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I'd commit suicide on my 30th birthday I don't wanna be an old auntie! I like my youth! KYA!
Wiser...? No.... I was wiser when I was younger... Than I became selfish... And wise again... nya... Mood swings... I hate you today... I like you tomorrow... Nnn....
What if I'm not as cute as you expected...?
Slideshow? Nnn... I can make one for oniichan if he wants ^_^

No don't think about getting old.The more you think the more scared you become.Hmm my youth elixir is finished...so I don't have anymore at the moment.
If possible I want to remain young forever with all those who I loved..
Haha maybe create an Eternal Family.
Selfish nah.Eli-chan is just being a kid ne so thats okay.Eli-chan is wise at times you just don't realised it.
Mood swings?haha
I don't care if you're not cute in actual.Eli-chan to me is cute as a person.
Haha okay.But I don't think I need a slideshow.I like my page.
Thanks for the offer,you're being nice

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Stressed?!?! WHO SAID I WAS STRESSED?!?! NOT AT ALL! Gosh! I wasted so much time today! Bleh! Oh yeah! I think I'm gonna do an english version of an anime on Youtube if I'm bored... Kya! What anime should I do?! Jigoku shoujo? Air? D.N.Angel? (Ugh... bad experience with D.N.Angel... Oh! And speaking of DNAngel! I got the role of Towa! ....I guess you didn't hear my towa... Good! Bad! I don't know! Don't really care! Gotta be fast again!) Maybe I should do a fandub of Black cat? Nnn... Dunno...
Dumb... I don't know... Gullible... I don't know... heart breaker... yes you are...
INTERESTING?!?! INTERESTING?!?! WHAT?!?! YOU DON'T KNOW ME THEN! BUAHHAHAHHAHAHA! If I ever met you I'd probably say a lot of things without thinking... When I was about 4... I thought babies came from flowers.... And abot 5... I wanted to live for eternity... About 6... I thought boys were fairies in disguise... About 7... I thought peanuts were aliens.... At about 8... I thought chickens could fly... At about 9... I thought you went to papaya land when you died.... About 10... I thought mangoes and birds were the ancestors of monkeys... About 11 (younger 11) I thought you were a 100 year old grandpa that disguised as a 15 year old... And at 11(older 11 turning to 12... now...) I think it's a good thing to suffer... Kya.... Still do... tehe... But seriously... Why did I think boys were faries in disguise?! o_O
Why do you worry...? I cut my leg and hit my head and fell and tripped and got my finger burnt and cut my hand with a knife when I was cooking and a needle pierced my ears cause I wasn't paying attention to what I was poking... Kya! New record! Tehe!
Swearing hurts other people...? No it doesn't... It only hurts sissies...
I'm not gonna kick you... If I ever met you.... I'd be too busy making you my slave and forcing you to let me hold onto your hand and forcing you to read to me and forcing you to let me hug and forcing you to tell me how great I am and forcing you to make me happy! Hmpf! And the list goes on! :P
I don't care if it damages my ears... I'm already part deaf... What difference would it make...?
Sob sob...? You're acting like my mother... Tsk.... I really wanna be a teenager soon! And finally! I WON'T HAVE TO FREAK OUT IN FRONT OF THE TEENS! Kya! Wait... I don't freak out... I do my best to torture them! Buahahahahah! Ooo! You know! Last year when I was in year 5! I was really scared around the year sic people when we went to camp together! But no more! This time! When we go to camp (year 5 and 6 go to camp together) I'll be the senior to them! BAUAHHAHHAHA! And now that I'm in year six... What's so scary about the year six people o_O The year fives love me! And the year fours love me! Wait! Everyone younger than me hugs me all the time! BAUAHHAHAHHAHA! ....Everyone says I'll make a good teacher in a childcare center or a housewife... but oh... They've made a mistake... A huge mistake! A TEACHER?!?! GOSH! I was born in this world to be famous! NOT A TEACHER! AND A HOUSEWIFE?!?! If I ever marry(Which I would rather die that marry since all the boys are so worthless) My husband must be insane to keep me in the house! WHO THE HELL DOES HE THINK HE IS?!?! I'm the boss of everyone! Not a single time have I not been the leader or boss! CRAZY! What makes him think he can keep me as his housewife! WHAT MAKES HIM THINK I SHOULD EVEN BE HIS WIFE?!?! He doesn't even have the right to look at me! HE DOESN"T EVEN HAVE THE RIGHT TO STAND WHEN I'M STANDING! I rule him! The house! The country! THE WORLD! BUAHAHAHHAHHAHA! But since I get to have cute adorable children I'll make it an exception!
AS IF! IN YOUR DREAMS! (No... Not you.... I'm talking to my future husband that wouldn't dare exists...) Cute little humans like kids don't even deserve a father! (Okay... Maybe I'm saying this cause my father barely comes 'home' ) If I want kids! I WOULDN'T MARRY! Just have cute cute kiddies! BUT YOU MUST BE DREAMING IF YOU THINK I'M GOING TO MARRY YOU! (Again... Not you as in Ju-chan... You as in the other you... )
Bodyguard? BODYGUARD?!?! Who would even dare come close to me?!?! (I need a bodyguard to protect me from myself but don't need one to protect me from others... because....) WHO WOULD DARE COME CLOSE TO ME?!?! They must be insane to try to kidnap, touch, look, think... OR EVEN JUST KNOW ME! HOW DARE THEY RUIN MY REPUTATION?!?!
Is the name Ruby authentic...? Did you know I was originally supposed to be named Sapphire...? Yeah... Weird name... But that's my birthstone
Priceless...? Reminds me of a line for DNAngel...
Thanks for the card ^_^ better than mine..

merged: 02-09-2008 ~ 08:45pm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_8VVwpWdHDQ It's not my singing... But I made the video... It turned out pretty weird...
What I said on the comments on the video...
"It seemed like I was talking more about myself than the RP... But at least the names were the same! Dira, raito, tami, Amaya, Emijah, Hajime and... Oh my! I forgot Yuki! I'm so sorry dira-chan! .... I forgot Tsu... ' I'm so sorry Tsu.... I'm such an idiot.... And I'm talking more like myself than Tsukihime! It's supposed to be Tsukihime telling the story! Kya! With all the "Nothing will heal" and the bla bla crap! Nya! I'm acting more like me than Tsukihime! Such an idiot! Oh... And the song is A Little Pain"
It's an RP in Minitokyo but if you look... I'll hate you for 5 years if you read the role play...
But you can see the video ^_^ I used the name Hajime cause you said you liked it... I used Tsukihime cause you said you liked it... but I don't really hate the name like I said in my video! That's the only part a lied! :P Well... Sorta only part...

Umm okay.... but make sure you dont Elizabeth
Oh you are? I think you should try out for Misuzu
I dont think I heard your serious voice though.....
Or like Azumaria from Chrno Crusade or Shana from Shakugan no Shana
I dont know but I think you'll do well watever character you choose
Towa? Congratulations Elizabeth
I dont think I heard it....
Heart breaker? That's like the worst TT^TT
So I make people sad?
TT^TT
You are interesting Elizabeth
Very exciting to be with
Not to mention unique
I like people who are unique and think their own way and do their own thing instead of following other people.....
Not all the time but usually
I didnt care where babies came from until like the 4th grade
And I thought girls were just weird with their long hairs and stuff when I was young =_='
I thought chickens could fly too.......
What? Did I really look like a 100 year old granpa in my picture?

And I thought you were a teenager because..... I dont really know.....
I used to think you were one until even a bit while ago
but I guess you're acting too immature these days to be a teenager

Well Elizabeth
I wouldnt worry but you're making me worry by getting hurt
Maybe it's not intentional but I really am worried that you might seriously hurt yourself one day

Well then I must be a sissy then

Wow..... that must be like the luckiest slave Elizabeth

If you care about me as well you'd take care of yourself
And if you hurt your ears, you wont be able to balance well and throw up like my dad used to
And it's going to be hard to become a singer when you cant even hear yourself sing
I mean you're already an awesome singer but dont you want to hear what you sound like?

Aah..... The trial every child faces.....
I hated turning into a teenager when I was 12..... and I hate being a teenager now
Only
4 more years......... that sounds like an eternity
Then I'll become a 20 year old granpa =_=
How lovely
I already feel old enough

Yes the sense of superiority overwhelms all people but we must not abuse that authority

I think you'd make a great teacher Elizabeth
I wanted to be a teacher once as well
I want to build an orphanage as well......
So many things I want to do
But most of them are going to be impossible for me

Yes your husband must be insane (if you ever get married) to keep you in the house doing all the work
He should be the one doing the housework for you

Umm okay..... your imaginary husband must be a very humble person

Well that's what I meant......
Protect you from hurting yourself.....

It's just that I never heard that name before
Sapphire? That would've been cool
But I never heard Tze yi before either so I think that's authentic as well

Your card was lovely as well Elizabeth
I'm really glad you liked it

That was a very nice video Elizabeth
I think you have talent in poetry as well

Umm I dont even know what RP you're talking about
But it'd be fun to see how you are in the RPs
5 whole years? TT^TT

Thank you Elizabeth.... but I think you should use the names you like
Because well...... umm....... you'd feel more comfortable with that wouldnt you?

