Quote by ralaI'm glad to know that I've been
fine
I'm on my spring break finally SO I AM IN
MY BEST MOODS heheh^^ though I still have to do a lot in this break but still I really
dont know why do they give us assignments to do on the break for God's sake its
called A BREAK
You too thats great
and worse too hehe
I am sure you did fine! I am you wont be called a student if you didnt feel bad
after every and each exam now would you your results
will be just fine I know
that sort of feelings, just relax and even
if you did no big deal! its just an exam
it will be alright you just dont worry too much dear
Well I had 3 exams the week before the break, poetry, syntax and translation, I
will get my result for them when I get back
Yes I am heheheh
what do you mean!
You're welcome
Have a nice day
sorry for the extremely late reply
how was your spring break?
i know but they like to torture us with all their work lol
more exams and assignments, never a break
how have you been?
i know i should relax but i can't really help it, theres too much to do and too
many deadlines and well... it kind of does get a bit... yea
but anyway its nice to take a break for the moment before i have to get back to
doing my work again
I've got so much work... SOrry for so late replay. But we see on MSN
Now I just take a break form class and I think I'll go to eat something. The
next weekend I will go for a trip to Phrag. I think it will be fun.
I hope that you will not kill yourself riding a motorbike. It's awful.... I hope
you didn't have any serious health problems after that incident...
So you're not scared... uffff that's good. I just know how people react when I
tell them about my metal problem. It always scares me. But I'm gla that you take
it so easy and you don't mind it. I must say that I feel better atre pills and
treatment. I see it's getting better step by step and I'm happy. Now as you know
I'm being more optymistic and that's bring me more happines in life.
As to my classmates.. it's also getting better. Now at Friday we have girl
evening at my flat. It will be fun. I think after my school trip I get better
with some of them and that's gave me strengh and peace. But the most important
thing is you You just like my guard angel whos helping me out every time . I feel
sorry that I can't meet with you for a coffee or to go with you to the cinema.
But I hope will meet someday
As to work... it's hard. Sometimes depressing. But i hang on. It take me a lot
of time but I know if I work hard I'll get better. No they don't pay me much but
it will change someday. I'm just happy that I can improve myslef and cheeck and
learn something new. It's hard bur most fun.
I don't know if I told you about one girl I met in supremarket. She's from
German but now she studies her. She's very nice. Her name is Pia. I like her and
I try to meet her often. I was with her at the concert of polish band on
"juwenalia". It'a a big party for studenst once a year. It was fun. I
think she gave me a lot of thoughts to think about.
How about you? How is your study going? How with you family?
Now I will meet with mine on the next weekend. They don't see me till now, so
they will be shocked I don't
know how they will react on my red hair, but truly I don't care much . I just
like my new me.
Oh, I pass my photos. I'm glad. I'm not happy for two of my marks but what can I
do. Now I will prepare some more exercise to get better from this two subjects.
Wish me luck
Ok I will go and eat something Today I
go to the cinema with one girl from my class. I hope it will be fun. I hope it
will you.
Now take care and watch for yourself. Don't harm and go crazy on motorbike
How have you been? I hope great
Yeah I've been good yeah
Finally it seemed like forever heheheh
yeah and I believe that they think one week is too much for us hehehe well
one week is better then nothing yeah
too short and to make it long I skipped Tuesday and Wednesday hehehe but
really I was sick at Tuesday
yeah I know! no free time I guess, College is HELL
uni= sucks hehe a lot of exams and assignments! everything= been going pretty well
Thanks for asking! how about you? school and everything?
Well see you soon and take great care
hahaha yea! omg holiday's ending already.
and guess what! i haven't touched my bag yet! i keep on sayin tmr ill start with my
assignments and projects, but i don't
omg, i'm dead the first school week coz
half of my projects r due then, and there's this one project which was due ages
ago and i couldn't submit it coz we had exams, and i had absolutely no time to
finish it i'll have to speak to my teacher abt it i
wouldn't want a 5/10 in my assessment seriously...
lol
awww hope u feel so much better now!
and i'm so darnnnn excited for my next exams! don't ask me why
lool i've gone wacko? maybe but also i
can't believe i'm already finishing grade 10! two more years till uni! haha i'm
not in a hurry for uni, i'm more excited about getting my finals over, then
summer holidayz! haha
and today mum told me this time we have to go to one of my cousin's wedding.
lool it would be my FIRST time EVER to attend any wedding haha
let's see if dad agrees but my
mum's threatenings work all the time
haha
although i thought we had other plans for the summer, i think this summer's
gonna be insane! coz first we have to travel to go to my cousin's wedding, in Jeddah
then
omgg we have to come back here, then again my mum says she want to go travel to
Syria and when she told me i got all depressed hahaha i'm like
"no...no...i don't wanna go without sis!" (my sis went for uni ) so she
said "our life won't stop coz she's gone now, come on!"
haha i feel like i might end up crying if we travel to Syria and we don't travel
to Malaysia(where my sis studies now) coz my mum is so obsessed with Syria!
arrrggghhhh
but anyways i so don't wanna think abt how tiring this summer's gonna be and also
Ramadan's gonna be during that time oh
well.
the weather in Jeddah during the summer sux so bad! it's so moistyyy and humidd,
when we went there some 3-4 yrs ago, omggg i showered like literally three times
a day
haha i went insane their humidity's tooo extreme! can u imagine showering before going
to the beach that's me in Jeddah
but seriously the heat here is really melting me, inside my room it's freezing
but the
moment u walk out of the house it's sooo hott
i hope u'r doin great!
and glad to hear from you again! it's so nice talkin to you
take care!
I'm very sorry for the late reply but I was
extremely busy, lots of assignments and exams but I am
finaly done, I'm on my spring break so I'm
really feeling better
The wedding was really lovely me and my
cousins had a great time there
Hehe right but it did hurt though
hehe that's alright you have
to get used to it till you graduated So how's
your studies?
What
innocent! I can guess why now
yeah students do that!
Been fine really, but its really hard and there is so much to do!
You're welcome!
hehehe right late is better then never
Thanks! Hope you had a good one too!
Have a lovely day and take care
im okay how have you been?
i know how it feels, i just finished my big block of exams, assignments and
assessments
so now i have a bit of free time
haha
lol
well they could be better
i did really bad in my extension one maths paper, i just have this feeling you
know, i havent got the results back but i know i did really bad
and well physics wasnt much better, i had to do two exams for the one subject
i was not happy especially when i found out it was a practical and a written
but aw well, i dont think i did that great in the written
hey Rala!
i hope you're doing great! we're finally having holidays now! a week
but it's pretty fine. and
short.
we haven't spoken in so long! arggghhhh
btw how's everything going on with you? uni n everything?
hope everything's great!
good luck!
take care
merged: 04-10-2008 ~ 03:08am
hey Rala!
i hope you're doing great! we're finally having holidays now! a week
but it's pretty fine. and
short.
we haven't spoken in so long! arggghhhh
btw how's everything going on with you? uni n everything?
hope everything's great!
good luck!
take care
O no dont worry about that! I know you are busy with school and all so dont
worry about that just take care of yourself
Sorry for my late reply I
want home that pass week!
My holidays were great I went to
my grandfather's house to attend my cousin's wedding hehe we
had a great time! everything was lovely till we had to say goodbye to her it was sad
... 2
days later we went camping and I was riding a motorcycle and heheh I fell form
that thing damn it, it hurt so badly I can hardly move O well
but it was fun anyway
Hehe and why should I use dislike instate
Wow! that is really a lot! how can you handle that!
Poor you
Hehehe couldnt figure that out
Yup! that happens at your place too guess it
does everywhere! an international law you know
that is bad though for the students who skip school without their parents
knowledge! Big trouble
What the hell! noway! how can that be! I mean did he have the time to do
anything on the first day! poor
boy! student here get suspended as well but only if the did something really
huge!
