Quote by Eisritter(...) 09-14-2008 ~ 07:49am
Do you have time now Vanessa? Let's talk for a while
Yeah okay, well how should I start...? ^^" (so hard to explain everything
in English )
kay at first I got a refusal from the university (I wanted to study biology) so
my father gave me an internet-ban, so I wasn't able to come online for a
while...
now I got a "last minute" apprenticeship training position, but my
father wasn't really satisfied at first because we have to pay 200 per month,
but now everything is almost fine... I have still special times, when I'm only
allowed to use the laptop, but it is better then nothing... and now I'm always a
little bit stressed because of the new situation...
So I'm guessing that's why you're title is a full time failure is that
right?
merged: 09-14-2008 ~ 12:11pm
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
yeah that was the reason why I chose this title, but now I guess it doesn't
really fit anymore :/
*Pats Head*Don't worry and relax a bit Vany you aren't the only one wth problems
like yours I'm kinda in your situation too, My father gets me to one of the best
universities out there and I bring nothing to him but failure(okay not all the
time but you get the point) and if I don't get my serious cap on I'm
dead
merged: 09-14-2008 ~ 12:31pm
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
I understand... it's so hard to grow up and making one's parents proud of
oneself *sighs*
Yeah you're right at one point anyway I gotta go Vany since I got class in the
morning but first I want you to know if there's anything you need help at
all(let's not go financial here) don't hesitate to ask(and since you're
interested in biology I could probably help you out a bit)
merged: 09-16-2008 ~ 11:42am
Hiya Vany can we continue where we left off?
merged: 09-20-2008 ~ 10:08am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
Yeah of course ^^ Damn I've got f***ing news
Hmm sound serious...in that case...PM me about it
merged: 09-21-2008 ~ 07:27pm
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
ah no need about it ^^
it's just chaotic at the moment... yesterday I got a mail from the university...
I get the university plce for biology... but I started my apprenticeship 3 weeks
ago and I even wrote my first test... that's so incredible I was on position 522
and they just took 120 pupils... and now I got the
place...
*Chuckles*Quite lucky Vany...Well congratulations and hope it goes well
Ah sorry, du weisst ja, dass mein ICQ mich bei niemanden als online anzeigt, ich
werd dich das nächste Mal anschreiben, wenn wir gleichzeitig
online sind
macht doch nix, wer ist das nicht
das ja bloed, faend es gut wenn es ne option geben wuerde, dass posts nur fuer
bestimmte leute sichtbar sind...
ich jetzt ja auch wieder ^^
merged: 08-13-2008 ~ 02:37am
Ah sorry, jetzt war ich so neugierig ^^"
Was ist denn zwischen dir und "ihr" los? Ich will jetzt keinen Namen
nennen, denn selbst wenn betreffende Person es nicht lesen kann, so weiÃ?
sie doch, dass man ueber sie redet, wenn ihr Name ploetzlich faellt...
Sie scheint dich ja iwie verarscht zu haben...?
Ich frag nur, weil sie mir jetzt auch iwas sagen will und ich moechte nur vorher
gern wissen, wie ernst ich das, was sie sagen wird nehmen sollte... nicht dass
sie dieselbe Masche noch mit mir abzieht >.>
ja das waer cool aber das gibt es nich.
cool.(wegen ICQ) eeehhhmm... *rot werd*..darf ich..vielleicht...deine nummer
haben?....Ich weiß als maedchen stellt man so ne frage nich
Ach, nee die is in ordnung. Keine Angst. Ich hab nur nich gecheckt, dass sie der
Bruder von jemandem hier is , mit dem ich mich sehr oft unterhalte. (keine
namen. weisst schon, das ganze gb is doch voll.)
merged: 08-16-2008 ~ 10:29am
okay. danke kann ich verstehen. ^^
ehhm ich meinte schwester von dem anderen. Ja die sin geschwister, wenn du den
richtigen meinst. Ich schreibs dir dann als Antwort in de PM. ^^
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
yeah but not at the moment because my brother wants to play WoW ~.~
maybe later this day?
hmm...we'll see
merged: 08-13-2008 ~ 05:48pm
are you available now Vanessa?
merged: 08-13-2008 ~ 06:22pm
Vanessa? you there?
merged: 08-15-2008 ~ 10:40am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
ahh... sorry most time I'm browsing the Wallpaper gallery so I don't look in my
guestbook
and I have some private problems which I have to solve
first...
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
das mir auch immer voll unangenehm, wenn due leute so bloed glotzen, manchmal
wenn ich mutig bin oder grad richtig genervt frag ich auch schon mal "was
glotzt du denn so?!"
macht nix, ich hab ja letztens auch ein paar eurer posts gelesen, dass wo du ihn
beruhigen solltest...
sag mal, der spoiler, kann den nur die person lesen, fuer die diese nachricht
bestimmt ist oder jeder der einfach daraufklickt?
ich kenn ihn ja noch net so lange, aber er war der erste, mit dem ich hier
geschrieben hab ^^
mein vater hatte das deinstalliert, aber ich konnte ihn heute ueberreden es
wieder neu zu installieren x3
^^ ich bin eine neugierige person..leider
nee. du musst den markieren. den kann jeder lesen wenn man will.