Quote by 95ElizabethOniichan will protect me...? Uguu.... Okay ^_^
I don't want oniichan to die so fast TT^TT Doesn't oniichan wanna see me when I'm grown up? TT^TT Ugguuu~
Stupid clowns... Their supposed to make kids happy but they're all so freaky!
Nothing is easy... Everything is bothersome... But you're not going to just give up and say "I don't want to do this anymore" ne? ^_^ If you died.... Then everything you've done in your life would be wasted ne? ^_^ Okasan said she hated me before but I didn't just go cry over it... ne? hai... I cry a lot.... But not REALLY REALLY crying... I cry for the sake of crying and cause people think it's cute... Kya! I cheated! Hehe.... Demo... I never cry much... And I get bullied a lot and it's not like I can hit them back... Big tall people.... Hehe.... I'm so short.....
Oniichan shouldn't say he wants to die.... What about your girlfriend! You're going to leave her alone for the rest of her life...? Or is she dying with you...? if she is... That's just really stupid.... Might as well not live then.... Woah... o_O What's gotten into me....? I guess vatican was right... I changed a lot... I hate changing... I hate changing for the best.. And I hate changing for the worse... I don't wanna change! But I try not to say ridiculous things... Gosh! I don't even know what I'm saying no! o_O Baka Eli-chan...
Kawaii-chan? Ne.... I'm not that cute.... I'm really bothersome.... Kya! Gomenasai! ^_^
Oh... And I tripped again today... Twisted my ankle and wrist... Kinda hurts.... Nya! Can't be helped!
Extra careful? Hai... TT^TT Oniichan..... Oniichan's angry at me! Oniichan hates me now! Oniichan doesn't want me anymore! Oniichan wants me dead now! Oniichan doesn't need me anymore! Oniichan's bored of me! Oniichan thinks I'm bothersome! Gomenasai oniichan~

Yup I'll protect Eli-chan...
Nah I won't die easily or stupidly.So don't worry Eli-chan,I'll be around.So I can see you grow up?...hmm I'll be old by then..
haha..I was scared of them too but I braved myself to see them and they're plain....stupid...
I never give up Eli-chan.Nothing is easy but life goes on ne.Waah Eli-chan sounds really smart...sugoi sugoi.Eli-chan has grown up now huh?Becoming wiser too..
Arigatou Eli-chan.....
I'm not angry.I don't hate you.I want you to be my imoto...I don't want you dead...I need you now..
I'm not bored of you.You're not bothersome..
Afterall..me,you and neechan are a family ne.
Oh and nice slideshow Eli-chan.Subarashi ne.....I love all the pics...

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Too... Emotional.... Eeek! Need to be fast again! Before I start...
Today I ran like a lot... Cause I walked down and saw my mom at school, she was helping with painting for the assembly so I asked her if she was hungry, she said yes so I ran down to the canteen to buy some food, ran up to give it to her, ran down, ran to the 2nd building, ran up to the auditorium and ran to the music room to practice singing with Miss Jenny... And another time... I ran up to change after sports, then ran down to my locker to get my sketch book but forgot my key so I ran over to Natalie who was holding my sports bag with my key in it, decided not to get my book so ran down to the canteen and decided to run up to get my book then I ran down again and ran up again cause the bell rang... Kya... Surprisingly my bones don't ache! But I could barely breathe... And I ran a lot more than that.... I learnt what life is about! The older you get the more running! :P And I twisted my leg and hand cause I fell... And I burnt my fingers.... And I hit my leg on the table... Kya...
My fringe is wwwaayyyy longer than yours! Kya! I haven't cut my fringe in two years! Kya! XDXD
Guide dog? o_O Scary TT^TT
I changed a bit? I'M JUST MORE INSANE THAN USUAL! HAHAHHAHAHA! You know.... There's this new guy that Ruby likes that keeps on staring at me o_O Cute but Ruby's getting the wrong impression Cause when I asked him how was his day, he smiled and said fine but when ruby asked he just went "Tsk... yeah whatever... What's it to you...?" Uh... yeah... o_O I can't believe I'm betraying Ruby like this but... Thank you my social skills! Wait... I already said that.... But I have to say! I do have quite a lot of friends!
valentines is Febuary 14 Nya... I'm just going to make a card for you if that's okay :P Or maybe I'll sing and play on the piano for you.... But I suck so no... And anyway! I'm singing Aozora for your birthday :P That is.... if I live that long :P
Don't listen to my songs! I suck! I'm singing Platinum and Akashi no Kuruma soon... But not alone :P
I'm not THAT different in real life... I'm just way more freaky... And I talk really fast sometimes... And I told this to the new guy Victor when I saw him "Do I know you? No... Don't answer that... Your new name is George and you owe me 60 bucks for being overly short and for making me look bad!" yeah... I'm rrreealllyyy weird in real life... And the first sentence I'm probably going to say if I meet you is "Do I know you? yes I do! Don't answer that! Sit! Stay! Bow! Bark! AND WHEN I SAY BOW I MEET KNEEL! BOOWW! A 90 DEGREE BOW! KYA KYA KYA KYA! Oh... And yo owe me sixty bucks for being taller than me and for being a boy.... Go jump into a lake! No wait... Change my mind.... Kill me and your life is spared! Eh.... Joking.... I'll kill you then I'll kill myself!" then I'd go all innocent like "Oh my... I hope you didn't work to hard to come and see me... I am terribly sorry for existing... Would you like some tea?" Then I'd go all cold like "Low life.... If you die... You can pay me and I'll laugh at your funeral..." yes... I have really incredible mood swings o_O I sound all happy and weird and suddenly I'm dull, cold and apathetic... KYAKYAKYAKYA!
I don't look similar to everyone else o_O You can tell my the crazy look on my face :P I'm the one that talks and screams and blabbers too much and I'm crazy... Insane... mad.... Mentally challenged... And the day I don't mess around with jokes or stuff is the day I die... No seriously... When I'm sad I'm even more crazily happy than usual :P
No one hurts my feelings... Everyone in school takes me as the person the weirdly funny one :P

Elizabeth... how about relaxing a bit?
Well I know what you mean since I've been kinda like that as well but you shouldnt stress yourself out too much

Are you okay Elizabeth?
I guess I'll have to buy a lot of bandage when I meet you as well
You really need a bodyguard or something Elizabeth
You make me worry so much

Well I dont know really
If youve really changed or not.....
but you have from what I've seen
Ruby? What an..... authentic name

Okay I'll make one for you as well
That'd be lovely Elizabeth
Id love to hear you sing or play the piano
Wow.... my birthday is still like 5 months away TT^TT
Stop saying nonsense Elizabeth
Of course you'll live longer than that

Why not? I love your songs
You mean Akatsuki no Kuruma?
That's one of my favorite songs as well

Eli-chan sounds very excited
You really are priceless Elizabeth

I know you are different from everybody Elizabeth
I wish I knew you in real life
You sound so..... well..... hmm......
I dont know but..... I wish I did

merged: 02-08-2008 ~ 11:33pm

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You're busy? Good! :P I won't feel that bad about rushing through everything! I got hurt a lot but no time to tell you about it!
I don't hate my half brother... I don't like him... Neutral...
I don't like any boy except you! I like you! ^_^ Though you're way too dumb and gullible and you have so many people important to you... Baka....
Girls aren't mean! Well... At least not everyone... I'm like the crudest girl in class... I pick on the first unfortunate boy that reaches my eyes.... Today today! I stomped to the guy Ruby likes and climbed on his desk and poked his head and he probably freaked out cause he was like staring.... And I asking him like a bunch of questions really really fast and I pulled his collar when he wasn't answering and he was just like trembling and asked why he should answer than I screamed at him for being overly useless and he freaked out and fell off his chair... Kya... Thank you my talents of irritation... BUAHAHAHAHAHA!
I made 8 guys stare at me and tremble and some of them nearly cried and some said some perverted things and I pointed a needle at their necks and they kinda... Past out... Tsk.. useless useless....
Lying? Umm... I did lie.... About being happy sometimes or acting all pitiful.... Kya! But I have my reasons! When I act happy is cause I don't want you to worry and when I act all innocent and sad I wan't you to worry... AND I ALWAYS GET WHAT A WANT BOY! BUAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! And I almost rearranged someone's face today.... He deserved it.... Perverted... stupid... fake questions... tsk... HOW OLD DOES HE THINK I AM?!?! STUPID LOW LIFE! BAUAHHAHHAHAHA! But I made him regret... BUAHAHAHHAHAA! Boys should learn never... ever.... eeevvveeerrr.... Ask me.... To even be their friend! They don't even have the right to say hi to me! And how dare that stupid 13 year old idiotic (the temptation to swear but... I'll pass.... This is what I get for spending too much time with Aiko... Kya... ) He dare even ask me that! STUPID! He'll have the right to ask me that when I'm 18... Or 20... OR WHENEVER I SAY SO! (Kya.... I knew I shouldn't have been around people who talk about boys too much (Tsk.... Oliver practically has his own fanclub... ) and the people I hang out with swear... A lot... Kya! Before I transfered to this school I never even said hell! BUAHAHHAHAHA! BUT NOT ANYMORE! I used to say underworld but who the heck cares anyway! Uh.... I think I need a mental hospital.... getting madder by the second... Tsk.... Whatever....
Usually I'd kick you to hell by now for saying you like me but yeah... I'll pass.... I don't mind you saying it anyway.... BUT ANYONE ELSE WHO DARES SAY IT WILL FIND THEMSELVES IN THE DEEP DEEP DEEP DEEP DEEP DEEP DEEP WORLD OF HELL! BUAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHA! (Wine tastes terrible... Whisky tastes odd... Beer tastes like olives... I haven't been listening to the (once again... I wanna swear but... I'll pass....) stupid classic music..... I knew I shouldn't have sat with Katherine on the plane! She swears like... Every... single... minute... And I'm forced to listen a bunch of heavy metal songs on her iPhone.... I think I'm brainwashed... o_O I knew year 6 was bad for me! Next year I'm a teenager..... Kya! Maybe I get more and more crazy as I get older! BUAHAHHAHHAAHHAHA! But seriously.... I've been playing drums..... Listening to heavy metal... Holding back the temptation to swear... I haven't been practicing cello, singing classics, harp, wearing dresses and stuff like for.... Forever... o_O But seriously.... Now dresses with teddy bear prints just seems stupid.... I dumped everything in my closet today... o_O Replaced it with boots... Metal... (Do not ask me why..... It was a dare.... Kane said I had to dress up like a goth goth for a year or I'll get a strong guy that's rude and doesn't listen to what I say for a boyfriend... Not like I want one.... Just don't want anyone to be better than me...) and I replaced my clothes with like.... Just.... goth goth stuff... o_O Kya... I feel weird.... tsk... Who cares...

merged: 02-06-2008 ~ 11:09pm
Juu---ccchhhaaann..... TT^TT Kuu..... I'm sleepy... Kuu.... Tired... Kuu..... Chinese new year.... Tomorrow.... or today... Anyway.....