Good saying as long as there is a beginning there is an ending
even if its not a good one
heheh
But really you need to sleep to get the work done perfectly
Yeah I am not sick anymore the weather
here i getting lovely not cold
not hot, I like it
hehe yeah being alive is a good thing
Thanks I still have a week before I start the new semester again
You're welcome
See you!
Take good care
ive been better
you?
okay
im a bit late again though
wedding? how was the wedding?
my friend went to a wedding a few weeks ago
ouch sounds like it would have hurt too
thats good as long as one enjoys themselves and have fun then well the pain
would be worth it lol
well now the amount of maths i do has now increased its
too much in my opinion
well i never really found out cause none of my friends wanted to tell me cause i
was too "innocent" so they said so
it must have been something bad although a few days ago another student got an
in school suspension because he wouldnt give his phone to the teacher
Quote by ralaTrue! no one pays much
attention to that class sleeping
class
hehehehe I mean really what is there in those classes nothing
really difficult!
Yup
and tomorrow I will be leaving for my vacation for 2 weeks I really
I am looking to it
I hope you do so well guess school started, I hope you do well in your studies
hehe yeah! I hate physics and geography I hate
those two
hehe that is funny my sister was saying that same today heheh my sis
hates biology as well she hate
math as well But you know what? I think its the worst thing is when you go o
college and have these stupid general courses I
hate them more then anything
O I see so its like university here! that is the system used in universities
in
school you have number of classes in a week! like math 7 classes par week, of
course in high school!
Dont ask me really I dont know why they dont care! do they believe that
everything is easy out there!
heheh yeah when I was at school they even call your parents on their cell phone
when you are doing bad in studies or if didnt come to school but of
course that doesnt happen in college
heheh
Dont worry! you will find everything done and you wont even know it
everything has an ending
Hey you should sleep you know! or you wont be able to work! ask me! will have
everything done, yeah but not really good
So get enough sleep first
I am ok, I have got sick two days ago I hate
getting sick! I think I have a flu
So how have you been?
Your welcome Dear
I'll see you after I come back!
So till then take great care of yourself
And have a lovely day
merged: 02-01-2008 ~ 03:31am
Awwww I just saw your newest wallpaper! it looks GREAT! but I cant view it TT_TT
I want it I wish I could see it! but it seems
beautiful^_^
sorry for the late reply
i have been really busy lately
heaps difficult, cannot not sleep in those classes although i do have the urge
to fall asleep cause im tired
hows your holiday so far?
haha
lol although you shouldnt use the word hate you
should use the word dislike
mine eight maths classes per week
the evilness
who knows, but to them it might be easy but to use it is heaps difficult lol
haha
lol really? that happens here as well, one time a friend of mine didnt go to
school and the school called their home and they said they were sick
thinking of hmm, that reminds me that on the first day a guy in my year got
suspended on the very first day of school can you
believe that when i heard i was like what?
true everything does just like everything has a beginning
i know, but i dont have all that much time
hope your better now
okay i guess im still alive so thats a good thing lol
Quote by rala
Hi Toya!
Not really! I started my finals yesterday I had
nothing today! my next one will be on Saturday! you know that is the best thing
about college! we have days off in the middle of the exams hehehe! but
yeah I am pretty good! got so much after I finish my finals hehe Dont
worry it will be over Yeah my
sister too, but hey are you starting now! isnt after one week from now?!
Glad to know that
Hehe thank you Yup they are over!
hehehe I see my nickname is spelled this way: Anory! its a bit childish but I
love it hehehe
Thanks! You too! Hope you do great in your exams Dear *Hugs
back*
Take Good Care of Yourself as well! and stay worm PLZ its
freezing
YEAH
You live in Riyadh too! its Freezing! I didnt go out today, but yesterday I had
my English Grammar exam! God! I turned to an ice cube seriously!
I havent got out in days due to that I study in university and we were done like
more then two weeks ago so I didnt know what was it like outside home My hands
were freezing! I couldnt touch the pan to write and that
stupid teacher was keeping the door open If it
wasnt multiple chooses I dont think I would have answered!
You know? they say it might snow here imagine
snow in Saudi Arabia! heheh though it snowed in the north borders! I saw it on
he news But in Riyadh! like NO way
heheh
I live in Riyadh its where my family is from well not really where are from some
where a city little bit far from here but you can say we are from here Anyway
whatever , Really! so we live in that same city^^ Well I was born in Boston
See you! Take care
merged: 01-16-2008 ~ 08:26pm
Btw I meant to ask you, can you view wallpapers? coz its blocked for me!
hi Rala, so sorry for the very late reply was
bz with exams and got too excited bout holidays starting(it started on Saturday)
^^
I hope you did great in ur finals! and wishing you best of luck!
nah, Anory doesn't sound childish coz anyways each person has their own
nickname, sounds rather nice and cute
haha yea
winter here got really cold, but what bugged me was the lame rumors of
"snow". lool i didn't even for a second believe the news, i was just
like telling my parents "whatever, snow here, in our dreams..." and everyone
in school was soo excited about it snowing, lool i was the only one who wasn't
all excited about it, coz anyways what's to believe in rumors? coz anyways
so many times they "predicted" that it would rain n all and gosh, not
even one drop of rain lool haha
weather here is better now phew~! seriously, and i am sooo craving summers coz i
missed summer shorts they're so much comfortable!
awww that's nice i'm actually Syrian but live
in Riyadh, and lol in the city center. haha easy
for u to guess where now
i did good in my exams, too bad i was anxious about seeing my results but i
wasn't able to go due to some personal reasons now
i'll just have to wait till Saturday not that i'm
waiting, haha holidays r nice, a chance to relax for a moment from school, now
one thing i'm so not looking forward when school reopens for second term is
second term itself it's so darn long and annoying and soooo borrrrring and
just so much to do, and lame huge projects
they ask for so much, 3D crappy stuff we have to make on our own...blehhh a
couple of times i do tend to get careless about my project assessment marks
but it's coz i don't see teachers to care much about the project after they
grade it, so it's like once i was one day late in submitting my English project,
but for English we had essays to write(that time i actually spent the night
finishing it, but bugged me so much coz i left it lying on my table at home the
next morning had forgotten to take it), so anyways when my teacher asked me for
it...basically i was already bugged that i'd forgotten it, but seriously i
didn't even want to go on being bothered for the rest of the day so i just told
her that i'll give it to her the next day, so she wasn't happy with me coz
she said "just like that? and ur 1 mark off?" so i just said "i
can't help it, there's nothing i can do, i forgot it..." oh
well, nothing makes me so enthusiastic bout projects anymore coz
they're such a waste in the end, and i try my best not to waste my effort on
them seriously coz in the end, wonder where they end up
but not always, for some subjects they end up being used, gladly
oh and btw do u have holidays too now?
ok then, haha i guess i'm really getting carried away, tell me how u'r doing!
Good Luck!
take care! ^^
merged: 02-08-2008 ~ 11:52pm
ohh, forgot one more thing!
and yes it is blocked here also, the url for downloading wallies from MT but u know
me here tried out different urls, as in the download url itself and heeeheee
it wasn't blocked, LMAO they think they're that clever
woops~
anyways when u wanna download an image do this:
first on the image u wanna download, set ur cursor on it(each image has a
number.) and to know that number look to the bottom left of ur browser, the
number of the image would appear, it's always 6 numbers here, so then like lemme
juz say the image number was 000000 so then u'd type in http://download.minitokyo.net/000000/
well that's my way
I miss you
its been ages since I lats talked to you honey Stupid
college
I'm very I should be here more often for you but this creepy site doesnt open
for me always
Today I'm done with my linguistics exam! i feel so relief! I am done with it
finally on Saturday I have my research methods exam but its easy so there is no
worries
So how have you been these days ? and how's
your studies going?
My exams were all good I've done
good in my English courses but not really sure about my general courses but its ok!
O Dear thanks I need to hear someone saying that to me I believe
in you too
So how are your exams so far I hope
they went good Are you still on your holidays?
