Quote by nisnoopy3
It's alright if you spam my guestbook cuz I'll do the same with you too!
*spam,spam,spam*
I have no idea that the whole situation you're facing is totally the same with
me during my college life! Are you sure you are not spying on me? hehe..
Hearing this, I think u and me have the same experiences and the same bitterness
all this time. Me, too are not very good in expressing my emotion to my friends
and my parents. I have many things messing in my head that it emotionally
affected me. Sometimes, I will just smile and doesn't say a word in the class. I
will keep myself numb and spacing off a lot. Close friends will notice my
behavioral changes but some just acted that you are that way because of the
status as a "brilliant student who got a scholarship". When my parents
ask me, I'll always answer them that I got lots of issues in college and I don't
aspect them to understand my situation. So many complicated things and I also
don't know how to tell this to them. I'm taking a 2 year course. Each year got 3
terms. Each term got a team assignment. Whenever, a new term started, I will
feel depress because I know there will be all sort of things that will happen.
My class will join with the juniors. Choosing the teammates is done by the
lecturers so they will choose whomever that is wicked is to be with the good
students. My team always gets the bad types. Imagine having to ask them to do
the work that I assigned them to do is asking a child to understand the
philosophy of life. It is so hard on me! I have to call them up and do some
checking whether they are doing the job or not. Some of them are working part
time, so I have to accommodate their time with mine for meetings. Some agree
will attend but they didn't show up. Then the dateline is closing in. Do you
think I'm doing these for fun? After all, the works that I assigned to my
teammates are all done by me! I have to do their parts for the sake of this team
assignment! And then they got the same marks as me for the little efforts they
put in. Do you think it's fair for me? I didn't even hearing them saying
"Thank you" to me. Worst, I have to put a smiley face in front of them
and discuss nicely so that I don't upset them. If I did, I think they will not
participate in the meetings or have done anything at all! How many restless
sleeps have I face for this past 2 years?
I'm kind of person who doesn't show off my emotions even to my best friends. My
parents might know something did happen but sometimes they never ask me about it
because they knew it's a very complicated thing for them to handle. I just don't
want them to worry about me because they have their own issues as well.
Basically, I often hide my sadness behind my smile and always have a cherish
face all the time. ANIME is definitely the BEST cure in my dictionary! I must
agree with you! This one anime that I found in love is Fruits Basket. The jokes
in it make me want to cry! It's just so silly!
Then, I found this comedy anime early this year, Full Metal Panic? Fumoffu! I
watched this with my relatives back at home town. Me and other 2 relatives
squeeze into a small room with no good air ventilation and under a very hot
afternoon, using a laptop watching this anime on the floor. It's just that all
the rooms with power sockets is taken up and only left is this room. We just
laugh through the whole afternoon till dinner time. Haha.. Imagine watching
anime 3 & half hours straight without leaving the room!
Friends become enemy is really a very sad thing. They will think that you betray
them and they have loss all the confidence at you and don't trust you anymore.
Trust is a very important value in searching a friend. I may have no experience
in this kind but I do feel a little of this. Hopefully this will in turn become
the most important values in life. In other words, I think it's good to have
gone through this kind of situation. It had shaped me to become who I am today.
I hope it will do the same to you too! Cheers and stay positive always!
Best regards,
ni-chan.
And it gets longer and longer muwahahhaha!
Yeah I actually rented a spy satellite scanning all over your place... you may
want to contact the authority to take it down for you lol though
I think you should think twice for there will be implications for your actions
Nothing beats the fun if you watched anime with someone. I remember the first
time I have watched Dragonball Z with my father. Although he is not into anime,
he liked that series. There will always be an intense atmosphere here whenever
the protagonist is fighting with a villain. We rejoiced every time the main
character is winning, and felt really nervous when the lead char is kinda in
pinch. It sure was a good old times... hmmm this quite makes me feel I'm growing
older
When it comes to friends, I give almost all of my trust. I try to be very loyal
to them. Trust as you said is very essential in friendship. I believe it would
be pretty impossible for one to build up this kind of relationship without it. I
would like to compare it with a piece of brick. As the time goes by, you
gradually add some cement to at least strengthen its outer layer which you try
the best you could to let the brick as tough as it can be. It is inevitable
though not to accidentally drop that brick. This will actually test how hard you
may have built your brick. If that crack is still pretty manageable, you just
plaster it and continue to add cement. If it's not, well that's it, although it
can still be mended through one's perseverance. Nothing will always begets
nothing unless you tried.
