Quote by DarkSerge2000*pokes you*
OK, it's been a week now. *taps foot* I expect you to come back now!
........... AAAAAAHHHHHH! ! ! ! ! Where are you?! Where's the wacky energy that
use to be here?! I'm
going bonkers over here! Come
back!
ROTFLOL
I hope you're having a great time!
-Jonathan
hahahaha this is called 'madly missing me' for sure right?! sounds
nice, have someone go bonkers cuz they miss me! so touched :P ^^ well i am here
now! so miss me no more god i
miss my bf though...hehehe still have to wait another....three or four hours for
him to come online.
feeling really tired though. you see father traveled back today and i'm all
alone. for some reason suddenly felt overwhelmed with the loneliness...but well
was able to get on track a few hours later..and after a good nap which wasn't
that good since everytime i almost fell asleep the phone rang but
it's ok. as much as i wanna go to bed now i wanna chat with my mother and sis
Quote by DarkSerge2000.........*taps
foot* OK, just 2 more days.............
So, are you having fun?
hahaha yeah having good times, everyone here is so friendly. i literally get
lost in my college then ask for directions. the funniest thing when i as a guy
for directions he is always willing to walk me to the exit and not just point it
out the funniest was when this guy was like 'nice to meet you' and he didn't even
know my name yet and i
was like 'yea? my name's Sara' and he laughs and tells me his name but
generally everything in college is going good. in the meantime i'm just doing
advanced courses till the medical ones start. pretty interesting well
then...two more days for what?
merged: 01-30-2008 ~ 11:58pm
and very nice and interesting, your layout now has a pic
^^
Hey, sorry for the late reply, school has picked up a little.
Well, of course I missed you! We're
spam buddies!
Yeah, that kind of thing happens when you are in new and unfamiliar places, but
they tend to fade eventually.
Wow, sounds like a nice college! With
nice people too!
You'll fit right in!
Ooooooh, advanced courses?
Which ones?
The "2 days" comment was the 2 week mark of your leaving and I was
holding you to your note's words, (you showing up by that day).
You mean you just now noticed my background? I've had it for a month or so now.
Thanks for the complement! Dianas made the background. I am not that good at
Photoshop yet. Just
in case you were wondering, she is Freya from Chobits.
By the way, I don't seem to be on your hotlist now. Possible bug?
SENSEI!
how are ya? i am still busy with sch work and i got plenty of stress attacks
hahaha so funny and so many things change here can u update me ? thanks
*pokes you* OK, it's been a week now. *taps foot* I expect you to come back now!
........... AAAAAAHHHHHH! ! ! ! ! Where are you?! Where's the wacky energy that
use to be here?! I'm
going bonkers over here! Come
back!
Quote by Lionhearted911hiiiii
Jonathan ^^ just dropping by to wish you luck and good times. i'll be traveling
tomorrow...and won't be around online till at least another week ^^ don't miss
me too much! *wave* see you!
<3 Awww, they grow up so fast
these days! Ah, I see that you've already changed your location to Malaysia.
Well, now, don't forget to send me a post card! It
can be electronic! Now,
if you need any advice, just ask me! I
wish you a safe trip and and a happy college experience! COME
BACK SOON! I'll go bonkers without someone to spam!
woi! sara-chan! you online?! I read your post in my thread about being jealous,
it really helped me alot so thanks for posting.. and something crossed my
mind... so you'd like your guy, GS, really to be jealous?
and one more thing... it's not "aishteru" ...it's
"aishiteiru" because:
"ai" is not a verb so you need to affix "suru"
but it's all in present progressive (I think) so you need to make
"suru" in, what I call, its "-te" form so
"aishite"
then affix "imasu" or "iru" to suggest that you still
continue doing it... so you get "aishiteiru"
... a short nihongo tutorial from your ever reliable Lightning Reverant, Patch
Grahadoll!
SARA!
I guess your gone by now since it's 5:57 here and there's a time differnece for
us...But since I don't know when I'll be able to talk to you again.....
I'm gonna miss you big sis!
Also I wanted to say good luck with college! ^_^ I know you're gonna be great
sis! You ish so smart! *huggles*
Love yous! And good luck again!
<3333333333333
~~Kay
Quote by Lionhearted911Hiii
Kitty-kun
dropping by to leave you a card Hope you have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New
Year!
see you around!
hey there! sorry if I haven't replied on time... I really did appreciate that.
thanks sara-chan!
anyways, I sent you a comment since I got a really shocking thing that happened
to me at the start of this year... I dunno if this is gonna shock you like it
did to me but well, at least it shocked me... I wanna clarify something before I
continue...
you're still in saudi as we speak, right?
do you have a younger/older sister?
I asked you that because there's someone here in our school, here in the
philippines, that looked really really REALLY a LOT like you... AND I DO REALLY
MEAN A LOT!
the glasses, that quite wavy long brown hair, that...umm... healthy figure(?) (I
hope I did the right description about your body... please have mercy on me,
don't whack me ),
ESPECIALLY THE EYES! yeah, you're eyes and her's really do resemble a
LOT!
I really thought it was you, I was gonna ask her if she was you but I kinda
hestitated... what if it wasn't you?
however, you do look like a kind person but she's seems to be a snob..
If i'm not mistaken, she's a newcomer since it's the start of our classes
here... I'm in college if you might not ask..
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Kitty-kun
dropping by to leave you a card Hope you have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New
Year!
see you around!
hey there! sorry if I haven't replied on time... I really did appreciate that.
thanks sara-chan!
anyways, I sent you a comment since I got a really shocking thing that happened
to me at the start of this year... I dunno if this is gonna shock you like it
did to me but well, at least it shocked me... I wanna clarify something before I
continue...
you're still in saudi as we speak, right?
do you have a younger/older sister?
I asked you that because there's someone here in our school, here in the
philippines, that looked really really REALLY a LOT like you... AND I DO REALLY
MEAN A LOT!
the glasses, that quite wavy long brown hair, that...umm... healthy figure(?) (I
hope I did the right description about your body... please have mercy on me,
don't whack me ),
ESPECIALLY THE EYES! yeah, you're eyes and her's really do resemble a
LOT!
I really thought it was you, I was gonna ask her if she was you but I kinda
hestitated... what if it wasn't you?
however, you do look like a kind person but she's seems to be a snob..
If i'm not mistaken, she's a newcomer since it's the start of our classes
here... I'm in college if you might not ask..
hahaha wow sounds rather interesting, perhaps she's my sis from another mother
and father *giggles* jk jk
to be honest i am still in KSA as i reply to this, but won't be around next week
since i'm leaving for study and so on...but i'm going to malaysia so nope it's
not me ^^
i have a sister who is on MT, Toya999 and yes blood sister, the only sis from my
parents, and two brothers who are young.
heheh well very interesting to know there's someone out there that looks so much
like me, i can understand. they say there are three...i think three, not sure
about the number, in the world who look soooo much like you. which i believe. i
once saw this guy who looked exactly like Mel Gibson it wasn't even funny! was
so amazing the resemblance ^^ but anyway, it's rather amusing ^^
looools well, i'm glad you think i'm kind, it's sweet of you to say so. and your
description is ...hilarious but
heheh it's ok.
don't worry about the late reply, didn't think you were gonna reply at all
^^
thanks for the amusing share, and take care
hope we talk again sometime
good luck with college!
~Sara
OF ALL PEOPLE, MEL GIBSON?!?! WTF?! ...anyways, there was someone who said that
no two persons that are exactly alike (I think it's confucious... I'm a
frustrated sage-bandit)
...and thanks for not whacking me with the description.^^
you're going to malaysia? I wish I could get to malaysia too... it's an irony
that me, who is relatively near malaysia (I live in Philippines), can't even go
there.. I always wanted to visit jasmine...^^ (you see, this is just between the
two of us but I got a crush on jasmine... )
the truth is, I have this dream of having a huge "eyeball" with all of
pips in Jasmine's RP... AND SAVE THE WORLD, BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
anyways, cut the crap.. oh yeah, just asking.. do you mind if I ask you some
recap on your side in Jasmine's RP. I just want to ask if you already gained
your treasure... I can't wait to start our "groundbreaking" showdown
with Lance.. I'm planning on making it big.. literally...
