Whatever that makes you the happiest Elizabeth
But I think having multiple personas wont grant you happiness
It would be like.... trying to raise 10 differet pokemon while raising one can
level you up faster
Maybe not the best comparison but that'll do
Hmm I see
I dont really know my identity......
People tell me I'm a Korean but I dont feel like one and I dont want to be
one.....
....... pokemon....?
You know... I don't like watching shows or animes where people have two wives...
Cause it's always the second wife being evil and having cruel children... Well I
guess it is right.. I'm
cruel... I know.... But my mother isn't exactly a wife either so yeppee! But
then again.... I don't like shows where there's the poor little kid that got
lied to for a long time and when he/she finds out the truth she kills herself or
something... That just makes me feel like I'm supposed to be that
worthless.... But you know... People find me... Like... not the type to really be
sad since I make it seem like I'm not really serious about things... But that's
good ^_^ Usually! But what if I acted happy around someone who likes sad?!?!
I'll be so useless TT^TT
Ju-chan..... What type of people do you like? ^_^
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Quote by vatican92
Yah I used to really like pokemon
I still do a bit
I'm too childish TT^TT
I dont like those animes as well
That's why there is no more polygami
That's why you choose your spouse carefully Elizabeth
Do you want to get married to someone who likes any girls and has like hundred
wives even before you?
And children deserve better.....
It's usually the parents that are at fault..... either that or just the
environment
You deserve to live just like anybody Elizabeth
Hmm let's see.....
I like people who can care less about what other people like and be
themselves
I like people who are unique and has a very creative mind
And I like people who treat you kindly......
What type of people do you like Elizabeth?
Childish...? No... Just extremely cute!
I'm not going to marry... Unless if
I really have nothing else to do in my life...
I'm really not the type to pity myself.... Or say people deserve better... or
say "don't cry" or "It's okay"
I'll usually just scold someone and tell them how pathetic they are....
Depends....
You must hate me then... I
care about what other people like... A lot.... I don't even remember who I
really am anymore...
Me...? Umm.... people I like.... I like people who are going to be really nice
to me... And like me the most forever and ever.... And see only me in their
world.... And like only me.... And treat only me nicely... And hate everyone
else and be good to only me... And never hurt me.... But they can be mean around
anyone just be gentle around... Lets say the word! Me....
I know... I'm pretty selfish... :P If I ever marry... I pity my husband!
Cause I would want his life to really revolve around me! I
guess I'm just taking it out on him cause no one really loved me that much and
everyone I love seem to like someone else too so I try my best to be
perfect..... Nya! It's gonna be pretty hard to find someone that practically
lives for me O_O Like a pet or something.... So I won't marry... Unless if I'm
bored and I have nothing else to do....
Quote by vatican92This must be my dream
come true
To see Shiki on MT's main page in the popular gallery
The wallie is quite nice
The colors are very soothing and lovely and Shiki is just awesome
TT^TT
Thank you! Glad you like it. ^^ Well, I also didn't expect to see it on the main
page at first; so perhaps we share the same "dream comes true" thing.
Quote by vatican92
I guess we were posting at the same time
Well no Elizabeth
Dying isnt that great
Does everybody else call you Tzeyi?
People believe in different things
And for me, a world that is artificially made through some chemicals and chance
is just as much crap as atheist saying a supernatural being is crap
It's always okay to cry Elizabeth
Even if you dont show people, they know that you still cry and scream and do
other things that other people do.....
Elizabeth always trying to hide her feelings
That's not good Elizabeth
Cry when you can because you'll feel a lot better
Wow Elizabeth you're a lot stronger than I am
I almost drowned just because I swam 6 laps
And my leg muscles were all sore and my arms were really tired and I almost
threw up
But I can believe you do even harder things than I do
Sorry Elizabeth but I must go
I'm really tired today...... and these days
I was barely able to reply this one back to you
I'll have to watch the video tomorrow or something
Stay safe Elizabeth and dont go to dark alleys and weird shopping malls with
dangerous escaltors
Tzeyi? yeah.. Everyone at school calls me that ^_^
.....I really do want to believe in god..... But they're lies.... Nothing anyone
says is true.... Everything is fake... And trusting is foolish ^_^
I don't scream.... I barely get angry... I don't want to cry in front of
people.... And my friends don't expect me to cry or scream or do other things
people do ^_^ I'm happy happy happy and I'm weirdly funny :P
Hiding my feelings? ^_^ What do you mean?
I wouldn't dare look weak in front of everyone!
Bye....
Dark alleys..? o_O I always walk around dark alleys alone... makes me feel
better.... Weird shopping malls...? o_O I always go shopping... Escalators...?
I HAVE to use the escalators... o_O Why...?
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Elizabeth.... dont push yourself too hard....
You'll get yourself sick
How do you do all that?
I almost drowned for swimming 6laps
And I barely do 25 push ups @_@
You must really be fit or something Elizabeth
I thought your video was very nice
You do have a talent for expressing with words
Sorry Elizabeth..... it nothing like that Elizabeth....
You know how much I love you dont you?
Yes it would be weird
I would love to give you hugs and kisses but I am in no position to do so
unfortunately.....
Is Tzeyi a common name or a very rare name in Malaysia or China?
You'll understand in time Elizabeth.....
But I do believe that you have the faith to believe in God
I do see you changing everyday Elizabeth
I know when you change and when you dont
I like to walk there too but there are too many dangerous people these
days....
And shopping malls are full of rip offs.... and dangerous escalators that
suddenly stop and make people fall down because kids are playing with the
emergency stop button
What's the difference if I'm sick...? I'm not going to show that I'm sick... Or
else I'll be even more of a failure...
Pushing myself too hard is good... If I don't I'll be even more of a
mistake...
Talent in expressing words *cough cough* As if I'm
just a good liar... I wrote a new song... the english verse of fields of hope...
Once again I lied about what I said in the lyrics... Actually... I'm not even
sure if I lied.... Some people lose their sense to tell what's real and what's
not..... When they lie too much... So actually yes... You can lie to
yourself.... Maybe not god... But you can lie to yourself...
Emotions are a sign of weakness.... Emotions are.. Imperfect.... Love is...
Imperfect....
I'm not fit... At all... I suck at sports... And my bones still ache... I'm just
so not going to look bad in front of people...
Tzeyi...? It's not a common name is any country... Oh and... I'm not from
China! I've only been to china once! I speak english better than
chinese! And I'm more australian that chinese... Know
nothing about china... But I know quite a lot about Australia... My name means
precious poem.. Think I told you that already... My surname means... something
like the wall that protects... Things.. Or something... I
guess my father thought I would be poetic when I grew up...
I hate changing..... Changing only does bad.... Hate it...
Dangerous people don't really matter to me... They could kill me for all I
care... As long as they're not ghost.. Then yeah
I'm fine... But fear is a sign of failure....
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Quote by vatican92
Silly Elizabeth......
We dont think much alike do we?
You know Elizabeth..... I love you but I really dont like the side of you where
you exceed yourself beyond your boundary for mundane prospects of life
I thought your ethinicity was Chinese..... am I wrong?
I personally dislike change as well.... but sometimes we need it
Well you might not care Elizabeth but I do care about you and no dangerous
people may dare lay a finger on you...
I guess we don't..... You know... I'm incredibly good at giving advice when I
want to... But I really have no right to do so.. When I never listen to my own
advice :P
I don't like imperfection.....
I am chinese.... But I'm more english when it comes to knowledge...
Thanks for caring ^_^ But it's better this way...
Quote by vatican92
Would you have stil liked me if I was mean then?
Nuuuuu Boys arent suppose to be cuuutttteee nya!
Elizabeth.....
It's impossible not to lie but please refrain yourself from doing
so.......
Lying never really helps Elizabeth
It just loses other people's reliability and trustworthyness
Well you werent born for nothing
And there are many people who never even had parents who became great people
ANd marriage is only sentimental Elizabeth
What matters is that your parents love each other
And I think your parents loved each other enough to have you and keep you and
raise you instead of aborting you or sending you to an orphage like other
irresponsible parents who had children because they were too
naiive
Mean....? mean... I don't know..... If you were mean I probably wouldn't have
bothered to like you but if you turned mean now I'd still like you
But you are cute! You're so adorable I just want to hug you! Kya! You're so
cute!
If I don't lie I won't be perfect.... If I act like myself everyone would hate
me.... So I act differently in front of different people so I'm perfect to
them.... And I'd be so useless if I weren't perfect! Oh..
And I might not be coming online that much nowadays cause I'm rreealllyyy
busy.... I have like 8 projects to finish But
I'm not going to breakdown like you do.. I take
stress way more better than you :P
Do my parents love each other? Oh... Never knew they did ^_^ They were probably
drunk or somethin...
The only reason my mother kept me was because she wanted to lie to me for as
long as I lived ^_^ So did my father but of course! Since I lie so much I must
be a total idiot to not notice when their lying... Anyway... They suck at
lying..
You know! The good thing about lying is that if you lie your whole life is that
when you lie (Well since I lie every second I don't exactly consider it lying)
no one will notice a difference :P
I hate imperfect things... But Ju-chan always seems perfect! Nya! I wish you
could come online everyday forever and ever! But that's just a childish
dream.....
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JUUUU---CCHHHAANNN! I'm lonely TT^TT Uguu... I'm making a video Again...
Bored... I was originally gonna make a video about The Wish (The story I'm
writing :P ) but I used a Nana Song and I used Nana pictures cause it suited
that song it ended up seeming more like a video dedicated to Nana..
Well..... Do you still wanna see it...? And
just to tell you... I HATE NANA! I only like Olivia but she only sings for Nana
:P
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Quote by vatican92
I see..... I'm glad that at least you dont hate me
Nyaa boys no cute
Well for me, when you lie, from that point, you're already being
"imperfect" Elizabeth
Although as humans, we wouldnt even fully comprehend the rampant scale of the
concept of perfection
It's quite hard for me to come online as well.....
And I used to love coming to MT...... now it's just too hard
Dont stress yourself out too much
I think they do Elizabeth
Nobody but you Elizabeth
Even if you can fool everybody in the world, there are two people you cant
trick
The first person is you yourself and the second person..... is God
Im nowhere close to perfect Elizabeth
That's why I always fail to make you happy and always get you angry at
me....
I wish I could spend more time with you as well.......
It's not a childish dream Elizabeth......
It's just..... life..... I guess
JU-CHAN! I was posting another post while you posted this :P
But you are cute TT^TT
Ju-chan.... Am I really terrible to you...? Sorry..... I'll be better...
Stress is good! Uh... sorta.... It makes you want to die more...? And... That
means.. You won't be scared of dying? o_O
Ne.... Why are you calling me Elizabeth...? Umm.... Dumb question... Just that
no ones been calling me Elizabeth now a days... I shall set the rule that only
you can call me elizabeth! BUAHAHHAHA! AND ANYONE ELSE WHO CALLS ME ELIZABETH
SHALL DIE!