After all the end result determines it all.
Have I said this to you? Minitokyo is my first and only forum and you together
with Rue-chan, chaoscraz and all my friends here in my list are also my first
and only online friends. You may not realize this but I give it my all to trust
you guys hoping we can build a strong bond of friendship. Take care and have a
nice day!
I didnt mean to left for so long... I'm
here and try to be more often in Mt..
Isit? All ur friends has left Mt? I feel sorry for you...
*dumps water all around* Feel much cooler now..hehe.. *hugs back* I'll be glad
to have Rue-chan bows to me whenever I'm around.. LOL!
ni-chan.
*hugs* Nii-chan...
Aww, it's okay, we were all busy with our work! and
its better Not to make MT one's Life! Right! the good news is ... You're Back!
*hugs* for that...
My nii-chan is back, my nii-cha is back... *dances about the page* Now you can
go kick Inversion in the forum! He
has been showing off His nii-chan to me! Take
That you stupid Inversion!
Soo... Tell me about yourself! what have you been doin? What you planning as a
carreer now?
Quote by Inversion988
yep, a MAJOR Bleach fan. i even have a few of the swords. Hyorinmaru and Tenza
Zangetsu are my favs.
Really? You have this kind of collection? It's cool! I'm not so lucky to have
collect real Bleach stuffs. All that I got are gifts from my friend. Things like
notes book, stickers, paper fan, wrappers and some other stuffs. Oh ya! I got a
teddy bear wearing the Byakuya's taichou uniform for my birthday present. It is
hand sewn by the same person who gave me all this Bleach stuffs. I'm so happy
for what she had done for me.
Currently, are you following up to date the anime and manga?
Espada no.4 is one of my fav too but I can't remember how to spell his name..
too complicated.. haha...
thanks. your userpage is pretty cool too. i'm not much of a item collector, i
just have a few swords and posters. i haven't read the manga in a while, but i'm
up to date on the anime, although i don't really like the new episodes(because
they completely ignored the Arrancar arc, which is the best so far). i can't
wait till they get back to it again.
and you're not the only one who had trouble spelling Ulquiorra. it's not much of
a prob now, it's trying to pronounce it. i keep hearing it in the anime and
still can't pronounce it right.
Quote by nisnoopy3
I'm so so happy that Azirah-chan is back! *hugs* You make it sounds so
wonderful... Thanks for congratulating me. You have my gratitude. *bows*
Well, in my term only got 6 students and I'm considering lucky to be ranked top
student although my seniors are far better than me. I'm not so bright but I did
try my hardest to pass the finals and get credits from them. Everyone in college
including the lecturers believes that I'm the best in everything. Maybe because
I got the scholarship to study there and they assumed that I must be genius! It
is so not true at all! Everyone looked up at me and take me as their model.
Sometimes, I feel so tired from their expectations. I didn't think highly of
myself because there are times when I need their helps. But they never consider
my feelings and not letting a hand when I need them the most. It's so
frustrating...
All these happened for 6 months till I graduated. My seniors are my best friends
and they are the ones who understand my situation. But they graduated half year
before me and I was feeling lonely without them. We share the same hobbies (3 of
us likes anime and manga) and enjoy every single time together. One of them
always provides me with animes and goods related to my fav animes. There is my
happiest time in college.
Everything is in the past now and it will remained in my memory forever. I don't
feel grudge to my friends nor the lecturers because it is a waste of time and
energy to keep thinking of them. I got plenty of things to care of after
graduated. I need to start off my training soon and if I didn't get the training
maybe I will consider getting a job or something like that.
Yeah, Azirah-chan is throwing me a party! Yippee! Yes, we must invite our good
old friend, Rue-chan! *dancing around* What is the theme will be? Must be some
crazy ideas... Hehe.. I'm thankful for having so many good friends in Mt! All
you people out there is receiving my thanks and thanks again for listening to me
all the times and writing to me too! In returns, I will helps as much as I can
as long I'm available.