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wow i am sooo sorry for the late reply...
Adham is turning 5 in January, my other brother's name is Ahmed and he's turning
13 in April. my sis, Elena, is turning 16 in March...and wow i turn 19 in August
sounds so cool but i don't feel like an 18 year old.
and cool you're actually taller than me though you're younger hehehe
loooools true, since it's sincere. but my friends call is sucking up, and
honestly i don't care what it's called. i do like creating good relationships
with teachers, that way whenever you need help and so on, they'd be willing to
help from their hearts, not just blabber on and on the way they sometimes do.
and it's not hard to win over a teacher. being respectful and appreciative.
really, it's what's right anyway. i always call out 'thanks alot mrs!' before
the teacher leaves at the end of her lesson. it's nice to see her smile happily
that someone actually appreciates her effort...so it's a two way thing, i'm
happy cuz the teachers treat me kindly, and they're happy cuz they're respected
and appreciated. ...mmm such nice days...
hahaha you don't even want me to tell you this one time i acted so stupid i guess
i was so enthusiastic for our physics exam or something...
you see our exam schedule would be, one day we have an exam, sometimes we have a
free day after it...like we have a day off before difficult subjects like math
and physics.
so...well we had a weekend...and the first day of the week off cuz of some
issues though. see i didn't know we had that day off (truth to be told i never
stay in class long enough to find out and at times i don't bother paying
attention)..
...so well...i show up ...and
it was so embarrassing...i was wondering why the hall was empty and the teachers
were giving me funny looks... so then i realize we had no school...trust me i
didn't figure it out on my own, i think someone told me and it
was soooooo hilarious...when my English teacher passed by the office, i was
calling the driver to turn right around and pick me up, it was just so
embarrassing. she was probably shocked to see me there in school for absolutely
no reason. and she knows i didn't come to ask for help ( i'm the smart student
who doesn't need help ) and i
was like *embarrassed wave* then later i catch up to her and laughingly tell her
about me thinking i had an exam on that day. it was so funny, she laughed her
head off...but my physics teacher was so nice, she offered to have me taken home
in her car, but i declined since i'm not allowed to hitch rides anyway :P but it
was soo funny...ended up having to wait for two hours till sis was done with her
exam so i could leave..
...such a merry memory though...
hmm do they call the game Telephone?
awwwwwww haha well my voice sounds really amusing to me...can't help laughing
when i hear my recorded voice. my best friends and i did a recording...right
around the time before they traveled for good..listening to it is very pleasant.
brings back memories. very bittersweet...things were so much better those
days...hehe seems so much is going down the drain now...
oh well, gotta keep smiling! ^__^
yea i heard arabic's hard. bet it is ^^" has so many grammatical rules and
everything... even i'm not so good at grammar and so on...just speak it and read
and write awww and your name sounds interesting
and of course not silly! that's not why i say the 'h' is forbidden! but cuz
there are so many Sarah's and well...mine is Sara...so at least people should
spell my name right...friends are for remembering your name in fact
i've been called Sarah all my life for some reason, and till now many of my
friends call me Sarah, but Sara is pronounced differently, and written
differently too oh
well....that's the reason...has nothing with whatever you were talking about
in
my name, both 'A's sound the same, like the 'A' from 'car' or something :P hehe
hope you got it :P
hehehe oh trust me we're all cocky, my friends, even i'm actually considered
cocky. but there's a difference between being cocky and being arrogant. i
personally find cockiness cute like
the characters in my stories used to be cocky, just like me i don't
find anything wrong with a person being confident. actually i find it admirable
when a person knows their talents and skills and works to cultivate them by
making use of them. as long as a person doesn't turn arrogant, it's ok to have
pride in themselves. or maybe i'm just saying that cuz i have my own pack of
pride and self confidence. hehe oh well ^^
awww i'm touched you say you would believe me. i guess you would, who knows but
well, having experienced it myself, the advice is authentic
something completely guaranteed. most things are so much easier said than done.
sometimes we talk about things that are very close to being so difficult, making
it sound like it's as easy as telling the difference between black and gray.
hehe...made sense? i swear i feel like i'm making zero sense at the
moment...feeling a lil bugged at everything... *sighs in resignation*
hehehe i gotta live up to my 'Lionhearted' reputation though
actually i'm really sensitive ^///^" at times very lil things break my
heart and i'm already crying... just it's weird. see the only times i cry is
when the people i love are the reason, people in general don't get to me. like
two people can say the same thing to me, i'd laugh at one and cry from the
other. which is possibly why sometimes they say love makes a person weaker. it's
not weaker, it's vulnerable. so then a person's easily hurt. though in my
opinion, i think it's more like having love for a lover or bf or something. i
mean i always had love for many many things and people, but never did i feel so
vulnerable as i do now ^/////^" so i cry alot over such silly things... i
never used to cry so much. at times i wouldn't cry for so so long, that
sometimes i'd wake up in the middle of the night, feeling all okay and cheerful
and calm...but then there are tears just slipping from my eyes. hehe it used to
be so odd ^/////^" hehehe but it doesn't happen any more...loools
i really don't see what the saying has anything to do with blaming oneself. see
i do blame allll the bad things on myself, but doesn't mean i deal with it
right. of course my mood gets soured, in by that happening, i close up and
become nothing but a bored person who's thinking very sarcastic thoughts but
smiling way too much. in fact no one really ever realized, but when i smile way
too much, it's a bad sign. i only smile so much (like for example, every other
line on msn) when i'm bugged, angry, and totally not really smiling in real
life. people are so easily deceived, it's sad. but i
can't complain, after all i do the deceiving, don't i? but
it's true, i don't blame the good things on me though. i thank God. like in my
opinion, the bad things are my fault, the good things are God's. that way i love
everything and everyone and God, and when things go wrong, there's no one to
hate but me...but me hate me? nah don't see it happening. i love myself because
being me, i'm able to do many things. so that way i actually live in peace.
peace that's sometimes only really shattered by my own illusions and
expectations. and i'm satisfied. the world's ok like this, i'm ok like
this.
ah, well i let go of many memories. unconsciously though, but many of my
memories are gone. things that i think are unimportant, i barely remember. most
of the memories i forgot are the unpleasant ones, and trust me when mother
reminds me or suddenly the memory hits me in the face, i get so shaky and
panicky. i don't want to remember, i don't care about the past. it's so far
behind now, remembering will bring me nothing but bitterness, but there's so
much i want out of the future, so many things i want to do, see, say, feel...if
i'll remember my past, i'm afraid it would only bring me down. all i love
remembering is the pitiful child and the 'self-proclaimed' wonderful woman i'm
turning into. by remembering that, i am reminded of my passion for life, that
nothing is impossible, that personally, i am capable of getting anything i want
if i only wanted it...basically, very motivating thoughts. all the torment of
the past, i'm happy leaving it buried where it belongs in my childhood grave. as
for the good memories, who said i'm letting go of them. truth to be told, even
if i wanted to, i probably can't. they haunt me all the time, even in my dreams.
so i could never forget...i don't even want to forget. just along with these
sweet memories comes a sweet kind of sadness...sometimes that at times i wish i
could do without.
to me, it's not my memories that make me who i am, it's my dreams and goals and
feelings.
my proof of existence is the sound of my heart beating with life for
me.
ahhh i start out giving lots of respect, and then it gets lost overtime when i
realize the person wasn't worth that much respect. the less respect i have for a
person, the less i could love that person. for some reason, in my head, love and
respect come hand in hand. because when i don't respect someone, basically on
the inside i either pity the person, or scorn him, so no way...how could i love
someone like that? but as long as there's lil respect then love blooms heheh
something like that. but in my opinion, a person deserves lots of respect till
they do something to lose it....as easily as it's given, it is also very easily
decreased. rarely did anyone ever maintain the high respect i have for them :P
and you just told me the same thing my best friend said to me when i said that
thing about owing parents.... she said that it's their duty and they shouldn't
have brought me to this world if they couldn't take care of that
responsibility... but i think it's the child's duty to also care for their
parents. well don't ask me.. i'm weird :P i agree...it is their duty to provide
for us...isn't it our duty though, to appreciate? then people express their
appreciation in different ways. i guess that's how i express mine?