cool. ich hab au ICQ deswegen.. ^^
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
ah I'm sorry I were very busy the last days
and I'm going on vacation for three weeks so there will be a long time I won't
reply your messages v.v
Okay enjoy your trip...Don't worry I'll be going somewhere too
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
hmm yeah or I ask Anne or somebody else if they still have this PM and if they
could send it me... cause girls normally are physically inferior... my brother
is 4 years younger but he is a head taller than me and he weighs a lot more than
me... I have to learn martial arts if I wanna beat him up
thanks
Well I know a girl who can teach some martial arts if you like but...not sure
where she is now though...so shall we continue our conversation?
merged: 07-11-2008 ~ 10:46am
Hiya Vany
merged: 07-12-2008 ~ 08:49am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
Hi
hmm very difficult the girl must come from Germany and has to live in my city...
yeah but I can't remember where we broke off our conversation
Okay...Let's see we ended somewhere here last time
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
that sounds so... unreal... I mean you've must be 15 years and not older when
this happened... and if you say you're smaller than me I guess your not very
athletic built I just can't imagine that you could hurt somebody that much... so
do you wanna tell me why did you do that?
merged: 07-12-2008 ~ 12:33pm
Uhmm...Shall we continue?
merged: 07-13-2008 ~ 12:00am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
yeah ^^ well I looked in your GB and this wasn't the last post but now I'm up to
date
'kay I have another question... you asked me if I would try to calm you down...
and I wanna know is...
if I would be with you, when you became enraged and you beat up somebody and I
tried to hold you up, would you hit me too in your blind
rage?
I...I won't...allow myself to do that...I'll kill myself before that
happens...Because I...can't hurt someone important to me
merged: 07-13-2008 ~ 07:43am
...Uhmm...You there?
merged: 07-13-2008 ~ 08:09am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
yeah I'm on
and you would bet your life on it that nothing would happen to your friends when
they try to stop you?
do you hit girls in general when your enraged?
Back when it wasn't that serious I was only angry with guys, ladies were out of
the question back then...I'm still trying to now but it's getting quite hard to
control myself so possibly...not...I can't fully bet that everything will be
fine when you stop me...
merged: 07-13-2008 ~ 08:35am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
oh that's good I knew a boy who doesn't hesitate to hit girls... I wish you a
lot of luck with that
ah so people should be careful if they wanna stop you
*Sighs*Quite a troublesome boy then...I don't hurt ladies...unless it's entirely
their decision that I hurt them...At times I should be careful with them(there
was someone who had me bound on chains just to stop me once even though it's a
little unnecessary)
merged: 07-13-2008 ~ 10:10am
Vany still up?
merged: 07-13-2008 ~ 10:33am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
yeah he broke his ex-girlfriends jaw! and that's only because she danced with
another boy, but the beater and this girl weren't a couple at this time
anymore... *laughs* sorry that's sound kinda funny and weird at the same
times...
ah I had to go offline because my brother wants the pc but now I'm online
again
*Laughs*Jealousy does the stupidest things...I'm kinda different from the guys
when it comes to this though...Yeah I understand your situation Vany no worries
merged: 07-13-2008 ~ 11:06am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
so how do you handle with jealousy?
How do I put this...I'm not that much of the jealous type but when it happens I
don't let it get the best of me
merged: 07-13-2008 ~ 11:22am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
ah I hate guys who are extremly jealous
Yeah I know what you feel(there's a bit of no freedom there)...Don't worry I'm
not one of those
merged: 07-13-2008 ~ 11:29am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
that's good, your girlfriend will be lucky ^^
*Embarrassed Laugh* Not sure on that one
merged: 07-13-2008 ~ 11:58am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
I'm sure on that point, on the hand of other points I can't estimate
that...
Actually on that one too, I'm too lenient when it comes to girls
merged: 07-13-2008 ~ 12:51pm
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
I have completely other problems with boys and love...
Care to share it with me?
merged: 07-13-2008 ~ 07:26pm
Vany Still There?
merged: 07-13-2008 ~ 08:18pm
Vany?
merged: 07-13-2008 ~ 08:31pm
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
yeah
I'm looking for anime wallpapers
(wah the time is confusing me, it's not 8:18pm at my place and I dunno for which
country this time counts...)
well my problem is that I'm just the buddy-type for most of the boys I know and
who I'm interested in v.v
Oh okay...Well that's where it all starts mostly...From what I know the reason
is they don't want to see hurt in the end or there might be someone better for
you or...from the views of my perverted friends they're holding it back or you
already got someone else that's what they know...Uh Listen Vany I got a job to
do so I'll see you in a while okay
merged: 07-13-2008 ~ 08:47pm
Quote by VanyloVesVioletyeah I
know at first I joined MT to watch all wallpaper but know I'm more active in the
Forum ^^
*sighs* but it hurts to hear so often that I'm just a buddy v.v and if I'm
interested then it should be clearly that they are good enough for me in my
eyes... yeah but most of the boys know that I have no boyfriend at the
moment...
ah well it's 4 am here so I have to go sleeping and I guess I will be online
again in six hours soonest...
Aww...*Hugs then Pats Head*That's ok Vany...Ok well then Pleasant Dreams
Vany
merged: 07-14-2008 ~ 07:08am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
so now I'm online... but I'm still tired
Here*Puts her head on lap*Chill for a while okay
merged: 07-14-2008 ~ 07:32am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
ah thanks *closes eyes* wanna continue the conversation from
yesterday?
Quote by VanyloVesVioletyeah I
know at first I joined MT to watch all wallpaper but know I'm more active in the
Forum ^^
*sighs* but it hurts to hear so often that I'm just a buddy v.v and if I'm
interested then it should be clearly that they are good enough for me in my
eyes... yeah but most of the boys know that I have no boyfriend at the
moment...