LoL you're in college now? I lost track of u since our last chat.. Gome... How
is your college life? You sound like taking a 4 year course. What course is u
taking? Life is like a rollercoaster, I've heard this in lots of movies.. (no
offense) hehe.. You just firing off from the starter point and u got 3 years to
complete the ride from now on. I don't have to worry about you because I believe
you can past all the points till the last pit stop. For extra caution, I think I
will prepare a bag for you incase u do get nausea. hehe..
Best regards,
ni-chan.
You know ni-chan I just just love to spam in your book that's why I quoted it
haha. Yes I'm in college now and taking up Computer Science. Why? Simple I love
computers and someday I'm going to marry my compie lololol just
kidding here.... Somehow I can relate to you, I do sometimes feel that I'm being
pressured by my profs and classmates. I too am a scholar and getting good grades
so everyone thinks I'm genius, smart and can do everything. But what they do not
know is it's really hard for me to keep pace with their expectations. Every test
they expect me to get a perfect score, or prolly highest score in the class.
Okay I can still bear with that if the lesson is still manageable. Of course
some profs will praise me for it and I hope they do not do that. Why you may
ask? There will be someone who will just tell me behind my back that my head is
getting bigger figuratively, and worst even calling me a sycophant and favorite
of the teachers that's why I get high grades. It is as if they replace my
efforts on attentively listening to every lecture and reviewing before an exam
to brown-nosing those professors. Hell I don't even talk to my profs before,
after or even during the class so how can I do that. I totally almost blew my
top on this one but there's no point arguing with them and I just ignored them.
I know I'm not doing anything wrong and getting my desired results because I
worked on it. And here are the projects which will always be made by me, a solo
effort without getting any much help with my group mates. They just think I can
do it effortless as I am a 'smart guy'. There will be times when I can get help
from them when I tell them that I cannot do it myself but most of the time they
will just ignore me and depend on me. So what is the essence of having a group
if only one is working? It would be better for me if I just made a solo trip
than working on a group. Don't even let me start on assignments and exams. It is
worst When I think about it, I sometimes feel that being branded as such
is really a pain and hoping that I am just one of those mediocre student. Though
I can do that, I can not afford to sacrifice my scholarship and my future. All
of that I surpassed in a year and now starting my 2nd. The mistake I have done
in the past is that I tolerated them because there's always this fear of mine
that they would be angry to me and will treat me as their enemy if their wants
is not fulfilled. It is a different story but to make the long story short
there's this best friend of mine that became my worst enemy, it's really tough I
say. But now, as I have adjusted to the life of being a college student and made
a few friends, I will change my attitude so these will be controlled.
Hmmm I may have ranted but these are my emotions that I did not share with my
friends, and even with my parents. You know I have a hard time expressing my
feelings yet I easily tell you that. Yes that is me, i rather keep my feelings
on myself than share it to others. Maybe there would be a factor that you don't
know me in personal because you just met me online but really after reading your
post, it all just came out. Thanks for reading if you have reached up to this
point and for preparing a bag as well
merged: 06-19-2008 ~ 05:15am
Oh I forgot to tell you anime work wonders when I feel stressed and pressured.
It makes me forget all my problems whether be it in school or at home. I love
anime!
I'm here just made a comeback recently after I graduated. Yeap! I've graduated
from my college ady! *firing off some AK-47* haha..
Hope everything goes well to you.. Looking forward to hear from u soon!-
ni-chan.
Aw i guess I missed the great comeback of ni-chan... *goes off to a corner and
ish really really depressed* Well that is a BIG news ni-chan, you already
graduated in college. CONGRATULATIONS, congrats congrats congrats! Lets throw a
BIG party and celebrate, maybe we can invite rue-chan and some other guys ^_^.
You really deserve a two, no not only two but a lot of thumbs up for making this
far. Although this is only the beginning of life in the real world, I am hoping
you will succeed in all your endeavors. Ganbatte ni-chan! I know you can do it
cheers* If you ever encounter a problem, dont hesitate to ask us, we will be
glad to give you a hand . At
least we, your friends, will always be here for you.
As for me, I still got 3 years including this year to graduate. Yea it has been
a roller coaster ride for me but don't you worry I can pretty much survive this
ride without feeling nauseated lol. Thanks.
