i think that humans shldn't hold grudges or hate someone when they do something bad to you... i think the most you shld do is only ignore this person and remember that this person is someone that you shld watch out to.. I can also see that you really love her alot.. since you still like her after such a long time and you dun hate her at all.. hmm.. she doesn't know that she is so blissful.. haiz!~
you exploded is not becoz of her but ur best fren? what does it got to do with ur fren when relatioship is btw u and her? @_@ i dun think there's a need to pull urself off from the cyber world.. Just learn to be more tactful the next time..
you are not going to contact the others except her? 
you are
not going to keep contact with ayane? *sniffs* *draws circles on the
floor*
nope!~ you are wrong... engineering maths includes applied maths too.. ^^;; applied maths is just a small % in engineering maths.. to do well in engineering maths, you must have a strong foundation in applied maths.. becoz applied maths is the stepping stone..
keke!~ what
i mean is that i'm oli god in modules that involves numbers.. those theory
modules are going to kill me.. 
dun say
that!~ i'm sure you'll be one of the person to help improve Indonesia!~ Ganbatte
oh!~ 
you are trying to imagine how i climb to 21st storey? you can try climbing 21st storey and you'll understand.. lately, i went with my colleagues to have a small challenge.. The challenge is to climb up 100 storey.. there's no time limitation but as long as you finish climbing them... you can give up at anytime too... my bosses and colleagues all went...
when the lift at my place breaks down.. I'll usually to somewhere nearby that i can shop..
hmm.. i'm sure everyone doesn't want to be a backstabber... but sometimes they are left with no choice ne.. let's hope that both of us cant cont to be true to people till we die..
lolz!~ yesh.. yesh.. gene problem.. how can i fight against my genes to get fat? that'll probably be too hard.. and i dun wish to eat too mux and ended to be fat at my tummy.. that'll be ugly... must control and do some light exercise too..
so are you sill going this feb to meet her? Valentine dae is coming.. <33 you can buy her something.. ^^ i'm sure she'll be beri happy.. dun be sad anymore.. maybe both of you are meant to be together ne.. all the best to you.. *throws lucky and blessing glitters at raichi*
lolz!~ swimming only works on you wor.. most of the people tell me by jumping will make you tall.. like playing basketball... volleyball... skipping ropes..
maybe i
shld start skipping my ropes again.. ROFL!~ 
but i do
think that 168cm is enuff for me.. i dun wish to get anymore taller.. 
sayig bout the connection.. after the earthquake at taiwan... my internet connection goes haywire.. x_X but i'm glad that everything is working fine now.. or else i'll probably kill myself with the ulber slow speed... have you try to figure why the speed is becoming slower for you? rumour about the gsd movie?
hmm.. i'm not sure whether people from other countries care that mux about their hp.. but i'm sure that countries around here esp those developed countries like Japan will be so obsess with their hp... even in singapore, you can always see people changing hp like once per year to get the latest hp.. to show off?
sad to say.. i like catch the latest trend too.. *hits myself for wasting $$* i'll be buying K800 next month.. it's not a new phone.. but i just wanna grap that phone for myself..
but u a new
hp? i'll probably be broke after i buy my hp.. keke!~ you see.. you see... gers
are so busy... still need to keep ourself pwetti for the sake of u guys.. 
remember to
give us more $$ for facial.. 
yesh!~
yesh!~ i'm turning uglier and uglier... 
will send
you my piccies later.. ^^v then u can judge my ugliness level.. dun faint later
oh.. 
*takes the paint bucket and hits at raichi's head continuously*