Wow! wouldnt that be great if you lived near each other O please
dont think that way! they didnt! its just that they could be busy with life and
dont have that much free time! hehehe Dont worry I am hear
Really? what do you do with your notebook?
Be kid again isnt bad! but hey if we go back as kids again we cant do all the
things we can do now you know
every period of your life has its own beauty we just
have to make that best of it Yeah it
would have been nice if I went but I didnt! you see my cousin came and her
wedding is in a month from now! we were really buys with it, you know all the
hassle , dresses and all the wedding stuff its was really existed yeah so I
didnt go, even one of my friends from high school, she studies with me in the
same university, didnt go too!
Yeah it really sucks! i mean when will we have more time to talk to each
other....
It has to do with more! culture, traditions and religion.. here you cant date a
guy! only if you are going to marry him! and its not really a date at that
time.. its more like a time to get to know each other to help work things out!
here we have we get married in a traditional way! if you know what I mean and you
know I dont think its very bad I do like
it! hehehe If you have any questions feel free to ask! I just dont know what you
want to know yeah I know it different at your place
You never know what might happen it has to!
just keep it up dont worry about me I'm all
good
Thank you I pray to you too
Yeah yeah but you know I am starting not to care! and you know what? I'm
starting to be more happy I found
out that this is the best way to deal with it Nope! I'm
the oldest Yes I am doing like what you are saying not to
worry! nothing is worth it right? and if he gets angry now he will forget later!
so why all the stress? just be
happy like you said I am
starting to be more calm! I mean really I dont need to worry about anything
else! my studies are more then enough! and hey I'm
starting to feel better
It great to have you too you
really help me a lot I know she
does
she loves me and I love her we are
more like friends we argue
a lot
yeah mum doesnt know how to show her feelings
Than's good me too I am starting to work out too yeah it
makes you feel happy about myself dont say
that! you have to love yourself anyhow
Awwwwwwww thanks you that is a
lovely saying I'm happy that you said that Me too! I
am always here
O I'm sorry to hear about that dear *Hugs* it
will be good just dont worry and dont think about it! So how is it now? did you
find another job? I hope so
Yeah! its really great! plz do look for it
I could be the first one but definitely not that last
Heheh yeah dont you argue with that!
Its a SHE not a he yup she
is my cousin
Why would it be bad heheh
I'll try my best to be here more
O he wasnt! I wanted to know so badly heheh anyway
I hope it was for that better ok I
would like to hear it O I am
sorry to hear that! I hope you are feeling better now?
See you too!
Take great care Dear
*Hugs* I hope you have a lovely day
I missed you so MUCH!
Sorry for my late replay but I have a big mess in my univeristy and I've got a
whole exam week. I just couldn't get here. SO now I'm relief that I have time to
write to you
Don't worry honey, I know you have probles with this site. I have a lot of stuff
to do for my college too. So I dont mind. I hoped that all your exams are passed
and you are ok. So how are you now?
I'm glad that you don't have any problems with your exams. Mine are hm... quite
hard but I have only two. I much more worry about my technical things ( my
graphics and stuff like that). I do some steps in draw and painting but I think
for them is quite less that I should do... But we'll see tomorrow ( I'll have my
results of it :/)
Studing hm... Not that bad as I thought I even
found some good people who I can talk too. I just feel more happy then when I
was in high school. People in my year are nice to me and they accept me in any
way, so it makes me be more freely in showin my true self. And how are your
studing?
Thanks dear . I'm glad that all your exams are ok. I know that you've done well
in general
My holidays ended in 2nd of January and now I end all my exmas. Tomorrow I'll
write you all me results
Thanks for your words, but thery really left me :/. But I know you here and that
makes me much happier if I have them and I loose you. So don't worry I'm fine
and as I write above I start to find frends in my university.
But I hope that someday we can meet and talk
I have internet in it so I can write to you Sometimes
I took it with me to school and download files I need ( pendrive is ok for it
too
). And of course I can do on it my work and homework. It's like a normal
computer but it have a big plus- you can take it almost everywhere you are
Oh, I see. So you have fun anyway That's
great I'm glad. You're right but sometimes the bad things are much more seen then
the good ones and it's just frustraiting. I think you know what I mean . Bur hey,
it feels great after beating the problems Anyway
being a kid is not solution, am I right?
I hope that on next meeting you'll be invited and you'll have fun with your old
buddies
I know... I think after the end of the university year... But I can't be sure.
Now I'll have some more time so maybe we can meet somewhere on a chat? Do you
know any english site with the eays to get chat rooms? Then we can talk a bit
So
what about that kind of idea?
I just don't know what they don't done any chat rooms here...
You like it? No dates? I don't have a love life, but it's quite starge for me...
Tradition... ble I know it will sound strage to you but I don't know if that kind of
way in that case is good. I think you'll be much happier if you could decided by
yourself. I know sometimes decisions are difficult but love as you say have no
rules. I don't know much, but dating is a kind of way to check if you want to be
with that person for last of your life and not be bounded by merridge. I don't
know if you have divorces in your cultur, but i think not. And if you'd be very
unhappy after the marridge, what will you do? And what the heck is traditional
weeding?
Do you ever think about leaving your country, because of that case in your
tradition?
Thanks. But you're right, we don't know what's going to happen And that
is a beauty of life Mistery
I'm glad that you're doing ok with your family. Stress is unnecesary, but don't
start to be to cold. Sometimes care is very need. But I'm happy you feel better.
You're right he will forget later. So hold on, and be good Remember
one thing. Revenge or fight back is a bad way of doing. It can only be more
troubelsome. But as I said I believe in you, honey
You see, so don't stress your slef about it I know
you cna handel everything in your life I feel
happy for you Do my dear don't remember those words and don't loose control on
your feelings
Love myslef? But why Ok
nevermind... I must say that I see a light in my life more often now then
before. So it makes me feel much happier
Everything is going great. So it looks like a big present from a faith I hope
you see it too and everything in your life is going as you wish for it
It's good to hear that So now I
know where to find you In my
heart
Oh don't worry. I'm ok. They call me again, but now I got few inteviews for a
better work. I hope it will be good. I want to start in computer graphic
bussines. So no need to worry, I'm ok
Ok now when I have time I'll do it. Hope it will work out
Don't be so sure of it
Ok. I won't arguee Hehe
Oh... my mistake... sorry
Hm... when I'll find some reasons for that I'll write them to you Now I can
thing about any... Don't
know why... hm
I try my best to do that too It's a
promise.
I feel better now. So the sory is like that...
After to weeks he started to be more like a child. Stupid jokes and more. He had
less time for me and he prefer his friends then me. He never ask me to meet him.
I wait patiently for 2 weeks if anything change. Then I tried to talk to him
seriously but he always started to joking and laughing, even when I tell him I
brek up. So that was my limit. One day I said him what my feelings were and that
we need to find a solution for it. He said there is no solution cause he didn't
see the problem. He alsow said that I take it like a love in high school and I
should grow up. I didn't say anything more and just went back to my home. The
next day he came up to me and I said him it's really over. Now we just friends
and we don't have any bad feelings for each other. So I think in that case is
more like a happy end I hope
someday I find mr right after all
Anyway, what I need to say to you now, because I know you won't be afraid of me
and I know I can trust you is that I take some kind of medicine. It's for my
menthal health and I have a teraphy also. I'm not crazy or dangerous, but I have
a lock of serathonina in my brain so I'm very depressed and pesimisthic person,
that's why I need it. I hope that you don't think anything bad about me and you
will be not afraid of me. I really hope so....
Sorry for all...
Take care and hope to see you
Big hugs honey
merged: 02-02-2008 ~ 04:24am
yo!