God... god... god...... Gosh... Why does everyone believe in that crap
anyway...?
Oh... And yes I can trick myself.... A few times I've totally lost my mind and
couldn't stop acting as the person I acted as.... I know it's not good to lie...
Cause when you lie too much you totally lose your mind
Ju-chan is perfect.... Although you're pretty dumb and brainless you're still
perfect to me ^_^ Ne... Ju-chan.... I hit my head on the wall yesterday...
Couldn't see without my glasses on :P And I cried! In front 2 humans! MY
REPUTATION IS OVER! Is it my fault I accidentally broke down in front of
people...? This is the first time you know! :P But never mind! If those stupid
boys think I'm not singing on stage they don't know me and they shall get
killed! I went a bit insane on one of them though.... At
least his head wasn't bleeding
That's... uh... good.... Ju-chan! Remind me to never ever ever cry in front of
anyone again! (But sometimes I'm not even seriously crying... Just wanted
attention :P ) Ju-chan... I can cry to you can't I...? Or will you hate me if I
do that...? Anyway! There's nothing to cry about ^_^ My life is just perfect and
there's nothing bad about it and nothing bad ever happens to me so I have no
reason to cry and I should smile 24 hours! ^_^ (Except for when I'm sleeping...
You seriously can't expect me to smile while I'm sleeping.. If I
don't cry that's good enough :P )
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....Ju-chan...... I'm sick... I ran 40 laps around the field yesterday (The
field is 400 meters by 400 meters....) Today I ran 1 kilometer and 200
meters.... And I swam 20 laps.... We have a crazy netball teacher and makes us
do 100 pushups... every 10 minutes...
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Ju-chan... Why don't you come online that much anymore....? Is it because it's
really painful to talk to me...? yeah I know... I understand... I'm weird and
torturous..... You know... Chinese people would call you Hyung-chan.... Cause if
you were chinese and you had a brother he's you Ju something..... But it'll be
just weird calling you Hyung-chan.. I'm
freezing here! There's like 6 air-conditioners surrounding me right now! My
father says it's good but it ain't! Doesn't he know I have a cold?! Ugguuu....
*sneeze* If I get sick I blame you! If
you were here you're supposed to give me hugs and kisses to make me feel better!
Actually... That's my mother's jub... BUT WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE?!?!
Quote: Yeah sometimes MT can be a
real pain
Hahax no wonder
I dont think those series are famous yet although I thought you'd know about
school rumble
Oh that's cool
I was waiting for the last volume to come out but I couldnt stay in Korea long
enough to find out
Yeah the endings are usually quite different
WHa? Yakitate 9?
Only 9 panels?
Hmm Samurai champloo
I watched like 2 episodes but I didnt understand a thing
Yeah hopefully things will get better...... before I fall apart or something
Wish I could think the way you do but I'm just a natural pessimist
Mm yeah i used to write like HUGE paragraphs on mt like..7 word document pages
of msging..and sometimes...that would all disappear..took me HOURS to write them
everyday lol...then i started pasting it in word just incase the whole thing
dissapeared on me --..
Yah i heard school rumble rara...mmm but i never watched it.
Yah stinge anime only had 9 panels! AND i didnt have the capacity to watch all
of them anyway...coz i read them in manga so i knew the outcome..i cant recall
anime ending..but i just know it was so diff from manga ending..it was almost
dissappointing...but then agian..i might have missed the last chapter of the
last manga coz...me reading japanese takes forever.
Samurai champloo..yeah wen i was watching it in bits and pieces off the TV i
really didnt get the story lol.
Y are things bad...anything u can tell me? If not i understand...but if u wanna
talk i will give u my opinion if it counts at all :P! Coz im a persimist a lot
of the time..i get so down on myself easier then being WOOOH EVERYTHINGS COOL
coz its just hard lol.
Quote by vatican92
I cant believe you did this to me TT^TT
You hate me! You were only being nice to me because you pitied me didnt you?
Just joking Eli-chan
I still like you
There is no such thing as a white lie Elizabeth
A lie is a lie whether for good or bad purposes or intentions
And there's a difference between hiding information and telling false
testimony
Silly Elizabeth
God loves you
That's why he made you and wants you to live
There are so many songs I want you to hear
But I'm sure that you wouldnt like the lyrics
I wasn't being nice before I pitied you... I was
being nice because you were nice to me... And also because you're such a cutie!
KYYYAA! YOU'RE SO CUTE!
I lied.. AGAIN... Today.... I can't help it! When you lie every single day of
your life it just becomes a habit! And
now I've made Madeleine totally hate me! But if I make Madeleine happy then Ruby
will hate me! I wish I never got angry at Kane and Aiko..... But wishing is
just a dream... Can't change what's already been done... Oh well...
God loves me...? You mean my parents just FORCED god to let me exists... Nya...
You can tell me god wanted me to exists when my parent marry... let me guess
when they'll marry!
Mever....
Quote by vatican92
You know something Sel?
I have no memory of what I wrote yesterday.....
Like a temporary memory loss...... weird......
Anyway I'll respond anyway
Well it is debate when you concur or disagree with facts with biased opinions
When you cross examine and analyze each other's opinion and counter that with
your own
Umm my vatican was vatican because when I joined MT, I was a Trinity Blood
fan
I aint Catholic
But I am a Christian.... which is very close to Catholicism
But I dont base my conceptions on my religion since I know very little about
it
Usually the things I argue are based on my opinion of the world and what I've
experienced and so on
Just the normal ethical and moral rectitude
Although it would be my own definition of justice and morality
I did no mean every single action we take is evil
I just meant that everything that we do could be justified and defined as wrong
if you base it on human perception of law and justice
But even history shows humanity's sin nature through it's cycle
War, peace and revolution
Let's make another hypothetic situation
Let's say that humanity was to start all over again
No previous generation, new Adam and Eve
Do you think the world will be without sin?
I dont think so
Because our sins arent based on knowledge but rather instinctive
Self control is also there to refine our wrongdoings
If we were innocent from the begining and if our evil did was just hereditary or
something that can be taught, who was the first person to sin?
Whether the world was created from a big bang or from supernatural power, there
had to be first humans
So from whom did they learn to do evil deeds
Or even more, how did they realize it was wrong?
But I think you know Sel
Whatever circumstances, religion or watever..... there is nobody in the world
who is pure or innocent
Even right now, I cant even dare imagine a human totally free from sin and evil
deeds
Well yeah but we cannot hide from the truth forever
All organisms are needed for the cycle of life
Basically narrowing down to being food source for each other
Well I dont think humans arent praiseworthy creatures as well
From my standards, humans rate lower than mousquito in my hierarchy of
importance
That's why we have optimistic humanlings to correspond our pessmistic views
Of course every good argument needs to empathize both sides but from what I see,
I see you as the same way
You're clinging too much on the little good things of life
I dont think the world is bad
I think the world is bad because of humans
Not to mention that you've been saying all the good things for me so I dont have
anything left to say besides the bad ones
But seriously... let's stop
I've done enough persuading in my history paper
Well yeah nationality is only based on very..... worldy and temporary things
without clear boundaries
I mean it's..... so simple
You can be from any country if you live there long enough
Ur userpage?
Well... yeah I guess....
Too bright for me thou
I never said evil was hereditory.
Saying people were born evil IS saying that it's hereditory and that would be
wrong because evil only brings evil. So that wouldf mean that our maker was evil
and he isn't.
There are other beings in this world and of course, we have our own free will
and thoughts to think for ourselves. The best I can tell you is that everyone
was innocent, but in this world, you can't remain innocent. We're living in a
deceitful world. Do you know what that means?
It means that the world was good and then other beings took over and made a
world of their own, covering the original world we were supposed to live in and
what I really mean when I say that can be summed up in one word
"lies". Everyone in this world has been lied to, they think it's true
and they cling to it blinding themselves.
It's okay if you don't understand. :/
If humans aren't praise-worthy creatures than neither or the other creatures
living on the planet. The human race as well as every other race is
beautiful.Our maker doesn't make ugly things. It's "corruption" that
transforms us. You never asked yourself why it is everyone is so
different.
You need to stop blaming people for being people and see the big picture here.
If everyone in this world is bad. If being the way we were made is sinful then
every creature on the planet doensn't deserve to live. And I don't think our
maker put us here to suffer and then just die. He put us here to live.
And many people, because they see that little pint of truth that the world is
deceitful and ugly, they don't listen to the rest of the truth that the world we
live in is an illusionary world made by others to deceive you merely to cover up
the beautiful world we were meant to live in.
Everyone has their role in life to play, and they were given life for a reason,
to spend your entire life hating yourself and others merely for being the way
your maker made you is ridiculous and unneeded. I know for a fact because I used
to be that way. I thought I was wretched and so was everyone else. I felt that
if I was fasting, my body wanting to eat was Satan when the truth is it was my
body telling me to eat. And because I fasted so much, I ended up with a serious
case of anemia I could even die from.
While people are blaming Satan, wasn't it the one who made you put that hunger
for food in you. All animals and creatures eat. Do you see any of the animals
fasting every Sunday or Saturday? Why would you think that our maker thinks that
our race are lower than the animals when he loves and provides for every single
one of us.
It's following other people that leads us into these burdens as well as
self-punishment.
But I won't go further than this. :0
I'm just saying, "Don't love this deceitful world (meaning video games, the
media, government, all the things people have made) but love the natural,
original world we were meant to live in. And that INCLUDES the natural creatures
our maker made. Don't punish yourself and others with hatered and pity. It
doesn't make you look cool and it won't make your life better, it'll be
worse."
:0 oh well, if you seriously wanna stop then next message I send you, you have
my word, I won't say anything about this anymore.
lol my page isn't that bright, it's sparkly.
i'm glad you like it though! <3
my brother hates Trinity Blood for some reason, I dunno why, but he refused to
watch it. I tried to tell him the series was cool, but oh well. I guess it's his
tastes. lol
Quote by vatican92
Well I would say that's an act of attentive consideration but I think that is
lying...... in a way
Bad Eli-chama
How long have you been lying to me?
I thought you were more trustworthy
Just joking
I trust you whole heartedly Elizabeth
And..... if you must act like something you're not...... I'm not for it but I
wont be against it either
By the way, do you mind listening to one of my favorite songs?
You might not like it since it's Christian but just hear it once ok?
Please please please TT^TT
How long have I been lying to you?
Umm.... Maybe a year... or more... Or right now
Hehe....
Trustworthy? Yeah I am... Maybe... But my lies are just small! tiny! Innocent!
White lies!
I like the song but I have no idea what it's talking about... I know english...
Just don't like things about god... Makes me feel like I did something really
really really bad to god like existing It's nice
though ^_^
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Quote by vatican92
Well I would say that's an act of attentive consideration but I think that is
lying...... in a way
Bad Eli-chama
How long have you been lying to me?
I thought you were more trustworthy
Just joking
I trust you whole heartedly Elizabeth
And..... if you must act like something you're not...... I'm not for it but I
wont be against it either
By the way, do you mind listening to one of my favorite songs?
