Quote by hajimemizukiBeen awhile
hasnt' it.I'm not dead yet,just picking up the pieces by myself nowadays.I'm in
another band called AngeLique SoRA and kinda busy now too.I guess I'm
maturing,Maria-chan.I'm moving forward now,still aimless and following the flow
of time..well you do know where to find me ne.M~S~N...lol...wow..I miss you and
some others..afraid that I didnt say goodbye to anybody again..even my
cellphones filled with messages and voicemails..see ya around
okay?*hugs*...meow?..lol..bye bye
Yay, a reply from my pal Hajime!
So you're still around huh? Good, good. I'm glad you're getting around, and in a
new band again too, that's a surprise
It's good to hear you're going forward, hopefully towards a nice and happy
future ^^
As for me, I'm studying for my finals, which will start next week. Wish me luck,
hehe, I need it Oh well, time to get going again, I should hit the books now. Take care of
yourself, I hope things will be going well for you x~ See you around, Hajime!
*returns your hug* Bye now, till we meet again~
Quote by hajimemizukihey..been
awhile ne eli-chan.Gomene.I'm moving forward now,again with no aim or direction
but at least I'm maturing.I'm doing everything by myself now so yeah,its hard.If
you need me find me at MSN:keisakuhajime@hotmail.com...see ya
kiddo...
Why am I not surprised...? It's okay.... I never believed that anything lasted
anyway.... Stupid happy ending fairy tales....
Hey hey Hajime, long time no talk. You're really not so active anymore are
you?
Oh well, I'm just here to poke you a bit and see what you've been up to lately.
Since I'm curious aaaand because I'm kinda bored to death, hehe.
Anyway, I hope all goes well for you, and I wish you a great day! ^^
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Quote by hajimemizukiOya oya
Eli-chan is being panicky.Chill out ne.I'm trying to find time nowadays,hmmm
don't know why I'm chasing it.Why did I bother about it anyway.....
Not being cute and nice anymore huh?Are you sure or are you having a fever*touch
forehead*Waaah...you're ill.
You should rest once in awhile,don't care so much about the things around
you.Live at your own pace.
Live the way you like it to be.
If others don't agree..then tsk they're idiots.
Chill...? I don't do "calm"... I just "act" calm... I don't
do "cute"... I just "act" cute.... I don't do
"truth"... I tell "lies" Yeah.... Vatican probably died, he
hasn't been around for almost a month... And you're not coming online as
much....
Well... I was sick yesterday though... But not now.... I can be cute when I want
to... Depends on my mood....
I knocked someone out cold two days ago.... My friends think it's a big deal and
they think I went insane... Like... It couldn't have hurt THAT much.... He woke
up a few hours later.... His head was just bleeding a little bit.... Wasn't like
I cracked his skull of something... Anyway... He deserves it.... He insulted me
and I HATE being insulted....
Stupid man...
Thank you so much for the comments! You're probably the only person on MT who's
actually noticed the "evolution" of my work. I doubt that most people
here even remember me, or know my username after viewing one of my wallpapers,
lol.
Quote by hajimemizukiDaijoubu ne
Maria-chan.In the end,I'll pull out a smile even with tears in my eyes.Call me
naive but that's me,caring for others without wanting them to be the very least
sad...haha...I'm more Ginji...now than before..
Aww Hajime......wish I could be a little more like you x~
Take care of yourself, my dear friend.
Quote by hajimemizuki
WAAAAH!My life is sooo packed that I never had the chance to talk to my dear
little imoto.Alot of things happened,death of friends and huge project involving
my band.
Eli-chan,hows your life?Still falling down again
Anyway,if you have any problems you can talk to me.
Life is short...especially when friends are first to go and leave.
Oh.... It's okay that you're busy... Now a days I guess I would believe it if
you said you were busy because you had sponge bob square pants come and you went
on some pirate adventure and you turned into spone bob square pants.... Yes, if
you're wondering... I am so messed up right now I'd believe everything anyone
said.... I used to not believe people were the gender they were when they
seriously were.... Like I used to always bug my friend Rai and ask him if he was
sure he was a guy... And now I'd believe it if you told me you met bananas in
pajamas and you ate an alien.... I seriously would believe that excuse... These
3 weeks have been the worse days of my life.... And vatican hasn't actually
"talked" to me for about a week.... Oh.... When he comes back... And
says "I wasn't here because a chicken ate my laptop and all the computers
in the world were broken and I had to go to mars to get a new computer" if
he says that I'd be speechless.... Not because I can't believe I heard the worse
excuse ever but because I really have nothing to say since well.... I would just
blink and stand there if someone walked up to me with a gun at my head and
saying that he'd kill me or something.... I seriously don't care anymore.... The
3 weeks of my life have been so bad that.... I'd probably be happy if I met the
devil.... Aiko(my best friend) is going to move to america... Oh... Hip hip
hooray.... Kane(my other best friend) is too busy with her new found friends....