I've got MSN Look for emi_ly@windowslive.com or Kasia
Quote by ralaYeah! on my first semester I
had a computer course, when I went to the computer lap for the lectures me and
my friends used to try to log in on MSN but we couldnt it was blocked
Well at college it isnt the teachers who put the schedule its the department,
but I remembered when I was at school our teaches used to fight about the
schedule
hehehe especially about the last day non of them
wanted their subject to be on the last day
hehe
English and math! on the same day! that is
toooooooo much! hehe why! you could do good if you study a little! math isnt
that hard yeah one of my friends used to do that too as she
that its gonna be a waste of time
O I see its on the first day! yeah I guess you dont! my work was supposed to be
handed over on the last day of the first week, but its better to do your work
early but I never do that though
That's what happen when you have an essay like that to write, you chose someone
real but you start to decorate that person to make them be someone else actually
hehe so
you can give these excuses of admiring them
How will it go! no one did it
Hehe well here its far from being peaceful I guess its
coz its the capital city
Ita always summer here just 2
months winter
heheh Hey I didnt mean in that way! I mean that all students likes it after
exams! its normal coz my sister feels sad in holidays she wants to be back to
school again! thats why I said that So
I thought you might be like my sister who likes school over holidays
WOW! how freaky! I do that too heheh ok
dont get pissed off I didnt mean anything bad with what I said before
Hehehe that was really funny hey I
remember that movie "they come, they eat, they leave, they come, they eat, they
leave"
Nah! glad it did coz it really made me laugh
Take care and have a lovely day
same here, i think one time my friend ask my IPT teacher if she could use
hotmail on the schools computer and she told him a reason why plus our
teacher likes her [not like that, as in favours her as a student ] so it helps
here well i dont really know what happens with ours, we just wait for it, but i
think the teachers have to pick a day, although im not sure about the happenings
of the teachers so yea
math isnt that hard? maths isnt
that hard?!? i dont think were
on the same wavelength here, were talking about maths right? as in the super
hard subject? as in maths that i take three unit and well is a pain in general
to understand you have got to be kidding me its like
super hard and even i do study it but its too hard
i try i really do but its a pain and i just dont get it evil
maths
here when handing in work, you dont want to be be better late than never cause
your then better off going with the never if it late cause you get zero if its
not handed in on time
although you would still have to hand something in so even if it is super good,
you would still get zero
harsh system huh?
haha
lol i nearly fell off my seat just then
thats must be the first time i have ever heard that since usually someone or a
few people would have done the work, plus the teachers here expect you to do the
work
well some peoples classes and depending on the course you get more or you get
less work to do
two months only
here its three months summer, autumn, winter and spring
all four seasons autumns the best lol thats
cause its my fav season
thats crazy no one here likes school, and most people here like the
holidays [including me, holidays are the best ]
haha i wasnt i know you didnt mean anything by it
sorry for the late reply been
trying to catch up with all the work i still have to finish
thanks again for the nice image
take care -waves- ^^
merged: 01-24-2008 ~ 02:24pm
Quote by ralaHehe I see Well I
wouldnt ask for using that creepy thing since I know the answer Sorry Miss!
this place is for learning not chatting with friends
plus its not like I have much time there
Hehe yes it si not
well I love math! I think its fun! I mean .. idk heheh my
sister hates math as well! most of my friends does but I
love math! its not easy! but I like thinking about something and math helps me
with that hhehe and yeah baby girl you are on that same page! its math we are talking
about MATHEMATICE hehhe yeah it maybe not that fun to some people! but maybe if you tried to
find something you like in it you would enjoy studying it math has
many different branches you cant be hating them all!
I enjoy math but not to the level of specializing in it hehe just to
be honest
WOW! Zero! well here it depends on the teacher herself! if she is nice she might
give us extra time, but mostly if we are back from a holiday no excuses are
accepted
hehe well here no one did it
really there was no time! its good that woman doesnt teach me
Believe me you got work in all courses
Yup! 2 months winter and the rest is Hot Hell Summer
Heheh we dont know here the rest session
hehehe!
Me too! like holidays
Good
That is ok! you dont have to apologize
See you! Take care
Have a lovely day
true, your right but sometimes you just need to use the computers, plus some of
the guys in my class use the computer to just play games from the internet
but thats cause they dont really do their work during class but that may all
change when we go back for the new year
only a few days left of holidays and im not looking forward to the beginning of
the new year
argh, i have every reason to dislike that subject, okay i'll admit i use to love
going to that evil class not last year but the year before and every year before
that but times have changed and now i find maths to be the most challenging
subject of all the ones im taking and i still think that physics is like another
name for maths cause seriously as if i didnt have enough maths already [three
units worth] then add physics another two units and thats a lot of maths [five
units in total, people on average have about 11 or 12 units worth of subjects] i
have every reason to dislike it
not here, zero can you believe, plus i think last year some people actually got
zero for an assessment
i was like
true otherwise well lets not think about the consequences of not doing the work
-reflects on getting zero for a mark- -shudders-
ouch, i so wouldnt want summer for nearly the whole year
i still like autumn the best cause its not too hot and its not too cold, its
just a nice cool temperature
-sigh- i still have the huge pile of work to do, seriously its like it never
shrinks
still slowly chipping away, like at a snails pace lol
how have you been?
thanks for the nice image
take care -waves- ^^
merged: 01-29-2008 ~ 10:25am
Quote by ralaYour right! sometimes I really
do need that thing when I am ay college but its not like I can use it without
being questioned before! you feel like you are about to blow that lap not use a
computer heheh so I just use it to play while taking our computer classes
How so?
Poor thing sleep as much as you can you will need it hehehe my
holiday starts today
Hehe I can see that now! what other subjects you dont like? Yeah are so right
there! physics is Hell! I hate
that subject! back when I was in school this class was something I cant take!
though my teacher was nice but still! yeah I
hated it! so much! you just cant believe how much I hate that thing but you may
find this weird but I love math but I hate physics
hehe... units?
hmmm what is that? something like classes maybe
hehe taking a zero for an assessment isnt something unusual here some
student do take a zero and only coz they dont really care!
Yeah I can see that
That is the only thing that makes me work and do my work! taking a zero is
really bad
Yeah me too how awful! I wish we had more sessions here
I believe it is! but for my bad luck I cant feel it
heheh
If you are a student your work will never end
heheh
I've been fine! good! but tired after my exams! I need to sleep
So how have you been?!
See you!
Take care and have a lovely day
heaps of people do that, after all computer classes well they are more relaxed
than other classes such as physics and maths
aww lucky
i have school starting and i have to quickly finish all my work tonight
well its those two which are the main ones, the other subjects i can stand but
those two are just
its a bit awkward since i see physics as a subject that is pretty much like
maths except with a different name lol
yea, units is what we use to distinguish each course, each course is worth two
units unless its an extension class or religion which may be one unit, everyone
has for my year has either 11 or 12 units worth of subjects
how could you not care those
people, its there future they're affecting
no kidding, the teachers here go as far as sending letters home to parents when
a student has received zero
no kidding, havent even gone back to school yet and im still piled high with
holiday work
hope you have a good sleep
okay i suppose, could be better, havent got much sleep as of late trying to
finish my work but im okay
Quote by rala
Hi Dear How are you? yes Sorry but
I was really busy! I have so much going on and little time to come on! Yeah I am
not here like I used to!
Thanks! I am pretty good! I hope you are doing well over there^^
O that is soooo sweet of you! thanks! I am sorry that I am late I hope you
had a great one! I really enjoyed mine it was
great! but its over now
Hehehe you are so cute hehe its ok
Me
too! that most thing I hate is when I misspell my nickname or anyone esls for
that matter ehehe its ok you dont
have to worry much about it hehe how
is your nickname spelled?