I know... It doesn't look happy...
I say "Kya" when I'm in don't-care-about-classics mood... And I say "kuu" when I'm in I'm-so-uselessly-timid mood... Just wanted to say... I'm tired TT^TT Ugguuu... Oh... And I say "uguu" when I whine...

You dont have to feel sorry even if I wasnt busy Elizabeth
I see so you dont hate him either
That's good

Am I really that gulible and dumb and all that? TT^TT
I think I got a 3rd degree burn in my heart TT^TT
But thank you Elizabeth

You're the crudest? Then everyone else must be nicer than angels or something
You really are an interesting person Elizabeth

Elizabeth
I already worry about you everyday
Even if you really are happy and all that

I'm glad you arent following your friends
Swearing is quite exhilarating but it's not really something we should do because it might hurt other people

Really?
I like you a lot Elizabeth
Like like like
I hope you wont kick me to anywhere

Dont listen to loud music Elizabeth
It'll hurt your ears
Wow.... you're alread almost a teenager
You grew up so fast Elizabeth *sob sob*

Goth?.......... umm....... I see.......

Thank you for the lovely card Elizabeth
I really liked it since it was from you
I made one for you too
I kinda rushed so it doesnt look that great
Elizabeth... how about relaxing a bit?
Well I know what you mean since I've been kinda like that as well but you shouldnt stress yourself out too much

Are you okay Elizabeth?
I guess I'll have to buy a lot of bandage when I meet you as well
You really need a bodyguard or something Elizabeth
You make me worry so much

Well I dont know really
If youve really changed or not.....
but you have from what I've seen
Ruby? What an..... authentic name

Okay I'll make one for you as well
That'd be lovely Elizabeth
Id love to hear you sing or play the piano
Wow.... my birthday is still like 5 months away TT^TT
Stop saying nonsense Elizabeth
Of course you'll live longer than that

Why not? I love your songs
You mean Akatsuki no Kuruma?
That's one of my favorite songs as well

Eli-chan sounds very excited
You really are priceless Elizabeth

I know you are different from everybody Elizabeth
I wish I knew you in real life
You sound so..... well..... hmm......

You really are expressive Elizabeth

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Gomenasai... Might not make sense cause I'm rrreeeallllyy busy! Sorry! Need to be fast!
I don't get lost easily
Drifting? Kuu... Why?
You'd be like..... 20 something..... Is that old? o_O I'd kill myself when I become 30 Gosh! I'll be so old!
I'll go to the circus if the clowns won't kill me TT^TT
Sugoi.... oniichan has his own band I can't find anyone that can play anything... useless low life.... But I can play, harp, cello, piano, drums, erhu(chinese instrument), flute and yeah... But I'm not good I think I'll just stick to singing
Oniichan likes strawberry? Strawberries are sour TT^TT Kuuu....
Oniichan doesn't hate me! Yay!
Kya... I don't wanna be human Crying is so... pathetic.... Why do I cry so much anyway...?
I'm not cute TT^TT
I fell on my face today... Kuu... TT^TT It hurts.... Kuu.... Never mind.... I fall down a lot...
Man? What man? Kya? What did he do? Try to hit you? o_O That's not uncommon right?
I'm not nice... I make kids cry... Uh... Not really... they kinda like me... I make teenagers not want to have a child like me I guess o_O
Paku means nail?! I've been saying nail for 9 years?!?!?!

Haha okay no biggie Eli-chan.Just reply whenever you can,I don't mind waiting.
I'm kinda busy myself with the current festivites and stuffs so yeah,I'm not logging in often.
I get lost because I don't bother to read maps.Ohoho,what do you say about this...you guide me and in return I'll protect you?
Yup I'll be 20++...or maybe I'll be dead by then.Oya oya my life doesn't worth anything anymore.Hmm..maybe I'll go kill myself...
The clowns wont kill you.I won't let that happen not a chance.
Having a band isn't easy Eli-chan.Its hard work.And bothersome...ughh..I hate bothersome things.
Strawberries are not sour aru.Some are sweet ne.I like mango too.They're nice and soft.
Sometimes I hate being human because of changes....but I'm not afraid of changes...its just bothersome...boring.
Haha Eli-chan why do you cry so much?
Eli-chan wa kodomo da nyaa....KAWAIIIIII!
Oya oya you fell again ne.Hmm you're right you do fall down alot,well since it can't be help then you have to be extra careful.Ganbatte ne kawaii-chan..
That man is my gramps....we have a loooong history.Its a love hate relationship...very complicated.He does hit me alot when I was a kid..that because I slack off during his lessons..haha..
I see..hmm Eli-chan is Eli-chan.Nothing that others say will matter.
Haha hai.Paku is nail..that's what they might say in Malaysia..I guess..well here too.
Paku could also means something else ne but in your case its cute.
.............
Ne Eli-chan...I recently my battle spirit is at its insane level...its been a few years since I last felt that way...
I'm afraid I can't control it.People might get hurt again.
I won't be able to be me if that really were to happen...
hmm maybe I'll find someone to finish me off before I go into RIOT.....
Kowai..

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I'll answer one by one Sorry! But I'm really busy! After school I had to practice singing for the chinese new year assembly and I had to paint some things for my teacher! And I went straight to piano... then vocals.... And I came back... And ate like.... So fast... Really really fast I nearly chocked... And I'm all wet because I did something stupid.... Brain wasn't working..... kya.... I have straight hair now too... Straightened my hair... permanently... And I cut my hair shoulder length... Now all my hair is the same length and like the ends are all cut straight... Kya! And I cut my leg today.... tripped on the steps... hit my head on the wall... fall flat on my face because I was chasing Aiko for saying something stupid but I forgot I was wearing a really long long long dress (Kya, chinese traditional dress) I didn't hurt myself THAT much today... oh... And I slipped and fell....
Ju-chan isn't selfish... kya.... I'm gonna blabber a bit since I really need to do some research about global warming and somethings... Kya... No time to say what...
Good you won't hate me.... *huggles* Kya... I'm blabbering...
Stupid Ju-chan...... Don't even know what's valentines.... Girls give boys yeah... That's the japanese... Then after valentines it's whit day where the boys give girls gifts... Though I don't really care... I give my mother stuff on valentines... But in the english valentines... Just... Give... gifts... I guess.... Whatever.... Gotta rush...
You wouldn't wanna sing since I sing too much.... I'm sorta like the funny one in class... I don't know why but I made a song about perfume o_O Nya.... Not bad for just taking like 50 seconds.... Rush rush!
Delicate? yeah I guess... Like porcelain... I cry really easily... And when someone scolds me or is mean I just run to someone else and be all nice and cry.... Thank you my social skills... kya... I have a bunch of friends... kya.... Weird.... Kya.... Why am I saying kya? Whatever... Rush...
You're so nice... *huggles* Kya.... Thank you my charm....
I don't look weird! I was just joking! I look perfectly normal! Like... A girl... kya... Weird... Cause I looked like a boy when I was younger... I'm starting to look more girly o_O Kya.... Thank you my looks...
And no it's not a disease.... I caused it myself.... I can't breathe when I have emotional problems.... And when I was little and slipped and fell and hit my head.... Back... i don't know... Too hard and I couldn't breathe... For like... 30 seconds... Nearly fainted.... Dunno... Didn't tell anyone.... Just didn't care... Didn't tell the doctor, parents whatever I couldn't breathe sometimes... Don't care.... I could die for all I care... Thank you my tendency not to care about death....
Kya... Do I have to be healthy...? Who cares... I always looked healthy... usually wear long sleeves to cover up the scars I got by.... Don't like lying... I cut myself when I have nothing else to do... kya...
I'm not saying nonsense...? Am I....? You want me to die right...? kya... Don't answer... I'll answer for you... yes you want me to die....
I'll stay alive till I meet you though... I'll TRY I guess..... Kya.... I hurt two fingers... kya.... Just to tell you before hand.... When I hurt my fingers you're supposed to kiss it and make it all better... kya :P
That's not a choice... You HAVE to or I'll cry and hate you and commit suicide... Kya.... joking...

Elizabeth.......... I just hate everything so much right now
Of course I dont hate you but...... I feel that Im going to burst or burn into ash......
Im just so...... frustrated right now......
You seem very busy Elizabeth..... maybe you shouldnt stress yourself out too much
Elizabeth............. Elizabeth.........
Your name......... is quite long indeed..........
But it makes me feel........ I dont know
I feel peaceful when I write your name.......
Was your hair curly before?
I need a haircut as well
Poking my eyes.......