You might not like it since it's Christian but just hear it once ok?
Please please please TT^TT
How long have I been lying to you?
Umm.... Maybe a year... or more... Or right now
Hehe....
Trustworthy? Yeah I am... Maybe... But my lies are just small! tiny! Innocent!
White lies!
I like the song but I have no idea what it's talking about... I know english...
Just don't like things about god... Makes me feel like I did something really
really really bad to god like existing It's nice
though ^_^
Quote by vatican92Sorry sel but let's
just end our debate there
Im on a quite of bit of pressure these days and I'm not really in a good
emotional state
Usually I dont write my stories when I'm feeling lethargic and depressed cuz I
dont feel like writing anything and even if I do, it might end up really......
depressing
We all are already aware that humanity's transcendant retardedness when it comes
to anything involving sex
I wonder why my dad watched Evangelion with me when I was young.....\
Well whether human or religious standards, humanity never was innocent
ng
You forgot how to make every wish they were deaf with their shrieks and crying
and how to make everybody want to go blind and lose the ability of smell with
their extreme pooping ability
Of course I got nothing against babies...... And whats up with needing constant
care?
Oh and whats up with sleeping all day and crying in the middle of the night when
everybody writes their final report and their job application form?
But let me contradict on that
If we were truely born innocent from birth, we would not accept the corrupt
worldly things in the future or when we're older
Because we are born with sinful nature of humans, we intend to commit immoral
acts in the future even when we're aware that it's not the right thing
Even gluttony is a crime if you look at it in a certain perspective
You arent doing any harm to other people
But there are millions of other ways you can think about it
1) Eating unnecessary and excessive amount when some people are starving (can
apply to us as well)
2) Ruining your health (harm to yourself therefore as bad as doing harm to
others)
3) Causing other people to defame you therefore simultaneously causing them to
think unsanitarily (of course it's self inflicted opinions but still your
gluttony might have caused it)
You can connect billions of seemingly unrelated things and make it not
innocent
There is why everybody differs in their belief of justice
That's why there are seemingly insane laws
Now..... I said I wasnt going to carry on this debate yet I'm still arguing
Of course
Everybody loves dogs or else they're hypocrites and should be
cruxified..........
That's too extreme but I dont understand people who dont like them
Hey! dogs arent low!
Humans have abused basically anything in existance
Language, ethnicity, culture, color, numbers, nature and everything else you can
think of
Are you implying that I'm crazy?!
I aint tired!
I just slept 27 hour for 5 days that's all!
A little insomnia never distorted anybody's vision or thought process
I'm just saying that all the character beside my character look like a
gurl
I dont understand what youre trying to say but people already consider me those
3 things and even more
Nuthin
What's wrong with me considering the possibility that you might be arabic
somehow?
So basically you're from Haiti with American citizenship?
Haiti is in the...... Bermuda right?
I have Korean citizenship but I can either be a Mongolian, Chinese, Japanese
possibly or even British, French or American (in blood somehow) by the
farthest
Well if the debating effects you that much then I don't mind ending it, though
it wasn't much of a debate. At least not how I saw it but whever.
I guess due to circumstances you would think that humanity was never innocent,
but that's plain old not true. You're religious right? Or is the name
"vatican" there for another reason? If you believe someone made you
and that the world has a right and a wrong, a stupid and a smart, a wise and a
naive, you get my drift...
then you should also know that life is what shapes people into who they are.
I mean, then you really have to think, everything in this world is here for a
purpose right? We have animals that eat dead things and wastes to clean the
earth, we have plants and animals, air to breathe and such. And even right down
to our bodies, we have everything we need.
If what you say is really true that no one was born innocent, then what does
that say about the one who made us in the first place?
Where does that leave us if every single thing everyone does is wrong?
From bodily functions to thoughts.
Sure we think bad thoughts if we see something bad.
And sure we want revenge if someone hurts us terribly.
And sure, we sometimes over eat if we're sad or whatever.
But then there's self-control.
Everyone was born with it. So a bit of self-control can go along way. I mean if
everyone murdered because they were mad the world would be crazier.
I think it all just depends that, there are some things we can;t help thinking
or feeling due to circumstances and due to how our body was made.
And then there are some things we can keep ourselves from doing and we do them
anyway to hurt others or to punish ourselves.
But I won't push this thing any further. The same way life shapes people,
experiences, religions, etc. shape ideals. That's the way things are.
There is some things hidden in the world. Reasons hidden that cause a lot of bad
things. But knowing can get you into trouble.
Yeah, dogs aren't low, no animal is because they were made for a reason, but I
don't really call sniffing butts and sometimes even licking their own poop
something "amazing" or even something to "praise" no less.
But I guess they can't help it, it's how they were made so I don't look down on
any animal.
And yes, crucified is very harsh. It's harsh to even think of it. Dogs are
nothing to go crazy for. I'm sure a dog wouldn't think "You don't like
humans? You should be crucified." If it can even think that far.
:3
humans this humans that. There's something here you really don't understand here
about this world. I'm not saying I'm some kind of mastermind, that's just
ridiculous. But your view of the world would do better to expand a bit. You've
got a good idea of what you're dealing with here. But you're too stuck on the
"world is bad" "humans are bad". There is a world here that
is bad. But you're mixing 2 together. There is the world that was made to aid us
in our survival as well as the survival of other creatures. A world put there
for everyone to find their own place to just live.
And then there's a world of deceit and lies that imprison and chain us to
burdens we shouldn't have to carry. That force us to suffer over things we
shouldn't have to suffer for. A world where no one can remain innocent. Where
everyone is chained to something that misguides them. A place where people are
driven like puppets with an invisible marrionnette causing them to do things
they normally wouldn't like or wouldn't want or even think of doing.
It's okay if you don't understand.
And yes humans are bad. Not all of them. Because the one who made us wouldn't
make us bad. It's hard to believe a good person would make bad things and a bad
person make good things. But for the people that are bad in this world, is it
really their fault? I mean, yeah it is sometimes. But have you ever pondered on
what it is that drove them this far.
Have you ever found it weird how a person can commit a crime and cry afterwards
when they're caught. I'm sure that person wasn't so stupid as to think he
wouldn't get away with it. This is America. You could run to Mexico and they'd
find you anyway eventually. One even went as far as Japan and got
caught.
But then...
why'd they do it. What drove them then?
I would tell you but, I'm not sure I should.
Well I dunno if you could call it "citizenship" considering I am not a
citizen of Haiti and if I went there without establishing citizenship I'd be
thrown in jail.
But hey what;s in a place right? I was born in NY. Does that make me any less
American than the people born directly in Jamestown. Screw citizenship.
But yeah, if you wanna say I have the bloodline, then yeah go ahead. But people
keep misusing words.
"You were born here but your parents are from Russia?"
"Oh then you're Russian!"
The heck.. then what's an "American" I wonder...
Maybe I'm just looking too much into this. Bad habit of mine.. :/
BTW, like my page? :3
Watch the youTube video it's crazy funny. No, it's not a music video. O_o;
Quote: What happened?
Well I just finished Minami-ke and it was quite interesting
Im planning on finishing School Rumble and start watching Mushi uta or El
cazador de la Bruja..... I have a few series that I finished downloading but I
just dont have the time so the animes are piling up @_@
I sees.... all those series are ones I know but I've never watched any of
them
Yup I still like them
I finished watching Trinity Blood and I was close to finishing Yakitate manga
series when I was in Korea but I think the final volume wasnt released yet
And I'm hoping to watch the anime series as well
Really? That's great to hear
I knew you were smart as well
I'm just surviving each day with a potential breakdown TT^TT
But I'm doing okay....
Hopefully it'll get better
Just the msg i wrote didnt send coz it said "this page could not be
found" =/!
LOL i havent heard of any of those series!
Mm i bought the last yakitate manga...i think it was 25...or 26...i skipped
like..13 volumes coz well..i was close to finishing the anime...so i got manga
instead and finisheed it...then i realised the manga ending was diff to the
anime ening. I mean they made yakitate 25 into yakitate 9...they cut corners!
But i cant watch through a long series...
Right now i am watching all of Samurai champloo in sequence..it used to be on TV
in australia (english subs) but i skipped a lot..oooh the OSTs are so good!
Heyyy itll get better ^^ Ur still alive! Wen things are down they always come
bak up..and wen things are up something ought to fall..which sucks..so i like
having no turbulence wat so ever..
Ju-chan...... Is it considered 'lying' when you act all happy, weird, bubbly,
strong, always does anything to help your friends, all nice and funny when
you're actually not...? if it's considered lying... Wow I've lied my whole life!
xD Mmm... Just wanted to ask ^_^
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I think your voice suits the character very well
Well I watch anime because I have nothing better to do......
That means I'm not very important to you......
Eli-chan baka........
oh... did you see the video...? Isn't Ami soooo cute?!?!
O_O I have too many things to do so I don't watch anime cause I have nothing
better to do :P
Thanks for the card ^_^ I'm not good at making cards... I make better videos
:P
When did I say you weren't very important to me?!
Idiot...? yeah I know that already.... I have like... split personalities...
Sometimes I'm all perky and bubbly and sometimes I'm so cold and gloomy and when
people start crying I'm all nice And
in the end I make myself seem like a freak.... I'm such
an idiot for living... So no need to remind me.... I know...
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Yeah she was cute......
Silly Elizabeth.....
There is nobody in the world I love more than you
Dont let my love fade in vain Elizabeth
You're more than worth living..... and loving
Silly? TT^TT ugguuu.... So mean... TT^TT
YOU'RE THE BEST! UGUU! Would you be happy if Ju-chan was Eli's brother?
Kuu...
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Why do you like weird things...
I feel like being lazy... :P
^_^ You're so cute!
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Moi? Just barely surviving this crue cruel world
THanks for understanding
Hmm you're like the first person who I've seen that prefers Naruto over
Sasuke
Umm okay lets stop before we create a feud or something
You seem very organized
I'm rather more spontaneous
Write anything that comes to my mind
No wonder I screwed up so many times
And I was gonna mass murder all of the important characters in my story :p
But yeah it really is a killer
But it'd be cool to get some discount on those smoothies
I see
My curfew wont work on me because I dont bother going out
Hikikomori desu
Whoa man put that thing away before you kill somebody
Cats only look innocent until they decide to inject their poisonous claws
through your flesh and release their alien virus inside your body and turn into
catman or catwoman
I just dont have the time to watch all the animes on my list @_@
IT's so~~~~ annoying
Well then Isaac must do a better job and try harder
Yeah I guess so
I ate it all my life until like 4 years ago I decided it tasted like......
*censored*
Hating singapore?
Well I thought Singapore was evil but I never really hated it
OOh?Whats happening over there?Sounds bad.
Man...I really took days to reply posts now....getting real busy and such..
haha...my fun times almost up,I might be gone in two weeks time.Haha who knows
when I'll return.
Hopefully I don't have to go.