Take care
hey rala. ^^
awww i hope everything's going well for you! my last free
day here until two weeks, so i'm making sure i replied to posts i still haven't,
got my mid-years for two weeks
yup, i'm doin fine.
i am so glad you enjoyed your Eid! yea haha
it's been over already
^^ hihi my nickname is spelled this way: Shushuu or whatever. but two s
and two h must be present haha
hope u r doing fine and all! *waves and hugs*
take care of urself!
and btw danggg the weather here is seriouslyyyyyy freeezinggg below 0
already first time haha
btw which city do u live in? well i live in Riyadh, but was born in Jeddah.
wishing you a merry christmas and all the best for the new year
heres a small gift
hope you get heaps of pressies
-gives some cookies and candy canes-
i hope you have an enjoyable day and take care -waves- ^^
merged: 01-06-2008 ~ 01:20pm
Quote by ralaI am sorry for that late reply!
but what can I do! college is like hell plus this
site is blocked
So Hi How are you? Long time no talk
Me too! today I finished my linguistics exam! I am so relief that I am done with
it! it was really a burden have research methods on Saturday, but its easy so
there wont be much stress But the
pass few weeks were really hard! a lot of exams! and projects I am glad
that I am almost done! after 2 weeks my finales exam will start..
Yeah I am tired myself
I have been good I am done with my holiday a week ago hehe it
was a good one though! I had a lot of fun and rest
a lot How about you? Are your holidays over?
So how your exams?mine were pretty good my
English courses were good but my
general ones I dont know much a lot about how I did I hope it
wasnt bad heheh
Hehe welcome anytime you come on Me too! I
havent been here much lately! Yeah I sleep is something you dont know when
school starts
hehe I sleep less the 5 hours at college days I cant
wait for the weekend to come to sleep
Hehe yeah! Just go fro it
Thanks Dear I hope you did great in your exams too
Why not hehe here honey you dont celebrate Halloween:)
Hehe Yes I have
Thanks for understanding
Have a lovely day
Here you go:
i dont blame it for being blocked since it would probably disrupt learning lol
although my school blocks a lot of random pages
hehe true lol
i guess im okay
how have you been?
good luck for your exams
now that i think about it my exams are just around the corner too -cries-
im not ready for them yet -sobs-
no mine are still going
although i have heaps of work i need to finish before school starts again
my holidays fun so far well part
of the time anyway, most of the time i spend sleeping, catching up on that nice
good needed rest before i have to spend each day waking up extremely early and
finishing extremely late when school starts
well i havent got any results back yet from my exams, i get them when i go back
to school so i dont really know how i went, but i hope i did okay since i wasnt
feeling all that confident with my skills at that point
i get about four hours sleep when school starts, although not always, its only
cause i sleep late then i have to wake up early the next morning to get to my
classes
thank you for the lovely images wow im
being spoiled lol
Quote: Hi
Hehe thanks! you too though we
here dont celebrate christmas
I wish this will be a great year for you
aww thank you
Hehehe thanks! you are the best
I love cookies heheh
You too and take care
thanks
another image thankies -huggles- hehe i really am being spoiled lol
hope you have an enjoyable day -waves- ^^
merged: 01-07-2008 ~ 12:03pm
Quote by ralaHeheehehe But really
why are the wallpapers blocked! its really randomly blocked! I cant view or
download them again I want to
see your new wallpapers! Not fair!
Well glad you are doing ok I'm happy
to get to talk you again like I used to
I have been good! though a lot of work to do and exams to take but I
guess I am alive
Thanks! I got the result of the exam I had yesterday! I thought that was pretty
fast
heheh I had 20 out of 20 though I
remember that I didnt do that good Guess
I am talented hehehe
Yeah! mine will be next week! I will have one exam only! I'll be taking them for
3 weeks! damn it that is too much time! since we have days off! 3 weeks of
misery
Me either I think I'll start to study starting from this weekend... Hope yours go well
just
dont worry! you will make it and mark my words! you will!
Lucky
I have tomorrow my translation exam! you know, I have been studying the same
thing now for 2 exams really every
exam we have that same thing! I mean no matter how stupid I am I'll make it hehehe I got
at write an essay too about someone I admire! the problem is that I dont have
one hehehe I have to think of someone
Tomorrow is gonna be my last day before the exams! I ahve no intention of going
another day
I hate when they give us work to do during the vacation! I mean really this time
is for us! not to do some school work! yeah that
was the worse part about my holidays! I had to leave everybody and go to my room
to finish my undo work while they
were having fun!
and you know sometimes it doesnt pay of like
yesterday I had to do a project all over again coz one of my group mates messed
up and we were supposed to hand it today! and guess what? the teacher said its
ok she doesnt need it anyomore I was
like! NO WAY! I wanted to cry! all my work last night was for nothing! I wish I
knew! but she gave us the mark anyway! but still!
The best part about holidays is sleeping something I
am missing now heheh yeah I stay up late to finish my work I and wake up early to
get to college on time! my college is far from my home
I hate getting the result part! even when I know that I did good! hearing that
the teacher is giving marks is enough to make me freak out heheh when I
know that the teacher will be giving marks I dont go
Dont worry! you will have good ones! I am sure but for
the time being dont think about them and enjoy your time
My pleasure hehe well you are my little baby
on the schools computer?
or on your own?
hehe same
thats great to hear wow 20 out of
20, hehe super talented
i prefer to have my exams all spaced out so that you can still study the night
before and only concentrate on one exam and one subject instead of having them
all bunched up and having to study for two or three different subjects in one
day
thanks ive got to start finishing all my work and holiday assignments first before i
start studying although i'll get to it as soon as i feel like it lol
i remember i had to write something like that too i
decided to make it up cause i couldnt think of anything lol
just for the record, making up things is bad for an exam
thats happened to me as well
we had two english essays to do and i finished mine but in the end we didnt need
them
i was like what?
all that work for nothing
really?
mine well it isnt really since i walk to and from school easy lol plus
we're helping the environment by not polluting it with congestion from cars
i still dont like it, the worst periods are the times just before the exam
starts and the time when you get the results
the best time is when the exam is over cause you dont have to think about it for
a while and when there are no exams lol
hehe thankies -huggles-
Quote: Hehe Yup you are hehe
anytime *Hugs*
Have a lovely day and take care
thanks and thankies for the lovely images
hope you have an enjoyable day -waves- ^^
merged: 01-09-2008 ~ 12:26pm
Quote by ralaNo its my own! yeah like I
would be able to go on the college computer! I am sure everything there is
blocked
hehe not that I ever used it before
Hehe thanks
Hehe thank you yeah I was happy with it
Yeah it is good that way! but its really going to take a long time Plus
sometimes they give you a day off before a subject that doesnt need a lot of
time to study it! that's the problem! that is the one thing that really bothers
me and the subjects that are really hard a put together but it all
needs organization!
That is good! you really are a hard worker as for me
I did my work on the first week of college
hehehe I never feel like it in a holiday
You too! heheh I thought about making up someone! but I am afraid of something,
that person will be too good to be real heheh So
what did you do in that essay?
Why not! just try to stick to reality and it will be fine
Yeah that sucks! and you know sometimes they give you something and they dont tell
you its important! like one of my friends! her teacher gave them a booklet and
today she told them to answer it and hand it over tomorrow! in that booklet you
have to write more then 20 different essay plus other
things! I mean that is WAY too much! like why didnt she say that before! and she will
give 40 marks on it!
Yeah! for nothing and no one will appreciate it!
Yup I
just hate knowing that mark
weird! hehehe
Lucky! hehe Thats good! you cant imagine how my city is crowded! especially in the
morning! you will hate your life!
heheh
Hehe you sound like any normal student hehe me
too!
Well I started with the first case now! exams till
the results!