Vatican is probably dead.... You're busy.... Though I understand....
lilwolfmaiden doesn't have internet.... My cousins are in Johor Baru.... Which
is like a 4 hour drive from here... Ugh.... Cousins just left a few minutes
ago.... I'm having holidays so I'm no where near my friends... I have a hell of
a lot of things to do because my to do list on youtube is endless.... I knew I
shouldn't have sung so much!
Now I have like so many lines over due! Oh... I'm a voice actress(only for
simple anime fandubs) so it sucks cause I have a lot to do.... All my friends
are AT LEAST an hour away from me.... My father is in some god damn place and
he's doing so called "work" Tsk... My mother barely talks.... My
grandmother is like 2 hours away from me... My aunt is in one of her moods....
The devil doesn't even have time to torture me(I am so unworthy that even the
devil doesn't have time to kill me) God doesn't have time to make me happy(and I
thought making people happy was his job) I am so unworthy that I can't compare
to some stupid mythical creature that does NOT exists! (Vatican said god was
more important then me... I know the truth is always bad but I'm still pissed
off about that!)
NO MORE STUPID SWEET ANGELIC LITTLE ANGEL ELIZABETH! Being cute is annoying...
When you're nice you just get pushed around like some stupid unworthy toy and I
am oh so NEVER EVER! GOING TO TRUST A SINGLE GOD DAMN SOUL ALIVE!(That includes
god and devil although they are dead and I don't believe in them)
Hey you, Hajime! About our talk last week about your friends....that was a
bloody joke, wasn't it? Didn't realize it was April 1st back then.....you fooled
me good
TT^TT Oniichan.... You're back... Yay! You're not blind! ^_^
You really wrote the lyrics for me and oneechan! Aww! Oniichan's so nice!
....B-But... I always fall... I hit my head on the wall today... Owwiee....
Oniichan... Kiss my forehead... It hurts there... Ugguu.... Can I put the lyrics
on my page too...? Ugguu....
Yup.I am not blind and those lyrics are for you.
Nice ka?...my other self just destroyed some paesants..baka..
*kiss forehead*there there is that better?*hugs*extra comfort.
Do as you please my dear imoto.
MERGED Just now aruu
Quote by 95Elizabeth
Yay! Oniichan is the best! ^_^ Oniichan destroyed some low life? What did they
do this time? But hey I wouldn't blame you if you killed them for just being
alive
Haha me best ka?Arigatou ne Eli-chan.I didn't kill them,only made them
miserable.Its fun to watch them grovel on the ground.I couldn't ask for a better
entertainment...oh...ahh...gomen gomen...thats Misuki talking,my other
side.Misuki been trying to take over ever since I left the hospital.
Kowai..his only goal is not to let me die thats why he's mean and evil...
....Life is getting boring.... I wouldn't mind dying right now actually... Live
to wake up... Wake up to live... live to sleep... Sleep to live... Live to see
tomorrow.... See tomorrow to live... And live to die... How boring...
merged: 03-27-2008 ~ 07:42pm
Quote by hajimemizuki
Its boring by the day.Nah don't kill yourself just yet my dear
Eli-chan,something bound to happen sooner or later.As always.
Thats the cycle of basic human life.How you live through it is by your
choice,your actions,your rule.
So Eli-chan do as you like,life is waiting.Have fun and smile.
I'm probably gonna learn electric violin.... I go for different types of music depending on my mood...
Right now I just like music that's talking about stupid little boys... Idiotic... Like vatican.... Smile and have fun.... Those words are a bunch of
lies to me now... What is "fun"...? Fun is to me... Seeing people
break apart and see them beg for mercy.... I swear much more nowadays.... Maybe because vatican asked me
not to... Lies and truth are the same thing for me now.... I'll just live and
get my life done and over with....
Quote by hajimemizukiMA..RIA-chan!*turns
chibi*Its been awhile since we last talk*jumps and hugs*.
How are you doing?oh happy holidays too ne.Everythings a-okay here,I guess.
Haha,this one rather short.Anyway ja ne.
Maria-chan*dances with fans*Maria-chan~
Haha, hey there Hajime......your lil' message made me laugh, you sound
so.....cheerful Good
for you, ne? ^^
I'm doing great over here, me ish very happy lately Hmm,
about you.....I take it you're out of the hospital by now....I hope everything
went well with the eye surgery (...it WAS eye surgery was it? =/ Sorry, kinda
got a bad memory )
Just take it easy okay? Well, see ya ^^
TT^TT Oniichan.... You're back... Yay! You're not blind! ^_^
You really wrote the lyrics for me and oneechan! Aww! Oniichan's so nice!
....B-But... I always fall... I hit my head on the wall today... Owwiee....
Oniichan... Kiss my forehead... It hurts there... Ugguu.... Can I put the lyrics
on my page too...? Ugguu....