Well what else could I say they might be just want to be friends(or from my
perverted friends' view they're holding back)...Kinda reminds me the same
situation a female friend of mine had but it ended good in the end
merged: 07-14-2008 ~ 08:41am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
lucky girl... well the other problem is that I fall too easily in love with a
boy...
Hmm...I can probably help you...not sure how though
merged: 07-14-2008 ~ 04:40pm
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
hm? how do you wanna help me with that?
First of all...I'm terribly sorry again for hanging up yesterday(*Sighs*Passed
Out Again)...Well it's kinda your decision how will I help
merged: 07-15-2008 ~ 12:52am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
no problem ^^
ah... I guess I don't understand I can't decide anything if I dunno what you're
talking about
*Chuckles*It means it's up to you how will I help
merged: 07-15-2008 ~ 09:39am
Sup Vany
merged: 07-15-2008 ~ 10:54am
...Uhmm...Are you busy Vany?
Quote by Eisritter
Okay want to talk about something(or continue any previous
conversation?)
haha, yeah I can tell you the third problem which I have with boys
Oh yeah I like to hear your third problem if permit me to but I might not be
able to reply quickly since I may be out on a job so just post it there okay
merged: 07-17-2008 ~ 06:33am
Uhmm...Vany I don't usually keep a lady waiting but can you? I'm just gonna
finish this job okay?
merged: 07-17-2008 ~ 08:30pm
*Chuckles*It's way past your bedtime again Vany take a nap for a while
Don't worry I'm fine now*Sighs*It's only bad since I wasn't able to finsh the
conversations and talk to Karin-chan
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 06:36pm
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
really?*lays hand on your forehead* a this conversation why you were going
crazy?
Yeah*Puts forehead in her forehead*I'm fine...Huh?Going crazy?
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 06:48pm
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
mhmm 'kay... if you say so... I meant this
Quote by EisritterI almost went berserk
today but...you calmed me down...Thank You...I won't leave you so I'll
just...*Sleeps on Karin-chan's Lap*
Oh that it's fine it happens rarely(but its seems rarely is becoming often) you
want to talk about it?
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 06:58pm
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
only if you want to tell me about that
Well what do you want to know?
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 07:09pm
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
I dunno what I can ask you so maybe tell me anything what comes to your mind
first
Tell me first...What will you do if it happens will you be able to calm me
down?
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 07:21pm
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
of course I would do my very best to calm you down!
*Chuckles*Quite determined but don't worry I got control of it...What was
reaction when you read what was on the PM?
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 07:33pm
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
I hope so... what was really going on? I was very confused an didn't know if I
should take it serious I couldn't imagine that you become that much furious...
and I wonder if you really sent somebody into the hospital years
ago...
...Yeah...It's true...the incident was years ago but the injuries he got weren't
fatal...It was inevitable...Well since I've been holding it back so yeah it
doesn't show that much
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 07:48pm
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
that sounds so... unreal... I mean you've must be 15 years and not older when
this happened... and if you say you're smaller than me I guess your not very
athletic built I just can't imagine that you could hurt somebody that much... so
do you wanna tell me why did you do that?
Hey what's with not very athlethic built but yeah you're right I'm kinda
average...Simple, blind rage Vany(I got beaten badly myself there also) if you
still have the PM read and understand what happens when I'm enraged...Uh Vany
let's talk about it later just keep your questions alright?...Some jobs popped
up and I got to do this so Sieht Sie später Vany
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 09:21pm
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
I just assumed it... hmm okay I understand a little bit, sometimes if my brother
hurts me I jst wanna beat out the hell of him but I'm a girl I would never have
a chance... nope I deleted it... hmm I guess I won't be online till thursday
evening I stay overnight at my best friends place...
Well if you want another I'll just her to give some...Why would a girl have no
chance?...Hmm...Well then have fun
Quote by Siren93Oh, Starrer. das is doof.
Ich habe das Problem, dass mich Leute immer anstarren, deswegen glaub ich au,
dass ich nich gerade huebsch bin.
Ach, er hat Probleme mit seiner Wut umzugehen und anscheinend is er gestern
wieder ausgerastet. Ich weiss aber noch nichts naeheres. Ich will ihn heut noch
fragen, gestern war er dann zu muede.Aber ich hab au keinen Schimmer warum maria
das geschrieben hat..an jeden..vielleicht war es wieder so schlimm ausgeartet.
Er hat vor vielen jahren ma jemanden ins Krankenhaus gechlagen. Aber frag mich
nich mehr, er erzaehlt nich viel davon.
Ich werd aber auch immer angestarrt und ganz sicher net wegen meiner
Schoeheit... v.v
Hmm... sehr myterioes... ich fand die PM auch sehr strange, ich meine wir kennen
ihn ja net persoenlich und das wird auch nie der Fall sein, wir sind also alle
in Sicherheit vor seinen Wutausbruechen, also wieso die PM? Ich kann ja
verstehen, wenn sie es Leuten schreibt, die er net nur hier auf MT kennt,
sondern auch im RL, aber uns...?
Ich au! Das nervt uebelst oder?
Ja , das is schon sehr komisch. Naja, ich kenn ihn ein bisschen naeher
mittlerweile, aber es an alle zu schreiben war zu viel.