Heh welcome
Have a lovely day
haha i guess it would be lol
i dont use the schools computer for anything, i only use it for school work and
thats about it cause well, everything is pretty much filtered so id probably
waste my time using the internet there unless its for some school work
i know, but when you think about it, the teachers have to plan what goes where
and its pretty much luck of the draw
i usually have my maths and english ones first and even had them on the same day
-sobs-
so that was hard although i was concentrating on english cause i pretty much
believed that maths was a lost cause
i truthfully dont feel like doing the work either but it needs to be done plus
its due the first day back so i have to do them during the holidays
dont have much of a choice but thats
just the way it is
well i didnt per se make someone up as in created an imaginary person, i think i
chose someone and more or less i think i just made up excuses of why i admire
them, though they may not have been true
cause i really didnt admire anyone and neither did my friends, so we were kind
of stumped
ouch, how did the booklet go btw?
here, well its quite peaceful in the morning actually
its nice but during summer its just too hot so its not that great
hey just so you know im an alien from outer space and that really
hurt my ego lol
just kidding haha why wouldnt i be a normal student?
i wake up, eat, go to school, do the work, eat, come home, eat some more and
sleep
lol if thats not normal for a student, i dont know what is lol everyon
sorry for the extremely late reply
how was your spring break?
i know but they like to torture us with all their work
lol
more exams and assignments, never a break
how have you been?
i know i should relax but i can't really help it, theres too much to do and too many deadlines and well... it kind of does get a bit... yea
but anyway its nice to take a break for the moment before i have to get back to doing my work again
thank you for the lovely image
take care -waves- ^^
Heh... I mehage here at least...
I've got so much work... SOrry for so late replay. But we see on MSN
Now I just take a break form class and I think I'll go to eat something. The next weekend I will go for a trip to Phrag. I think it will be fun.
I hope that you will not kill yourself riding a motorbike. It's awful.... I hope you didn't have any serious health problems after that incident...
So you're not scared... uffff that's good. I just know how people react when I tell them about my metal problem. It always scares me. But I'm gla that you take it so easy and you don't mind it. I must say that I feel better atre pills and treatment. I see it's getting better step by step and I'm happy. Now as you know I'm being more optymistic and that's bring me more happines in life.
As to my classmates.. it's also getting better. Now at Friday we have girl evening at my flat. It will be fun. I think after my school trip I get better with some of them and that's gave me strengh and peace. But the most important thing is you
You just like my guard angel whos helping me out every time 
. I feel
sorry that I can't meet with you for a coffee or to go with you to the cinema.
But I hope will meet someday 
As to work... it's hard. Sometimes depressing. But i hang on. It take me a lot of time but I know if I work hard I'll get better. No they don't pay me much but it will change someday. I'm just happy that I can improve myslef and cheeck and learn something new. It's hard bur most fun.
I don't know if I told you about one girl I met in supremarket. She's from German but now she studies her. She's very nice. Her name is Pia. I like her and I try to meet her often. I was with her at the concert of polish band on "juwenalia". It'a a big party for studenst once a year. It was fun. I think she gave me a lot of thoughts to think about.
How about you? How is your study going? How with you family?
I don't
know how they will react on my red hair, but truly I don't care much 
. I just
like my new me.
Now I will meet with mine on the next weekend. They don't see me till now, so they will be shocked
Oh, I pass my photos. I'm glad. I'm not happy for two of my marks but what can I do. Now I will prepare some more exercise to get better from this two subjects. Wish me luck
Ok I will go and eat something
Today I
go to the cinema with one girl from my class. I hope it will be fun. I hope it
will you.
Now take care and watch for yourself. Don't harm and go crazy on motorbike
Big hugs and a lot of kisses :*
See you on MSN
Thank you! I'm really glad you like it. ^_^
Hi
thanks alot for the comment
Im glad you liked it
take care & have a nice day
hahaha yea! omg holiday's ending already.
i haven't touched my bag yet! i keep on sayin tmr ill start with my
assignments and projects, but i don't 
coz
half of my projects r due then, and there's this one project which was due ages
ago and i couldn't submit it coz we had exams, and i had absolutely no time to
finish it 
i'll have to speak to my teacher abt it 
i
wouldn't want a 5/10 in my assessment 
seriously...
lol
lool i've gone wacko? maybe 
but also i
can't believe i'm already finishing grade 10! two more years till uni! haha i'm
not in a hurry for uni, i'm more excited about getting my finals over, then
summer holidayz! haha
haha
but my
mum's threatenings work all the time 
haha 
coz first we have to travel to go to my cousin's wedding, in Jeddah
then
omgg we have to come back here, then again my mum says she want to go travel to
Syria 
and when she told me i got all depressed hahaha 
i'm like
"no...no...i don't wanna go without sis!" (my sis went for uni 
) so she
said "our life won't stop coz she's gone now, come on!" 
and also
Ramadan's gonna be during that time 
oh
well. 
haha i went insane 
their humidity's tooo extreme! can u imagine showering before going
to the beach 
that's me in Jeddah 
but the
moment u walk out of the house it's sooo hott 
and guess what!
omg, i'm dead the first school week
awww hope u feel so much better now!
and i'm so darnnnn excited for my next exams! don't ask me why
and today mum told me this time we have to go to one of my cousin's wedding.
lool it would be my FIRST time EVER to attend any wedding
let's see if dad agrees
although i thought we had other plans for the summer, i think this summer's gonna be insane!
haha i feel like i might end up crying if we travel to Syria and we don't travel to Malaysia(where my sis studies now) coz my mum is so obsessed with Syria! arrrggghhhh
but anyways i so don't wanna think abt how tiring this summer's gonna be
the weather in Jeddah during the summer sux so bad! it's so moistyyy and humidd, when we went there some 3-4 yrs ago, omggg i showered like literally three times a day
but seriously the heat here is really melting me, inside my room it's freezing
i hope u'r doin great!
and glad to hear from you again! it's so nice talkin to you
take care!
im okay
how have you been?
i know how it feels, i just finished my big block of exams, assignments and assessments
so now i have a bit of free time
haha
lol
well they could be better
i did really bad in my extension one maths paper, i just have this feeling you know, i havent got the results back but i know i did really bad
and well physics wasnt much better, i had to do two exams for the one subject
i was not happy especially when i found out it was a practical and a written
but aw well, i dont think i did that great in the written
how has your studies been?
wah your taking there side no fair -pouts-
lol
no kidding, i have holiday homework again
thanks you too
thank you for the nice image
take care -waves- ^^
hey Rala!
but it's pretty fine. 
and
short.
i hope you're doing great! we're finally having holidays now! a week
we haven't spoken in so long! arggghhhh
btw how's everything going on with you? uni n everything?
hope everything's great!
good luck!
take care
merged: 04-10-2008 ~ 03:08am
but it's pretty fine. 
and
short.
hey Rala!
i hope you're doing great! we're finally having holidays now! a week
we haven't spoken in so long! arggghhhh
btw how's everything going on with you? uni n everything?
hope everything's great!
good luck!
take care
ive been better
you?
okay
im a bit late again though 
wedding? how was the wedding?
my friend went to a wedding a few weeks ago
ouch
sounds like it would have hurt too 
thats good
as long as one enjoys themselves and have fun then well the pain
would be worth it 
lol
well now the amount of maths i do has now increased
its
too much in my opinion 
well i never really found out cause none of my friends wanted to tell me cause i was too "innocent" so they said
so
it must have been something bad although a few days ago another student got an
in school suspension because he wouldnt give his phone to the teacher 
hows your semester been so far?
thank you for the lovely image
sorry for the lateness but better late than never
heres a small one from me
hope you enjoyed your valentines day
take care -waves- ^^
hey Rala,
here to wish u a:
take care!
sorry for the late reply
i have been really busy lately
heaps difficult, cannot not sleep in those classes although i do have the urge to fall asleep cause im tired
hows your holiday so far?
haha
lol although you shouldnt use the word hate 
you
should use the word dislike 
mine eight maths classes per week
the evilness
who knows, but to them it might be easy but to use it is heaps difficult
lol
haha
lol really? that happens here as well, one time a friend of mine didnt go to
school and the school called their home and they said they were sick 
thinking of hmm, that reminds me that on the first day a guy in my year got suspended on the very first day of school
can you
believe that 
when i heard i was like what?
true everything does just like everything has a beginning
i know, but i dont have all that much time
hope your better now
okay i guess
im still alive so thats a good thing 
lol
how have you been?
hope you enjoyed your vacation
thank you for the lovely image
thanks
take care -waves- ^^
hi Rala, so sorry for the very late reply
was
bz with exams and got too excited bout holidays starting(it started on Saturday)
^^
I hope you did great in ur finals! and wishing you best of luck!