Yup.I am not blind and those lyrics are for you.
Nice ka?...my other self just destroyed some paesants..baka..
*kiss forehead*there there is that better?*hugs*extra comfort.
Do as you please my dear imoto.
Yay! Oniichan is the best! ^_^ Oniichan destroyed some low life? What did they
do this time? But hey I wouldn't blame you if you killed them for just being
alive
As usual the pretty shiny moon crafted an image
In the clear shallow lake surrounded by cold air
You sat there alone staring,thinking why are they all gone..
For simple questions that you asked
Not all can easily be answered
You began to ask why..
But really I don't know everything
So you have to ask yourself..
In your heart there's always that answer
You walked slowly towards the lake being careful not to stumble over
Place that clumsiness aside then you can go find them
All the pretty butterflies are all waiting for you to play together
While I wait here for your return so don't forget to smile
Taking slow steps by the side is the right thing to do, just take your time
Falling down hurting yourself is what I wouldn't want to see
As usual the pretty shiny moon crafted an image
In the clear shallow lake surrounded by cold nights air
You sat there alone staring,thinking why are they all gone..
Don't be afraid to cry out loud
Its a natural thing to do..
I know the pain you're going through
The pain of being left behind..
So I decided to give you my hand
To lead the way so that you won't fall.
You walked slowly towards the lake being careful not to stumble over
Place that clumsiness aside then you can go find them
All the pretty butterflies are all waiting for you to play together
While I wait here for your return so don't forget to smile
Taking slow steps by the side is the right thing to do, just take your time
Falling down hurting yourself is what I wouldn't want to see
As usual the pretty shiny moon crafted an image
In the clear shallow lake surrounded by cold nights air
You sat there alone staring,thinking why are they all gone..
Now that we are nearly there,look up ahead
At the all the flying fuzzy colours
Judging from your face
I know that you're watching in awe
Standing by the side is the right thing to do, just keep that smile
Falling down hurting yourself is what I wouldn't want to see
As usual the pretty little you crafted an image
In the clear shallow lake surrounded by warm emotions
You stood there listening to their whispers of goodnights
p.s:I wrote this song for you.I also wrote for oneechan,its on her
page.
TT^TT Oniichan.... You're back... Yay! You're not blind! ^_^
You really wrote the lyrics for me and oneechan! Aww! Oniichan's so nice!
....B-But... I always fall... I hit my head on the wall today... Owwiee....
Oniichan... Kiss my forehead... It hurts there... Ugguu.... Can I put the lyrics
on my page too...? Ugguu....
Quote by hajimemizukiEi ei oh oh
yatta yatta YAY!ARI...GATOU...ne.Everythings fine now on top of it,I'm starting
to write my own songs again.Thanks to you I believe in the positive side.
Hoontoni arigatou Lio-neesan..
awwwwwwww no thanks needed, i'm glad i was of some help, it made my day ^^ i'm
sure you'll write great songs and i'm glad things are working out for you ^^
don't forget to drop by and rant if you ever need a good cheer yea ^^
I see.....Still not back,huh.....
Come back quickly ne...Its...so lonely...
I know its pointless for me to write this to you,as you will not be able to see
until you're back...But I just can't help but to write this to you...Its very
lonely without you around...So please be back quickly...
Quote by hajimemizuki
Oya oya I miss you too Eli-chan my dear imoto.
Don't worry I won't be blind ne.I'm having surgey this wednesday so yeah after
that I won't be online for awhile.I need time to recuperate ne.
Nah you don't have to drive here,its not important.
SUGOI!Eli-chan soooooo smart.....congratulations!Oi oi you really make it seems
like I'll go blind...
Yay you're taller now.Jump and stretch and Eli-chan will grow taller
aru..haha.Don't worry someday you'll touch that door,just you wait.Then tell me
about it okay?
Wth?!They need too die if they said that.Baka...Eli-chan is no freak,tsk..I'll
hunt them down..nah not at the moment.Maybe I'll ask someone to do it for me.
Eli-chan....Eli-chan...didn't you know that I like you because you are true to
yourself even if you lie.You're a good little imoto.Eli-chan is nice
ne.Different from the rest but more importantly,you are nice to me.
Gossip here and there ka?Mah,can't do anything about it else the world is not
fun anymore....matte...did you gossip about me?
Waaaaaaaah!*rubs cheeks*abunai abunai...haha.I won't hit anyone now since I
promised someone I wouldn't.But my other side can't be controlled anymore..I may
be violent again.Hmm...maybe its better if I am blind.
Hehe Eli-chan wa kodomo da nyaa*pulls cheeks*
Surgery sounds scary.... O_O
What do you mean not important!
Of course driving to singapore is important if you really gotten blind! How else
am I supposed to talk to you when you can't come online?! Of course oniichan is
important!
Smart? Yeah guess so... I get pretty good grades.... yeah! You might go blind!