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 12:18pm
Jaaa geau. Ich frag dann manchma meine Freunde:"Hab ich Scheisse im
Gesicht?"
jap ich habs gelesen.
schuldigung. Ich war neugierig. Aber, pass auf der flirtet in der Gegend rum.
Der hat sowas wie "mehrere feste Freundinnen zur gleichen Zeit" in
seinem Kopf (er hat keine im moment). Er sagt immer , dass er in mich is un hat
au das hier geschrieben:
Spoiler:
"I
won't force you to love me...I won't force you to be mine...I just want to tell
you that...I love you no matter what... " ODER "I might not be there
for you for now and I just want you to know that I'll be more than willing to
put my life on the line for you Karin because I love you
Karin"
Also wir kennen uns jetz seit 34 Wochen. ..naja er is irgendwie ein komischer
Kerl...aber er is sehr nett und ein guter Freund geworden irgendwie. jaja
schon komisch..
was is nun mit deinem ICQ?
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
I meant why did you choose the name "Karin-chan" for Anne/Siren93? do
you know a Karin who reminds you of Anne?
I just cut short the Kathrin in her name since it looks cute on her...The
conditions of acquiring a special nickname is simple...You have to be a special
person to me just like that
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 04:25am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
o_0
She has a second name? I thought her name is Anne? @___@
ah okay, I'll try my very best to become special
And I'm very excited which nickname you will give me... I get so many other
nicknames, some of them are really weird
Full Name -Anne Kathrin Pohl there we go what's yours? Well good luck on that
Vany I like to see how special you are...Well I have a lot of nicknames
also(from the name itself there's a lot) some are funny and a bit perverted(in
our language it sounds funny and perverted)
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 04:47am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
my full name is: Vanessa Sandra
St�?�?�?�¼rtz or in an other
spelling Stuertz (so there's no strange symbol in it )
maybe you can reveal what means "special" to you... and is the meaning
of your nicknames perverse too? aah this reminds me of a boy calling me
"parking meter"
Quite an interesting name...Special?*Chuckles*You have to find that out
yourself...Well one of my nicknames is vulgar term a woman's *coughs* in my
language...Why "Parking Meter"?
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 05:08am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
so what's your full name? ah that's mean maybe
I shoul try flirting *flutters
eyelashes*...
ah okay why do they give you such a name? ahh he always made a full of my
height...and then he compared me with a parking meter, he said "Vany isn't
taller than a parking meter" v.v
*Chuckles* I've encountered a lot of beautiful ladies Vany(even those what men
called a goddess) so let's just say you go to do better than that but I must say
quite stunning and *Chuckles*in red too my favorite color...Actually that
nickname comes with the name(like some people use the nickname Bill eventhough
the name's William) so it's inevitable...I don't mind the height of the person
since well it's just height(I'm kinda short as well)...Oh yeah
Spoiler:
Jose C. Dizon
simple as that
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 05:30am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
I guess you know that this was a joke
some of my other nicknames are pocket-tiger, old goat, dude, power-chick and the
last one I can't really translate into english but I try it ehm
"cocklebur-crumb" and these all nicknames which this mentioned boy
gave me
that's good it depends on the height inside a person
Aww...How cruel...Can you explain why such names?...How do you want the boy in a
coffin or in a body bag?*Chuckles*...The C stands for Cajigal
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 05:48am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
ah I dunno most of them are a hint on my height (you know I'm 1,65m and he is
1,91m) and we were always banter each other so he gave me cruel nicknames...
your choice... maybe the cheaper variant
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 05:38am
btw I like your name ^^~
Well people call me names close to that but they always say in the end "but
<adjective>" since I got a little compensation for my
height...*Chuckles*Now to look for the guy Germany here I come...Why Thank You I
like it also it's short, it easy to say and write plus it's also a name of a
revolutionist here
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 06:17am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
paradoxically I like these nicknames they are
special and unique and very creative
ah unfortunately he is in Australia right now ah
I understadn so yu are proud of your name?
In the same sense yeah I like some nicknames too(especially the nickname
"Ninja")...Ok Australia here I come...Well a bit but there are times I
have thoughts changing it
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 06:42am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
Ninja? quite interesting... can I accompany you? wanna beat up that guy because
I wanna stay in Australia forever why
that?
*Chuckles*You can but unfortunately I still got work to do in this place...Why
Australia? I always wanted to travel everywhere though...What's with the
"why's that?"
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 07:04am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
ah damn it he comes from Australia and he moved to Germany 7 years ago now he's
visiting his family in Australia (they moved back to Australia some years ago)
and now he wanna stay with his family and move back too... I wanna know why you
sometimes want to change your name
How unfortunate...Well one it feels pretty common and two I feel there might be
cooler names out there but still my name is fine(I feel it's suitable for
me)
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 07:13am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
and so he broke my friend's heart haha of
course there are better names and I will give these names my future children
x3
*Scratches Head*Not sure having future children there...Wait is he one of those
handsome macho playboys out there?
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 07:28am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
I wanna have babies in furture x3... maybe I should metion earlier that this all
happened in the internet in a German Forum my
friend (even if I just know her from the inet) fall in love with that guy (she
know him just from the inet too) the guy says about himself that he never had a
real realtionship just affairs... and he's 25
I meant me having a son/daughter(in other words finding a wife)...Kinda dumb for
the guy saying he has affairs...I had that problem myself(sorta) since I got a
weird philosophy(sorta) on love
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 07:41am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
if I'm honest I don't really wanna marry... but nevertheless I want to have
children x3 ...yeah but I van understand that he had gut just affairs... because
he REALLY have no idea what a girl feels or why we behave like we behave in
special situations... hm?