Elizabeth........ you need a bodyguard or something
Or at least a guide dog or something
Are you okay right now?

Thank you Elizabeth......
Global warming..... people already accepted it and is coping with it
Stupid little humans........

*huggles back*
Elizabeth you changed a bit these days

I see...... so when exactly is Valentine's day?
Will you be my valentine then?
I would make you a chocolate as well but I cant even cook ramen without blowing up something

I want to hear you sing
I listen to your songs if I have time on youtube (except for the Daisuke ones )
I would want to listen to your jokes as well
I wonder how different you are in real life.......

I see....... I think that's good thing rather than taking out on yourself like I do...

I didnt mean that you would look weird or anything
I just meant that I would still like you even if you did look weird
Kids look similar wen they're young....

That....... I think I heard of it before......
I shouldnt do anything to hurt your feelings anymore then
Although.... sometimesI do without really noticing it....
But hope you'll understand Elizabeth since you are an understanding person
You shouldnt care about death but you should cherish your life Elizabeth

You're so mean Elizabeth...... I never wanted you to die...... or even get hurt.....
Ummm okay..... if you say so.....
Although it wont make your fingers better
See you soon Elizabeth.....

merged: 02-05-2008 ~ 10:15pm
Sorry Elizabeth
I dont have time to respond today but just dropped by to say hi
I'll respond tomorrow
Love you

Usually things work after a while no matter how it takes, well most of the time they do

Quote: Too sleepy to answer everything guu.... Byuun sounds like a bad word...? Oh.... Then.... Nyu....?
I really don't care about my brother... Like seriously... I don't....
I don't really respect anyone... All my half siblings could die for all I care... Like seriously.... I just... Don't respect anyone.... I'm not really sympathetic...
Child magnet... Yeah probably.... I'm different in front of everyone... But usually I'm really happy and all that.... And I joke a lot... I'm just more mean and all that around boys around my age or older than me... And I'm known as the weird one.... They don't really think I'm rreeeaalllyyy depressed..... Since I just joke around about being depressed most of the time... I actually have a lot of friends and I know almost everyone in school... I'm either sweet and happy or mean and odd... I barely show my true side..... Actually... I lie and act so much I forgot my true side o_O
About the hugging you 48 hours thing... I'm just kidding.... I'd just cling on to you a lot... But not always... But you HAVE to read to me cause I'm lazy and I get sleepy when I see soooooo mmaannyyy wwoorrrddiiiesss..... O_O

Well not exactly..... but it does sound closely related to one of Korean cuss words
You dont?..... well........
At least you dont hate him right?
I think you are an understanding person Elizabeth
You might not think so yourself but you are
You make jokes? I would like to hear one some day
You dont like boys?
Well I can relate....... but girls are mean and though these days as well
Yeah sometimes it's hard to know the true me....
I hope you werent lying or insincere to me
I'm sure you werent though
But even if I'm never sure about myself I can tell that I really do like you Elizabeth
Because it's something..... beyond my instincts or my psychologic state
But.... I get sleepy when I read books as well
I like reading but I get sleepy.... that's the weird thing

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When did I start wearing glasses? 6 or 7 I guess....
God...? Don't believe it.... Seriously I don't.. Love isn't that sweet you know... I won't except anything that ends happily.... I really don't except anything pure... Anything perfectly good like god... Like water.... No matter how clear it is there's dust, sand or something.... I won't believe anything clear... It has to end in blood and tears and pain and suffering for me to believe it... I don't trust easily...
I said anything BUT a black teddy.... But I was the ribbon! But before the teddy you have to buy me a black or red or white or gray ribbon! :P Don't ask why :P
I wear high-heels cause... Dunno... Just got used to it... I don't feel right wearing low shoes.... Makes me feel.... feel... Low... i guess.... I like boots the best though.... I don't really wear high-heels much... Usually just platforms....
I write lyrics when I'm bored... But I suck... I just blab whatever pops into my mind... But usually it's a japanese song I wrote into english based on translations...

I see..... my father has terrible eyesight and my mother has good ones
So I was born in the middle I guess
But my eyesights are quite good
You might not understand yet Elizabeth..... but you will someday
Why humanity seeks for the truth.... why people always wonder the meaning of life
It wasnt just because our ancestors were created from a pool of energy and evolved into human form.....
Then we still wouldnt have a reason to live.....
Anyways..... even when we tell people we dont know God.... or even when we curse God....... He's still a loving God Elizabeth......
None of us are pure Elizabeth...... but God is
That's why we dont deserve to have a relationship with God
How can somebody totally pure even care about impure creatures like humans?
But God gave us a way to be friends with him......
Have a mutual relationship with him.....
You'll understand someday Elizabeth....... someday......

I think a black teddy bear would look cool
Umm okay.... I already know why Elizabeth
Because those are your favorite colors

.......... Elizabeth..........
You should know that high heels arent good for you
It distorts your skeletal posture
High heels only boost you until you take them off
And if you keep wearing them, you might not grow
I.... just dont want anything that's harmful to you.....

I'm sure that your lyrics are good Elizabeth
Just have confidence in what you do and you'll be fine

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School was okay I guess..... Scarier teachers.... I miss my old teacher already TT^TT
Is your life really bad....? I never seem to be able to be sad about anything except being sad about.... Well... I don't really show it when I'm sad and it never lasts long.... I scream for like 2 seconds and I'm all happy after that...
It's okay.... I really do hope you feel better ^_^ Have a nice day now! I'm always online a lot even when I'm sad cause well... I don't know... I guess I'm not the type that likes breaking down so easily... I'm not in Ian's class anymore... And I can't believe I'm saying this but.... I actually... Miss him o_O It's so quiet without someone to annoy you o_O I guess when you get used to competing with someone everyday and having someone smile at you everyday when you come to class and having Ian insult you and telling you your faults everyday and bossing you around it's just so... quiet without him... o_O
I was one of the few people who was moved out of the 5g.... My old class... I'm in W now.... Most of my classmates are in 6g.... They wanted to balance out the classes since most of the 4 smartest people were in the G classes.... Was I considered stupid or something...? Emma and Ian are in G.... Madeleine and I are in W... Madeleine's the smartest girl but she thinks I'm smarter and she's... Not much of a competition...

I thought that too
THe teachers seemed scarier when I entered middle school
I do too..... I miss the teachers but the new teachers are nice too..... although some of them are scary
I am feeling a bit better Elizabeth thank you
But I still am a bit stressed
So much external pressure....
I might not be able to make to a college in Korea according to what my teacher told me.....
My grades are fine but since I didnt go to 1st grade and I only had 1 semester of second grade......
I do feel a bit worried but I believe God will set my path straight
And I can go to Malaysia or Singapore for college
It's not like Korea is the only option
My parents want me to go to Korea but I dont really want to anyway
And Japanese colleges are hard to enter since I dont speak Japanese and the prices there are too high

Eli-chan...... I wish I had a little brother or a sister right now
Well actually I did for a while...... even an older sibling.....
I feel uncomfortable talking to my parents....... well actually.... talking to my little siblings (if I had any) about these things would only make them nervous

I know what you mean Elizabeth
You dont know how important something is until you lose it

I think you were too smart to be in that class Elizabeth
You are smart Elizabeth...... really really smart

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Ju-chan.... Sorry... I'm not really caring am I....? Our personalities are like so different.... You're so sensitive and I just say whatever is in my mind all the time... Not to mention I'm so not understanding... Sorry... You know... Sometimes I just wish I could live my life all over again.... And stop myself from insulting you so much I know apologizing wouldn't help much.... Well.... Wouldn't make everything better anyway.... I haven't been hanging out now... cause Aiko and Kane's been around Deina and I get jealous like... rrreealllyyy easily.... I pointed a knife right at my ex bestfriend's neck once for telling me a lot about this other girl..... I'm way more sensitive than you and I take it way more harder on myself than you do and it takes me a year to apologize.... You know... I had to get a new locker cause I broke my old one.... punched it too hard and it... yeah... I get angry and sad easily but I usually put on my happy face after a few seconds I have lots of backup mask :P Sorry.... I should like seriously talking about myself so much... I'm sorry.... I should be like... seriously more caring.... *huggles* Night night... Gotta sleep for school now...

Why do you say that Elizabeth?
I should be the one apologizing.......
I'm sorry as well Elizabeth.......
I..... just cant focus on life
And even when you're so important to me.... I'm just stuck with my life......
Yeah we are quite different.... I cannot deny it
Am I really that sensitive?
Well... maybe I am..... I'm not too sure about what I'm like
You are understanding Elizabeth
i can tell that youve sacrificed a lot for me and worried about me......
And I'm really thankful for that Elizabeth.... I'm really grateful
You know Elizabeth..... I thought that as well

I wanted to live my life over again....
And maybe meet you in a different way in a different situation
Of course I would want to meet you however many time I live my life over
You've never insulted me Elizabeth..... I insulted you a lot...... and was maybe overly protective....