awww well i was just talking about it the other day, how i sometimes just live
my life as though each day's the last. so i think it's why i'm so open, express
my feelings about things while i can esp if it means alot to me and so on....
hehe well anyhow, i always treated friends right. at times i'm insincere cuz i
don't really give my all where friendship is concerned...but still, i tried my
best never to be unfair to a friend and so on because they have feelings and i
never want to hurt anyone's feelings...
looools wow never been compared to an invincible boss of
course if you add cute and fights in such a fancy manner i don't mind being
compared to one at all! just
thinking about the video games i've been playing with my youngest brother
recently, such cute bosses and so on and
there's one that dances around while fighting, i liked her she
goes 'How do you like my dance? deadly enough?'
hehe well good luck dealing with your father...i can understand what you mean. i
mean when i was younger things with my father were rather horrible, though to be
honest i always worked hard to be acknowledged by him. i wanted him to be proud
of me, truth to be told...i still want him to always be proud of me. it feels
amazing when he's looking at me like i just did something great. it really does
feel like heaven. well...
...i'm probably traveling around the tenth of January, Ju...just been told that
by mother this morning...so this might be my last long reply in a while... my
school's starting on the 15th so i probably will be going soon. of course i'll
be sure to drop by with a message once i get my hands on the net...
...but that doesn't mean you have my permission to not reply to this post! ...to
be honest i like reading your replies..and i look forward to them...would be sad
if you won't reply like usual just cuz i might not be able to reply. i'll try my
best to though, just a lil time-pressed...even now i'm worried mother would make
a problem. she woke me up and scolded me for sleeping in but i have nothing to
do seriously... i'll pack my things tomorrow or the day after, still got a few
more days.
anyway then...so sorry for the late post...a few things happened around here so
i wasn't feeling as good as usual... hope everything is going great with you
Ju...i hope you're having good times
sincerely,
Sara
P.S. thanks for the Nobel Prize can't i
get one for being late?
Are you testing my patience miss Sara?.......
I have a lot of it but I'm kinda running low these days because break's almost
over and school is right infront of my nose
It's okay dont worry about it
I forget things quickly and I forgive people quickly........
.............
I see absolutely no pattern in your family's names
Maybe it's a Korean thing but they usually name their brothers and sister with a
similar name
So usually one letter of the name is the same
And my one letter in Korean, it's a one syllable
So if I had a bro or sis, it my start with Ju or ending with Hyung
I'm turning 16......... in July..... I think.......
I dont feel like I'm this old either
Maybe I'm too immature for my own conscience
Muhehehehehex
I'm the tallest in my family thank you very much :p
Hm well I wish that would apply to all the teachers but some of the teachers
doesnt like me no matter what and I dont remember doing anything rude or
stuff.....
Maybe racism? But whatever..... as long as they dont interfere with
me........
Enthusiastic?........ about physics?.......
I do not comprehend....... did you write it wrong?......
I just dont understand why people like science or math..... or any combination
of the two
Our school isnt really like that.... wish we did have that though
Our school just does it all in 3 days
Who cares about the wellbeings about the students right?
Oh that sounds familiar
Although the guards stopped me at the gate and told me "no school"
I bet your teachers thought you were overly enthusiastic :p
Not allowed to hitch rides? That's like..... insane!
Well I guess it's not since it's a dangerous world and what not
Telephone?....... I have no idea
But they probably took out the "Chinese" since Koreans hate everybody
except Koreans and whatnot
Especially the Chinese and the Japanese.... being so close and having historical
issues throught the centuries
But it's just natural
Koreans are just wayyy too sensitive
They even changed Card Captor Sakura to Card Captor Cherry
Of course the triple C is nice and all but they're just being too...... overly
dramatic
You sounded a bit....... hmm... I dont know how to say it but it felt like you
didnt sound that happy
When I heard my voice I thought........ wow...... I sound really......
teenagish
Every language is hard
I heard Finnish was the hardest...... but I dont know anything about the Finnish
language so..... yeah
Well actually my name means "shining pillar or something"
But doesnt make much sense.......
Oh I see..... I wish my name had a special indicator
My name sounds too...... ordinary
Oh.... so not like "Sera" like the Americans say it......
It's Sara in Korean too
There iz a difference?......
I find it relatively...... simliar
Maybe it's just me but I dont really see the differece
Well yeah I would
It's guaranteed that it works on yourself but I wouldnt say it's guaranteed to
everybody
Yup we talk as if we're all that but it's just words without action
Hey! No signing in my presence *pokes your forehead*
I'm the depressed guy around here
You already have a role
Who said lions aren't sensitive?
After all we dont know how animals feel
I cry for variety of reasons...... usually because I was so disappointed at
myself
I dont remember crying because somebody I love was involved......
Well actually I did few times........ but not a whole lot
Everything is more powerful if it's from the person you love.....
I guess that makes it so difficult to love everybody the same........
Sara you say as if it's nothing but it doesn't sound fine and dandy....
You know..... For a long time... I lost my...... emotions I think....
Well not exactly but I wasn't sure when I should cry
I felt so.... hmm..... I felt so heavy inside that I wanted to cry so I could
let it out but I just couldnt cry from my heart
I'm quite dramatic unlike how I look so I can fake tears all the time but I cant
really "cry" cry like that
I think I got all my senses back but sometimes I lose it if I dont cry for a
while and all that
Well actually it doesnt really have much to do with blaming but I guess I kinda
linked it together somehow @_@
Oh I know that too
When people smile too much it's just to cover up something bad....... usually
I dont really get how you do it..... or how you think that way........
Guess I'm just a bitter bitter person.......
My memories are gone because of my bad memory :p
You must have had a very...... heavy past
I usually remember the past but it doesnt really affect me
Sara....... I would say that you are a strong person...... and a weak person at
the same time
I dont know how to explain it........
But nobody is strong if you think of it anyway........
Well how about you keep the memories but not let it affect you?
I know it's easier said...... but.... you've come this far so I dont see why the
past has to keep haunting you
Yeah I felt that way too
People never cease to disappoint you...... sometimes even ourselves......
Hmm what you say makes sense but personally I think love and respect falls into
different catagories
Hmm I see......
I was bitter towards my parents for giving me life and treating me like I wasnt
much worth to them......
I bet a lot of people feel the same way
Right now I dont really care since I can't go back and tell them to abort me or
something.....
But sometimes I wish my older sibling was born so I wouldnt have been
borne.......
I do not neglect the duties of children taking care of children since it's also
a cultural thing as well as... the reasonable thing to do
I guess we dont feel satisfied with the amount they give us......
Like..... I can be thankful that I dont live in the dumpster and get abused
everyday by my parents but I'm just angry that they just dont really care about
me
Hmm I've seen that a lot
I mean people do live sometimes as if everyday is the last day on Earth
I would say that's rather carefree.... or just....... overly
worried.....
So many retarded game characters these days...
But you'd be more like...... hmm..... like my favorite character Shiki from Kara
no Kyoukai
She's like the coolest character evur
Cooler than any other cool guy character and she isn't exactly invincible but
she is just totally awesome
But she's nowhere enthusiastic or happy as you
She's like the most lethargic person ever
Thank you but I handle my father pretty well
Aww..... you sound so sweet
I never cared about my parent's expectations
I always wanted them to leave me alone and let me be.......
They're never satisfied with me
Oh you got all A on your report card
Good job...... I'm proud of you.......... and they're back to watching news and
doing whatever they do
Very appreciative mom and dad
I bet you'd be proud of me even if Im the smartest person in the
world...........
Wow... you just found out?
I would never agree to my parents doing that
It's okie I can wait *pats your head*
Of course I reply You
worry too much little miss impatient
We are all busy with our lives and you are busy with yours
But we just have to contribute little of our time for the people who we care
about
Dont worry about me
I'm always around
Stop saying sorry Sara
I hope you'll be safe in your trips and I hope you work things out
Everybody seems tired and anxious these days....