Naruto is a fine char to me.Pretty generic.
But I prefer ITACHI more than anyone else..hmm perhaps Kimimaru..
Organised?haha well at times when I'm really hype up to do something but as
times goes by it all get messed up with changes.
I'm rather spontaneous when editing and re-writing.
Haha keep trying man.Being able to be spontaneous in writing means you're a good
thinker with plenty of imagination.
Mass murder?I mass murder all the side/useless chars.Sometimes I add a char just
to be sadistic and torture that char....
I thought those smoothies are already cheap and affordable.
Here*throws a discount coupon*
Take your picks.
I see.Thats fine.Although some might think otherwise and says"Get a
life"
But whatever...those are idiots.What the hell do we need to be like all the rest
of the crowd.
However I'm not a hikikomori or an otaku.
*Hides things(I forgot what it is)*
Woah another sciency words from ya....confusing...
haha I barely get to watch them now...baka baka work...
Kimchi taste like*bleep*?Really?
I stick with wasabi and all the hot stuffs*ahem*
Well you're sorta right if you live here anyway.They are scheming something...I
can feel it.
Uhhh no
I'd be a genious to do so
Or on some weird education system
I'm stuck for 2and half more years
Wish I could go to Japan as well
Thats good
Wow that's a lot of honors
Although I'm not sure what they do
Cats getting diarrhea? That's nonsense
Cats have steel digestive system
Never heard of lactose intolerant cats either
bummer =/
eheheh... america has a weird education system *nods in agreement*
yeah... japan is awesome... hehe and i'm having fun with my simple
sentences..X3
umm it just mean that u learn the same thing except that the classes r a little
faster than others, and they give u more work... even though it sounds bad, it's
pretty good..
meow! tuxy isn't lactose intolerant! all cats just poop more if u give them a
lot of milk. a little is fine but A LOT would make then poop a lot...and sorry
dear but mommy cannot clean that mess *shakes head*. nope. i refuse! so yeah...
plus my cat is a wimp... he doesn't go for meat, instead he's a vegetarian
O_o..
Not everything is hypothetical nyan! <3
Cartoons can't be hypothetical because they're not real (I think many people
forget that over time) so basically, whatever you don't see in the official
anime, in the official comic book, or in the official video game never did and
never will happen unless the artist gives you pointers to assure you at the end
"Okay, these 2 are gonna end up together". If not then just drop
it.
nya-nyan! is this really how corrupt and ugly the world has become. If you're
not gay then you're a pervert. Or you're straight but you will eventually become
a perv because of all the h manga and anime and media on tv?
why...
why............
so what ae the girls supposed to do? If we get married we have no choice but to
marry a perv who will probably keep looking at h manga and anime even if he has
you. heck he'll probably try everything he saw in it on you. -__- oh cruel
fate...
cats have feelings too! even if they don't understand our language, they can
tell whn someone likes or hates them or when someone's sad! Like my cats can!
I remember one tme I was crying and my cat was staring at me and then he was
meowing with those big eyes and he was rubbing his head on my arm and sat on my
lap until I was okay!
(makes me cry everytime i think about it T^T)
they can love y'know!
however, i doubt bugs can love, is there even a heart in all that white mush of
guts?
i don't get it. what pic are you talking about? there's only 4 people in it. me,
you, zel, and haven :0
what ish this! you think chess is more fun than video games?!
have you gone MAD!
well i guess everyone's into their own thing, for some reason, among male teens,
it';s hard to find gamers or tv watchers. so what the heck are they doing,
having sex? :0
i can't believe the mess this world's fallen into. why does everyone hav to be
an idiot?! getting STD's or getting girls pregnant is "fun"? :0
if you can't control yourself or find anything better to do, play video games,
watch tv! Those kind of people shouldn't think they're better because they don't
do those things but spend time havin sex instead :0 or lookin at
porn...
No, none of this refers to you vati. I'm just sayin because I've met so many
teenage boys like this that it's ridiculous. :0
my name does sound arabic... oooh.. creepy :0
i'm not arabic if you wrere gonna ask
Well cartoon are hypothetical because we can relate to real life situation
Everything is hypothetical because nothing in this world goes beyond human
comprehension except for deity
Every idea, and every innovative thought is based on and revolves around
something that exists in reality
Yeah sure
Humans were never innocent to begin with so why bother caring about our
ignorance now?
Well you cant blame guys for being instinctively more perverted or rather
sexually stimulated
It's unfair to treat women that way but it's also unfair to persecute guys for
something that comes naturally
Or maybe guys should all turn gay or something
And you cant ignore how women are more...... seductive these days
The world was never fair..... or sane
But as someone who is married, I think a guy should overcome his lust and be
faithful to his wife
That's why women are made to not be as often sexually aroused as men are
If both genders were craving for sex........ that wouldnt be good
Overpopulating the world and stuff.....
Wow..... like I care about what cats feel =_=
I only like doggies
Aah.... crud....... Im bleeding from my ear.......
You can love your cats as much as you want but I'll keep my apathy towards
them
Bugs.... yeah......
Who cares about them?
I think I'm talking about the picture you are talking about
MAD?
Mutually Assured Destruction?
Well you're the weird one who likes videogames
There are more than enough gamers around here
People are pathetic
You're expecting too much good from the humanity
You're not Arabic?
Then wat ethinicity are you?
well actually it's not. It relates to real life situations, sure. But you forget
that this all comes from the mind of one person. And in each character he/she
reveals bit by bit of how he/she sees people and the world we live in. And
everyone's views are different, so no, it's not hypothetical at all. A cartoon
is a cartoon. And in cartoons, music, drama shows, etc. the director, the
artist, whatever etc. expresses how they feel and what they think. But of
course, everyone, again, has different views and the situations or sayings might
remind them of something from their own experiences. So everyone could look and
hear the same thing and think of it differently.
:0 If that wasn't true, so many directors in this world wouldn't be invited on
the fox news channel to explain why they diss religious people in their shows or
songs. Evangelion is a great example.
If you go to a christian or catholic site, most likely they'll say
"Evangelion is not allowed." :0 They say that for a reason
y'know..
So I can see where you're going with this, but it's not hypothetical, people
just miss the point of what the artist is saying and come up with their own
ideas from it. But in every show, you should pay attention because the artist is
trying to tell you something.
I can prove that because in the last ep of just about every series, the main
character has to make this really awkward "justice" speech. In Death
Note especially. :0 And some shows don't even wait till the last
episode..
You shouldn't say humans were never innocent. When a baby is born, that baby is
born knowing nothing. But as soon as it enters the world it starts to learn.
When the doc hits the baby to cause it to scream the baby learned many
things.
1) pain
2) how to scream and cry
3) how to breathe
So that's how it is for everyone. Everyone was born learning. All people and all
creatures learn. And depending on what you learn is how you basically turn out.
If you were raised in a home where you're family were homos, are you going to
say "Homosexuality is wrong it's supposed to be a woman and a man"?
Heck no!
If you made friends with people who went to go look at strippers and they keep
inviting you, are you going to stay the rest of your life being friends with
them without being curious to go there at least once? HECK NO!
That's the way the world works, everyone was born innocent. It's the people who
are here already that corrupt the minds of those who are young and naive. It
isn't the planet that's corrupt. It's the world that these very people built. A
world where you have to spend your entire life suffering for school and grades
when you hardly use half the things you learn. A world where you have to go to
work for the rest of your life without rest and worry about the future when
you're gonna die anyway. A world where everything is owned by who has the most
money which is just paper made from trees.
I'm not persecuting you for anything. It's natural for a man to be stimulated by
a woman and their parts, I believe I said that already. What's wrong is how
everyone in this world is a sex addict. For crying out loud even dogs who never
stay with one partner don't go humping every which way possible. They don't go
humping two women at the SAME time and have threesomes. When you act like this
you are worse than a dog. And that's low considering how dogs are like.
Of course there are women who are exactly the same as the men these days. They
can't "not see a man". If there's a man there it means
"sex"! I mean come on! You're supposed to find a partner and when you
get that partner, you stick with it. Then if you have sex then who cares, it's
the natural thing to do. We wouldn't be born without it! But abusing it so much
that you have to be an addict and you can't keep your eyes off porno for it. You
should realize then and there you've got a problem!
Because guess what, when you're done looking at all that porn, when you get a
girlfriend you're gonna try all those nasty things you saw on her.
Well whever, I can't force you to like cats!
I can see why you like dogs........
.....
j/k X3
But I give all creatures a chance! Even the um.. ones that are sorta hard to
look at I mean they all have their purpose here on the planet! I can't dislike
them for doin what they were born to do and lookin the way they're supposed to
look like.
If we're talking about the same picture, most likely you've gone blind or you
can't seem to comprehend it well! lol don't take it badly, maybe you're just..
uh.. tired?
People are pathetic but not everyone, at least not in the same degree hmm..
Well believe it or not I don't know what to expect of humanity. It's not
impossible for someone to "not do" this or that and they do it so.. I
guess that's basically what's in my head. Besides if that weren't true than no
one deserves to go to jail hm? :/ I dunno. It's like I know, but it's hard to
put into words you can understand of what I think humanity is. Most likely if I
told you, you would think of me as one of the following
1) goth
2) emo
3) crazy
O_o What the heck did I do to give you the idea I was arabic?
^_^ Well, let's see, I was born in America nyan. My parents are from Haiti nyan.
My grandma on my father's side is an Italian I think? :0 She has blonde hair and
blue eyes. She moved to Haiti with her family to marry grandpa and now they're
both dead let's just leave it at that. :3
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Oh I see
So the vidoes
Umm well.... lots of girls?
A lot of anime has lots of girls......
Like lucky star doesnt even have any main male character besides 1
character
And umm...... Air has a lot of girls, Da Capo.... I think
Hayate no gotoku has a lot of girls, Kanon, Kono Aozora ni Yakusoku wo, Mahou
sensei Negima, Maria Sama ga Miteru (This one only has girl characters and no
boy characters)
School rumble has quite a few guy and girl characters......
School days is..... unsuitable for younger viewers..... like you Elizabeth......
but a lot of girls
Shuffle has a lot of girl characters but it isnt that sanitary either.....
Sola also has quite a few girl characters.....
W~Wish has quite a lot.....
That's all I can see from my watchlist
Im curious to hear your serious voice one day Elizabeth
I would like to hear it but..... if you want to Elizabeth
wow you got quite a lot of characters Elizabeth
Although Im not familiar with who they are
I know.......
I make other people sad TT=TT
No.... well I used to think girls were weird
I used to think that I would rather be a girl
Now at the moment..... it doesnt matter
WHat's so inconveniant about being a girl?
Hmm..... well..... I cant say that you're either but you got a bit of both
Although nowadays you're more towards the immature
I'll never lie to you Elizabeth....... well....... unless it's an emergency or
something
Or something........ very very urgent
I dont think I've lied to you so far...... if I remember......