My locker's a bit broken as well
It's hard to open but I can live with it for few more months
Wow you must have a strong punch Elizabeth

You know Elizabeth..... I feel all tingly and happy whenever I talk to you....
I wish I could feel this way all the time....
But I guess this is the special feeling that I get when I think about you

I want to hear more about you Elizabeth....
You can talk the whole day about who you are and I dont think I'll get bored
You're always an interesting person Elizabeth
Thank you Elizabeth..... you really are a kind and a beautiful person

Quote by 95ElizabethJu-chan... You don't have to drop by to say hi if you don't want to... Sorry... Again.... I was being selfish because I was lonely and I was only thinking of myself when I asked you to come online just to say hi... I know it's really hard for you(anyone) to even have anything to do with me... I'm hateful... yeah I know... Sorry I was born.... I'll die really soon so don't worry.... And I know you hate me... You don't have to say it... But if you do you can be the lucky 59th person to say you hate me.... 5 and 9 are my favourite numbers... But not much anymore.... I liked 9 and 5 cause it was like september 5th but now when I see 9 and 5, I just feel sorry for all the people I met Sorry! :P Valentines is coming soon! Not that I really care that much... My mother forgets about Valentines and my father thinks it's stupid.... You don't have to force yourself to give me anything anymore.... Really, it's okay ^_^ My mother told me to never to sing again... So did a few other people.... And I bet you don't want me to sing either but sorry to disappoint you! But I really have to sing as much as I can now! Cause you know I'm part deaf and part blind and I have problems with my throat which effects my ability to breathe! Wow! I guess my mother's really lucky to have such a weak child! ^_^ That means I'll get out of everyones life earlier and set them free of my torture! Tehehe! :P Don't worry ^_^ I'll be out of your way really soon okay? ^_^ Though if you don't mind I don't feel like killing myself right now! Sorry! But don't worry! With my health I really won't last long! Nya! So better to treasure every second of my life right? Since I'd probably die around July or something I guess or if you're lucky I might die earlier! ^_^ But I really don't know.... Depends how serious my lack of ability to breathe is :P But I'd also die because of accidents too! Since my ear has problems and sometimes I can't hear anything for a while and I get ear infections a lot so that also makes my eyes like go... All funny and stuff and I get dizzy and sick and I lose my balance and I faint sometimes! And sometimes I can't breathe! I guess it's asthma... But I'm not going to get any treatment or whatever Not like anyone wants me to live anyway No point in staying alive when everyone practically hates you I'll do my best to die early and get out of your way okay? ^_^ I'll my clumsier than usual and I'll try to get hit by a truck! Oooo! Or maybe a train! Oh oh! I know! I'll see if I can fall from somewhere high! Nya! I can't hear right now! Bye bye now! My vision is starting to blur

Sorry Elizabeth......
I just cant cope with the new changes and the pressure.....
You werent being selfish Elizabeth..... I'm the one who's selfish....
I feel terrible leaving you to be lonely.....
I wont be any number because I will never hate you or even dislike you

Valentines day..... Im not sure how it works but I read it in a manga that it's an occasion where a girl gives a chocolate to a guy.... or was it the other way around?
I would give you my all if I could Elizabeth....
Valentines day was never an important occasion for me since i never really celebrated it

Why would I not want you to sing?
You are already an awesome person without your singing but I want you to sing
I want to hear your voice........
And if it makes you happy Im not going to say no
I cant give you all the happiness in the world to you even if I want to so I hope that you do what makes you the happiest

Elizabeth really is delicate........
Your mother is really lucky to have a wonderful person like you as her daughter
Nobody is born perfect whether physcially or mentally
But I love you no matter what
Even if you do have some weird disease or you look weird
That doesnt matter Elizabeth
And if you say that you are going to die again I'll really be angry at you
I would never want you to die....... and you shouldnt even consider that I would think that way
If you even thought the slightest bit that I wanted you gone, you are a cruel person Elizabeth.....
And you're not...... and you arent going to die

I'll go visit you someday and you better be healthy by then Elizabeth
I havent bought you your teddy bear Elizabeth..... nor did I read you any books........
And I have to tell you many many things......
So stop saying nonsense Elizabeth!

Quote by 95Elizabeth
You drive....? Stupid question... Of course you do... Eeekk.... You probably won't be able to meet me until I'm 20 or something :P My mother doesn't let me go out to anywhere else other than school... I've never even been to the circus... Not that I want to... that much.... freaky clowns.... But Elichan likes cotton candy! ^_^ KUUU!
Yeah pink is girly.... I hate hate hate hate hate hate pink! I can sing opera...... I'm grade 5 in vocals TT^TT Nya..... I'm only grade 4 in vocals! But getting to grade 4 when I just learnt vocals for 2 years... Not bad... Cause I skipped grade one.... And I skipped grade 3... My teacher said I didn't need to take the tests... I'm taking my grade 5 vocal test this year...
Oniichan likes singing? I like singing too ^_^
I don't like eating food... All food tastes bad... And eating makes me hungry TT^TT Me no like eating.... I only like mango ice cream... Mango smoothie.... Mango milk shake... Mango juice... mango everything! I hate vegemite... And olives... Olives taste bad! TT^TT Uguuu...
No! I'm not saying niichan is crazy! Kuu! I didn't mean it that way TT^TT Niichan hates me now! TT^TT Oniiicchhhaann hhattteesss meee! TT^TT kuu...!
No... I won't get angry if niichan pulls my cheeks... I won't get angry if anyone pulls my cheeks.... It doesn't hurt that much..... I fell on my head again... TT^TT Kuuu....! I cry... A lot.... But usually I only cry for a few seconds and I'm really cold after that then I'm really bubbly and I go mad.... That's usually what happens after I cry.... Though it doesn't lasts long...
You could kill me for being 11... And for having the name Elizabeth... And for being short... And for being chinese... And for talking to you... And for being alive... And for getting As... And for having dark brown hair... And for having short hair... And for wearing black too much... And the list goes on... Yeah... You could kill me for those reasons... I guess...
Komaka-senpai? Oh... Komaka-senpai can be oneechan! ^_^

No I don't drive Eli-chan.I'm already bad at direction when travelling on foot,if I had a car that would be bad.Heh,I had a bike once and its totaled never got it repaired.
The only time I would drive though is when I want to do drifting..
20?Wow..gosh that would mean I old already,probably be dead by then if my life was to continue as it is.
Yup I know you like cotton candy and hate clowns but someday you'll definitely go to a circus.
I don't exactly like singing but its something I can do quite okay and since I've a band then I've to do my best at it.
Haha all mango for you then my dear Eli-chan.I want everything to be strawberry because its nice.I don't eat alot and sometimes I don't eat at all.I don't really get hungry since I'm used to it.Ojisama trained me so.
Oya oya I don't hate you Eli-chan.Hmm maybe I'm a little sucidal after all that I've been through.Its hard to live on but I always try my best to look forward to a better day whenever it will come...
Don't cry now okay.You make me feel sad if you cry but sometimes crying is good to.It makes us humans.
Nyaaa....I can pull Eli-chan's cheeks.Eli-chan is sooo Kawaii!
Oh you fell again aru?Hmm...just be careful next time okay.Pooor Eli-chan always falling and nobody is there to comfort you.
Those happens after you cry ne?Haha that's okay too.
I don't care about those.If I hate you for those that would be silly and stupid.I've no reason to hate anybody..oh wait I do....that Man...I hate that man...he'll pay.
Komaka-chan is your neechan now.So be nice aru because she's nice too.
btw paku paku ka?Hmm if I'm right paku means nail....and its also a name of a char that I forgot where it came from...

I'm sorry for not asking your condition.
But I think, everytime you post in FF, you use usual tone and writing style.
For that reason, I presume that you're just fine.

BTW, thanks for the pic, and hopefully you're always fine and healthy, li'l sis!
FF is nothing without you, O my Queen! ^^

Oooh what's up? why ya feeling dull?

Quote by 95Elizabeth

Course I know chinese! I AM CHINESE! Though my chinese isn't good since I study in an international school... :P That speaks english... Yes I'm from Malaysia... Why? Kuu?
Pink is stupid.... opera is weird... Guitar is Aiko's thing..... Drums... II LOOOOVVEEE DRRUUMMMIIIEESSS! KUUU!
In the old days? o_O I thought the older you are the crazier you get o_O
Did I mention my needles were made of iron...? And I can only do it when I'm in a bad mood.... Usually when I'm angry or sad it only lasts for a while
I don't like traveling if I can't look at history and read everything it says before we leave the musuem or art gallery or whatever
GOD NO! I would never let anyone even dare touch my hair if they're gonna cut my hair bob! I would rather die! There's no fringe or whatever to my hair... All my hair is the same length... Now it's straight, still covers half my face, slightly above my shoulders and the tips of my hair and all straight :P I'm thinking of letting it go long again and might make my hair all wavy like it used to be... I don't really go for short hair I'm not tomboyish... Sorta not.... I like to keep my hair long.... I hate pants and a barely wear shorts.... I don't like unfashionable things :P I don't like plain T-Shirts.... Don't like long skirts much since well... Just... don't.... Long skirts look funny on me And I wear stockings a lot.... And I hate any colours other than red, black, white and gray... I hate colourful.... Colourful is... freaky... o_O I take forever to comb my hair.... I scream and get irritated easily and I hit, punch, kill(not humans) or basically hurt anything in my way when I'm angry.... But anger doesn't lasts long for me.... I usually just get angry for like.... Seconds....
Kowaii...? o_O You could kill me if I was angry.... I don't think it's much of a big deal to oniichan is it...? I don't mind dying or feeling pain or whatever.... But I don't like people forcing me to do things That just really makes me mad.... I hurt myself yes... But when someone else wants to hurt me it's not like I would... I die when I want to.... Don't like it when people tell me what to do.... Or do things without my permission.... When I was little I remember I used to grab my cousin's hair and knock her onto the wall when my cousins wouldn't obey me.... :P Cruel... But don't do that now... I hate getting in trouble with the teachers.... I have a reputation to keep... The teachers think I'm sweet and nice and a goody two shoes....
vatican hates singapore... He told me.... :P

Oh you are Chinese.That explains it.Yup,nowadays English is commonly used so alot of natives languages from our region are lesser used.Haha seems like I'm a drive away from my lil imoto.
Then again I don't travel.
Pink is just to girly ne and opera is for rich people who likes to listened to loud voices while they dressee fancily.
I used to play the guitar but not any longer.I'm messing around with drums but now I'm more to singing.
So are you saying I'm crazy aru?
Hmm..Eli-chan really can't get mad for long.Good so that means I can pull your cheeks and you won't get angry?
Yeah when you travel,you must look at the history if not its a waste of time but at least eating the foods there meant something.
Wow,you really loved your hair.Haha everybody loves their hair.
Colourful is weird.but rainbows are nice and pretty.
Kill you?I've no reason to kill you.It is a big deal,you're my dear imoto.I can't kill you.No matter what I won't lift a finger on you.
Eli-chan sounds a like me.I die when I want to,but sometimes I thought that the faster I die the better.
He hates singapore ka?Hmm...that his choice.I'm not mad because at times I hate it here too.
ne Eli-chan,somebody else wants to get to know you.It would be nice if you want to know her.To know who that person is you have to look at the pic that I gave you last time.