I'm doing relatively okay
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haha yep won't ask how did you know Helenita guess
it's obvious :P
funny...i think you're a nice girl already Helenita...don't see at all why you
think you should try to be nice. i think being nice comes naturally to you ^^
hehe also i think you're pretty modest...at least since you don't think you're
all that nice when you are ^^
hahaha trust me Helenita, looks can be deceiving i am
sooo not a good dancer! and ofcourse i can kick a guy to the ground...some
things i do would surprise you my
friends say i have the face of an angel because my looks are so innocent and so
on, but that's a devil in disguise for ya but i'm
touched you would give me that much credit as a sweet nice person
i think the only way to let bullies know you can't be messed with is to answer
back or fight for your rights. my problem is, i'm rather passive. so sometimes i
just stay quiet when i get picked on. funny thing is, my closest friend was the
total opposite of my personality. when a new student came we asked her about the
first impressions she got, she said i was the very kind sweet girl who never
hurts anyone's feelings and my friend was a dragon she
even said she thought that me being with my friend was what kept my friend calm
and nice at times.
hahaha it was funny. but my friend sometimes stood up for me and even though i
seemed like her better side, she was my better side too. in a sense, she gave me
strength. she was all out there kicking butts...i mean she was just a person who
stood up for herself, when she walked into a room everyone took a step back. she
has a strong personality, a strong heart...i really love her. but she left
now...so i really miss her.
about the comment of me being motherly...you know what's cute? most of my
friends whose mothers are absent from their lives tend to like me alot for some
reason. thing is, i took care of my youngest brother when he as a baby...i guess
it's what made my motherly side rather prominent. also, i am the eldest. so i'm
always out to take care of others and so on ^^" it's funny but cool. i do
love kids alot, even when they're running around it makes me smile. the only
thing i don't like is a kid saying bad words :P then i get angry.
hahaha "girly" huh. i'm not that girly either. and not the pampered
one in the circle of friends. but i did mention my best friend, she did pamper
me. i mean when she stood up for me and at times baked cookies for me and
brownies. it was very nice ^^ a very very nice friendship.
hahahaha get you coffee huh
hmmm like by everyone. well i think being liked by almost everyone is possible.
true that you have to then live up to their expectations and be as nice as
possible most of the time. but then it's not really an act, more so, after
having to be nice so much, later i think it just becomes part of your nature and
you're nice all the time . but i
don't think it's an act. you were liked in the first place by everyone cuz of a
certain part of your personality, so later you just have to try to either change
to the better or not change at all and stay the way you are. hahah does that
make sense Helenita?
oooh and i never ever take sides! when there's an problem i just watch or do my
work and ignore them. taking sides makes a problem worse. if two people are
arguing, i let the two people settle the argument. it bugs me when other
interfere and take sides. then really the problem that was initially between two
later become between the whole class, all taking sides and so on. so i'm the
neutral one. the neutral safe one
good luck with all your responsibilities Helenita ^^ i'm sure you're doing a
great job
wow...well i think you're REALLY pretty Helenita...i wonder how come you don't
know it ^^" to be honest, before i met you my sis showed me you pic and was
like 'look, isn't she pretty?' and i was like 'wow she is! who's this
girl?" but i really think you are :P *pokes you playfully* don't get too
full of yourself now cutie ^^
but well, i'd say 80% of the pretty ones are convinced looks get them
everywhere. in this time, it seems many people are rather shallow, and looks get
everyone somewhere, whether they want to go anywhere or not ^^"
awwwww it's so lovely you have a big family with kids and all ^^ truth to be
told, there's only my immediate family on this end. meaning my parents and
siblings and me my
mother's side live in another city, my father's side is in another country... so
we're pretty much on our own. hehe well sometimes it's better anyway ^^
my lil brother is a whirlwind though! he spills things, wrecks his room till
it's a mess, runs around ruining the place but
he's so spoiled and my parents let him. thankfully we have housekeepers to clean
after him but at times i have to fix up his room ^^" esp when mother's
angry then she really wants to smack him senseless...so i interfere and say i'll
clean up the mess then my
brother kicks me out of the room when i'm done cleaning hahahaha ^^
hehe true, kids are so innocent and adorable. their intentions are always
pure...you never have to wonder if they have ulterior motives...but then again i
don't usually worry about grown-ups having ulterior motives usually
i don't care if people are faking or not. the only ones that matter to me are
people i love and some friends and so on. others can have the worst intentions,
it doesn't bother me one bit :P
hahahahaa well fakeness if a word if you want it to be one Helenita
haha i know! the entertainment section is sooo...un-entertaining! i never
really bothered to look at the actors and actresses fortunes or misfortunes as if i
have time to worry about it or care :P but i like reading the comics in the
newspapers. very cute and interesting. and i also like reading about plane
crashes for some reason or shipwrecks or something ^^"
hmmm speaking of shipwrecks, my aunt said her hubby's yacht got raided in Greece
i think. all the crew were killed and she said that the yacht was all filled
with knife holes and so on. she said they got it on the news all
over...wondering if you hear anything about it. truth to be told i didn't hear
about it since i don't watch the news but the
crew were Italian or something...hmmm yea i think it was in Greece. you see my
aunt's hubby is a prince here in KSA...so the news of the yacht was BIG NEWS
^^" poor guy...she said the yacht was worth millions of dollars too ....bye
bye expensive-like-hell yacht.... :P
...and when i told mother i wanted to watch CNN just to get a glimpse of the
yacht she didn't let me!
ahh that's nice, reading the different language thingi dictionary. glad you
didn't fail Helenita ^^ keep up the wonderful work. i don't really think you
would fail though... hehe if you're wondering about my school scores...failing
is a catastrophe and something i never expect of myself even if i didn't study a
word! girls in this family never ever failed not once! my parents would show us
hell still, my worst was a D but that was four years ago, as i grew older the only
thing i got was an A... perfection in a sense or another :P
awwwww sounds like a very nice father ^^ true a man with a sense of humor is
nice. hehe i think you've got a sense of humor yourself Helenita a few
times while reading your post i'd find myself trying not to laugh out loud cuz you
say funny things :P the camel jokes were hilarious...and the poor packing guys
one...is soooo funny i'm
starting to feel sorry for mankind hehe to
top it off you're actually so pretty! gonna break so many guy's hearts be sure
to help the guy pack though, i mean you have to at least be that nice
well my father is the serious type too. looking at home you think he's very very
serious and military man like. but he has his nice moments...and his scary
ones... if you're asking what gave me the scare of my life it was father...
*sigh* hehehe ^^" still he does joke at times and when he's in a good mood
he's actually a very pleasant man to be around...
...when he's in a bad mood it's scary...
^^"
hahaha and i love the story of the haunted places in your dad's college! sooo
funny and cute ^^ who knows, maybe i'll tell you my biology class was haunted one
day when i'm in college
:P
hmmmmm i prefer a guy who would impress me than a guy who makes me laugh. cuz i
laugh alot anyway i don't
usually need a reason! i guess i'm just the cheery type, but seriously i do
giggle and chuckle over lil things. even when i lose a game i laugh, if i miss
the feathery shuttlecock in badminton games, i laugh :P it creates fun times i
guess.
....or i prefer that kind of guy because i find Tommy more impressive than
actually funny. still he's a delight, at times he teases me and it makes me
laugh ^///////^ mmmm i miss him at the moment
*ahem...blushies* but it also could be my father, he's the proud kind of guy who
is impressive more than actually funny...so i guess a girl does appreciate men
who are similar in a sense to her father...