Gosh what if you do! Like that'll be really bad! And I wouldn't know you went
blind because you're blind and can't come online! And I'd just think you
abandoned me! And like you getting blind is something you really need to worry
about! Like eyesight is really important but actually kinda I find getting mute
even worse! And like if I was saying this paragraph to you I'd be talking really
fast! Stupid door...
It's okay... I'll hunt them down myself if I want to.... I've been sick... Still
am... 39.5 centigrade fever... A cough... A cold... A sore throat.... I have
having a sore throat! I haven't been singing for 5 days! It's like torture!
Oniichan's so nice! ^_^ I think I'm nice to everyone just some more than
others... But I'm really short tempered although I don't get angry for very
long
I wouldn't gossip about you without your permission!
Anyway... Gossiping about you is like... Asking for a death sentence... Anyway
no I haven't been gossiping about you... Am I supposed to?
Violence is.... bad....? Good...? I don't know.... It doesn't matter... Though I
hate pain but I don't mind pain when I want pain which is I don't think that
often and I'm still sick!
I hate being sick! Though I got to skip school for a day and a half! yay!
owwie... *puts ice pack on cheek*
Wow, you were still gonna reply to that message of mine? It had been so long
that I kinda forgot about it.
Anyways, there's always something up with you, isn't there? So this time you're
stuck in the hospital for surgery. Some life you have, my friend. Well, at least
you can't complain that it's boring. But eye surgery is pretty serious. I hope
you'll be okay and get out of that hospital soon.
Well, I'll be off, got some reports to write. You're not the only one who is
busy, haha.
Take care and be well, Hajime. See ya later ^^
Quote by hajimemizuki
Angry?Haha she told you that ka?How silly.You guys really think I'm that bad
huh?I may fight and stuffs but I'm not mean nor nasty.You should know what kind
of person I am ne.She should know better too but that way she respond made me
disappointed..
Nah,enough ramblings about TRIVIAL matters okay.
The Devil is scared that I would overthrow him and be the next ruler of the
hellish world.
Sugoi!Eli-chan can both sing and writes songs.I don't write songs anymore
because the last time I wrote,all of those pieces were stolen by a friend..now
he's popular...
Fight?Get myself killed?Haha not now....but yesterday was freaky.Everyone in the
house was affected by it....
Yeah it was too late to say goodbye but she did had alot of happy memories even
if her father don't come to visit.I loved the cheerful smile and laughter,she
makes me warm as that time,my heart was as black as night and as cold as
ice...
Life is game.Dying is no joke but mistakes can be amended.
Nah you don't need to die with me.You probably won't know if I did died.It just
doesn't matter.
Work hard ne Eli-chan.Go become a singer.Maybe one day we can meet on stage and
perform together as brother and sister.
That will be great.
.......I don't think you're that bad.... Just thought you were leaving because
you were angry at me... And oneechan probably said that so that I wouldn't think
that you're angry at me... But I know better than to actually believe that...
Hey I'm grade six.... Gosh..... I'm not even supposed to act like a kid...
tsk.... It's like.... My other personality is just lame... I'm nearly 12....
Like..... Amelia started dating when she was like... 10.... And like Richard
totally asked Amelia out but hey like as if Amelia would say yes.... Oh my
gosh... What the heck am I saying...? Gosh... I sound like Lara.... But lara's
pretty dumb.... Like.... She takes like.... 5 seconds to do 70 x 70.....
Gosh.... Why am I saying gosh...? Gosh... Whatever.....
hell is like so.... Outdated.... Gosh.... What am I saying...? I knew I
shouldn't hang out with Ruby so much! But Ruby says "Shenash! Dishanyanya!
Koshnak!" when she wants us to shut up... Natalie would say "Oh
pleaze...." and cross her eyes... I would say "Sz! Sz sz sz! Shush!
kya gu sta! stk!" when I want people to keep quiet... And people have been
saying like... I am totally acting like... So strange but like... Who cares...
Like.... Whatever!
Writing songs are so outdated now! Like gosh! Everyone knows acting is the in
thing now.. And like.... Ruby just totally melted when Keenan smiled at her...
Like.... Gosh! Keenan's like 1 year younger! But hey he's blonde so I guess it's
okay.... And like... Kevin is totally falling for Amelia but like.... Amelia's
dating Brison... Gosh... Brison... Briston... Whatever.... How do you spell his
name...? Like Amelia forgot Brison's name like... 5 times.... But hey... Amelia
has like a 100 meter list of her past boyfriends....
Fathers are like so.... So... So pathetic...
What am I saying!
Ugguuu! I sound like Arissa! If I ever get a mood swing you're supposed to hit
my on the head and make me faint cause I turn normal after that! But normal
isn't really me is it? I HATE MY MOOD SWINGS!
merged: 03-05-2008 ~ 08:44pm
Quote by hajimemizuki
Hisashiburi Eli-chan my lil imoto...kinda missed you.Although I do logged in my
laptop crashes and I can't do much.Also I'm in hospital aru..gonna have an eye
surgery..or temporarily lose my sight....bad..