Hey hey!

Long time to speaky speaky hope you're doing well ^_^

Spam my guest book or somethingy when you are free xD

Quote by 95Elizabeth
1 whole year..? Meanie....
If I follow my parents I won't marry... I'm not following my parents because I SAID I was going to marry.... My parents didn't "marry".... My father was already married... Geez....
Of course I won't be mean to children... I LOVE THEM! SOOOOO CCCUUUTTTEEE! My little cousin came to my house when I was in australia and when she found out I wasn't there, my aunt said she got all grumpy and scolded her father and even ignored my grandma! And this little boy fell asleep on my lap! Nya! And this little girl fell asleep on my shoulder! KAWAAIII! KYUUU!
I don't care about my brother... I just care about myself and you and a bit of hajime oniichan and.... Yeah.... that's all... OOoo! AND ALL THE ADORABLE LITTLE HUMANS! NYA!
Okay? Yeah... I'm okay... I don't know how I got the thorn in my leg.... o_O Don't remember... I just woke up and my leg hurt and I saw the thorn and I pulled it out... UGUU! PPPPAAAIIINNN! Not anymore.... Since the pain of my bleeding finger is even more painful... Don't remember how I got it though...
JUuuuuu---cchhhaannnn! TT^TT Kuuu.... I fell on my face today! Kuu! ((I decided to talk like how I usually talk in real life... Yes yes! I always talk with kuu, ugguu, paku, nya, kyuu, guu, na no, tiki tiki, byuun and nii! I didn't type it since I thought you'd find me weird but who cares! I AM WEIRD! ))
I don't like fairytales that much... Cause I find it too pure but why do I still read it? Kyuu.... TT^TT If I was talking to you in real life now I would be hugging you for 48 hours! :P Huggy huggy huggy!

Well it's that serious
You wont marry just anybody
You'll marry somebody who you will love and who will love you
You should respect your parents but it doesnt mean that you need to follow everything they do Elizabeth........
Aaah....... I'm sorry Elizabeth.........
I couldnt come online......
And I'm just so........ stressed...... I'm about to blow up and an inch away from an emotional breakdown.....

I wont be mean to children either
You must be a children magnet Elizabeth

Really? Because I think you do care about your brother...
Even if it's just a little bit
I care for your brother
I mean..... not really care but I respect your brother

..........
okay..... so you're hurting yourself unconsciously?

Umm okay....
But.... byuun sounds like a bad word..... in korean that is.....

I dont mind Elizabeth
I just want to know you better

You dont like fairytales?
Why is that? You are pure Elizabeth
And you are sweet
Aww..... thank you Elizabeth
I am honored
But how would I sleep or go to the bathroom or read my books or run around with you hugging me 48 hours?

Quote: What if I had 100 eyes, green skin, hair the size of the world, 100 hands, 100 legs, 100 heads, 200 necks! :P And a long beard that reached Mars!
You said glasses were scary... And glasses are not fun! It keeps on falling off my head, it gets tangled with my hair, I have to take my glasses off when I'm laying down, once the glass cracked because I didn't see my glasses(BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE GLASSES! ) and it broke and my leg was bleeding and it hurts! TT^TT And the list goes on!
I feel stupid talking to "god" when obviously there's no one...
The first teddy bear you buy me has to be anything but black and has to have a ribbon around it! :P
I'm scared of real chickens... I got chased and bitten by a chicken when I was little (littler) Kuu! Uguu uguu! PPAAIIINNN!
My father was never in the army....
I don't know how to be as you humans call it "careful"
I wore high heels since I was 4... Something wrong? I wore high heel knee high boots when I was 7...
Pretty voice... Yeah sure.... I believe you...
My voice will never be better than the singer I showed you... Tell me that in a million years.... I'm recording the english version for that sometime....
I wrote the english version for Lost Butterfly and Konoyo no Uta when I had nothing else to do....
The kids look cute? yeah... sad... I'm going to sing the english for Beautiful Wish and Return to the sea when I'm bored... :P
I'm singing a three people singing thing.... Luchia's gonna do the mixing... I'm writing the lyric, script whatever you call it... And noelle she's... I don't know...

Umm.... it's not that I cant imagine it..... but it's just that..... it doesnt matter to me
Well if you were all that, I would be able to see you on tv everyday
Glasses arent scary...... well..... they are scary..... but I like them too
They...... look cool sometimes
Yeah glasses are quite inconvenient sometimes.... it's better to not wear them......
When did you start wearing them Elizabeth?

Aaah...... Elizabeth......
You must not be hearing God's whispers calling for you
You must not be seeing his footprints on the shore
He is there Elizabeth...... God is there
It's because we deny him that he doesnt exist within us
Of course.... I dont expect you to understand yet Elizabeth
But one day..... I'll make sure you feel his unfathomable love towards you
Enough love for you that he died for you Elizabeth.......
Well actually it was his son but Jesus is God......

I must really thank you Elizabeth
Because of you my faith and love towards God has grown as well
Because I pray for you everyday even if I forget to pray about anything else......
Because I'm really desperately praying everyday for you......

Hmm.... never heard of a black teddy bear with ribbons
I'll be sure to buy one for you if I find one

Hahahaha so you're still little Elizabeth?
Oh I see..... the army isnt a really nice place to be at

Well we little humans call careful by not inflicting pain upon ourselves little miss Elizabeth

Since 4?
That's just wrong
No no no Elizabeth
High heels not good for you!
Dont they hurt?
It ruins your skeletal posture around your ankles
Not good Elizabeth!
Why do you have to wear high heels Elizabeth?

Yes very very beautiful awesome best voice in the world
Ethereal and just soothing awesome awesome voice

You're wrong Elizabeth
I think your singing is already better than hers
Not because it's your voice....
Well.... a little bit biased but I still like your voice a lot
It depends on the person Elizabeth...... you cannot just say grapefruit is better than mango because some people will say that mango is better tha grapefruit
Id love to hear all your songs if you allow me

Wow you did?
You really are talented......
Eli-chama is one of the smartest people I know

Oh I see..... I wonder what you call that.....
Duet is the 2 person thing.......

merged: 01-27-2008 ~ 07:23pm
I'm a year six person tomorrow! NYA! SCHOOL'S TOMORROW! Is year six scary? TT^TT

How was school Elizabeth?
Well umm...... I'm not sure about the Australian system but I'm sure that you'll be fine Elizabeth

Oh Elizabeth..... and I have one more thing to say
I....... wont be coming online as often as I used to
Just...... well..... I have to change my lifestyle if I dont want to have a meltdown........
I'm really sorry......... Really.........
I'll try to be online as often as possible though
And I still love you the most TT^TT
Please be careful Elizabeth...... take care of yourself!
I probably wont be online tomorrow but I'll try to be on Friday
*hugs and more hugs* TT^TT

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.... Oooonniiiicchhhaannn.... TT^TT You know... the teenager I told you about... For one of the school assemblies... TT^TT I HAVE to sing with him... An opera song.... Cause I'm the only one that knows chinese and can reach that pitch... Cruel... And I have to wear this dumb pink dress! I HATTTEEE PPPIIINNNKKK! But vatican likes pink... Pink scary kuuu.... TT^TT
I killed a chicken... Technically... I stepped on a live chicken and killed it because I was in a bad mood... At least I didn't kill a human... I guess...
Break glass...? The only time I break glass is when I'm clumsy and all that or when I'm a bad mood and my parents have to buy me a new room cause I destroyed mine.... I can't break glassy with a kick though TT^TT Kuu... I can break it with needles though.... And iron fans... I bought an iron fan from china... And I know how to use needles cause I sew too much I guess.... I'm so useless... Training kuu? The only thing I "train" that is considered... kicking I guess... Is when I'm in a bad mood and I start picking on little children without noticing.... TT^TT THE PPPOOORRR KIIIDDIIIEESSS! KUUUU!
You know... Why do I always write with "...." Kuu... I DID IT AGAIN! Why do I keep on doing it...? AHHH! AGGGAAIIINNN!
For... got....? I started year six this year! And my mother got my hair permed(straitened) and she cut my hair short and straight cause she said it makes me look more dollyish.... But I don't like it kuu.... Short hair is.. Is... is.... Not in my dictionary.... I've had long hair for most of my life! And straight is... is.... Not in my dictionary again.... I always had wavy or curly hair! The only thing that's the same is that my hair covers half my face(right side)
I never seem to be sad much... And even if I am it lasts a few minutes.... I don't know how to me irritates for a long time! And I don't know how to be mean! (unless I'm going mad) And I can't say no!