...or i'm a proud cocky girl who'd rather be with a man who's impressive than
someone who isn't?
but the best would be a mixture of both then
nyaaaaaa
things that are in the middle are always wonderful.
hehe well the movie is very very nice. this part comes somewhere in the middle.
it's a very very very very touching, heartwarming movie. i hope you manage to
get your hands on it ^^ it's really a wonderful watch. very inspiring ^^ and no
worries, it was a pleasure to share, lil sis
^^
hahaha i think Tommy likes spicey things! so the recipes will be much
appreciated ^^ thanks alot!
hahahaha i love your definition of law you'll
make a good judge if you ask me :P ^^
and Cristiana sounds really nice, both her and her cute name ^^
hmmmm well lemme see...
arab culture as a whole is dominated by men. but if you take specific countries,
you find a few of them have women with really really strong personalities, so
the poor man has to follow her orders.
our family specifically...is dominated by father
my mother is such a sweet woman who is passive...then again that was
before...now she has a stronger personality, so i think now the house is equally
dominated by both.
still here, most of the cafe's are for men, only men drive, most of the jobs are
for men.
in a way it means the woman rests at home...in another way it means a woman
cannot be independent. when she's young her father dominates her, when she's
married, her hubby dominates her. which is why i don't like anyone who's
dominating...though when you think about it, my best friend was dominating i guess
i don't mind being dominated by people i love :P but it is true about arab
culture being dominated by men. but i think it would be a lil better off than
how the news portrays it. sometimes things are not as bad as the news make it
sound
awwwwww soooo nice! what does your sister's name mean? ^/////^
heheh i think Tommy will agree too, he's so kind and nice, he usually would let
me have my way... omg he spoils me! ^//////^
i have a friend who dances alllll kinds of dances. soo amazing.
well arabic dances are all about shaking the hips my
mother dances well.
you know there was a time where in Egypt, if the woman didn't dance perfectly,
then she'd never get married. wonder why a man would care if he got a perfect
dancer for a wife but i
guess it's cool...the only dances i dance are...ummm normal english disco-type
dancing? :P
hahah then great, i hope it's ok for me to call you 'lil sis' from now on. trust
me at times it feels like it's the right thing to call you ^/////^
i'm touched and glad you can speak your mind around me! it's a really wonderful
thing to hear, and i'm really touched. not many have actually said something so
sweet to me ^///////^ do feel free to talk to me about anything lil sis and
anytime too ^^
i'm sure we will be friends for a long time Helenita!
hahaha i hope you wouldn't need to send me the pic, but if you do take one....
i
better get a copy of a poor man with his luggage! :P
take care lil sis! as usual, it's really fun talking to you!
good luck with everything!
~Sarita
Holaaa nuevooo, Sarita* huggles and pokes*
Lol, sorry for the late( fashionably...? )
reply...lols, been busy with the Holidays and after that my brain seems to be
able to think of only short messages then gets all scrambled... ^_____~ Thankies
for your patience...( a patient lion? Lol! )
Anyways, at least we had a good time during the Christmas Eve and the New Year's
celebration, you wouldn't believe the number of times I slipped on my cousin's
toys that they left lying around, and of course, how many times I banged my head
on a branch while checking out my gifts( actually, my sis was kinda expecting me
to hit my head every time I was under the tree...like she was counting and
all^o^ ) My grandparents were there( both sides ), and most of my aunts and
uncles...most because my uncle Genaro who lives with his family in Mexico wasn't
able to come...TT^TT...I was so excited to see my cousins over there...anyway,
it's on the other side of the Atlantic, so it's not like he can go over here
like he lives around the corner...waaaah, just missed him, I guess... Hehe,
but the surprise was my uncle Leonard, whom I haven't seen since I was
uhh...let's just say, still making a mess on the floor ...MT
admins might ban me...anyways, he came over with his bride-to-be! Hahaha...and
he only told Ma that he was coming, to surprise everyone I'm sure...( well, Pa
and my abuelos had this "o" look...nyahaha, so funny, I wish I had a
camera ready so I can take a pic of that moment and frame it...hehehe, and since
I'll be taking the pic, nobody will see that I had the "o" face too
mwahahaha! )
Awww, his fiancee( her name's Erika, still can't get her last name right...she
was so British, haha, I mean the accent...especially when she says "you
know" lols, she sounds like Ma...I only got to see her in pics, she wasn't
that tall in person...I'd say 172 or 173, hmmm...only a bit taller than me, but
she's umm, how do I say it...authoritative? Like you just know when she's in a
room or something...) she was kinda baffled whenever anyone spoke( or with my
granpas, cursed hehe ) in Spanish or Catalan, Ma was kinda
"translating" hehe...but I think she never translates
"merda" or "al diablo con eso..." lol!
Awwww, thanks for saying I'm modest( although I don't think so...), maybe it's
because I'm not that comfortable with compliments( I usually think...hmm,
compliments, what does he/she want in return haha, not healthy, but there you
go...) and at the same time I want others to say something good about me instead
of me saying it( kinda ironic...hehe, I'm a walking irony...or something^o^, I
think I heard that line in a movie somewhere...), that would be kinda
embarrassing, like you're so full of yourself lol...
Face of an angel? Hmmm, well you do...gets them all complacent, then aarrrr!
Like a lion when you mess with the cubs...me, umm, like a bat, maybe? *flaps
wings, bumps into a wall* DDD
Well, best friends can be way different or even total opposites, so yea...I
mean, you're a neutral person and I'm a debater, but we get along, right?
Hehe...you're right about the not-taking-sides though, but I'm a person who
doesn't like to stand around or get caught in the middle...if a cause appeals to
me more than the other...off I go, I'm not impulsive though...just can't side
with everybody, sometimes yopu really do have to choose, as Pa used to say. I'm
sure you'll see her and spend a lot of time together again, I mean, I can't
imagine just forgetting about my best friends even if I'm in the university or
maybe an old, old woman with creaking bones... ( my
grandmas will kill me for saying that...! ) What will I look like when I'm old,
hmmm, curious...hehe, another potential pic to send, ne?
Yep, maybe after you do it( being nice ) for so long it becomes
natural...although I think there are somethings that are unchangeable in people,
maybe? For one, I can't imagine myself as a supermodel-type girl...haha, can't
imagine without laughing, that is. Or living all alone in some old house with no
one to talk to( I think I'll die when that happens ), lols, just, some things
that you know you can't be? Hehe, I knew you were good with kids, I love kids
too( okay, I think i already said that lol! )...last year we had a fund raising
at school and our group had to visit this orphanage, it was really an experience
for me...can't imagine having no family whatsoever...I'm not openly expressive(
that's why my friends call me "hielo chica" [ ice girl ] mwahaha,
after a character in a tv series here lol ), but there are a lot of times when
I'm really touched by something...TT^TT...I guess a lot of people who complain
about their families being horrible( including me, sometimes...hehe, not really
horrible, just my parents not having enough time because of work...which is
unreasonable for me to think, really... , a bit of jealousy, maybe, for students who always get to spend a lot of time
with their parents...
) need to stop ranting about it and be happy with what they have? Naive...but
that's what I think...Thanks for wishing me luck, by the way!
Lol, I guess I'm more expressive when typing, I'd die before I cry or bawl in
front of other people, even if I want too...it's just
sooo...embarrassing...>_< And yep, spicey stuff all the way! DD I'm
sure Tommy would love my recipes hehe*evil smile* jk jk ...my
sis and me like spicey stuff, but my bro and Ma don't...they're like, how can
you not drink water while eating this?! Lol! My Pa is a vegan...so he's neutral,
like you Sarita ,
haha, I think he finds it funny when we argue about meat...^o^ Maybe, I'll try
eating vegetables and fruits only, sometimes...because I hate getting fat or
clumsy...but I don't want to be stick-thin either...lol, I'm confused! DD Just,
athletic, and able to move around will be the best...
Ariadna means...very pure, I think, it's from a Greek word. Hehe, and now I know
what Emilia means, my bro found this site that lists names( it's in Spanish
though, but I think it's not a local site...) and meanings...Emilia means
"rival" in Latin...lol, even my name suggests I'm a debater! Helena
had many meaning, though, like Goddess of the Moon, spring maiden and
others...Yep, Cristiana( we call her Ana ) is nice, very smart too...sometimes I
get confused about some things she says though, but she's close to our family
already...even spent the Nochebuena with everyone ...