I usually only add people who I feel can be a good friend and share interests.
Thus why I added you, but anyways. If you ever want to add me to yours be my
guest and do have fun if you go away.
Hey!
Thanks for your post in my guestbook. I'm having a tough time and quite busy for
the while. I'll try to participate more in your thread! *running away*
ni-chan.
Well I hope you have a good time even if it is busy and tough. And participate
as much or as little as you want thats what makes a game fun you can be super
active or rarely active but still have fun. Anyways have a wonderful day and
week.
Long time no see! Thanks for dropping by at my guestbook (a zillion years ago)!
hehe.. Sorry, I didn't reply ur post cuz I'm been busy with my college and
everything till I'm graduated. Yeah, I'm graduated from my college ady! Hooray!
*throwing flames all over ur page* fufufu!
So, what are you doing nowdays? Ah, u've change ur skin. From purple to pink and
ur avy still the same.I guess I still remember the last time I've been here. Sad
to hear that our group, Spirited Away has had been demolised from MT for being
non-active.
Oh well, hope to hear from u soon!
HAha.. Ni-chan! nice to see some 'old' ( ahem ...not Old old...) ppl still
here... trust me this place is a Ghost town of sorts! everybody left!
So u graduated! *duks the flames* COOL! yay! *hugs* oooh so we gotta give you
some more respect noe eh!
Lol and i have to change this skin, its still not god enough! dun worry about my
group, even I was not so active!
Thanks for adding me to your friendlist. However, I'm planning to keep my
friendlist for short now. I might be going away in these few months. Thanks
again.
Best Regards,
ni-chan.
I usually only add people who I feel can be a good friend and share interests.
Thus why I added you, but anyways. If you ever want to add me to yours be my
guest and do have fun if you go away.
Thanks for adding me to your friendlist. However, I'm planning to keep my
friendlist for short now. I might be going off in a couple of months. Thanks
again.
Hello. I am the moderator for the Neither-World group here on MiniTokyo. I
would like to inform you that we are having an overhaul of our group and want to
see which members are still here at MT and want to continue their membership
with us. If you are still interested in being a member of our group, please come
by our page and check out the new announcement and let us know you want to
continue to be a part of our group. Please do this by responding to the announcement. Thank you for your time and hope to
hear from you soon.
Ni-chan...i'm really sorry about not being able to help you. You see, I haven't
been able to use the comp for over a month...>< So, i'm really very
sorry... Even now i still haven't got my comp back. I had to borrow the school's
comp.
Oh dear! I'm terribly sorry for not reply to your post.. *bow down* I must have
missed your post! Gome! "
*slap myself*
Have you watch Howl's Moving Castle yet? I like Howl when he is resting on the
bed and acting so helpless.
Me bad, I thought your are taking PMR this year.. Sorry! So, are you taking Form 6 or any higher education level? I've
just finished my Form 6 and now enrolled in Hotel management course.
I'm from KL and nice to meet a Penangite in MT! Ogenki
desu ka? (How are you?)
ni-chan.
Nyaaa it's ok
I haven't been able to get online for more than a month now anyway (it's all streamyx's fault ) Just
occasionally!
I just watched Howl's Moving Castle not long ago, and it was really great! It
did leave me somewhat confused though. Firstly, I bought the cantonese version,
and well, my cantonese is rather limited So that
got me very confused! Howl is so funny... and cool at the same time lol.
Ah it's ok It means that you think I'm younger and that's a great thing Right
now I'm taking my A Levels course, not really sure what to do after that though
Hotel management? That's an interesting course you're taking ^_^ You get to
learn all about managing a hotel eh Where are you studying?
Oh you're from KL
That's one busy city But the shopping there is really fun! It's the only place where I'm able to
find manga in english
Quote by nisnoopy3 Since I got this
problem, I havent done anything to solve it. It is still the same as I post up
on that thread, the things I have done and not yet done. I didnt reinstall my OS
or formatting my HD. As long it didnt give me much troubles, I'll be happy to
use it.
I wish I'm a good computer person and wouldnt have to face this kind of problem.
*sigh*
ni-chan.
I see.
Then what would you like me to do in order to help you?
Quote by Yu-huangI see.
Then what would you like me to do in order to help you?