nah, Anory doesn't sound childish coz anyways each person has their own nickname, sounds rather nice and cute
haha
yea
winter here got really cold, but what bugged me was the lame rumors of
"snow". lool i didn't even for a second believe the news, i was just
like telling my parents "whatever, snow here, in our dreams..." 
and everyone
in school was soo excited about it snowing, lool i was the only one who wasn't
all excited about it, coz anyways what's to believe in rumors? 
coz anyways
so many times they "predicted" that it would rain n all and gosh, not
even one drop of rain lool haha 
coz i
missed summer shorts they're so much comfortable! 
weather here is better now phew~! seriously, and i am sooo craving summers
awww that's nice
i'm actually Syrian 
but live
in Riyadh, and lol in the city center. 
haha easy
for u to guess where now 
i did good in my exams, too bad i was anxious about seeing my results but i wasn't able to go due to some personal reasons
now
i'll just have to wait till Saturday 
not that i'm
waiting, haha holidays r nice, a chance to relax for a moment from school, now
one thing i'm so not looking forward when school reopens for second term is
second term itself 
it's so darn long and annoying and soooo borrrrring 
and
just so much to do, and lame huge projects 
they ask for so much, 3D crappy stuff we have to make on our own...blehhh a
couple of times i do tend to get careless about my project assessment marks 
had forgotten to take it), so anyways when my teacher asked me for
it...basically i was already bugged that i'd forgotten it, but seriously i
didn't even want to go on being bothered for the rest of the day so i just told
her that i'll give it to her the next day, so she wasn't happy with me 
coz
she said "just like that? and ur 1 mark off?" so i just said "i
can't help it, there's nothing i can do, i forgot it..." 
oh
well, nothing makes me so enthusiastic bout projects anymore 
coz
they're such a waste in the end, and i try my best not to waste my effort on
them seriously coz in the end, wonder where they end up 
but it's coz i don't see teachers to care much about the project after they grade it, so it's like once i was one day late in submitting my English project, but for English we had essays to write(that time i actually spent the night finishing it, but bugged me so much coz i left it lying on my table at home the next morning
but not always, for some subjects they end up being used, gladly
oh and btw do u have holidays too now?
ok then, haha i guess i'm really getting carried away, tell me how u'r doing! Good Luck!
take care! ^^
merged: 02-08-2008 ~ 11:52pm
ohh, forgot one more thing!
and yes it is blocked here also, the url for downloading wallies from MT
but u know
me here tried out different urls, as in the download url itself and heeeheee
it wasn't blocked, LMAO they think they're that clever 
woops~
anyways when u wanna download an image do this:
first on the image u wanna download, set ur cursor on it(each image has a number.) and to know that number look to the bottom left of ur browser, the number of the image would appear, it's always 6 numbers here, so then like lemme juz say the image number was 000000 so then u'd type in http://download.minitokyo.net/000000/ well that's my way
haha Good Luck!
see you soon!
I missed you so MUCH!
Sorry for my late replay but I have a big mess in my univeristy and I've got a whole exam week. I just couldn't get here. SO now I'm relief that I have time to write to you
Don't worry honey, I know you have probles with this site. I have a lot of stuff to do for my college too. So I dont mind. I hoped that all your exams are passed and you are ok. So how are you now?
I'm glad that you don't have any problems with your exams. Mine are hm... quite hard but I have only two. I much more worry about my technical things ( my graphics and stuff like that). I do some steps in draw and painting but I think for them is quite less that I should do... But we'll see tomorrow ( I'll have my results of it :/)
Studing hm... Not that bad as I thought
I even
found some good people who I can talk too. I just feel more happy then when I
was in high school. People in my year are nice to me and they accept me in any
way, so it makes me be more freely in showin my true self. And how are your
studing?
Thanks dear
. I'm glad that all your exams are ok. I know that you've done well
in general 
My holidays ended in 2nd of January and now I end all my exmas. Tomorrow I'll write you all me results
Thanks for your words, but thery really left me :/. But I know you here and that makes me much happier if I have them and I loose you. So don't worry I'm fine and as I write above I start to find frends in my university.
But I hope that someday we can meet and talk
I have internet in it so I can write to you
Sometimes
I took it with me to school and download files I need ( pendrive is ok for it
too 
). And of course I can do on it my work and homework. It's like a normal
computer but it have a big plus- you can take it almost everywhere you are 
Oh, I see. So you have fun anyway
That's
great 
I'm glad. You're right but sometimes the bad things are much more seen then
the good ones and it's just frustraiting. I think you know what I mean 
. Bur hey,
it feels great after beating the problems 
Anyway
being a kid is not solution, am I right? 
I hope that on next meeting you'll be invited and you'll have fun with your old buddies
I know... I think after the end of the university year... But I can't be sure. Now I'll have some more time so maybe we can meet somewhere on a chat? Do you know any english site with the eays to get chat rooms? Then we can talk a bit
So
what about that kind of idea?
I just don't know what they don't done any chat rooms here...
You like it? No dates? I don't have a love life, but it's quite starge for me... Tradition... ble
I know it will sound strage to you but I don't know if that kind of
way in that case is good. I think you'll be much happier if you could decided by
yourself. I know sometimes decisions are difficult but love as you say have no
rules. I don't know much, but dating is a kind of way to check if you want to be
with that person for last of your life and not be bounded by merridge. I don't
know if you have divorces in your cultur, but i think not. And if you'd be very
unhappy after the marridge, what will you do? And what the heck is traditional
weeding?
Do you ever think about leaving your country, because of that case in your tradition?
Thanks. But you're right, we don't know what's going to happen
And that
is a beauty of life 
Mistery
I'm glad that you're doing ok with your family. Stress is unnecesary, but don't start to be to cold. Sometimes care is very need. But I'm happy you feel better. You're right he will forget later. So hold on, and be good
Remember
one thing. Revenge or fight back is a bad way of doing. It can only be more
troubelsome. But as I said I believe in you, honey 
You see, so don't stress your slef about it
I know
you cna handel everything in your life 
I feel
happy for you 
Do my dear don't remember those words and don't loose control on
your feelings 
Love myslef? But why
Ok
nevermind... I must say that I see a light in my life more often now then
before. So it makes me feel much happier 
Everything is going great. So it looks like a big present from a faith 
I hope
you see it too and everything in your life is going as you wish for it 
It's good to hear that
So now I
know where to find you 
In my
heart 
Oh don't worry. I'm ok. They call me again, but now I got few inteviews for a better work. I hope it will be good. I want to start in computer graphic bussines. So no need to worry, I'm ok
Ok now when I have time I'll do it. Hope it will work out
Don't be so sure of it
Ok. I won't arguee
Hehe 
Oh... my mistake... sorry
Hm... when I'll find some reasons for that I'll write them to you
Now I can
thing about any... 
Don't
know why... hm 
I try my best to do that too
It's a
promise.
I feel better now. So the sory is like that...
I hope
someday I find mr right after all 
After to weeks he started to be more like a child. Stupid jokes and more. He had less time for me and he prefer his friends then me. He never ask me to meet him. I wait patiently for 2 weeks if anything change. Then I tried to talk to him seriously but he always started to joking and laughing, even when I tell him I brek up. So that was my limit. One day I said him what my feelings were and that we need to find a solution for it. He said there is no solution cause he didn't see the problem. He alsow said that I take it like a love in high school and I should grow up. I didn't say anything more and just went back to my home. The next day he came up to me and I said him it's really over. Now we just friends and we don't have any bad feelings for each other. So I think in that case is more like a happy end
Anyway, what I need to say to you now, because I know you won't be afraid of me and I know I can trust you is that I take some kind of medicine. It's for my menthal health and I have a teraphy also. I'm not crazy or dangerous, but I have a lock of serathonina in my brain so I'm very depressed and pesimisthic person, that's why I need it. I hope that you don't think anything bad about me and you will be not afraid of me. I really hope so....
Sorry for all...