Artificial insemination perhaps(okay let's not talk about that)...Yeah Good
point...Let's not explain my philosophy on such thing it's kinda wrong for the
others in a sense
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 07:56am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
ah that's not the point, of course I want a man who I love and who loves me and
wants babies too but I don't wanna marry that man... my opinion is that love
don't needs a sheet of paper which says that you love your partner if you
understand what I'm trying to say... once my friend were jealous of me because I
was kinda flirting with that guy but he doesn't understand why "his"
girl (my friend) were jealous, so I had to enlightened him... now you
made me curious...
I feel the "making babies" part is what most men like rather than the
baby...Yeah kinda true(and somehow feels like a part of my philosophy)...Let's
just say for now my love is unconditional since I'm racking up my brain to
remember the thing
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 08:15am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
*lmao* yeah but I
think so too of course sex is better than getting the baby... uuuhhh don't wanna
imagine the pain hmm you're confusing me but I won't dig
deeper...
Hmm...I kinda get the feeling how sex will go but like my bad case of chocolate
addiction I better lay down on the "Sweets"...Yeah good
choice*Chuckles*You might find out eventually
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 08:27am
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
*coughs* no further comment we will
see...^;)
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
Ja, aber ihr Bruder sass vor genau mir gegenueber und er hat mich voll mit
seinen Blicken ausgezogen
Sag mal, was war denn los mit Eisritter? Ich soll dich fragen, meinte
er...
Oh, Starrer. das is doof. Ich habe das Problem, dass mich Leute immer anstarren,
deswegen glaub ich au, dass ich nich gerade huebsch bin.
Ach, er hat Probleme mit seiner Wut umzugehen und anscheinend is er gestern
wieder ausgerastet. Ich weiss aber noch nichts naeheres. Ich will ihn heut noch
fragen, gestern war er dann zu muede.Aber ich hab au keinen Schimmer warum maria
das geschrieben hat..an jeden..vielleicht war es wieder so schlimm ausgeartet.
Er hat vor vielen jahren ma jemanden ins Krankenhaus gechlagen. Aber frag mich
nich mehr, er erzaehlt nich viel davon.
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
One Question, why do you call her Karin-chan? ^^ well I will ask her what
happened or I read yor posts in your GBs ^^
Because it's a special nickname I gave her and I can only call her that...I can
also give you one there's a specific condition though(it's not that
hard)
merged: 07-06-2008 ~ 06:48pm
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
and why do you chose Karin? okay, tell me more about that condition
^^~
Ich denke schon ^^
Also jetzt hast du tatsaechlich die Fragen vergessen
Klar, aber fuer mich war er net so schoen, der Sitzplan wurde von einer Freundin
erstellt, zuerst wollte sie mich mit jemanden an Tisch setzen, die ich seit
Jahren net mehr leiden kann ~.~
Ich hab schon oefters Urlaub in Thueringen gemacht, nur net in den letzen Jahren
^^"
Ich auch net, aber versuchs mal mit flechten, nachm Haarewaschen net foehnen,
sondern dein Haar flechten und über nacht so trocknen lassen
Naja ich hoffe du hast recht.
Naja ich dacht mir, ich lass sie lieber weg.
Na dann is diese Freundin aber sehr nett. Das is doch fies.
Und wo wart ihr?
okay, ich versuchs mal. ^^
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Ja das hab ich au gemerkt. Jedes Maedchen hat irgendwas an sich auszusetzen.
Manche viel, mache wenig...ich viel
naja, besser als neben jemand doofen.
okay mach ich ^^
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
I was very confused @___@
Why are you asking?
I think everyone has that "Special" PM Karin-chan I mean Siren93 can
you fill in on the details Sorry but I got to get some shuteye plus I have no
idea on what's happening that much I just know everyone of my friends must have
received the PM
Quote by VanyLoVesViolet
Klar Fragen stellen darfst du immer, ob du ne Antwort kriegst, steht allerdings
auf einem anderen Blatt ^.~ Aber fragen kannste mich ruhig alles, was du willst
^^~
Naja viele blühen erst mir den Jahren auf, du wirst sicher in ein
zwei Jahren auch ein schoener Schwan werden, was net heiÃ?en soll, dass
du jetzt haesslich bist o.O
Ney, der Abiball war echt scheiÃ?e, richtig langweilig, ich saÃ?
von fast all meinen Freunden getrennt und es war eben net so eine
Abschiedsfeier, wie ich es mir erhofft hatte... Ich komm aus Hamburg und du?
Ich liebe Locken, leider sind meine Haare glatt, selbst im Regen krauseln sich
nur vereinzelt Haare am Oberkopf v___v
Ach Mann, wieso sind Männer/Jungs nur so kompliziert?!
Naja, wer weiss. Aber ich glaub nich, dass ich noch sonderlich huebsch werd.
Aber ein Abiball sollte doch schoen und lustig sein. Konntet ihr euch nich
aussuchen wo ihr sitzt?
Ich komm aus Thueringen. Aus einer kleinen Kurstadt namens Bad Langensalza,das
is...naja in Thueringen kennt sich wahrscheinlich eh keiner aus.
Ja ich liebe Locken au, aber ich kann sie mir leider nich selber rein machen.
Ich weiss es au nich. ..Die warn noch nie einfach..