There there Eli-chan.Don't cry*hugs and pats head*.Just relax okay.Just ignore him.He's nothing more than a measly paesants that is trying to steal your limelight.You know chinese?Wow...didn't know that.oh wait,You're from Malaysia?
Pink..that doesn't suit you.Its must be black,black suits you and any other unholy colours .And what in the big black world is the colour pink doing in
Opera.Baka baka sensei.
Haha stepped on a chicken.It must have been unlucky to be in your way at that time.Kill a human ka?I almost kill many at some point of time..well that was the old days...but that killer instinct stills lingers in my blood.
Break glass with needles ka...haha that's great.Nobody can do that yet.Only Eli-chan can.Yay!
Eli-chan travels alot ne?Hmm...I never travelled before but this year I might...if nothing bad happens.I can sew too but only a little and I'm bad at it.
Haha..I see that.Maybe you wrote in unconciously..like I do....like this...most of the time..
Ooh?Don't tell me she cut those bob haircut for you or something like that which is quite popular nowadays.Well I used to have my fringe covers my left side of the face until I cut it and make like yuki's then cut it again....
You can't be mean?Yup I noticed that.Only when you're mad then you'll be mean .Kowaii...

Quote by 95ElizabethWhat's with the IA?; and all that? Never mind.... I write translations when I'm bored... Though they're not good... Anyway... I just write it again in my own words but is basically the same thing... cause the japanese translators don't make sense sometimes...
Why won't you date him again?

I know I thought the IA crud was odd.

I won't because I don't date anymore, no date, no sexual stuff. Bad bad.
Besides, I think we're not on talking terms once again.
Who knows, I don't care much.
But me and Chantz are still tight as can be ^_^

Liz-chan, that girl in your UP background (yeah, the one with blackie uniform), from what anime does she come from?

Oh, and do you mind sending me her full picture? My friend likes her so much!

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Kid..? he's 18... But I guess you're 19 so... yeah.... Kid...
Once my classmates thought I killed someone because I was holding a knife with blood((chicken blood... ))
I have a kitchen in my room... the kitchen walls are glass.... The chicken door is glass....
I had 8 needles... And it wasn't... that... hard... And I just nearly hit her once or twice...
I try not to be stressed...
Why can't oniichan tell me everything? TT^TT Me no like thinking! Kuu!
I can notice a devil the size of an ant 100 meters away... I only think about bad things and I see things really clearly... bad things really clearly anyway..

Haha.He's a teenager alright but a baka baka one.
Oh?Really.You probably scared that poor soul badly.You killed a chicken then I presumed..
I see.Must be a nice house ne.Mine's all walls and stuffs....can't have glass walls.I would break then especially when I'm training,might accidentally shatter a glass panel with a kick.
One or twice?Hmm that's a pretty good start.
Tell you..okay...but I forgot..heh..gomen haha.
Well Eli-chan my little imoto.We all see different things,but those doesn't really matter what matters is how you view them.

Quote: I don't really mind... My parents just expect a little more than a lot from me... My father said I was going to be a singer, actress, voice actress or a person in business or something even before I was born.. He said he wanted me to record in the recording studio on my twelfth or thirteenth birthday...
I never said marriage was a picnic but seriously... I really don't care who I marry... I mean... My mother didn't even marry... My family has really weird marriages... My half eldest brother wants to marry a girl older than him and that girl's pretty... Well... Seductive... Whatever.. The girl was like saying how adorable I was and when I walked away I heard her mumbling something like "Sadly you're too little and useless to take any of your father's money" If my brother wasn't there I would have killed her... Not that I need any of my father's money...
You're going to like someone more than me sooner or later...

No it's not your fault... I'm just a grumpy person..
Careful? Uh yeah... Sure...I got a thorn in my leg today... Dunno how I got it... Guess I must have got a thron stuck without noticing... I mean, I can't even notice when I faint well... Maybe that's cause I fainted...
It doesn't relieve me from my pain when I hurt you... You make me sound like a bad person...

You're so hard to please Never mind... I'm used to it...
You love me now and you'll hate me tomorrow... That's what I tell everyone that tries to be nice to me... I get depressed over everything... At the same time I'm really bubbly... In real life... Sometimes... Depends...

Darkness and light? That reminds me... You know, my friend Natalie... She's really good at lyric writing and she always says we should make a group called Angelz but I just ignore her.... One cause I'm a demon... Two cause I hate Angels but she added a z instead of an s because my name sounds like a z and everyone calls me that... Three because I just feel like it :P
So are you gonna hate my voice when I become a teenager?
Oh... When I said Daisuke... Yeah... And did you hear when I imitated Risa? That would be the first and last time I ever talk like that...
Don't even mention my stupid voiceacting.... I hated it... And I was just blabbring because I really didn't want to... My friend asked me to... Anyway.. After I got the role of Chiharu ali wanted me to do all the extras for her English dubbed animes... And now she wants me to be towa(Don't even listen to that audition) and she asked me to do Risaâ?¦. And Christy wanted me to do Riku(I so did not want you to hear that... If I ever sounded like that without trying I would kill myself) and Adam wanted me to try mio hio(Ugh... The horror...) And Ysaac wanted me to audition for the chobit's song, Let me be with you (The suffering of singing that stupid song!) And I just tried yume no tsubasa cause I was bored(Don't you dare listen to any of my songs without me telling you to! Or I will cook you to death!) And I tried my best to sound happy.... The next time I audition is when there's the role of hell girl!

You know... there ARE mummies... They're just dead....
Good night kuu... TT^TT You hate school? I looovveee school! Cause I always do well in school! ^_^ SCCCHHOOLLLLYYY! But sadly I'm on holiday TT^T

Yeah parents do expect a bit much from their children
No Elizabeth..... if you do that, I'll be angry at you for 1 whole year!
You cant just marry anybody
Dont do it just because your parents did it
What if your children do the same?
Are you going to be mean to your children if your mother is mean to you?
It's sad but that's what happens if you marry the wrong person
Anything between 2 or more people is quite complex
Eli-chan you're sweet
You do care about your brother
No I'm not silly Eli-chan
I've liked you the most all this time and I dont think this will change

Thorn? How?
Are you okay?
Be careful Eli-chan!
No wonder I always say "What am I going to do with you?"
Really? I dont?
Well I said you could so it doesnt make you bad person Elizabeth

I am? I thought I wasnt so hard to please....
Then again.... I think you're right
I love you yesterday today and tomorrow..... and the day after that and the day after and after and after and forever

Hahahaha
We should make a group called Angelz or Angels and Z
Of course not
I bet your voice will be pretty even when you are a teenager
I heard all your voice acting
Sorry Elizabeth but I just couldnt resist
It was really cute
I was surprised when I heard it though

Well I'm not sure what kind of characters they are but I think you would do them very well
I want you to do Misuzu
I think that'd be really nice

No! I wanna listen to your songs and voices
I'll secretly listen to them
I'm just joking Elizabeth
I wont if you dont want me to
but I really want to TT^TT

Jigoku Shoujo?
THat'd be nice too
But I think your voice might be for a happier character

I know Elizabeth
I've seen few of them
They were all.... grey and they didnt have eyes or ears
And their teeth were very.... dirty
I just hate school........ Hate school
I never really listen to any of the lectures anyway
I fall asleep in almost all classes besides PE and Spanish

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Yeah... Guys are meant to be perverted and they get shocked easily.... Like that perverted leprecon! That idiot! And that stupid Shanice! My mother and ray's mother were best friends so I stayed over at his house with shanice and when we were changing, shanice walked out and forgot to close the door and ray just opened it(Okay fine.... He thought it was empty but he's perverted anyway!) when I was changing! And he was so shocked he just stared for like forever and closed the door softly! STUPID! This kinda reminds me of Mikuru and Kyon.... O_O Ugh.... Never mind.....
You always say you'd like me no matter how I looked.... I have 9 eyes, I have crab hands, one eye brow, a beard and white hair! Okay.... I'd kill myself if I looked like that....
When I'm older I'm gonna dye a streak of my hair into blood red and the rest of my hair jet black :P
My parents say I can get lazer on my 20th birthday... or 18th... So I won't need glasses anymore...
I still can't pray....
Kuu! Me not clumsy! KUUU!
I want my first proper teddy bear to be bought by someone I like... And I'm not buying it myself cause I hate myself....
I'm scared of real dogs.... TT^TT Real cats... Real horses... Real turkeys.... real goat.... Real birds.... Real rabbits... All real animals! Kuu... TT^TT Scary.... nya! TT^TT If ju-chan's with me ju-chan won't let animalies bite my right? THAT'S NOT AN OPTION!
Yeah I know... My father thought that teddy bear was cute! o_O

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Ju chan... Ne.... I cut leg by accident today... Kuu... TT^TT You know... grass is extremely sharp.... Why am I so unlucky...? I was playing with two kids and they wanted to clim up a hill and I was wearing high heels! And a short skirt that always gets blown up! And it was windy! So I took of my shoes Kuu.... Singing is a common talent isn't it? Oh well... Ne... Ju-chan... Am I common to you?

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Please listen to my one of my favourite songs! These are the type of songs I usually like! ^_^ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yb3vX0cZjRc Is it my fault they're love songs..?