Haha...hmmm, I guess I don't know because no one other than my family and
friends tell me that( as I said, I sometimes don't believe compliments...I mean,
what father would tell his daughter that she's ugly...of course he'll say that
I'm pretty... ), so I'm glad someone other than my family or friends think so, so
huggles for you!^^Besides, there are a lot of pretty girls at school, so, let
them have the attention, as long as I'm in charge of the student committee!
Lol...they have the looks, but I have the keys to the classroom! ( lol okay not
literally...I'm getting crazy again...must be because of that annoying schedule,
I mean classes resume tomorrow? A Friday? Why can't they move it to the 7th...?
)
Awww, only men can drive? Maybe you can disguise as a man and drive?
jk...anyways, as long as women don't get abused or something, it's
okay...Spanish do have that sense of " the man works and the woman takes
care of the children...", well, not as strong as before( my Granpa told me
that his father wouldn't let his mother change anything in the house[!], when he
was still a kid )...but still there...I think I'm gonna be like my Ma, I can't
imagine just being in the house...that is, if I don't become a nun or something,
who knows? I have an aunt who is a nun...( she was the youngest of Pa's
sisters...)Too early to know...but, hmmm, I'd certainly want a job that isn't
boring... The news aren't dependable...haha, I guess we have the same opinion
when it comes to that...^____~
Hmmm, Spanish is a very pretty language...just, weird sometimes, with all the
tenses and verb conjugates( English is pretty simple with tenses...Spanish has
those, and...divides them into four! Lol! So, sometimes, there are a lot of ways
to say something...usually everyday Spanish isn't that correct in terms of
grammar...but then, some English here is hard to understand too...I still don't
know what "Niggaz" and "Chill out" mean...read it somewhere
in the chatroom...^o^), besides, Castillian( spanish spoken by people in Spain )
is a bit different from Spanish in Mexico, or in South America...I wouldn't be
surprised if some words there are weird to me...^___^'
Lols, this is like my History essay already...obviously I like talking to you
(
if there was any doubt lol! )...even if my replies are late sometimes^^Besides,
school starts tomorrow, so I'll probbably be not as active in spamming
hehe...Belated Happy New Year, Sarita...and to your family as well, I'm sure the
New Year will be even better than the last, ne? ^_____~
Quote by Lionhearted911Hello
Kayla-chan ^^
how are you? i hope everything's great ^^ Hope you have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New
Year!
take care and hope to talk to you soon sis ^^
Hmmm idk if I replied or not but thankies big sis! *huggles*
<33333333333333
Hehe I'm good thanks btw.
Oh and I put a picture of my puppy on my profile so if you wanna see her then
you can look. ^-^ hehe but yeah...
i'm just a random girl, but i just had to drop by...
read your poems, though i apologize cuz i'm a lil late in both reading and
commenting... but better late than never ne...
just had to tell you that you have amazing talent! keep it up yea! your
potential is .......just simply fascinating!
if you don't mind, i will add you to my watchlist ^^ that way i'll be able to
catch your poem earlier on!
thanks for the great share ^^ keep it up! Q(^_^Q)
Sincerely,
Lioness
Late is better than never ^_^ And I always appreicate comments on new or old
works.
Thanks for the compliments on my work, most of my poems are life lessons, or my
beliefs or random abstractities.
And thanks much for adding me to your wl ^_^
See you around, and feel free to drop me a line sometime ^_^
Hey, sorry for the late reply, school has picked up a little.
We're
spam buddies! 
Well, of course I missed you!
Yeah, that kind of thing happens when you are in new and unfamiliar places, but they tend to fade eventually.
Wow, sounds like a nice college!
With
nice people too! 
You'll fit right in! 
Which ones?
Ooooooh, advanced courses?
The "2 days" comment was the 2 week mark of your leaving and I was holding you to your note's words, (you showing up by that day).
By the way, I don't seem to be on your hotlist now. Possible bug?
Well, I am off to do school work, later!
-Jonathan
hmmmmm.....
damn, you look too damn innocent in that picture, grrrr.... and here I wanted to joke around with ya,
but thanks to that, I can't.
SENSEI!
how are ya? i am still busy with sch work and i got plenty of stress attacks hahaha so funny and so many things change here can u update me ? thanks
Oh I have yet to see one in real life. I keep seeing them on Animal Planet.
Thats great.
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You know I can't seem to post in your thread since someone left a notice there saying that its FULL.
CURSES! WILL IS NOT PLEASED.
.........*taps foot* OK, just 2 more days.............
So, are you having fun?
misssss u soooooooooo much! ahhhhhhhhh phone is not enough!
Seaturtles matey. Seaturtles.
*pokes you* OK, it's been a week now. *taps foot* I expect you to come back now!
I'm
going bonkers over here! 
Come
back! 
........... AAAAAAHHHHHH! ! ! ! ! Where are you?! Where's the wacky energy that use to be here?!
ROTFLOL
I hope you're having a great time!
-Jonathan
ZOMG! our lioness has landed our shore! O.o
lol.........YAYY! welcome to our world!
<3 Awww, they grow up so fast these days!
Ah, I see that you've already changed your location to Malaysia.
Well, now, don't forget to send me a post card! 
It
can be electronic! 
Now,
if you need any advice, just ask me! 
I
wish you a safe trip and and a happy college experience! 
COME
BACK SOON! I'll go bonkers without someone to spam! 
-Jonathan
woi! sara-chan! you online?! I read your post in my thread about being jealous, it really helped me alot so thanks for posting.. and something crossed my mind... so you'd like your guy, GS, really to be jealous?
and one more thing... it's not "aishteru" ...it's "aishiteiru" because:
"ai" is not a verb so you need to affix "suru"
but it's all in present progressive (I think) so you need to make "suru" in, what I call, its "-te" form so "aishite"
then affix "imasu" or "iru" to suggest that you still continue doing it... so you get "aishiteiru"
... a short nihongo tutorial from your ever reliable Lightning Reverant, Patch Grahadoll!
Delinquently heroic,
Patch
SARA!
I guess your gone by now since it's 5:57 here and there's a time differnece for us...But since I don't know when I'll be able to talk to you again.....
I'm gonna miss you big sis!
Also I wanted to say good luck with college! ^_^ I know you're gonna be great sis! You ish so smart! *huggles*
Love yous! And good luck again!
<3333333333333
~~Kay
Sara. Check PM... *voice drowned by static*
Hiya! ^-^
Well....I'm not sure how much this matters to you but I was just dropping by to tell you that I'll be leaving MT by the end of this month.
I'll still be on msn. I hope I'll be able to talk to you there. ^-^
Love you sis.
<333Kayla
hey there! sorry if I haven't replied on time... I really did appreciate that. thanks sara-chan!
anyways, I sent you a comment since I got a really shocking thing that happened to me at the start of this year... I dunno if this is gonna shock you like it did to me but well, at least it shocked me... I wanna clarify something before I continue...
you're still in saudi as we speak, right?
do you have a younger/older sister?
I asked you that because there's someone here in our school, here in the philippines, that looked really really REALLY a LOT like you... AND I DO REALLY MEAN A LOT!
the glasses, that quite wavy long brown hair, that...umm... healthy figure(?) (I hope I did the right description about your body... please have mercy on me, don't whack me
),
ESPECIALLY THE EYES! yeah, you're eyes and her's really do resemble a
LOT!
I really thought it was you, I was gonna ask her if she was you but I kinda hestitated... what if it wasn't you?
however, you do look like a kind person but she's seems to be a snob..
If i'm not mistaken, she's a newcomer since it's the start of our classes here... I'm in college if you might not ask..
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hahaha wow sounds rather interesting, perhaps she's my sis from another mother and father *giggles* jk jk
to be honest i am still in KSA as i reply to this, but won't be around next week since i'm leaving for study and so on...but i'm going to malaysia so nope it's not me ^^
i have a sister who is on MT, Toya999 and yes blood sister, the only sis from my parents, and two brothers who are young.
heheh well very interesting to know there's someone out there that looks so much like me, i can understand. they say there are three...i think three, not sure about the number, in the world who look soooo much like you. which i believe. i once saw this guy who looked exactly like Mel Gibson it wasn't even funny! was so amazing the resemblance ^^ but anyway, it's rather amusing ^^
looools well, i'm glad you think i'm kind, it's sweet of you to say so. and your description is ...hilarious
but
heheh it's ok.
don't worry about the late reply, didn't think you were gonna reply at all ^^
thanks for the amusing share, and take care
hope we talk again sometime
good luck with college!