I hope you havent been lying to me either
Although I can forgive you if you did
If you did, I know you had a reason for doing so
Elizabeth..... just be the person who you think you should be
If your conscience tell you to do whatever, just follow it
Do I really make you that sad?
I dont like myself anymore TT^TT
Why in the world would your mother buy you a knife of all things?
Yes it does make you wanna touch it so you can safely put it away in the kitchen
drawer
You've been watching too much anime Elizabeth!
And those ones that arent good for you!
You can watch them but dont follow them....
If they are already bad, dont make them worse Elizabeth
Why cant you prioritize your health once in a while?
Silly Elizabeth.....
Your voice is already pretty whether you try or not
And if there are people who like you only for your voice..... that's not worth
it
The only thing I want you to be is less clumsy and less suicidal
And not hurt yourself!
Who said I was going to care less?
If you thought so, you dont know me very well Elizabeth
I dont accompany you just because you make me worry and you hurt yourself
I am there for you because I want to
Dont you have a dream of your own Elizabeth?
Not considering anybody else..... not including anybody else.....
A hope of your own?
Other people dont matter......
After all..... it's for your own happiness isnt it?
If you pretend to be someone who you're not...... that's lying Elizabeth
So have you been lying to me as well?
Why does what other people think matter?
It doesnt kill anybody or save anybody from death
It doesnt have any power if you ignore it
All I wanted was for you to be happy and safe
And not happy as in "Everybody else likes me for being what they want me to
be" happy but just.... "I'm happy that I'm alive for another fine
day" happy.....
Maybe you dont understand my intentions right now...... well maybe you might but
I just want you to know.....
I turned out to look better as I got older as well
People told me that I looked more handsom as I got older but that didnt make me
happy one bit
I didnt care...
Yipee! I look more handsome
Now I get to see wrinkles on my face sooner
It didnt matter for me because I felt less happy as I got older
I could have all the money, rich and fame but that wouldnt make me
happy.......
That's why I want to go back to my childhood and play tag and play on the
swing...... and run around and not give a care about wars and the corrupt
politicians
Well yes that's quite annoying sometimes since my name is Ju Hyung and not Ju
and Hyung separately
But it looks weird if you put Juhyung.... kinda....
A teacher called me Julie once....
Because he thought my name was Ju and since my last name is Lee, it sounded like
Julie
I still think you have a talent in writing Elizabeth
I'll forget about marrying or liking somebody if you want me to
I already like you more than anybody else and that wont change
Dont mind me Elizabeth
I would ask you to love everybody if I could but that cant really happen since
we humans cant coexist with everybody else
We are social creatures yet we are egotistic at the same time
So Elizabeth..... will you be willing to do anything for anybody if they would
like you?
Before I start... I got Ami! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnINzUNq1j8&feature=user
That's the link to the results of the cast! Ami's a little cutie three year old
that likes singing! SO
CUTE!
Why do you watch so much anime...?
Anyway... I'm going to try to do a fandub for Full moon wo sagashite...
I want to do Air but.... Eee..... Hard....
You're so cute!
There's lots of inconveniences about being a girl! too
many to name :P
I'm so tired......
Hehe... julie.... I'll call you Julie from now on then!
Writing? yeah I guess.... Tiiiirrreeedd..... Reply your message later
'kay?
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Oh.... I'll reply sentence by sentence... You asked if I would do anything for
people to like me right...? yes I would... Now time to go! Bye bye!
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Oh yeah... Happy valentines...
I'm not good at making cards :P Only know how to make videos
It'll be a long time before I get the time to sit down and make a vector or even
take time to learn it
Yes evil spanish..... well actually evil spanish teacher for me
Wow.... that's totally not the type of character I wanna be
An adult.... and dead wife....... what happened to the son then?
I know they are dudes
I was asking if all the other characters in the picture were dudettes
Well yes we need brighter color to refresh our eyes and darker color to rest our
eyes
Yes black red grey
All favorite colors of Elizabeth
Nobody likes purple..... and Elizabeth thinks I'm weird cuz I like pink
I'm suckish at all board games
Dont have the ability to forsee my doomed destiny
So why should I care if I hurt the feelings of cats?
Apparently they dont give a care whatever I do or think
Oh I seez......
I percieved that being perverted was just arousal of hormones forcing you to
blablabla........
Well I'd still say 99% of heterosexual males are perverted
Watching adulterated videos is ackowledged as a perverted action but that alone
does not testify people's true sentiments
Like my friend.... he watched adulterated movies and stuff since he was........
quite young
But now..... well......... he is a bit retarded when it comes to talking about
"our opposite gender" and sexual stuff but I do not consider him a
pervert...... well actually I do but not in my definition...... which is quite
hard to explain.....
But I think you havent learned enough in school if you think those socially
challenged "cute," "quiet," "shy" boys arent
perverted
Yes I have hard time socializing
I do consider myself perverted to a certain extent but not as far as most
Therefore you can classify me as a........ watever
I dont really care anymore if Im a pervert or not
Well yes it depends on the people and people who they interact with
Of course he wont be perverted with his sisters but who knows if he wasnt a
shinigami and if he was around with other girls?
Everything is hypothetical these days =_=
And as far as I know, there are those protective drives in male brains that
instinctively tell them that women are weaker creatures on the physical
hierarchy therefore protect them........ either that or harass them
Now I call that truely perverted
Well yes thinking and lusting is perverted but taking the words into action is
way more
So why the tokyo underground need for speed nitrogen booster are we talking
about this?
Yes it's a rare sight to witness a female gamer......
It's hard to find female anime fans as well.... at least around me that
is
Yes good for you little Selkat (That sounds like an Arab city.......)
As for me, I aint much of a gameurr
I see no benifit
Not everything is hypothetical nyan! <3
Cartoons can't be hypothetical because they're not real (I think many people
forget that over time) so basically, whatever you don't see in the official
anime, in the official comic book, or in the official video game never did and
never will happen unless the artist gives you pointers to assure you at the end
"Okay, these 2 are gonna end up together". If not then just drop
it.
nya-nyan! is this really how corrupt and ugly the world has become. If you're
not gay then you're a pervert. Or you're straight but you will eventually become
a perv because of all the h manga and anime and media on tv?
why...
why............
so what ae the girls supposed to do? If we get married we have no choice but to
marry a perv who will probably keep looking at h manga and anime even if he has
you. heck he'll probably try everything he saw in it on you. -__- oh cruel
fate...
cats have feelings too! even if they don't understand our language, they can
tell whn someone likes or hates them or when someone's sad! Like my cats can!
I remember one tme I was crying and my cat was staring at me and then he was
meowing with those big eyes and he was rubbing his head on my arm and sat on my
lap until I was okay!
(makes me cry everytime i think about it T^T)
they can love y'know!
however, i doubt bugs can love, is there even a heart in all that white mush of
guts?
i don't get it. what pic are you talking about? there's only 4 people in it. me,
you, zel, and haven :0
what ish this! you think chess is more fun than video games?!
have you gone MAD!
well i guess everyone's into their own thing, for some reason, among male teens,
it';s hard to find gamers or tv watchers. so what the heck are they doing,
having sex? :0
i can't believe the mess this world's fallen into. why does everyone hav to be
an idiot?! getting STD's or getting girls pregnant is "fun"? :0
if you can't control yourself or find anything better to do, play video games,
watch tv! Those kind of people shouldn't think they're better because they don't
do those things but spend time havin sex instead :0 or lookin at
porn...
No, none of this refers to you vati. I'm just sayin because I've met so many
teenage boys like this that it's ridiculous. :0
my name does sound arabic... oooh.. creepy :0
i'm not arabic if you wrere gonna ask
Quote: Yeah totally hate it as well
=_=
Oh I seez
I havent logged into MSN for a while
I've been watching more anime now then when I first joined MT
Although I'm lacking time at the moment
I hope you do get accepted
University.... sounds like a long way for me but sooo close at the same time
I'm okay not that bad
Sigh mt screwed me over this morninig when i tried to reply to u :/!
What anime do u watch now? During my course of mt i think i watched quite a
bit...I really started to like...lovely complex, nana, gintama, naruto
shippuden...ouran...yeah...and i remember u watched yakitate japan and trinity
blood..
man i did get into uni! Whaaaa...i didnt think it was gonna be possible
really..but im grateful all the same..hope ur better then ok =D U seem like such
a smart cookie!
Quote by vatican92
Yes I am a perv like any other hetero sexual male
I was sure that a person your age would be aware of how male human sentiments
work
You one odd person
Watevur catgirl
I diss cats if I wanna
Now doggies are cool yo
Cats just ruin mah style
Yes those disgusting creatures
Enemy of humanity......
Good thing we have birds and reptiles to eat those creatures for us
I'm terribly afraid of koalas and platypuses.... and few more animals that I
dont even know the name of
You sure have weird customs
I'm taking a test almost everyday
I joined the chess club since I'm so horrible when it comes to thinking ahead
Man, it's weird to know that gurls play games as well since no gurl around me
plays no game especially online games
As far as I know, no gurl in our school even likes anime
Weird female humans......
All they talk about is their hair and some weird things that I dont even
understand
Dark colors good for your eyes you foolish teen
Bright colors kill your eyes
Who the h*ck is Kratos?
Well at least I'm taller than you little dwarves
But I look retarded =_=
And am I the only guy in that picture?
I have no idea what you're talking about with your anime or game jargon but I'll
go along and pretend that I understand
What you mean by plans or ideas?
I plan on learning how to vector...... during March break....
And somehow improve my Spanish and get a better grade on history
I hate school......
School is there to prepare you for the future, you're not supposed to like it!
:P
Vectoring huh?! It looks like fun! When you make one, make sure you show it to
me! bwah, I hate learning spanish! -.-; *evil flashbacks of tests*
Kratos is a character (one of the main ones) in Tales of Symphonia for the
Gamecube. He's cooool. But he's an adult who was married and had a son and his
wife died and now he plans on living alone foreverrr. But the game has
multi-ending so that might change. I have to play it again a second time.
-.-;
What the- are you okay, vati? I'm sure that if you looked on the page you would
see that Haven and zelemental's names are near yours. I hope you didn't think
they were girls all this time! O_o
I'm the only girl in the pic, nyan.
Dark colors are good for your eyes to a certain extent. If everything I look at
is dark on the computer screen my eyes will hate me. And if I constantly keep
looking at something that's bright my eyes will also hate me. And since all my
layouts have been mostly black and dark, I wanna try something new. :3
Besides just about everyone's layouts are black these days and I wanna stick
out. So I might make it gold or red. :3
Or grey...
ooooohhh chess! My brother is so good at chess it's scary! I can't beat him and
neither can my mom and my mom beats us at like every game!
It's not a custom, nyan! Nyaaan!
No you can;t diss cats! You had better not! Or you will hurt the feelings of
cats everywhere including my babies!