That perverted Ray
Yes it does remind me of Mikuru and Kyon
Hmm thats quite hard to imagine Elizabeth
But I really wouldnt mind whatever you looked like

By lazer, do you mean the optical surgery?
That's really dangerous Elizabeth
I mean..... if it doesnt work out properly.....
So i would prefer that you dont get it but........
And I like glasses
I've always wanted to get one but my eyesight wasnt bad enough

Hmm.... you can say something like
"God I hate you if you dont give me this and that"
or "God! Why is vatican so stupid? Make him more smart!"
Or something like that

Ok.
Elizabeth not clumsy
Dont hate yourself Elizabeth
I would buy you all the teddy bear you want
I mean..... if I have enough money that is
I'll just have to work for it......
And I dont even know what I should be or what I will do in the future....
Or even where I will be.....

But you're not scared of real chickens right?
Umm well........ since you're afraid of them... I would advise you to not go near them
I love animals
Sometimes more than people (But I dont like horses..... or gorillas, platypuses, koalas or slothes)
They...... are scary TT^TT
Of course not Elizabeth
I would get bitten for you if that happens
Hmm.... well..... I guess he must have enjoyed his time in the army or something

WHat?! Hurt again?! Curses!
Elizabeth........ I really cant do anything........ so please
Be careful at least for my sake
I know that you dont mean it but always be aware of dangers around you
Do you play with kids everyday?
You wear high heels?! 0_0
Well not really Elizabeth
You also have to be born with the voice
Even if I know everything about singing and even if I learned every technique, my voice might be a very low tone or something or it might sound all coarse and that wont sound nice
And I think you were born with a very pretty voice Elizabeth
And I'm sure that you will be an awesome singer one day
Of course not Elizabeth
I'm so happy that I found you
Somebody that changed my life and who will change my life
You're soooooo special that I dont know how to express it

The song was nice
But I still like your voice better
They're love songs?
Aww those kids look cute

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You're not a child.... I'm really bubbly around kids and I become mature and fun and all that around them...
Resists cute things... Umm... usually... I can resists everything actually.... But cute things are the hardest! They're so cute!
Nanny...? o_O No way.... Anyway... They're so cute when they sleep! Kids are soooo aaddoorrabbllee!
I just make teenagers angry... Once, the guy from basketball said if he ever had a kid, he would commit suicide if the kid was anything like me! :P
But I'm scared of practically everything.... Especially anyone other than myself holding anything dangerous... I nearly killed one of my friends when she was chopping some carrots cause I freaked out since the knife was the first thing I saw when I woke up... I threw a needle at her and it missed her eye by centimeters... And I'm incredibly scared of fire.... Cause my house caught on fire when I was little(littler), I was so shocked I just... Uh.... Don't remember.... Maybe I fainted.... Or maybe I... Don't know... o_O Short term memory loss.... My friends said I forgot my own name a few times.... And I forget when I'm stressed out... Oh! And when I'm stressed I go a bit.... Off...
You figured out why I don't trust vatican? Why? I want to know myself too...
Just joking about the exploding voice... I just talk a lot and I'm good at annoying all the teens..... Somehow they just hate me.... Oh well... At least the old people and the tiny people like me! If that's even a good thing...

Okay I'm not a child..fuuu.But Eli-chan wa kodomo da nya~.Oh I see,some people are like that they become softer when it comes to kids or certain other things.
It's really suprising at times but it says alot of things about yourself.Humans never had one dimensional feelings anyway,they had lots more than what they think they possesed.
Yeah,kawaii things are hard to resists....
What?That kid don't even know what he's talking about.Baka,who dares he be mean to my Eli-chan..baka baka....
Oh,you're scared of everything?That's fine I guess and you holding dangerous stuffs makes others scared too so that even things out ne?
Almost killed your friend who was chopping carrots?Where did you sleep Eli-chan?In the kitchen?Because you said the first thing you saw when you woke up was the knife or did you bring it to bed the night before?
Wow!You threw needles too...sugoi sugoi.Like Kakei Juubei from Getbackers,Eli-chan must have deft skills to threw something small and thin like that and almost hit that friend.
Flames....bad.
Take it easy my imoto.Don't get too stressed out but I am in no position to say this since I don't know how you lead your life anyway.
Yes I do know why but that's what you need to figure out yourself.I can't tell you everything ne.Somethings like feelings for example must be figured out by oneself.Others may guide but ultimately that person must find the own answers
Haha I see well that's their problem then.Baka teens.Well at least I like my dear imoto too aru.And maybe even more people like you too.Its just that well....you didn't noticed.

Elizabeth......... I came to say hi
Sorry I wasnt online for quite some time.........
I'm so stressed out...... I wanna cry TT^TT
Sorry Elizabeth... I'll try to catch up and reply as soon as possible........
Take care Elizabeth...... and stop getting hurt
Love you Elizabeth

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Boys shouldn't cry
Glad you bothered to come and say hi! ^_^ You've just made my day!
Hope you feel better soon... Sorry I can't help...
Stop getting hurt? uh... yeah... I tripped today... I'm so unlucky TT^TT
You say love you so freely..
^_^ Ju-chan's the best kuu! ^_^

Boys arent robots you know
Boys should cry all they want
That's one of the reasons why boys are always dense and insensitive
Because they're taught they shouldnt cry
So boys dont understand when other people cry or act all hysterical
It's okay Elizabeth
I'm still happy to know that you're there
But please pray for me if you can

Clumsy Eli-chama
I say it freely because I feel it in my heart that I should say it
And I only say it freely to you
But I sincerely mean it you know

Thank yu ^^
Elizabeth best too

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Quote by 95Elizabeth
Yeah... You're really insensitive... Ooo... How long should I keep my hair? Waist length? shoulder? Hip? Or should I cut it short? Should I have my hair wavy or straight? Do you think I should cut my fringe cause right now my fringe is as long as the rest of my hair!
I don't know how to pray...
Kuu... I'm not clumsy!
Somehow I just don't trust you... I WANT A TEDDY BEAR! I've never ever had a teddy bear before! Except for the one my father bought... The teddy with army clothes and feels rock hard...

Well... yes I am I suppose........
I guess guys arent meant to be understanding and compassionate
Your hair? I dont really mind whatever length it is
I would like your hair no matter how it is
Well..... praying is..... just like how you talk to your friends or family but to God....
Clumsy clumsy Elichan
You must really like teddy bears Elizabeth
I never had one either
I had this giant doggie doll when I was young.....
The eyes were so cuutttee
Your father has a weird taste in teddy bears

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Well the boy was like 7... And the girl was like 8... Somehow I'm a child magnet... There was this girl that always hides behind me and calls me swisty.... BUT SHE'S SO CCUUUTTTEE! And kids like to sleep on me... Ugh... If they weren't cute I would have hit them...
I said vatican said I couldn't climb up the window and jump on him from there but who said I was gonna listen to him...
Why don't I trust him? You know why? Why?
Ugh.... Mythical siren? No.... I just have a braty girl's voice.... I scream a lot and I either talk really soft or so loud your ears explode...

Wowie!Eli-chan is a child magnet.Ei ei oh oh yay..Eli..Eli.Oh..am I becoming a child now? Wierd...Anyway,you can resists anything that's cute can't you?
You even let them sleep on you...hmm...maybe you can become a nanny or something.
Yeah,like you would listen to anybody...
Hai.I know why...and you did tell me about it once.Don't you remember?Well maybe you didn't...maybe I just figured it out on my own.
An exploding voice ka?Sugoi!.

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Lost Butterfly is one of my favourite songs ^_^ And have you seen the english translation?
Here here! I wrote it! But I can't write but I tried! I just changed it a bit from the original translation! It doesn't follow the music though!

Like a wandering butterfly in labyrinthâ?¦
It continues to flutter trying to find a way outâ?¦
What if one day that happened to you?
Rememberâ?¦ Rememberâ?¦
Iâ?m always here for youâ?¦
There are as many reasons for smilingâ?¦
As many as all the hearts in this worldâ?¦
But if you have too muchâ?¦
Youâ?ll lose sight of them allâ?¦
The day that never seems to endâ?¦
Repeatingâ?¦ Repeatingâ?¦
Is starting to change the futureâ?¦
The illusion that comes to us at night named dreamsâ?¦
Begins to show itselfâ?¦
If your wings catch on fireâ?¦
You would even reach the blazing sunâ?¦
I wish we could turn to ash togetherâ?¦
As you show me that smileâ?¦
Anywayâ?¦
One day I know we will partâ?¦
But I knowâ?¦ But I knowâ?¦
Itâ?s okay because I met youâ?¦
Far awayâ?¦
Even when weâ?re apartâ?¦
Iâ?ll continue to pray for your happinessâ?¦
Even if it doesnâ?t reach youâ?¦
Even if it doesnâ?t reach youâ?¦
Iâ?ll sing this song for only youâ?¦
I know it will only be when we dieâ?¦
That we know why we were bornâ?¦
But when that day comes it will be too lateâ?¦
So we continue to wanderâ?¦
When the reality begins to showâ?¦
I know itâ?s changing you to someone elseâ?¦
But no matter how much you changeâ?¦
You will always be youâ?¦
If you scream loud enoughâ?¦
Or even if you whisper Iâ?ll be thereâ?¦
Even if your courage to say the truth is a faint glowâ?¦
The day that never seems to endâ?¦
Is starting to change the futureâ?¦
The illusion that comes to us at night named dreamsâ?¦
Begins to show itselfâ?¦
If your wings catch on fireâ?¦
You would even reach the blazing sunâ?¦
I wish we could turn to ash togetherâ?¦
As you show me that smileâ?¦

I love the song and translation. ^_^

GUESS WHAT.

My lastest break-up, the one I ranted about and was upset over, came crawling back. He apologises and says he promised he'd come back and he never stopped loving me, he just wanted to see if he could live without me or if I was the one he loved. He is sincere, really. But I'm not going to date him.