~Sara
OF ALL PEOPLE, MEL GIBSON?!?! WTF?! ...anyways, there was someone who said that no two persons that are exactly alike (I think it's confucious... I'm a frustrated sage-bandit)
...and thanks for not whacking me with the description.^^
you're going to malaysia? I wish I could get to malaysia too... it's an irony that me, who is relatively near malaysia (I live in Philippines), can't even go there.. I always wanted to visit jasmine...^^ (you see, this is just between the two of us but I got a crush on jasmine...
)
the truth is, I have this dream of having a huge "eyeball" with all of pips in Jasmine's RP... AND SAVE THE WORLD, BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
anyways, cut the crap.. oh yeah, just asking.. do you mind if I ask you some recap on your side in Jasmine's RP. I just want to ask if you already gained your treasure... I can't wait to start our "groundbreaking" showdown with Lance.. I'm planning on making it big.. literally...
Delinquently Heroic,
Patch...
new video up check it out if you have a chance.
Thanks for your reply Lioness! I wish all the best for you also!
I will definitely be joining in on all the randomness a bit more often.
jrhvball...
yeah, went out with frens
new
year already..
it's really fast
Are you testing my patience miss Sara?.......
I have a lot of it but I'm kinda running low these days because break's almost over and school is right infront of my nose
It's okay dont worry about it
I forget things quickly and I forgive people quickly........
.............
I see absolutely no pattern in your family's names
Maybe it's a Korean thing but they usually name their brothers and sister with a similar name
So usually one letter of the name is the same
And my one letter in Korean, it's a one syllable
So if I had a bro or sis, it my start with Ju or ending with Hyung
I'm turning 16......... in July..... I think.......
I dont feel like I'm this old either
Maybe I'm too immature for my own conscience
Muhehehehehex
I'm the tallest in my family thank you very much :p
Hm well I wish that would apply to all the teachers but some of the teachers doesnt like me no matter what and I dont remember doing anything rude or stuff.....
Maybe racism? But whatever..... as long as they dont interfere with me........
Enthusiastic?........ about physics?.......
I do not comprehend....... did you write it wrong?......
I just dont understand why people like science or math..... or any combination of the two
Our school isnt really like that.... wish we did have that though
Our school just does it all in 3 days
Who cares about the wellbeings about the students right?
Oh that sounds familiar
Although the guards stopped me at the gate and told me "no school"
I bet your teachers thought you were overly enthusiastic :p
Not allowed to hitch rides? That's like..... insane!
Well I guess it's not since it's a dangerous world and what not
Telephone?....... I have no idea
But they probably took out the "Chinese" since Koreans hate everybody except Koreans and whatnot
Especially the Chinese and the Japanese.... being so close and having historical issues throught the centuries
But it's just natural
Koreans are just wayyy too sensitive
They even changed Card Captor Sakura to Card Captor Cherry
Of course the triple C is nice and all but they're just being too...... overly dramatic
You sounded a bit....... hmm... I dont know how to say it but it felt like you didnt sound that happy
When I heard my voice I thought........ wow...... I sound really...... teenagish
Every language is hard
I heard Finnish was the hardest...... but I dont know anything about the Finnish language so..... yeah
Well actually my name means "shining pillar or something"
But doesnt make much sense.......
Oh I see..... I wish my name had a special indicator
My name sounds too...... ordinary
Oh.... so not like "Sera" like the Americans say it......
It's Sara in Korean too
There iz a difference?......
I find it relatively...... simliar
Maybe it's just me but I dont really see the differece
Well yeah I would
It's guaranteed that it works on yourself but I wouldnt say it's guaranteed to everybody
Yup we talk as if we're all that but it's just words without action
Hey! No signing in my presence *pokes your forehead*
I'm the depressed guy around here
You already have a role
Who said lions aren't sensitive?
After all we dont know how animals feel
I cry for variety of reasons...... usually because I was so disappointed at myself
I dont remember crying because somebody I love was involved......
Well actually I did few times........ but not a whole lot
Everything is more powerful if it's from the person you love.....
I guess that makes it so difficult to love everybody the same........
Sara you say as if it's nothing but it doesn't sound fine and dandy....
You know..... For a long time... I lost my...... emotions I think....
Well not exactly but I wasn't sure when I should cry
I felt so.... hmm..... I felt so heavy inside that I wanted to cry so I could let it out but I just couldnt cry from my heart
I'm quite dramatic unlike how I look so I can fake tears all the time but I cant really "cry" cry like that
I think I got all my senses back but sometimes I lose it if I dont cry for a while and all that
Well actually it doesnt really have much to do with blaming but I guess I kinda linked it together somehow @_@
Oh I know that too
When people smile too much it's just to cover up something bad....... usually
I dont really get how you do it..... or how you think that way........
Guess I'm just a bitter bitter person.......
My memories are gone because of my bad memory :p
You must have had a very...... heavy past
I usually remember the past but it doesnt really affect me
Sara....... I would say that you are a strong person...... and a weak person at the same time
I dont know how to explain it........
But nobody is strong if you think of it anyway........
Well how about you keep the memories but not let it affect you?
I know it's easier said...... but.... you've come this far so I dont see why the past has to keep haunting you
Yeah I felt that way too
People never cease to disappoint you...... sometimes even ourselves......
Hmm what you say makes sense but personally I think love and respect falls into different catagories
Hmm I see......
I was bitter towards my parents for giving me life and treating me like I wasnt much worth to them......
I bet a lot of people feel the same way
Right now I dont really care since I can't go back and tell them to abort me or something.....
But sometimes I wish my older sibling was born so I wouldnt have been borne.......
I do not neglect the duties of children taking care of children since it's also a cultural thing as well as... the reasonable thing to do
I guess we dont feel satisfied with the amount they give us......
Like..... I can be thankful that I dont live in the dumpster and get abused everyday by my parents but I'm just angry that they just dont really care about me
Hmm I've seen that a lot
I mean people do live sometimes as if everyday is the last day on Earth
I would say that's rather carefree.... or just....... overly worried.....
So many retarded game characters these days...
But you'd be more like...... hmm..... like my favorite character Shiki from Kara no Kyoukai
She's like the coolest character evur
Cooler than any other cool guy character and she isn't exactly invincible but she is just totally awesome
But she's nowhere enthusiastic or happy as you
She's like the most lethargic person ever
Thank you but I handle my father pretty well
Aww..... you sound so sweet
I never cared about my parent's expectations
I always wanted them to leave me alone and let me be.......
They're never satisfied with me
Oh you got all A on your report card
Good job...... I'm proud of you.......... and they're back to watching news and doing whatever they do
Very appreciative mom and dad
I bet you'd be proud of me even if Im the smartest person in the world...........
Wow... you just found out?
You
worry too much little miss impatient 
I would never agree to my parents doing that
It's okie I can wait *pats your head*
Of course I reply
We are all busy with our lives and you are busy with yours
But we just have to contribute little of our time for the people who we care about
Dont worry about me
I'm always around
Stop saying sorry Sara
I hope you'll be safe in your trips and I hope you work things out
Everybody seems tired and anxious these days....
I'm doing relatively okay
No but you get an Oscar
Holaaa nuevooo, Sarita* huggles and pokes*
Lol, sorry for the late( fashionably...?
)
reply...lols, been busy with the Holidays and after that my brain seems to be
able to think of only short messages then gets all scrambled... ^_____~ Thankies
for your patience...( a patient lion? Lol! )
Anyways, at least we had a good time during the Christmas Eve and the New Year's celebration, you wouldn't believe the number of times I slipped on my cousin's toys that they left lying around, and of course, how many times I banged my head on a branch while checking out my gifts( actually, my sis was kinda expecting me to hit my head every time I was under the tree...like she was counting and all^o^ ) My grandparents were there( both sides ), and most of my aunts and uncles...most because my uncle Genaro who lives with his family in Mexico wasn't able to come...TT^TT...I was so excited to see my cousins over there...anyway, it's on the other side of the Atlantic, so it's not like he can go over here like he lives around the corner...waaaah, just missed him, I guess...