Take care and hope to see you
Big hugs honey
merged: 02-02-2008 ~ 04:24am
yo!
I've got MSN
Look for emi_ly@windowslive.com or Kasia
See you on it
Ps. I'll be hiden, so just try to write
same here, i think one time my friend ask my IPT teacher if she could use hotmail on the schools computer and she told him a reason why
plus our
teacher likes her [not like that, as in favours her as a student 
] so it helps
here well i dont really know what happens with ours, we just wait for it, but i think the teachers have to pick a day, although im not sure about the happenings of the teachers so yea
math isnt that hard? maths isnt that hard?!? i dont think were on the same wavelength here, were talking about maths right? as in the super hard subject? as in maths that i take three unit and well is a pain in general to understand
you have got to be kidding me 
its like
super hard and even i do study it but its too hard 
i try i really do but its a pain and i just dont get it
evil
maths 
here when handing in work, you dont want to be be better late than never cause your then better off going with the never if it late cause you get zero if its not handed in on time
although you would still have to hand something in so even if it is super good,
you would still get zero 
harsh system huh?
haha
lol i nearly fell off my seat just then 
thats must be the first time i have ever heard that since usually someone or a few people would have done the work, plus the teachers here expect you to do the work
well some peoples classes and depending on the course you get more or you get less work to do
two months only
here its three months summer, autumn, winter and spring
all four seasons
autumns the best 
lol thats
cause its my fav season 
thats crazy
no one here likes school, and most people here like the
holidays [including me, holidays are the best 
]
haha i wasnt
i know you didnt mean anything by it 
sorry for the late reply
been
trying to catch up with all the work i still have to finish 
thanks again for the nice image
take care -waves- ^^
merged: 01-24-2008 ~ 02:24pm
true, your right but sometimes you just need to use the computers, plus some of the guys in my class use the computer to just play games from the internet
but thats cause they dont really do their work during class but that may all change when we go back for the new year
only a few days left of holidays and im not looking forward to the beginning of the new year
argh, i have every reason to dislike that subject, okay i'll admit i use to love going to that evil class not last year but the year before and every year before that but times have changed and now i find maths to be the most challenging subject of all the ones im taking and i still think that physics is like another name for maths
cause seriously as if i didnt have enough maths already [three
units worth] then add physics another two units and thats a lot of maths [five
units in total, people on average have about 11 or 12 units worth of subjects] i
have every reason to dislike it 
not here, zero can you believe, plus i think last year some people actually got zero for an assessment
i was like
true otherwise well lets not think about the consequences of not doing the work -reflects on getting zero for a mark- -shudders-
ouch, i so wouldnt want summer for nearly the whole year
i still like autumn the best cause its not too hot and its not too cold, its just a nice cool temperature
-sigh- i still have the huge pile of work to do, seriously its like it never shrinks
still slowly chipping away, like at a snails pace
lol
how have you been?
thanks for the nice image
take care -waves- ^^
merged: 01-29-2008 ~ 10:25am
heaps of people do that, after all computer classes well they are more relaxed than other classes such as physics and maths
aww lucky
i have school starting and i have to quickly finish all my work tonight
well its those two which are the main ones, the other subjects i can stand but those two are just
its a bit awkward since i see physics as a subject that is pretty much like maths except with a different name
lol
yea, units is what we use to distinguish each course, each course is worth two units unless its an extension class or religion which may be one unit, everyone has for my year has either 11 or 12 units worth of subjects
how could you not care
those
people, its there future they're affecting 
no kidding, the teachers here go as far as sending letters home to parents when a student has received zero
no kidding, havent even gone back to school yet and im still piled high with holiday work
hope you have a good sleep
okay i suppose, could be better, havent got much sleep as of late trying to finish my work but im okay
how have you been?
thank you for the lovely image
take care -waves- ^^
hey rala. ^^
my last free
day here until two weeks, so i'm making sure i replied to posts i still haven't,
got my mid-years for two weeks 
awww i hope everything's going well for you!
yup, i'm doin fine.
i am so glad you enjoyed your Eid!
yea haha
it's been over already 
but two s
and two h must be present haha 
^^ hihi my nickname is spelled this way: Shushuu or whatever.
hope u r doing fine and all! *waves and hugs*
below 0
already 
first time haha
take care of urself!
and btw danggg the weather here is seriouslyyyyyy freeezinggg
btw which city do u live in? well i live in Riyadh, but was born in Jeddah.
take care! buai~ ^^
hiya rala
wishing you a merry christmas and all the best for the new year
heres a small gift
hope you get heaps of pressies
-gives some cookies and candy canes-
i hope you have an enjoyable day and take care -waves- ^^
merged: 01-06-2008 ~ 01:20pm
i dont blame it for being blocked since it would probably disrupt learning
lol
although my school blocks a lot of random pages
hehe true
lol
i guess im okay
how have you been?
good luck for your exams
now that i think about it my exams are just around the corner too -cries-
im not ready for them yet -sobs-
no mine are still going
although i have heaps of work i need to finish before school starts again
my holidays fun so far
well part
of the time anyway, most of the time i spend sleeping, catching up on that nice
good needed rest before i have to spend each day waking up extremely early and
finishing extremely late when school starts 
well i havent got any results back yet from my exams, i get them when i go back to school so i dont really know how i went, but i hope i did okay since i wasnt feeling all that confident with my skills at that point
i get about four hours sleep when school starts, although not always, its only cause i sleep late then i have to wake up early the next morning to get to my classes
thank you for the lovely images
wow im
being spoiled 
lol
thanks
another image
thankies -huggles- hehe i really am being spoiled 
lol
hope you have an enjoyable day -waves- ^^
merged: 01-07-2008 ~ 12:03pm
on the schools computer?
or on your own?
hehe same
thats great to hear
wow 
20 out of
20, hehe super talented 
i prefer to have my exams all spaced out so that you can still study the night before and only concentrate on one exam and one subject instead of having them all bunched up and having to study for two or three different subjects in one day
thanks
ive got to start finishing all my work and holiday assignments first before i
start studying although i'll get to it as soon as i feel like it 
lol
i remember i had to write something like that too
i
decided to make it up cause i couldnt think of anything 
lol
just for the record, making up things is bad for an exam
thats happened to me as well
we had two english essays to do and i finished mine but in the end we didnt need them
i was like what?
all that work for nothing
really?
mine well it isnt really since i walk to and from school
easy 
lol plus
we're helping the environment by not polluting it with congestion from cars 
i still dont like it, the worst periods are the times just before the exam starts and the time when you get the results
the best time is when the exam is over cause you dont have to think about it for a while and when there are no exams
lol
hehe thankies -huggles-
thanks
and thankies for the lovely images 
hope you have an enjoyable day -waves- ^^
merged: 01-09-2008 ~ 12:26pm
haha i guess it would be
lol
i dont use the schools computer for anything, i only use it for school work and thats about it cause well, everything is pretty much filtered so id probably waste my time using the internet there unless its for some school work
i know, but when you think about it, the teachers have to plan what goes where and its pretty much luck of the draw
i usually have my maths and english ones first and even had them on the same day -sobs-
so that was hard although i was concentrating on english cause i pretty much believed that maths was a lost cause
i truthfully dont feel like doing the work either but it needs to be done plus its due the first day back so i have to do them during the holidays
dont have much of a choice 
but thats
just the way it is 
well i didnt per se make someone up as in created an imaginary person, i think i chose someone and more or less i think i just made up excuses of why i admire them, though they may not have been true
cause i really didnt admire anyone and neither did my friends, so we were kind
of stumped 
ouch, how did the booklet go btw?
here, well its quite peaceful in the morning actually
its nice but during summer its just too hot so its not that great
hey
just so you know im an alien from outer space and that really
hurt my ego 
lol
just kidding
haha why wouldnt i be a normal student?
i wake up, eat, go to school, do the work, eat, come home, eat some more and sleep
lol if thats not normal for a student, i dont know what is 
lol everyon