Everyone says I'm odd that's not new!
lmao, there's pervert and then there's the natural order of liking girls and
their parts! If you're a pervert that means you look at porn and hentai! And
when you see a girl outside your attention goes straight to their chests and
stuff like that! My brother isn't like that and I didn't think you were that
kind of person to act in such a way! There are millions of hetero sexual males
who aren't perverts! Those are the really shy and cute ones! Who spend most of
their time playing video games and watching tv rather than interacting with
people. :3
Or the ones who have intelligent hobbies! Like Ichigo and Uryuu from BLEACH! Oh
no wait *flashback of Orihime removing her clothes* nevermind, Uryuu is a
half-pervert I guess, but Ichigo is decent at least! And I've met people like
him before! It all depends on your personality, who you hang out with often, and
how you were raised! Ichigo was attached to his mama and he's the older brother
of 2 girls! So of course he was raised in a manner to protect women rather than
be a pervert.
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I know what you mean, it's hard to find other female gamers and anime/manga
fans. To be honest I never met another femme gamer like myself in real life. And
I haven't met another anime/manga fan in real life (girl or boy) since
elementary school. And that was just the yu-gi-oh, DBZ, and Sailor Moon
fans.
I like playing video games a lot! Right now I'm playing Dark Cloud 2, FFXII, and
Shining Force EXA! I've completed many games like the entire Xenosaga series, KH
series, Tales of Symphonia, Tales of the Abyss, Tales of Legendia, Lunar Eternal
Blue 2, FFVII, FFX-2, FFTactics, FFVII Dirge of Cerberus, etc.
....... pokemon....?
I'm
cruel... I know.... But my mother isn't exactly a wife either so yeppee! But
then again.... I don't like shows where there's the poor little kid that got
lied to for a long time and when he/she finds out the truth she kills herself or
something... 
That just makes me feel like I'm supposed to be that
worthless.... 
But you know... People find me... Like... not the type to really be
sad since I make it seem like I'm not really serious about things... But that's
good ^_^ Usually! But what if I acted happy around someone who likes sad?!?!
I'll be so useless TT^TT
You know... I don't like watching shows or animes where people have two wives... Cause it's always the second wife being evil and having cruel children... Well I guess it is right..
Ju-chan..... What type of people do you like? ^_^
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Childish...? No... Just extremely cute!
Unless if
I really have nothing else to do in my life...
I
care about what other people like... A lot.... I don't even remember who I
really am anymore... 
I
guess I'm just taking it out on him cause no one really loved me that much and
everyone I love seem to like someone else too so I try my best to be
perfect..... Nya! It's gonna be pretty hard to find someone that practically
lives for me O_O Like a pet or something.... So I won't marry... Unless if I'm
bored and I have nothing else to do....
I'm not going to marry...
I'm really not the type to pity myself.... Or say people deserve better... or say "don't cry" or "It's okay"
I'll usually just scold someone and tell them how pathetic they are.... Depends....
You must hate me then...
Me...? Umm.... people I like.... I like people who are going to be really nice to me... And like me the most forever and ever.... And see only me in their world.... And like only me.... And treat only me nicely... And hate everyone else and be good to only me... And never hurt me.... But they can be mean around anyone just be gentle around... Lets say the word! Me....
I know... I'm pretty selfish... :P If I ever marry... I pity my husband!
Cause I would want his life to really revolve around me!
Thank you! Glad you like it. ^^ Well, I also didn't expect to see it on the main page at first; so perhaps we share the same "dream comes true" thing.
thanks much!
Tzeyi? yeah.. Everyone at school calls me that ^_^
Weird shopping malls...? o_O I always go shopping... Escalators...?
I HAVE to use the escalators... o_O Why...?
.....I really do want to believe in god..... But they're lies.... Nothing anyone says is true.... Everything is fake... And trusting is foolish ^_^
I don't scream.... I barely get angry... I don't want to cry in front of people.... And my friends don't expect me to cry or scream or do other things people do ^_^ I'm happy happy happy and I'm weirdly funny :P
Hiding my feelings? ^_^ What do you mean?
I wouldn't dare look weak in front of everyone!
Bye....
Dark alleys..? o_O I always walk around dark alleys alone... makes me feel better....
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What's the difference if I'm sick...? I'm not going to show that I'm sick... Or else I'll be even more of a failure...
I'm
just a good liar... I wrote a new song... the english verse of fields of hope...
Once again I lied about what I said in the lyrics... Actually... I'm not even
sure if I lied.... Some people lose their sense to tell what's real and what's
not..... When they lie too much... So actually yes... You can lie to
yourself.... Maybe not god... But you can lie to yourself...
It's not a common name is any country... Oh and... I'm not from
China! 
I've only been to china once! I speak english better than
chinese! And I'm more australian that chinese... 
Know
nothing about china... But I know quite a lot about Australia... My name means
precious poem.. Think I told you that already... My surname means... something
like the wall that protects... Things.. Or something... 
I
guess my father thought I would be poetic when I grew up... 
Then yeah
I'm fine... But fear is a sign of failure....
Pushing myself too hard is good... If I don't I'll be even more of a mistake...
Talent in expressing words *cough cough* As if
Emotions are a sign of weakness.... Emotions are.. Imperfect.... Love is... Imperfect....
I'm not fit... At all... I suck at sports... And my bones still ache... I'm just so not going to look bad in front of people...
Tzeyi...?
I hate changing..... Changing only does bad.... Hate it...
Dangerous people don't really matter to me... They could kill me for all I care... As long as they're not ghost..
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I guess we don't..... You know... I'm incredibly good at giving advice when I want to... But I really have no right to do so.. When I never listen to my own advice :P
I don't like imperfection.....
I am chinese.... But I'm more english when it comes to knowledge...
Thanks for caring ^_^ But it's better this way...
hiya vatican92
thanks
thank you for the sweet comment and i also want to say thanks for faving my wall Perils of Life
i really appreciate it and im glad you like my wall
i hope you have a lovely day and take care -waves- ^^
Mean....? mean... I don't know..... If you were mean I probably wouldn't have bothered to like you but if you turned mean now I'd still like you
You're so adorable I just want to hug you! Kya! You're so
cute! 
But you are cute!
If I don't lie I won't be perfect.... If I act like myself everyone would hate me.... So I act differently in front of different people so I'm perfect to them.... And I'd be so useless if I weren't perfect!
Oh..
And I might not be coming online that much nowadays cause I'm rreealllyyy
busy.... I have like 8 projects to finish 
But
I'm not going to breakdown like you do.. 
I take
stress way more better than you :P
Do my parents love each other? Oh... Never knew they did ^_^ They were probably drunk or somethin...
The only reason my mother kept me was because she wanted to lie to me for as long as I lived ^_^ So did my father but of course! Since I lie so much I must be a total idiot to not notice when their lying... Anyway... They suck at lying..
You know! The good thing about lying is that if you lie your whole life is that when you lie (Well since I lie every second I don't exactly consider it lying) no one will notice a difference :P
I hate imperfect things... But Ju-chan always seems perfect! Nya! I wish you could come online everyday forever and ever! But that's just a childish dream.....
merged: 02-22-2008 ~ 11:41pm
JUUUU---CCHHHAANNN! I'm lonely TT^TT Uguu... I'm making a video
merged: 02-22-2008 ~ 11:56pm
JU-CHAN!
I was posting another post while you posted this :P
MY
REPUTATION IS OVER! Is it my fault I accidentally broke down in front of
people...? 
This is the first time you know! :P But never mind! If those stupid
boys think I'm not singing on stage they don't know me and they shall get
killed! I went a bit insane on one of them though.... 
At
least his head wasn't bleeding 
That's... uh... good.... Ju-chan! Remind me to never ever ever cry in front of
anyone again! (But sometimes I'm not even seriously crying... Just wanted
attention :P ) Ju-chan... I can cry to you can't I...? Or will you hate me if I
do that...? Anyway! There's nothing to cry about ^_^ My life is just perfect and
there's nothing bad about it and nothing bad ever happens to me so I have no
reason to cry and I should smile 24 hours! ^_^ (Except for when I'm sleeping...
You seriously can't expect me to smile while I'm sleeping.. 
If I
don't cry that's good enough :P )
But you are cute TT^TT
Ju-chan.... Am I really terrible to you...? Sorry..... I'll be better...
Stress is good! Uh... sorta.... It makes you want to die more...? And... That means.. You won't be scared of dying? o_O
Ne.... Why are you calling me Elizabeth...? Umm.... Dumb question... Just that no ones been calling me Elizabeth now a days... I shall set the rule that only you can call me elizabeth! BUAHAHHAHA! AND ANYONE ELSE WHO CALLS ME ELIZABETH SHALL DIE!
God... god... god...... Gosh... Why does everyone believe in that crap anyway...?
Oh... And yes I can trick myself.... A few times I've totally lost my mind and couldn't stop acting as the person I acted as.... I know it's not good to lie... Cause when you lie too much you totally lose your mind
Ju-chan is perfect.... Although you're pretty dumb and brainless you're still perfect to me ^_^ Ne... Ju-chan.... I hit my head on the wall yesterday... Couldn't see without my glasses on :P And I cried! In front 2 humans!
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every 10 minutes...
....Ju-chan...... I'm sick... I ran 40 laps around the field yesterday (The field is 400 meters by 400 meters....) Today I ran 1 kilometer and 200 meters.... And I swam 20 laps.... We have a crazy netball teacher and makes us do 100 pushups...
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Oh... And my video... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_KlVcoH6UbU It's really bad..
merged: 02-23-2008 ~ 12:17am
I'm
freezing here! 
There's like 6 air-conditioners surrounding me right now! My
father says it's good but it ain't! Doesn't he know I have a cold?! Ugguuu....
*sneeze* If I get sick I blame you! 
If
you were here you're supposed to give me hugs and kisses to make me feel better!
Actually... That's my mother's jub... BUT WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE?!?!
Ju-chan... Why don't you come online that much anymore....? Is it because it's really painful to talk to me...? yeah I know... I understand... I'm weird and torturous..... You know... Chinese people would call you Hyung-chan.... Cause if you were chinese and you had a brother he's you Ju something..... But it'll be just weird calling you Hyung-chan..
Mm yeah i used to write like HUGE paragraphs on mt like..7 word document pages of msging..and sometimes...that would all disappear..took me HOURS to write them everyday lol...then i started pasting it in word just incase the whole thing dissapeared on me --..
Yah i heard school rumble rara...mmm but i never watched it.
Yah stinge anime only had 9 panels! AND i didnt have the capacity to watch all of them anyway...coz i read them in manga so i knew the outcome..i cant recall anime ending..but i just know it was so diff from manga ending..it was almost dissappointing...but then agian..i might have missed the last chapter of the last manga coz...me reading japanese takes forever.
Samurai champloo..yeah wen i was watching it in bits and pieces off the TV i really didnt get the story lol.
Y are things bad...anything u can tell me? If not i understand...but if u wanna talk i will give u my opinion if it counts at all :P! Coz im a persimist a lot of the time..i get so down on myself easier then being WOOOH EVERYTHINGS COOL coz its just hard lol.
I wasn't being nice before I pitied you...