Meine Erfahrung (haha ich bin nur 4 Jahre aelter ) sagt mir,
dass mit dem Alter die Oberflaechlichkeit abnimmt... frueher, so ungefaehr in
deinem Alter, da war ich echt so was von oberflaechlich
Da durfte der Kerl keine Pickel haben, keine Brille tragen, nur kurze Haare
haben usw...
Naja, ich hoffe du hast recht. ^^ Obwohl ich noch nie en freund hatte merk ich
schon, dass ich ziemlich waehlerisch bin....ach mensch...da bin ich wieder bei
dem thema...
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OAH! ICH WERD NEIDISCH! DU BIST SO HUEBSCH! UND ICH BIN SO HAESSLICH!
merged: 07-06-2008 ~ 02:02am
mmh..ich bin ziemlich neugierig also..stoert es dich wenn ich n paar fragen
stelle? ich bin ziemlich schuechtern, deswegen frag ich lieber erst..nich
das ich dich nerve..
Ja ich glaube die wuerden aus der Waesche gucken.
Trotzdem bist du huebscher als ich. Und war der Abiball schoen? Und was ich ma
fragen wollte..wo kommst du her?
Ja da liegst du richtig. Ich hab rote Haare und deswegen hab ich au den Avatar.
Aber meine Haare sin eher ne Katastrophe..sehr kraus. Ich mag meine Haarfarbe,
aber nich meine Haarform. Vorher hatte ich n bild drin, wo ich lockige Haare
hatte. Das sieht besser aus.
Leider hab ich das nur selten..
Ja das geht mir au so. Und dasselbe is mir passiert beim
Tanzstundenabschlussball. Erst 2 tage danach hat mein Tanzpartner geschrieben,
dass ich gut aussah.
naja..man kann nich alles haben..
Hiya Vany, so how are things?
How are you doing? Are you allowed internet access once more?
I see...Okay how about you PM me about it and we'll talk it over with some tea(or any beverage you prefer)
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Sup Vanessa want to talk for a while?
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Okay Vanessa I hope everything will be fine after you come back
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Are you okay now Vanessa? Just checking up on you
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Okay Vanessa
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Do you have time now Vanessa? Let's talk for a while
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So I'm guessing that's why you're title is a full time failure is that right?
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*Pats Head*Don't worry and relax a bit Vany you aren't the only one wth problems like yours I'm kinda in your situation too, My father gets me to one of the best universities out there and I bring nothing to him but failure(okay not all the time but you get the point) and if I don't get my serious cap on I'm dead
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Yeah you're right at one point anyway I gotta go Vany since I got class in the morning but first I want you to know if there's anything you need help at all(let's not go financial here) don't hesitate to ask(and since you're interested in biology I could probably help you out a bit)
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Hiya Vany can we continue where we left off?
merged: 09-20-2008 ~ 10:08am
Hmm sound serious...in that case...PM me about it
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*Chuckles*Quite lucky Vany...Well congratulations and hope it goes well
Heyyy, du bist ja garnich mehr auf ICQ.. *traurig* ..kann mich garnich mehr mit dir unterhalten.. *schmoll*
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okay....
sorry falls ich aufdringlich bin..
Sup Vanessa, How are things while I was away?
Aye, once I have time I'll send you a reply.
yeah we can talk about it anytime...sigh its just i don't want Eis to find out
ja das waer cool aber das gibt es nich.
cool.(wegen ICQ) eeehhhmm... *rot werd*..darf ich..vielleicht...deine nummer haben?....Ich weiß als maedchen stellt man so ne frage nich
Ach, nee die is in ordnung. Keine Angst. Ich hab nur nich gecheckt, dass sie der Bruder von jemandem hier is , mit dem ich mich sehr oft unterhalte. (keine namen. weisst schon, das ganze gb is doch voll.)
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okay. danke kann ich verstehen. ^^
ehhm ich meinte schwester von dem anderen. Ja die sin geschwister, wenn du den richtigen meinst. Ich schreibs dir dann als Antwort in de PM. ^^
welcome back Vanessa ready to talk?
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hmm...we'll see
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are you available now Vanessa?
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Vanessa? you there?
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sigh i guess i'm too pushy on you about this
^^ ich bin eine neugierige person..leider
nee. du musst den markieren. den kann jeder lesen wenn man will.
cool. ich hab au ICQ deswegen.. ^^
Okay enjoy your trip...Don't worry I'll be going somewhere too
you're Vanessa right? may i speak with you for a moment? it's about Eis if you want to know why
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i understand i'll wait for you then
Well I know a girl who can teach some martial arts if you like but...not sure where she is now though...so shall we continue our conversation?
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Hiya Vany
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Okay...Let's see we ended somewhere here last time
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Uhmm...Shall we continue?
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I...I won't...allow myself to do that...I'll kill myself before that happens...Because I...can't hurt someone important to me
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...Uhmm...You there?
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Back when it wasn't that serious I was only angry with guys, ladies were out of the question back then...I'm still trying to now but it's getting quite hard to control myself so possibly...not...I can't fully bet that everything will be fine when you stop me...
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*Sighs*Quite a troublesome boy then...I don't hurt ladies...unless it's entirely their decision that I hurt them...At times I should be careful with them(there was someone who had me bound on chains just to stop me once even though it's a little unnecessary)
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Vany still up?