Well, can you identified what's wrong with my hard drive? Is my hard drive need
to be change into a new hard drive? Can the problem be solved?
ni-chan.
The simpliest way to get rid of the problem is of course to buy a new one.
Unfortunantely, not everyone has X number of dollar to buy them.
If you are good with computer however, you can buy individual parts to replace
the obsolete ones. In your case, you need more space on your C drive in order to
perform updates to your overall computer. You should also upgrade your RAM
memory to 1GB (it makes the computer performace go way better and faster
too).
But this could also be due to the fact that your D drive is larger than your C
drive. Usually the C drive is the drive that all the things get installed in ,
therefore, it is bigger. It is very likely that you OS is installed on the wrong
drive.
Tell me, have you tried to reinstall your OS?
Could you tell me exactly what you have
done up to now?
Quote by Yu-huang
The simpliest way to get rid of the problem is of course to buy a new one.
Unfortunantely, not everyone has X number of dollar to buy them.
If you are good with computer however, you can buy individual parts to replace
the obsolete ones. In your case, you need more space on your C drive in order to
perform updates to your overall computer. You should also upgrade your RAM
memory to 1GB (it makes the computer performace go way better and faster
too).
But this could also be due to the fact that your D drive is larger than your C
drive. Usually the C drive is the drive that all the things get installed in ,
therefore, it is bigger. It is very likely that you OS is installed on the wrong
drive.
Tell me, have you tried to reinstall your OS?
Could you tell me exactly what you have
done up to now?
Nope, I havent reinstall my OS coz I dont know how to reinstall the OS..
Till now, I just compress my drive to save disk space. That's all. I didnt made
any changes or done anything except this.
ni-chan.
I see...
First, you need to back up everything
that you hold of value in your computer. Once you reinstall you will be unable
to retrive your files(unless you acquire special programs...but that another
story.
If you have already done so, I will tell you the next steps in detail.
Ah! My college is on holiday for a week now coz some big festival coming on and
I'm so happy when they announce it! *dancing around* lalala!
I think it's time for us to have our FIRST contest!
We are going to have this contest open to everyone in Mt not just for our
members. We dont have enough members who are productive enough based on their
artistic level. You've make me feel excited by telling me now! Haha!
ni-chan.
Ah lucky you! I just finished with my midterms
I think I'll announce the contest soon. But before I do so, how long should the
contest run? ie when should I set the deadline?
I have describe all my problems in this thread of mine. Hopefully it is not a
serious problem coz I have been using this computer since 2001.
ni-chan.
I see...I have read your thread in its entirety.
Now I must know what you have done or not done since the last post on that
thread in order to help you.
It's been a while since you've finish your PMR! How are you? Me, since my second
semester started my lecturers are going into "crazy" mode. Wanna to
listen to what happened to my class?
On last Friday, that is the week before this week. I was supposed to have a test
(similar to the monthly test you are having at your secondary school) and we (me
& my classmates) were thought that we only wear our normal clothes/casual
instead of wearing our formal uniform ("supposed" to wear them during
final exams only) to take the test. But, when he (my lecturer) stepped in and
teach as usual instead of giving the test papers, immediately we were aware that
he is not giving us the test papers if we didnt wear the uniform. So, he
postponed the test to the next week on Tuesday.
This time, we were ready for the test wearing our uniform. Once again, he
stepped into my class and teaching as usual. The whole class is fell into silent
and no one spoke. So, my senior who is not very satisfied with him (once his
student in one of the semester) and have a big bad impact on him before. Left
the class and find the Head of Department personally. She explained every single
details about his character and behaviour to HOD.
Basically this lecturer have a very bad reputation in my college before I
entered. So, I was in the class and I keep my eyes on my senior (who leaves the
class earlier). Then, HOD came in with my senior. She sat down and still furious
about the lecturer's action. Me, cant stand anymore with his attitude, I asked
him about the actual date to sit for the test and he just went all silent not
even a single word coming out from his mouth. I just straight forward asked my
HOD about the date for the test and immediately the lecturer says "You dont
be rude to me!" in a very loud voice. I just replied back very seriously,
"I have asked you before earlier and you didnt give me any answer."
Then, he just keeps starring at me with unsatisfied feelings. The HOD asked me
to sit down and I just sat.