I was
being nice because you were nice to me... And also because you're such a cutie!
KYYYAA! YOU'RE SO CUTE!
And
now I've made Madeleine totally hate me! But if I make Madeleine happy then Ruby
will hate me! 
I wish I never got angry at Kane and Aiko..... But wishing is
just a dream... Can't change what's already been done... Oh well...
You mean my parents just FORCED god to let me exists... 
Nya...
You can tell me god wanted me to exists when my parent marry... let me guess
when they'll marry! 
I lied.. AGAIN... Today.... I can't help it! When you lie every single day of your life it just becomes a habit!
God loves me...?
Mever....
I never said evil was hereditory.
Saying people were born evil IS saying that it's hereditory and that would be wrong because evil only brings evil. So that wouldf mean that our maker was evil and he isn't.
There are other beings in this world and of course, we have our own free will and thoughts to think for ourselves. The best I can tell you is that everyone was innocent, but in this world, you can't remain innocent. We're living in a deceitful world. Do you know what that means?
It means that the world was good and then other beings took over and made a world of their own, covering the original world we were supposed to live in and what I really mean when I say that can be summed up in one word "lies". Everyone in this world has been lied to, they think it's true and they cling to it blinding themselves.
It's okay if you don't understand. :/
If humans aren't praise-worthy creatures than neither or the other creatures living on the planet. The human race as well as every other race is beautiful.Our maker doesn't make ugly things. It's "corruption" that transforms us. You never asked yourself why it is everyone is so different.
You need to stop blaming people for being people and see the big picture here. If everyone in this world is bad. If being the way we were made is sinful then every creature on the planet doensn't deserve to live. And I don't think our maker put us here to suffer and then just die. He put us here to live.
And many people, because they see that little pint of truth that the world is deceitful and ugly, they don't listen to the rest of the truth that the world we live in is an illusionary world made by others to deceive you merely to cover up the beautiful world we were meant to live in.
Everyone has their role in life to play, and they were given life for a reason, to spend your entire life hating yourself and others merely for being the way your maker made you is ridiculous and unneeded. I know for a fact because I used to be that way. I thought I was wretched and so was everyone else. I felt that if I was fasting, my body wanting to eat was Satan when the truth is it was my body telling me to eat. And because I fasted so much, I ended up with a serious case of anemia I could even die from.
While people are blaming Satan, wasn't it the one who made you put that hunger for food in you. All animals and creatures eat. Do you see any of the animals fasting every Sunday or Saturday? Why would you think that our maker thinks that our race are lower than the animals when he loves and provides for every single one of us.
It's following other people that leads us into these burdens as well as self-punishment.
But I won't go further than this. :0
I'm just saying, "Don't love this deceitful world (meaning video games, the media, government, all the things people have made) but love the natural, original world we were meant to live in. And that INCLUDES the natural creatures our maker made. Don't punish yourself and others with hatered and pity. It doesn't make you look cool and it won't make your life better, it'll be worse."
:0 oh well, if you seriously wanna stop then next message I send you, you have my word, I won't say anything about this anymore.
lol my page isn't that bright, it's sparkly.
i'm glad you like it though! <3
my brother hates Trinity Blood for some reason, I dunno why, but he refused to watch it. I tried to tell him the series was cool, but oh well. I guess it's his tastes. lol
How long have I been lying to you?
Umm.... Maybe a year... or more... Or right now 
Hehe.... 
Just don't like things about god... Makes me feel like I did something really
really really bad to god like existing 
It's nice
though ^_^
Trustworthy? Yeah I am... Maybe... But my lies are just small! tiny! Innocent! White lies!
I like the song but I have no idea what it's talking about... I know english...
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How long have I been lying to you?
Umm.... Maybe a year... or more... Or right now 
Hehe.... 
Just don't like things about god... Makes me feel like I did something really
really really bad to god like existing 
It's nice
though ^_^
Trustworthy? Yeah I am... Maybe... But my lies are just small! tiny! Innocent! White lies!
I like the song but I have no idea what it's talking about... I know english...
Well if the debating effects you that much then I don't mind ending it, though it wasn't much of a debate. At least not how I saw it but whever.
I guess due to circumstances you would think that humanity was never innocent, but that's plain old not true. You're religious right? Or is the name "vatican" there for another reason? If you believe someone made you and that the world has a right and a wrong, a stupid and a smart, a wise and a naive, you get my drift...
then you should also know that life is what shapes people into who they are.
I mean, then you really have to think, everything in this world is here for a purpose right? We have animals that eat dead things and wastes to clean the earth, we have plants and animals, air to breathe and such. And even right down to our bodies, we have everything we need.
If what you say is really true that no one was born innocent, then what does that say about the one who made us in the first place?
Where does that leave us if every single thing everyone does is wrong?
From bodily functions to thoughts.
Sure we think bad thoughts if we see something bad.
And sure we want revenge if someone hurts us terribly.
And sure, we sometimes over eat if we're sad or whatever.
But then there's self-control.
Everyone was born with it. So a bit of self-control can go along way. I mean if everyone murdered because they were mad the world would be crazier.
I think it all just depends that, there are some things we can;t help thinking or feeling due to circumstances and due to how our body was made.
And then there are some things we can keep ourselves from doing and we do them anyway to hurt others or to punish ourselves.
But I won't push this thing any further. The same way life shapes people, experiences, religions, etc. shape ideals. That's the way things are.
There is some things hidden in the world. Reasons hidden that cause a lot of bad things. But knowing can get you into trouble.
Yeah, dogs aren't low, no animal is because they were made for a reason, but I don't really call sniffing butts and sometimes even licking their own poop something "amazing" or even something to "praise" no less. But I guess they can't help it, it's how they were made so I don't look down on any animal.
And yes, crucified is very harsh. It's harsh to even think of it. Dogs are nothing to go crazy for. I'm sure a dog wouldn't think "You don't like humans? You should be crucified." If it can even think that far. :3
humans this humans that. There's something here you really don't understand here about this world. I'm not saying I'm some kind of mastermind, that's just ridiculous. But your view of the world would do better to expand a bit. You've got a good idea of what you're dealing with here. But you're too stuck on the "world is bad" "humans are bad". There is a world here that is bad. But you're mixing 2 together. There is the world that was made to aid us in our survival as well as the survival of other creatures. A world put there for everyone to find their own place to just live.
And then there's a world of deceit and lies that imprison and chain us to burdens we shouldn't have to carry. That force us to suffer over things we shouldn't have to suffer for. A world where no one can remain innocent. Where everyone is chained to something that misguides them. A place where people are driven like puppets with an invisible marrionnette causing them to do things they normally wouldn't like or wouldn't want or even think of doing.
It's okay if you don't understand.
And yes humans are bad. Not all of them. Because the one who made us wouldn't make us bad. It's hard to believe a good person would make bad things and a bad person make good things. But for the people that are bad in this world, is it really their fault? I mean, yeah it is sometimes. But have you ever pondered on what it is that drove them this far.
Have you ever found it weird how a person can commit a crime and cry afterwards when they're caught. I'm sure that person wasn't so stupid as to think he wouldn't get away with it. This is America. You could run to Mexico and they'd find you anyway eventually. One even went as far as Japan and got caught.
But then...
why'd they do it. What drove them then?
I would tell you but, I'm not sure I should.
Well I dunno if you could call it "citizenship" considering I am not a citizen of Haiti and if I went there without establishing citizenship I'd be thrown in jail.
But hey what;s in a place right? I was born in NY. Does that make me any less American than the people born directly in Jamestown. Screw citizenship.
But yeah, if you wanna say I have the bloodline, then yeah go ahead. But people keep misusing words.
"You were born here but your parents are from Russia?"
"Oh then you're Russian!"
The heck.. then what's an "American" I wonder...
Maybe I'm just looking too much into this. Bad habit of mine.. :/
BTW, like my page? :3
Watch the youTube video it's crazy funny. No, it's not a music video. O_o;
Just the msg i wrote didnt send coz it said "this page could not be found" =/!
LOL i havent heard of any of those series!
Mm i bought the last yakitate manga...i think it was 25...or 26...i skipped like..13 volumes coz well..i was close to finishing the anime...so i got manga instead and finisheed it...then i realised the manga ending was diff to the anime ening. I mean they made yakitate 25 into yakitate 9...they cut corners! But i cant watch through a long series...
Right now i am watching all of Samurai champloo in sequence..it used to be on TV in australia (english subs) but i skipped a lot..oooh the OSTs are so good!
Heyyy itll get better ^^ Ur still alive! Wen things are down they always come bak up..and wen things are up something ought to fall..which sucks..so i like having no turbulence wat so ever..
Ju-chan...... Is it considered 'lying' when you act all happy, weird, bubbly, strong, always does anything to help your friends, all nice and funny when you're actually not...? if it's considered lying... Wow I've lied my whole life! xD Mmm... Just wanted to ask ^_^
Thank you for the pretty card micey
Hope you had a wonderful V day as well
I did how about?....i want to know if it was good or not! don't lie to me now! lol^_^
oh... did you see the video...? Isn't Ami soooo cute?!?!
O_O I have too many things to do so I don't watch anime cause I have nothing better to do :P
Thanks for the card ^_^ I'm not good at making cards... I make better videos :P
When did I say you weren't very important to me?!
Idiot...? yeah I know that already.... I have like... split personalities... Sometimes I'm all perky and bubbly and sometimes I'm so cold and gloomy and when people start crying I'm all nice
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Silly? TT^TT ugguuu.... So mean... TT^TT
YOU'RE THE BEST! UGUU! Would you be happy if Ju-chan was Eli's brother? Kuu...
merged: 02-16-2008 ~ 09:54pm
Why do you like weird things...
I feel like being lazy... :P
^_^ You're so cute!
OOh?Whats happening over there?Sounds bad.
Man...I really took days to reply posts now....getting real busy and such..
haha...my fun times almost up,I might be gone in two weeks time.Haha who knows when I'll return.
Hopefully I don't have to go.
Naruto is a fine char to me.Pretty generic.
But I prefer ITACHI more than anyone else..hmm perhaps Kimimaru..
Organised?haha well at times when I'm really hype up to do something but as times goes by it all get messed up with changes.
I'm rather spontaneous when editing and re-writing.
Haha keep trying man.Being able to be spontaneous in writing means you're a good thinker with plenty of imagination.
Mass murder?I mass murder all the side/useless chars.Sometimes I add a char just to be sadistic and torture that char....
I thought those smoothies are already cheap and affordable.
Here*throws a discount coupon*
Take your picks.
I see.Thats fine.Although some might think otherwise and says"Get a life"
But whatever...those are idiots.What the hell do we need to be like all the rest of the crowd.
However I'm not a hikikomori or an otaku.
*Hides things(I forgot what it is)*
Woah another sciency words from ya....confusing...
haha I barely get to watch them now...baka baka work...
Kimchi taste like*bleep*?Really?