I'm not angry ne..not at anyone.Especially not you or onee-chan.You two are my
dearest....
Waaah...kinda lost in the middle of your reply...its too blitzy a paragraph.Too
fast to catch....
I write songs and novels.Acting?Hmm...maybe I'll consider.
Eli-chan,relax there a bit will ya?Thats their problem what they do is as they
wished for it.Just ignore the facts..its pointless to take notice.
Yeah...fathers are or maybe pathetic...well not all are the same.
Hit you..gimme a break.I won't hit anyone...
Normal,not normal..bah who cares you are you and me is me..you have mood
swings..I have my demon side..we are different from the crowd..
I MISSED YOU ONIICHAN! *hugs*
WHAT?!?! What happened to your eye!?!
If you become blind how are you supposed to come online?!?! Never mind! If you
become blind I'll force my father to drive me to singapore! Kya! I would but
right now I have lots to do :P Ooo! I'm currently the top it class! Cause
in my international school you get these spot on awardy thingies that you get
for doing something good and I got the most for now! Oooo! Yay me! After my
performance on stage, singing for the assembly I got a merit award from my
homeroom teacher, two spot on thingies from my Mandarin teacher and a spot on
thngy from my drama teacher! Ooo! Yay me! But now everyone hates me because they
think it's unfair for me to get so many spot ons for one thing.... Even my best
friend hates me and because of that I totally snapped and got angry at her.... I
miss my old best friends.... They always liked me the way I was.... And today
they said I could go back to them any time I wanted to... I'm talking a lot
because I want to talk with you as much as I can in case you really go blind!
OOONNIIICHHHAANNN!
Oniichan oniichan! I grew taller! 1 inch! Kuuu! That's good kuu! Mommy said I
should jump more so I'll become taller kuu! But I can't touch the top of the
door! Ugguu! It's so tall! And the big tall senior kids are so scawy kuu! And
they said no one in the right mind would like me because I was such a freak!
Kuu! Does oniichan just act all nice because he pitties me...? Kuu...
I'm really good at acting! But
mommy said that if I was so good at acting it ment I was really good at lying...
Ugguu... But I guess I am...
Well actually I do know a lot of gossip... >.> Tehe... Eli-chan
gossiper.... Tehe... Me can't keep my mouth shut! Tehe...
Oniichan not hitting anyone anymore...? Sugoi... Gomen gomen! I just find it
really fascinating! Oniichan kawaii... *pulls cheekies*
Quote by hajimemizukiMy life is just
for everybody's entertainment....all this while I thought I was happy but
now....things have changed...
I'm sorry for being kind.I'm sorry for trying.I'm sorry for desperately trying
to stay by others side.
I'm sorry for being alive....
don't be sorry! i'll cheer for you! Gambatte! Fighto! Do your best! Don't give
up! i'm sure there are people who believe in your kindness! don't be sorry! i'm
sure someone there appreciates your existence, i'm sure someone smiles because
you're alive... so don't give up! don't stop trying! *holds pom poms and starts
cheering* ^^
Huh....?..H...hai .Arigatou..I won't give up.I'm sure the things I do will be remembered..
I've been through alot so I'll hope for the best possible outcome.Afterall the
name Hajime has a deep meaning..
Arigatou Sara-chan*turns chibi and dances with fans*
As appreciation for your support I'll add ya. ...
hahahaha ^^ alright then! i'll add you too ^^ whenever you need a good cheer, be
sure to drop by anytime ^^ pompoms always ready!
Gambatte! and i am intrigued ;P is it personal, the meaning of Hajime? you know,
Lionhearted is just as important to me ^^ very nice
thanks for the add back.And THANK YOU...for your helping hand.Pompoms?haha I
like dancing fans...joke aru..
Its a personal pick..Hajime means beginning/start...I've been through alot and
now I've grown better and stronger..learnt alot too....
To represent the new me I choosed Hajime as to start over a new life or to begin
my new life... and Mizuki is well I just like the way it
sounds.concidentally....Hajime Mizuki is a name of a Prince of Tennis char..
ooooh sounds familiar! well Lionhearted is derived from that same concept, a
reminder to me that no matter what comes my way i'm strong enough to both bear
it and deal with it. hehehe guess everyone's got their own share of pains in
this world huh ^^ mmm i love 'Lionhearted' ^^ grown better and stronger...learnt
alot too ^^ cool yea? ^^
hahaha i love dancing fans too, ok then, guess i'll switch ^^
oh well, i'd love to type more but...my head really aches
so...i'll keep this one short ^^
O yes I am actually I was not the first that noticed that I am a member again..I
was surprised to see that people started to write in my
guestbook..again
it seams that someone "up there" considered that I deserve to be a
member
now the only thing that I can do is stay quiet and mind my own business :3
Yay, a reply from my pal Hajime!