Nothing happened, I just want to let my HOD to know his attitude. Afterwards, he
continued to teach and I just continued with my class. So, the day after this
incident he become a very different kind of attitude that is what we called them
"normal" person does. We are shock and we still not very confidence
that he will "actually" behave like this for a long period. Oh well,
let's see how things going on for a while.
YES! I will love to be your partner! But I
cant made any wallpaper,vector and doujinshi except avatar & banner (but it
is impossible for me to submit these kind of entries now). I need a big help
from you!
Thank you so much for choosing me!
Domo arigato gozaimasu!
and Have a Happy Holiday too!
ni-chan.
Wow...Ooo...Wah...that's so brave of you to against the lecturer. Horrifying
lecturer you've got. O.o Oh well, god bless him so that he'll be normal for the
time being. He'll get into real trouble if he keeps his stinking attitude. Your
HOD might throw him of his job...XD
It's the holidays now, so let's not talk about schoolwork. ^^ But then...i just
couldn't resist asking...are you still in exam period? If so i can only wish you
good luck in your exams. ><
Nvrmind that, i understand your situation. But i'm not good at walling either.
Aaarrggghhh, major headache here. I'll help in any form i can. So you've gotta
tell me bout your plans 1st. I'll try to think of a way to help you accomplish
the task. ><
Hope everything goes well for the both of us. I'm waiting for the results, but
it's not till the year end, so i'll just worry when that time comes.
lol
Quote by nisnoopy3I'm afraid I will
have to wait long before I can installed any new software due to the problem I'm
facing with my computer. I have some problems with my hard drives and I
"did" installed photoshop software before but because of the
complications that I faced make me to remove the software after I installed it
for a few days! (not even reach one week old!)
TT_TT
I might be able to help you if you want with the problem on your computer.
What type of problem did you have exactly?
And it gets longer and longer muwahahhaha!
Yeah I actually rented a spy satellite scanning all over your place... you may want to contact the authority to take it down for you lol
though
I think you should think twice for there will be implications for your actions
Nothing beats the fun if you watched anime with someone. I remember the first time I have watched Dragonball Z with my father. Although he is not into anime, he liked that series. There will always be an intense atmosphere here whenever the protagonist is fighting with a villain. We rejoiced every time the main character is winning, and felt really nervous when the lead char is kinda in pinch. It sure was a good old times... hmmm this quite makes me feel I'm growing older
When it comes to friends, I give almost all of my trust. I try to be very loyal to them. Trust as you said is very essential in friendship. I believe it would be pretty impossible for one to build up this kind of relationship without it. I would like to compare it with a piece of brick. As the time goes by, you gradually add some cement to at least strengthen its outer layer which you try the best you could to let the brick as tough as it can be. It is inevitable though not to accidentally drop that brick. This will actually test how hard you may have built your brick. If that crack is still pretty manageable, you just plaster it and continue to add cement. If it's not, well that's it, although it can still be mended through one's perseverance. Nothing will always begets nothing unless you tried.
After all the end result determines it all.
Have I said this to you? Minitokyo is my first and only forum and you together with Rue-chan, chaoscraz and all my friends here in my list are also my first and only online friends. You may not realize this but I give it my all to trust you guys hoping we can build a strong bond of friendship. Take care and have a nice day!
*hugs* Nii-chan...
Aww, it's okay, we were all busy with our work!
and
its better Not to make MT one's Life! Right! the good news is ... You're Back!
*hugs* for that...
My nii-chan is back, my nii-cha is back... *dances about the page* Now you can go kick Inversion in the forum!
He
has been showing off His nii-chan to me! 
Take
That you stupid Inversion! 
Soo... Tell me about yourself! what have you been doin? What you planning as a carreer now?
thanks. your userpage is pretty cool too. i'm not much of a item collector, i just have a few swords and posters. i haven't read the manga in a while, but i'm up to date on the anime, although i don't really like the new episodes(because they completely ignored the Arrancar arc, which is the best so far). i can't wait till they get back to it again.
and you're not the only one who had trouble spelling Ulquiorra. it's not much of a prob now, it's trying to pronounce it. i keep hearing it in the anime and still can't pronounce it right.
anyway, thanks for stopping by. later.