I stick with wasabi and all the hot stuffs*ahem*
Well you're sorta right if you live here anyway.They are scheming something...I can feel it.
bummer =/
eheheh... america has a weird education system *nods in agreement*
yeah... japan is awesome... hehe and i'm having fun with my simple sentences..X3
umm it just mean that u learn the same thing except that the classes r a little faster than others, and they give u more work... even though it sounds bad, it's pretty good..
meow! tuxy isn't lactose intolerant! all cats just poop more if u give them a lot of milk. a little is fine but A LOT would make then poop a lot...and sorry dear but mommy cannot clean that mess *shakes head*. nope. i refuse! so yeah... plus my cat is a wimp... he doesn't go for meat, instead he's a vegetarian O_o..
well actually it's not. It relates to real life situations, sure. But you forget that this all comes from the mind of one person. And in each character he/she reveals bit by bit of how he/she sees people and the world we live in. And everyone's views are different, so no, it's not hypothetical at all. A cartoon is a cartoon. And in cartoons, music, drama shows, etc. the director, the artist, whatever etc. expresses how they feel and what they think. But of course, everyone, again, has different views and the situations or sayings might remind them of something from their own experiences. So everyone could look and hear the same thing and think of it differently.
:0 If that wasn't true, so many directors in this world wouldn't be invited on the fox news channel to explain why they diss religious people in their shows or songs. Evangelion is a great example.
If you go to a christian or catholic site, most likely they'll say "Evangelion is not allowed." :0 They say that for a reason y'know..
So I can see where you're going with this, but it's not hypothetical, people just miss the point of what the artist is saying and come up with their own ideas from it. But in every show, you should pay attention because the artist is trying to tell you something.
I can prove that because in the last ep of just about every series, the main character has to make this really awkward "justice" speech. In Death Note especially. :0 And some shows don't even wait till the last episode..
You shouldn't say humans were never innocent. When a baby is born, that baby is born knowing nothing. But as soon as it enters the world it starts to learn. When the doc hits the baby to cause it to scream the baby learned many things.
1) pain
2) how to scream and cry
3) how to breathe
So that's how it is for everyone. Everyone was born learning. All people and all creatures learn. And depending on what you learn is how you basically turn out. If you were raised in a home where you're family were homos, are you going to say "Homosexuality is wrong it's supposed to be a woman and a man"? Heck no!
If you made friends with people who went to go look at strippers and they keep inviting you, are you going to stay the rest of your life being friends with them without being curious to go there at least once? HECK NO!
That's the way the world works, everyone was born innocent. It's the people who are here already that corrupt the minds of those who are young and naive. It isn't the planet that's corrupt. It's the world that these very people built. A world where you have to spend your entire life suffering for school and grades when you hardly use half the things you learn. A world where you have to go to work for the rest of your life without rest and worry about the future when you're gonna die anyway. A world where everything is owned by who has the most money which is just paper made from trees.
I'm not persecuting you for anything. It's natural for a man to be stimulated by a woman and their parts, I believe I said that already. What's wrong is how everyone in this world is a sex addict. For crying out loud even dogs who never stay with one partner don't go humping every which way possible. They don't go humping two women at the SAME time and have threesomes. When you act like this you are worse than a dog. And that's low considering how dogs are like.
Of course there are women who are exactly the same as the men these days. They can't "not see a man". If there's a man there it means "sex"! I mean come on! You're supposed to find a partner and when you get that partner, you stick with it. Then if you have sex then who cares, it's the natural thing to do. We wouldn't be born without it! But abusing it so much that you have to be an addict and you can't keep your eyes off porno for it. You should realize then and there you've got a problem!
Because guess what, when you're done looking at all that porn, when you get a girlfriend you're gonna try all those nasty things you saw on her.
Well whever, I can't force you to like cats!
I can see why you like dogs........
.....
j/k X3
But I give all creatures a chance! Even the um.. ones that are sorta hard to look at I mean they all have their purpose here on the planet! I can't dislike them for doin what they were born to do and lookin the way they're supposed to look like.
If we're talking about the same picture, most likely you've gone blind or you can't seem to comprehend it well! lol don't take it badly, maybe you're just.. uh.. tired?
People are pathetic but not everyone, at least not in the same degree hmm..
Well believe it or not I don't know what to expect of humanity. It's not impossible for someone to "not do" this or that and they do it so.. I guess that's basically what's in my head. Besides if that weren't true than no one deserves to go to jail hm? :/ I dunno. It's like I know, but it's hard to put into words you can understand of what I think humanity is. Most likely if I told you, you would think of me as one of the following
1) goth
2) emo
3) crazy
O_o What the heck did I do to give you the idea I was arabic?
^_^ Well, let's see, I was born in America nyan. My parents are from Haiti nyan. My grandma on my father's side is an Italian I think? :0 She has blonde hair and blue eyes. She moved to Haiti with her family to marry grandpa and now they're both dead let's just leave it at that. :3
HAPPY v-DAY
Before I start... I got Ami!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnINzUNq1j8&feature=user
That's the link to the results of the cast! Ami's a little cutie three year old
that likes singing! 
SO
CUTE!
Anyway... I'm going to try to do a fandub for Full moon wo sagashite...
too
many to name :P
Why do you watch so much anime...?
I want to do Air but.... Eee..... Hard....
You're so cute!
There's lots of inconveniences about being a girl!
I'm so tired......
Hehe... julie.... I'll call you Julie from now on then!
Writing? yeah I guess.... Tiiiirrreeedd..... Reply your message later 'kay?
merged: 02-14-2008 ~ 07:04pm
Oh.... I'll reply sentence by sentence... You asked if I would do anything for people to like me right...? yes I would... Now time to go! Bye bye!
merged: 02-14-2008 ~ 09:24pm
Oh yeah... Happy valentines...
I'm not good at making cards :P Only know how to make videos
Not everything is hypothetical nyan! <3
Cartoons can't be hypothetical because they're not real (I think many people forget that over time) so basically, whatever you don't see in the official anime, in the official comic book, or in the official video game never did and never will happen unless the artist gives you pointers to assure you at the end "Okay, these 2 are gonna end up together". If not then just drop it.
nya-nyan! is this really how corrupt and ugly the world has become. If you're not gay then you're a pervert. Or you're straight but you will eventually become a perv because of all the h manga and anime and media on tv?
why...
why............
so what ae the girls supposed to do? If we get married we have no choice but to marry a perv who will probably keep looking at h manga and anime even if he has you. heck he'll probably try everything he saw in it on you. -__- oh cruel fate...
cats have feelings too! even if they don't understand our language, they can tell whn someone likes or hates them or when someone's sad! Like my cats can!
I remember one tme I was crying and my cat was staring at me and then he was meowing with those big eyes and he was rubbing his head on my arm and sat on my lap until I was okay!
(makes me cry everytime i think about it T^T)
they can love y'know!
however, i doubt bugs can love, is there even a heart in all that white mush of guts?
i don't get it. what pic are you talking about? there's only 4 people in it. me, you, zel, and haven :0
what ish this! you think chess is more fun than video games?!
have you gone MAD!
well i guess everyone's into their own thing, for some reason, among male teens, it';s hard to find gamers or tv watchers. so what the heck are they doing, having sex? :0
i can't believe the mess this world's fallen into. why does everyone hav to be an idiot?! getting STD's or getting girls pregnant is "fun"? :0
if you can't control yourself or find anything better to do, play video games, watch tv! Those kind of people shouldn't think they're better because they don't do those things but spend time havin sex instead :0 or lookin at porn...
No, none of this refers to you vati. I'm just sayin because I've met so many teenage boys like this that it's ridiculous. :0
my name does sound arabic... oooh.. creepy :0
i'm not arabic if you wrere gonna ask
Sigh mt screwed me over this morninig when i tried to reply to u :/!
What anime do u watch now? During my course of mt i think i watched quite a bit...I really started to like...lovely complex, nana, gintama, naruto shippuden...ouran...yeah...and i remember u watched yakitate japan and trinity blood..
man i did get into uni! Whaaaa...i didnt think it was gonna be possible really..but im grateful all the same..hope ur better then ok =D U seem like such a smart cookie!
But I wanna get hurt TT^TT Ugguuu.... Oh! Today! I cut my hand on accident.... Tehe.... Didn't mean to
School is there to prepare you for the future, you're not supposed to like it! :P
Vectoring huh?! It looks like fun! When you make one, make sure you show it to me! bwah, I hate learning spanish! -.-; *evil flashbacks of tests*
Kratos is a character (one of the main ones) in Tales of Symphonia for the Gamecube. He's cooool. But he's an adult who was married and had a son and his wife died and now he plans on living alone foreverrr. But the game has multi-ending so that might change. I have to play it again a second time. -.-;
What the- are you okay, vati? I'm sure that if you looked on the page you would see that Haven and zelemental's names are near yours. I hope you didn't think they were girls all this time! O_o
I'm the only girl in the pic, nyan.
Dark colors are good for your eyes to a certain extent. If everything I look at is dark on the computer screen my eyes will hate me. And if I constantly keep looking at something that's bright my eyes will also hate me. And since all my layouts have been mostly black and dark, I wanna try something new. :3
Besides just about everyone's layouts are black these days and I wanna stick out. So I might make it gold or red. :3
Or grey...
ooooohhh chess! My brother is so good at chess it's scary! I can't beat him and neither can my mom and my mom beats us at like every game!
It's not a custom, nyan! Nyaaan!
No you can;t diss cats! You had better not! Or you will hurt the feelings of cats everywhere including my babies!
Everyone says I'm odd that's not new!
lmao, there's pervert and then there's the natural order of liking girls and their parts! If you're a pervert that means you look at porn and hentai! And when you see a girl outside your attention goes straight to their chests and stuff like that! My brother isn't like that and I didn't think you were that kind of person to act in such a way! There are millions of hetero sexual males who aren't perverts! Those are the really shy and cute ones! Who spend most of their time playing video games and watching tv rather than interacting with people. :3
Or the ones who have intelligent hobbies! Like Ichigo and Uryuu from BLEACH! Oh no wait *flashback of Orihime removing her clothes* nevermind, Uryuu is a half-pervert I guess, but Ichigo is decent at least! And I've met people like him before! It all depends on your personality, who you hang out with often, and how you were raised! Ichigo was attached to his mama and he's the older brother of 2 girls! So of course he was raised in a manner to protect women rather than be a pervert.
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I know what you mean, it's hard to find other female gamers and anime/manga fans. To be honest I never met another femme gamer like myself in real life. And I haven't met another anime/manga fan in real life (girl or boy) since elementary school. And that was just the yu-gi-oh, DBZ, and Sailor Moon fans.
I like playing video games a lot! Right now I'm playing Dark Cloud 2, FFXII, and Shining Force EXA! I've completed many games like the entire Xenosaga series, KH series, Tales of Symphonia, Tales of the Abyss, Tales of Legendia, Lunar Eternal Blue 2, FFVII, FFX-2, FFTactics, FFVII Dirge of Cerberus, etc.
me likes me anime rpg/adv! <3