So you're still around huh? Good, good. I'm glad you're getting around, and in a
new band again too, that's a surprise 
It's good to hear you're going forward, hopefully towards a nice and happy
future ^^ 
Oh well, time to get going again, I should hit the books now. Take care of
yourself, I hope things will be going well for you x~ See you around, Hajime!
*returns your hug* Bye now, till we meet again~ 
As for me, I'm studying for my finals, which will start next week. Wish me luck, hehe, I need it
Why am I not surprised...? It's okay.... I never believed that anything lasted anyway.... Stupid happy ending fairy tales....
Hey hey Hajime, long time no talk. You're really not so active anymore are you?
Oh well, I'm just here to poke you a bit and see what you've been up to lately. Since I'm curious aaaand because I'm kinda bored to death, hehe.
Anyway, I hope all goes well for you, and I wish you a great day! ^^
PS Nice song of Alice Nine you got up.
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Chill...? I don't do "calm"... I just "act" calm... I don't do "cute"... I just "act" cute.... I don't do "truth"... I tell "lies" Yeah.... Vatican probably died, he hasn't been around for almost a month... And you're not coming online as much....
Depends on my mood.... 
Stupid man...
Well... I was sick yesterday though... But not now.... I can be cute when I want to...
I knocked someone out cold two days ago.... My friends think it's a big deal and they think I went insane... Like... It couldn't have hurt THAT much.... He woke up a few hours later.... His head was just bleeding a little bit.... Wasn't like I cracked his skull of something... Anyway... He deserves it.... He insulted me and I HATE being insulted....
Thank you so much for the comments! You're probably the only person on MT who's actually noticed the "evolution" of my work. I doubt that most people here even remember me, or know my username after viewing one of my wallpapers, lol.
Thanks for being a great pal. ^^
Aww Hajime......wish I could be a little more like you x~
Take care of yourself, my dear friend.
I'm pretty good, man. I've made several wallpapers which I don't think you've seen. Just wanted to let ya know, because I value your input!
.....So it wasn't a joke....should've gone with my intuition after all.
Damn....I'm sorry, Hajime. I was a fool for doubting you
Oh.... It's okay that you're busy... Now a days I guess I would believe it if you said you were busy because you had sponge bob square pants come and you went on some pirate adventure and you turned into spone bob square pants.... Yes, if you're wondering... I am so messed up right now I'd believe everything anyone said.... I used to not believe people were the gender they were when they seriously were.... Like I used to always bug my friend Rai and ask him if he was sure he was a guy... And now I'd believe it if you told me you met bananas in pajamas and you ate an alien.... I seriously would believe that excuse... These 3 weeks have been the worse days of my life.... And vatican hasn't actually "talked" to me for about a week.... Oh.... When he comes back... And says "I wasn't here because a chicken ate my laptop and all the computers in the world were broken and I had to go to mars to get a new computer" if he says that I'd be speechless.... Not because I can't believe I heard the worse excuse ever but because I really have nothing to say since well.... I would just blink and stand there if someone walked up to me with a gun at my head and saying that he'd kill me or something.... I seriously don't care anymore.... The 3 weeks of my life have been so bad that.... I'd probably be happy if I met the devil.... Aiko(my best friend) is going to move to america... Oh... Hip hip hooray.... Kane(my other best friend) is too busy with her new found friends.... Vatican is probably dead.... You're busy.... Though I understand.... lilwolfmaiden doesn't have internet.... My cousins are in Johor Baru.... Which is like a 4 hour drive from here... Ugh.... Cousins just left a few minutes ago.... I'm having holidays so I'm no where near my friends... I have a hell of a lot of things to do because my to do list on youtube is endless.... I knew I shouldn't have sung so much!
Now I have like so many lines over due! Oh... I'm a voice actress(only for
simple anime fandubs) so it sucks cause I have a lot to do.... All my friends
are AT LEAST an hour away from me.... My father is in some god damn place and
he's doing so called "work" Tsk... My mother barely talks.... My
grandmother is like 2 hours away from me... My aunt is in one of her moods....
The devil doesn't even have time to torture me(I am so unworthy that even the
devil doesn't have time to kill me) God doesn't have time to make me happy(and I
thought making people happy was his job) I am so unworthy that I can't compare
to some stupid mythical creature that does NOT exists! (Vatican said god was
more important then me... I know the truth is always bad but I'm still pissed
off about that!)