You know ni-chan I just just love to spam in your book that's why I quoted it
haha. Yes I'm in college now and taking up Computer Science. Why? Simple I love
computers and someday I'm going to marry my compie lololol 
just
kidding here.... Somehow I can relate to you, I do sometimes feel that I'm being
pressured by my profs and classmates. I too am a scholar and getting good grades
so everyone thinks I'm genius, smart and can do everything. But what they do not
know is it's really hard for me to keep pace with their expectations. Every test
they expect me to get a perfect score, or prolly highest score in the class.
Okay I can still bear with that if the lesson is still manageable. Of course
some profs will praise me for it and I hope they do not do that. Why you may
ask? There will be someone who will just tell me behind my back that my head is
getting bigger figuratively, and worst even calling me a sycophant and favorite
of the teachers that's why I get high grades. It is as if they replace my
efforts on attentively listening to every lecture and reviewing before an exam
to brown-nosing those professors. Hell I don't even talk to my profs before,
after or even during the class so how can I do that. I totally almost blew my
top on this one but there's no point arguing with them and I just ignored them.
I know I'm not doing anything wrong and getting my desired results because I
worked on it. And here are the projects which will always be made by me, a solo
effort without getting any much help with my group mates. They just think I can
do it effortless as I am a 'smart guy'. There will be times when I can get help
from them when I tell them that I cannot do it myself but most of the time they
will just ignore me and depend on me. So what is the essence of having a group
if only one is working? It would be better for me if I just made a solo trip
than working on a group. Don't even let me start on assignments and exams. It is
worst 
When I think about it, I sometimes feel that being branded as such
is really a pain and hoping that I am just one of those mediocre student. Though
I can do that, I can not afford to sacrifice my scholarship and my future. All
of that I surpassed in a year and now starting my 2nd. The mistake I have done
in the past is that I tolerated them because there's always this fear of mine
that they would be angry to me and will treat me as their enemy if their wants
is not fulfilled. It is a different story but to make the long story short
there's this best friend of mine that became my worst enemy, it's really tough I
say. But now, as I have adjusted to the life of being a college student and made
a few friends, I will change my attitude so these will be controlled.
Hmmm I may have ranted but these are my emotions that I did not share with my friends, and even with my parents. You know I have a hard time expressing my feelings yet I easily tell you that. Yes that is me, i rather keep my feelings on myself than share it to others. Maybe there would be a factor that you don't know me in personal because you just met me online but really after reading your post, it all just came out. Thanks for reading if you have reached up to this point and for preparing a bag as well
merged: 06-19-2008 ~ 05:15am
Oh I forgot to tell you anime work wonders when I feel stressed and pressured. It makes me forget all my problems whether be it in school or at home. I love anime!
yep, a MAJOR Bleach fan. i even have a few of the swords. Hyorinmaru and Tenza Zangetsu are my favs.
hi hi hi ni-chan
remember me ?
well, if not .. that's alright T-T
*ni-chan has forgotten me already*
btw* .. Congratulations ! *hugs*
ni-chan already graduated!
just dropping by to say hi to u
hope u're doing fine ^_^ and honestly ..
your layout and avartar is very cooool~
have a nice day
see you *waves*
Aw i guess I missed the great comeback of ni-chan... *goes off to a corner and ish really really depressed* Well that is a BIG news ni-chan, you already graduated in college. CONGRATULATIONS, congrats congrats congrats! Lets throw a BIG party and celebrate, maybe we can invite rue-chan and some other guys ^_^. You really deserve a two, no not only two but a lot of thumbs up for making this far. Although this is only the beginning of life in the real world, I am hoping you will succeed in all your endeavors. Ganbatte ni-chan! I know you can do it cheers* If you ever encounter a problem, dont hesitate to ask us, we will be glad to give you a hand
. At
least we, your friends, will always be here for you.
As for me, I still got 3 years including this year to graduate. Yea it has been a roller coaster ride for me but don't you worry I can pretty much survive this ride without feeling nauseated lol. Thanks.
Well I hope you have a good time even if it is busy and tough. And participate as much or as little as you want thats what makes a game fun you can be super active or rarely active but still have fun. Anyways have a wonderful day and week.
HAha.. Ni-chan! nice to see some 'old' ( ahem ...not Old old...) ppl still here... trust me this place is a Ghost town of sorts! everybody left!