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*Laughs*Jealousy does the stupidest things...I'm kinda different from the guys when it comes to this though...Yeah I understand your situation Vany no worries
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How do I put this...I'm not that much of the jealous type but when it happens I don't let it get the best of me
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Yeah I know what you feel(there's a bit of no freedom there)...Don't worry I'm not one of those
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*Embarrassed Laugh* Not sure on that one
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Actually on that one too, I'm too lenient when it comes to girls
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Care to share it with me?
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Vany Still There?
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Vany?
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Oh okay...Well that's where it all starts mostly...From what I know the reason is they don't want to see hurt in the end or there might be someone better for you or...from the views of my perverted friends they're holding it back or you already got someone else that's what they know...Uh Listen Vany I got a job to do so I'll see you in a while okay
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Aww...*Hugs then Pats Head*That's ok Vany...Ok well then Pleasant Dreams Vany
merged: 07-14-2008 ~ 07:08am
Here*Puts her head on lap*Chill for a while okay
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Yeah let's start where we left off
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Well what else could I say they might be just want to be friends(or from my perverted friends' view they're holding back)...Kinda reminds me the same situation a female friend of mine had but it ended good in the end
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Hmm...I can probably help you...not sure how though
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First of all...I'm terribly sorry again for hanging up yesterday(*Sighs*Passed Out Again)...Well it's kinda your decision how will I help
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*Chuckles*It means it's up to you how will I help
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Sup Vany
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...Uhmm...Are you busy Vany?
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Oh okay I understand Vany now worries just tell me if your okay now
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*Smiles*Good shall we continue?
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Hmm...Okay if you like to talk or ask anything I could be possibly be of help
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Okay want to talk about something(or continue any previous conversation?)
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...*Bows*Sorry sorry sorry Vany I passed out again,*Embarrassed Look* this embarrassing it's the third time I did this to you
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Oh yeah I like to hear your third problem if permit me to but I might not be able to reply quickly since I may be out on a job so just post it there okay
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Uhmm...Vany I don't usually keep a lady waiting but can you? I'm just gonna finish this job okay?
merged: 07-17-2008 ~ 08:30pm
*Chuckles*It's way past your bedtime again Vany take a nap for a while
Hello co-spammer
Care to check this out /clicked/
/clicked/ You are
very much welcome to join, see you there 
.
*Bows*Terribly Sorry for hanging up yesterday Vany I passed out
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Passed out a.k.a Fainted...I've been pushing myself lately with work and stuff so I end up passed out which is kinda bad
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Don't worry I'm fine now*Sighs*It's only bad since I wasn't able to finsh the conversations and talk to Karin-chan
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Yeah*Puts forehead in her forehead*I'm fine...Huh?Going crazy?
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Oh that it's fine it happens rarely(but its seems rarely is becoming often) you want to talk about it?
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Well what do you want to know?
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Tell me first...What will you do if it happens will you be able to calm me down?
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*Chuckles*Quite determined but don't worry I got control of it...What was reaction when you read what was on the PM?
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...Yeah...It's true...the incident was years ago but the injuries he got weren't fatal...It was inevitable...Well since I've been holding it back so yeah it doesn't show that much
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Hey what's with not very athlethic built but yeah you're right I'm kinda average...Simple, blind rage Vany(I got beaten badly myself there also) if you still have the PM read and understand what happens when I'm enraged...Uh Vany let's talk about it later just keep your questions alright?...Some jobs popped up and I got to do this so Sieht Sie später Vany
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Well if you want another I'll just her to give some...Why would a girl have no chance?...Hmm...Well then have fun
Ich au! Das nervt uebelst oder?
Ja , das is schon sehr komisch. Naja, ich kenn ihn ein bisschen naeher mittlerweile, aber es an alle zu schreiben war zu viel.
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schuldigung. Ich war neugierig. Aber, pass auf der flirtet in der Gegend rum.
Der hat sowas wie "mehrere feste Freundinnen zur gleichen Zeit" in
seinem Kopf (er hat keine im moment). Er sagt immer , dass er in mich is un hat
au das hier geschrieben:
Jaaa geau. Ich frag dann manchma meine Freunde:"Hab ich Scheisse im Gesicht?"
jap ich habs gelesen.
Spoiler:
"I won't force you to love me...I won't force you to be mine...I just want to tell you that...I love you no matter what... " ODER "I might not be there for you for now and I just want you to know that I'll be more than willing to put my life on the line for you Karin because I love you Karin"
Also wir kennen uns jetz seit 34 Wochen. ..naja er is irgendwie ein komischer Kerl...aber er is sehr nett und ein guter Freund geworden irgendwie.
was is nun mit deinem ICQ?
I just cut short the Kathrin in her name since it looks cute on her...The conditions of acquiring a special nickname is simple...You have to be a special person to me just like that
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Full Name -Anne Kathrin Pohl there we go what's yours? Well good luck on that Vany I like to see how special you are...Well I have a lot of nicknames also(from the name itself there's a lot) some are funny and a bit perverted(in our language it sounds funny and perverted)
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Quite an interesting name...Special?*Chuckles*You have to find that out yourself...Well one of my nicknames is vulgar term a woman's *coughs* in my language...Why "Parking Meter"?