Hehe,
but the surprise was my uncle Leonard, whom I haven't seen since I was
uhh...let's just say, still making a mess on the floor 
...MT
admins might ban me...anyways, he came over with his bride-to-be! Hahaha...and
he only told Ma that he was coming, to surprise everyone I'm sure...( well, Pa
and my abuelos had this "o" look...nyahaha, so funny, I wish I had a
camera ready so I can take a pic of that moment and frame it...hehehe, and since
I'll be taking the pic, nobody will see that I had the "o" face too
mwahahaha! )
Awww, his fiancee( her name's Erika, still can't get her last name right...she was so British, haha, I mean the accent...especially when she says "you know" lols, she sounds like Ma...I only got to see her in pics, she wasn't that tall in person...I'd say 172 or 173, hmmm...only a bit taller than me, but she's umm, how do I say it...authoritative? Like you just know when she's in a room or something...) she was kinda baffled whenever anyone spoke( or with my granpas, cursed hehe ) in Spanish or Catalan, Ma was kinda "translating" hehe...but I think she never translates "merda" or "al diablo con eso..." lol!
Awwww, thanks for saying I'm modest( although I don't think so...), maybe it's because I'm not that comfortable with compliments( I usually think...hmm, compliments, what does he/she want in return haha, not healthy, but there you go...) and at the same time I want others to say something good about me instead of me saying it( kinda ironic...hehe, I'm a walking irony...or something^o^, I think I heard that line in a movie somewhere...), that would be kinda embarrassing, like you're so full of yourself lol...
Like a lion when you mess with the cubs...me, umm, like a bat, maybe? *flaps
wings, bumps into a wall* 
DDD
( my
grandmas will kill me for saying that...! ) What will I look like when I'm old,
hmmm, curious...hehe, another potential pic to send, ne? 
Face of an angel? Hmmm, well you do...gets them all complacent, then aarrrr!
Well, best friends can be way different or even total opposites, so yea...I mean, you're a neutral person and I'm a debater, but we get along, right? Hehe...you're right about the not-taking-sides though, but I'm a person who doesn't like to stand around or get caught in the middle...if a cause appeals to me more than the other...off I go, I'm not impulsive though...just can't side with everybody, sometimes yopu really do have to choose, as Pa used to say. I'm sure you'll see her and spend a lot of time together again, I mean, I can't imagine just forgetting about my best friends even if I'm in the university or maybe an old, old woman with creaking bones...
Yep, maybe after you do it( being nice ) for so long it becomes natural...although I think there are somethings that are unchangeable in people, maybe? For one, I can't imagine myself as a supermodel-type girl...haha, can't imagine without laughing, that is. Or living all alone in some old house with no one to talk to( I think I'll die when that happens ), lols, just, some things that you know you can't be? Hehe, I knew you were good with kids, I love kids too( okay, I think i already said that lol! )...last year we had a fund raising at school and our group had to visit this orphanage, it was really an experience for me...can't imagine having no family whatsoever...I'm not openly expressive( that's why my friends call me "hielo chica" [ ice girl ] mwahaha, after a character in a tv series here lol ), but there are a lot of times when I'm really touched by something...TT^TT...I guess a lot of people who complain about their families being horrible( including me, sometimes...hehe, not really horrible, just my parents not having enough time because of work...which is unreasonable for me to think, really...
, a bit of jealousy, maybe, for students who always get to spend a lot of time
with their parents... 
) need to stop ranting about it and be happy with what they have? Naive...but
that's what I think...Thanks for wishing me luck, by the way! 
Lol, I guess I'm more expressive when typing, I'd die before I cry or bawl in front of other people, even if I want too...it's just sooo...embarrassing...>_< And yep, spicey stuff all the way!
DD I'm
sure Tommy would love my recipes hehe*evil smile* jk jk 
...my
sis and me like spicey stuff, but my bro and Ma don't...they're like, how can
you not drink water while eating this?! Lol! My Pa is a vegan...so he's neutral,
like you Sarita 
,
haha, I think he finds it funny when we argue about meat...^o^ Maybe, I'll try
eating vegetables and fruits only, sometimes...because I hate getting fat or
clumsy...but I don't want to be stick-thin either...lol, I'm confused! 
DD Just,
athletic, and able to move around will be the best... 
Ariadna means...very pure, I think, it's from a Greek word. Hehe, and now I know what Emilia means, my bro found this site that lists names( it's in Spanish though, but I think it's not a local site...) and meanings...Emilia means "rival" in Latin...lol, even my name suggests I'm a debater!
Helena
had many meaning, though, like Goddess of the Moon, spring maiden and
others...Yep, Cristiana( we call her Ana ) is nice, very smart too...sometimes I
get confused about some things she says though, but she's close to our family
already...even spent the Nochebuena with everyone 
...
Haha...hmmm, I guess I don't know because no one other than my family and friends tell me that( as I said, I sometimes don't believe compliments...I mean, what father would tell his daughter that she's ugly...of course he'll say that I'm pretty...
), so I'm glad someone other than my family or friends think so, so
huggles for you!^^Besides, there are a lot of pretty girls at school, so, let
them have the attention, as long as I'm in charge of the student committee!
Lol...they have the looks, but I have the keys to the classroom! ( lol okay not
literally...I'm getting crazy again...must be because of that annoying schedule,
I mean classes resume tomorrow? A Friday? Why can't they move it to the 7th...?
)
Awww, only men can drive? Maybe you can disguise as a man and drive?
jk...anyways, as long as women don't get abused or something, it's
okay...Spanish do have that sense of " the man works and the woman takes
care of the children...", well, not as strong as before( my Granpa told me
that his father wouldn't let his mother change anything in the house[!], when he
was still a kid )...but still there...I think I'm gonna be like my Ma, I can't
imagine just being in the house...that is, if I don't become a nun or something,
who knows? I have an aunt who is a nun...( she was the youngest of Pa's
sisters...)Too early to know...but, hmmm, I'd certainly want a job that isn't
boring... 
The news aren't dependable...haha, I guess we have the same opinion
when it comes to that...^____~
Hmmm, Spanish is a very pretty language...just, weird sometimes, with all the tenses and verb conjugates( English is pretty simple with tenses...Spanish has those, and...divides them into four! Lol! So, sometimes, there are a lot of ways to say something...usually everyday Spanish isn't that correct in terms of grammar...but then, some English here is hard to understand too...I still don't know what "Niggaz" and "Chill out" mean...read it somewhere in the chatroom...^o^), besides, Castillian( spanish spoken by people in Spain ) is a bit different from Spanish in Mexico, or in South America...I wouldn't be surprised if some words there are weird to me...^___^'
Lols, this is like my History essay already...obviously I like talking to you
(
if there was any doubt lol! )...even if my replies are late sometimes^^Besides,
school starts tomorrow, so I'll probbably be not as active in spamming
hehe...Belated Happy New Year, Sarita...and to your family as well, I'm sure the
New Year will be even better than the last, ne? ^_____~
Hugs and a lot of pokies,
***From Emilia***
Happy new years , and merry christmas to you
sorry for such late reply been here and there
so how was it for you? .. did you have fun?
kk take care you
~Dan
*poke* *poke*
Hey how are you?!
How
are things? Did you enjoy your holidays?
Sorry for not posting a lot lately, I've been......distracted to say the least!
Things are all wacky! @_@
-Jonathan
Hmmm idk if I replied or not but thankies big sis! *huggles*
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Hehe I'm good thanks btw.
Oh and I put a picture of my puppy on my profile so if you wanna see her then you can look. ^-^ hehe but yeah...
Late is better than never ^_^ And I always appreicate comments on new or old works.
Thanks for the compliments on my work, most of my poems are life lessons, or my beliefs or random abstractities.
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