So u graduated! *duks the flames* COOL! yay! *hugs* oooh so we gotta give you some more respect noe eh!
Lol and i have to change this skin, its still not god enough! dun worry about my group, even I was not so active!
I usually only add people who I feel can be a good friend and share interests. Thus why I added you, but anyways. If you ever want to add me to yours be my guest and do have fun if you go away.
okay no problem ^^
see ya
Siren
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ni-chan! I really missed you! Come on, be online now gao~ *sob sob
Hey there ni-chan! I hav'nt been here in while!
So whats up with you these days? are you still busy?
Ni-chan...i'm really sorry about not being able to help you. You see, I haven't been able to use the comp for over a month...>< So, i'm really very sorry... Even now i still haven't got my comp back. I had to borrow the school's comp.
Hi ni-chan! How are you? You must be busy eh.
anyway, I've started the voting at HMC. You can vote too
merged: 12-24-2006 ~ 02:22am
Hi ni-chan!
looks like ni-chan's been pretty busy...well me too..
and would be this way till end of november...of begining of december..
do stop by when you have time..miss you..
hope ur classes are going fine..
~rue.
Hey ni-chan!
Oh, and I think I'll start the banner contest at HMC tomorrow
Nyaaa it's ok
(it's all streamyx's fault 
) Just
occasionally!
I haven't been able to get online for more than a month now anyway
I just watched Howl's Moving Castle not long ago, and it was really great! It did leave me somewhat confused though. Firstly, I bought the cantonese version, and well, my cantonese is rather limited
So that
got me very confused! 
Howl is so funny... and cool at the same time lol.
Ah it's ok
It means that you think I'm younger and that's a great thing 
Right
now I'm taking my A Levels course, not really sure what to do after that though
Hotel management? That's an interesting course you're taking ^_^ You get to learn all about managing a hotel eh
Where are you studying?
Oh you're from KL
That's one busy city 
But the shopping there is really fun! It's the only place where I'm able to
find manga in english 
I see.
Then what would you like me to do in order to help you?
merged: 10-28-2006 ~ 10:58pm
The simpliest way to get rid of the problem is of course to buy a new one. Unfortunantely, not everyone has X number of dollar to buy them.
If you are good with computer however, you can buy individual parts to replace the obsolete ones. In your case, you need more space on your C drive in order to perform updates to your overall computer. You should also upgrade your RAM memory to 1GB (it makes the computer performace go way better and faster too).
But this could also be due to the fact that your D drive is larger than your C drive. Usually the C drive is the drive that all the things get installed in , therefore, it is bigger. It is very likely that you OS is installed on the wrong drive.
Tell me, have you tried to reinstall your OS?
Could you tell me exactly what you have done up to now?
merged: 10-30-2006 ~ 04:44am
I see...
First, you need to back up everything that you hold of value in your computer. Once you reinstall you will be unable to retrive your files(unless you acquire special programs...but that another story.
If you have already done so, I will tell you the next steps in detail.
Ah lucky you! I just finished with my midterms
I think I'll announce the contest soon. But before I do so, how long should the contest run? ie when should I set the deadline?
- Maplerose
I see...I have read your thread in its entirety.
Now I must know what you have done or not done since the last post on that thread in order to help you.
Sincerely,
The Jade Emperor
Wow...Ooo...Wah...that's so brave of you to against the lecturer. Horrifying lecturer you've got. O.o Oh well, god bless him so that he'll be normal for the time being. He'll get into real trouble if he keeps his stinking attitude. Your HOD might throw him of his job...XD
It's the holidays now, so let's not talk about schoolwork. ^^ But then...i just couldn't resist asking...are you still in exam period? If so i can only wish you good luck in your exams. ><
Nvrmind that, i understand your situation. But i'm not good at walling either. Aaarrggghhh, major headache here. I'll help in any form i can. So you've gotta tell me bout your plans 1st. I'll try to think of a way to help you accomplish the task. ><
Hope everything goes well for the both of us. I'm waiting for the results, but it's not till the year end, so i'll just worry when that time comes. lol
Take care, ni-chan!
I might be able to help you if you want with the problem on your computer.
What type of problem did you have exactly?