NO MORE STUPID SWEET ANGELIC LITTLE ANGEL ELIZABETH! Being cute is annoying... When you're nice you just get pushed around like some stupid unworthy toy and I am oh so NEVER EVER! GOING TO TRUST A SINGLE GOD DAMN SOUL ALIVE!(That includes god and devil although they are dead and I don't believe in them)
Hey you, Hajime! About our talk last week about your friends....that was a bloody joke, wasn't it? Didn't realize it was April 1st back then.....you fooled me good
Hey man, it's been a while! How've ya been, man? o:
....Life is getting boring.... I wouldn't mind dying right now actually... Live to wake up... Wake up to live... live to sleep... Sleep to live... Live to see tomorrow.... See tomorrow to live... And live to die... How boring...
merged: 03-27-2008 ~ 07:42pm
I'm probably gonna learn electric violin....
I go for different types of music depending on my mood...
Right now I just like music that's talking about stupid little boys... 
Idiotic... Like vatican.... Smile and have fun.... Those words are a bunch of
lies to me now... What is "fun"...? Fun is to me... Seeing people
break apart and see them beg for mercy.... 
I swear much more nowadays.... Maybe because vatican asked me
not to... Lies and truth are the same thing for me now.... I'll just live and
get my life done and over with....
Haha, hey there Hajime......your lil' message made me laugh, you sound so.....cheerful
Good
for you, ne? ^^
Hmm,
about you.....I take it you're out of the hospital by now....I hope everything
went well with the eye surgery (...it WAS eye surgery was it? =/ Sorry, kinda
got a bad memory 
)
I'm doing great over here, me ish very happy lately
Just take it easy okay? Well, see ya ^^
Yay! Oniichan is the best! ^_^ Oniichan destroyed some low life? What did they do this time? But hey I wouldn't blame you if you killed them for just being alive
Hola Hajime.....I'm just dropping by to wish you happy holidays ^^ Hope everything goes well for you!
Take care and see you around~
TT^TT Oniichan.... You're back... Yay! You're not blind! ^_^
You really wrote the lyrics for me and oneechan! Aww! Oniichan's so nice! ....B-But... I always fall... I hit my head on the wall today... Owwiee.... Oniichan... Kiss my forehead... It hurts there... Ugguu.... Can I put the lyrics on my page too...? Ugguu....
awwwwwwww no thanks needed, i'm glad i was of some help, it made my day ^^ i'm sure you'll write great songs and i'm glad things are working out for you ^^
don't forget to drop by and rant if you ever need a good cheer yea ^^
*wavies*
I see.....Still not back,huh.....
Come back quickly ne...Its...so lonely...
I know its pointless for me to write this to you,as you will not be able to see until you're back...But I just can't help but to write this to you...Its very lonely without you around...So please be back quickly...
Well.....Umm,hope to hear from you soon.....
Surgery sounds scary.... O_O
Of course driving to singapore is important if you really gotten blind! How else
am I supposed to talk to you when you can't come online?! Of course oniichan is
important!
Anyway... Gossiping about you is like... Asking for a death sentence... Anyway
no I haven't been gossiping about you... Am I supposed to?
I hate being sick! Though I got to skip school for a day and a half! yay!
What do you mean not important!
Smart? Yeah guess so... I get pretty good grades.... yeah! You might go blind! Gosh what if you do! Like that'll be really bad! And I wouldn't know you went blind because you're blind and can't come online! And I'd just think you abandoned me! And like you getting blind is something you really need to worry about! Like eyesight is really important but actually kinda I find getting mute even worse! And like if I was saying this paragraph to you I'd be talking really fast! Stupid door...
It's okay... I'll hunt them down myself if I want to.... I've been sick... Still am... 39.5 centigrade fever... A cough... A cold... A sore throat.... I have having a sore throat! I haven't been singing for 5 days! It's like torture!
Oniichan's so nice! ^_^ I think I'm nice to everyone just some more than others... But I'm really short tempered although I don't get angry for very long
I wouldn't gossip about you without your permission!
Violence is.... bad....? Good...? I don't know.... It doesn't matter... Though I hate pain but I don't mind pain when I want pain which is I don't think that often and I'm still sick!
owwie... *puts ice pack on cheek*
merged: 03-12-2008 ~ 06:53pm
It's Wednesday today!
Wow, you were still gonna reply to that message of mine? It had been so long that I kinda forgot about it.
Anyways, there's always something up with you, isn't there? So this time you're stuck in the hospital for surgery. Some life you have, my friend. Well, at least you can't complain that it's boring. But eye surgery is pretty serious. I hope you'll be okay and get out of that hospital soon.
Well, I'll be off, got some reports to write. You're not the only one who is busy, haha.
Take care and be well, Hajime. See ya later ^^
.......I don't think you're that bad.... Just thought you were leaving because you were angry at me... And oneechan probably said that so that I wouldn't think that you're angry at me... But I know better than to actually believe that...
Hey I'm grade six.... Gosh..... I'm not even supposed to act like a kid...
tsk.... It's like.... My other personality is just lame... I'm nearly 12....