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 05:08am
*Chuckles* I've encountered a lot of beautiful ladies Vany(even those what men called a goddess) so let's just say you go to do better than that but I must say quite stunning and *Chuckles*in red too my favorite color...Actually that nickname comes with the name(like some people use the nickname Bill eventhough the name's William) so it's inevitable...I don't mind the height of the person since well it's just height(I'm kinda short as well)...Oh yeah
Spoiler:
Jose C. Dizon simple as that
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Aww...How cruel...Can you explain why such names?...How do you want the boy in a coffin or in a body bag?*Chuckles*...The C stands for Cajigal
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Well people call me names close to that but they always say in the end "but <adjective>" since I got a little compensation for my height...*Chuckles*Now to look for the guy Germany here I come...Why Thank You I like it also it's short, it easy to say and write plus it's also a name of a revolutionist here
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In the same sense yeah I like some nicknames too(especially the nickname "Ninja")...Ok Australia here I come...Well a bit but there are times I have thoughts changing it
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*Chuckles*You can but unfortunately I still got work to do in this place...Why Australia? I always wanted to travel everywhere though...What's with the "why's that?"
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How unfortunate...Well one it feels pretty common and two I feel there might be cooler names out there but still my name is fine(I feel it's suitable for me)
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*Scratches Head*Not sure having future children there...Wait is he one of those handsome macho playboys out there?
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 07:28am
I meant me having a son/daughter(in other words finding a wife)...Kinda dumb for the guy saying he has affairs...I had that problem myself(sorta) since I got a weird philosophy(sorta) on love
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 07:41am
Artificial insemination perhaps(okay let's not talk about that)...Yeah Good point...Let's not explain my philosophy on such thing it's kinda wrong for the others in a sense
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I feel the "making babies" part is what most men like rather than the baby...Yeah kinda true(and somehow feels like a part of my philosophy)...Let's just say for now my love is unconditional since I'm racking up my brain to remember the thing
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Hmm...I kinda get the feeling how sex will go but like my bad case of chocolate addiction I better lay down on the "Sweets"...Yeah good choice*Chuckles*You might find out eventually
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*Chuckles*How cute
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Nothing Vany just admiring how cute you are
merged: 07-08-2008 ~ 09:35am
*Chuckles*Okay Cuter...Hmm...You received that "Special" PM right? What was your reaction?
Oh, Starrer. das is doof. Ich habe das Problem, dass mich Leute immer anstarren, deswegen glaub ich au, dass ich nich gerade huebsch bin.
Ach, er hat Probleme mit seiner Wut umzugehen und anscheinend is er gestern wieder ausgerastet. Ich weiss aber noch nichts naeheres. Ich will ihn heut noch fragen, gestern war er dann zu muede.Aber ich hab au keinen Schimmer warum maria das geschrieben hat..an jeden..vielleicht war es wieder so schlimm ausgeartet. Er hat vor vielen jahren ma jemanden ins Krankenhaus gechlagen. Aber frag mich nich mehr, er erzaehlt nich viel davon.
Because it's a special nickname I gave her and I can only call her that...I can also give you one there's a specific condition though(it's not that hard)
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Chose Karin-chan for what?
Naja ich hoffe du hast recht.
Naja ich dacht mir, ich lass sie lieber weg.
Na dann is diese Freundin aber sehr nett. Das is doch fies.
Und wo wart ihr?
okay, ich versuchs mal. ^^
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Ja das hab ich au gemerkt. Jedes Maedchen hat irgendwas an sich auszusetzen. Manche viel, mache wenig...ich viel
naja, besser als neben jemand doofen.
okay mach ich ^^
I think everyone has that "Special" PM Karin-chan I mean Siren93 can you fill in on the details Sorry but I got to get some shuteye plus I have no idea on what's happening that much I just know everyone of my friends must have received the PM
Naja, wer weiss. Aber ich glaub nich, dass ich noch sonderlich huebsch werd.
Aber ein Abiball sollte doch schoen und lustig sein. Konntet ihr euch nich aussuchen wo ihr sitzt?
Ich komm aus Thueringen. Aus einer kleinen Kurstadt namens Bad Langensalza,das is...naja in Thueringen kennt sich wahrscheinlich eh keiner aus.
Ja ich liebe Locken au, aber ich kann sie mir leider nich selber rein machen.
Ich weiss es au nich. ..Die warn noch nie einfach..
Sup Vany Don't tell me...You have the "Special" PM as well?
Naja, ich hoffe du hast recht. ^^ Obwohl ich noch nie en freund hatte merk ich schon, dass ich ziemlich waehlerisch bin....ach mensch...da bin ich wieder bei dem thema...
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OAH! ICH WERD NEIDISCH! DU BIST SO HUEBSCH! UND ICH BIN SO HAESSLICH!
merged: 07-06-2008 ~ 02:02am
ich bin ziemlich schuechtern, deswegen frag ich lieber erst..nich
das ich dich nerve..
Leider hab ich das nur selten..
mmh..ich bin ziemlich neugierig also..stoert es dich wenn ich n paar fragen stelle?
Ja ich glaube die wuerden aus der Waesche gucken.
Trotzdem bist du huebscher als ich. Und war der Abiball schoen? Und was ich ma fragen wollte..wo kommst du her?
Ja da liegst du richtig. Ich hab rote Haare und deswegen hab ich au den Avatar. Aber meine Haare sin eher ne Katastrophe..sehr kraus. Ich mag meine Haarfarbe, aber nich meine Haarform. Vorher hatte ich n bild drin, wo ich lockige Haare hatte. Das sieht besser aus.
Ja das geht mir au so. Und dasselbe is mir passiert beim Tanzstundenabschlussball. Erst 2 tage danach hat mein Tanzpartner geschrieben, dass ich gut aussah.
naja..man kann nich alles haben..