Like..... Amelia started dating when she was like... 10.... And like Richard
totally asked Amelia out but hey like as if Amelia would say yes.... Oh my
gosh... What the heck am I saying...? Gosh... I sound like Lara.... But lara's
pretty dumb.... Like.... She takes like.... 5 seconds to do 70 x 70.....
Gosh.... Why am I saying gosh...? Gosh... Whatever.....
Ugguuu! I sound like Arissa! If I ever get a mood swing you're supposed to hit
my on the head and make me faint cause I turn normal after that! But normal
isn't really me is it? 
I HATE MY MOOD SWINGS! 
hell is like so.... Outdated.... Gosh.... What am I saying...? I knew I shouldn't hang out with Ruby so much! But Ruby says "Shenash! Dishanyanya! Koshnak!" when she wants us to shut up... Natalie would say "Oh pleaze...." and cross her eyes... I would say "Sz! Sz sz sz! Shush! kya gu sta! stk!" when I want people to keep quiet... And people have been saying like... I am totally acting like... So strange but like... Who cares... Like.... Whatever!
Writing songs are so outdated now! Like gosh! Everyone knows acting is the in thing now.. And like.... Ruby just totally melted when Keenan smiled at her... Like.... Gosh! Keenan's like 1 year younger! But hey he's blonde so I guess it's okay.... And like... Kevin is totally falling for Amelia but like.... Amelia's dating Brison... Gosh... Brison... Briston... Whatever.... How do you spell his name...? Like Amelia forgot Brison's name like... 5 times.... But hey... Amelia has like a 100 meter list of her past boyfriends....
Fathers are like so.... So... So pathetic...
What am I saying!
merged: 03-05-2008 ~ 08:44pm
I MISSED YOU ONIICHAN! *hugs*
If you become blind how are you supposed to come online?!?! Never mind! If you
become blind I'll force my father to drive me to singapore! Kya! I would but
right now I have lots to do :P Ooo! I'm currently the top it class! 
Cause
in my international school you get these spot on awardy thingies that you get
for doing something good and I got the most for now! Oooo! Yay me! After my
performance on stage, singing for the assembly I got a merit award from my
homeroom teacher, two spot on thingies from my Mandarin teacher and a spot on
thngy from my drama teacher! Ooo! Yay me! But now everyone hates me because they
think it's unfair for me to get so many spot ons for one thing.... Even my best
friend hates me and because of that I totally snapped and got angry at her.... I
miss my old best friends.... They always liked me the way I was.... And today
they said I could go back to them any time I wanted to... I'm talking a lot
because I want to talk with you as much as I can in case you really go blind!
OOONNIIICHHHAANNN!
But
mommy said that if I was so good at acting it ment I was really good at lying...
Ugguu... But I guess I am...
WHAT?!?! What happened to your eye!?!
Oniichan oniichan! I grew taller! 1 inch! Kuuu! That's good kuu! Mommy said I should jump more so I'll become taller kuu! But I can't touch the top of the door! Ugguu! It's so tall! And the big tall senior kids are so scawy kuu! And they said no one in the right mind would like me because I was such a freak! Kuu! Does oniichan just act all nice because he pitties me...? Kuu...
I'm really good at acting!
Well actually I do know a lot of gossip... >.> Tehe... Eli-chan gossiper.... Tehe... Me can't keep my mouth shut! Tehe...
Oniichan not hitting anyone anymore...? Sugoi... Gomen gomen! I just find it really fascinating! Oniichan kawaii... *pulls cheekies*
don't be sorry! i'll cheer for you! Gambatte! Fighto! Do your best! Don't give up! i'm sure there are people who believe in your kindness! don't be sorry! i'm sure someone there appreciates your existence, i'm sure someone smiles because you're alive... so don't give up! don't stop trying! *holds pom poms and starts cheering* ^^
merged: 02-26-2008 ~ 09:33am
hahahaha ^^ alright then! i'll add you too ^^ whenever you need a good cheer, be sure to drop by anytime ^^ pompoms always ready!
Gambatte! and i am intrigued ;P is it personal, the meaning of Hajime? you know, Lionhearted is just as important to me ^^ very nice
well then ^^ take care!
see you around!
merged: 02-27-2008 ~ 08:31pm
ooooh sounds familiar! well Lionhearted is derived from that same concept, a reminder to me that no matter what comes my way i'm strong enough to both bear it and deal with it. hehehe guess everyone's got their own share of pains in this world huh ^^ mmm i love 'Lionhearted' ^^ grown better and stronger...learnt alot too ^^ cool yea? ^^
hahaha i love dancing fans too, ok then, guess i'll switch ^^
oh well, i'd love to type more but...my head really aches
so...i'll keep this one short ^^
take care and see you around Hajime! Gambatte ^^
O yes I am actually I was not the first that noticed that I am a member again..I was surprised to see that people started to write in my guestbook..again
it seams that someone "up there" considered that I deserve to be a member
now the only thing that I can do is stay quiet and mind my own business :3